Fetishdoll - Paula's Story

Usually when my Mom would skip off and leave me alone I would invite Tina over and we would hang out and play games and usually end up doing something with each other. I can't even tell you the number of times that Tina had ridden the bus home from school with me because she knew my Mom wasn't home, just so we could be stupid together! When we were younger she and I had spent many days on the couch, talking about movies and school and boys. Somehow I had always managed to turn every conversation about boys into a conversation about sex and then a experiment session. Sometimes it would start with a silly game of truth or dare, sometimes it would just be one of us taking off a shirt or shorts or something. Most of the time it would end up with both of us sitting across from each other on the couch or my bed, our legs open wide watching each other masturbate.
As I sat in my room, depressed and missing Tina, I thought about all the things we had done together. All the times we had rode our bikes miles to go get candy or some stupid toy. All the times we had built little play houses in my back yard out of sticks and pine straw. I started crying because even if I wanted to, I couldn't call Tina, she was at school. I hadn't been to school all week, I just couldn't face another day of her ignoring me and all her friends dissing me. This was the most depressed I had ever been.
Finally the clock hit 3:30 and I decided that I would call Tina. The phone rang and Tina's little sister answered, "Yeah?"
"Hey lil' sis, is Tina there?"
"Yeah, but she ain't gonna talk to the likes of you!"
"Come on Loren, let me talk to her." I commanded.
"TINA! PHONE!"
I heard Tina ask who it was and her little sister tell her. I didn't hear Tina's reply but I heard Loren say, "You tell her, I'm not gonna say that."
I started crying even before Tina picked up the phone.
"I can't believe you! Fucking bitch!" and then the click of the phone hanging up on me. I didn't try to call back. I just got up and went to work.

Amber and her gang didn't come in that day and so that night I ate a potpie and watched stupid TV and cried so hard I could barely chew. The next day was no better and I slipped further and further down the road of despair. I hated myself and I hated Mark. Honestly I couldn't figure out why the hell I had even done that? What was I thinking?
Then I went into the kitchen and did something I have done since I was like five years old. I got out a knife and put it to my wrist. But it was a show. For me, for the imaginary audience I seem to always think I have, for something. I wanted so badly to end it all. Somehow I had managed to fuck up every relationship I had ever had and now I had fucked up the only one that mattered. Sitting there in the middle of the kitchen floor, the stupid knife hanging out of my hand I decided what I had to do!
I had to throw a party!
Suddenly I started to feel better! I would invite everyone and I would do it right! Tina was sure to show up if I had a party with lots of people! I went about making all the plans.

That weekend, I sat around the house waiting for some people to show up and 6 o'clock rolled around ...nothing ...7...nobody ...8...nobody. So I started drinking and watching some crap on TV, the depression started to take me again. Next thing I know some kids from school show up and I'm hangin' out with them and drinking some more. Then some guys come in that I've never seen before followed by John. By this time I was feelin' good and so I started flirting with John. I kept sitting in his lap and playing the drunk chic and he was smiling and talkin' shit with me and his friends. It was wonderful to have the attention of all those people after being alone for so long. I'm sure it was the alcohol and the fact that I had spent a week alone, going to work and not really seeing anyone except Amber and the gang, but I was getting really horny. I curled up in John's lap and put my arms around his head. He looked a little uncomfortable to have me wiggling around in his lap in front of all his friends, so I asked him if he wanted to go to my room? He said sure and then off we went.
Before we even got into my bedroom I was kissing him like some cheap tart and I had my hand on his crotch rubbing his hard on. He pushed me back into the room and closed the door behind us. I think I was pretty drunk by this time because I pulled him down on the bed and spread my legs so that he could lay on top of me, his hard cock pressed into my wetness. After dry humping for a minute or two he sat up and looked at me.
"I want you to give me a blow job." He said softly.
I didn't even answer, I just unzipped his fly and fumbled with his underwear until I could get his pierced cock free. I started licking and sucking the tip of his cock playing with his piercing and he played with my hair, running his fingers through it. It felt wonderful to have him holding me again and stroking my hair. I was starved for his attention and plus I was really drunk. I started to take him a little deeper until his throbbing cock pressed against the back of my throat. I guess because of the buzz I had or just because I was getting into it, but I didn't gag or anything. I started going up and down on his cock turning my head and working him with my tongue, taking it all the way down to his balls. I started stroking his cock as I sucked and in what seemed like a minute or two, he started to cum. I didn't have time to take my mouth off of his cock before he started cumming so I just started to swallow. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about what it felt like as the cum filled my throat and started to over flow into my mouth. It was too much and I had to take him out, his spunk dripping from my mouth down my chin. Quickly I grabbed a cup of something and downed the nasty stuff, cum and all.
When it looked like he had spilt every last drop, I kissed his cock and zipped him up. I was so drunk I just collapsed beside him on the bed and closed my eyes. I guess I actually passed out or dozed off for a second because the next thing I knew he was gone and one of his friends was sitting beside me on the bed rubbing my ass. I was like, 'where did what's his name go?' then I started laughing cause I couldn't even remember his name! I was pathetic! So the guy was like, "Come on baby, suck my cock!"
Normally I would have told him to go fuck himself but I was so drunk and so freaky, I just told him to whip it out! So he unzipped his fly and took out the most perfectly shaped cock I have ever seen! I had never seen an attractive cock, but this guy actually had one!
"You have such a beautiful cock! MMmmmmm"
I had become lil' miss slut! I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck and jack him off. I was hungry for it, I wanted his cock in my mouth and I wanted to feel him touching me. I kept sucking and stroking him and after about what seemed like ten minutes, my jaw started to get sore. I was like, "Are you gonna cum!?"
"I need more than this to help me cum."
"No! No way! I'm not going to fuck you!"
He was like, "No, you just have to show me your tits or something."
So I took off my shirt and watched his eyes run hungrily over my tiny little breasts. I didn't even know this guy but here I was, almost nude, holding his cock in my hand and looking up at him practically begging him to fuck me. His cock did start to get harder and so I started stroking it as he looked at my tits. I took his hand and placed it on my tender little nipple and it felt wonderful. I continued to stroke his raging erection as he fondled my nipples.
"Oh yeah, I think I'm getting close." He said without looking at my face. So I started to suck him again. I couldn't believe how good it felt to just be so bad and to have this perfect strangers cock down my throat. I wanted him more and more as I sucked, I probably would have fucked him right then, but he started to thrust his hips up and his cock went deep into my throat and he came. I just kept his cock down my throat until he finished, this time easily swallowing every drop of his cum. Then I started stroking his cock and it was all wet and a little white cum spilled out of the tip and I licked it up. His cock started to go limp so he shyly zipped up, got up and walked out!
Immediately in walks another guy and he is like, "John said he wants you to suck my dick."
I didn't question, I just pulled him down on the bed and helped him pull his pants down. He smelled like stale sweat and cigarettes and he grabbed the back of my head, pulling me down on his cock. He had a little dick, kinda squat and flat. I held my breath and took it into my mouth. His little dick barely hit the back of my throat so I just let him fuck my mouth. Maybe it's a thing with guys with little dicks, but within a minute or two he was pumping his dick in my mouth and shooting cum into it. I spit it out as each little spurt hit my tongue. Then when I thought he was finished, he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me down hard! He started to cum again or maybe he just wasn't finished from the first time, but suddenly there was just this mother load of cum in my mouth and I couldn't do much because he had my head held so tight.
I swallowed.
Then, just like the guy before he walked out without a word leaving me semi nude and alone on my bed. I wiped my mouth off and drank some more nasty drink that I still don't know what it was.
I yelled "That's right! Go on! You got what you wanted!"
I heard them laughing in the hall and so I put my shirt back on and stumbled back into the living room. I started crying. Soon, one of my little gay friends, Sam, came over and sat down beside me and he was like, "What happened?"
I was like, "I'm jushh shit! SSSHIT!" and all I could do was cry.
Then I started to get mad because I was so pathetic and drunk. "Sammy?" I said.
"Yes?" he replied.
"Why's the world sushhh a fuchhed up place?" and for some reason I started laughing. I kissed Sammy on the lips and he kinda blushed! I love my little gay friends, they are such cuties and so easy to embarrass.

The evening rushed on and I sobered up a little (mainly cause everyone else had drank all the booze). Sammy and I got everyone dancing. We were having a pretty good time but still no Tina and still no Amber or her friends. So far it was just a few kids I hang out with at school and some people I didn't know. Then, must have been around 11pm, a van and two cars drove up. All the kids ran over to the window to see who was coming up. The van had skulls and pentagrams painted all over it. The other cars were covered in stickers. It looked like a band was coming to my party and I heard a couple of kids say something about a band. Then I saw Amber and a bunch of other freaks pile out of one of the cars! Amber was decked out! She had on thigh-high leather boots with thick high heels, a shiny rubber body suit with the nipples cut out and her nipple rings were hanging out! She wore a cool leather jacket and a leather biker cap. Kids stepped out of her way as she lead Persia in by a dog collar. Persia was also decked out in thick soled, laced-up dance boots, black very tight shorts and a see-through tight shirt. She had this funky feather hat on that kinda made it look like she had some kind of mane. Amber walked right up to me as I met her on the steps, she looked me in the eye and then she kissed me long and deep! I just stood there as her tongue explored my mouth. When she stopped she peeked in my house and was like, "What kinda sound system you runnin', honey?" and then she was all "*tisk, tisk* this will not do...Bring in the system!" she yelled to some guys coming out of the van. She looked back at me and she was like, "Cheer up, sweetmeat..we are about to show you what a real party is like!"
She walked past the other kids who all kinda huddled in a little ball in the corner and she sat Persia down on the floor. Behind Amber were a flood of other people all dressed in leather and shiny latex and they all sported tribal tats and colorful hair. It was like suddenly we were in some cool club in New York but it was my living room!
After only a few minutes they had my living room transformed! They brought in this sound system and this guy, Tox, started spinnin'. They set up some lights and pretty soon my house looked like a club! It was so cool! Amber came over and they started dancin' with me and soon I had forgotten all about my depression! I was having a good time.
Amber was like, "Here drink this."
"Don't give the girl that shit! She's freak out and we'll end up in an emergency ward for the rest of the night." Argued a big muscular guy named Alex.
Amber turned and looked at the big guy who was speaking to her and then she turned to me and said, "Is that true little sweetmeats? Are you gonna freak out on us?" and she said it with this little baby voice. I just took the drink out of her hands and drank it down, trying so hard to be cool. Alex just shrugged, turned away and went over to a corner and started setting up some big metal thing. After he walked away I started to wonder what I had just drank but I trusted Amber. Amber and I kept dancing, she was holding me close, not talking, just looking at me with her amazingly beautiful eyes. I was trebling from excitement. She was so exotic, so beautiful and I was just a nobody, I couldn't believe she was even paying attention to me.
The room stopped, several people turned and watched as in walked the most amazing looking black girl I have ever seen. As soon as she walked in everyone was like, "Desire! What's up, girl!?"
She walked in like she owned the place, throwing her coat over on some kid and motioning for this girl to go get her a drink. Amber left my side and walked over to this woman and they kissed and hugged. I stood there, knees tight together and hands down in front of me. I was terrified and awestruck at the same time! I couldn't help but stare at her. She was just so beautiful, like an exotic angel with dark skin! She put her arm around Amber and I heard her ask, " So...who's the little girl?"
"This is the little girl I told you about. Our resident little Witch."
Suddenly I noticed that both the dark angel and Amber were glowing and the room was moving funny. I felt a cool flash flow over my body and I must have been stumbling or about to fall because Persia was suddenly holding me up. I turned and looked into Persia's deep dark eyes and her dark lips smiled at me, sending out waves of color. I turned back to look at the angel and was shocked to see her standing right in front of me.
"Hello little Witch." She said, her face only inches from mine. Her dark skin seemed to be alive and her eyes seemed to be swimming with color. I didn't reply right away or at least I don't think I did but then from somewhere I heard my tiny little girl voice say, "I'm not a Witch."
"You aren't? Well how disappointing." She said smiling.
I realized that the dark skinned angel was holding me now, she had to practically hold me up. I felt Amber kiss me on the cheek and then her and Persia walked away. I watched them leave trails of color behind and then I felt a hand on my face. It was my angel, holding my ass close to her, pressing her crotch into mine. I wanted to struggle, I wanted to get away from her. It was a little scary but I couldn't have done anything but let her hold me. So I relaxed and she lifted me up and took me to the couch.

I ended up on the couch with my tongue in her mouth and her's in mine. Her hands were all over my body, caressing my little boobs and pulling my ass closer to her. Soon she had me in her lap and she was pressing her crotch up into mine. Both her hands were up my shirt, exploring what little there was to feel.
"By the way, my name is, Desire." She said smiling smugly.
"I know." I said. Her eyebrows raised and I realized I had no idea why I said that? I didn't know her name, I had no clue who she was!
Her head tilted down and she lifted up my shirt, looking at my hard little nipple.
"Do you like that?" She said looking back up at me.
"Y...Yeah." I said from somewhere far away.
I don't even really remember when it happened, but somehow my shirt came off. As long as Desire kept sucking on my nipples....Oh GOD! I couldn't believe that she was sitting here in front of everyone, sucking my nipples. Even more amazing, I couldn't believe how much I loved it! Every once in a while I would see a kid from my school and I could tell they were freaked! Most of the kids I had seen earlier were either gone or off outside. Some of the kids that stayed were drinking beer.
"How..how?"
Desire looked up from sucking on me but kept her hand firmly on my little breast, "What little girl?"
I looked back at her and had to pause a bit to keep her face in focus, "How did we get beer?"
"There is a whole keg over there." She said pointing to the corner. My eyes followed her hand slowly until I saw a big keg on our kitchen counter. Then Amber sat down beside us and Persia sat on the floor in front of her.
"Paula?" she said.
"Yes?" I said, from like another universe.
"Sweetmeat? We wanna pierce your nipple." She said it like she was asking me if she could borrow a skirt or something, "... Do you want to have your nipple pierced?"
I looked at her's and she made sure I could get a good look. She was like, "It will hurt...a lot."
Then, after what seemed like an hour of looking at her big pierced nipples, I said. "Yes."
Amber was like, "Good girl!" and she got up from the couch.
Suddenly I felt this sharp pain in my nipple and I looked down to see Desire pinching my little nipple. She smiled at me and said, "Just getting you warmed up." I winced from the pain and then Desire covered my little nipple with her warm mouth. Her tongue felt so good rolling around my puffy little areola.
Amber came back with a little kit and opened it in front of me. She takes out this big metal clamp with like a triangle at each end. She then puts some brown sterile solution on my right nipple, rubbing it around using the clamp. My right nipple was so hard and it looked so tender, I was a little scared because I knew it must hurt a lot. Desire was rubbing my left nipple, trying to get it as hard as the right one.
"Ok, now Desire. You are gonna have to give her up for like a few minutes. I can't do this with her in your lap."
Desire snarled at Amber and reluctantly let them pull me down to the couch. When I was turned around and sitting on the couch, I suddenly felt really small and everyone else seemed really big. But worse yet, everyone, I mean EVERYONE, was watching me! I didn't know what to do! I just let myself fall further back into the couch. The people watching seemed to fall in and out of existence. Like ghosts.
Then Amber pulled out this big hollow needle and a cork and she said, "OK, now this will hurt the worst." and she pinched my nipple with her fingers and then she clamped down the clamps. I heard, 'click, click, click' as they locked into place. I cringed sitting bolt upright.
"It's cool little baby, it's cool. Just relax." Desire said, kissing and licking my neck.
Persia started rubbing my legs and thighs and I started to relax, a little. Persia moved over so she was sitting right in front of me and kept her hands on my legs, slowly rubbing them. Then Amber took the hollow needle and before I knew what was happening, the needle was through! It was like fire had shot through my whole body! I never felt so much pain and so alive at the same time! A little tear rolled down my cheek and they all looked at me and I saw some of the people watching cringe. I was awake now!
I looked down and the needle was through my little nipple. Persia's hands started rubbing higher up my legs and Desire was rubbing my shoulders and she asked, "How are you doing?"
I was like, "That was amazing!"
Without thinking I leaned in and kissed her. She put her hands on my cheeks and started to kiss me back.
"Chill you two, I've gotta get the ring in." Amber commanded. she put the ring at the end of the needle and slid it through my nipple. Then she closed it off and a thick metal ring hung from my right nipple.
People started clapping. I looked around the room and squinted trying to see who was there, I couldn't really tell. Amber cleaned it off and she was like, "Damn, you were really amazing!" and she gave me a little kiss.
I looked down and then back at her and I was like, "What about the other one?"
They all looked really stunned and she said, "We can do that one too. Here, drink some of this." and handed me a beer.
They went through the same process of cleaning and getting my left nipple ready and then Persia was like, "Can we make this one more fun?" but she said it to Amber. Amber looked at me and said, "How 'bout it honey? Wanna have some fun?"
"Sure." I said slowly.
Persia reached up and unbuttoned my jeans. She pushed her hands under my bottom and with one swift pull, she had my jeans almost all the way off. I had on little blue panties and everyone started gathering around again trying to get a look. The music was pumping and Alex was like, "You guys! That is so very fucking uncool! She is all of what? Fourteen? Come on!"
I was like, "No way maaaannnnn..." and my voiced kinda trailed off.
Alex threw up his hands again and said, "Ok, anyone who is staying has to stay, anyone who is going, get the hell out. We are locking the doors."
I barely heard the last part because just then I felt a warm hand on my little swollen pussy. My eyes rolled back and I spread my legs open like a little slut. Desire pulled one leg over her knee and Amber pulled my other leg over her knee. I felt fingers sliding around my pussy, pushing my undies into my slit. Then I felt a little finger slide under the side of my panties and then there was that moment of skin to skin contact. I opened my mouth and gasped as her fingers slid over my wet tender flesh.
"Oh my God! Amber, she's shaved!" Persia exclaimed and she pulled the front of my panties down and everyone looked at me.
I couldn't do anything but smile as people, maybe everyone at the party came to look at my shaved pussy. Persia held my undies down so everyone who wanted to see could see and then she spread my pussy lips open a little and I tried to close my legs. Desire leaned over and started kissing me again and then felt something wet run down between my legs. I looked up and Persia is pouring beer down my thighs and it's running down across my little blue panties. By the time she had dumped her whole beer on me, my panties were soaked.
Desire pulled me to her, pulling my arms back so that she had hold of me and I was sort of sitting in her lap but facing away from her. Then she made me spread my legs wide again and she whispered in my ear, "Just relax little girl, we are gonna have so much fun."
Persia ran her tongue slowly down my thigh. I could feel it, warm and wonderful, sliding down closer to my wet panties and even wetter pussy. I fell back into Desire's arms, letting her hold me while I felt the warm caress of Persia's tongue run across my panties. I don't know what the hell people around me were doing, all I could do was listen to the music and feel Persia's tongue exploring my pussy through my panties.
"Ok, ready?" Amber said.
I nodded and the clamps fastened down. I let out a gasp and Persia pulled my legs wide apart. Desire slipped out from behind me and stood up and took off her shirt. Her skin was dark and creamy smooth and her breasts were tight and firm, the breasts of a woman in her prime. In each hard, thick dark nipple she had multiple piercings and from both hung a small silver chain that fell down into small arcs and wrapped around her back. The fact that there was a room full of people didn't seem to bother Desire and she pulled back her braids and sat back down beside me.
Amber took out the needle and PANG! it was through my nipple. The second ring slid into place and then I was pierced in both nipples. There was that moment of vertigo when I realized that I had just pierced both my nipples! But it was done and I looked in wonder at my own little nipples.
Amber got up and took her stuff to wash it off. Some people were talking but I couldn't tell what they were saying. I made out, "Her mom is gonna freak"
"Fuckin' lesbos" and shit like that.
Little did I know that the party was just starting.