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Diary
                           Date: Wednesday January 2nd, 2002 (Early
                           Afternoon)
 
                           
                           
I still
                           feel flushed and excited as I sit here
                           typing this entry. My nipples are tingling
                           and my clit refuses to stop jabbing my
                           pleasure senses with reminders of what
                           I've just done. The large black dildo,
                           still slimy and smelling of my pussy
                           juices has been returned to the bottom
                           drawer of my desk. I haven't locked the
                           drawer; I'm enjoying the heady excitement
                           of the risk leaving it unlocked causes
                           me.
 
                           
                           
Jeff has
                           been locked away in his office all day. I
                           can't help thinking he's in there reading
                           all about me; savoring the pictures of me;
                           conspiring with Mike to humiliate me even
                           more. I clamp my knees together at the
                           thought and try to fend off another little
                           ripple of excitement which threatens to
                           escalate into a much larger shudder of
                           orgasmic delight.
 
                           
                           
My mind
                           is entirely away from work today. I can't
                           help daydreaming about what might have
                           happened if Jeff or Steve had walked in on
                           me in the bathroom when I was in the
                           throes of orgiastic pleasure, impaled on
                           the huge black dildo. I imagine both of
                           them bursting in on me; the looks of
                           satisfaction on their grinning faces as
                           both start telling me how they "always
                           suspected you were kinky!" Mocking me for
                           the lie I've lived. How would I ever be
                           able to deny it if they actually caught me
                           in the act? I'm sure my greatest pleasure
                           would be in my attempts to try explaining
                           myself; in being forced to surrender to
                           the truth; to both of them; to
                           everybody.
 
                           
                           
I look
                           at the clock for the umpteenth time -
                           2:07pm. Less than two hours before work
                           finishes. Less than two hours before I
                           know whether or not TODAY will be the day
                           when Jeff confronts me with the truth.
                           Again I think of him sitting in his office
                           next door and pawing over the photos and
                           stories about me sent by Mike. I need a
                           glass of water. I need air!
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