Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

Have you ever tried to sleep while you are tripping? It's a bit like trying to go to sleep on a roller coaster, so after a few minutes or a few hours of laying there I finally got up and started to walk through the house. The house was dark except for a few people sitting on the couch and floor and watching TV. The light from the TV made them seem to change physically. I braced myself against the wall and stood there naked, staring at them. I wasn't altogether sure they were real. They looked at me nervously as I walked up to them.
"W..Who are you? Why are you people in my house?" I asked confused. They looked like maybe they had done something wrong. The speakers and the other constructions were gone from my house but everything didn't look right. It was almost like I was in someone else's house, but it wasn't, I knew it wasn't. I went into the kitchen and noticed that the door to the fridge was open, drinks and food stuff was everywhere.
"God damn it! What in the hell?" I said trying to get a grip on what was happening. I stepped around the gunk on the floor, my bare feet stepping into things that I really didn't want to know what it was. I turned around and quickly lost my balance, slipping on the slime of something wet on the linoleum. The kids in the living room laughed and they sounded really close, but when I looked up they were still sitting on the couch.
"Get out! God damn it, get the fuck out of my house!"
Half in a daze, I watched the kids leave the house. As they walked out, I'm not sure if I said anything to them or not, I was in another world and I was also very nude! Being nude didn't bother me that much until I really started to think about it. It's like that when you are tripping, one minute you are just totally not aware of your nudity or whatever and then you are obsessed by it. I went to the front door that was hanging open and heard the last of the party goers getting into cars and hollering stupid shit down my street. The echo of their voices filled the empty streets. Suddenly I was afraid.
I closed the door and locked it.

The house was empty now. I looked around trying not to let myself freak out. I walked into the bathroom and tried to look at myself in the mirror. I practically screamed! I looked dead! My skin was deathly pale and my eyes seemed sunken and hollow! Then there was the pain. I looked down, as if noticing these nipple rings for the first time and I started to freak! I sat on the toilet and tried to talk to myself, tried to reason with myself, but I felt like I was going insane. Trust me, I was having a bad trip now.
I'm thinking that the shit I took hadn't really kicked in until now. I'd describe having a bad trip to you but just like insanity, you can't really describe it. It's just that I was totally irrational. I had to get to someone, someone that I could trust. I ran in the living room and tried to call Tina. I couldn't seem to remember her number! It didn't matter that I had dialed it a hundred times, the drugs made it impossible for me to remember it! Plus, even if I could remember it, I couldn't read the damn little numbers any more!

"Hey, what are you doing?" Asked a sleepy strange voice.
"Who the fuck are you?!" I snapped back angrily.
"Who the fuck do you think you are talking to?" Came the reply and I focused in the pale light to see a strong sleek nude black woman...It was...remember..remember...
"Desire?" I asked faintly.
"God damn girl! Get back in the bedroom before I have to kick your ass back in there. Did I tell you that you could walk around the house?"
"What?"
"You heard me! Get your sorry white ass back in the bedroom!"
"I'm sorry?"
She grabbed me by the arm and tried to pull me back to the bedroom. I dropped to the floor screaming! This only seemed to make her angrier and so she tried to lift me back up.
"My arm, that's my hur..."
"Shut up! God I hate little whinny pale things!"

Finally she threw me on the bed, nude, hurt and still fucked out of my mind. I was scared and alone and I didn't know what she was going to do to me. As far as I know it was only her and I in the house.
"What are you going to do?" I asked in a very soft voice.
"Shut up! I didn't say you could talk!" She yelled and kicked me.
She picked up a pillow and ripped off the pillow case and then she fell over me, pinning me down. I wasn't moving anyway, just watching her, hoping she wasn't going to hurt me. She grabbed me and forced me over on my stomach, putting her knee in my back. It hurt bad and pulled at my sore little pierced nipples. I screamed!
"Awww..does it hurt little baby? Are you gonna cry?" She said mocking me. Then she pulled the pillow case over my head and suddenly I was in darkness. I started to scream harder, I started to try to swing at her, but pinned down like I was I couldn't do a thing.
"Stop it! STOP IT!" she yelled. Then she hit me hard across the head, knocking me down and making me see stars. I didn't move.
"There, that's better. I know you like this! I know you want it you little whore. Spread your fucking legs you little slut. Spread them!!"
I didn't move.
"Don't make me ask you again! If I have to ask you again..."
"Are...are you gonna...gonna kill me?"
There was a long pause. I honestly didn't know what was going to happen. Then the pillow case came off my head and Desire stood there looking at me. She was still nude except for the strap on she had put back on. She looked down at me with her hands on her hips and she smirked.
"God! You really are a weak little pathetic pale little bitch aren't you? I thought you were going to be fun to play with but you really are just a snot nosed girl. Sheeeiiiiittttt" She said smugly. She turned and then next thing I know the light is on. I closed my eyes against the hellish light!
"You know, I should just beat the shit outta you just to teach you a lesson! What the hell are you doing if you aren't serious about playing?"
"Playing?" I asked honestly afraid and confused.
"Fuck, I'm wasting my time. You don't even know what the hell is going on. How many fingers am I holding up?"
"Two?"
"Two..see? What the hell you mean two? I got one, just one big middle finger for your sorry white ass! You want me to fuck you or not?"
"Fuck me?" I tried to ask. Somehow this didn't seem to register as a question to her.
"Ok then, lay back on your stomach and spread your legs. "
I did what she asked. I turned over and stuck my ass up in the air and spread my legs. I felt wet fingers start to rub me, probing inside me. Then she slapped me hard on the ass! Slap! Slap!
"You like that?"
"No, not really..I just wanna.."
"You just wanna what? You just wanna be fucked?"
I thought about it, thought about what might happen if I said no and said, "Yes."
With my pussy still mostly dry, she slammed her big rubber cock into me. She slammed into me so hard that my head hit the headboard on my bed. My hand went up to my head and I closed my eyes against the pain. She didn't seem to care, she didn't seem to care what she did as long as she was fucking me. Then, much like before, she mocked an orgasm or maybe had a real one. She grunted and groaned and pulled at my hips, slamming the cock into me. I thought she would stop but she just sat there slowly pumping the huge cock into me. Pause...slam...pause....slam...pause....slam. Finally she pulled out.
"Get some sleep little girl. You are gonna need it for tomorrow."

I didn't sleep at all. I lay there in the bed faking sleep until she got up and left me in the morning. I lay there in the bed, not having moved a muscle all night and waited until I heard her leave the front door and then I heard the sound of a car door shut, an engine start. I willed myself to get up! I had to yell at myself to get up and run for the door. I hobbled down the hall, my muscles fighting me and fell against the front door. I slammed it closed and locked it! Then I curled into a small ball on the floor of my living room and cried.