Wow, time sure does fly. I can't believe it's been eleven days since my last post... sorry!
I should explain, since you're all probably mad at me. Actually, first
let me show you this-- there, that should make you less mad! :P
Anyway, about a week ago I woke up one morning, put on the coffee, lit up a cigarette, then fired up the TV to watch The Early Show before going to work. What did I get? Sigh. A big black screen. Nothing. Nada.
My fears were confirmed when I tried logging onto the internet-- my cable was shut off.
It's still not back on, either. Apparently I owe them a bunch of money, and I have literally none right now. I haven't been paid since I went on medical leave, and I won't get my first paycheck since coming back for another two weeks. I'm totally broke. It sucks! Thankfully right now my neighbor is out of town, and he said I could use his computer if I feed his cats. So that's why I'm online right now. But he gets back on Wednesday, so... I might end up trying to use the library, but I'm not sure. Shrugs. We'll see.
Justin and I have been hanging out a lot... well, not a
lot, I guess, but I've been seeing him at least three times a week. Unfortunately, he has told me that he's "in love" with some woman from his work. He's a great guy and a lot of fun, but I'm starting to give up on him. I've been more... aggressive... with him than I've really ever been, and for what? Nothing! He has shown
no interest at all in me! I think I've finally gotten past the "oh my god he doesn't want me so I so want him!" phase and into the "oh my god what a jerk" phase. I don't know.
This weekend was a lot of fun. Last night (Saturday) I went to a party just down the street from here, and I ended up hooking up with an old friend of mine, Carla, who just came back to town. She and I left the party with two guys, Rob and Tim, and went out to the lake. For the first time since high school, I went skinny-dipping there... it was one of those "summer-is-ending" things, you know? We made a fire on the shore of the small lake, drank some beer, swam... it was a lot of fun.
I know what you're thinking. You're thinking: "If Shannon was naked in front of two guys who were practically strangers, she must have done something sexual with one of them." Is that what you were thinking? You should be ashamed of yourself!!!
...actually, no, you shouldn't. Because I got laid!!! Outdoor sex is so weird, especially when you're a stone's throw away from two other people having outdoor sex (Carla and Rob). Tim was pretty good-- I think he was a couple years older than me, but he was
really nervous at first. After we really got going, though, I was surprised by how good the sex was. Straight-up missionary-position, but the way he did it... well, it was like he was
making love to me, you know? Gentle, caring... plus, he lasted long enough for me to cum. I guess it wasn't anything special (considering all the other things I've talked about on this page before!), but it felt somehow... romantic. I don't know, though. Tim isn't really my type, and I'm not sure I want it to turn into anything serious. But we are supposed to hang out tomorrow, so who knows?
I never like the guys who care about me. Have you noticed that?
Sigh. Okay, I better run. Oh! One thing I nearly forgot to mention! If you haven't
signed up for this yet, you really should! My friend Dennis signed up, and I've just been blown away at how cool it is... it really is like NetFlix, except for porn! (Yes, I do get money if you sign up, but seriously, it does rock!)
Okay. I have to go. I'm working on some TTT updates and newsletter updates at home, and hopefully will have one or the other posted soon. Hopefully I get my own cable-internet back soon, so I can keep posting regular updates... who knows?
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