Jamie's Sick Journey
            
by bluepervina - 
              © 2003
            
( 
              fm, scat )
            
The Story: A guy 
              named Brett tells about when he was 14 and his 14 year-old girlfriend, 
              Jamie, has a poop accident. She tells him later how much she likes 
              it, and they find themselves wanting to play with-and eat-her shit 
              again. (You have been warned!)
             
            
----1----
            
When I was fourteen 
              I was stuck with having to rely on mere circumstances to move my 
              romantic life along. At that age, it's nearly impossible to influence 
              the "where" and "when" of dating, but I at least 
              had one open option, most of the time: the movies. So it was quite 
              often that my parents dropped me off at the multiplex theater to 
              meet my fourteen year-old girlfriend, Jamie. 
            
We, of course, were 
              going to see a movie... supposedly. But the real plan was to sneak 
              off and have some private time, which we never got anywhere unless 
              we ran off from the movies. We had friends who always told us what 
              the movies were about, so that we could answer questions from our 
              parents later--which they always asked, of course.
            
We'd been doing our 
              little theater sneak for a solid two months, but still we were only 
              kissing, with occasionally my hand being allowed under her bra or 
              panties. But that was OK. After all, I'd managed to get three handjobs 
              from her by then, plus one speculative suck, the last time we snuck 
              off. It was so tantalizing, being that close to going the distance. 
              So when Jamie unexpectedly had her problem, we were both ripe to 
              take advantage of it. 
            
As we usually did 
              when we snuck out of the theater, we found this deserted alley behind 
              a nearby TJMaxx store, where there was a cardboard disposal dumpster 
              sitting in front of this alcove for a loading area. The light above 
              it was busted, and it was really dark in the shadows. The moon was 
              out good enough to see by once you got used to it, but Jamie was 
              scared like crazy that I was even thinking of taking her back there. 
              I was horny, though, and so was she, and she followed me up into 
              the loading alcove.
            
I leaned her against 
              the door and kissed her for a long time, and then she pulled away 
              and said, "OH MY GOD!" I thought somebody was sneaking 
              up on us or something, so I turned around to look; but nobody was 
              there. Then I smelled a really nasty shit smell. Jamie was crying 
              and covering her face. She had pooped her panties while we kissed.
            
Sobbing, pitiful, 
              she begged me to help her get her panties off so they wouldn't mess 
              up her legs or shoes. Buzzing with desire, yet conflicted by honest 
              concern for her, I knelt there in the dark while she held up her 
              skirt. I carefully, slowly, pulled her crap-filled panties down 
              her legs and over her feet. If this has ever happened to you, I 
              guess you know how long that takes, when you're trying to be careful 
              and do it so you don't make a mess on yourself. It was forever! 
              I had all kinds of trouble just balancing the panties so the big 
              mass of turds didn't fall out onto her. And she just cried and cried.
            
Meanwhile, I got 
              to stare at her pussy--lots of hair! -- and at her shit piled inside 
              her panties. I was so rock hard by the time we were done getting 
              them off. We threw them in the cardboard disposal dumpster and started 
              laughing about it. The smell was gone, since I guess we were used 
              to it, and I was super turned-on to think that Jamie's shitty bare 
              ass was right there waiting for me under that skirt. 
            
She let me pull her 
              skirt back up, and soon I was back kneeling again, but this time 
              she let me lick her pussy while she spread the lips. It was my first 
              rug-munching ever, and I knew I'd be doing that to every girl I 
              could from now on! 
            
Jamie just groaned 
              and humped against my face. Finally I got really going and slurped 
              way under her ass-and got my tongue covered in her shit leftovers! 
              I knew it right away, since the taste is so strong, but I didn't 
              care. I was so horny, I'd have eaten the shit right from her ass 
              if I thought she'd fuck me.
            
And, at the rate 
              we were going, it was only going to take me licking her a little 
              more before I'd be sticking my dick right up in there.
            
But she turned around 
              and stuck out her ass, and said in a husky voice, "Lick my 
              butthole, OK?" It was stunning. She was completely transformed 
              from the weeping little girl of a few moments ago. She reached back 
              and spread her cheeks apart, and even in the moonlight I could see 
              her ass so white like chalk and the streaks of shit in the crack 
              like black tar. I dove right in.
            
It wasn't wonderful, 
              but I was new to sex anyway. For all I knew, that's what girls all 
              liked. So I ate it all up. I licked and kissed and tongued every 
              part of her butt-her cheeks and her crack and her tiny wrinkled 
              asshole. She moaned louder and louder. Finally, when I just absolutely 
              had to fuck her, I stood up and undid my jeans. Jamie turned around 
              and instantly laid on me the hottest, sloppiest kiss we ever had. 
              I mean she attacked me! Groaning like wild and grinding her crotch 
              against my leg, her tongue went all around in my mouth. She was 
              getting off on tasting her shit in my mouth.
            
As for me, all our 
              pressing together while we kissed got my cock to the point of no 
              return. I came before I could even get my pants properly down. But 
              later I let Jamie reach her hand in and feel the mess, and she giggled 
              and said she liked it. Then she licked her fingers off. 
            
"Wow," 
              was all I could think to say. For a very long time.
            
---- 2 ----
            
We talked about it 
              the next day on the phone, whispering so nobody would overhear. 
              She was an only child, but I had to make sure my brothers were long 
              gone before I could even think about having that conversation.
            
"God, Brett
3; 
              I'm still really freaked out," she said.
            
"Me too," 
              I agreed. I wanted to add, "I can even taste your shit in my 
              mouth a whole day later-and I've brushed my teeth like 100 times" 
              -but I didn't want to make things worse. If she hated it, I wasn't 
              going to make her hate me, too. For the first time in my life, I 
              was falling in love with a girl.
            
I'd come five more 
              times since standing on that loading dock with her, less than eighteen 
              hours before. Every chance I got, I was in private stroking, thinking 
              back about how sick and twisted and wonderful it had been. Now, 
              on the phone with her, I began to have my doubts that she felt the 
              same way. But, she'd kissed me so hungrily last night! She had to 
              have liked it at least a little
3;.
            
Still, I was fourteen, 
              and I didn't know yet in life how most females approached new weird 
              sexual situations. Jamie was testing herself-and me-conversationally, 
              and I just got lucky enough to instinctively keep my enthusiasm 
              to myself until she perceived that it was safe to be that way herself.
            
"Well, I guess 
              I just forgot I had to go to
3; you know
3; number two," 
              Jamie whispered, then giggled. "To take a *shit*. I'd been 
              holding it all day, since in the morning at gymnastics practice. 
              And every time I remembered, I'd either be like, right in the middle 
              of something else and having to wait
3; or else I'd just forget 
              because I was busy. Then we started kissing, and it was just coming 
              out before I even realized it. I'm so sorry."
            
My throat was dry 
              and raspy, I was so horny again and desperate to do something about 
              it with her. My cock might not survive too much more rubbing without 
              some serious pain, but I got it out anyway while I listened to her 
              apologize. "It's OK," I managed to croak back, clearing 
              my throat. "I really didn't mind, you know?"
            
There was a long 
              silence. I could faintly hear a dishwasher running somewhere in 
              the background. She coughed. Finally, she said, "It made me 
              so horny."
            
"Me too!" 
              I immediately agreed, and the reality of her feelings sent me over 
              the edge, my jism pumping out across the carpet in my room, over 
              my discarded pants and shoes and a book from school. Fuck yeah! 
              She liked it!
            
"Really?" 
              she asked in a tiny voice.
            
"Yes, absolutely," 
              I managed to say back, controlling my voice as I stroked myself 
              back down. "I can't stop thinking about it, I loved it so much."
            
A small pause. "Jeez," 
              Jamie whispered.
            
"Yeah," 
              I said.
            
"Do you think-you 
              know-is this what people, like, is this how-" she trailed off.
            
"Is this how 
              sex is?" I finished for her. "You mean, with it being 
              dirty like we were?"
            
"Yeah," 
              she brightened, obviously relieved that she'd found a kind of acceptance 
              of what she wanted to talk about. "I mean, the health teacher 
              would never talk about that, I'm sure. You know, like, God!"
            
"Yeah," 
              I laughed.
            
"And nobody's 
              parents would ever-ever-admit anything about sex anyway.... So, 
              you know, like it just leaves kids to figure it out, right?"
            
I agreed, of course, 
              because I honestly felt the same way and was just as confused and 
              amazed about the mystery of it all. She and I were exactly in the 
              same place about it, for sure. We liked it, we wanted more, but 
              we were shocked that we did, and we were worried about whether or 
              not it was a normal thing or a right thing. And we had no clue how 
              to find out. More, we didn't want to risk trying to really find 
              out
3; because what if we were freaks? How bad would we feel 
              then?
            
But what I said then 
              was, "Yeah, like I'm sure your friends aren't ever going to 
              talk about it anyway, not those preppie girls!"
            
We laughed. "That's 
              for sure," Jamie said. "Not even Allison ever talks about 
              the details, you know, and like it's common knowledge she's been 
              doing it with that high school guy since last summer."
            
For a while we got 
              off onto the subject of people we knew who we thought were really 
              doing it-fucking with dicks inside pussies-and about what we thought 
              that must be like. "Nice," we agreed. "Really good. 
              Must be, since everybody wants to do it!"
            
Jamie asked me if 
              my brothers talked about sex. "Sure," I said. "All 
              the time, but not with details, like how they do it with their girlfriends. 
              They just talk about how a girl looks and how they'd done it with 
              her or how they'd like to do it with her. Not like, you know, with 
              specific details."
            
"Oh," she 
              said, clearly disappointed.
            
"Listen," 
              I tried to say cheerfully, "I really liked it. I really did, 
              Jamie."
            
For a breathless 
              moment I sat with those words ringing across the fiberoptics, the 
              shock freezing me in time as I realized what a freakish thing I'd 
              just admitted to for the second time; but it was a passing panic. 
              Jamie saved me.
            
"Me too," 
              she said simply. "Me too." 
            
Then her voice grew 
              more determined, and a happy chill ran down my spine. "Can 
              we do it again," she asked, "on purpose next time?"
            
---- 3 ----
            
As it turned out, 
              Jamie couldn't wait for the next weekend.
            
That Thursday, as 
              I passed her on the way to fifth period, she grabbed me by the elbow 
              and roughly yanked me to a halt. "Get out on a pass at 2:00, 
              OK?" she hissed. "I gotta see you real bad at 2!"
            
Her wild blue eyes 
              were wet with need, and she stared me down as I attempted to stammer 
              the obvious question.
            
"W-w-where?"
            
"Oh," she 
              released my arm and frowned, thinking. "The cafeteria. Yeah. 
              Nobody's in there by then, right? And the little teacher's dining 
              room off to the side is lights-out by two o'clock. I had to go in 
              there last month to look for Mrs. Vinson's purse when she thought 
              she'd left it. The place was dark and quiet, the lunch ladies were 
              gone
3; and
3;" she grabbed my arm again and pulled my 
              ear down to her mouth. "It's got it's own bathroom!" She 
              squealed the last part in a delighted shrill whisper, then kissed 
              my cheek quickly and skipped off.
            
"Don't forget!" 
              she called back over her shoulder. I was sure there were plenty 
              of other kids around, laughing at me for looking like such a pussy-whipped 
              guy, but fuck them all. No one ever understands how wonderful that 
              status really is. Plus, Jamie's skirt was really short that day, 
              and I liked seeing her move down the hall, my dick growing thick 
              as she finally turned the corner and the tardy bell rang.
            
At two I was there. 
              Mr. Holt let me go without a second thought. I always had my work 
              finished by then, anyway. The hallway was deserted at the entrance 
              to the cafeteria; in a moment I was inside the darkened cafeteria, 
              and Jamie was waiting. 
            
"The door's 
              locked, wouldn't you fucking know!" she spat. I'd never seen 
              her so edgy and bossy, but it was turning me on. She grabbed my 
              hand. "Come on. It's like a graveyard in here. There can't 
              be anybody in the kitchen now, either. Let's check it out."
            
She was right. A 
              couple windows high on the wall offered us the only light in the 
              large, tile-clad industrial kitchen. It was deserted and clean. 
              At the back we found a surprisingly large single toilet bathroom, 
              with six lockers on one wall, a nice sink in a counter, and a wicker 
              chair beside it. The toilet was on its own wall, plenty of room 
              to get up close to it on either side or in front, to see what I 
              wanted to see.
            
"This is it!" 
              Jamie gushed, pulling me into the bathroom and locking the door 
              behind us. She flicked on the light and promptly took off all her 
              clothes, hanging her blouse and skirt neatly on the hooks that she 
              found on the back of the door. Her tennis shoes and panties she 
              stuck in one of the lockers. Once again, I felt distinctly as if 
              I was in a warped state of being, an adrenaline-induced shock of 
              excitement that froze my brain in a sort of panic. This couldn't 
              be happening to me! I was bound to get busted! Holy fucking shit!
            
Jamie had a knockout 
              14 year-old body. Her tits were small and perfectly rounded, the 
              size of tennis balls, with tiny pink nipples that poked sharply 
              upward. Her legs were skinny but her ass was round and smooth, flaring 
              wonderfully from hips that were only slightly curvy. It was completely 
              beyond reason-and beyond cool-that she was doing this horrid, sexy 
              thing there with me. I could only stand and admire her body, speechless, 
              seeing it fully nude for the first time, trying with all my might 
              to keep from hooting and hollering like I'd just won the lottery. 
              That's the only way I can describe how that kind of moment feels. 
              And then, oh my God, I remembered what it was that she wanted to 
              do, and my knees very nearly gave way.
            
Jamie was about to 
              shit. Right here in front of me. And it turned her on!
            
She climbed up onto 
              the toilet seat, squatting, reversed, her hands gripping the exposed 
              pipes that rose from the old-fashioned tank module at the back. 
              I was still fully-clothed, and Jamie didn't seem to care. She was 
              already pushing, ducking her head down to try to see beneath her 
              ass. She was in her own lust-blind world and barely even knew I 
              was there. It was almost as if my only purpose just then was to 
              serve as a witness, to be able to verify to her later that she had 
              indeed done what she was now trying to do.
            
If that was to be 
              my role, I was happy with it. How often does any guy have a chance 
              to place himself as close as he wants to a woman's glorious, shitting 
              asshole? I knelt with my face perhaps six inches away from her blooming 
              rosebud and the dark turd that was already crowning from within 
              it.
            
"Oh fuck, Brett, 
              oh God!" Jamie moaned, pissing in great spurts as she strained 
              to push her bowels. Her urine sprayed all over her ankles and feet, 
              it was such a heavy and lubricant-obscured flow. Obviously her pussy 
              was seriously gooped-up and causing her pee to get real sloppy. 
              She didn't seem to care at all. Her entire focus was on her straining 
              rectum and it's precious, dark cargo.
            
"Here it-ungh!" 
              she grunted, and a thick dark log pushed suddenly out her hole, 
              leaving it gaping, as if surprised. I didn't even watch the poop 
              fall-I was so transfixed by her open anus. The next turd was right 
              there inside! The end of it was almost out, so her asshole was still 
              stretched to accommodate it. Not even one small smear of brown had 
              left its mark on any of Jamie's skin-the first turd had fallen free 
              and clear of any stickiness. This next one looked to be more of 
              the same. Solid and heavy. Lightheaded, rock hard, I reached out 
              and held my hand to catch it. God help me, but I wanted more than 
              anything to hold Jamie's shit in my hand!
            
She saw what I was 
              doing. "That's it, baby," she encouraged. "Catch 
              my shit! Hold my hot, filthy shit in your hand, Brett! -God! This 
              is so sick!"
            
Then it was out, 
              too. Just-POP-and I was suddenly holding this hard, slippery piece 
              of crap, maybe four inches long and a couple inches around. It was 
              dark brown and barely lumpy at all. It smelled like a barn, but 
              it wasn't bad. Perhaps because I was so horny, it's hard to say, 
              but I didn't mind the stench at all. It had an odor, very strong, 
              but not an odor that repelled me. In fact, it worked on me in the 
              opposite way: I smelled that putrid chunk of waste and got even 
              harder.
            
My mouth watered.
            
I remembered the 
              weekend before, the taste of her shit on my tongue as I cleaned 
              her ass in the moonlight. Our mouths smashed painfully together 
              as we shared the filth between us. My lips, in fact, were still 
              a little sore. My entire mouth had stung for a whole day afterward 
              from the residue of feces that I could never quite get rid of. It 
              was a tingle-and a nearly choking aftertaste-that just wouldn't 
              go away. But now I was craving to suffer it once again. Despite 
              everything in my brain screaming NO! NO! NO! I knew that I might 
              once more willingly taste Jamie's fresh shit.
            
"Mmmmmmm
3;" 
              Jamie's piss splattered all over the seat again, as she still squatted, 
              moaning softly to herself. She was finished with her straining, 
              as if she'd simply quit, leaving some more up in there for later. 
              A lazy hand wandered down between her legs and played itself through 
              the last sloppy spurts of urine. Small showers of it bounced back 
              onto my own hand and onto the gift I held. Jamie stepped off the 
              toilet and crouched next to me.
            
"Look, look 
              at this-the first one's right here." Jamie pointed into the 
              bowl, and we both leaned over and gazed drunkenly at her first turd 
              for a long moment. The bathroom was utterly silent. Beyond the door, 
              not a single sound could be perceived, as if we were shut off from 
              the rest of the normal world now, we had gone too far and we were 
              cast out. Or else we were that distracted, that overcome.
            
The dark log was 
              too heavy to float much, so it had slid to the bottom of the bowl, 
              half of it hidden down the porcelain throat. Jamie reached in and 
              grabbed it, keeping her hand submerged in the water. We watched, 
              fascinated, as she slowly squeezed her fingers tight, the shit diving, 
              curling out from between her knuckles like angry brown snakes. Awkwardly 
              launched free but still heavy in the piss-rich water, they all slowly 
              drifted down into the curve of the toilet neck, soon half-hidden 
              again in a messy mass of coiling shitty ropes.
            
Lifting her hand 
              out of the water, Jamie let the excess pissy mixture drip back into 
              the bowl. Some of it ran down to her elbow and dripped onto her 
              thigh, but she didn't seem to care. She was fixated on her fingers. 
              On the clumps and streaks of brown that were still there. Then she 
              looked at me. In her eyes was a deep childlike terror. It was clear 
              that Jamie was nearly overwhelmed with the horror of what we were 
              doing. The little girl in her was trying to shake her free.
            
"This is so 
              sick," she muttered. "There's something wrong with me. 
              This is so disgusting
3;." Her voice trailed off as her 
              eyes went back to study her filthy hand. I watched as the hormone-filled 
              woman in her overcame the little girl. She slowly brought her hand 
              closer and closer to her moist, pink lips. Finally, with a deep 
              breath, she tightly shut her eyes, opened her mouth wide, and stuck 
              in two fingers.
            
Instantly, Jamie's 
              other hand shot down to her crotch. She began to rub her mound with 
              fevered jerks. An animal ferocity seemed to overtake her. Soon her 
              fingers were in her cunt, yanking on her hole, ramming hard. Her 
              dirty hand remained at her mouth, now with all four fingers shoved 
              in deep, all the way to the last knuckles. Her thumb painted a greasy 
              brown streak down her cheek. I could see her throat swallowing over 
              and over as she sucked. Once, twice, she gagged hard, a retching 
              sound erupting from around her fingers that nearly made me puke. 
              But she held her stomach, and she didn't remove her hand. 
            
She just knelt there, 
              eating her own shit, fucking herself, and moaning a little.
            
For several minutes 
              we remained like that, Jamie sucking on the fingers of one hand 
              while the fingers of the other violated her raging pussy. I sat 
              there like a big idiot, unable to do anything at all, completely 
              captivated. Probably, like my psychiatrist would say many years 
              later, I was somewhat traumatized; but to a fourteen year-old boy, 
              anything that involved a naked girl and her hot, open vagina could 
              not possibly be bad in any way, shape or form.
            
Finally, inspiration 
              struck. Or insanity. Basically, I completely forgot about school. 
              I blanked totally on that simple fact. Raising my hand, I smashed 
              my pet turd onto Jamie's little breasts. Her tiny pink nipples were 
              instantly buried beneath a thick swipe of brown fetid goo. Chunks 
              fell down her sides, rolled down her tummy to rest against her striving 
              masturbatory hand, thus mashing crap accidentally into her wispy 
              pubic hair and her heavily-stroked clitoris. I relished the feel 
              of the thick pudding as I spread it around. I found myself painting 
              it all over her upper body, from her waist to her neck.
            
And Jamie loved it. 
              She made sounds that no middle school kid has ever heard from a 
              girl before. If a person had been listening outside the bathroom 
              door just then, they'd have sworn a grown dog was in there yelping 
              like that, barking out such a rough need.
            
Her hand had left 
              her mouth, totally clean, and shot down to her breasts. She began 
              to help me smear it all around. She laughed. "Oh, fuck, God-oh, 
              wow!" Her fingers on her pussy worked even harder, and soon 
              she was heading into the first orgasm of her life. She stopped all 
              laughing, fell clumsily onto her back, her legs flying out from 
              under her. I got my hands back on her breasts, massaging the slippery, 
              nasty ass grease even deeper into her skin. Lifting her butt off 
              the ground, Jamie put her once-more filthy hand down to her pussy 
              and rubbed it all over her clit. Crying out, thrusting her crotch 
              against her determined fingers, she came.
            
---- 4 ----
            
Those were the first 
              moments in my life that I ever gave myself completely over to what 
              I wanted. 
            
Fuck all consequences. 
              I didn't care. 
            
First, it was the 
              sneaking out, the loading dock, my face in the crack of her filthy 
              ass.
            
Then that last part, 
              Jamie letting me watch her, letting me touch her. Me painting Jamie 
              with her own shit. 
            
I wanted to come. 
              I wanted right then to blast a huge mess of jism all over the place, 
              with her lying there covered in a disgusting sheen of brown sweaty 
              mess. I wanted to fall on her and fuck her hard. My cock ached to 
              get free of my jeans and ram deep inside any hole it could find. 
              In my immature way, I was still hesitant, though. Despite what I'd 
              already pushed myself to do. Regardless of all the proof I had now 
              that Jamie was a nasty whore who didn't care about any kinds of 
              normal rules at all. Still, I hesitated.
            
I wanted what I wanted, 
              for sure. But there was a way to avoid unnecessary pain, too. Part 
              of me had come to my senses. No more "fuck all consequences" 
              for that day, at least. 
            
"Stay here. 
              Don't move," I told Jamie. Before she could catch her breath 
              enough to make a sound, I was out the door of the bathroom and through 
              the kitchen and cafeteria. A stairwell rose nearby to the second 
              floor, and I hit it running. On my watch I saw that we'd been gone 
              almost fifteen minutes from class. The bell would ring to go to 
              sixth period at any moment. 
            
I remember it felt 
              like slow motion, how I thought some student would come out of nowhere 
              and see me-the bell was surely going to ring too soon and then everybody 
              would come out and get a big fat eyeful of me skipping class, running 
              down the hall, my hands covered with Jamie's shit.
            
But none of that 
              happened after all. I made it to the far side of the upstairs alcove 
              with no one around to see me. Yanking up my shirt tail to cover 
              my shit-besotted hand, I pulled down hard on the fire alarm-and 
              ran like a rabbit back down the stairs. 
            
I was all the way 
              back down to the first floor, just leaping inside the swinging double 
              doors of the cafeteria, before the blaring alarm siren had roused 
              anyone out into the hallway on the first floor. There was no way 
              I'd been seen. It was a complete miracle. Our sixth period teachers 
              would now think we were absent, and our fifth period teachers would 
              assume we'd gone on to the next class because of the alarm-at least, 
              I hoped that's how it would be.
            
Bursting back into 
              the bathroom, I found Jamie exactly where I'd left her. She still 
              roamed her sexy brown breasts with one hand and lightly strummed 
              her labia with the other. Looking me up and down, she chuckled.
            
"Nice idea, 
              Brett," she said. I could barely hear her voice over the raucous 
              alarm. Dimly behind that noise, the clatter and voices of students 
              could be heard moving down the halls and out the building. Jamie 
              raised her voice a little. "I had an orgasm just then, you 
              know. Before you took off."
            
"Yeah," 
              I grunted curtly, struggling hard to unbuckle my pants. My hands 
              were still slippery from the shit that hadn't yet dried; but quickly 
              enough I'd shoved my jeans and underwear to my ankles. Even at fourteen, 
              my cock was man-sized, thick, and purpled. I stroked it fast and 
              hard, aiming it right at Jamie's face. I wanted to come all over 
              her gorgeous pink lips.
            
"Oh, Brett, 
              baby!" crooned Jamie, her eyes wide. "He's so beautiful!"
            
That did it-my cock 
              pumped out jet after jet of thick white cream. Gushing, the world 
              rushing ten ways at once, I was suddenly dizzy. Staggering to keep 
              my balance, I saw globs of my semen splatter all over Jamie's chest, 
              neck, face, and hair. She squealed like a first grader and closed 
              her eyes. 
            
I swear an entire 
              galaxy of stars exploded inside my head at that very moment. It 
              was an orgasm that still shakes me today to remember it. I lost 
              all control of myself. My knees buckled. I fell to the floor.
            
Beside me, as I lay 
              trying so hard to breathe and see straight once again, Jamie's slight 
              form stirred a little. Her laughter returned.
            
"Wow," 
              was all she could say. "Wow."
            
We just lay there 
              muttering that one word-that single, stupid, perfect word-for a 
              very long time.
            
---- 5 ----
            
Eventually, doggedly, 
              we got clean and we got ourselves home. 
            
If it hadn't been 
              for the excellent industrial strength pressure-washing wand that 
              we found in the cafeteria kitchen, we'd have never been able to 
              get ourselves and our clothes clean enough to walk back to our respective 
              houses unnoticed. That lunch lady sink was even so big that I lifted 
              Jamie up into it so she could take a bath. 
            
And it turns out 
              that granulated dishwashing detergent is pretty good for getting 
              both the stain and the stink out. Jamie said with great seriousness, 
              "I'm gonna have to remember that."
            
We finally emerged 
              out the back door of the kitchen into the late afternoon light of 
              the school's service alley. Nothing was back there to see us but 
              three pigeons and a stray cat. It was four fifteen.
            
With a shock, it 
              hit me. I was disappointed. 
            
Looking over at Jamie 
              as we emerged from the alley and began to lean our separate ways, 
              I couldn't help but feel let down and a little jealous. It angered 
              me to feel that way, but I just couldn't help it! 
            
I'd been expecting 
              to taste Jamie's shit again-and I'd missed my chance.
            
Pausing, we both 
              stared at each other for a long moment. Before turning and walking 
              our own ways home, we held that look between us. She was smiling, 
              relaxed, twirling her damp hair around a finger. My hands were fists 
              in my pockets. 
            
We weren't going 
              to kiss. It would taste awful now, and the mood was too far gone. 
              Plus, I was seething at myself for being so thick. So we just admired 
              each other for one more slow minute or two.
            
And then finally, 
              wordlessly, we took our secrets home.
            
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