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I don't
now remember exactly when or how the
concept of serendipity crossed out of my
fantasies and into reality. By late 2001 I
was already taking my first tentative
steps towards making my blackmail
fantasies a reality although it wasn't
until early 2002 that things really
started to get interesting on a number of
fronts. The picture on the left was one of
the first I started circulating in various
Yahoo groups, particularly ones which had
humiliation as a key theme. I think this
was sometime around late April or early
May 2002 and things were still fairly much
contained to fantasy although I was by now
much more confident to make the leap from
fantasy to reality.
The
online fantasy games of blackmail and
humiliation were scaled back by late June
2002 when my husband gave me away to a
dominant couple with the instructions for
them to "train me" for the next six months
as a slave to be presented back to him as
a gift on his fortieth birthday. I took
this opportunity to reveal the deeply
perverse allure I found in the concept of
serendipity and my husband and his friends
began adapting it for their own uses with
me. By year's end my slave training hadn't
really progressed very far, mostly because
of real life commitments that everybody
involved had that made setting up things
difficult.
Late
2002 I was contacted out of the blue by
somebody who had been involved in playing
blackmail games online with me twelve
months earlier. He'd discovered a picture
I'd carelessly left at an MSN humiliation
community and used it to encourage me to
play another round of the Serendipity
Blackmail Game with him only this time, he
wanted to play it for real.
In a
moment of weakness, and knowing it would
be a mistake to get involved again with
this man, I decided to surrender to his
demands.
It gets
very complicated and difficult to explain
the complete time line of events with this
man but he was aware, based on the
fantasies I had shared with him in late
2001 (and even as far back as 2000) that
there was a man I worked with who I
suspected might be aware of my interests
in BDSM. In fact, when my husband and I
hosted our very first BDSM party at home I
even considered inviting him - with my
husband's blessing - however I eventually
chickened out at the time. Since then I
had an ever deepening urge to have this
work colleague find out about me, but I
didn't want to just come right out and
reveal anything directly to him. Hence the
whole idea for playing blackmail games and
serendipity - to provide some kind of
mechanism whereby he could "make the
fortunate discovery by accident."
Due to a
number of problems with my "accomplice" in
the blackmail games (Mike) a number of key
chapters in the story have been lost. In
time I will rewrite the entire story as a
full length novel but for now, all there
is are these disjointed snippets which
I've grouped together under the heading
The Serendipity Tales.
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