Chapter 16
Note ~ This chapter made me cry when I wrote it. It
isn't nice, it isn't erotic, but it sets up the life that Lucy is living.
I feel it is important to tell this, to make her story more poignant in the
future. If you only want to read something sexy, skip this chapter, and
just know that Lucy has a hard life.
MB
At was a little after 8pm, and Lucy Logan was getting her mother's medicine from the refrigerated cooler, like she did every morning,
afternoon, and night. She knew exactly how much of the medicine to draw into the syringe, how to remove the air bubbles, and put it on the tray with an
alcohol swab, a glass of water, and a glass of orange juice, and carried it all to her
mother in her bedroom.
Her mother rarely left that room, grandfather didn't like it when she did. She took most of her meals in there, and she had her own bathroom, and the cleaning
lady made sure everything in there stayed clean, but her mother always had this smell about
her. Lucy didn't know what the smell was, but it smelled like sickness.
"Mommy I have your medicine," Lucy said through the door. She put the tray down on the table in the hallway, opened the door, and took the tray in.
Her thin, malnourished mother was in bed facing the TV, and turned her head as her daughter came in. Every time she saw her daughter in that baby doll dress she was reminded of how her father used to dress her in that dress when he raped her in her mouth, pussy, or ass. It made her feel bad for her daughter. That made her angry at herself for not being able to protect Lucy. And that shame made her lash out, "It's about goddam time, mommy needs her fucking medicine, give it to me." and she reached out
weakly.
Lucy could see the bruises near her elbows, where the sores were. "Mommy you need to take the shot somewhere else today, it looks like you have the sores again."
"Just shut the fuck up and give me the goddam medicine goddammit" she half shrieked.
Lucy was scared, as she always was, and sad, as she always was, and hoped this time maybe the medicine would make her mommy better and they could move away from this house, and him.
Her mother grabbed the needle and flicked at her forearm to raise a vein, and even though her hands were
shaking the needle slid home perfectly. She pressed the plunger and fell back against the headboard, head back, mouth open in a grin of mindless
oblivion, needle hanging from her arm.
Lucy walked over to her, gently removed the needle from her thin arm, and used the
alcohol swab to dab the blood. She put the water and juice on the table next to her bed, and took the two empty glasses away. She whispered, "Love you, mommy," and left, closing the door softly. She padded back to the large kitchen and placed the syringe in the
sterilizer and prepared everything for the following morning. She prepared another syringe of the morphine her
grandfather had liberated from the evidence locker after a large, unlicensed pharmacy bust a decade ago. To retain full access to his granddaughter he had been keeping his rebellious daughter addicted to it for the last 5 years, starting when she had threatened to leave with Lucy.
Lucy went to her bedroom, took off all her clothes, and sat on her bed with her hands on her
lap. She knew her grandfather would be in at exactly 8:50pm. He was always on time. He would put the collar on her and then she would suck his cock and swallow. It was easier with the collar on, it was like she wasn't really inside herself. She was very good at sucking him after all these years, she knew
exactly the best way to finish him in the least amount of time.
Unless this was one of the nights he wanted her to bend over the side of the
bed.
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ErinJB - A friend request has been sent to lucyinthedark "Hi this is Erin, from today"
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lucyinthedark has accepted your friend request
lucyinthedark: hi how are u |
ErinJB: I am good, how are you?
| lucyinthedark: ok, i always feel funny on these days, but officer was nice and its easier withhim |
ErinJB: Yeah I always feel better when I get to be with him, to
| lucyinthedark: yah u r lucky |
ErinJB: I liked meeting u 2day, u r rly pretty and nice
| lucyinthedark: no u r so pretty, i was jealous of like evrthing about u |
ErinJB: No srsly ur skin is so pretty, and ur taller than me, i rly like that :P
| lucyinthedark: lol well ok |
ErinJB: I also rly liked what we did 2day in the pool, did u?
| lucyinthedark: so much, and i have been thinking about what u sed. i wish i could come over and chill with u guys sometime |
ErinJB: I would rly like that, if u want i could talk to john and he could come get u?
| lucyinthedark: that prolly isnt a good idea, grandpa doesnt like me going out with people |
ErinJB: o... well i hope i can c u again, somehow.... <3
| lucyinthedark: me 2... |
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ErinJB: So cani ask u something?
| lucyinthedark: ok.... |
ErinJB: I was wundering, and sry if this is to personal, but why do u ware the colalr thing?
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lucyinthedark: im not sposed to talk about that |
ErinJB: Ok, sry, i didn't mean to b personal
| lucyinthedark: its ok im just not sposed to |
ErinJB: ok...
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ErinJB: when do you think you will come over again?
| l ucyinthedark: i dont know, i usually dont see the same guy like maybe every 3 months or something |
ErinJB: oh
ErinJB: so u c the other guys 2?
| lucyinthedark: yah have u met them yet? |
ErinJB: no just your grandfather so far
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lucyinthedark: oh lucyinthedark: i am rly sry then |
That gave Erin a chill
ErinJB: What is it?
| lucyinthedark: officer is rly nice, ur lucky ur his. most of them are ok. but 1 is rly mean |
ErinJB: who?
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lucyinthedark: he is called crazy ed lucyinthedark: he never makes u cum lucyinthedark: he hits and makes it hurt and hes mean |
ErinJB: omg
| lucyinthedark: yah |
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| lucyinthedark: im sry if i scared u |
ErinJB: i am a little
| lucyinthedark: so so sry :( |
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ErinJB: but rly i liked meetin gu 2day
ErinJB: I dont rly have any friends who kno about me and john
| lucyinthedark: ya me neither |
ErinJB: I kinda liked that withu i was open. it felt weird like being naked with
u and john at the same time
| lucyinthedark: weird? |
ErinJB: good weird
| lucyinthedark: u rly like officer dont u? |
ErinJB: ya i totally do, i luv him
| lucyinthedark: srsly? |
ErinJB: yah srsly
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| lucyinthedark: r u with him bcuz he makes u, or bcuz u like him? |
ErinJB: he doesn't make me do nething! he always sez he only wants to make me happy.
he treats me rly good
Lucy began to cry, she didn't know why.
| lucyinthedark: i have 2 go |
ErinJB: will u b on here tmow?
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lucyinthedark: maybe lucyinthedark: i wish we were back in ur pool rite now lucyinthedark has signed out |