Erin's Life

Chapter 17 - Mf - roleplay

Erin was sleepy Friday night after meeting Lucy and her grandfather, then her late chat with Lucy. She made herself cum in the shower that night and actually fell asleep in bed before she could touch herself again, and was surprised when she woke up and it was morning. She masturbated in bed before she got up, though, thinking about John, and also about how Lucy's fingers felt inside her. After a nice orgasm she went to the kitchen and found her Mom sitting at the table in her robe eating some toast and reading the paper. Her Mom was 52 now, and sometimes it struck Erin that her Mom was starting to look old. She worked in the bakery 11 hours a day, 6 days a week, and was tired a lot. She took Saturdays off to look after her youngest daughter, and the bakery was closed Sundays. "I was thinking we might go to the mall today," her Mom said to her. "You need new shoes and you could use some more pants and shirts, you're growing out of them."

"Ok Mom, that sounds like fun," Erin said, going to the fridge to get some juice.

"Well let's get ready then, and we'll go now and get lunch out somewhere."

"Ok!"

They got to the mall early and finally found a couple pairs of shoes that Erin liked, and went to Macy's for her clothes. With a thought to getting something John might like to see her in, while near ladies' intimates she also asked her Mom if she could get some new under things. "Sure, you're growing out of everything," and picked up a 3-pack of fruit of the loom undies...

"No, Mom, I was thinking maybe something like these," gesturing to the racks of satin and lacy panties.

Her mother looked at her and raised an eyebrow. She's not even 9 yet... already? "Show me what you have in mind."

Erin really liked the small, lacy, skimpy stuff like the women in the sex movies she sometimes watched with John, but she knew she would never talk her Mom into those, so she chose three different colors of some bikini-style satin panties. Her Mom held them up and looked at them, and looked back at her daughter. She sighed, and put them into the cart. "Ok, let's go."

Erin smiled, John will like these.

They ate lunch at a restaurant attached to the mall, and at the next table was a group of teenage girls, one a latina that Erin would have sex with during her Thanksgiving break, though of course neither girl knew that, yet.

They spent another couple hours wandering around the mall, looking through different stores, then her Mom said it was time to go and think about making dinner for Dad.

At home Erin helped with dinner, and afterwards they watched some TV, though Erin's mind was wandering. Thoughts of John, Lucy, Chrissy and Sam. Her toy. Losing her virginity and making love with John. Wondering if she could help Lucy somehow, she seems so sad. "Hey I think I will go to my room and read a while."

"Ok sweetie, today was fun."

"It really was, Mom."

Erin went to her room and unlocked her window, opened her laptop, and surfed random things, and eventually was searching "new sex tips" and "how to give an awesome blowjob." Her parents were too old to know much about internet technology and social media apps and keeping their child off of porn sites, and Erin was hoping to learn new things that John would like. Eventually she found her way to "older men and younger girls," and found all kinds of stories about that, that had her pussy dripping until her panties were wet. She was on her tummy reading, her hand down her shorts, grinding her clit against her fingers. She found a website with a lot of guys saying the same things John had... that most girls couldn't safely take a cock inside their pussies until they were older than she was... but she also saw a lot of men talking about doing their girls in the butt, because that hole was safer for smaller girls. Erin wondered if John ever thought about doing that with her, and the thought made her shiver.

She noticed it was just after 9, so she launched Skype.

As soon as she logged on,

ErinJB: hi :) how r u?

ErinJB: good... i was thinking about u earlier and what we did in the pool yesterday, lol

ErinJB: Ya...

ErinJB: yah a lot......

ErinJB: it was nice... i mean b4 we never rly had a chance to get to kno each other 

ErinJB: so that seemed nice, like it was just 4 us. im kinda glad John didnt notice, or your grandpa

ErinJB: :-)

ErinJB: Sooooo................

ErinJB: i was wunderng, r u happy with ur grandpa?

.................

ErinJB: im not asking anyting about the collar or the sex, i just mean... r u happy? 

Lucy wasn't sure what she was feeling. She knew she wasn't supposed to talk about herself with anyone, but her friend Erin was in it... she already knew the big secret.... maybe it was ok? She felt like her collar was choking her and she put her hand to her neck... but she wasn't wearing it....

ErinJB: :-( im sry 

And this was very hard for her to even think, much less tell another person. She felt tears in her eyes. Her mouth, still tasting of his semen, went dry. Her hands were shaking. She was beginning to hyperventilate, she knew she mustn't say this... but she felt... with Erin... it was ok, because she already knew....

ErinJB: im so sry... :(

And Erin would never know how hard that was for Lucy to type. Lucy started catching her breath. she giggled, which turned into a laugh... she laughed hysterically for over a minute, getting it out. She was glad her grandfather stayed in the downstairs bedroom and she was up here where he couldn't hear her.

ErinJB: r u there?

Erin wasn't sure why she would 'lol' that... but she felt something weird was happening...

ErinJB: have you ever thought about telling on him?

And Lucy looked at that sentence, and almost couldn't comprehend it. She recognized the letters, but the thought the words were conveying were so alien... so forbidden... and eventually, like a movie screen coming into focus, she read them, and understood them, and for the first time in her memory, she felt actual hope. 

She didn't answer the question, for now that was still going to far, and she really felt her collar getting tight on her neck, but the idea was there, now, in her mind. A seed in fertile soil.

She and Erin talked for a couple more hours, talking about normal little girl things, but sometimes Erin would again skirt such issues as who she would tell, and how, and how she could get away.

ErinJB: me 2. hey, u know i wont tell ne1 about wut we talked about rite? ur safe with me.

John's words, coming back to her.

ErinJB: i will look 4 u :)

ErinJB: nite :)

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Erin looked at the clock on her computer... 11:30. I hafta stay up til 1am...

Erin closed her laptop and went to her bathroom, brushing her teeth, undressing and examine her naked body in the mirror, looking for changes, wondering when she would get hair and boobs and if John would like them. She thought her boobs might be getting a little bigger but wasn't sure.

Then she slid on a pair of her new satin panties, turned off the light, crawled under her covers, and waited. She had an hour and a half to wait. She managed to stay awake almost four minutes.

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An hour and a half later, a shadow from the window appeared on her bed, cast in the light coming from John's patio. It paused, lingered, and suddenly the window to Erin's window was slid open slowly, silently. The figure silently placed his upper body on the sill, pulling himself up. He squirmed left and right, entering an inch at a time, not making a sound. He paused a moment now that his eyes were adjusted, and looked around the room. Posters on the walls, closed door, no light coming from whatever was on the other side of it. A large bed, a little lump right in the middle under the covers, the soft sound of a little girl breathing, deep in sleep. His heart beat a little faster. The intruder finished squirming his way in, slowly easing his hands to the floor so he could pull his legs in after. He knelt, looked around, listened, waiting for sound that would mean he had to exit, fast... but there was silence.

He stood and slowly closed the window.

He pulled off his shoes so he'd be silent as he walked across the room. Step by step, he was glad the floors didn't creak, he approached the king sized bed with the lump in the middle.  He slowly put the weight of one knee on it, and so slowly shifted his weight as he crawled on the bed, doing his best to not alert her. He crawled to her, and removed the covers from her body with agonizing slowness. When she was exposed he saw her in the light from her window. She was on her back with one leg cocked so her foot was against her opposite thigh, legs spread. Her head was turned, and she was breathing deeply with one hand on her face, the other up over her head next to her pillow. She had no shirt on, just a pair of bikini panties... shiny? He'd never seen those before. Her amazing blonde hair was spread across the pillow, and part of her face.  She was beautiful.

He bent down slowly, softly kissed her cheek... she did not stir. He ran the back of his fingers down her neck, down her bare chest, and caressed her nipples until they were erect, and she still didn't stir. He was bemused, he wanted to tease her awake but she was down pretty deep. He reached down and stroked her pussy over her panties... yes, satin, when did she get these? and caressed her softly up and down her slit. He could feel her getting warmer, more damp, and he himself was getting hard in his pants. She sighed softly in her sleep, but still didn't awaken... I wonder what she is dreaming about?

After a while her panties were certainly damp, he slid his hand inside them down the front, and felt her small, bare, soft, wet pussy with his fingers, and continued caressing. He found her clit, rubbed it the way she liked, and she groaned... still asleep, and the intruder had a wicked thought. He shoved his finger deep inside her hole, and as her eyes popped open he covered her hand with his mouth and growled in her ear, "Make a sound and I will kill you..."

Erin had been having a nice dream, John had her on the side of the pool and he was kissing her pussy like he did sometimes. And she dreamed that he put his hard cock against her opening, and he asked her, "Is this ok?" And she happily moaned, "Yes, put it in me..." and then he thrust into her, and she actually felt it... and... she began to wake up... and felt something actually inside her... and she opened her eyes, and suddenly a hand was over her mouth, and she heard John growl into her ear "make a sound and I will kill you," and she thought that's a weird thing for him to say to her, and she thought it was funny, and wasn't sure whether to laugh at how weird he was being or moan to his finger wriggling in and out of her body. She kind of did both.

John continued the game, "I am a stranger who just broke into your room, I am going to do whatever I want to this helpless little girl and she can't stop me. Do you understand?"

Erin, looking at him, her eyes big and bright in the bad light, nodded, and rocked her hips against his hand to increase the sensation.

"I'm going to take my hand off your mouth, one scream and you're dead. Understand?"

And she nodded again.

He took his hand away slowly... she just stared at him, lips parted, breathing rapid because of what he was doing to her pussy. 

"Please mister, don't hurt me, I will do anything you want," she said in a small voice. "I can be a good girl."

John's cock throbbed in his pants. How did she pick up the game so fast, and so well? We've never played like this. "I'm going to... have my way with you, little girl. I am going to play with every hole you have, and no matter how much you beg I am not going to stop." John got up on his knees, started undoing his pants. "And, you're going to take care of this," at which time he pulled out his cock.

"Oh no," Erin cried, "what is it? I've never seen one before. It's so big and hard," and she reached up to touch it, wrapping her fingers around it.

"That's my cock little girl, and you'll be lucky if I don't fuck you in your tiny little holes tonight."

She began to stroke him... "You could... I couldn't stop you," looking at him in the eye, meaningfully. 

He looked back at her. Is she still playing? "You better hope I don't, I would tear up your little pussy and ass so hard," still fingering her pussy.

Erin moaned, stoked him faster. In my own bed... I love this... "Gosh mister I sure hope you don't put it in my pussy and ass, I bet that would hurt soooo much..." but the look she gave John said exactly the opposite.

I think she wants to lose her virginity. Not tonight... not now... she is still so tiny. Better rein this in. "I'll do whatever I want to you, no matter what you say," and he took his finger out of Erin and pulled his t-shirt off over his head. He rolled onto his back and quickly pulled off his pants, then got back on on his knees and leered over her, his erect cock looming over her small body, creating a shadow across her stomach. He looked down at her as she looked up at him. He moved in closer to her head, closer, and put his cock to her lips. 

Looking into his eyes Erin opened her mouth and let him fuck it. He slid it in and out of her face, her lips wrapped around it, her tongue licking. He pumped her mouth and grabbed the back of her head. "That's right you horny little girl, suck my cock so I don't do anything worse to you," and he was pulling her head into him. He felt the back of her throat loosen, and then she was swallowing him. He eased off a little, so if she needed to pull it out she could. As he fucked his little Erin's face he looked around the room. Stuffed animals, ponies, posters of boy bands on the walls. It was dark, but he suspected these many shades of gray would actually be pink, in the light. A very girly room.  And here he was raping this little girl's throat while smelling her wet pussy on his fingers. "you're doing a good job on my cock, girl, are you sure you haven't done this before, do you suck all the cocks at school? I bet you do." He never pulled out so she could answer, but he enjoyed her moans as he talked rough to her, and she responded. "I bet you even love swallowing cum, don't you. I hope so, because you're about to get some."

Erin began whimpering, sucking him harder and faster. She did, she wanted his cum.

"Here it comes you little slut, swallow it all," and he began pumping into her mouth.

Erin swallowed. She swallowed because she was his little slut and she wanted his cum so bad. His words had made her so hot. They'd never played like this before, but she was reacting. She loved being his little slut... she hoped she always would be.

He finished cumming in her mouth, and she swallowed all of it, and licked the tip of his cock after he pulled out... there was always one last taste, there. John sat back on his knees, his cock still half hard.... "God damn you little slut, I picked the right house to break into, didn't I... if I didn't know better I'd say you enjoyed that."

"I didn't," Erin whimpered... "I am scared and I just don't want you to hurt me."

My god, she is amazing. "Well I'm not done yet. I haven't had that little virgin pussy I bet you have between your legs. Come here, you little slut," and pulled her over by the ankle. He pulled her panties off, physically lifting her lower body off the bed. He stopped a moment to look at them... yes... satin... and then he lifted her up by her ass, her body nearly upside down, shoulders on the bed, and dove tongue first into her pussy. She was so wet, her taste so tangy and sweet at the same time. He enjoyed when her natural juices weren't diluted by the pool water... he loved her the way she was. 

Little Erin was hung upside down while John devoured her vagina, this always feels soooo goood she managed to think, his tongue everywhere. She caressed her nipples while he ate her pussy, increasing the tingles running through her body. She was doing her best to roll her hips at his mouth, but couldn't get much movement the way he was holding everything but her shoulders up off the bed like this. Her moans were getting deeper but she knew she had to keep her voice down, just like the other night with Chrissy and Sam. She felt it coming, "I'm gonna cum, mister," under her breath, managing to stay in character. She felt her awareness shrink down to only her pussy, and his tongue, and then when her entire existence was compressed into a pinpoint, it exploded out again, a supernova of awareness and pleasure that she was sure must be blowing out the walls of her room. She moaned and bucked and cried out softly, him holding her to him, her legs around his neck on his back, licking, tasting, taking her where she needed to go.

He felt her coming down, took it easy on her clit... gave her wet lips one last kiss, and lowered her to the bed, a little blonde rag doll. He lied down next to her, on his side, his hand on her tummy.

After a few moments she turned her head to look at him, he could tell it took her a moment to focus. "Hi, she said softly, "when did you get here? I was just getting attacked by a robber."

And he laughed softly, and took her, and held her to him. I love this girl.

"You were asleep, and I thought I would have some fun. I'm glad I didn't freak you out."

"Nah I knew it was you instantly, so I played along."

"Was it fun?"

"Yeah it was naughty," and she kissed him, and he kissed her back.

They made out for a while, softly. He pulled away, but kept holding her. "So this is your room."

"Yeah," she said, do you like it?"

"It's cute. It's huge too."

"Yeah, my older sister used to sleep here but I got it when she moved out."

"Lucky."

"Yeah... and I am glad you are in it, now. I can have memories of you."

"We have to be careful, but hopefully we can make lots of memories."

And she smiled, and hugged her head against his chest. John held her, stroking her back softly, just being with her in her dark bedroom.

"Your birthday is coming up soon, what do you want?" he asked her softly.

"Besides you?"

"Yeah."

"You."

"You're sweet."

"I know."

He swatted her bare butt. "Brat."

She smiled, "I know. But you love me."

"Yes I do," and squeezed her.

"I don't know, whatever you want to get me, I'm sure I will love it. Or even just nothing. I'm happy as long as I am with you."

"You're a really amazing person," he whispered to her, kissing the top of her head.

"I know." 

They were quiet for a while, still.

She broke the silence, "I liked what you said."

"What did I say?"

"When we were playing you said you were gonna fuck all my holes."

"Mmmm... I wish, sweetie."

"Me too. When do you think we can?"

"You're still way too small sweetie, I'd hurt you."

"Well I practice with my toy a lot."

"Sweetie that's just the FIRST toy... are you ready for the next bigger one? You need to gradually work up to one the size of me."

"I wanna see the next one. I'm ready."

"I'll show you Monday, sweetie."

"K."

"I really like this, I wish I could sleep with you every night," Erin said softly.

"So do I baby. It would be like a dream come true."

"Someday, right? Someday we can be together forever and wont have to hide?"

"I promise." And John meant it, right then.

"I know why we need to be secret now but I can handle hiding for now as long as we can be together someday."

"Nothing would make me happier than to live a normal life with you, forever."

"Like married?"

"If you like, sweetie."

And she held him.

John was used to the night shift, so he held her until she was fast asleep, then slowly got up, got dressed, pulled the covers over her and tucked her in, kissed her forehead, and left the way he came. She never stirred. He folded up the step ladder he used in the bushes to get into her window and marked out his footprints before he left.

Erin was sad when she woke up alone, in the morning.

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