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It’s Only a Game
By
Norm DePloom
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e told me to write and tell you how I became his devoted
slave. My name is...oh, (He said not to
use my name but just refer to myself as slut, whore or bitch just like He
does). He is somewhat older...OK, (He
says I have to be absolutely honest).
He is almost twice my age. As
far back as I can remember I’ve had this ‘thing’ for older men. I think it has to do with...(He says to
forget the analysis and get on with the story). He and I had been dating for several months, long enough that we
had become intimate...(He says not to use euphemisms). We had been dating long enough that we were
fucking on a regular basis.
One day while we were eating lunch in the
almost empty employee lunchroom He told me a fantasy He was having. It was a fantasy about having me chained to
a bed and using me as His private fuck/rape toy. I was shocked. I was
flabbergasted. He had always been
gentle and kind to me. Somewhat
authoritarian (which I think is what attracted me to him), but kind and gentle.
Lunch hour was over so I rushed back to my
desk and avoided Him the rest of the day.
As I sat at my computer terminal., I couldn’t get that image out of my
mind. I could see myself, naked, chained
to the headboard, setting on a bare mattress waiting for Him to come back and
fuck me again. I started squirming in
my chair and could feel my panties and panty hose getting soaked as that image
floated in my mind.
Finally I gave up and almost ran to the
ladies room.
Once I was safely locked in one of the
stalls I pulled down my panties and hose and sat on the toilet. Reaching between my legs I ran my fingertip
up and down my swollen cunt lips. The
whole area was so wet with lubricant that my finger slipped easily inside
me. I bit my lower lip trying to keep
from moaning as I pushed a second finger into my cunt and began to rub little
circles on my clit with the other hand.
While I attended to the desperate need of
my pussy I pictured my self once again on the bed, my hair was matted with
sweat and cum, I had obviously been fucked many times without being allowed to
wash my self. He comes through the
door. He pushes me down on my
stomach. He holds me down while He
pushes Himself deeply into me. Oh god,
I remember I came so hard I thought every one in the building would hear me
despite the three knuckles I was biting into.
It was the best cum I’d ever had, with or without a cock inside me. I fucked my self twice more before quitting
time. Always the same thing driving my
need, the image of me chained to a bed and Him forcing Himself into my body.
The phone rang as soon as I got home. It was Him.
He announced that He was coming over.
It’s only a ten-minute drive from his house to my apartment. I spent that ten minutes trying not to
picture my self chained to that bare bed, being fucked whenever He felt like
it. I also spent the time trying to
deny the growing wetness of my panties.
I jumped when the doorbell rang. I pulled my hand out of my crotch (I hadn’t even
realized that it was there), and hurried to the door to let Him in. There was something different about Him when
He walked into my living room that day.
That difference stirred a place deep in the pit of my stomach, a place I
had never admitted even existed before.
He sat in his favorite chair, then indicated that I should sit on the
couch. As I walked to the couch and sat
down I had the feeling that He had become the owner of my apartment and
everything I owned.
“How many times did you masturbate this
afternoon?” He asked with extreme
bluntness. I blushed deeper than I had
ever blushed in my life. I had never
discussed my ‘personal’ stuff with anybody before, not even the men I
fucked. I looked up at his face
directly into his eyes, there was something in his look that compelled me to
answer, and to tell the truth.
“Three times.” I answered my blush
deepening. I felt embarrassment and
humiliation sweeping over me. To talk
about my masturbating was bad enough, but to admit that I did it three times
because of that image of myself chained to a bed was almost beyond what I could
tolerate.
“We’re going to act it out.” He announced.
“Oh god, no.” I said shaking my head. I said ‘no’ but I felt like a waterfall had
been installed in my cunt.
“Don’t worry,” He assured me, “it’s only a
game.” He stood up and pulled me to my
feet. He walked me out to his car then
got in himself and drove off into the darkening night. I sat next to him. I could feel his body heat.
It felt like I was on fire where ever He touched me. I glanced down my rock hard nipples showed,
even through my bra and blouse. Looking
lower
I could see a dark circle forming in the
crotch of my slacks where I’d leaked so much cunt lubricant that it was soaking
through. My hands were shaking with
fear. Oh god, I thought, what have I
gotten myself into now?
He drove us out into the country then
pulled over on the side of a lonely, deserted road. He got out of the car, then pulled me out after Him. We walked to the back of the car and He
opened the trunk.
“This,” He announced, “is where the
kidnapping will take place.” He
proceeded to tie my hands behind my back, tie my legs together, blindfold me,
and finally put tape over my mouth to gag me.
Terror and wetness grew in equal measure as I was bound. After the binding was done, He pushed his
hand down inside my slacks, panty hose and panties to feel my wet cunt.
“You really are a little slut aren’t you?”
He asked with a sneer. Despite the gush
from my cunt triggered by hearing myself called a slut, I felt hurt that He
would talk to me like that. He pulled
his hand out of my pants then lifted me and dumped me into the trunk. I heard the trunk lid slam and tried to
scream through my tape gag as the car jerked and bounced down the pothole
filled road. I have no idea how long we
drove, and to this day I have no idea where He took me. I remember He stopped twice to open the
trunk lid, check that I was OK, feel my tits and cunt then slam the lid shut
again.
The third time we stopped He lifted me out
of the trunk and, after untying my legs walked me into a building. I bumped into walls a few times but finally
He sat me down on the edge of a bed. I
felt something stiff being put around my neck.
He stuck His hand between it and my neck to check its tightness. I heard chains rattling as He worked with
the collar around my neck.
I felt him pulling at the corner of the
tape over my eyes, then I screamed through the tape over my mouth as He
suddenly jerked the tape from my eyes in one motion. I looked around me. I was
in a bare room. There was nothing on
the walls. The only piece of furniture
was the bed I’d been chained to. The
walls were dull, dirty white. One
almost too bright light shone from the ceiling fixture. There was one door leading from the room,
and no windows. I was setting on the
edge of a bare mattress on an ornate but tarnished brass bed.
He left the tape over my mouth and untied
my hands. I watched the bulge in his
pants while He worked. I wanted that in
me more than I ever had before. After
untying my hands He laid me on the bed and immediately tied my hands to the
headboard. Then He shortened the chain
so I could only lift my head about six inches off the mattress before I started
choking my self. At this point I was
truly helpless, truly under his complete control, my very life depended on
keeping him happy. He ran his hands
over my body on top of my clothing.
When He got to the wet crotch of my slacks He dug His fingers in deeply
pushing the material against my clit and cunt.
I moaned through my gag and moved my hips pushing my aching cunt against
His hand.
“God what a dirty little whore.” He said
as He turned and left the room. Lying on the bed I had to squeeze my eyes shut
because of the bright light. Tears leaked down my temples and dripped off my
ears onto the bare mattress. It’s only
a game He’d said. I didn’t want to play
any more. He walked back into the
room. He had changed into a pair of
sweat pants. He pulled a wicked looking
bowie knife from behind his back. My
eyes must have bulged out like a cartoon character. Now I really didn’t want to play any more.
I squealed and screamed and begged through
the tape gag as that knife came closer and closer to my face. The point of the knife loomed only a
half-inch from my eyes. Terror is the
only word that comes to mind. Terror
and extreme wetness like my cunt had become a fountain. He put the point of the knife on my skin, it
was cold, I could feel its sharpness.
He slowly moved the point down over my chin and down my neck.
“If I were you,” He warned, “I’d lay
perfectly still.” My body was trembling
all over, but I stayed as still as I could.
He moved the knife over my clothes, not cutting, just dragging the
tip. Then in a lightening fast move He
slashed my blouse from just under my left breast all the way to the
mattress. As He again moved the
knifepoint over my clothes, I closed my eyes, I squeezed them tight. I thought I could stay still better if I
didn’t watch the knife moving over my body.
I felt a stinging slap on my cheek, my head jerked to the side.
“Open your eyes, bitch.” He yelled at
me. Then He stuck a small pillow under
the back of my head to make it easier for me to watch the knife action. I cried and got angry as the knife slashed
at my clothes. I was wearing my brand
new blouse and slacks. I had only worn
them once before. I had paid more for
them than I usually do to impress Him.
The pattern continued, He would play the knifepoint over my clothes and
skin then, with a sudden flick of his wrist lash out and slash more of my
clothing away. It must have taken an
hour before my naked body was lying on top of the torn rags that used to be my
clothes.
His sweat pants were tented out where His
hard cock pressed against the soft cottony inside. He looked at me then placed the point of his knife on the front
of His sweat shorts and slashed downward.
Oh god no, I thought, I was afraid He was going to cut His cock off and
I desperately needed to be fucked. The
fabric parted and His large hard cock slipped into view sticking out through
the newly created fly. It looked
beautiful, I would have licked my lips if they hadn’t been taped shut.
I wanted to beg Him to fuck me. I could not remember ever being as scared as
I’d been when He was slashing my clothes, and I could not remember ever needing
to be fucked as much as I did right that moment. With His hard cock sticking out the front of His sweat pants He
approached me with the knife again.
This time He teased every inch of my skin with the point, edge and flat
of the cold steel knife.
When He reached my breasts He spiraled the
knifepoint up the breast until it was resting on my nipple. He slowly increased the pressure while I
held my breath afraid to move. Slowly
the point sank into the crinkled skin of my erect nipple. He just barely pushed it into the skin, then
pulled it out. A drop of red blood
appeared on the nipple. He leaned over
and after licking the drop of blood from my rock hard nipple, pulled my nipple
into his warm wet mouth and sucked on it like He was trying to get more blood.
I moaned deeply as He sucked on my
nipple. My breath was coming in ragged
gasps. My body was covered with sweat
from fear and from the temperature in the room. He released my nipple and moved the knife down over my heaving
stomach. He twirled it in my belly
button before moving it further down through my pubic hair. He stopped right at the top of my cunt, just
above my clit.
“Lift your legs and spread them as wide as
you can.” He ordered. I did as I was
told. “Now, if you treasure your clit
be perfectly still.” I froze, more in
terror than by my will. I watched with
horror filled eyes as He flicked the point of His razor sharp knife back and
forth over my clit. After playing with
my clit He moved down lower and began to gently pry my sticky cunt lips apart
with the knifepoint. Using the thumb
and index finger of his other hand He held my cunt lips open as He carefully
moved the knifepoint over the inside walls of my cunt opening.
My cunt was so wet His knife slipped over
the walls with no resistance. He
scooped a bunch of my juices up with the knife blade then, bringing the knife
up to his mouth, licked them off the blade while He stared into my eyes. I felt another gush of liquid oozing out of
my cunt and running down toward my asshole.
God I wanted this man to fuck me.
Wanted? No. I needed him to fuck me.
I needed to be fucked hard, so hard it hurt. I was trembling with fear but I was afraid of my emotions and
overpowering lust not the knife He was using to stimulate my body. I was afraid of my need to be fucked like a
nasty whore and then left waiting to be fucked again.
All my life, even when I was ‘fucking
around’ I had denied and tried to hide this dark side of my soul. Now I had no choice but to give into it, to
let it wash over me and take over my mind and body. Please fuck me, I yelled through the gag as I stared into His
bright shinning eyes. He gently laid
his hand on my trembling stomach. With
His other hand He grabbed the tape gagging my mouth and ripped it off my face.
“OH GOD.”
I screamed partially from pain and partially from mindless lust. “Please fuck me...” My request was interrupted by another slap
that snapped my head over the other direction.
I was sure I now had red handprints on each of my cheeks.
“Shut the fuck up.” He said with cold menace in his voice. “No body gives a fuck what a nasty little
whore like you thinks or wants.” He ran
his hands over my naked breasts then down over my trembling stomach. “You will not speak again unless I ask you a
question or give you permission.”
“But...” He slipped his hand into my pubic
bush, then grabbed a handful and almost picked me up off the bed by my pubic
hair.
“Are you that stupid?” He asked me. He began to twist his handful of pubic hair.
“I ask you a question, slut.”
“NO” I screamed in pain.
“Then why,” He asked as He released His
grip on my pubic hair then gently rubbed my pubic bush like He was trying to erase
the pain He had just caused, “don’t you follow the simple rules I lay out for
you?” He looked at me quizzically, then
began to tighten his grip on my pubic hair when I did not answer quickly
enough.
“I don’t know.” I sobbed. To my astonishment my cunt continued to beg
for a fucking through all of this pain and humiliation. If anything my need grew stronger with the
pain and humiliation.
“Of course you don’t.” He said, once again
soothing my pubic region with gentle massage. “We can’t expect a slutty little cunt to know why she does
anything.” He moved His hand lower,
curling one finger over my clit and into my sopping wet cunt. My pelvis spasmed and jerked my cunt up
against the invading finger.
“Oh, does my lil slut want to be
fucked?” He teased me as He sank a
second finger into me.
“Yessssss.’ I hissed in utter
desperation. “Yesss, please fuck me.” I
begged with no regard for how slutty I sounded. Still fucking his fingers in and out of my cunt He moved around
and knelt on the bed beside my head.
Leaning over, He pushed the head of his hard cock against my lips.
“You’ve got to suck me first.” He
announced, as He pulled His fingers from my wet cunt and teased my clit with
the tip of one finger. I spread my lips
and sucked His cock into my hot wet mouth more eagerly than I had ever welcomed
a cock before.
With expert precision He flicked my clit
and kept me right on the brink of orgasm while I sucked His hard cock deeper
and deeper into my mouth. I had never
‘deep throated’ a man before. I had
always gagged and pulled back, so I was completely surprised when my nose was
tickled by His kinky pubic hair. In my
lust and need to be fucked I had taken Him into my throat without gagging.
With His right hand He continued teasing
my clit. With His left hand supporting
Him self He began to pump his cock in and out of my open mouth. I could feel the head of his hard cock
fucking in and out of my throat with each stroke. Having my mouth fucked like it was a cunt turned out to be not so
difficult after all. I just relaxed and
swirled my tongue over as much of His cock shaft as I could reach. That and sucking in a breath of air every
time his cock head was pulled out far enough to allow it.
Every time His finger flicked across my
swollen clit I’d moan against His cock in frustration. I kept thinking that if He’d just flicked it
a hundredth of a second sooner I’d have cum.
As I moved my hips trying to push my clit harder against His teasing
finger I could feel a large wet spot already developing on the bed under my
ass.
He moaned a deep growly moan and pushed
His cock as far down my throat as it would go.
I felt it twitching deep in my throat as He pumped cum directly into my
stomach. I began to panic, my air was
cut off and He seemed to be in no hurry to let His ‘lil slut’ breath
again. My body began to buck against
Him in desperation. Finally He slowly
pulled His cock from deep in my throat and I gasped for air.
I laid on the bed panting for a few
minutes before I came to the conclusion that He must be right. I must be one of the world’s biggest
sluts. I’d just had my mouth raped and
my need to be fucked was stronger and more urgent than ever. I didn’t want to get slapped again (although
as I thought back on it I realized that each slap was accompanied by a renewed
flow of lubricant in my cunt) so I stayed quite and waited to see what He was
going to do next. I began to gyrate my
hips, with my legs spread, hoping to entice him with the sluttiness of my
display. I felt both humiliated and
excited by the slutty display I was putting on trying to get Him to notice my
aching need to be fucked.
I was encouraged by the fact that His cock
stayed hard even after dumping a load down my throat, but my hopes for an
immediate fucking disappeared when He turned and walked from the room. I pulled on my wrist restraints, but they
were tight and I could not get my hands loose.
All I would have done if I could have gotten a hand loose is to fuck my
own cunt. He walked back into the room.
“Oh God no.” I screamed when I saw what He
was carrying. I crossed my legs to hide
my wet cunt and pulled my elbows in trying to cover my tits while I attempted
to turn my body away from him. He held
His Polaroid SX70 camera up and grinned at me.
“No!” I yelled at him, “No, you’re not
going to take pictures of me like this.”
God, how could I allow pictures like this? No telling what would be done with them. I’d just die if any of my family or friends
saw them. I could just imagine the snickering
and whispered name-calling I’d have to suffer through if they got out at
work. My reputation would be
ruined. My parents would have heart
attacks if they saw them. Never in my
life, I told myself, would I cooperate with this picture taking.
I waited, expecting a slap on the but, or
for him to sit down on the bed and try to talk me into letting him take the
pictures. Other men had tried to talk
me into it and I’d never allowed them to.
To my surprise He stepped over to the foot of the bed and grabbed my
left ankle (the one on top) and pulled my legs apart as easily as I would have
a wishbone. Holding my leg up He
pointed the camera at my crotch and pushed the shutter button. The flash went off directly into my eyes
since I had been looking directly into the camera without realizing it.
I heard the whir of the camera’s motor and
the square undeveloped picture popped out.
He took the picture from the camera and sat on the foot of the bed with
his back to me. Realizing that He was
going to take the pictures whether I wanted him to or not, I began to cry
softly. I wanted to burrow my face into
the mattress, but I could not get turned over that far.
“Please,” I begged him softly letting my
sobs be heard hoping to soften his heart.
“Please don’t take pictures of me like this.” I waited a minute for a response then continued. “You said it was just a game...I don’t want
this to be part of the game.”
“Did I ask you a question?” He finally
responded without turning around.
“No.” I answered meekly.
“Then shut the fuck up.” He barked at me.
“I don’t give a damn what you want or don’t want to be part of the game.” He turned and looked at me in a way that
actually scared me. “I say what’s in
the game and what’s not.” He grabbed my
ankle again and pulled me onto my back.
“You just do as your fucking told.”
He held the developed picture up where I could see it. I was amazed, the surprised look on my face
was almost comical. But what really
startled me was how clearly you could see the wetness shining on my cunt lips,
pubic hair, and even the tops of my inner thighs. It was obvious that I was incredibly turned on by what was being
done to me.
“Now,” He continued as He pinned the
picture up on the wall where I could see it but would not be able to reach
it. “I have a picture that proves what
a dirty little slut you are, so you might as well cooperate with the rest of
them.” He grinned at me. “You know I’ll take them anyway.” He was right, I reasoned, what use was there
in fighting it.
“Lift your legs and spread them just as
far as you can.” He ordered. Even
though I had decided that cooperation was the best policy it took all of my
will power to force my legs up and apart.
I watched as He moved the camera in close, about a foot from my cunt and
snapped another picture. Then He moved
back and took a picture looking up between my lifted and separated legs so my
tits and face could be seen framed by my cunt and my spread legs.
“Lick your lips and give the camera lens
the sluttiest look you can manage.” I licked my lips and tried to look slutty
for the camera. To my amazement I was
beginning to ooze cunt juice again. My
nipples were rock hard and I was really enjoying looking slutty for the
camera. I knew these pictures would
give Him a level of control over my life that no one else had ever had and, I
suddenly admitted to myself, I loved it.
Suddenly a feeling of freedom and liberation flowed over my body. I spread my legs even further, tried harder
to look like a whore and a slut for Him.
“Fifty dollars for a fuck?” I said playing
out the part of the whore. He laughed
at me. I felt crushed and humiliated.
“Fifty dollars?” He asked
sarcastically. “You’re a ten dollar
whore.” I felt like crying. I didn’t mind being a whore for Him, but I
wanted to be at least a fifty-dollar whore.
I thought of myself as a classy call girl type, well dressed, seeing an
exclusive clientele. He pushed my legs
even further apart, then spread my cunt lips apart with his fingers so he could
take a picture looking right down into my still wet pussy.
“You my dear are a ten dollar whore. A slut walking the streets willing to do
anything any man wants for ten dollars.”
He turned and walked out of the room leaving me leaking tears and
staring at the bright light in the ceiling.
I didn’t want to be a ten-dollar whore, but what choice did I have? As it stood He could actually sell me for
ten dollars and I couldn’t stop Him. A
moment later He came back into the room and pushed a folded up ten-dollar bill
into my wet cunt then took several pictures of it. There was no question what those pictures communicated. They went up on the wall with the rest of
the pictures and He left the room again.
Leaving me with the ten-dollar bill still in my cunt.
He came back moments later with a can of
shaving cream and a couple of towels.
After pulling the now wet ten-dollar bill from my pussy he squirted the
cream on my pubies and began to rub it in.
I had never had my pubic hair shaved before. I had always thought it was a really slutty thing to do. I mean what good decent girl would shave of
her pubic hair and expose her cunt. I
tried to picture what I was going to look like without my pubic hair. I pictured a bare ‘little girl’ looking slit
with my wet pouty cunt lips sticking out saying ‘hi’ to the world.
Once He had me ‘all lathered up’ He
produced that menacing looking bowie knife from underneath the bed. I started to pull away when it approached my
crotch, then decided I’d better lay still and let Him do what He wanted
to. The process of having my pubic hair
scraped off with that huge gleaming bowie knife ignited my passion once
again. The pulling on the skin, His
hands pulling my pussy this way and that to get at my pubic hair soon had my
cunt dripping more than ever. He
finished the shave and after wiping off the remnants of the shaving lotion with
a towel, ran his hands over my crotch to test its smoothness.
God, I never expected the wonderful
feeling of his warm hands on my now bare skin.
When he wasn’t touching me I could feel every little air current that
wafted by my cunt. My clit stuck out
above my wet cunt lips and begged for attention. After taking several minutes to feel the smoothness of my freshly
shaved skin He ran his hand down over my cunt, curling one of his fingers into
my hot oh so wet pussy. I moaned
loudly with the pleasure of his hand on my bare skin and his finger probing
into me.
“Oh god please fuck me.” I begged on the
verge of crying from frustration. He
moved his finger in and out of me a few more times then removed his hand from
my crotch.
“No,” he said, “you’re not ready
yet.” I began to cry, I cried like a
little baby and begged Him to fuck me.
He watched me cry and smiled that wicked smile that sends chills down my
spine even today then turned and left the room again. I crossed my legs and rubbed my thighs together trying to bring
myself to orgasm. He must have been
watching me, He came back into the room just before I started to cum.
“Stop that you dirty little whore.” He
bellowed so loud that it made me jump.
I had closed my eyes both because of the bright light and to help with
my fantasy while I rubbed my legs together.
My fantasy had been simple He was fucking me hard and fast instead of
leaving me chained and frustrated while he played with me and tortured me with
pleasure. He stormed across the room
and ordered me to spread my legs.
“If you close your legs you will really be
sorry.” He warned me I spread my legs as ordered and watched as He produced a
yard stick from behind His back and in one motion slammed it down across my
cunt. I remember I screamed. I also remember I came, hard, harder than I
ever had before in my life. As He
pulled the yardstick back and prepared to slam it down on my cunt again I felt
my clit and my cunt lips throbbing. The
orgasmic wave subsided and it took all of my will power to hold my legs apart
while I waited for the second blow from the yardstick. I wanted to close my legs. I wanted to protect my tender flesh from the
bite and sting of that cruel wood stick.
I don’t remember how many times he brought
that yardstick down on my clit and pussy.
I only remember that each time it hurt worse than anything I’d ever
felt. It hurt, but it also sent waves
of orgasmic pleasure through my body.
I’d heard about pain and pleasure mixing together but until that moment
I had never really believed that it was true.
Don’t get me wrong it hurt like a bitch, but that pain drove my orgasm
to levels of intensity I never new existed.
And to be truthful, the intensity of those orgasms scared me more than
the pain of the pussy spanking.
The intensity of the orgasms scared me
because I new from the very first blow of that yardstick on my freshly shaved
cunt that I was addicted to those intense orgasms and that I would do anything,
and I mean anything, to have them again.
I also knew beyond any doubt that if He could make me cum like that then
I would be his slave forever.
After the last blow he turned and walked out
of the room leaving me writhing naked on the bare mattress. My cunt hurt from the blows and I was
panting from multiple orgasms but I still had an over whelming need to be
fucked. Even the most intense cum does
not satisfy my need to have a cock slamming into my cunt. Eventually I fell into an uneasy sleep and
began to dream.
In my dream I was moaning loudly and
desperately for a fuck. He came into
the room and set up a table with a cash register on it. Through the open door I could see a line of men
stretching out to the horizon. He
started calling in a loud voice like a carnival barker.
“Step right up and ride the whore. Only ten dollars per ride. Step right up. Pay your Ten spot and ride the slut.” In my dream I as so desperate for a fuck that I could hardly wait
for the first man to climb onto me. The
dream dissolved into a surrealistic montage of men climbing onto me to ‘ride
the whore’, His voice urging them to pay their ten bucks for a slut ride, and
Him occasionally stopping the men to take a picture of my cunt. After labeling each picture with the number
of men who had fucked me and the amount of money collected, He would pin them
up on the wall then go back to the cash register.
With all these men climbing on and off of
me in the dream you’d think my need to be fucked would get satisfied, but it
only made it worse. The feeling of
frustration kept building. It seemed
that the more the men in the dream fucked me the more desperate I got for a
real fuck. Suddenly I snapped awake
hearing my own voice screaming at him to fuck me.
I laid on the bed, my hands and neck still
chained to the headboard, and stared at the bright light directly over me. My breathing was hard and raspy. I squeezed my thighs together realizing that
I needed to pee, desperately. I was
going to have to call to him and tell him that. I put it off as long as I could.
Having to tell him that I needed to pee was just too humiliating.
You need to understand I’ve always had
problems with going to the bathroom. If
I think anyone will be able to hear the pee hitting the water I always turn on
the faucet and the exhaust fan if there is one. At work I tell my co-workers that I’m going to get a coke then
stop by the bathroom on the way back.
Even at home when He was there, even if we’d just fucked, I’d close the
door and turn on the water and the fan before I would pee. I always thought men were lucky, they could
aim their pee at the porcelain above the water line so no one would hear them.
Finally I had to call to him. If I waited any longer I’d pee on the bed,
and I just knew that He’d make me lay in it all night. I yelled out ‘Hey, I’ve got to pee’. It seemed like an hour passed, I was
squeezing my legs together trying not to dribble on the bed. I was just about to yell again when He
walked into the room. I could tell
immediately that this was going to be embarrassing, he was carrying a large
metal pot and his camera.
He untied my hands then loosened the chain
attached to my collar. I was led to the
foot of the brass bed then told to squat with my back against the foot of the
bed. He made me reach over my shoulders
and hold on to the brass footboard.
Then he pushed my elbows and my knees as far apart as he could get
them. I could feel my face burning with
embarrassment already. He stood back
and snapped a couple of pictures of me kneeling with my legs spread. All I could think of was how humiliating
this was going to be. That, and how
much I wanted Him to fuck me.
He placed the metal pot under me, then produced
a small recorder from the pocket of His sweat pants and after starting it
running placed it right beside the metal pot.
Then he stood there looking at me.
Watching me and waiting. I could see His cock growing inside his
pants. I looked up at His face and saw
the superior looking smirk on His mouth.
Despite the desperateness of my need to pee, I couldn’t relax and let it
flow. Every time I started to relax I
would think about the sound it was going to make hitting that empty metal put
underneath me, and I’d clamp down again.
He reached down and began to stroke
himself through His sweat pants while He watched me struggling with my
humiliation and need to pee. Finally
the need to pee overcame my humiliation and embarrassment and I relaxed. The sound of my pee hitting the bottom of
the pot seemed to be louder than anything I’d ever heard. He immediately began to take pictures as
fast as the camera would operate. Close
ups of the pee squirting out of me and overall shots showing my red face looking
directly into the camera.
It seemed like the stream of pee splashing
into the metal pot would go on forever.
When it was finally over He dabbed me dry with a handkerchief, it felt
like a jolt of high voltage electricity surged through my body when he touched
me. Then picked up the pot and recorder
and walked out of the room. He had not
given me permission to move so I stayed, kneeling against the foot of the bed
holding onto the brass railing over my shoulders with my legs and knees as far
open as I could hold them.
When He came back into the room, He walked
over and stood in front of me I looked up into his intense eyes. I wanted to beg him to fuck me. I momentarily thought that he was going to pee
on me and the thought sent an unexpected thrill through me. He pulled His hard cock out of his pants and
pushed it up against my lips. I sucked
him eagerly into my mouth. I’d always
loved sucking on his cock, and I’d always loved the taste of his cum. The only problem was that I was aching to be
fucked. I felt it like a physical need,
like hunger, like thirst. I don’t know
how to get across to you how much of this was a real physical need, not just a
desire.
I admit, I whimpered like a dog when he
pulled his cock out of my mouth. God, I
thought, if your not going to fuck me at least let me suck on it. He pulled me to my feet and after turning me
around pushed me forward over the brass railing. My head, tits and stomach were lying on the bare mattress. I spread my legs in eager anticipation. At last, I thought He’s going to fuck
me. I felt the head of his cock rubbing
up and done my wet cunt lips. Don’t
tease me, I thought, I can’t stand it.
I felt like I’d die if he didn’t push His cock inside me.
“Does my little slut want to be fucked?”
He asked me teasingly.
“Oh god yes,” I answered, “please fuck
me.”
“What are you willing to do to get
fucked?” His tone became much more serious.
“Anything,” I whimpered, “god I’ll do
anything for you just fuck me.” I continued to beg.
“Tell me what,” He demanded continuing to
tease me with his cockhead, “and be specific.”
“Every thing I have,” a sobbed, “you can
have it all.”
“Will you give your body to me?” he asked.
“Forever?”
“Yes, it’s yours.” I answered without
hesitation.
“Will you give me your soul?” he asked
with total seriousness.
“Yes, it’s yours.” I felt a sudden release inside me. I realized that this was what I’d wanted for
years. Total submission to a man. “Yes, I’ll gladly trade my freedom and
dignity for a fuck.” I finished. It
must have pleased Him, He sank His large hard cock into me in one powerful
thrust. I felt like I was being taken
more thoroughly than I had ever been taken before and I started cuming before
he was done with His first stroke.
The rest of that fuck is pretty much a
blur in my memory. I was cuming the
whole time. I remember I screamed
repeatedly for him to fuck me harder and harder. I remember promising over and over to be His slut, His whore, His
slave. I fucked myself back onto his cock with more enthusiasm than I’d shown
for a fuck in many years. I screamed
every dirty, filthy, slutty, whorish thing I could think of while he pounded
into me like a jackhammer.
I don’t remember the fuck ending. I just remember that sometime later I was
lying in His arms on the bed. I was
still chained by the neck to the brass rail on the headboard, but I no longer
cared. He could keep me chained there
as long as He wanted. I snuggled into
His neck and kissed gently just below His ear. Then I whispered ‘thank you
Master’. I didn’t have to be instructed
to call Him ‘Master’. I new down to my
very core that He was my Master and that He always would be.