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The Older Stuff ... Selected stories from 2000-2005
Pick Your Squick!!!
Warning: Most of my early stories have high squick factors! So you need to read the codes and the synopsis where provided to avoid potential unhappiness!! I kind of categorized these as best I could for your convenience. There is no "Safe Zone" on this page!
The Basics
Pretty much straight up porn or erotica, not a lot to get freaked out about. I picked stories I liked, not necessarily my very best ones, but the ones I thought were most entertaining. Go ahead and try them, all it takes is a little time...
About Penguins (F/MM, humor) + Just a damn funny story and if you have a sense of humor like mine, you'll laugh at this...If you don't, you'll just shake your head and pity me. This is one my favorite stories.
Amy Welch (f/FM+, Teen Slut, Mast, Lez, TG, Best, Etc) + This story is about a teenage girl who has all the over-the-top sex you can imagine. I threw in everything but the kitchen sink...And that's probably in there somewhere too. It's just my first real attempt at mainstream stereotypical porn.
Disappointed (M/F, No Sex, Superman) + This is a pretty cool story, some dirty bits to it, but it isn't erotica, it's just having fun with Superman and it's a good story. If I cleaned it up a little I could get it in a magazine someplace.
Hired by Fate (M/F, no sex, drama) + A story with a bit of the Twilight Zone in it. A hitman is hired and the who and why and all of that is kind of a Hitchcock twist.
Hit Wife (F/M+, Violent, Criminal, FemDom) + Here's a fantasy from when I was watching the Sopranos hot and heavy and wanting very much to be a hit woman! My alter ego here fucks as much as she kills...And she does a lot of that!
The How of Why (FF/g, Romance, Incest) + This is about a young woman who falls in love with a mother and her daughter. It has a lot of character development in it and it was fun to write.
Into the Woods (F/f, Lesbian pedophilia themes, MC) + A teenage girl can 'Empathize' with younger girls and their experiences and she attempts to explain her ability to a friend of her mother's.
Little Birds (M/F, romance, sleepy sex, reluc, drugs, necro theme) + This is a way cool story and I'm rather proud of it, although I know it isn't exactly mainstream. It's kind of a ghost story and details a complex relationship between a young married couple. I stylized it very much after the writing of Anais Nin. Nothing in it will really squick anyone, but it isn't s stroke story by any means either. It's kind of serious.
Of Sand and Pipers (M/F, BDSM, romance) + A first person/present tense narrative about meeting a stranger, a man from internet chat, for a possible BDSM scene. It's semi-autobiographical in a lot of ways and the BDSM itself is realistic and about as accurate as I could write it based on my own experiences, although the bit with the candle does get a little surreal...but mmmm...Hot wax will do that to a girl.
Outting Lisa (F/F, romance) + Here we go with more scenes from a life not my own, but I am pretty much a lesbian, in case you don't know that. Like 51% of me is seriously gay and I've had my girlfriends and I've been outted, which is a totally stupid term, but hey...That's life.
Second Chance (F/f, romance, religion, first) + Kind of a cool little story about a catholic schoolgirl who struggles with her budding love for a nun. This was easy to write because I felt exactly like the girl in this story once upon a time.
Sugar and Spice (M/F, m/f, F/f, Incest, First, Romance, Teen) + Pretty much what the codes suggest, a teen girl's father is having a romance with the mother of a teen boy, so there's going to be some conflict, some confusion, and since it's erotica...A lot of sex.
Turning Japanese (F/F, FemDom, Rom, M+/F, BDSM, Bukake, Bestiality, etc) + This is my 'over-the-top' BDSM story in which an American woman working in Japan is forced to submit to some unsavory Japanese business customs, and later finds herself the lesbian submissive of a Japanese BDSM club owner. A lot of kinks in this one.
Twin Favors (F/F, M/F, reluctant, incest) + I like this one because of the relationship between twin sisters Stacy and Darin, and the lengths one of them will go to in order to assert her dominance in their strange relationship.
Veronica, Heather, and I (FF/g, Inc, Pedo, Rape, Violent) + Um, this is sort of a violent mother rant story thing...Basically policewoman Veronica and her friend Rachael, who's a college student, abuse Veronica's daughter for their sick and twisted pleasure.
CBT and other Mean Things
What we have here is stories that are definitely not suited to the moral majority, but they're not extremely hardcore either. Some of them take a tough subject, like penectomy, and make it sort of funny actually, or at least cute enough so you can giggle nervously. These are worth reading by most people, just for the entertainment, but only the readers into the fetish will really get off.
Girl Genius (f/M, romance, first, penectomy, castration, reluctant) + Ohhh...Penectomy, yeah. Not a story for everyone, but it is a comedy more than anything else. The characters are funny and the situations amusing, so if you can bite back the nervousness this really is a fun read and very entertaining. Trust me.
Interview with the Rapist (M/F, no sex, rape/snuff theme) + Autobiographical story about meeting a mysterious and interesting man at a party and letting him take me into the woods...My date ended a little different than this one though.
Lisa's Castration Fantasy (f/m, romance, first, castration) + This is (and was) a very real fantasy of mine, perhaps not so much anymore as I'm a little older, my tastes have changed, but the emotions are the same. Having a lover willing to give up his balls for me. I always liked that in a man.
One Night Stand (F/M, BB, romance) + Ball Busting is seriously cool and yeah, I know most guys don't see it that way, but that's probably because they just never met the right woman...Not like the guy in this story.
Perfect Match (M/F, Cheat, Reluct, FGM, Castration, FemDom, Rom) + A husband and wife look for the solution to their common problem with uncontrollable infidelity. The solution they decide upon is rather drastic though. I like this because it's kind of a roller coaster ride the way their relationship goes up and down, side to side too.
Selling the Drama (F/M+, prostitution, WS) + More autobiographical stuff, not exactly, but in general terms. A writer living in a seedy part of Los Angeles spends a night at the adult video arcade, giving us a look at the ugliness there...Which is actually sort of beautiful, in a way.
What Goes Around (M+/f, F/f, first, NC, inc, rape, fist) + What's with all the stories about me? Just kidding, or maybe not...Either way, this is about a girl dealing with her incestuous and abusive brother as she grows up. I don't have a brother, but if I did...
The Bestiality
Dogs and horses is what we have here. I've done other beasts, but this will have to do. I love my dogs, all four of them, and my closest friends and relatives know it. They choose to ignore it, mostly and I don't shove it in their faces by any means. I'm horse-curious, and someday...Yeah...I'll do a horse. ...Oops update - I did a horse. He was big!
Cuckold by the Dogs (F/dog+, cuckold, bestiality) + A fun story here, because I love dogs more than men, and the idea of cuckolding a man with a dog was just irresistible.
Miss Blind America (F/dog, humor, bestiality) + This is a humorous story and just out there fun really, whether you're into dogs or not.
My Midnight (F/dog, romance, true) + More autobiographic stuff and accurate with regard to bestiality and selecting and training a dog to be your sexual partner, but not a how-to-guide or anything. Midnight is a real dog, my dog, and I do love him.
Three Women and a Dog (F+/dog, romance, first) + Just a porn story really, about three college roommates and how they discover their mutual interest in canine sex.
Washing a Horse (FF/Horse, first, lez, oral, intercourse, bestiality) + This starts out true to life and than evolves into a very nice fantasy I had for awhile, and still have, regarding a lesbian affair with a horse girl. If you know a cute horse girl, send her my way.
Wishes Come True (Dog+/F, F/F, romance, fantasy, bestial rape) + All our wishes should come true, don't you think? For the girl in this story it was just a long time coming and at first it's a little frightening and confusing, until she meets the woman of her dreams.
The Hard Stuff
Ouch! These are some of the stories upon which my early reputation for being an evil bitch came from. I used to write a lot of snuff, in all shapes and sizes. But I'm much happier now, so...I write about butterflies and kittens and stuff like that. But I do want to show off a little, just how bad I was. Be careful in this part of town, okay?
A Boy Named Lunch (MF/b, Violent, caution, rape, fist, NC) + A woman and her lover conspire to introduce a young boy to the painful reality of hardcore BDSM...This isn't for the squeamish.
Big Bad Wolf (F/M, fantasy, NC, drugs, Caution) + Like a bad dream this is really a story inside a story, kind of a psycho drama of the type I enjoyed before finding the right combination of pills and therapy.
Bobbing Charlene (F+/f+, Caution, Violent, NC, Snuff, Pedo) + The Sisterhood of Satan is alive and well and living on a college campus near you, believe me. They put a price on my head for exposing their activities, but it was just something I had to do. This is the only surviving portion of the one remaining chapter in existence. Read it with caution...If you dare. It's disturbed.
Brittany and Me (FM/F, NC, violent, celebrity, snuff) + I used to hate Brittany Spears, or mostly I just hated the way everyone wrote sex stories about her, so I wrote one of my own...It's sort of sick. But damn good therapy!
Dead Pool (FM+/F, violent, amp, BDSM, torture, snuff, caution) + This is lot like Bobbing Charlene, except it isn't as nice. Intended for adults only, leave your sense of humor at the door. This is my husband's favorite story and it's definitely a horror story.
Get Some (FM+/f, NC, violent, snuff) + Ohhh I love this story, partly because I know all too well some of the people in it, and also because...Well, I know some of the people in it. A prostitute picks up a teenage runaway and brings her to meet some not very nice people in the desert. But it is a good story, haunting.
Help Wanted (F+/F, Dolcett, humor, snuff) + If you don't know who Dolcett is then you might want to skip this, unless consensual cannibalism and snuff are cool with you. This story is a peek at life at Dolcett University, where girls are raped for fun, harvested for faculty luncheons, and generally loving it.
My Dead Hands (F/M, fantasy, ghost, EH, violent, snuff) + This is a ghost story, but more than that it's about writing stories for the internet and how I was a little disillusioned and confused at the beginning of my little career.
Sandy (M/F, reluctant, tort, amp, violent) + Yikes! Exercise caution reading this one too. Sandy is a new wife and she tends to be a little clumsy in some regards, like accidentally washing her husband's wallet, for example. And so, Sandy's husband makes her pay dearly in the hopes that she'll learn how to be a better wife...Simple, huh?
Starving Artist (M/F, romance, NC, cannibal, snuff) + A young college woman answers an ad on the university bulletin board and poses for more than a painting. I like it a lot just because it is so romantic, but it's ironic horror at the end, so be warned.
Sunshine6 (M/F, police, snuff) + A policeman interrogates the suspect in a lesbian sexual murder and finds himself seduced by her. Pretty tame really...I love asphyxia.
The Hardcore Pages:
Hardcore (In Progress - Caution! See notice through link provided) + Ummm complicated, but not really. Basically public execution by hanging, particularly young very pregnant women. Read the notice that'll help explain. It's one of my pet projects.
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