Been walking around like John Wayne all day. My fanny is aching!! :-) Tess phoned earlier. She pulled too. The warty one - she can do better. But then, she is married. I guess you take your chances where you can in that situation. Not that I ever intend to find out. A quick squirt with the turkey baster when I start to get broody - and please let that be a few years yet - and that's as close to happy families as I ever want to get...

But give me a constant supply of fresh Thomases, of course, for the physical side of life 3;

Bit nervous.

Going online in a minute. Wonder if my cyberstalker will be there tonight.

Do pigs shit through their arses?

But I feel ready for him tonight. I'm in too good a mood to let him bother me. Want a flash of my body, mate? Here it is. This is as close as you're ever going to get to it, though. You can letch at me all you want through your computer screen, you sad fuckwit. But it wasn't you who had me last night, was it?

April 10th, late evening and April 11th early morning

[str8guy] I'm disappointed in you, Molly

[medusa] how so? just come online, havne't had a chance to disappoint yet surely

[str8guy] Last night, I was referring to

[medusa] i wasn't here last nite

[str8guy] Exactly

[medusa] i woz out :-)

[str8guy] I know. That's what disappoints me.

[medusa] that i went out? whats it to u

[str8guy] Texting, Molly

[medusa] sorry ;-)

[str8guy] It's what you did when you were out that disappoints me.

[str8guy] ...

[medusa] i beg your pardon

[medusa] what did you say

[str8guy] I'm disppointed Molly, that you went off with that uncouth young man. It's so unbecoming.

[str8guy] I thought we had something here. To find you going behind my back like this, it's very disappointing.

[str8guy] I expected better of yoou

[medusa] what the fuck!!

[medusa] just hold on a minute here

[medusa] what a FUCKING NERVE

[medusa] WHO THE HELL DO OY THINK YOU ARE?

[str8guy] Molly, calm down please. There's a good girl

[medusa] Right, dipshit, let's get this straight

[medusa] u dont own me. u dont tell me what to do. y dont dare criticise me for

[medusa] wait a minute.........

[medusa] WERE YOU FOLLOWING ME? LAST NIGHT?..........

[medusa] JEEZ, THATS OURTAGEOUS. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE/ WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE/

[str8guy] Molly, you're losing your self-control. It's not an edifying sight. I shall go offline now and leave you for an hour to pull yourself together. I'll be back later.

[medusa] where do you get off? how dare you follow me, ow dare you tell me what to do

[medusa] so what were you doing, following me all night, sniffing away like a dog

[str8guy has quit]

[medusa] well i tell you

[medusa] i wont fucking have it

[medusa] bastard. thats right, sneak off. heat getting too much for you eh? dont like it when i argue back

[medusa] tosser

[medusa] wamker

[medusa] bastard

[medusa] fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck

[medusa] fuck

I think I really am in trouble now. I expect the link to that fucking website has been posted all round the office already, and pictures of me will be in every inbox in christendom. This is all getting too much.

Sorry, but it's scary to think he was watching me last night. Where was he? I didn't see anyone I know last night. Well, I did see Jack and some of the young kids but it's not any of them. I know it isn't. The way this guy talks - his speech is like old fashioned - they couldn't write like that to save their lives. Even I don't know what he's on about half the time, and Jack can barely spell his own name. Just as well it's short or he'd really be in trouble...

Anyway, I'm going to go back online in a minute. I'll add the transcripts later. He said he'd be back in an hour. Better see what sort of mood he's in. I'm still fucking livid about the way he spoke to me, and the way he spied on me, but I've got to try to control my tongue. Seriously I do. This is incredibly hard. I want to lash out, assert myself, but I can't. I honestly can't. I've got to manage this situation better. I always seem to either give in completely or piss him off totally. I need a middle ground here. I need to gain some control. Oh jesus, wish me luck 3;

[str8guy wishes to talk to you]

[medusa] welcome back fuckwit moron

[str8guy has entered]

[str8guy] I trust you're in a better mood now.

[medusa] i'm still very angry with you

[str8guy] And I with you.

[medusa] you with me? so what here, was i following you last night? was i criticising you?

[str8guy] I've hit a raw nerve here, I think.

[medusa] too damned right you have mate

[str8guy] Then I apologise for being so ungallant.

[medusa] ungallant? wozzat mean then?? and another thing, we've got a thing going here, you said. have we indeeed. news to me, sunshine...

[str8guy] Molly, how can you say that, after the fun we've had this week?

[medusa] fun u say... fun is it... blackmail i call it

[str8guy] Molly, you wound me. Blackmail - such a vulgar word

[medusa] vulgar deed, fuckface

[str8guy] And so far removed from the truth. Nothing could be further from my mind.

[str8guy] Please, curb these vulgarities, Molly.

[medusa] yeah right. so when u tell me your gonna show my pictures to everyone in the office, thats not blackmail...

[str8guy] No, not at all. I'm simply stating what I propose to do. This gives you sufficient information on which to base your decisions.

[medusa] and that isn't blackmail :-(

[str8guy] Certainly not. I wouldn't dream of doing such a thing to you, Molly. I like you. Your feisty, independent, strong-willed. An admirable young woman.

[medusa] and impervious to bullshit :-(

[str8guy] Precisely. An excellent example of everything I've just said. As if I would attempt blackmail on you. For one thing, I doubt it would succeed, given the strength of your opinions.

[medusa] okay then mister smartarse. tell me this. youre not blackmailing me. so tell me you will not - ever - email my pictures to people in the office

[medusa] or stick them on the noticeboad at the office. or any other fucking wall a the office

[str8guy] Certainly, I give you that undertaking.

[medusa] or anything which will help epople to find them pixturses

[medusa] what? youwill?

[str8guy] Absolutely agreed.

[medusa] right then. im kinda surprised here, though

[str8guy] On one condition

[medusa] oh yeah here it comes :-(

[str8guy] I'd like you to strip for me now

[medusa] what

[str8guy] Undress please, Molly. Let me see that wonderful body again.

[medusa] lets get this right. if id do that now, you promise not to show my pics to neone. u wont use it to bully me again?

[str8guy] I resent the implication of bullying, but yes, that is what I agree to.

[medusa] and the website

[str8guy] Ah that, alas, will remain where it is. But again, I give a solemn undertaking that I will never, ever do anything to promote it or alert people to its existence.

[str8guy] It will just float there - a forgotten pimple on the neglected underbelly of the internet, forgotten and disregarded.

[medusa] Give me five minutes. need to think this through. piss break brb

[str8guy] Molly, such language, such language.