Countdown

2001/04/27 – 2002/11/13

by oosh

Cruel April come again
And with spring, the blackbird song:
Gaping, yellow scissor points
Cleave the air with melody.
Often have I heard his wives
Cluck their panic in the hedge
As the neutered, house-fed cat
Prowls the undergrowth for chicks.
But father, high in the oak
Proudly hymns his family
Fearless of the autumn gale
That scatters them for ever;
And they listen. So do I:
Words he cannot understand
Echo back to springs long gone
When his father sang that song.
Variations, each new turn
More audacious than the last
Beckoning his fledgling sons
Come and soar upon the air.
Each melisma pierces keener,
Higher wings uplifted heart;
Stilling time, yet pointing time:
Every year, one more has passed.
As each winter warms to spring
More I dread as deeper cuts
Ancient song recast in hope
Lovelier than memory.
Ever sooner comes the year –
He and I forgotten, gone –
When his sons sing out new blood
Wine that old hearts cannot bear:
But makes new wings to beat
And swoop to carve the wind
And young hearts fly.