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Diary
                           Date: Friday January 4th, 2002
                            
                           
                           
Today
                           had a touch of the second night syndrome.
                           It's a theater saying which refers to the
                           flat performance actors often give the
                           night after opening night. There was an
                           uneasy silence at first between Jeff and
                           myself and I didn't even see Steve today,
                           although Jeff said he stayed back quite
                           late last night working on something. I
                           knew Jeff was talking in some kind of code
                           but I was so tired and sore from
                           yesterday's initiation that I simply
                           couldn't be bothered to ask him to
                           elaborate.
 
                           
                           
The day
                           had a small peak just before lunch when,
                           after rearranging my office as asked to by
                           Jeff, he installed a picture on my
                           computer which would automatically appear
                           after a predetermined time of inactivity.
                           It's set for 12 hours at this stage which
                           means I'm going to be forced to either do
                           something at my computer after 9pm or
                           arrive earlier than anybody else to make
                           sure it doesn't appear on my screen
                           through the day. My desk has been
                           positioned in such a way that the computer
                           screen directly faces the door to my
                           office. It's a small thrill at this stage
                           but a thrill just the same.
 
                           
                           
Jeff
                           allowed me some time in the afternoon to
                           type and post my diary accounts of
                           yesterday. There was much to report and I
                           had small pleasures throughout the
                           afternoon reliving in my mind the events.
                           The only real highlight of today happened
                           around 2pm. 
 
                           
                           
When
                           Jeff paged me and asked me to come to his
                           office I instinctively knew he had
                           something in mind. I was suddenly nervous.
                           Apprehensive. The library was busy with
                           all the other staff doing things and maybe
                           six or seven strangers outside in the
                           public reading area outside my office.
                           Obediently I left my desk and went next
                           door into Jeff's office.
 
                           
                           
At
                           first, when all he asked me to do was make
                           him a cup of coffee, I felt a twinge of
                           disappointment. My spirits were revived
                           when he asked me to remove my panties
                           before doing what he asked. I obliged,
                           reaching up under my skirt and peeling the
                           flimsy lace garment down my legs. I handed
                           them to Jeff and was about to walk out
                           when he stopped me. I turned back to see
                           him busily snipping away at the elastic
                           waistband with a tiny pair of cuticle
                           scissors.
 
                           
                           
"Here
                           you are. Put these back on and go make my
                           coffee. Make yourself one also."
                            
                           
                           
I was
                           puzzled but then I realized what he'd
                           done. He'd not cut the lace sides of my
                           panties; just the elastic. They were
                           useless without it although I could hold
                           them up discreetly providing I kept my
                           arms pressed tightly against my hips. I
                           made it without any problem to the staff
                           lunch room but I knew getting back to his
                           office with two cups of coffee in my hands
                           was not going to be easy. While the
                           electric kettle was bringing the water to
                           the boil I had a moment to consider my
                           options. I decided against taking them off
                           completely and knew Jeff had designed this
                           small challenge with some other objective
                           in mind. After a bit of tucking and
                           fiddling I managed to tuck the useless
                           waistband of my panties up higher under my
                           skirt where, while not guaranteed to stay
                           there, at least there was some chance of
                           me completing the task without being
                           embarrassed outside.
 
                           
                           
As luck
                           would have it I only made it half way back
                           before the lace panties feathered down my
                           hips and dropped quickly to my ankles. All
                           my concentration was on trying not to
                           spill the two hot cups of coffee in my
                           hands but the sudden appearance of Sylvia
                           right in front of me, giggling
                           hysterically at my predicament, distracted
                           me. She offered no assistance and her
                           shrill, high pitched squeal of a laugh
                           attracted the attention of others around
                           her. I felt my face blushing bright red as
                           I continued struggling in my panty hobble
                           towards Jeff's office. By the time I
                           reached his door everybody in the library
                           could see what had happened and I could
                           hear them all laughing behind me as I
                           carefully placed the two cups on Jeff's
                           desk. 
 
                           
                           
"I don't
                           want two cups. Take your cup, pull your
                           panties up, and go back to your office."
                           
 
                           
                           
I had no
                           idea how I was supposed to accomplish this
                           while holding my coffee and I had to ask
                           "how?"
 
                           
                           
"Just
                           reach down, grab hold of the back of them
                           and pull them up!"
 
                           
                           
I was
                           aware of everybody outside being able to
                           see everything I was doing and I was
                           afraid to look out the door; to see their
                           laughing faces. After some struggling and
                           eventual abandonment of modesty, I managed
                           to pull them up at the back. I can only
                           imagine the sight I was from behind as I
                           scurried back to my office; back of my
                           skirt hitched up on my wrist; useless
                           panties probably not concealing anything
                           of my bare bottom. It was now true to say
                           everybody in the office and half a dozen
                           strangers had seen a glimpse of my bare
                           bottom. I wondered how long it would be
                           before some of them got to see more of it
                           in the future...
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