                "A Reason To Stay"
                 by Pedro Vila




   Phil Grossman was an honest man. He also was pretty mild mannered due to conflicts within himself. Phil noticed since he was a young teenager that he would get excited by pre-teen girls. By the time he was twenty, he thought of himself as a pervert or sexual deviant.
   He didn't want to be.
   Phil spent long hours studying religion, meditation, and psychology as well as having had private counseling and therapy.
   By the time he turned thirty three, Phil had it licked. To him, young girls were a beautiful thing to watch and they were adored for their very behavior and innocence. He hadn't had sexual dreams or thoughts for them for years. But he always was careful to not forget that he could slip back into his unwanted bad side and always kept himself away from too much temptation.
   Still, one day he met a woman who was so on the same wavelength as he was that they both ended up in love.
   The only problem for him was that she had two toddler girls from a bad marriage. Phil wasn't attracted to them the wrong way. If fact, he found them to be wonderfully fun and a source of pure joy. But he knew they'd end up growing up into bigger girls and part of him was concerned about keeping his nose clean.
   The girls, Kelsi, 4, and Cammi, 2, took to Phil like he was their best friend and father. The real father was long gone and they never knew him. Phil tried not to let things happen too fast with him and the girls mother, Cinthia. They both understood they needed to take their time. Cinthia because of being burned, and Phil because, well.... It took him awhile to open up to her about his problem.
   Cinthia understood his reluctance, but was also impressed with the way he tried to handle it. He was the perfect man for her and would make a perfect father for her girls. She was confident he was in total control over himself and she trusted him to tell her if he felt problems.
   It was a few years later that they got married. They had stayed close and both knew it was meant to be for them. Phil never had a single fantasy pop into his head. He was "Daddy" and he loved Kelsi and Cammi almost as much as his wife. After that, they all had pretty settled in together and it was a dream family for them all.
   Kelsi was seven when Phil got an enormous erection while Kelsi was on his lap as he read to her. She noticed it right away. She felt it under her and it had felt like a rock.
   Phil was completely embarrassed and excused himself immediately. Kelsi followed him with questions and he locked himself in the bathroom while constantly reassuring her she had done nothing wrong.
   Phil and Cinthia talked long into the night and both came to the conclusion that it was a normal reaction to pressure from the child sitting in the right spot. He wasn't going to turn into a Mr. Hyde.
   But a few days later, when Cammi had taken off her bathing suit and played naked in her bedroom, Phil watched her for only a moment before he became uncomfortably erect again. He turned to leave quickly and bumped into Kelsi who was going the other way. She immediately saw his erection and he became fearful of being seen by her.
   Phil was scared out of his wits and he headed out the door, got in his car, and drove off.
   Cinthia had come home to find the girls alone at the house.
   She became concerned when nobody knew where Phil had gone or why. She was almost ready to call the police when Kelsi told her about his having another erection and running away. Cinthia put down the phone. She knew why he had left. Kelsi didn't and thought it was related to something she had done before to scare him away.
   Cinthia explained everything to Kelsi. She was getting to be fairly mature for her age and needed to know she had done nothing wrong. Kelsi did a lot of thinking right then. She remembered everything she'd been taught in school about child molesters. Phil wasn't anything like them, and he had run off rather then hurt her. Then she said something that made her mother stop and think.
   Kelsi told her that in school, she had been told that child molesters can never be cured. They would always be that way.
   They waited until dark, hoping he would return.
   Phil called from a hotel instead. Cinthia got the address from him and took the girls with her to bring him home.
   It was the girls telling him how much they needed him that made him come back to them. On the ride home, Kelsi insisted on riding with Phil in his car. He was afraid of being alone with her but they warmed up to their usual selves in no time. Kelsi told him that she knew he wouldn't every hurt her and that she loved him.
   Cinthia drove in silence and realized how close she had come to losing him. He was everything to her and the girls. They had come to depend on him for everything right in the world. It would be cruel fate to have him taken away when things were perfect.
   Then they were home and Cammi had fallen asleep. Phil, the daddy, carried her in and tucked her to bed. He was constantly aware of his own penis the whole time and felt on the edge of another erection. He tried hard to ignore it and came back out to the living room where Cinthia was waiting for him.
   They both made Kelsi go to her room and get ready for bed while they stayed out in the living room and talked.
   It was a long discussion. Phil was adamant about going away to prevent his perversions from ruining the family. For him, it was better that they were alone then for him to touch the girls.
   Gradually, Cinthia understood how strong his sexual desires used to be from his pouring out his feelings and fears. Phil didn't understand until right then that all of his most intense sexual feelings for little girls had come back two fold.
   He had to leave.
   Cinthia talked him into staying the night since then girls were already in bed, and it wouldn't be right for him to leave without at least saying goodbye to them. Phil gave in on that. He could use the comfort of home. His whole world has just shattered apart on him.
   He lay in bed with Cinthia and stared at the ceiling. She couldn't sleep either and cozied up to him to ease both of their minds. She got him aroused and they slowly kissed and worked their way together. Everything was wonderful for a moment but then he lost his erection right in the middle while she was riding him and saw his glance in the direction of the girls room.
   Phil looked in great pain. Cinthia knew she could lose him forever over this. Kelsi had told her, they could never be cured.
   Cinthia got off of him and stroked his hair to calm him, then told him she'd be right back.
   She was gone for over fifteen minutes and Phil lay there the whole time worrying about his future.
   Then Cinthia came back smiling and Phil felt glad to see her again. He just about jumped out of the bed when Kelsi came in behind her.
   It took much reassuring to get him to calm down and Kelsi then stood beside the bed and hugged him hard saying, please don't go. He hugged her back and held her for a long time, trying not to cry. He didn't realize how hard his member had gotten until Cinthia exclaimed that she had never seen it so big and hard before.
   Phil tried to extract himself from Kelsi then but she would not let go for anything. With the seven year old girl blocking his view and making it hard to struggle, Cinthia mounted him and he came in her within the minute.
   Phil felt like the worst sort of person in the world then. How could he do such a thing because of a child? He still couldn't get Kelsi to let go and he asked and pleaded with her to let him go.
   Kelsi refused to let him go until he promised he wouldn't leave them. Cinthia was still straddling him as he didn't lose his erection and she leaned down to tell him that he should stay as well.
   A tear ran down Phil's face as he finally told Kelsi that he had to leave or else he would molest her and he couldn't let himself do that.
   Kelsi said okay and let him go and Phil knew it was for the best, though he was really hurting over the thought of losing his wonderful family.
   He wasn't even sure what had happened until Kelsi got on the bed and stood on her knees over his face. Phil looked strait up into her most personal place and Cinthia suddenly exclaimed that he had just grown even bigger in her.
   Phil was paralyzed in terror and lust. He almost reached up to pull Kelsi down onto his face and stopped himself just in time. Kelsi understood what he had almost done and knew what he wanted. She lowered herself down to him and felt his mouth tightly shut against her bunny lips.
   He wouldn't open them for several minutes. He came into Cinthia twice more during that time. It was when Kelsi told him that it was okay, he could lick her if he wanted to, that she knew he wouldn't hurt her, that it was okay because she wanted him to, then he looked up at her from between her legs and slowly opened his mouth for her.
   His tongue ventured slowly out to taste her sweetness and only paused for a moment when Kelsi took a quick breath. She looked okay to him. In fact, Kelsi looked like it was nice to feel him taste her.
   Cinthia rocked herself on her husband while her own daughter let herself be explored inside with his tongue. It was incredible to feel him like that. Cinthia was having the most multiple orgasms she had ever had in her life. Ironically, she wasn't disturbed at all seeing her little girl share him with her.
   The more she focused on the sight in front of her, the harder the orgasms came. Cinthia was enjoying it, she realized. Seeing them set her off.
   Just the same, out of some concern for Kelsi, Cinthia reached out to turn her face to hers to see if she was alright. Kelsi said an absent, yes mom, and looked like she was lost in thought. Her little girl was enjoying having her step father's tongue up in her.
   Cinthia was then blinded by a series of orgasms that rocked her world. Phil saw none of it. He was blinded by having a mouthful of the little girl. He see sawed from lust to confusion to shame and back to full blown lust repeatedly. His desires ruled him in the end and he ejaculated into his bucking wife countless times.
   Phil's hands roamed up and down little Kelsi's body, feeling her childish frame over him and feeding his own orgasms from it as well.
   Somewhere in that time, Phil began to feel selfish and with sudden strength, lifted Kelsi off of his face and turned her to face her mother. Kelsi was still in a trance like dream from the new feeling of stimulation she had been receiving and didn't struggle so much as simply settling herself down on his mouth again. Phil then slid his tongue over her little clit and stroked her there with it.
   It was minutes before the two females were aware of facing each other. They locked eyes and both understood at once the intense pleasure everybody was feeling. Kelsi watched her mother grind herself into Phil's lower body uncontrollably and she started to try it herself. She could feel more of the outline of his face then and even felt the tip of his nose poke a tiny bit into her poop shoot.
   Kelsi started to have her first orgasm then and both her and her mother fell forward and ended up holding each other while they panted and jerked, heads on the others shoulders.
   Nobody was aware of when everybody stopped. They all seemed to come around to reality from a dreamworld at the same time. It was Phil who lifted Kelsi off though she would have gladly stayed on him for the night. She then let go of her mother and turned to face Phil, laying beside him and wrapping her little arms around his chest.
   She lazily told him that he had to stay now. That he could have her if he stayed. Then she fell into a deep sleep while still holding him tightly.
   Phil felt like the room was turning slowly. He had never felt so sore down there, or as satisfied. He never knew sex could take him this far. He looked at little sleeping Kelsi and felt some guilt still. What had he done? How could he do this to her?
   With  start, he realized that it was Kelsi and Cinthia who did this to him. He knew then that he would have never harmed either of them. He was sure of it now. And he hadn't, had he? Phil was still unsure about everything but he was sure he would stay now.
   They had him by the balls.
   He looked up at his wife, Cinthia. She was staring at him with her mouth open and her hair was a mess.
   Cinthia then said, "I have never been so thoroughly fucked in my life. You can't go. I won't let you."
   Phil meekly asked, "But the girls?"
   "Kelsi loved it. You should have seen her face." Cinthia reminded him. "No. Your going to keep doing this with us. I have to have more of this. As long as Kelsi likes it, your in it for the long haul." She smiled then and added, "This is your dream come true. Enjoy it."
   Cinthia then laid across his other side and he was held by both of his lovers as he started to feel sleepy.
   Cinthia started to fall asleep too, but not before mumbling about wondering what he'd be like when she pulled Cammi in bed with them next.