I'm still very uneasy about Thomas being a schoolkid. Okay, he's 18, over the age of concent, but he's still at school... Somehow, that seems a bit creepy, a bit unnatural. It's the thought that once he's finished fucking me he has to go and do his homework, ready for school in the morning, or he'll get into trouble from teacher... Gah!

Called Tess a few minutes ago. She pulled last night - and not the warty one, this time. An older guy who started coming on to her late on. I vaguely remembered him after she'd reminded me, but I was pretty far gone by that time, and anyway, Thomas and I left early. But he was a class above the warty one, in every respect, I gather... ;-) I think Tess is suffering Distressed Fanny Sydrome, too... Talking of which, my knees still haven't touched each other all day...

Don't really want to go online tonight. I'm not feeling too wonderful, now that the afterglow of my shag-fest has subsided. But I'd better, because mr str8 will be on the warpath if I don't. I didn't go online last night, and last time we spoke I called him a bastard. He'll be plotting some way to punish me, I expect. Pictures in the News of the World tomorrow, or something. Fuckwit.

I'm not in the mood for this.

[medusa has entered]

[str8guy] The prodigal returns

[medusa] huh?

[str8guy] Is Juicygirl coming out to play tonight?

[medusa] dont fucking start

[str8guy] Molly! Such language. Quite uncalled for.

[str8guy] Apologise to me immediately.

[medusa] yeah right

[str8guy] I'm quite serious. Your behaviour is becoming increasingly ungracious.

[medusa] ah, still sore bc i called u a bastard yesterday?

[str8guy] And now you launch into obscenities without so much as an initial greeting.

[medusa] well pardon me, mr manners.

[medusa] Good Evening, mr blackmailer, how nice to see you again. Not very good weather today was it? I trust you're well.

[medusa] there. intros done. now can i use some obscenities???

[str8guy] What a crosspatch you are, little Molly wolly.

[medusa] is it any fucking wonder, being patronised like this...

[str8guy] Undress, Molly.

[str8guy] I'm waiting. But not for very long.

[str8guy] I'm not going to tolerate this behaviour. It's not within the spirit of our challenge. I've scrupulously kept my end of the bargain. I can't say the same for you.

[str8guy] So I shall wait for thirty seconds. After which the challenge is over.

[str8guy] And I shall be free to do whatever I want.

[str8guy] Thirty seconds.

[medusa] and what do u mean by that

[str8guy] ...

[str8guy] fifteen...

[str8guy] There, that's better.

[str8guy] Bra too, please.

[str8guy] And panties.

[str8guy] There, there's my little naked molly wolly

[medusa] just stop it

[str8guy] Stop what, Molly dear?

[medusa] patronising me

[str8guy] As if I would do that. Not a little crosspatch girl who's so angry she could explode.

[medusa] im not angry

[str8guy] You're not radiating international goodwill and universal cheer

[medusa] no

[medusa] and in what way have i not kept my end of the challenge, by the way

[str8guy] Need I list them?

[medusa] need you yes

[str8guy] Refusing to take pictures outside the Royal Academy

[str8guy] Refusal to put the office cam on

[str8guy] Refusal to flash the Headmaster

[medusa] i did take picture outside the ra

[medusa] and i did that too

[str8guy] I don't know whether you flashed last night, as instructed, but probably not.

[medusa] and that - id did do that.

[medusa] you see - i did all those things

[str8guy] Not fully, not immediately, not graciously.

[medusa] noone ever said i had to be gracious

[str8guy] You did refuse at the RA. You categorically refused. "Fuck off," you told me.

[str8guy] Then yesterday, you called me a bastard and stormed offline.

[str8guy] You come on here tonight and tell me to fuck off.

[str8guy] I ask you: is that within the spirit of our challenge?

[str8guy] I think not.

[medusa] i didnt tell you to fuck off tonight

[str8guy] Your whole demeanour has been telling me.

[medusa] oh yeah? like ive got my fuck-off breasts on, have i

[str8guy] More like your fuck-off brain. It's giving off very poor vibes, little Molly.

[str8guy] For which you should apologise

[medusa] should i

[str8guy] Yes, you should. Turn round. Show me your bottom.

[str8guy] That's it. Thank you.

[str8guy] Now spank it.

[str8guy] Now.

[str8guy] ...

[str8guy] ...

[str8guy] Molly, this could be the end.

[medusa] u want me to spank my ass?

[str8guy] Yes. Otherwise our challenge is over. I'm tired of your behaviour. You need to be punished. There's no-one else to do it.

[str8guy] So do it. Spank yourself.

[str8guy] Hard.

[medusa] spank myself... fuck sake.. get a life

[str8guy] Or else the challenge is over. All those days you've invested in the challenge - in trying to discover who I am. Wasted. Challenge at an end.

[str8guy] You'll never know who I am.

[str8guy] You'll never what your challenges might have been.

[str8guy] You'll never know what you're capable of, Molly.

[str8guy] And that's the saddest bit.

[str8guy] You have such potential. You're a special person, you relish a challenge.

[str8guy] But you've just got too bad-tempered, too bolshy. Won't do as you're told, in the spirit of the challenge.

[str8guy] And it is only a challenge, at the end of the day.

[str8guy] Ity's not even as if it's serious. Just a bit of harmless fun.

[str8guy] Which you'll spoil, Molly.

[str8guy] Unless you do as I ask.

[medusa] in talkative mood today, huh?

[str8guy] Molly, ordinarily I like your humour and your gumption. But sometimes you have to just obey. Now please, will you do it?

[str8guy] Spank yourself, Molly. Punishment for your badness.

[str8guy] Otherwise our games are over.

[str8guy] Just games. Harmless fun. No more.

[str8guy] Nothing to get all serious over.

[str8guy] Just enjoy the game

[str8guy] Good.

[str8guy] Harder than that, Molly.

[str8guy] Harder

[medusa] this is ridiculous. where' do you get off m8?

[medusa] i mean, wtf???

[str8guy] There's nothing ridiculous about this. You are going to do it. And I want to see the evidence.

[str8guy] Molly, keep doing it.

[str8guy] I want to see your cheek all red.

[str8guy] I want to see your hand print

[str8guy] Show me

[str8guy] You'll need to do it harder than that. You're just playing, Molly.

[str8guy] That's better.

[str8guy] I can tell from your face that one stung.

[str8guy] Let me see close up now

[str8guy] Yes, nicely red.

[str8guy] Now turn round. Do the other cheek.

[medusa] oh for fucks sake

[str8guy] Molly! That's just the sort of reaction that led to this punishment in the first place. Now, do it harder.

[str8guy] Harder.

[str8guy] Again

[str8guy] Again

[str8guy] Again

[str8guy] Again

[str8guy] Again

[medusa] no more, its hurting

[str8guy] Again, Molly

[str8guy] And again

[str8guy] and again

[str8guy] Now, turn round. Bend over

[str8guy] Let me see those reddened cheeks

[str8guy] Splendid.

[str8guy] That will do for now. Next time we'll find someone else to administer that for you.

[str8guy] So tell me, Molly, why are you so bad-tempered tonight?

[medusa] what do you mean someone else???

[str8guy] What has made you such a grouch?

[medusa] huh? whaddya mean someone else. this is our challenge m8. just us 2. right??!!

[str8guy] Did you not manage to find yourself a young man last night? Did you come home disappointed? Is that why you're bad-tempered?

[medusa] right????!!!

[str8guy] As you say, Molly dear. Our challenge. Now, answer my question.

[medusa] Yes I did pull last night, thank u very much, not that it's anything to do with you.

[str8guy] Oh you did, did you? Well, I hope he was better quality than the last one you opened your legs for.

[medusa] i don't have to take this

[str8guy] Indeed, that was a trifle ungallant of me, I do apologise.

[medusa] ty

[str8guy] But the underlying sentiment remains. I hope your conquest offered more class than the last one.

[medusa] I seem to recall the words of our challenge said you weren't allowed to comment on my private life.

[str8guy] I don't recall that particular clause. How's your bottom by the way?

[medusa] it stings.

[str8guy] I thought it might. I can't help but comment, when I see you with inappropriate people. You could do so much better, Molly.

[str8guy] Someone of your class, good looks, wit, intelligence.

[str8guy] You could seduce practically anyone my dear.

[str8guy] And I just like to think that you chose wisely last night.

[medusa] well i didnt

[str8guy] You didn't?

[medusa] nope. same guy. young thomas. and a fucking good fuck he is too.

[medusa] does that piss you off? everything you see - he's had... been there m8... got the love bites to prove it...

[medusa] bet that does piss you off

[str8guy] I'm not "pissed off", but I am very disappointed in your choice, Molly. You can do better.

[medusa] its none of your fucking business.

[str8guy] Strictly speaking, no, it isn't. But I feel protective towards you, Molly. I want the best for you.

[medusa] huh, like making me spank myself?

[str8guy] yes indeed. Just so.

[medusa] ?

[str8guy] And to see you with that uncouth youth. Good God, he's probably unemployed and scrounging off the state.

[medusa] nah, he's still at school m8

[str8guy] I beg your pardon?

[str8guy] What did you say?

[str8guy] ...

[str8guy] Are you telling me you've been fucking a schoolboy?

[str8guy] Oh Molly

[str8guy] This is something I need to think about.

[str8guy] I'm shocked. Molly, I need to think about this. I don't think that is acceptable at all.

[medusa] oh get off your high horse

[str8guy] No, no. This puts a new perspective on things.

[medusa] why???

[str8guy] I think our challenge may be over, Molly. I think I may be relieved of my promise of confidentiality to you.

[str8guy] I need to consider this. Goodnight, Molly.

[str8guy has quit]

[medusa] what do you mean

[medusa] don't

[medusa] fuck. bastard, what did you mean by that?

Right, now I'm worried. I've no idea what he's talking about, but I don't like the sound of it at all. I feel like shit. I feel humiliated, abused, abased, shat on, pissed on, pissed off, fucking, fucking, fucking....

Why do I fucking bother...

I mean, what a fucking hypocrite. Here's this wanker blackmailing me into all sorts, using me, playing with me, and he objects to a bit of jiggy with an 18 year old... Jeez, jeez, jeez.

Silver, you needn't look at me like that. You're getting nowhere near my bed tonight. A fucking nun, that's what I'm going to become. I'm gonna sew this thing up.

Fuck

FUCK

FUCK