My Chronology as a Pervert
(This index only includes stories about me)
Teen Emily (13 – 21)
In retrospect it's obvious I was flirting with the fringes of my true sexual nature. But at the time, it just seemed like some pranks and some weird stuff that kids do. I wasn't a rebel, and the commitment to a hardcore lesbian life was a big turn off for me. Not least because in that fantasy you're either a boiler-suited working class tough bitch. A difficult trick for a nice girl with BBC English vowels. So I lusted for the conventionality of a Princess white wedding and a man with big strong arms to wrap round me and make it all better.
Mummsy Emily (22 – 30)
I was thrilled to get married, and I took the whole homemaking thing very seriously. And Mark and I had to work very hard to make ends meet. And then when, Whoops! the kids started popping out and being distracting, you're life is no longer your own. So this was very much my vanilla period. I remember thinking I was a bit of slut because I gave Mark blowjobs. Oh yes, that was life on the edge!
Early Wet Emily (30 — 34)
I never realised how closed off I´d become from my true self, till I started an affair with brother-in-law, and he introduced me into his friends. I found the act of urinating on someone, and being urinated on in turn, to be a shockingly thrilling and liberating act. It made me realise that there were Worlds of erotic fun to had, if you wanted to have it. And with Mark's sexuality turning increasing gay, I was given the space to pursue and experiment new delights, and rediscover old ones with my sister (distance permitting).
Wet Kate Baptised Teaching Teacher
Wet Lindsey Christmas Piss Party
School Toilet Fun Dear Diary: Jan 96
BDSM Wet Emily (34 — 35)
Though I gave up my relationship with my brother-in-law Robert as hopelessly overly complex, and bound to end up in hurt one day, the door had been unlocked. I dabbled with submissive and switch play in real life, and had a short but interesting succession of cyber-masters who were generally most instructive and amusing. It was also at this point that Robert encouraged me to start expressing myself through storytelling.
Wet Nurse Punishment BDSM Initiation Trip
Car Park Enslavement 1 Enslavement 2
Scat Wet Emily (36 — 37)
A new friend, Andrea, opened my mind to the erotic possibilities of scat in a series of full toilet stories. (She also tried to excite me about kinky clothing, but somehow that seed never germinated.) I also stopped being submissive, and with the help of Puto, explored the responsibility and pleasures of being a Mistress.
Snuff / Incest Emily (38 — 39)
Exploring the sexuality of incest and snuff were the final barriers to taste and decency. In both instances I've tried to bring a tenderness to these most indelicate of subjects.
Lindsey & Our Boys 1, In the Bath
Lindsey & Our Boys 2, With a Girl
Lindsey & Our Boys 3, All Together
Rita in the School Toilet 2 Rita at Home 3
Tommy's Mum 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. 7.
Amy's First Gun Murder Amy's First Torture Murder
Amy's First Teen Murder An Airport Love Letter
Puto Diary: Initial Setup School Bukkake
Obviously my sexual life ended at this point, as there is no way I'm turning forty!
My Chronology as a Writer
(This index only includes stories written by me)
Writing for Guys
When I started writing erotic stories I had a clear idea of my audience: blokes masturbating as they read my stories. This was a big turn on for me (it still is). The idea of hundreds or thousands of guys thrashing their poor little dicks (sorry, massive hot throbbing manhoods) to the wharf-and-weft of my mind. Cooooool. If you've never been the puppet-master to men's libido, I can tell you it's a most delightful feeling. Plus! (And this is a pretty big plus.) I got to act out all the sluttiness I couldn't do in Real Life (or perhaps more accurately, top the slut I am in RL). So writing for guys is wonderfully intense, physical and depraved.
It's also shallow, uninvolved, focused on sexual gymnastics, and lacking in any depth or intimacy. In short, it doesn't involve real people, but mindless fuck robots on steroids. Which is great sometimes, there is nothing wrong with a quick shag.
Baptised BDSM Initiation Trip Pool Club
Forest Clearing First Contact Last Class
School Toilet Fun Second Contact
Writing for Me
Gradually and without thinking about it a great deal I started to move away from wham-bam-thank-you-mam guyish storytelling, to writing in a more feminine way. In this characterisation and motivation feature more strongly, as does a description of the situation or plot through which the characters move. And particularly, I tried to focus on the small intimate details that would bring extra colour and depth to the story. (Basically, I can masturbate a lot longer than most guys … and when I've cum, and I start all over again! So I need something that'll keep me going.) To my surprise, this has been well received by many men as well as women. Which is nice.
Dear Diary: Jan 96 Amy's First Gun Murder
Falling for Amy Lindsey & Our Boys 1, In the Bath
Lindsey & Our Boys 2, With a Girl
Lindsey & Our Boys 3, All Together
Rita in the School Toilet 2 Rita at Home 3
Writing for Extremes
But just because I'm trying to reach out a find a more tender and involving level of eroticism, doesn't mean I want´t to get stereotyped as a ``soppy" or ``girlie" writer, so I flex my muscles my trying to reach out and vicariously experience the ultra extreme.
Amy's First Gun Murder Amy's First Torture Murder
Amy's First Teen Murder An Airport Love Letter
Camp Inspection School Bukkake
