I get my inspiration from several places. Some of these are fantasies I've long had. Maybe there was a scene in a movie that could work if a young girl was there instead of an adult woman. I could have had a dream that would morph along a train of thought into a sexual situation. All it takes is one little concept, one situation that I had in mind, and a story can grow from that. Take 'It Began One Day At The Mall' for example. The mall concept was inspired by another story I read about girls trading sex to men in exchange for new clothes. A copycat of that idea was my original intent. Then I had a thought about a girl being menaced by a man, and being placed in a witness protection program, going to a small house out in the country, where she and the person protecting her make love. The two ideas started out independently of each other, but in this case, I merged them together into something more unique than either of those two ideas were alone. A lot of it I just make up as I go along, but if you have a beginning and an ending in mind, it becomes so much easier to get from A to B, even if B becomes H and you have to improvise the letters in between so that it doesn't just look randomly smashed together.

I collected comic books in my youth, and one of the things they did that I really loved were crossovers. Although it was not my intention when I started writing to connect my stories together, it was only after I introduced the members of Danielle and Dana's soccer team in 'It Began...' that I decided that they would all have their own stories. Indeed, while I have a back story and a general idea of how I want to use each of them in their own stories, only one of them has anything written for them that I would consider releasing so far.

Organizational chart of the girls

At first I just kept a list of them in a text file, but that list soon got way out of hand, and I realized I needed a more organized way to follow who knew who and where they appeared. I setup a private web server on my computer and installed MediaWiki, the software that Wikipedia uses for its site. As a result, I have my own private encyclopedia, with articles for each story, girl, boy, and adult. I keep lists of their ages so that I can quickly determine if Girl A and Girl B have an opportunity to interact with each other at school or if they might be friends or sisters. Thanks to this I have even created a few familial relationships setup that would give a daytime soap opera a run for their money.

As part of my MediaWiki installation, I also use software called Graphviz to create a chart showing all of the girls in my stories and how they are connected to each other. As you might guess, it can get kinda complicated, but in this way I can keep myself (mostly) sane while putting things together. From time to time I do look at it, and can't help laughing. Essentially I've created a town in which almost no girl over the age of 12 is a virgin, and 90% of them are involved incestuously. Must be something in the water supply.

At present, I have nearly 50 stories in progress. I'd say probably 3 or 4 of them have definite potential to be finished up with very little stress. There are another dozen or so that I know will require some more intense effort on my part to get to the level of those nearly completed. The rest...they could really go nowhere. Some I start just to get the idea down before I forget it. Some are just a scene, and some are nothing but descriptions of characters and back story. Most of them in this latter category are things I've been plodding away at for literally years now. I'll sit down and punch out a page or so, and then the drive to continue with it just vanishes. It's kind of like writer's block, but it can be very selective, as I could just as easily turn around and do 10 pages elsewhere, while I struggle to even tap out a single line in the other. I can be frustrating, but I know it's a process that probably a lot of writers go through, no matter what kind of subject matter they're working with.

I also try to mix it up style wise. Obviously 'Mall' and 'It Began' are dramatic narratives, such that it might even be argued they have literary value. Then you have a story like 'Gym Teacher' which is an out and out crazy sex story that is just plain unrealistic, while still being a recognizable narrative. Finally there's 'I Gotta Jack Off' which lacks narration, and is entirely first person, but isn't that hard to follow. Another theme which I'm trying out is Choose Your Own Adventure, which will be entirely done in HTML, since it's a little hard to do in just plain text. It's also going to require me to think along a few different tracks as I write it, and so far, I think I'm doing pretty well with it. I gotta mix it up so that I don't get bored with it. Variety is the spice of life and all that.


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