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"Keep
                           still, will ya? I think I can see
                           something!"
 
                           
                           
"Where?
                           Where?" The sound of my own voice seemed
                           suddenly distant and surreal to me.
                            
                           
                           
I
                           desperately wanted to crawl as quickly as
                           I could away from Alex, but his fingers
                           remained locked around my ankles. His grip
                           felt so tight it made my legs feel leaden
                           and paralyzed. 
 
                           
                           
"Right
                           there! On the inside of your thigh! It
                           looks somewhat red like the poison might
                           already be spreading. Whatever you do,
                           don't move!" Alex was emphatic. "Moving
                           will only facilitate the
                           toxins...."
 
                           
                           
A scream
                           built to a crescendo inside me but I had
                           the peculiar feeling not a single sound
                           was escaping my lips. It was as though I
                           was trapped in some kind of soundproof
                           chamber, able to hear the noise of voices
                           in the outside world but totally mute and
                           unable to respond in any way.
 
                           
                           
Alex
                           continued speaking. "I'm going to have to
                           suck out the poison!"
 
                           
                           
At that
                           instant I suddenly snapped awake, still
                           giggling at the absurdity of what I'd just
                           heard suggested. "Alex?"
 
                           
                           
"Ah!
                           Sleeping beauty is awake!"
 
                           
                           
I still
                           wasn't sure whether I was listening to the
                           Alex in my dream. My eyelids yawned widely
                           open and remained that way, fixed and
                           unblinking on Alex sitting in the driver
                           seat beside me. Breath was drawn in,
                           seemingly continuously as if trying to
                           extract every last molecule of oxygen to
                           feed my confused senses. I needed some
                           kind of rational explanation for the
                           peculiar, almost transcendental dream I'd
                           woken from.
 
                           
                           
"How
                           long was I asleep?" The urge to laugh
                           quickly subsided.
 
                           
                           
Alex
                           glanced at his wristwatch and then at me.
                           "Nearly an hour."
 
                           
                           
"Where
                           are we?" I blinked and tried to adjust my
                           tired, sore eyes to sights of civilization
                           flashing past outside the vehicle.
                            
                           
                           
"Western
                           suburbs."
 
                           
                           
"Western
                           suburbs?"
 
                           
                           
"Of
                           Sydney. Are you okay?"
 
                           
                           
I felt
                           totally disorientated. My brain was trying
                           to process two different signals at the
                           same time. My eyes were seeing rows of
                           low, brick strips of shops and hundreds of
                           people milling around on the pavement
                           going about their daily business but my
                           mind kept replaying  scenes of a stark,
                           barren landscape. Alex's hands were
                           clearly on the steering wheel but there
                           was still the lingering, dreamy sensations
                           of the grip of them around my
                           ankles.
 
                           
                           
"Um,
                           yes. It's nothing. I must have been
                           dreaming."
 
                           
                           
Alex
                           started talking, saying something about
                           stopping soon, but my mind was still lost
                           elsewhere.
 
                           
                           
"... and
                           you can have a shower there to freshen
                           up."
 
                           
                           
I felt
                           suddenly buoyed by the suggestion I'd be
                           allowed to shower soon.
 
                           
                           
"Where
                           are we going again?" I asked, trying to
                           grasp the conversation Alex had been
                           trying to have with me.
 
                           
                           
"My
                           place. We're almost there."
 
                           
                           
"Not a
                           motel?" I asked, feeling slightly
                           apprehensive all of a sudden.
 
                           
                           
"We
                           won't be stopping long. Just long enough
                           for you to freshen up a bit."
 
                           
                           
"Oh," I
                           mumbled, feeling satisfied with the
                           explanation.
 
                           
                           
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"The
                           'burbs are the same everywhere, I see," I
                           said, feeling right at home in the
                           cul-de-sac street of brick and tile
                           houses.
 
                           
                           
"I
                           guess."
 
                           
                           
He
                           maneuvered the large vehicle into the
                           driveway of a gabled house at the top of
                           the street and switched off the
                           engine.
 
                           
                           
"I'll
                           get that for you," he said, offering to
                           carry my suitcase.
 
                           
                           
He led
                           me up to the front door, ushering me in
                           ahead of him after unlocking it.
                            
                           
                           
Inside
                           wasn't quite what I expected. It looked
                           like my parent's house, with everything
                           neat and tidy and not a thing out of
                           place. But there was something missing;
                           something I couldn't quite put my finger
                           on.
 
                           
                           
"You're
                           very, um -- neat," I finally said, not
                           meaning to sound surprised.
 
                           
                           
"Yeah.
                           Well, I rarely am home. Spend most of my
                           time traveling so the place doesn't really
                           get lived in that much."
 
                           
                           
I
                           nodded, glancing around at things.
                            
                           
                           
"There's
                           a bathroom down the hall there," he said,
                           pointing. "You'll find fresh soap and
                           towels there as well."
 
                           
                           
"Oh,
                           okay. Thanks."
 
                           
                           
I felt a
                           little awkward opening my suitcase with
                           Alex watching.
 
                           
                           
"I'll
                           fix us a couple of drinks," he said,
                           probably sensing my desire for a little
                           privacy.
 
                           
                           
"That
                           would be good," I smiled.
 
                           
                           
He
                           walked off to another room and left me
                           alone to retrieve a fresh pair of panties
                           from my belongings.
 
                           
                           
I gently
                           closed the bathroom door behind me, making
                           sure it was properly closed before
                           preparing to shower. The large, white bath
                           towels were where Alex said they'd be as
                           was a mat that I carefully set down on the
                           floor. I then slipped quickly out shoes,
                           suddenly having a flash-back memory of my
                           dream and the struggle I'd had removing my
                           jeans over them. I removed my jeans and
                           blouse, folding them neatly over a rail in
                           readiness to dress in them again
                           later.
 
                           
                           
"Oh God!
                           You look terrible!" I said to
                           myself.
 
                           
                           
My
                           reflection staring back at me from the
                           bathroom mirror looked gray and tired. I
                           leaned close and pressed my fingertips
                           under my eyes, flattening the jet-lagged
                           black circles I'd developed since leaving
                           home. The bloodshot redness of them seemed
                           to accentuate the blueness of my eyes
                           under the untidy mop of my blonde
                           hair.
 
                           
                           
"You
                           look like Rudolf!" I laughed, noticing the
                           beginnings of a pinkish sunburn on the
                           fair, lightly freckled skin of my nose and
                           cheeks. It felt tender to touch and I
                           reminded myself to refresh my sun block
                           after showering.
 
                           
                           
I spent
                           a long minute staring at myself in the
                           mirror. My eyeliner seemed to have
                           miraculously survived the flight although
                           my lips looked thin and pallid beneath
                           faded red lip gloss. 
 
                           
                           
"Shower!" I said to myself,
                           quickly turning away and slipping out of
                           my bra. I dropped it to the floor and then
                           began peeling down my cotton
                           panties.
 
                           
                           
"Arrrgh!" I gasped in
                           horror at a very distinct, embarrassing
                           moistness in the crotch of them. "I've
                           been leaking!"
 
                           
                           
The
                           thought of having been aroused by my dream
                           in the car sent a shuddering chill through
                           my body. I stripped from my panties as
                           quickly as I could, blushing at the
                           thought which now had lodged itself
                           uppermost in my mind. "Arrrgh! I hope Alex
                           didn't smell me!"
 
                           
                           
The
                           pungent scent that escaped with the
                           release of my panties was palpable. I
                           scrunched them up into a tiny ball and
                           considered flushing them down the toilet
                           and probably would have, except I feared
                           they'd clog the plumbing and end up really
                           causing me embarrassment. Instead, I
                           folded them into a cup of my lacy bra and
                           secured the whole bundle with a small
                           knot.
 
                           
                           
Once in
                           the shower, I stood with my head back,
                           luxuriating in the feel of the water
                           gently cascading over me. The sweetly
                           aromatic raspberry colored soap felt rich
                           and creamy on my skin. I lathered it over
                           over myself, especially between my legs,
                           trying to wash away every last trace of my
                           embarrassing sexual odor.
 
                           
                           
"Are you
                           going to be long in there?"
 
                           
                           
"Shit!"
                           I gasped to myself, feeling suddenly
                           guilty to be intimately touching myself
                           with Alex standing right outside the
                           bathroom door. "Um, no. Nearly
                           done!"
 
                           
                           
"The
                           drinks are ready," Alex called
                           back.
 
                           
                           
I tried
                           to listen above the patter of the shower
                           for sounds of his movement. "Okay," I
                           said, hoping it would be enough of an
                           acknowledgement.
 
                           
                           
Convincing myself he was no
                           longer outside the door, I quickly rinsed
                           off the suds and groped through the shower
                           screen for a towel. Water from the shower
                           rose continued to dribble long after I
                           turned off the taps, but eventually it
                           stopped. Suddenly.
 
                           
                           
"Nearly
                           ready!" I called through the door.
                            
                           
                           
I
                           hurriedly jumped into my fresh panties and
                           pulled them up, tracing my fingers under
                           the elastic hems to fit them flush under
                           my ass cheeks. My bra, I suddenly
                           remembered, would have to be abandoned,
                           unless I wanted to carry my soiled panties
                           back out to my suitcase. I shuddered at
                           the thought.
 
                           
                           
After
                           slipping back into my jeans and bra, I
                           bundled my damp towel into a turban on my
                           head and then glanced at myself in the
                           mirror.
 
                           
                           
"Oh
                           crap!" I cursed a droplet of water that
                           had spilled from my wet hair onto the
                           front of my blouse. Rubbing it spread the
                           dampness, causing the linen fabric to mold
                           itself tightly to the shape of one of my
                           nipples. I tried lifting it away, pinching
                           it, but this merely accentuated the
                           dampness and my now tingling
                           nipples.
 
                           
                           
"Please
                           don't do this to me!" I cursed my nipples
                           for becoming so tense and erect against
                           the inside of my blouse.
 
                           
                           
"You're
                           drink is getting hot," Alex's voice came
                           loudly through the bathroom door.
                            
                           
                           
I jumped
                           in fright, blushing as I quickly smoothed
                           my blouse with both hands. "I'll be right
                           there!"
 
                           
                           
Not
                           wanting him to walk in on me, I rushed to
                           open the door and made a quick exit from
                           the bathroom. Hopefully, I thought to
                           myself, he won't notice. In a panic, I
                           nearly forgot my bra and soiled panties. I
                           stuffed these into one of my shoes and
                           then trotted barefoot back out to find
                           Alex relaxing with a drink.
 
                           
                           
He
                           smiled at me. I tried to smile casually
                           back as I dumped my shoes and their smelly
                           contents back into my suitcase, which I
                           then locked shut.
 
                           
                           
"Here,"
                           he said, offering me an effervescent,
                           emerald colored drink in an elegantly
                           sculptured glass.
 
                           
                           
"What is
                           it?" I asked, admiring the plump, bright
                           red strawberry bobbing among the ice
                           cubes.
 
                           
                           
"It's my
                           speciality!" Alex said. He appeared to
                           beam with pride.
 
                           
                           
"Well,
                           it looks absolutely delicious!"
                            
                           
                           
"Go on,
                           taste it," he said.
 
                           
                           
I didn't
                           need any further encouragement.
                           Tentatively, I raised the glass to my lips
                           and sipped in a tiny taste. Bubbles
                           tickled my nose; there was a fragrant,
                           candy-like smell to it. "Mmmmm ... de --
                           licious!"
 
                           
                           
"You
                           like it?"
 
                           
                           
"Mmmm
                           --" I mumbled, swallowing a full mouthful.
                           "What's in it?"
 
                           
                           
"Oh, a
                           little bit of this; a little bit of
                           that."
 
                           
                           
"How
                           alcoholic is it?" I had to ask. After the
                           second mouthful, I could immediately feel
                           a light tingling in my toes and
                           fingertips.
 
                           
                           
"See if
                           you can guess," Alex said, encouraging me
                           to take another sip.
 
                           
                           
"Mmmm
                           ..." I took one sip, and then another.
                           "That's not creme de menthe, is
                           it?"
 
                           
                           
I
                           couldn't think of anything else that would
                           account for the green coloring. 
                            
                           
                           
Alex
                           laughed. "No."
 
                           
                           
"What is
                           it?" I giggled and began to feel markedly
                           strange.
 
                           
                           
"Taste
                           it," Alex repeated.
 
                           
                           
I sipped
                           again. The ice cubes no longer felt so
                           cold against my lips. They were numb, but
                           I couldn't tell whether it was from the
                           cold of the ice or the effects of the
                           alcohol.
 
                           
                           
Whatever
                           it was, I suddenly felt incredibly dizzy.
                           So much so that the half empty drink in my
                           hand blurred in and out of focus. "Wha --
                           what's in it?"
 
                           
                           
I looked
                           towards Alex and saw multiple images of
                           him grinning wildly back at me. The
                           light-headed euphoria vanished to be
                           replaced by a terror that gripped and
                           cramped my stomach. He was laughing and
                           speaking at me, but his words sounded lost
                           in my swirling confusion. I could feel the
                           numbness in my lips spreading. First to my
                           tongue, then under my scalp, and finally
                           down through all my limbs. The last thing
                           I remember is the sight of my glass,
                           tumbling from my hands as if in slow
                           motion, and then crashing silently in a
                           green splash on the carpet.
 
                           
                           
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"This is
                           not a dream. This is real!" a voice in my
                           head woke me.
 
                           
                           
I felt a
                           lingering numbness and tried to stretch
                           with a yawn. My limbs felt strange and
                           leaden, unable to move. It was then I
                           suddenly snapped awake; my mind alert
                           despite the lack of movement control I had
                           over my arms and legs.
 
                           
                           
"Oh my
                           God!" I whispered hoarsely. 
 
                           
                           
I was
                           surrounded by heavy gauge mesh wire.
                           Glancing up I saw my wrists shackled with
                           thick, fur-lined leather cuffs. They were
                           hitched together. A chain secured to them
                           held my arms stretched tautly above my
                           head. Looking down, I saw my legs spread
                           widely apart. There was a steel rod, about
                           one inch thick and maybe five feet long.
                           It's welded to points twelve inches or so
                           off the floor of the cage. My ankles, like
                           my wrists, are secured in cuffs that are
                           hitched roughly six inches away from
                           either side of the cage. I can circle my
                           feet in the air, turn my head a little,
                           and wriggle my fingers. Other than that,
                           I'm suspended and trapped. Completely
                           naked, suspended and trapped!
 
                           
                           
I'm in
                           the semi-darkness of what appears to be a
                           large, canvas tent. Pinholes of sunlight
                           rays shine down, illuminating another cage
                           similar to the one I'm suspended in. I
                           squint in the darkness and notice another
                           naked woman. She appears to be sleeping on
                           the floor of her cage. Just as I'm about
                           to call out to her, the flaps of the tent
                           suddenly open, blinding me with light from
                           outside. My eyes eventually adjust to
                           catch sight of two men dragging the other
                           woman, her knees buckling as she
                           half-walks, from the tent.
 
                           
                           
"What
                           the hell is going on?" the voice in my
                           head screams.
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