
           "Having My Obsession"
            by Pedro Vila

   She was seven years old. She was perfect. Her brown hair and light brown eyes with a smattering of freckles across her nose, framing the most innocent and sweet lips I'd ever tasted in the instant she let me kiss her, closed mouthed of course.
   And she trusted me completely.
   Her name was Courtney, and she was every bit the child your picturing. Not yet aware of sex yet, but feeling some form of attraction to kindly and larger males. I was by far the coolest to her. Had she been older, she would be thinking of me as a kind of boyfriend.
   I wanted very badly to be her boyfriend now.
   I hinted as much as a fully adult male could without getting in some sort of trouble, but I was sure she had no idea what I was hinting at. She just wasn't ready yet.
   That and she always let me know if I accidently put my hand somewhere I shouldn't have. She knew it was a game, but she just thought I was playing. Courtney had no idea what I really wanted from her.
   It's enough to drive a man mad with desire.
   I suppose I could have had better luck with other girls of any type. But nobody made me feel like Courtney did. I thought of her at night, when I first wake, and sometimes all day too. I wanted to eat and breathe her, that's how much my desire grew.
   I had to take drastic steps. If I could get her to let me become intimate with her, I'm sure I could convince her of how much pleasure we both could be having.
   Of course, I could go to jail if I didn't succeed.
   There had to be a sure fire plan. I was sure of it, but I couldn't think of one. There were just too many variables involved. The biggest was her age. Seven isn't the usual age for sexual awakenings.
   After months of intense thinking, and intense will power just to not grab her outright, I came to the conclusion that the only way I was going to have her was to kidnap her. I didn't have any place to keep her, and I could never seriously harm such a magnificent creature, but I became resolved that somehow it was going to happen. And soon!
   I didn't want Courtney to be traumatized or even uptight about what we would end up doing together, so I decided that it would take some form of drugs to relax her enough to become my lover. Her little body was much too small to fit me in her in any way, yet I was determined to do exactly just that. She would need to be very relaxed for a full grown man to pass into her Like I would be.
   I had seen movies where a rag of something was brought to a persons face, but that didn't look like it would last too long and I remember hearing about a huge head ache afterwards. Then there were people who's first hit of some form of illegal drug was like an orgasm. I would love to make Courtney orgasm but I didn't want to make her a junky.
   I guess the only thing that would work was some form of knock out drug. That would work nicely too. Courtney would never know what had happened and I wouldn't get in trouble. Well, if a doctor found out she was no longer a virgin, they would know someone had molested her. But Courtney would have no clue as to who.
   That was the answer, but I really wanted to make her enjoy me as much as I would enjoy her. Maybe I would have that chance in the future with her not being a virgin anymore. I might still be her first lover yet. It would be easier without a hymen there.
   I didn't remember what I ended up getting. I knew they were strong when I read the label but they were from somebody else's medicine cabinet and I only had a moment. The maximum dosage for an adult was four every four hours for intense pain, but it was recommended that two would be more than enough.
   Four would be too many for a little girl but two would be more than enough, I was sure. I wanted her to be completely out since I was going to put more of me into her than her body was ready for.
   All I needed left was a way to get her for a night without anybody having a problem about it. Someplace where we couldn't be found if someone had the idea to look for her. I wouldn't want to be caught red handed. Or red something, anyway.

   During a checkers match in the park, I had a breakthrough. Courtney was talking about every time she was at a friends house, they wouldn't be allowed to stay awake all night and she was never let up too late at home either. She felt as if she was being deprived of something important in her life by not being allowed to stay awake late. Just one night, she said.
   Trying to sound casual because inside I was almost trembling with anticipation, I suggested that I agreed with her and I would let her stay up as long as she wanted. But her parents wouldn't let her stay with me if they knew I would let her stay up.
   She looked at me, head tilted sideways. Oh, she was so cute! She asked if I had video games and a DVD. Of course, I replied. And a huge movie collection too.
   Then she looked at me for a few moments and I could see her perfect tongue peek out of the corner of her mouth. She was deep in thought. I turned away and pretended to be thinking about the game. I couldn't look at her anymore and hide my excitement. Please say it!
   "How about if I sneak out?" She said, her sweet voice like birds chirping.
   I looked up but she could see how happy I was in an instant. I stopped right away and said, "You would get in trouble if they found you missing. It would scare them to find you missing if they checked up on you." Then I pretended to be lost in thought. "I know. You could pretend to go stay with a friend, like Becky. She'd help you out. But don't tell her where you'll really be just in case." Oops! A little too much. I probably spooked her out of it.
   She was still looking at me, thinking. "That's a good idea." she said. "Your pretty smart."
   She went for it! I couldn't believe it. I tried to stay calm. "Why are you smiling?" she asked.
   "Er, well...." I recovered. "I just remember sneaking out and staying up all night when I was a kid too." I shrugged.
   Courtney was smiling back when her mother came to get her and thank me for watching Courtney for her. A little idle chit chat, I was a long time friend of the family's, and then they were off. Courtney waved and I saw a sly smile before she got in the mini van.
   I stayed there for most of the day, imagining.

   I thought we would be meeting a few times to plan out our little secret meeting, but I was caught by surprise when Courtney called to say she would be being dropped off at Becky's in an hour. Becky wouldn't be home until tomorrow and I needed to be there to get her from the back yard.
   I was ready in a moment and got there before she did. I parked down the street and behind a few cars so they wouldn't see me and the car I had bought from them a few years back. Courtney got out and waved to her mom, who was on the cell phone talking. Courtney went to the house and mom barely acknowledged her before driving off, back down the street where she came from.
   Then I pulled up to the house and parked in the drive. Courtney ran from the side yard with a small bag and jumped right in. I pulled out smoothly and drove off. I was busy looking for who might have been watching us before I looked at the object of my obsession. She was grinning ear to ear with anticipation. "I'm gonna have fun." She told me, proudly.
   "I'm gonna have fun too." I replied, sincerely.

   I brought her a Mountain Dew from the kitchen. Courtney was watching a movie she wasn't allowed to see. I think it was "Pretty Baby" with Brook Shields. All I could see was Courtney. She sat on the couch, her legs not long enough to go over the edge at the knees, and her feet were sticking out with socks on her feet and the legs bare up to the overall shorts she had on. The legs were a little tanned from playing in the sun and I wanted to taste the little mole she had just over her left knee.
   But first, she had to drink the soda pop I had just brought her.
   "I know. Lets have a drinking contest." I say with a playing tone. "Who ever drinks the whole glass first wins."
   "Okay." she said sitting up. We said, "Ready, set ,go!" together and I let her win. I saw a little film at the bottom of her glass and I worried that she didn't drink enough of the crushed pills I put in it.
   Ten minutes later, she started to get dopey and move slowly. I picked her up and held her on my lap while she giggled. She looked up at me, silly smile spread across her face, and giggled, "I like you."
   Her eyes were getting glazed. I went ahead and put my hand on her leg right where it bent to her belly and she didn't try to take it off. She did look at me with her sweet little mouth opened and I couldn't wait to kiss it. Courtney was getting sleepy but wasn't out yet and I couldn't wait. I moved in close and smelled her breath.
   My heart was racing. Here I was at the threshold, ready to have my fantasy come to reality at any moment. Then a part of me wanted to at least have one kiss with her awake. I fell into her mouth before I could stop myself. It was very small and I tasted it gently with the tip of my tongue. My eyes were point blank with hers and she was looking into mine dreamily. She didn't close her mouth and I slowly pressed it in and past her teeth.
   Then I panicked over if she was awake enough to tell someone what I just did. I backed off and looked at the TV set. "Wow. Look at that." I said. Courtney turned to look and got hooked on the dreamy images the screen was showing her. Another couple of minutes and she fell back into my right arm.
   She was out. I held her, not knowing what to do first. Thousands of possibilities ran through my head. I started by kissing her still opened mouth forcefully. I hit the back of her throat and she coughed. I stopped and waited.
   She was still out. This time, I looked at her sleeping face and let my free hand creep up her leg. Her pant legs were loose enough to fit three fingers and I tried to squeeze them into her panties. Not at that angle.
   I laid her down onto the floor with her arms apart and legs as well. She seemed very small with me hovering over her so close. I didn't think I could fit inside of her. I would have to be working on her for a while before she would open up for me.
   I started to undress her, and then stopped with her shirt up to her shoulders to admire her baby white, little tummy. I tasted it. That wasn't as near exciting as it seemed, but stroking my face across it was.
   Then I stripped her down to her panties and socks. I kneeled in between her skinny legs and reached out to run my hands up them. Up and down her little body, I felt her with every part of my hands. I held back from pulling her panties off and having my ultimate prize. Instead, I picked her up and held her to me, her legs straddling me, and felt up her back side. My hands slipped in and out of her panties, each time venturing closer to my goal.
   I nuzzled my face close to hers and kissed her open mouth once more while holding her close and reaching my finger in between her butt cheeks to finger the soft lips underneath. I felt myself almost choking with excitement and expanded into my pant leg.
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   Courtney was so good to hold, that I came into my pants right there before I could even get them off. My cock stayed hard though and I decided to take her to my bedroom and get serious with her.
   I laid her on my bed and spread her arms and legs out. Then I was naked and laying next to her. I reached an arm under her and pulled her close and then reached down into her panties with the other hand. There it was. A little clit. Just barely more then a nub in between her puffy lips.
   I kissed into her mouth again, becoming bolder each time I did, and then nuzzled my way down her little body to my final destination. I sniffed her panties and became heady with her smell. I couldn't tell if it made me nauseous or hungry, but it made my head spin.
   I turned her to her side and started to pull them off. Then I lifted her leg and sat pulling her crotch up to my face. I held her body upside down and stared into her beautifully formed child sex. Then I whiffed more of her scent and became heady.
   I dived into her and just let my tongue rip into the source of the heady smell. I was suddenly so hard and I laid back pulling her down over my face. She was upright for a few minutes while I held her over me. Then I lost control and she spilled sideways.
   I was too excited to wait and I pulled her to my crotch. I was so hard it hurt! I pressed into her little closed opening and I didn't feel the hole I knew was there. She must be too small. But I had to have her. It wouldn't be right going through all this trouble and not having her at least once. The bottle of KY was sitting on the headboard. I cracked it open and smeared a lot of it on her crotch, pushing it in with my finger.
   She was too small, alright. I could tell when I pressed her with the finger. I wouldn't be busting her cherry with my organ, that was for sure. I would have to use my finger.
   I pressed it into her and felt for the hole. When I found it, I slowly pushed it until I felt it give a little. My finger pushed in by a knuckle and I felt a tight ring where I stopped. The Hymen didn't break yet.
   I pushed in to the second knuckle and then the ring disappeared. Her hymen was torn.
   Next, I started to push the rest of my finger in. It was very tight and very warm inside of her. Courtney's body jerked. I looked at her face. She was still out. I needed to open her up so I started to pull out and push in again. Courtney jerked now and then and I pressed on her clit nub with my thumb when I was deep into her with the finger.
   I needed to get her open. I wanted to be fucking her.
   Halley Kate Eisenburg stood beside the bed in her undershirt and panties.
   "I'm back." she said in sing song. Then she held up a fresh cold can of Pepsi and popped it open. It made a loud satisfying crack. Then she leaned back a little and poured it down the front of her body. You could hear the fizz and see the stain spread over her white cotton underclothes. Her legs sparkled with the amber liquid and looking delicious.
   Pepsi. The choice of a new generation.
   Courtney did start to feel a little looser after a bit and I pulled out to try and enter her again. I held her upright against me and positioned my cock head to her newly formed entrance. The KY made her slippery and I popped out from under her more than once.
   Slowly, I felt an indentation grow where I was hoping to get in and it became easier to stay in position.
   Holding her little body, I started to ease her full weight on me. She held firm with just my cock head an inch into her. She was still too tight! I held her there and would stroke myself to keep it holding her up. I jiggled her some and even turned her a little to each side.
   Then I felt I could let my cock go and not have it slip out. I was making slow progress. I reached down and tried to spread her slick lips. They were very slippery and I had to dig them in to pull them apart.
   That did it. I started to slide home. Well, almost. She was still way too tight and I had to push her down to squeeze into her. I barely got half of myself inside when I hit the end of the road. What did I expect? I was four times older than her.
   I nuzzled into her face and heard her ragged breathing. She wasn't waking up and I was glad. This would probably be really hurting her. I came in her and it was almost painful since my cum basically shot back into myself from her inside pressure.
   It was a great cum, though. I fell back and popped out of her like a rocket. I was ready to do her again right there, and I would have had I not fallen asleep.
   I dreamed of Courtney and me. We were driving in a 2002 Dodge Durango. Inside we smiled and held hands in the spacious comfort of the Dodge extended cab while outside, the mighty wheels gripped and powered us up over even the most forbidding mountain range.
   Dodge. Built Ram Tough.
   When I woke up, Courtney was still asleep beside me. I looked at the clock. I had been asleep for almost two hours. I had missed a good couple of hours with my child angels body! The pills were every four hours and I just hoped That meant she would be totally out for four hours too.
   What did I most want to do with her? Doggy style! But she was out and wouldn't stand up for me. I settled on laying back with her on top and on her back as well. I pulled her ankles in under her and her legs stayed spread. I smelled her hair and guided myself to her place for me. It was work but she opened easier this time and I slid in.
   Courtney was unbelievably tight and yet so smooth that I couldn't tell if I was moving some of the times I was passing in and out of her. Her breathing was heavy again. I even heard a quick moan from her. I stopped and propped myself up to look at her face. Her eyes were closed but I watched them just to be sure.
   Then I saw them open. She still looked drugged and they didn't focus, then they shut again. She was feeling something. I was committed though and couldn't stop. I had to have one last fuck with her. I started to rub her nub, hoping that it would make her relax. Then my rhythm increased and I was on that last slope to the big O.
   I frantically came into her and felt loads upon load pumping into her now unvirgin child's body. Then I shivered and it was done. I glowed, my dream Fulfilled.
   I didn't want to move and thought I would be alright holding still even though I hadn't popped out of her body this time. I still gently felt along her sides, counting her sexy ribs.
   I wasn't sure how long I lay like that. I didn't think I dozed off, but the Courtney propped herself suddenly up and started to look around. The she turned to look down at me. I was frozen in fear. She looked sleepy and then rolled off to lay on her side. I popped out of her at an angle and I knew it didn't feel gently to her.
   Courtney grunted and turned to look back, now fully awake. She looked at me laying there and thought for a while about it. I was busted. I could see that she was piecing it all together and I couldn't stop her from knowing I had fucked her, though I'm sure she wouldn't have used those words.
   Then she was up and out of the room. I wanted to get up and chase her, but I no idea what to say to her. After a minute, I picked up the phone and listened. She wasn't calling anybody. Then the toilet flushed.
   I waited. Courtney came back into the room. I said a quiet "Hi" like nothing was wrong.
   She said "Hi" back and climbed into bed next to me, this time under the covers. I shrugged and slid in next to her.
   After a few minutes, I put my arm around her and held her like I loved her. I did, after all.
   Courtney turned to look at me, eyes still sleepy. She said, "I'm a big girl now, aren't I."
   "Yes." I said back quietly. "You are." I thought about what I had done with her, trying to decide if it was worth it. It was the best feeling I had ever had in my life, but I didn't know yet if it would be worth the troubles that I was probably going to be getting after this.
   "Are you okay?" I asked.
   "Yeah, I guess. Mom better let me stay up late now." she said. I was not sure what she meant by that. "But I fell asleep. I didn't want to sleep through it. Why did you let me fall asleep?"
   I was taken aback. All I could think of to say was, "I didn't want it to hurt you."
   "Oh. Okay." she replied. "Next time we do this, don't let me fall asleep. Okay?"
   Next time?! Wow!
   I'll have to capture that special moment on Kodak.