(This is a work of complete fiction. It is a total fantasy, and I strongly recommend you do not even attempt to do anything even close to actions taken herein. All of us have our demons, our skeletons. We all have baggage, this is mine. I want to have sex with kids. I don't do it however, and this is how I deal with it. If you feel the need to indulge in this lifestyle and engage in acts of incest and pedophilia realize that there are reasons why it is illegal. If caught, you will be imprisoned. You will be raped in prison, probably repeatedly. They hate pedophiles in prison. When you get out you will be scorned and labeled as scum of the earth. You will be forced to register as a sex offender and notify all your neighbors what you did. They will hate and despise you. You will wear a scarlet letter the rest of your life. Your friends and family will shun you. You will almost certainly die alone and unloved. I'm not saying its right; I'm not saying it's wrong. That's just the way it is. People don't like adults that fuck kids. With their permission or not, whether you are related or not. So if you haven't been warned before, you have now. Having sex with children is illegal. Don't do it)
Kristina, the Education
	Sleeping next to Tiffany, or at least trying to, proved difficult. Even after spraying a load in a hot tiny teen pussy like I had 20 minutes ago and Tiffany before that, you would think that at 2 am I would be able to fall right asleep. But no rest for the weary. Or the guilty and immoral apparently. Tiffany was still my wife, and I really do love her. It's not that the sex is bad, or that we have fallen out of love or any of the hundred normal excuses people give for divorcing or breaking up. I found myself wide awake realizing that I loved them both, and that I don't want to give either of them up. I know at some point I'm going to have to make a choice because this situation, as it is now, is just not sustainable. Ill slip up and Tiffany will catch me, or the secret will be too big and Krissy will tell one of her friends. 
        I mean, she is twelve, and twelve year old girls aren't the best ones to trust with secrets. Somehow, someway this situation will need to be addressed, and I have no idea what to do. I hope Krissy isn't laying downstairs awake thinking about this too because she isn't emotionally ready to deal with shit like this. Hell, I'm 30 and not ready to deal with this. Come to think of it there probably is never an age when you are accustomed to choosing between your wife and preteen cousin. I hope that Krissy isn't feeling bad because I'm up here sleeping with Tiffany instead of down on the couch lying next to her after taking her virginity.  
        But wow...I mean WOW.... was that an experience. My god the feeling was unbelievable....I finally drift off to sleep thinking of the feel of Krissy.
	Sunday morning comes and I've slept in far too long. Tiffany let me sleep in and when I wake up Krissy is gone, her parents came to pick her up and go somewhere for brunch or something. Unlike most girls her age she doesn't have a cell phone, mostly because her parents can barely afford their own phones but also because her mother says, ironically enough, she wants to keep her from talking to boys or taking pictures that could wind up on the internet. Without a phone I can't talk to her. I can't start going over to her house to see her, which would just be weird. 
        I mope around a lot Sunday, when asked I blame it on the football game and a headache. Here I was worried about how Krissy was going to be able the separation and here I am depressed because I can't see my girlfriend. My twelve year old girlfriend, that's also my cousin. I hope she isn't too sore. I hope she isn't in pain. I really shouldn't have shoved it in that deep all at once at the end; you can't fuck little girls like that. Holy shit.....am I really fucking my twelve year old cousin?  I am so going to hell...
	This was my afternoon. Guilt. Depression. Longing. Tiffany tried to cheer me up with a blowjob, but her act of kindness only reminded me of what an asshole I am and how I don't deserve it. I also know if I told her no she would be mad and think I find her unattractive. Which she absolutely is not, but she always has been self-conscious about her looks, I suppose most girls are. How do I tell her I don't want her to suck my dick because I feel guilty about fucking her cousin? 
	So...I let her blow me. Shot a load right in her mouth.
	God I am the worst ever. I'm the worst husband ever. And to make things worse I know damn well I'm not going to stop. I love my wife dearly and would do anything for her, I can't imagine living without her. She really means everything to me and there is nothing she could ask I wouldn't do.
	Except..... Stop fucking Krissy. It's crazy I feel this attached to her. That I love her and long for her this much. I'm not a teenager anymore; I shouldn't get `crushes' anymore.  But I do love her, as much as Tiffany in every way. I need her in my life just as much. But I have to figure out how this is going to work, if it can at all. I decide that if I can't make this work so that everyone whom I claim to love so much is safe and happy, not me but them, then I will have to make a hard choice. I also realize that even if I get this to work right now, even for the next 4 years, eventually this is going to have to be a hard decision. 
        Krissy isn't going to want to be second wife forever. She deserves better than to be some guy's backdoor mistress. In truth she deserves better than me, they both do. But cutting this off now while probably the safest option would also scar Krissy for awhile, maybe even for good. She would feel used and dumped. She would think I simply lied to her and cast her aside like she meant nothing. No...ending it with Krissy now would be almost cruel. 
	Ending it with Tiffany right now would be madness. Aside from the legal and financial devastation, Krissy is HER cousin, not mine. Asking to continue seeing her or having her stay over when I am no longer married to Tiffany would be as blatant as an admission of guilt. Aside from that, I don't want to lose Tiffany. She's been my wife of 5 years, and girlfriend for 3 years before that. I was a mess before her. Irresponsible. Messy. Lazy. Immature and selfish. She's made me the man I am today, without her I would be the same wretched, unshaven slacker living in a shithole efficiency apartment eating Fritos for dinner I was when she met me. She really does mean the world to me, and I just can't walk away from her. I just can't.
	I've just got to make this work, at least for now. I've got to find a way to maintain this dual life for all of our sakes and wait for an opportunity to end it. Who knows maybe Krissy will get a boyfriend and dump me..... Maybe I'll get transferred to the Texas branch like I was hoping for and that will save Krissy from feeling like I just used her. She will still feel bad from suddenly losing me, but at least she won't feel used and dumped. Maybe I'll get hit by a bus tomorrow and save everyone the heartache of being around my selfish ass. God I want to kick my own ass right now....
	A piece of the solution is solved for me when I get a facebook request via Smartphone later in the day. I ignore the danger and I message her quickly telling her I miss her and love her, and then remind her to delete every conversation we have. We chat as much as we can over FB for an hour or so before her parents kick her off in lieu of homework. Probably for the best because I doubt Tiffany would have believed I was still talking to my friend from work like I told her.  Sunday ends a lot better than it started and while I still don't have a solution, I feel a lot more confident that I will find one.
	Monday sucks. Not because of Tiffany or Krissy but just because Monday at my job sucks worse than most. It's the nature of the beast. Probably 50% of the work I do for the week is done on Monday, which isn't so bad when it's Friday and I'm doing 0% of the work for the week. The only incident is when Krissy logs on to facebook via her friends Smartphone (seriously who gives a 6th grader an Iphone?) and messages me. I subtly tell her that using her friends phone is just too risky and she needs to wait till she's home alone. I hope she doesn't take my scolding to hard. 
	That night she messages me via FB again, but this time she has a plan. She lives far enough from school that she has a bus to ride, but it's not so far that on nice day she can't walk, it's only about 15 blocks really. So her plan is to tell her parents she's going to walk to school and then I can pick her up half way there. I'll call of for the day and then write her an excuse for the next day at school! How is it I didn't think of this? While not thrilled about missing work or contributing to her skipping class, I simply cannot wait another couple weekends to see her. Besides I have 20 some sick days I never use and Krissy gets straight A's. I spend some time Monday night making her a gift I think she will like.
	Tuesday morning comes and I'm lying in bed awake before the alarm even goes off, I'm like a kid at Christmas who can't wait to get downstairs and see what kind of loot I got. Only I'm not a kid, I'm a 30 year old man. And instead of loot under a tree I can't wait to unwrap a beautiful preteen girl named Krissy. I'm pretty much semi-hard all morning just in anticipation, and Tiffany notices the extra bounce in my step.
	"Are you in a hurry to get to work, Hun? What's the rush?" she asks.
	"I've got a lot to do today, that's all. I just want to get in there and get it done" I say, innuendo intended. If she only knew what I wanted to get into, and what it was I wanted to get done she would probably stab me with the knife that's within her grasp. Thankfully and predictably she misses the insinuation and nods sleepily. I make sure to grab a few dish towels and a blanket on my way out the door. I hastily remove all the extra crap from the back and lay the seats down before I pull out of the garage.
	As soon as I'm in the car I call off work and drive off to meet her. We decided on a very busy gas station in a public place that's both on her way to school and kind of/sort of on my way to work. It's better than have someone notice a girl walk up to a parked car in a secluded spot and get in suspiciously. And if anyone does see us together I can just say I ran into her on her way to school and am giving her a lift the rest of the way.
	I wish I could take a picture of what she wore. How she was dressed. She looked absolutely adorable, almost picturesque. A room full of pedophiles couldn't have dressed her better.  She wore a sweet and colorful sundress and a white hoodie with lots of colorful bracelets and some silly costume jewelry necklace. Her hair was in pigtails. She had her backpack and a bright smile. She couldn't have looked more beautiful if God himself had dressed her. He very well might have. She gleefully jumped in the front seat of my car and preened for me, waiting for the inevitable shower of compliments. I was not going to disappoint.
	"Oh my god..Krissy you look Sooo cute and beautiful. That sundress is so pretty!"
	"Thanks!" she says blushing. She clamps her hands together and pinches them between her knees, turning her head to her shoulder and batting her eyelashes in a very over the top display of mock shyness. The whole mock embarrassment has me laughing out loud.
	"I love the pigtails by the way. What made you wear your hair like that? I've never seen you do that before" I ask as we pull out of the parking lot.
	"The girls in the videos you watch had their hair like this. I knew you would like it!"She says demurely, or at least as best as a twelve year old can be. I can tell by the look on her face she's very proud of herself for dressing up in a way that both surprises and pleases me. 
	"I don't just like it, I LOVE IT!" I exclaim in a silly voice. As I say it I reach over and tickle her in whatever area she leaves unprotected. She squeals and giggles' trying to avoid my playful tickles, but not too hard. When we reach a stop light I simply cannot wait to hold her and I lean over and embrace her, kissing her neck and putting light, rapid kisses on her cheeks and forehead.
	"Krissy you look so pretty today. Thanks you for dressing up for me. I missed you so much..." I nuzzle her neck and inhale her amazing preteen smell. I don't even care that other people around us might look in my car and see me groping a very obviously underage girl. My hand finds the top of her thigh slightly underneath the layer of her light cotton dress.
	"I missed you too" she says anxiously "I wore something else you might like...."
	"Oooh reeeaally?" I ask giving her the hairy eyeball "And what could you wearing that would make you look prettier than you do right now?"
	She almost too adorably leans further back into the seat and looks around the car quickly, she looks right at me and bites her lower lip and lifts her skirt up quickly, flashing me her tiny silk panties. The small silk `V' in the front is white silk, a picture of a kitten smoking a cigarette the size of a dime I son it. Attached by red strings riding up over her developing hips and disappearing behind her I realize this is most undoubtedly a thong. And in the blink of an eye she has lifted her skirt and flashed me this delicacy wrapped in silk. If I was excited before, I am rock hard now. My cock instantly grows to full size and is painfully fighting to get out of its khaki prison. I am sure my mouth is open and staring lewdly. The car behind me beeps telling me that the light is green. 
	"Oh. My. God. Kristina those are so hot. OohmyGaawd those are fuckin hot....Where did you get them?" I am openly trying to find a position in my pants that isn't uncomfortable for my engorged dick, but it is in vain.
	"Mom got them for her birthday from dad, but she hates them 'cause she says they feel like something's stuck in her butt." She says with a giggle." So I stole `em from her dresser last night. She won't even notice they're gone"
	"Well they are very hot, baby. I didn't realize you were so naughty to wear such sexy little panties"
	"They feel really gooood to. I love the smooth feel...." And with that comment I feel the first drop of precum seep out of my cock. I wasn't planning on fucking her within the first 15 minutes but if she keeps this up I'm going to have too. I can see her rubbing her legs together to move the silky material around in her crotch, almost masturbating.
	"Wow look at youuuuu..." I murmur aloud "Get laid for the first time and you are wiggling around trying to get off wearing tiny little silk panties! You certainly are a little cute little sex kitten!"
	"Oooh I've liked the feel of....you know, like... sexy stuff for awhile" she says plainly "I've been rubbing with a hairbrush for over a year. Becky at school says she uses her `lectric toothbrush and she showed Stacy so I believe her and I think Stacy does it with her toothbrush now too, and like, one time at Amanda's house a few years ago I caught her like, you know... rubbing herself through her PJ's when we watched the sex scene in "Halloween". Rumor at school is she even got on Stickam and like, fingered herself on cam for a bunch of guys. She says she didn't but I think she did." 
	My mind was swimming. Images of nubile preteens girls friggin, rubbing and fingering their little pussies had me so jacked up I could barely focus on driving. I kept turning and watching her mouth emit such lewd accusations, it was like hearing a small child curse. I knew we weren't going to make it to breakfast. I pulled off into a parking lot of a small plaza; hardly any of the stores were even open yet. I drove to a corner of the lot, threw the car in park and leaned over to kiss my sex kitten just as she finished telling me about how her friend Lindsey got caught playing "doctor" on the playground last year. 
         She was surprised at my sudden lurch at her, but didn't pull away. She seemed pleasantly surprised at the wanton lust I aimed in her direction. We kissed deeply as I roamed my hands over her soft smooth thighs and into her silk filled crotch. I could feel her moan and gasp into my mouth as I massaged her swollen mound through the thin layer of silk. Rubbing the silk panties against her bald preteen pussy was like rubbing silk on silk, it was frictionless. The image of such innocence, a little 6th grader in colorful sun dress and pigtails, thrashing her smooth cunt covered in a silk thong against my fingers is simply to contradictory. Little girls dressed like this just don't try to fuck themselves on a man's fingers. Certainly not when they're in the front seat of a car in broad daylight. But here she is, doing exactly that. I feel like I've won the lottery. Fuck that, this is better than the lottery. You can't buy the experiences I'm having right now. Her scent is filling the car. I swear her dripping pussy juice smells like candy. I can't fuck her in the car, mostly because she's probably too sore from getting fucked 2 days earlier, but also because I don't want to treat her like a cheap gutter whore. 
       Still, feeling the heat from her bald cunny and aroma of her juice drives me crazy, so I climb in the back seat of the SUV and she quickly follows. A quick scan around the car shows no other vehicles even close by, this parking lot will be dead for at least another 30 minutes.
	Then she shows me just how much she has learned, and just how horny she is herself. In one of the movies we watched together the first night a chubby girl named Maria gets tongue fucked from behind by her uncle. Maria is face down on the bed shoving her ass high in the air with her knees together and back arched, pulling her thong to the side and bucking her cunt onto her Uncle's molesting mouth. And this is what Krissy does for me now. With a mischievous look I her eye she spins around, shoves her ass in the air, hikes her sundress over her hips and pulls her thong out of the way and flashes me her glistening preteen pussy. I can barely keep from cumming on the spot, but somehow I manage to hold back and I let loose on her smooth, bald mound.  I don't want to belabor the point, but she is so delicious. Her skin is so soft and smooth that my tongue glides over her effortlessly. She moans and grunts as I stick my tongue out as far as it will go and fuck her little pussy with it like a small cock. I spread her lips apart lewdly and look at the dark red interior of her adolescent cunt and lash it with long hard strokes. I flick her swollen little clitty with tiny rapid hits with the tip of my tongue. I lick her sweet pussy every which way I know how. After ten minutes she is moaning and grunting in a way that 12 year old girls just shouldn't. It so hot that it makes me fuck her with my mouth even harder and faster. But the position I'm in isn't very comfortable, so I lay on my back and pull her over my mouth  and straddling my face. 
         She takes to this like a duck to water and starts to grind her delicious pussy onto my lips, using my mouth as a sybian. Cupping her ass I shove my face deep into her soft thighs and grind her against my tongue. When she cums I my mouth I can feel the precum oozing from my dick and soaking into my khakis. She moans and groans as she shudders, her sweet pussy juice draining right into my open and waiting mouth. 
	"GaaAAwd I sooo love that feeling! It is so, like warm and fuzzy and amazing!" Krissy giggled in post orgasmic bliss. The smile on her face as she looked down at me, hunched over with the back of her head pressed against the roof of the car and her soft thighs pressing against my ears  was just heaven. Words cannot describe how good it feels to awaken such a beautiful young girl's sexuality in such a fun and fulfilling way. And of course right then was when I heard the high pitched squeak of a pair of brakes.
	It wasn't close, at least 50 yards away, but it reminded me that fucking around with a 12 year old in broad daylight is just stupid. Most juries aren't going to accept "Her pussy is just so delicious I couldn't wait!" as an acceptable defense. So I beat down my dick wiped my chin off and climbed back to the front seat. 
         First stop was breakfast, a small Mom and Pop diner. We chatted about school and what classes she wanted to take next semester. She was actually easy to talk too, it was almost as if we were actually a couple. And it occurred to me that to her, we were. In Krissy's eyes this was a committed official relationship. A very strange one that had extra rules, but since she never had one before to her this was probably kind of...normal? We certainly didn't have trouble talking and enjoying each other without physical contact. She had some more fruity pancakes with whip topping and at one point failed to notice a fairly large glob of whip topping on the corner of her mouth. It was both adorable and erotic at the same time. The guilt of fucking such a young and innocent girl had passed and all that was left was my love for her, all of her, and to hell with everyone if they can't accept it. I told her she had some food on her cheek, and she wiped it off with an embarrassed look. Even after all we had been through, all she had given to me I found that her getting embarrassed about silly things like that so cute I wanted to scoop her up and kiss her forever. We shared a look, a look of real love. I knew this wasn't some lust and fetish charged feeling. No, I truly loved her. And I could see in her eyes she loved me too.
	We left to go shopping, off to the Galleria. Even though I hated going there, it was a Tuesday morning so traffic wasn't to awful, and it was far enough away that I wouldn't run into anyone. We walked and shopped, we held hands and flirted, but to anyone watching it would only have looked like a father and daughter shopping. 
        I showered her with compliments and affection. I bought her anything she wanted. She tried on lots of clothes her parents could never afford and probably wouldn't buy her even if they could. I bought her a bunch of really pretty little lacy bras, nothing really kinky from Victoria secrets or anything, but some nice soft and girly ones that I know will make her feel pretty when she wears them. Make-up, jeans, tops, bras, a scarf, some boots, chunky sandals and some low cut lacy panties that will make her bubble butt look amazing. When we were picking undies out I would stand far enough away to keep up the appearance of being a parent and even went so far as to put up a token fight about the undies for the cashiers sake. 
        But when no one was looking she would hold them up over her body so I could imagine her wearing them. She would hold up racy little things and give me sexually charged glances. During a time in a bigger store when we were out looking at shirts she rubbed her butt against my crotch on purpose. I thought my dick was going to burst through my pants like the scene from "Alien"; instead it just twitched on its own and strained against my zipper. A openly groped her chubby round ass and rubbed my engorged cock into her stomach. She just laughed and looked around salaciously, almost as if she were hoping someone would see us. We walked around on our date until early afternoon, and I've never seen her so happy. And I would be hard pressed to think of a time when I was happier. But she had to get back and I had to figure out a way of getting all her loot inside without someone noticing.
	Fortunately her parents were still at work, mom wouldn't be home for another two hours and dad would be gone until 8 o'clock. As we walked into her house and up the stairs with all her swag I tried to act nonchalant about how she shouldn't start wearing it all at once or her parents would notice, but in truth the tension was palpable. Once we hid most of it in drawers and closet we stood in her room and we knew we were alone. 
        In a bedroom. 
        For at least a 2 hours. 
        We paused for only a second when our eyes met and realized there was nothing left to do that day but fuck each other silly, and there was nothing more we had wanted to do since the day started. We kissed passionately and practically tore each other's clothes off. We fell into her bed naked as could be, kissing and groping like the hungry new lovers we were. Her hands immediately found my stiff dick and my fingers were drawn to her hot puffy pussy like a magnet. Her soft tiny fingers pulling and jerking on my dick felt like feathers. Her pussy was hot and wet. We pawed at each other. We groped and moaned openly without fear of anyone catching us. I picked her up and laid her soft slit astride my mouth in a lazy 69 and she wasted no time trying her hand at cocksucking. Her hot little mouth was so wet and warm, her technique was amateurish but the sensation was incredible none the less. Feeling her naked little body on top of me was exquisite. I felt no rush and ran my hands all over her soft smooth body as I licked her immature cunt. Letting my hands roam over her amazing little butt I pulled her cheeks apart and slid a tongue in between her amazing ass from below. I pulled her down and smashed her pouty pussy into my mouth and licked as deep into her as my tongue could go. Her hips matched my tongue thrusts as she ground her pussy into my mouth. She was dripping that sweet nectar onto my tongue. It was heaven. 
	Krissy then sat up, and with her knees spread to get on either side of my shoulders not only opened her little cunny hole wide but placed most of her weight right on my face. She gave a couple quick wiggles with her hips before telling me she wants me.
	"I want you to do it like the niece and uncle from the one video we watched, you know like when you're kinda like standing behind me? Is that ok?" 
	"Baby, you can have me do whatever you want me too. I'll give it to my beautiful girl however she wants it" I say with a smile and a kiss.
	She practically jumps off my face with glee and excitement and takes position near the edge of the bed. She grabs a pillow and hugs it and then lays her head down on the bed. Her ass is pointing straight up and her knees are far apart. Her ass is wiggling in anticipation, fidgeting in preparation for the fucking she so desperately wants. As I stand behind her I look down and see her spread open, face down, ass up and looking over her shoulder. She is breathing heavy and her little pussy is swollen and her precious nectar is visibly running out of her and down her tummy towards her belly button. If you haven't had a 12 year old bent over in front of you and bucking her dripping bald pussy at you, then my friend, you haven't lived.
	Sliding inside her was so hot, wet and tight it was like shoving my cock into a very, very tiny volcano. She gasped and groaned as I slowly pressed my dick into her. I wasn't going to be able to pound her like the guy in the video had pounded Maria, but I was certainly going to stretch her out and fill her up. She was breathing heavily as I slowly but forcefully stroked my dick further and deeper into her. It was a lot easier than before, but it was still incredibly tight. I can still vividly picture the sight of looking down and seeing her round little butt spread obscenely wide, my cock almost impossibly stretching her tiny pussy open. Her soft white skin felt so good in my hands, and her hips were the perfect size for my hands. Grabbing her hips and pulling her back as I pushed deeper was such an amazing sight. So entranced with the sight of my bulging member penetrating such a tiny hole that I hardly noticed that I was merely an inch away from being balls deep in this little girls pussy. I looked at her face and she was lost in pleasure at the discomfort she must have felt having her belly filled with cock for the first time. 
	"How are you feeling baby?" I asked "Let me know if it's too much ok?"
	She looked over her shoulder with a look of such lust she was unable to do more than make a weak motion with her hands and utter the barely audible word "....more..!" Not to disappoint I worked and shoved and fucked the rest of my cock into her tiny smooth opening. I couldn't believe I had all 8" buried in her and I just held it there for a good minute. I pulled her back and just gyrated and ground my dick around inside her, she moaned and gasped as I stretched her open. I could feel the tug on my balls as they started to clench up for an epic orgasm. Simply the sight of me buried balls deep in the preteen cunt bent over in front of me was lewd enough to get me off, but the sensation was so erotic and amazing that I couldn't have stopped the inevitable orgasm if you had held a gun to my head.  I started fucking her at a good pace, using firm strokes that drove the air from her on every penetration. Pulling 6 of my 8 inches out each time and steadily shoving them back into her tiny stomach was driving us both to the edge. I felt the familiar rush of blood and tingling sensation in my cock and I simply exploded into her. I shoved my cock all the way into her as I flooded her hot pussy with surge after surge of semen. 
         It felt like I expelled gallons into her, each surge causing my cock to twitch deep inside her and bringing tiny gasps and moans from her. Once again I felt the feeling that only now, right there, right then, buried balls deep inside the girl I loved so much, that only now was I truly alive. As we caught our breath she looked over her shoulder at me still breathless, but never more beautiful. 
	"I love you so much Kristina" I said still gasping for air. She started to roll over and my cock came out of her with a slurp and a pop. Now on her back and legs dangling over the side I could see her puffy mound covered in juices and semen, it was swollen and an angry red color from the experience. She held her arms up as a child does to her father when she wants picked up, and I quickly obliged. I held her close to my chest as she curled up on my lap. I held her naked body close to me and kissed her forehead and stroked her hair. I told her the truth, that she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, and that I will love her forever. We lightly kissed and fondled each other in post orgasmic bliss for twenty minutes. Finally as time got closer she stood up from the bed, the first time she had been upright and in a normal position for almost an hour, and made an odd face.
	"Are you ok?" I asked.
	"Yea..." she replied weakly and smiled "I just feel... tired and sore. But in a good way. Like..You know when you're tired and sore from being at the beach all day? Kinda like that. And it's weird cause I feel really, like...empty!" she says with an impish giggle.
	"You really are amazing you know that?" I say as I take her in my arms, our naked skin pressing against each other. She holds me tight and buried her head in my chest and just held onto me. "You know I have to leave soon."
	"I know...."
	I realize that every time I'm around her I am going to love her more, and every time I leave it will break my heart a little more too. This is not going to be easy.
