In the time it took me to write yesterday's entry I've had another couple of calls on that damned phone. I've hidden it under a cushion now. I can't bear the sight of it.

I'm going online to see if str8 is around. I need to get him to stop this nonsense.

[molly] hellooooooo

[molly] where are you fuckwit?

[molly] come out and play with molly, you moron

[molly] i'm not going till you come out

[molly] ...

[molly has quit] Timed out at 11.39am, 22nd May 2004. c. Zenotab Inc 2000

[molly has entered]

[molly] come on...

[str8guy has entered]

[str8guy] Hello Molly

[str8guy] Molly?

[molly] hi

[str8guy] Oh, there you are. How are you this morning?

[molly] was surfing. good as can be xpected, tx

[str8guy] Busy night last night?

[molly] no, home early.

[str8guy] You surprise me.

[molly] no thanks 2 u

[str8guy] Pardon?

[molly] youve put that card out, then?

[str8guy] I have indeed. Why, have you had some response?

[molly] i certainly have.

[str8guy] Excellent! What news?

[molly] i haven't answered any of them

[str8guy] Really, how disappointing. How many have you had?

[molly] 23 last nite, god knos how many today.

[str8guy] That's a good success rate. You're pretty face is a big pull, you see. I knew it would be.

[str8guy] Talking of which, can I see it?

[str8guy] ...

[str8guy] Thank you.

[str8guy] Lovely. And could you take your top off?

[str8guy] Nice. Bra too

[str8guy] LOL, you beat me to it. Well done, Molly.

[str8guy] Gorgeous.

[str8guy] I tell you what, since it's Saturday morning, why not take off everything.

[str8guy] I love my morning woody with Molly.

[str8guy] There. Perfect.

[str8guy] And close up of polly

[str8guy] And close up of botty

[str8guy] Oh yes. You know, I think I may almost prefer your little botty to polly.

[str8guy] I'm growing very, very fond of it.

[str8guy] Especially when it's engaged, if you know what I mean.

[str8guy] In action

[str8guy] Yes, that's it, Molly. The little dildo.

[str8guy] I do so like that. :-)

[str8guy] You see, I've done a little smiley for you Molly. Just for you.

[str8guy] And your little botty.

[str8guy] Show me it.

[str8guy] And lubrication... yes...

[str8guy] And in...

[str8guy] Oh, Molly.

[str8guy] Oh Molly. Just delightful

[str8guy] Sit back now, let it rest inside you.

[str8guy] Does that feel nice? Nice and full?

[str8guy] I bet it does

[str8guy] So when will you start answering your phone calls?

[molly] never

[str8guy] Oh Molly,, surely.

[molly] never

[str8guy] But you've got an eager audience, just waiting for you.

[str8guy] Much as I love watching you,, it would be selfish of me to keep you to myself.

[str8guy] Wouldn't it?

[molly] u dont own me

[str8guy] No, but I control you.

[molly] no y dont

[str8guy] Brave words, Molly. But you know the truth as well as I do.

[str8guy] You submitted to me a long time ago.

[str8guy] You said so, the other day. Didn't you?

[str8guy] Didn't you?

[str8guy] You know you'll do what I ask

[molly] not this

[str8guy] I don't see why not.

[str8guy] It's no different from what you've already done.

[str8guy] You took the money from the lads, didn't you?

[str8guy] So where's the difference?

[molly] look please, this game is getting out of hand

[str8guy] I warned you, Molly. I told you it would get harder and harder. You agreed to take that gamble.

[str8guy] Gambled on finding out who I was before anything happened to you.

[str8guy] It's not my fault your gamble isn't working too well at the moment.

[str8guy] Play with your dildo a bit.

[str8guy] And polly too. Don't leave it out. It'll get jealous.

[str8guy] that's it

[str8guy] Nice, long strokes

[str8guy] Lovely

[str8guy] Lovely

[str8guy] And pull the dilo out

[str8guy] And in

[str8guy] And out

[str8guy] And in

[str8guy] Keep doing it, Molly

[str8guy] I'm platying with myself now

[str8guy] you want to make me come, don't you?

[str8guy] Keep going molly wolly

[str8guy] Keep showing me all you've got

[str8guy] Keep showing me what you're going to be offering soon

[str8guy] To anyone who calls

[str8guy] Molly's polly for hire

[str8guy] Molly Hadley - polly for hire

[str8guy] cunt for hire

[str8guy] Molly hadley

[str8guy] Just think of all those guys calling you Molly

[str8guy] Isn't it sexy?

[str8guy] to know that so mayn people want to fuck you

[str8guy] they've seen your picture and want you

[str8guy] they want your body molly

[str8guy] They want to have sex with you

[str8guy] stroke it molly, stoke it

[str8guy] And didlo

[str8guy] in out, in out

[str8guy] Oh god, Molly, Molly.

[str8guy] It's so exciting, isn't it, knowing what yo're going to do

[str8guy] knopwing that you're going to answer the phone

[str8guy] and arrange to meet someone

[str8guy] to have sex with them

[str8guy] and get paid for it

[str8guy] molly

[str8guy] it's exciting isn't it, molly

[str8guy] keep doing

[str8guy] keep doing it

[str8guy] yes molly

[str8guy] come now

[str8guy] co,ing now

[str8guy] oooooooo

[str8guy] Oh Molly. Molly. Molly.

[str8guy] My little tart, my little whore.

[str8guy] Such a clever girl, aren't you?

[str8guy has quit]

I don't care what he says. I'm not doing it. Finito. End of story.

Later

Checked my email a few minutes ago. Got an email from Miliza

Dear Molly

Nice to hear from you. Sorry my email doesn't work too well
so I hope you get this.

I'm afraid I won't be able to meet up with you soon, as I am
going to Edinborough tommorow. I am to staying there for two
or 3 weeks, and after that I not sure what I am doing.

Maybe we can get together later. Got to go now. My bus leaves
in twenty minutes.

love

Miliza

Not the worst put-down I've ever had, but not the best either. That was my one crumb of comfort, my one ray of hope in all this fucking mess. I fell in love with Miliza and hoped she'd sweep me off my feet and pull me away from all this. Well, no. It was just another one-night stand. Best I've ever known, but that's all it is.

That's all I'm good for, it seems. Molly Hadley - good for a fuck, but don't get into a relationship with her. Don't worry, she opens her legs for anyone. Just hand over 50 quid and she's all yours.

I'm sitting with my mobile sat in front of me. 19 calls today. 19 people wanting to avail themselves of Molly Hadley's cunt.

Tell you what, since str8guy thinks this is all just a game, let's play another game now. If it rings in the next five minutes I'll answer it...

That'll be a good game, won't it?