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 Devon Starts With an Older Dude 1 By Mack and "Devon" Saturday, July 11,
2009 Mack1137@gmail.com & DevonWantsToTell@gmail.com
   Gay Mb MM first Oral Anal
   This is based on the true experiences of "Devon," an awesome guy from a
small, conservative Midwestern town.  As he grew up, Devon's next door
neighbor was 8 years older and a big brother figure for him.  They had a
lot in common, but neither of them suspected they were also hiding the same
troubling secret from their town, friends, family, and even each other. 
But on a warm summer night when Devon was 12, their unusual closeness led
to the surprising discovery of their biggest secret.  This was an
eye-opener on several levels for young Devon, including discovering he had
a sudden craving for sex with an older guy.  He wanted someone with the
experience to teach him all he wanted to know.  Actually, he was suddenly
fantasizing about two older dudes, both hot as hell.  He knew he would open
himself up to whichever of these studs would agree to give him what he
needed.
   The story of Devon's first experiences is a mixture of the powerful
emotional entanglements, conflicting emotions and raw lust that younger has
for older and vice versa...and that is just the start of Devon's sexual
experiences with other guys.
   Six years later as he nears the end of his freshman year in college,
Devon finally opens up to another guy, a classmate, which leads to a
powerful and passionate threesome.  This turns out to be much more than
just the physical connection he desperately needed with another guy.  This
contact proves to be an introduction to an amazing network of close
friends. Real friends, sharing a level of intimacy Devon never expected
existed, and with cool guys who are also straight out of his hottest
fantasies.
   We will start with telling the story of young Devon and his lust for two
older guys.  It will be a journey through Devon's first sexual experiences.
After those first intense 13 year old wild sexual experiences, his
opportunities for hot guy sex in an ultra conservative small Midwestern
town were limited.  When we follow Devon to college life gets very
interesting as he spreads his sexual wings.  He has enjoyed some wild and
wonderful times with his new friends, including 12 days together just after
finals last spring and a long July 4th weekend.  Both occasions were orgies
of fun, caring, and sharing, including long hours of hard, steamy guy-guy
sex.  Things come (or if your prefer cum) full circle when 18-year old
Devon meets a magnificent 14 year old guy who craves the opportunity to
give himself to a red hot older dude.  Devon immediately recognizes,
understands, and identifies with the boy's desire, his need to learn what
real sex is about from someone who won't hold back.
   Oh, by the way, seriously, ...Devon is very real, and he is co-author of
what you are about to read.
   About My Co-Author
   In real life "Devon" is now a sophomore in college and 18 years old. 
When Devon was 13 he was a handsome, rugged looking, all American boy.  He
kept those good looks through puberty and would probably have been
described in the same way when he was 16.
   I am not sure what happened between 16 and 18...but it was a wonderful
thing!
   In a bathing suit Devon is breathtaking!  He still has his buzz-cut
blond hair, sparkling green eyes and a killer smile.  His body is tanned
and magnificent.  He loves all sorts of sports and his body shows it. 
Devon lives a physically active life, preferring to be doing something,
rather than watching something.  So his build is lean and muscled in a
natural way; his shoulders and upper body are developed to perfection.  His
biceps and pecs are further evidence of his athleticism.  He has very
suckable brown nipples.  His upper body and legs are virtually hairless. 
His calves have the development of a runner.
   In a wet bathing suit there was ample evidence of a substantial tube
with a hint of his corona showing through the fabric.  Devon tells me that
naked his flaccid penis is usually about 4 ˝ - 5" and dangles between two
large testicles.  When he becomes erect his member becomes thick and
lengthens to a magnificent 7 1/2".  When Devon is erect and turned on he
tends to leak precum like a faucet.  When he masturbates his erection
produces huge quantities of precum.  As he nears orgasm, the magnificent
testicles draw up tight against either side of his erection.  Much like his
precum, his ejaculation is both forceful and bountiful.  It is not uncommon
for Devon to hit the headboard with his first jet of semen.  It is normal
for his face, neck and chest to be covered with his hot semen.  As you can
imagine with orgasms that are that intense, it is not uncommon for him to
groan or breathe hard during ejaculation.  As a result, he frequently gets
a mouthful of his own seed.  Fortunately he loves the taste.
   Enjoy!
   As always, if you are not supposed to be reading this story...then
please don't.  And PLEASE always practice safe sex.
   This story is a total fantasy based on a true story...or is it
fiction....  Yeah.  Nothing like this could really happen.  A 12 year old
kid who wants two 20 year old guys...Of course not.  Could it?  If it
could, and if this was a true story, then of course we would have changed
the names and places to protect the privacy of those involved.
   Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to write Devon.  Your
encouragement, ideas, fantasies and personal experiences are very much
appreciated.  Your thoughts and ideas are always welcome at
mack1137@gmail.com and DevonWantsToTell@gmail.com.
   Please let Devon know what you like to read about and what turns you on.
If you are curious about his background and/or would like to share your
thoughts and ideas on erotic story telling in a more public forum, please
visit http://mack1137.sensualwriter.com .
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   Devon Starts With an Older Dude 1
   It was a steaming hot summer afternoon in a small Midwestern town.  The
surrounding terrain was flat and filled with soybeans and corn.  The town
was settled in the 1820s, the local college was established a few years
later, and many of the homes were from the late 1800s and early 1900s.  The
place was frequently described as picturesque.
   The only thing hotter than the weather in the summer was politics year
around.  With the exception of several true liberals on the small college's
faculty, it was the kind of town that tended to think of Rush Limbaugh as
leaning a little left in his politics.  It was not an easy place to
discover you are gay.
   On this hot summer afternoon 7 year old Devon was out in the front yard
playing catch by himself.  His dad was traveling the world as usual; his
mom was at her office on campus as usual; and his older brother had his own
interests, which didn't include Devon.  Devon had lots of friends his own
age.  But he just didn't want to play with them right now.  He couldn't
tell you why, but he just wanted to hang out with his 15 year old next door
neighbor.  When Devon looked over and saw Matt cutting the grass he grabbed
his ball and glove and went outside.
   Matt was a great looking 15 year old guy with short brown hair and green
eyes.  Matt stood about 5' 10" tall and had an athletic build.  Matt's lean
muscular build was the result of sports and a lot of time spent lifting
weights in their basement.
   As soon as the lawn mower quit, Devon walked over and watched as Matt
adjusted the height of the blade.  Devon asked lots of questions about what
Matt was doing as he continuously threw the baseball into the mitt.
   Matt said he needed to get some gas to finish the yard.  Devon asked if
there was anything he could do to help.  Matt turned away and grinned.  The
kid wasn't going to ask him to play catch, but that was sure what he
wanted. Matt looked over his shoulder and grinned at Devon and told him he
would play catch with him if Devon raked up the spots with lots of grass
clippings from where the grass had been real tall.
   Devon's grin could have lit up Chicago.  He ran to catch up with Matt.
When Devon caught up with Matt he tried to match the older boy stride for
stride.  In the garage, Matt handed Devon a leaf rake and Devon dashed out
into the yard.  Matt cut the back yard and when he walked out front he was
amazed at what a great job Devon did.  The little guy was actually sweaty.
   Matt stood there looking at Devon.  Even at 7 years old you had to
describe Devon as having an athletic build.  His blond hair was in a buzz
cut and his green eyes sparkled.  Matt watched as Devon walked over.  The
kid was cute as hell, Matt thought.  Devon handed Matt the rake and Matt
ruffled Devon's buzz cut as they walked toward the garage to get his
baseball mitt.  It was just one of many hours Matt would spend with Devon
on sports.
   Devon became the little brother that Matt had always wanted.  And Matt
became the big brother that Devon needed.  In time they would become a lot
more to each other.  Matt quickly took to calling Devon his little bro
because Devon followed him everywhere.  Devon craved being with Matt all
the time.
   Matt encouraged Devon to get involved in sports.  It was Matt who taught
Devon sports including soccer, baseball, basketball, football, and
wrestling.  He encouraged Devon to join teams and came to cheer for Devon. 
Devon always heard Matt cheering from the sidelines.  Matt was on the high
school's basketball and baseball teams.  Devon went to every game.  He
loved watching his "big brother."
   Matt was a popular guy, a leader at school, and a bright student.  He
had a big circle of friends.  When Matt's friends came over to his house
they liked to play basketball.  If Devon was around...and he usually was,
Matt insisted that they let Devon play too.  As the little guy, Devon
learned to be an aggressive player.  Sometimes he watched Matt workout in
his basement and Matt showed Devon how different exercises developed
different muscles.
   One of Matt's mentors was the basketball coach.  The coach insisted upon
strict adherence to a code of academic excellence and sportsmanship many
others thought of as "old fashioned" in a modern world where winning seemed
to be everything to most people.  Devon learned this code from Matt and
internalized it at a young age.
   When Devon had problems with his school work, he went to Matt.  Matt
always asked about Devon's grades and told Devon how important school was
for his future.  Devon was welcome at Matt's house any time; his parents
treated Devon almost as one of their own.  He was always coming through the
backdoor to find Matt for help with homework or to ask some question that
just couldn't wait.
   For three years the boys grew closer and closer.  Devon was a fixture at
Matt's house and was treated like their 4th child.  Devon loved being with
Matt.  He particularly loved it when he did something well and Matt gave
him a hug.  He loved the security and love he felt in the older boy's arms.
There was something more that Devon felt about the hugs but he could not
explain it.  He just knew he wanted and needed them.
   Devon thought he knew everything about Matt.  But there was a lot that
the little guy did not know.  A lot of what he did not know was the result
of their age difference.  Matt hoped some of the things Devon did not know
about him would stay that way.  He was afraid those things would complicate
their relationship.
   Matt was a good looking 15 year old kid with a strong sex drive.  He
quickly figured out that masturbation was the only way to keep his almost
6" member under control.  Matt masturbated 3 times a day.  When he woke up
in the morning he stroked off his first load.  As soon as he got home from
school he would find privacy so that he could have his second orgasm.  The
last orgasm of the day was usually right before he went to bed.  Sometimes
he needed a fourth orgasm if his sex drive was particularly strong.
   Like most guys, Matt loved to look at computer porn while he jacked off.
He discovered computer porn about the same time he began to jack off.  He
spent most of his time looking at the guys in the porn.  One afternoon when
Matt was 12 and home alone, he found a gay website.  It was filled with
pictures of naked guys.  The guys were young, but they were older than
Matt, and he thought they were hot!  As he looked through the pictures he
found one with a really young-looking blond kid being sucked by what looked
like his older brother.  Matt had been slowly stroking his throbbing 4"
erection.  He imagined himself sucking the beautiful blond boy and after
only a few moments Matt sprayed his stomach with a light load of his hot
boy semen.
   That night Matt dreamed about the hot blond boy.  He imagined that they
were in his bed naked.  In his dream the boys hugged each other and rubbed
their hot, hard erections together.  He dreamed that they began to dry hump
each other as their hands stroked each other.  Both boys rapidly approached
powerful orgasms and Matt could not wait to feel the boy's hot cum shoot
all over his body.  Matt woke up and gasped for breath as his hard cock had
slipped out of the fly of his boxers and was being thrust against his
mattress.  Seconds later as he visualized the other boy shooting hot cum
all over him, Matt's penis exploded a fountain of hot semen over his
sheets, boxers and bare chest.
   Matt continued to look at a mixture of straight and gay porn as his
masturbated.  As time passed he noticed that he paid a lot more attention
to the gay porn sites and the guys at school.  He knew his body was growing
and developing by the minute, and as he looked at the guys at school, Matt
wondered if they were experiencing the same changes, like how much pubic
hair they had.  He really paid attention in the showers at school.  One day
after basketball practice when Matt was 13, the JV team had finished their
practice at the same time as the eighth-graders.  Matt was in the showers
across from Jimmy Thomas.  Jimmy was 2 years older and 5'9" with shaggy
brown hair and a killer smile.  Jimmy was 4" soft and had nicely developed
balls.  He had almost no body hair except for a small brown pubic bush. 
Jimmy was one of the few kids at school that was not circumcised.  He had a
spectacular body.  Matt realized suddenly that his eyes were locked on
Jimmy's penis and Matt's own penis was becoming hard.
   Matt's eyes traveled up Jimmy's body and he saw that the boy stared back
at him as he soaped under his arms.  Matt quickly rinsed off and went to
get dressed.  That afternoon when Matt got home he ran to his room and
stripped naked as fast as he could and began to pound his boy boner as he
thought about Jimmy's naked body.  He imagined that he dropped to his knees
in front of Jimmy and began to suck on his soft cock.  Matt daydreamed that
his tongue slipped under Jimmy's foreskin and that the boy tasted awesome.
He sucked Jimmy while he stroked his hips and legs.  The other guys on the
team stood around and in his daydream they shouted encouragement and jacked
off while they watched Matt and Jimmy.  He felt their hot cum splatter his
back just before Jimmy climaxed in his mouth.  He swallowed all of Jimmy's
hot cum just as his own cum jetted from his penis in real life and squirted
all over Matt, his hand and his bed.  Matt lay there in the after glow of
orgasm and looked at the hot semen on his hand.  He held it to his nose and
then licked it from his hand.  He was a bit surprised by the salty taste,
but he like the taste of his own hot semen.
   Matt finally realized he was only really turned on sexually by seeing
other guys naked.  But even at 13, Matt knew in their conservative little
town it would have been a disaster to reveal he was gay.
   There were times where Matt thought about coming out, but when he
started spending so much time with Devon he knew he couldn't do it.  He
knew people would talk, and it would hurt them both.  So Matt became an
expert at hiding this part of his true self.  He dated so many hot girls he
actually developed a reputation as a stud, even though he didn't have sex
with any of them.    When Matt was 18 he graduated from high school.  Devon
was 10.  The next fall Matt was going away to college and Devon was very
unhappy about Matt's plans to leave.  Matt worried about his little bro. 
He spent a lot of time with Devon that summer and helped Devon accept that
it was necessary for Matt to go to college.  He assured Devon that they
would always be friends.  Matt explained that they would stay in touch by
phone and email as often as Devon wanted.  Matt said he would see Devon
when he was home for breaks and holidays. 
   Matt knew that he had to get out of their little town so he could spread
his wings sexually.  As much as he hated to leave Devon, he needed the
companionship and love of other guys.  Matt was still a virgin and he
desperately wanted to correct that situation.
   Matt told Devon how excited he was to go off to college because it would
be a different kind of life, like a real adventure.  Matt promised to tell
Devon all about it so Devon would know what to expect when he went to
college. 
   Matt could see that the little guy was still pretty upset about his
leaving.  It worried Matt too.  During the past three years the two of them
had been inseparable.  What if Devon needed him?  What if there were things
he needed to talk about that you couldn't do on the phone?  That started
Matt thinking.
   Matt sensed that Devon was pretty much on his own at 10 years old.  His
parents were committed to demanding careers.  His mother was a college
professor who encouraged her three children to grow up quickly and be
independent.  His father traveled almost all the time.  Neither Devon's
older sister nor brother seemed to have any time for him.  Matt was Devon's
rock.  The one person he depended upon.
   Matt knew there was one thing that was going to be an issue as Devon
turned 11.  That was the need to learn about sex and sexual development.
   This was going to be weird for Matt on many levels.  It was hard to
think about this cute 10 year old kid as a sexual being.  Then there was
the whole thing about explaining heterosexual sex to Devon.  And Matt knew
he also had to explain masturbation to Devon.  Somehow that seemed like it
was going to be the most intimate discussion of all.  And Matt knew that
Devon would have questions.  Devon always had lots of questions.
   Although it was going to be awkward Matt knew he could do this, and he
knew that he was going to be the only source of good information for Devon.
Still...it all made him so nervous.
   One day in the middle of the summer Matt told Devon who was still 10
that they needed to talk about something.  Matt said there was something
Devon would need to know about someday.  Matt explained that maybe it was a
little too early for Devon to learn about it, but he explained that he
decided they should talk about it before Matt left for college.  Matt told
Devon that they needed to talk about sex. 
   Devon laughed, mostly because Matt's face was so red.  Devon had never
seen Matt act embarrassed or unsure of himself before that moment.  But
that also made Devon kind of nervous, especially when Matt swore Devon to
secrecy about the conversation they were starting.    Matt gave Devon a
good clinical description of sex between a male and a female.  Matt used
all the proper names for the penis, vagina and intercourse.  Matt explained
the mechanics of intercourse and explained the seed and the egg.  He
described orgasm and the good feeling that happens with it.
   Matt then told Devon what to expect to hear other guys talking about
including feeling girls up, jerking off, blow jobs, popping girls' cherry
and birth control.  Matt also did a good job of scaring Devon about getting
a girl pregnant or catching some nasty or even deadly disease.  It was
pretty overwhelming for this amazingly beautiful 10 year old boy.    Then
the questions started.  Devon asked when boys and girls start having sex. 
Matt said Devon was way too young yet.  He explained that as Devon got
older Devon would get more and more interested in girls, and Devon would
think about them and sex all the time.  He told Devon guys masturbate when
they think about girls and sex, and masturbation helps guys stay in control
of the sex urges they feel.
   Matt then explained the mechanics of masturbation to Devon.   He told
Devon that guys his age start to get boners a lot.  Matt felt a strange
excitement, followed by guilt when Devon confirmed that his little penis
did indeed get hard several times a day but Devon didn't know why.  Matt
explained that guys could make themselves have the good feeling that
happens during intercourse.  He described how guys stroke their penis while
thinking about something sexy and after a while a powerful good feeling
happens.  Matt explained that when puberty happened, boys start to make
sperm.  For Devon, it was the most amazing part of the conversation.   
When Devon asked Matt if he had sex with girls, Matt laughed and said he
knew Devon would ask him that.  Matt couldn't lie to Devon; he said no, he
hadn't yet.  Matt reminded Devon their conversation was totally secret, so
Devon could never tell anyone in their town what Matt just said. 
   Devon asked if Matt masturbated.  Matt told Devon that he did jack off
and he was sure all guys do.  He said most guys start jacking off when they
start to go through puberty.  Devon tried to imagine Matt naked and
masturbating, but he couldn't.
   Devon asked if guys could masturbate before puberty.  Matt said they
could masturbate and get the powerful feeling but no sperm.
   As he went home, Devon's head swam with all the information Matt had
given him, and his penis was hard.  As soon as Devon reached his room and
closed the door, he popped the button on his shorts and his shorts and
boxers quickly hit the floor.  He played with his boner for a little while
and was disappointed that nothing happened.
   The next afternoon Devon told his 18-year old big brother that he tried
to jack off but nothing happened.  Matt suddenly wanted to strip Devon
naked and teach him how to masturbate, but he felt guilty and fought the
urge to do so.  It scared him to have such an urge for his 10-year old
little bro.  He sat down quickly to hide the growing erection in his
shorts. Matt described in more detail how Devon should hold his penis and
make a circle with hit thumb and forefinger and begin to slowly stroke up
and down lightly rubbing the rim around the head of his penis.
   Devon quickly said he had to go home, and Matt knew he was going to try
it again.  Matt struggled to dismiss the mental image of cute Devon naked
and playing with his little penis.
   This time Devon stroked his young member until he felt the tension
beginning to build in his loins.  That feeling scared him and he would stop
for a few moments when it started to happen.  Disappointed, he went back
over to talk to Matt.  Matt could tell from the look on Devon's face they
needed to have a private talk.  He put his arm around the young boy and
took him upstairs to his bedroom.
   Devon described what had happened.  Matt got rock hard at the
description of the stroking and the strong feeling.  Matt listened
patiently and then told Devon he just needed to keep going when he had that
strong feeling and it would feel even stronger just before he had an
orgasm. Devon nodded and stood up.  Matt could see the bulge in the boy's
shorts and that made Matt even harder.  He reached out and pulled Devon's
shirt out of his shorts so it would hang down and hide his situation.  Matt
suggested a straight porn site for Devon to look at and made sure he knew
how to delete the websites he visited from his computer's history.  As Matt
walked Devon to the door he tried to hide the bulge in his own shorts, but
Devon saw the bulge and the wet spot at the top end of it.  He wondered if
Matt had an orgasm to make his pants wet.
   Matt didn't explain precum to Devon, but his pants were soaked with it.
Talking to Devon about jacking off almost made him lose a load in his
pants. He could not get back to his room and lock the door fast enough. 
Matt lay naked on his bed stroking himself as he thought of the young boy
next door probably doing the same thing.  Now he couldn't stop the images
of the lean athletic body covered by skin that was smooth and tan.  Moments
later his penis erupted.  Hot semen flew all over Matt.  His face and chin
were covered with his hot seed.  Then he felt overwhelming guilt and
embarrassment for having thought of Devon that way.  He swore to himself he
would never think of Devon that way again.
   Devon went home and no one was there.  He opened the website with the
naked pictures and unzipped his pants.  He stroked his penis as he looked
at the pictures.  He was fascinated by the huge cocks that the guys in the
pictures had.  He barely noticed the naked girls.  He wondered if that's
what Matt's cock looked like when he was hard and horny.
   As he stroked it he felt the tension in his loins begin to build.  Devon
kept going just like Matt told him.  The pleasure that he felt was almost
unimaginable as his young body raced toward its first orgasm.  At one point
Devon was sure that his young body was going to explode.  He was afraid and
wanted to stop but he knew what Matt told him about the good feeling. 
Moments later his young body convulsed with his first dry orgasm.  Wave
after wave of the powerful feelings rocked his young body until he was
spent.  Devon discovered what Matt was talking about.  Jerking off became
his new favorite sport, his best subject, and favorite hobby.    Devon
could not get enough of the wonderful sensations that he penis gave him. 
He didn't talk to Matt about jacking off again because it seemed to make
Matt uncomfortable.  But Devon loved giving himself the intense pleasure.
   During the Christmas holiday break, about 6 months after Devon turned
11, he noticed a few blond hairs begin to sprout at the base of his penis
and he was sure his testicles were hanging a little lower.  Then one winter
night as he stroked his hard young dick, it felt different.  It was more
intense.  Then it hit him.  The orgasm was more powerful than normal and he
felt his first seed rising from deep inside his body.  His small testicles
drew up beside his erection and the first jet of clear boy semen erupted on
his smooth stomach.  He could not leave his penis alone after that.  It was
the most amazing feeling ever.
   Everything that Matt told him was true except for one thing.  Matt told
Devon that as puberty started he wouldn't be able to think about anything
but girls.  But he never thought much about having sex with girls. 
   Devon was a good looking kid and with all of his athletics as a preteen,
he was developing a nice body and the girls all noticed.  While the girls
seemed very interested in him, Devon's sexual thoughts were all about
boys.  Devon was curious about the guys he knew.  He wondered if they jerk
off.  Devon wondered what their dicks looked like.  But Devon didn't make
the connection that this curiosity about guys was sexual, or that it was in
place of the feelings Matt said Devon would have about girls.  As a result
he didn't think about it or worry about it much.    During their
discussions, Matt had mentioned homosexuality, but just briefly.  The way
Matt explained it made it sound like it wasn't something that would ever
apply to Devon.  As Devon turned 12 and became more and more interested in
sex.  He found that he had a powerful need for sex even as a young boy. 
But he never became interested in girls.
   Devon started to think more about what Matt taught him about
homosexuality.  Devon started searching the Internet for more information. 
Devon started understanding what that words and "gay" and "faggot" were
about.  It began to dawn on him that he was learning about himself.  He
realized just how much guys excited him sexually and that only guys turned
him on.  Although it was really gradual, it seemed that all the pieces of
his sexual puzzle just fell into place one day.
   At 12 years old Devon came to the realization that he would never be
interested in girls.  That seemed weird and disappointing because Matt, his
parents, and everyone else expected Devon to be girl crazy.  Here was this
sexy 12 year old guy who already had a sturdy athletic build and awesome
smile, who had absolutely no interest in girls.  Devon was the embodiment
of the all American boy.  He was popular and had lots of friends.  There
was only one unexpected thing...Devon was 12 years old and Devon was sure
he was gay.    Devon spent hours and hours and hours reading gay sex
stories and finding pictures.  He even found online videos of hot sex
between guys.  Jerking off in front of his computer was an almost nightly
ritual.  Sometimes Devon went to gay chat rooms and mostly just watched the
conversations; Devon didn't know what he wanted to say or ask.  Devon had
to lie about his age a lot online to get into sites to satisfy his
curiosity.  He was always careful to delete his browser's history file, and
he knew how to set password protections on the folders where he downloaded
pictures of hot guys and sex.    Of course Devon also learned to hide this
truth about himself from everyone including his family, friends at school,
and even Matt.  Devon was sure no one would understand, and some would
probably reject him.  Even though his parents were flaming liberals in a
town filled with conservatives, Devon didn't trust how far his family's
liberal views really went within their family.  He remembered Matt expected
him to like girls, and he didn't want to disappoint his big bro.    One
summer evening 12 year old Devon came home from soccer practice as it was
getting dark and noticed a light in the basement window at Matt's house. 
It was the room where Matt kept his workout equipment.  Devon knew Matt was
spending the summer on campus and his parents were gone for a long
weekend.  Devon looked through the window of the neighbor's garage and was
surprised but excited to see Matt's car.  It was unusual for him to park in
the garage.  And it was strange that Matt had not emailed Devon about
coming home for the weekend; but Devon was glad he was here. 
   Since Matt was like family, Devon didn't hesitate to go look through the
small basement window.  Matt kept the window in his workout room covered
with a curtain that was translucent enough to let light in, and at night
you could almost see through it into the lit room.  Although Devon could
not see very well through the fabric, he was surprised to see two figures
moving around in the room.  One was definitely Matt's shape, and moved like
Matt.  The other was another guy but Devon knew it wasn't Matt's father or
older brother.    Devon went home and up to his room, wondering why Matt
was home when his parents were gone, why his car was in the garage, who was
the guy with him, and why Matt hadn't told Devon he would be home.  Devon
showered and then ate dinner with his mother, brother, and sister.  Devon
didn't mention Matt to them, and apparently they hadn't noticed he was
home.   After his mother went to bed Devon quietly went out the back door
and over to visit Matt.  Devon had decided there was some simple reason for
his big bro's surprise visit and he would explain it to Devon, and then
they would sit and talk about his latest experiences at college and he
would ask Devon about sports and they would talk about Devon starting
eighth grade in the fall.  Devon assumed whoever was visiting Matt earlier
was gone, but Devon knew he always stayed up late watching TV or listening
to music and reading.    Matt's house was dark, so Devon wondered if maybe
he had left already.  Devon went to the far side of the house.  He saw
light shining around the edges of the curtains in Matt's upstairs windows. 
Devon went to their back door and used the hidden key to let himself like
he had done a thousand times before.  Devon decided since Matt surprised
him by coming home, it would be funny to surprise Matt by just barging into
his room.  Maybe Devon could scare him and then they would both have a good
laugh.    Very quietly, Devon moved through the dark house he knew so
well.  He stepped over the first step on the stairs because it creaks.  As
Devon crept up the rest of the stairs it sounded like Matt might be
watching a movie in his room.  His door was closed.  Devon paused for a
moment.  He was surprised and amused that it sounded like Matt was watching
some kind of sex movie like the videos Devon found online.  Devon planned
to open the door and yell, but as Devon quietly opened the door his jaw
dropped and Devon was frozen.  He couldn't make a sound.  Matt was on his
bed, naked, making out, with another naked guy!    Devon froze.  His mind
didn't work.  His voice didn't work.  His feet didn't work.  Devon stood
there watching Matt kissing and licking his way across this other guy's
muscular chest and over his abs to his navel, while stroking his huge rock
hard cock.  Matt's cock was just as hard and swaying with his movements. 
   The dark haired guy beneath Matt was moaning and writhing on the bed and
his head finally turned in Devon's direction and their eyes met.  He
immediately sat up and said something.  Devon didn't even notice what he
said, but it got Matt's attention and he looked up too.  They both looked
like Devon felt at that moment, ...scared.    When Devon heard Matt yell
his name his feet finally moved and Devon ran from the room.  But he was
confused and went the wrong direction and ended up in Matt's parents'
bedroom.  Devon turned and started back just as Matt arrived at the
doorway, wrapped in a sheet.  Devon was trapped.  Matt came in and closed
the door.    Devon heard words but they were a blur.  He finally heard Matt
say "Devon I'm sorry." 
   Devon didn't know why Matt was sorry but it was the only thing coming
out of his mouth.  Matt finally got Devon to sit on his parents' bed.  He
said they needed to talk, and started to sit on the other side but he saw
Devon start to get up to move away, so he changed his direction and sat on
a chair; Devon stayed on the edge of the bed.  To Devon it seemed like the
world just tilted and was completely out of control.    Matt started
talking and Devon slowly started hearing what he was saying.  Something
about he planned to tell Devon someday...but needed to wait until Devon was
old enough to understand.  Matt said that he hoped Devon won't hate him. 
Matt was talking about wanting them to still be friends...just like
before.  Matt looked down and said that nobody knew about him.  Matt looked
up at Devon and said that he hoped Devon will keep his secret. 
   Later Devon's most vivid memory of those moments was that he could
remember all of the details about the blue comforter on the parent's bed.
He just stared at the bed and tried to absorb what was being said and what
he had just seen.  .    It was as if his brain had been in neutral while he
tried to process what had happened.  Then Devon's brain started organizing
thoughts again.  He started hearing his own conversation that only took
place in his head.  That conversation seemed to drown out whatever Matt was
saying.  Devon's rush of thoughts included: "Matt was naked and doing sex
stuff with another guy like I see on the net.  That makes Matt gay.  But
Matt's not gay; he can't be.  God Matt is hot and sexy and his hard cock
was huge!  The other guy was hot too.  But Matt can't be gay.  Should I
tell Matt that I'm gay?  Am I really gay?  I want to have sex with Matt.  I
want him to do those things to me.  I'm gay.  I'm gay.  I'm gay!  What do I
do now?" The voice in Devon's head was still for a moment.    Devon finally
looked up at Matt.  Matt said he could tell Devon was upset.  He could tell
that Devon was not hearing what he was trying to tell him. 
   Devon said "I'm sorry."  He waited.  Devon looked at Matt and said "I
don't know what to say.  I don't understand.  Help me Matt."   Matt started
again.  He said, "Devon I'm gay.  I was going to tell you when you're
older.  I'm sorry you found out this way.  I can tell you're shocked. 
Please try to relax and let's talk about it.  Your friendship and respect
mean the world to me and I don't want you to hate me because of this." 
   Matt looked very worried and almost like he might have tears in his
eyes.  Devon had never seen Matt like that before and it scared him.  But
it helped Devon start focusing better.    Devon said, "Matt, I will never
hate you.  I'm surprised about this but I don't hate you.  I love you
Matt...you're my big bro.  I'm really sorry I snuck in to surprise you.  I
thought you were alone.  Don't be mad at me, okay?"   Matt's voice cracked
as he said, "When have I ever been mad at you?  You're the coolest brother
a guy could have and I love you too Devon.  Will you promise to stay right
here while I go put on some clothes?  I want us to talk about this.  Please
don't leave.  Ok?"   "Ok, I'll stay right here."  Devon watched Matt stand
up clothed only in a white bed sheet.  He could not help but think about
that beautiful hard cock of Matt's he had seen a few moments earlier.  He
marveled at the beauty of his "big bro" but he felt guilty for thinking of
Matt that way.  Matt left and closed the door behind him.  He wasn't gone
very long.    He came back wearing a t-shirt and khaki pants, barefoot. 
From the outline of the cock in the front of the khakis, Devon knew Matt
didn't take time to put on underwear.  Devon noticed the lump in Matt's
pants swayed with each step.  Devon wondered why he noticed that.  Devon
had never thought of Matt sexually.  Devon jerked off with fantasies about
porn on the net and sometimes thinking about a few guys Devon knew at
school, but never Matt.    Matt sat on the bed this time and Devon didn't
move.  He told Devon he knew he was more interested in guys than girls when
he was in middle school and high school.  He said he tried to be straight
but he couldn't.  Then during his second year in college he had his first
sexual experience with another guy.  Matt knew for sure that he loved guys
and it was right for him.  He said, "I know you can't understand that
Devon.  But that's the way I am."   Devon was staring at the blue comforter
again.  Devon said "I understand Matt."   Matt asked, "Are you sure you're
ok?  You know...you and me?"   Devon said, "Yeah, we're good...It's ok."  
Matt asked if Devon could look at him.  Devon looked up at his face.  Matt
still looked worried but he tried to smile.  Seeing Matt's handsome face
always made Devon want to smile.  Devon felt the smile as it began to creep
across his face and then his smile became relaxed and natural.  Matt's
smile grew too.    They looked at each other for another moment and then
Devon crawled across the bed and hugged Matt tight, like he did each time
before Matt left to go back to campus.  Matt wrapped his strong arms around
Devon and held Devon tight too.    Devon sat back and they ended up holding
their four hands together, like a two person huddle.  Devon looked Matt in
the eyes and said, "So you're gay?  Really?"   Matt said, "Yeah, really. 
But don't worry Devon, I don't think of you that way.  I'll never hurt
you."   Without hesitating Devon continued to look Matt in the eyes and
said, "I'm gay too."   Matt was stunned at first and then he smiled and
said "No you're not.  This is one thing that makes us different.  You can't
say you're gay just to be like me.  And being gay isn't like a disease you
can catch by being around me either."   Devon shook his head no.  "I'm
serious and I knew it about myself before I found out about you."
   Matt still didn't believe Devon.  He said, "What do you know about being
gay?  What makes you think you're gay?  How long have you thought this?"  
Devon told him about being curious about guys at school and not thinking
that way about girls.  Devon told him about spending lots of time looking
at gay porn online and jerking off while thinking about gay stuff. 
   Matt looked like he was trying to decide if he believed Devon.  Devon
said "Come on, I'll prove it.  I'll show you the porn sites I go to all the
time."   Devon got up and headed to Matt's room; Matt followed.  As Devon
opened the door the guy Devon saw earlier stood up and Devon stopped. 
   Devon had forgotten about him.  Matt stopped in the doorway right behind
Devon.  The guy was wearing clothes now.  He was tall.  He still looked
scared. 
   Matt put his hands on Devon's shoulders from behind and said "Devon this
is Thomas.  Thomas is a great guy and I want you guys to be friends. 
Thomas this is Devon."   Thomas tried to smile but still looked uncertain. 
He said "Hey Devon.  Matt talks about you all the time... Calls you his
little brother.  Glad to meet you.  Just really sorry it happened like
this.  But I want us to be friends, if you want."   Devon found himself
thinking "Maybe I like this really good looking tall guy.  He seems nice
...and tall.  All Matt's friends are cool.  I wonder how tall he is." 
   Devon cleared his head and asked Thomas, "What's your favorite baseball
team?" 
   Thomas looked surprised.  Devon heard Matt chuckle behind him.  Thomas
looked up at Matt and then half smiled and looked back at Devon and said
"the Cubs." 
   Devon said "Ok, we can be friends."  Thomas and Matt both laughed and
Matt squeezed Devon's shoulders and then hugged Devon from behind.  Devon
knew they were going to be ok.    Devon pulled away from Matt and went to
the computer on his desk.  Matt had taught Devon a lot about computers
right here so Devon knew his way around his set up.
   As Devon was opening a browser Matt said "We don't need to do this right
now Devon.  We could talk about this later."   Devon felt determined to let
Matt know he was gay.  Devon had to do this now.  Devon typed in
http://www.nifty.org/ and hit enter.  As the page popped open Devon heard
Thomas mutter, "What?"  Devon opened another window and went right to the
xtube site where Devon watched vids of hot guys jerking off and having
sex.  Devon also showed them a blog he visited a lot.    Devon stood up and
looked at Matt and said, "I'm gay too, Matt."  Devon heard Thomas mutter,
"Fuck."   Matt hugged Devon and said "I don't know what to say Devon.  This
is a total surprise."   Devon said "Yeah for me too."   Matt said, "Yeah
good point little bro.  Can you stay and talk for a while?"
   Devon nodded yes and Matt went downstairs to get some Pepsis. 
   Thomas tried to talk about sports and whatever he could remember that
Matt had told him about Devon.  He was nervous.  Devon stared at the
unopened condoms and bottle of lube next to the bed and suddenly realized
he had interrupted some serious sex plans between the two older guys. 
Thomas sounded more nervous as he watched the younger boy's eyes keep
straying to the lube and condoms. 
   They heard Matt run back up the stairs, and Devon thought he was
probably afraid to leave Devon alone with Thomas very long, in case Thomas
might say something wrong.  Thomas looked relieved when Matt got back in
the room.    Devon sat in the desk chair.  Thomas sat on the bed like he
was trying to block Devon's view of the condoms and lube.  Matt sat on the
floor between them with his back against the closet door.  They talked a
long time.  Thomas was mostly quiet like he respected that this was mostly
a conversation Devon needed to have with Matt.  When Devon realized Thomas
was being respectful like that, Devon liked him for it.    First, Matt
tried to tell Devon it's normal for guys his age to go through a stage when
they are sexually curious about guys and sex with guys too, but then they
get over it and focus on girls. 
   Devon had read about that, but knew it didn't apply to him. 
   Matt eventually asked Devon what he thought about when he jerks off. 
   Devon didn't hesitate.  Devon gave Matt very graphic descriptions of his
fantasies.  He even told him about some of the guys on his teams at school
that Devon thought were hot and what he wanted to do with them. 
   Thomas muttered "Oh fuck!"  Thomas was holding a pillow in his lap. 
Devon wondered if his graphic descriptions gave Thomas a huge boner, and
realizing that possibility made Devon's dick stir a little.
   Devon thought he proved his point, that this wasn't something he just
said out of the blue because he found out his big bro was gay and Devon
wanted to be like him.    Matt finally asked Devon if he had ever done any
type of sexual messing around with another guy. 
   Devon said "No."  But as Devon answered the question he immediately
wondered to himself "Does that meant Matt thinks I'm old enough to have
maybe done something with another guy?"
   This brought up the possibility Devon had never seriously considered yet
for himself.  Devon COULD have sex!
   Thomas was leaning back on his elbows, but with the pillow still across
his lap; Devon could see the condoms and lube again.  The realization that
Matt and Thomas have been having real sex like the guys in the stories and
the videos struck Devon again.  It was like the lights suddenly went on. 
Sex is something that people really do.  People Devon knows.  It's not just
fantasy.  It's not just theory.  It's real.  Real people do it.  Matt does
it.  He does it with this sexy tall guy sitting on his bed.  Devon was
thinking these things and almost missed the point Matt was making about
having sex is scary and Devon shouldn't do it for a long time yet, and
maybe Devon would be interested in girls by the time Devon got around to
it.  Devon laughed.  Matt looked at Devon.  Devon asked, "Did it work that
way for you?"  Thomas laughed out loud.  Devon liked Thomas.    Devon could
see Matt was worried and confused...More than Devon was.  Devon was
surprised, but finding himself more and more happy with the knowledge that
his big bro was gay too.  But they were deadlocked about Devon's assertion
about his sexuality.    Matt suggested it was time for Devon to head home
but said he wanted Devon to come back in the morning.  Devon could tell
Matt was afraid Devon might feel different about things or about him the
next day. 
   Devon said bye to Thomas. 
   Thomas gave Devon a big smile, waved his big hand and said "Night
buddy." 
   Matt walked Devon down to the back door.  Standing in the dark on his
back porch he hugged Devon tight like he had done before, but this time
Devon noticed the heat of Matt's body and thought about how solid and
strong Matt is and how much he loved Matt.  This time Devon felt it in his
cock.
   As Matt walked back through the dark house, all sorts of conflicting
thoughts raced through his mind.  Here was this gorgeous and beautifully
developed 12 year old kid that was a wet dream looking for a place to
happen.  When he hugged Devon and told him good night he felt the boy's
sturdy sexy body and could not help feel Devon's member stiffen to rock
hard against his thigh.
   Matt was rock hard.  He paused on almost every stair to battle with the
thoughts overwhelming his head.  As much as he didn't want to think of any
12 year old boy as a sex object...he really didn't want to think about THIS
boy sexually.  It suddenly dawned on Matt that his beautiful 12 year old
little brother wanted him to take his virginity.  There was no talk about
anything like that, but Matt sensed it on the horizon.  Matt's brain could
not help mentally undressing Devon and before he reached the top of the
stairs his cock was drooling precum.  Just as Matt realized he was close to
cumming in his pants, the reality of his relationship with Devon hits him
in the face like a bucket of ice water.  Imagine violating a bond of trust
that runs deeper than what Devon has with anyone in his own family or with
anyone else in his life...  hell imagine violating a 12 year old boy.  What
if anyone found out?  None of this was good.  This was all wrong!
   As Thomas waited for Matt to return he removed the pillow from his lap.
When Devon described his sexual fantasy, Thomas was on the verge of a
spontaneous orgasm in his jeans.  That kid might only be 12, but he was
very advanced for his age sexually...  even if he didn't know it himself.
Thomas did not have the deep personal relationship with Devon that Matt
did. He was not as conflicted as Matt.  Thomas could easily imagine himself
naked and in bed with this red hot kid.  His cock got stone hard as he
thought about penetrating this 12 year old virgin.  The idea of a 20 year
old guy having sex with a 12 year old boy was pretty scary.  But Thomas
sensed that this kid was going to be crazy to have someone with experience,
an older guy like Matt ...or maybe himself (a thought that made him groan
out loud), give him his first taste of sex soon.  And he was sure the kid
would love it and have no regrets.  He remembered what it was like for
himself at that age.
   Matt walked through the door to his bedroom and his face told the whole
story.  He was one conflicted dude.  Matt started to rehash the situation,
but saw that Thomas held up a big hand to stop him.
   "Do you know what you need right now?" Thomas asked Matt.
   Matt slowly shook his head no.
   Thomas grinned and told him, "You need for me to fuck you silly...right
now!" Thomas stood up his thick man meat was clearly outlined in his jeans.
"You need to have me fuck your brains out.  Then you will be able to think
more clearly." As Thomas began to unfasten Matt's khaki pants, he kissed
Matt passionately and felt Matt's erection begin to grow again.  Thomas
fell to his knees and took Matt's 20 year old 7" cock and began to worship
it.  Thomas licked the throbbing erection like it was an ice cream cone. 
Thomas' big hands ripped Matt's t-shirt to shreds so that his beautiful man
was completely naked.  Thomas looked up and down his lover's naked body and
pronounced what he had just done as being good.
   Thomas sucked Matt's nipples and licked his way down to Matt's throbbing
erection that was continuously leaking precum.  Thomas licked up every drop
and then began to deep throat his college friend and lover.  The tension
was building in Matt's loins.  Matt groaned each time he man took him to
the pubes.  Thomas could feel Matt's testicles begin to draw up and he
slipped a long finger deep into Matt's sacred place.  He massaged his
lover's prostate and knew it was filled with delicious hot semen.
   Matt's fingers combed through Thomas' hair as he began to involuntarily
face fuck his friend and lover.  Matt cried out...."Oh god...so good...oh
baby take it ....Devon take my seed."
   Thomas felt Matt erupt deep in his throat.  Matt filled Thomas' mouth to
the brim with hot seed.  Thomas had never seen Matt ejaculate like this and
was surprised until, at the height of his orgasm, he heard Matt cry out for
"Devon" to eat his seed.
   Thomas' mouth was filled with his lover's seed, Thomas stood and kissed
Matt passionately filling his mouth with his own hot man seed.  They
collapsed on the bed.  Matt reached for the lube and condoms.  He leaned
down and kissed and sucked his lover.
   "Easy baby, I really want to make love to you.  If you keep that up I am
not going to make it." Thomas told him.  Matt kissed the tip of Thomas's
erection and licked the last of the precum off before he rolled the condom
down his thick shaft.  Matt coated Thomas' member with lube and kissed him
deeply as he did so.
   Thomas held out his hand for lube and began to prepare his lover's
sacred place for his entry.  He spread Matt's legs and prepared to enter
his handsome lover.  Matt winced as the huge member stretched his
sphincter. Thomas filled him to the hilt.  The feeling of that huge piece
of man meat was more than Matt could describe.
   Thomas was a powerful lover.  He used that magnificent cock like a pile
driver.  Thomas hammered Matt's prostate again and again.  Matt groaned
with each pounding he took.  Thomas grabbed Matt's nipples and he felt
Matt's sphincter grab his erection hard as the pounding Thomas gave Matt's
prostate pounded out a load of hot semen.  Matt's cock erupted and sprayed
their faces with his hot seed.  Thomas groaned deeply and poured a load of
his seed into his lover.
   Thomas gasped for breath as he pulled out of Matt.  Matt grinned and
pulled off the seed filled condom.  Matt was astounded at the volume of
seed that Thomas had ejaculated.  Matt loved to pour the still steaming
seed all over his lover and finger paint his abdomen and chest with his
love juice.
   Matt rolled on top of his seed covered lover and kissed him
passionately. Thomas tenderly kissed and stroked Matt for a long while
their naked bodies were entwined.  The two drifted off to sleep as the hot
man seed began to dry on their muscular bodies.    At the same time next
door naked on his bed in his dark room, Devon imagined Matt walking into
Devon's room naked with that huge beautiful erection swaying in front of
him.  The fantasy was so real that it felt like Matt crawled in bed with
him.  Devon imagined their naked bodies rubbing together.  He felt Matt's
hard cock grind against him and they hugged and kissed.  Devon imagined
that Matt took both of their erections in his hand and began to jerk them
off.  As he was thinking about the fantasy he flashed back on the real
scene of Matt licking and kissing all over Thomas' hot body.  As that
vision appeared, Devon felt his own hot semen rain down on his face and
body as the most powerful climax he had ever experienced washed over his
body.  Devon knew he wanted it to be real.  Devon knew he needed it to be
real.    The next morning everyone in his house was doing their own thing
as usual.  Devon showered, ate some cereal, brushed his teeth and went over
to Matt's.  The backdoor was open so Devon knew Matt was up and expecting
him.  Matt was in the kitchen drinking coffee in his boxers and a t-shirt. 
Devon had seen him just like this so many times as they grew up, but this
morning Devon realized how sexy he was. 
   Matt smiled and said "Hey what's up bro?"   Devon grinned and said, "I
was but I took care of it thinking about you."   Matt wasn't sure he should
laugh.  Devon smiled and got his usual coffee mug and filled it half full
with coffee and a lot of milk.  Devon knew Matt was watching him
carefully. 
   With his serious voice Matt asked, "So are we ok Devon?"   Devon put his
cup down and hugged Matt.  Devon buried his face in Matt's chest.  Suddenly
Devon felt himself crying. 
   Matt hugged Devon tight.  Matt felt a few tears through his shirt.  He
didn't say anything.    Finally Devon said, "Stop saying things like that
Matt.  I love you and nothing will ever change that.  Not this.  Nothing. 
Ever.  You gotta know that!"   Matt hugged Devon tighter.  One hand patted
his back and one rubbed his head.  Devon always felt safe when Matt did
that.  Devon knew things would be ok.  He said, "Yeah... Devon I do know
that ...and you know I feel the same about my little bro."   They heard a
creak and both turned to see Thomas come down the stairs.  He stopped in
the kitchen doorway.  Devon thought Thomas was embarrassed for interrupting
a moment between Matt and Devon.  He kinda looked around and said something
lame like, "Oh hi Devon."   Matt said, "Hey we're good.  Come get some
coffee sleepy head."   Matt handed Devon a paper napkin from the counter
and Devon wiped his eyes.  They smiled at each other.  Everything was
alright.    Thomas's hair told Devon he just got up.  He was just wearing a
pair of jeans.  They hung low enough Devon knew he didn't have anything
else on.  Devon was sure if they were a fraction of an inch lower in front
Devon would see the start of his pubic hairs.  Devon noticed the pecs and
biceps and abs Devon had seen last night, but seeing them today was
different.  Devon was looking with a purpose today.  He noticed it looked
like something might have been smeared on Thomas' chest and then dried. 
Devon also noticed the big hands again and remembered the huge cock he saw
last night.  Devon felt these thoughts create a stirring between his legs.
   Matt said to Thomas, "You need to get dressed man; maybe a quick shower
too.  We'll be out back shooting some hoops."   Devon realized Matt may
have caught how he was looking Thomas over.  Thomas looked at Devon and
smiled his big smile and said "Ok," and headed back upstairs.  Devon was
sure they both knew what he was thinking.  He hoped Thomas didn't mind.   
The three of them shot baskets and talked.  Thomas said he was impressed by
Devon's aggressiveness and said Devon plays ball like Matt.  He didn't take
it easy on Devon or treat Devon like a little kid.  Devon liked Thomas even
more.    They sat at the table on the deck and Thomas told Devon his story
about being gay, which gave Devon the chance to point out that if they both
thought they might be gay when they were his age why wouldn't they believe
Devon. 
   Thomas said, "Dude I never said I don't believe you.  You sold me when
you pulled up xtube and nifty so fast.  I don't think straight or even
curious guys spend much time there."   Devon looked at Matt.  He rolled his
eyes and shook his head and said, "I don't know what to believe.  For your
sake I hope you're not gay.  But little bro you know you have my
unconditional love and support whether you are or not, just like I know I
have yours."   It was a great morning.  Things were different but not in a
bad way.    Devon went in to use the bathroom and as Devon approached the
door to return to the deck Devon saw Thomas leaning over Matt's chair. 
They were kissing and Thomas was massaging the front of Matt's shorts. 
Devon stopped because Devon just wanted to watch this and Devon didn't want
them to stop doing what they were doing.  His cock suddenly was rock hard. 
Devon wanted to see more.  But Matt saw Devon and pushed Thomas back. 
Devon wasn't sure if he should go back out.  Matt must have seen his
hesitation and he came into the house.    He said, "Hey I'm sorry about
that.  I don't want you to be uncomfortable around us so we won't do that
stuff when you're here."   Devon said, "No.  I was surprised but liked it. 
I liked watching you together like that."   They were looking at each other
for a long moment.  Then Devon said what Matt was afraid he'd say.    "I
want to do that with you too Matt.  I love you and I want to show you I
love you like that."   Matt was shaking his head before Devon finished. 
"No, Devon; we can't do that.  That's not what we're about, you and me. 
You're my little brother.  It's my job to take care of you and make sure
you grow up ok."   Devon said, "I am growing up ok.  And it's because of
you.  I need you to help me with this too.  I need you to be my first. 
Show me what it's like.  Show me what to do.  It's gotta be you Matt.  It's
always been you for everything I needed to learn."   "NO Devon!  Not this. 
It would change us."   "It's gotta be you Matt.  You've always been here
for me.  Help me with this too.  It won't change us.  Probably make us even
closer.  I know it's not bad.  I know it would be awesome for both of us."
  "No!  We're not even going to talk about this.  So forget it bro." Matt
told the younger boy.    Matt had never refused to talk with Devon about
anything.  Devon knew he was serious.  Devon dropped the subject.  Thomas
was just outside the door.  Devon wondered if he heard what they were
talking about.    Devon hung out with them the rest of the day and
everything was fine.  Devon really liked Thomas and Devon could feel he
liked Devon too.  So they were becoming friends like Matt hoped they
would.  But after they did burgers on the grill for dinner Devon kind of
got the feeling he should leave them alone.  Devon remembered Matt had
snuck home without telling Devon and obviously planned to spend the weekend
alone with Thomas.  They had told Devon about how they couldn't be open
about their relationship on campus.  Devon knew they needed to be alone for
the night so Devon went home and spent the night looking at gay porn online
and thinking about them and jerking off a couple loads.
   When Devon left, Thomas took Matt's handsome face in his hand and kissed
him passionately.  As Thomas ran his fingers through Matt's hair.  Matt was
still deep in thought.  It was hard to imagine that this beautiful boy that
Matt loved more than life itself was now a sexual being...and a gay sexual
being at that.
   Thomas looked at Matt.  You are torn.  Your little head tells you that
sex with that beautiful boy would be the most amazing thing ever...and by
the way...your little head is right about that.  Your big head tells you
that it would be a total violation of trust with Devon...and your big head
is right about that.  There is only one thing that will help you right now.
   Matt looked at Thomas with a puzzled expression, that soon turned into a
smile.
   The next morning Devon resisted the urge to run over to Matt's house.  A
little before noon Matt called and asked, "Where are you?  I missed coffee
with my little bro this morning.  Come have lunch with us.  We've got to
head back to campus this afternoon."   Devon spent about three hours with
them before they left.  Matt was starting to accept that maybe Devon was
gay too.  Devon wondered if they had talked about him last night. 
   Matt said he was worried about how they should handle it.  They talked
about it and Matt explained he was afraid if people (their families, mutual
friends, and others in town) ever find out that Matt is gay and then find
out that Devon is gay too, they will assume Matt somehow influenced Devon's
sexuality and, even worse, they will suspect that Matt probably molested
Devon.  Devon understood enough about how crazy people can be about this
stuff in a conservative town, so Devon agreed to be very careful so no one
in their town would ever know about either of them being gay.    Devon saw
an opportunity to push for what he really wanted. 
   Devon told Matt he really does need to give him his first sexual
experience.  "If I'm going to promise never to do anything sexual with
anyone else in town, then you simply must be my teacher and my lover.  You
gotta do this for me.  I can't wait until college like you did!" 
   This time Thomas was sitting there listening to their conversation. 
Matt was again adamant that it would be wrong and he wouldn't do it.   
Later when Matt was packing and cleaning things up so his parents wouldn't
know he was home, Thomas and Devon were in the living room talking about
other things.  Thomas walked over by the chair where Devon was sitting and
looked around and quietly said, "Devon I understand your point and I can
tell you Matt does know how you feel." I didn't catch on about what he
meant at first.    Thomas said, "I know what you mean about wanting Matt to
be your first.  You're right.  He would be perfect for you.  You guys have
the trust that you should have with your first partner.  Your big bro is an
awesome lover and he could teach you all kinds of things in a safe way. 
All of the things that are really important."
   Thomas looked at Devon intently and said, "So I agree with you.  Just
understand that Matt is really worried about you.  You've shocked and
confused him with this news and he needs some time to deal with it.  So
don't push it too much, but don't give up on him either.  I'll work on him
to help him see it your way too.  Ok?"   That sealed it.  Thomas and Devon
were definitely friends.  Devon jumped up and threw his arms around his
neck.  He was so much taller than Devon that Devon had to stretch.  This
brought his body up against Thomas.  He wrapped his arms around Devon and
hugged Devon back.  Devon thought Thomas felt strong and solid and big
everywhere, including where their crotches rubbed together.  Devon felt
Thomas' big hands move up and down his back like he was feeling his body,
but he stopped just above his ass.  Devon wished his hands went lower.   
Devon surprised himself by saying, "But if Matt doesn't want to do it with
me, I need a good teacher.  Would you do it with me?  Would you take me and
have sex with me and show me everything guys do Thomas?  I think being with
you would be awesome too."   Thomas muttered, "Oh fuck!" Then his hands
went to Devon's waist and he gently moved their bodies apart.    He looked
down at Devon and just said, "Matt needs to be your first little dude. 
Don't give up on him."   Devon was feeling really grateful for Thomas's
support.  Maybe that's why Devon said, "Ok but I want you to be my second,
and I want it to be soon."   Thomas closed his eyes for a moment and
groaned.  He smiled and said, "Just stay focused on Matt for now."  Then he
turned away from Devon and he adjusted his junk and he pulled his shirt out
to hang over the front of his pants.  Devon knew he'd made Thomas rock hard
with the suggestion.  That's when Devon learned that he could flirt and
cause a reaction.  Devon liked that feeling; it was kind of powerful.   
Matt put Devon off for about two months, until just after Devon had his
13th birthday.  But it was going to be the most fabulous present that Devon
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