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 Growing up in rural northwest Indiana was a very boring existance. 
Especially if you had interests outside of farming or football, you were
pretty much completely alone.  If I had been born just a decade later,
growing up in the 90's would have been awesome.  The start of the internet,
advanced BBS systems and lots of non-polished technology would have given
me tons to do.  I had been stuck in the 80's and while books gave me the
escape I needed, it wasn't like I wanted to read 24x7.
   I didn't get along well with my peers at all, really I hadn't met anyone
I wanted to get along with till I was 14 years old.  I had a casual friend
in Roselawn and for the most part we got along and hung out.  School had
been out for a couple weeks and summer was in full roll.  Next year we
would start our freshman year and who knew what that would be like.  More
bullshit most likely.  My friend Paul told me that Roselawn had not 1 but 2
nudist camps or resorts.
   Pornography wasn't at your beck and call in the 80's.  We had no
computers to just call up Tumblr and browse pages and pages of pussy and
tits, no xtube, youporn or other sites to oggle and jack off to for days on
end.  Typically it was more likely that you befriended someone with a
really hot sister and tried to catch peeks of her sunbathing, or if you
were lucky showering.
   The idea of seeing a nudist resort was something I had to check out.  At
14 I was in full hormonal swing and would have done nearly anything to see
a real pair of titties or even more crazy a pussy, which to that date was
categorized in National Geographic african pictures, or the 1 playboy that
was relentlessly passed around.
   So we got on our bikes and hauled down US10, and it was a ride too. 
US10 was a major road at the time, connecting Indiana and Ill and providing
access to RT 41, biking was stressful and fucking hot.
   Ponderosa Sun club was our first destination.  We hadn't thought things
through very well, I was so lust blind it never occured to me that we
wouldn't be allowed to just waltz in and start nutting anywhere I wanted
to. We arrived at the front gate, sweaty and tired.  I was dripping with
sweat but I probably looked like an insane crackmonkey.  I was looking
everywhere, my common sense simply had not engaged at this point.
   The guy at the gate looked us over and tilted his head, his eyes hidden
behind sunglasses.  I walked up and asked him "Hi, is this the entrance?"
   "Entrance to what?" he asked.
   "To Ponderosa." then nodded to the huge sign to my right.
   "Yep."
   "Awesome, how much?"
   "For you?  I'll need about 8 years I'd guess, or you know.  PARENTS."
his voice dripped with implied stupidity.
   "We can't go in?" I asked, my shoulders falling.
   "Kid, are you even serious?  This is a family resort, you check in with
a family.  It's not some fucking peep show for you!" then he jerked his
head towards me and I realized at that time my shorts were tented.  I was
so freaking excited about seeing live naked women I had a seriously crazy
boner.
   Then it all came crashing down on me.  Reality, common sense and
everything else.  Yea, of course they don't let kids in, at least without
parents or something.  I must have looked pretty crestfallen.
   "Look kid, you aren't the first to come up here thinking the exact same
thing, and let me tell you, trying to sneak around the gate and fences is
strongly inadvisable.  We have people that watch for that and the State
Patrol come by pretty quickly when we call.  We're tolerated around here
because we run a nice place.  No monkey business." he leaned up against the
gate.  "Look, if you just want some ladies or something, go down to the
truck stop, ask one of the drivers to pick you up a hustler or some other
rag.  It'll cost you a little extra but you'll get something.  Or hell,
come back here with your parents..  or, your mom or something and let us
give you guys the tour.  But we aren't going to just let you guys come in."
   I didn't say another word.  I climbed on my bike and road back out to
RT10.
   Paul didn't say anything to me, he could tell I was embarrased and let
down.  "All I wanted was some tits man." I told him.  I was upset and
didn't know what to do.  I still had an erection and it was painful to ride
at this point.
   Paul told me the other place was down the road another few miles but he
didn't want to go and they wouldn't let us in either.  He was pretty
frustrated also, but more that I was so intent.  He wanted to go watch TV.
   "Look man, why don't you go back, I'm going to go check things out.  If
I find anything I'll let you know."
   "Whatever dude." Paul said and started back.
   I felt in my pockets for some change, and fished out 3 quarters.  There
was a pop machine at the gas station and I needed something to drink in a
bad way.  I started down the road and picked up a Pepsi.
   I was finally loosing my hardon, but I couldn't help but look at every
car passing by, wondering who was around here.  In my head I thought
everyone must be here to go be nude and the resorts.  Of course now I know
that US10 was simply a busy road, things seemed so much different to a
hormonal and horny 14 year old.  My mission hadn't changed.  It was 1 in
the afternoon and I wanted to at least see where this place was.
   I biked another 2 miles or so down the road and saw a huge sign, "NAKED
CITY".  I nearly crashed when I saw it.  It was off the road and recessed
in some trees.  A big semi-tractor trailer was pulling into the road
leading to where the sign was pointing.  I had found my goal.
   I didn't want to get busted this time, nor did I want to get another
rejection, so I road past the entrance and figured I'd scope out the area.
For the next 2 hours I biked around the area.  Indiana is notoriously easy
to navigate, everything was setup in grids.  The next road was south onto
300E, then east onto 900N, then norht on 400E.  The area was practically
uninhabited, which was typical for the farming region of the time.  Fields
and scattered houses actually gave me some hope that I could sneak where I
wanted to go.
   It was getting late and I was so tired and thirsty at this point.  It
was high afternoon and the sun was roasting me.  I knew I should wait till
the temp dropped some before I headed back, so I went back to the gas
station and sat in the shade.  I had no money for more soda.  I fell asleep
and woke up an hour later.  I rode back with a plan forming in my head.
   Over the next 2 weeks, I pulled together the various skills I'd learned
playing D&D.  I stocked up on water and water containers, lunches, notepads
and writing equipment.  I found a regional map in my dad's truck and swiped
it.  I would ride the 10 miles to Naked City early in the morning and was
mapping out the area and taking notes.  I took note of people coming and
going from the entrance, the names on the local mailboxes.  I couldn't tell
how far south Naked City extended.  I had made tons of notes on the map and
in my comp book on the area.  I called the 1 mile square plot of land the
"Tits'n ASS ERECTION REGION".  I knew in there somewhere was a place where
tits swung free, and pussy was available for anyone to see.  I had to see
it.
   Paul had given up on me.  I tried to show him my work and he thought I
was nuts.  I had divied TAER into grids so that I could figure out where to
start looking.  I had been doodling boobs and throbbing erections all over
my comp book and he was a little freaked out by my intensity.  He also
noted how much weight I'd lost and how much my legs had defined.  All the
bike riding was doing my health wonders.
   Into my 3rd week of riding out to TAER, I had started to find a place to
setup my "camp".  I had aquired a backpack and been bringing lots of water
(it was fucking hot!), some food and a couple blankets to the woods along
300s.  The road was practically deserted, the cornfield across the woods
was a great screen from the few houses in the area.  I had no problems
pulling off the road and within 20 feet had disappeared into the woods.
   My "camp" was well camoflagued by natural cover and I kept everything in
a cooler I had drug out there.  My water was always hot as hell but I
didn't care.  I'd brought out the little porn magazines I'd had a Cherry
and Hustler and leafed through the pages some.  Admiring the women and
wondering how many boobs I would see when I found the site.
   I also learned all about bugs.  Mosquitos, fleas, ticks and lots of
crawly things.  My first week in the camp was a nightmare.  I ended up
using our dog's flea powder on my legs and had to check my hair regularly
for ticks.  It took me a long time to learn that despite the heat, jeans, a
tshirt with a long button up shirt over it was my best defenses.  I smelled
awful after a few days but I was learning how to get along with mother
nature.
   Speaking of mother nature, I have to admit.  I spent alot of my time
jacking off in my camp.  I wanted to know what it was like to be naked like
in "Titty City" as I wanted to call it, so I would strut around in the
woods, naked; except for my shoes.  My cock was nearly always hard as a
rock and I'd taken to jacking off all the time.  I was cumming all the time
now, my constant vision of unlimited tits and pussy were all I could think
of some days.  I would beat myself off 6 times a day sometimes.  I would be
traipsing through the woods, looking around and suddenly deciede it was
time for a jerk session, whip out my cock and cum all over a tree.
   It never once occured to me as odd that I was running around testing my
sexuality against the elements.  I was starting to examine my cock and
balls, I tasted my own cum and started licking my hands after I came on
them.  Letting myself go free like this felt fantastic.  My hunt for Titty
City was still important, but apparently so was learning about what I
wanted to do with my body.
   Nearly one and a half months into my quest and I had dropped nearly 20
pounds of body fat.  My parents thought my conditioning was a marked
improvment and never questioned how much I was out.  They even bought me a
new bike and a tent so I could camp.  I had slept in my (now truely)
campsite in the woods by titty city several times now.  I was nearly
completely naked all the time.  I constantly thought about naked women and
what I thought I might do with them.  Looking back now, I think I was
really unstable.  I had no idea what sex really was at that point.  All I
knew was what pussy looked like, you put your dick in it, and boobs looked
amazing and I wanted to suck on a nipple.  Running naked in the woods,
jacking off and eating my own cum was probably not normal 14 year old
activity.  So fucking what, I was having a great summer.
   It was late in the evening when I finally found the city.  I had come
across a trail in the woods and started following it to the south.  I
didn't know at the time that the City wasn't all that big.  Luckily I was
clothed at the time because I came across a couple walking in the woods. 
It was completely natural to say "hey" and keep walking by.  They were a
middle aged couple, fully clothed, and just walking the trail.
   I doubled back after they had gone the opposite direction for a time and
tried to track them.  Turns out I'm a shit indian.  I had no idea what I
was doing, but exploring north was the break I needed.  The trail opened up
and I saw trailers and mobile homes and some small houses.  I knelt and
quickly consulted my maps.  I hadn't reached the other side of TAER and
this quadrant was pretty close to US10.  I had been assuming that the City
would be far more secluded to the south, but it was really close to the
north!
   Faced with the idea that I'd found my goal I was actually unsure of what
to do.  I knew I didn't want to get caught though, so I eased off the trail
and into the woods.  It was a disaster; walking around in the woods sounds
great until it's dense cover.  You make so much fucking noise, you are
pretty sure they can hear you from outer space.
   I had to get back to the trail eventually.  I marked my approximate
location on the map and started back to my campsite.  I had a fix on where
to try next, but I didn't want to try trails.  I didn't know if people
walked on them often and I did NOT want to get busted.
   That night I fell asleep naked, cum drying on my stomach my hand firmly
clenched on my cock, dreaming of oceans of boobs and pussy.  I woke early
dressed for heavy woods walking and started out with water and some
crackers.
   My hunch was right.  I kept north and came to a wire fence in the woods,
with no trails around.  I saw small houses and cottages and mobile homes. I
was surprised to see the City was actually kinda grungy, like the
campground off of I-65 to the west.  There were trash piles, and some of
the home looked pretty unkempt from what I saw.
   What I also saw were people.  I saw 4 adults walking towards the house I
was looking at.  I slowly ducked down and found cover.  All three of them
were clothed, shorts and shirts and flipflops.  I know what I was expecting
and this wasn't it.  They were supposed to be naked!  tits everywhere! 
PEOPLE WOULD BE FUCKING ALL OVER THE PLACE!  That's what I was thinking,
that's what I wanted.  I had this vision in my head of a huge land of orgy.
Surely this place I found wasn't Titty City.
   That was until the old couple came out of the house across from the one
I was looking at.  I guess they were in their 50's, gray hair all over. 
The guy was a little pudgy with a soft cock and the lady had saggy tits
with huge nipples.  She had a small cloth around her waist but nothing on
underneath.  I became instantly hard as I watched these two.  I knew I'd
found it.  Tits had to be close and I would be there to jack off to it.
   I watched the older couple walk away and the other 4 adults had gone
into thier cottage.  I retreated from my position and quickly masturbated.
When I came I literally moaned out loud as I shot my load, it landed on my
pants and shoes and I didn't care at all.  I was so close.  I need to
understand the lay of the land though.  I went to work on my map and notes.
I plotted my way north and found I was only about 2000ft from US10.  I also
figured out I had to be more careful.  I saw more and more people, some
folks actually worked there.  A workshed was on the north end and a big
dump truck was apparently there to pick up garbage since it smelled bad.  I
took note of license plate numbers, condition of vehicles and the size of
the parking lot.  I saw the gate and was surpised to see it unmanned.
   There were also lots of semi trucks parked in the lot.  I didn't really
understand this at first.  It wouldn't be until later I would observe
truckers parking then going into the park to find folks they knew, or to
find a girl.  I got the feeling this place wasn't "family friendly".  I
spent the next 2 days scouting the perimiter of the City.  I had to stop
often, not because I was in any danger of being seen, but because of what I
was seeing.  Titty City wasn't living up to my expectations, but in some
ways it was so much different than what I thought it was almost better.
   I'd seen several groups of nudists walking around the grounds, going
this way or that, it was kinda boring in some ways.  There were lots of
chubby people, some guys you couldn't even tell there was a cock between
thier legs, women with saggy tits or tattoos covering thier backs but so
faded it looked like shit.  All these people were pretty much completely
naked and just walking around.  I couldn't understand why they weren't
fucking everywhere.  I'd actually stopped jacking off so much because I was
so intent on learning just what the fuck these people thought they were
doing.
   I did see some things though that I had wanted to see.  I saw a young
woman pulling a guy along by his dick towards a pond on the edge of the
property.  The pond was close to the edge but everyone hung out on the
opposite side, screened by trees along the perimiter.  There were heavily
used trails so I couldn't really get close to see what was going on.  I'm
certain I saw a girl giving head to a guy by the pond one time though.  Her
head bobbing up and down in his lap as he leaned back and let her service
him.  I desperatly wanted to witness this, but I would have had to wander
too close and risk being seen.
   I was suprised to see smaller kids, younger than me at the place too.  A
girl, I guessed to be about 10 years old was playing with an older boy, in
his late teens at least.  The boy was definately touching the girl all
over, but she seemed fine with it, giggling and squirming.  The boy had a
perpetual hard on that she played with every once in a while, but the boy
would look around and make sure no one was around to see.  I watched the
girl dip her head into his lap at one point, but his back was to me and I
couldn't see shit.  I so wanted to get involved.
   I got back to my campsite and realized I was out of supplies.  I'd been
out here for a few days now.  It hadn't registered with me that I'd not
checked in with my parents and I started to freak out.  It was 7pm when I
started back to my house.  I ran into Paul on my way home and stopped to
talk to him.
   "Dude." he said.
   "Hey man, I gotta get home.  I think I'm in deep shit." I said.
   "Actually, I covered for you.  Your mom called my house wondering if I'd
seen you, and my mom said you were out with me."
   "Why would she say that?" I asked.
   "Because I told her we were riding and camping over at the campground
with Steve."
   "Holy shit dude, really?  That's awesome, thanks." I was a little
surprised that Paul would do this for me.  I thought he assumed I'd gone
native and was a lunatic.
   "Not a big deal.  I've been with Steve actually, we've been tokin MJ for
a week now, he got a bag from his brother." Paul said, it was then I
noticed his eyes were red.
   "So you've been getting high over in the campground?  Fuck dude, is it
fun?" I asked.
   "I don't fucking know.  It's something to do.  I don't wanna go camping
with you out there in the woods, and hanging with you eases my mom so I can
go smoke with Steve."
   "Cool man." I said nodding.  I started putting together a plan in my
head for more supplies and longer stays in the Hundred Acre Titty wood.
   "I'm fucking Trisha man." Paul said suddenly.
   "You're what?  Holy shit dude!  When?" I was nearly floored.
   "A couple weeks ago we were swimming and I was messing around and took
her top.  She was all pissed at me, but let me see her.  I started playing
with her tits and next thing I know I'm fucking her.  We've been doing it
every day since." Paul looked wistful.  "She's so fucking hot."
   "Dude..  You're 15, she's what..  13?" I asked trying to figure out if I
knew Trisha's age.
   "She'll be 13 next month.  Who cares man, she sucks my dick dude!" Paul
was high as fuck, but really intense.  "Man, come out to the lake, she has
friends, Steve has been fucking 2 girls, they are all over out there. 
Everyone is bored as fuck, so we smoke and fuck.  Steve thinks he can get
us a 6pack tomorrow night."
   Pussy.  Paul was getting pussy.  Steve was getting pussy.  I was getting
fleas, ticks, stickers, scrapes and a raw dick from jacking off so much. 
What the fuck was I doing?  I thought about my work at the camp.  The
effort, the shit I'd seen so far, and it turns out, at Lake Holiday
campground the same fucking thing was happening.  Goddamn it.
   "Thanks Paul.  I need to get home.  I'll think about it.  You want to
come out and see my camp?"
   "Your what?  Camp?" Paul asked.  "What are you doing out there still?"
   Before I could stop myself I started telling Paul everything.  I told
him about how I'd learned to navigate, my research, finding the City, the
tits, limited pussy.  I went on for nearly 15 minutes just gushing
everything.
   "Wow dude -- but." Paul paused.  "You can get laid without all that
other shit.  Dude, Trisha's friend Marge fucks herself with a hairbrush.  I
saw it!  Let's go man, you can't even talk to those people at the resort.
Let's go to the Lake.  We'll get your dick sucked.  Dude, those bitches
will be all over you, have you seen yourself?"
   Actually I'd not seen myself, I'd spent 2 months riding bikes and hiking
in the woods.  I knew I was dirty and needed a shower, not a camp shower,
not that girls would be all over me.
   It took a moment, but I realized that I wasn't done out there yet.  Even
if I could poke some pussy, loose my virginity and party with some bitches,
I wanted to finish what I started.  I had about a month left before school
started again and I wanted to figure out what kind of trouble I could get
into.
   "I'm going to take off Paul.  Thanks for covering for me.  I owe you
huge.  I'll figure out someway to get you back." without another word I
hitched my backpack and took off for home.
   My parents were happy to see me, and I ended up staying home for the
next couple days.  Mom fed me well, I did a bunch of chores around the yard
and house.  Helped change the oil in my dad's truck and generally slept
when I could.  I hadn't fucked my hand for a few days, I was letting my
cock heal up a little from my woods abuse, but I was getting antsy again. I
started setting aside food and water again, and was surprised when my dad
gave me $20 for all the work I'd done around the house and yard. 
(remember, 80's money - $20 felt like $70 now a days).  He also surprised
me with some more camping gear, including a knife and some books on
survival.  He told me he was so proud of me and that he wished he'd done
what I'm doing now.  I had to wonder if my dad really wanted to run around
the woods stalking nudists and beating his dick till he got sores and
caluses on his hands.  I felt it best not to ask him.
   I started carting gear out to my site getting ready for a epic week long
stay.  I'd completely forgotten about Paul's offer, for that matter I'd
completely forgotten about Paul and all his pussy.  I was going native.
   My campsite had evolved this time.  I had a tent, but never put it up,
it was a bitch to maintain.  I had a netting and hammock that I slept in,
bugs stayed out and I didn't have creepy crawlys anymore.  My water supply
had changed drastically.  I bought a huge container at the store and filled
it at the gas station.  Biking it looked a little wierd, but I didn't mind.
I setup a water reclamation system for morning dew, I had a latrine and
read all the survival books in a couple days.  I couldn't believe I was
able to live like this.  All I had to do was keep water around, or buy it.
I trapped small game and cooked it on a smokeless fire.  I used game bags
to keep offal out of my site and keep animals away, although the biggest
"predator" I saw was a fox.
   My scouting of the City was far more intense now.  I'd learned resort's
comings and goings.  I found the areas where people fucked, family's lived,
and even some names.  The resort wasn't lit very well, there were no big
sodium lights or anything, just residential outside lights and occasional
campfires.  I was able to sneak into the resort at night.  I started
getting names from mailboxes, looking through garbage and generally getting
to understand the people.
   I watched and learned about sex.  I would follow a couple to a tree and
watch them fuck vertically.  I watched as two girls made out and finger
fucked one another on a porch.  I watched as 3 guys lazily sucked on each
other's dicks like it was no big deal.  I jerked off on the seat of a
picnic table where I knew a woman with amazing tits always sat.  I looked
in a tent and watched a young girl giving head to another boy while a woman
watched, playing with herself.  I saw a man tie a girl up to a chair
outside thier house and drip candle wax on her then piss all over her
chest. I watched a group of naked kids smoke weed and jack each other off.
I saw an older man snort blow from between a woman's widely parted legs.
   People just didn't notice me.  I was nearly invisible.  I would look in
houses, tents, cars, I would hide in a tree and watch people pass
underneath.  I listened to people talk.  I learned that Verne Jessup was
sucking Pete's cock after basketball, while Verne's wife was fucking
Susan's husband while Susan watched.  I listened to truckers make deals
with girls my age for different sexual encounters, most of them involved
anal sex.
   Luanne and Cindy Talbot, sisters put on sex shows for people with
cameras, they were 9 and 11 years old.  A girl named Lisa would ask guys to
piss on her then cum on her face, most men were happy to do so.
   I also saw how the resort was divided up into nicer areas.  The
northeast side was quiet and generally free of the wildness of the
southside.  Girls and boys would walk naked to the pond, with no motivation
for sex or other lusty business that I witnessed.  Just the generally
nudist attitude that probably prevailed at Ponderosa.
   I was quickly sinking into depravity.  I longed to become involved in
the business of fucking, sucking and other kinks I'd witnessed.  I watched
the kids the most, while I took on the role of observer while I was there,
I quickly realized when I was alone how turned on I was by how many
families were engaging in sex.  Fathers sucked on the pussys of thier
daughters, while that dauther would finger fuck her mom.  A son would suck
his father's cock until cum dribbled out of his mouth, only to kiss his
mother.  I watched a 6 something year old girl fingering herself watching
her little older brother, maybe 9 or 10 getting a blowjob from his father.
A 13 or 14 year old boy at the center of a bunch of other boys getting
cummed on underneath the willow tree.
   The resort radiated sex and unadulterated hedonism, and I saw it all.  I
came so much I'm not even sure how I even stayed hydrated.  I was watching
from about 15 feet away at a campfire when a woman mounted a man laying on
his back.  She rode him and said the dirtiest things that made me so hard.
"Your cock is like a juicy meat pleasure stick baby.  I want you to fuck
your stick so deep in my you tickle my stomach.  I want you so bad, just
fucking my dirty pussy, i'm your cumwhore you fucking monster, fuck it! 
FUCK IT!" she was yelling.  YELLING.
   Other people would stop to watch, and I think people saw me but didn't
say anything.  This same lady later let a guy piss on her while she was
riding the other guy.  He didn't seem to care, he just reached up and
played with her tits and eventually came inside her.  She dragged her pussy
up his stomach and chest, leaving a cumtrail and eventually landed on his
face where he continued to suck on her pussy and his own cum.
   I got back to my camp one night and was desperate to fuck my fist.  I'd
picked up some lotion from the drugstore and learned about how to lube my
hand.  I didn't bother with a small fire this night, it was too fucking
hot. I used a small portable camp stove to heat up some soup and was naked
crosslegged, lubed up and pumping on my cock.  I was thinking of that dirty
fucking whore, pulling her pussy up that guy's chest, his cum leaking out
of her.  I thought of the guys sucking on each other's cocks and the little
girl fingering herself.  I started to cum, when I realized I wasn't alone.
   It wasn't very bright out, the moon was only half, but as I started to
cum I realized someone was sitting just outside my camp watching me.  I had
to finish, I was just too worked up, so I pumped my hand and let my seed
spurt out over my crossed legs.  I leaned my head back and moaned softly,
whispering the name of the girl Luanne's name and thinking of Cindy sucking
on her sister's pussy.
   My climax abated, I realized I was going to have to deal with whomever
just watched me pump my cock into a fit of cum spewing ejaculation.
   "Dude." Paul said.
   "Paul?  Fuck dude." I said.
   "Wow, what the fuck is going on here?"
   I looked around and down at myself.  Being naked and naughty seemed so
natural at this point.  I'd been here, how long?  A week now?  I didn't let
go of my cock, but continued to rub it.
   "Can you stop man?  That's a little wierd." He was watching my hand,
apparently regardless of wierdisity.
   "No, I don't think I will.  I'm just jacking off man, no big deal." I
said.
   "Uh.  ok man.  Hey look.  I'm still covering for you, and Steve is now
too, but dude, you have to get home tomorrow." Paul said, glancing between
my hand and my eyes.
   I leaned back a little and squeezed my cock tightly and milked more cum
out the top.  I rubbed my finger across the tip and brought it to my mouth
licking my finger.
   "Dude, you are ripped.  Look at your chest bro." He was looking over my
body.  I'd shaped up the last 3 months, and since Paul had mentioned it, I
had looked at myself.  Even my Dad noticed I was getting cut and ripped. 
My diet and nearly constant every day exercise had turned me into something
akin to an adonis.
   "I..  I looked over your books and stuff." Paul said hesitantly.  "Dude,
why are you keeping records on people?  You have family names, license
plates, some mail from people.  What's going on man?  Oh -- Dude..  you
have to go home."
   "It didn't start out like this.  I mean I wanted to know what was going
on in the City.  I wanted to be able to integrate eventually.  I think I
know a place I can setup my camp IN the City.  Start to meet people and
stuff!"
   "Whoah.  Dude.  Just..  Dude..  You're 14 man, why would they let you
stay?  Why WOULD you?  What's so great out there?  Dude, you need to go
home."
   "The things I've seen, I want to do stuff.  I want to fuck women, I want
to lick pussy.  I want to fuck a woman and suck on her husband's dick.  I
want to feel someone's cum go down my throat.  I want to see what it's like
to suck an uncut 9 year old dick, or titty fuck a 70 year old woman!" I
intensely looked at Paul eyes wide.  My cock was diamond rigid, it hurt I
was so hard.
   The silence between us was like a stone wall.  Paul was just staring at
me.
   "Pud?" I used my nickname for him.
   Paul let out a sigh, "Dude.  I can get you pussy, I don't know about the
rest.  You wanna toke?" He produced a rolled doobie.
   "Nah I'm good, but go ahead." Paul wasted no time in lighting up.  He
got up and came to sit next to me on my camp roll.
   "Dude, this place is awesome.  Just like we used to talk about in D&D.
You are set the fuck up dude.  Look at this shit!  Water, a shitter, food,
did you do one of those bury cooler things?  That's awesome.  I can't
believe you sleep out here." he was looking around.
   I was looking at Paul now.  He was sitting close to me.  I noticed his
hair and the lines on his face.  He'd not lost his baby fat.  He was
actually a little chubby.  I was starting to think the campground life had
been soft on him.  "So how's Trisha?" I asked him, I leaned back on my
elbows.  My cock still rock hard and sticking straight up.  I loved being
14 and full of vigor.
   Paul looked down at me and shifted a little.  She's great man.  She's 13
now, we still fuck all the time.  Her little sister is a monster too.  I
can't believe it.  Veronica is 7 years old and sucks dick AND PUSSY!  Can
you fucking believe it?!" Paul was flushed and a little shaky, obviously
excited.
   "Yea.  I can." I said simply.  Paul looked at me furrowed his brow
"Really?  7 years old?"
   "Yea, I've seen that and more." I leaned over to reach across Paul to
grab my canteen.  My cock brushed Paul's leg and he tensed up a little. 
"Relax man."
   I drank a little and Paul said "Dude..  You need to get home tomorrow."
"I heard you." and leaned back across to put my canteen down.  I let my
hand drift across his stomach and let my cock rest against his leg.  I was
so horny I had no idea what I was doing.  I'd known Pud since I was 4.  Now
I was suddenly having visions of sucking his dick.  It came naturally to
me, even though I had no idea what the fuck I was doing.
   "Dude.  I don't know what you're thinking, but no." Paul said a little
waver in his voice.  "You've been getting your dick sucked right?  By that
little 7 year old?  C'mon man, this can't be that far out of the ballpark."
I said to him.
   I was stronger than Pud, now apparently by alot.  I pushed him back and
with a little resistance he laid back.  "Dude..  I'm not gay, I don't want
aids, dude..  Gays get aids."
   "You retard, you only have aids if the girls gave it to you.  I've not
fucked anything -- Or sucked anything..  yet."
   Paul started to object and move away, but I put a firm hand on his chest
and used my other hand to reach into his shorts.  My instincts had been
correct, Paul was horny as fuck.  I could feel precum on his cock and knew
he was turned on.
   "Just shut the fuck up Pud and let me suck you." I said and Paul limply
laid back.  I got up over him and pulled on his shorts, his hips came up
and I pulled his shorts and underwear off.  He was pudgy, I saw his stomach
where his shorts left a line.  His cock was sticking straight up and his
balls hung limply down.
   I spread his legs a little and heard him let out a worrisome breath.  I
took my finger and traced his cock from underside to tip.  I leaned down
and spit on his cock head.  Paul jupmed and his cock hit my face.  "the
fuck dude?" he looked at me down his chest.  I looked him in the eye and
grabbed his little man meat and said "You fucking feel this?" and squeezed,
"I'm going to lick this fuckstick of yours Pud.  I'm going to stick it in
my mouth and I'm going to make you cum.  I'm going to pull on your balls
and suck them in my mouth.  I'm going to suck so hard on your prickflesh
you want to scream and when you cum I'm going to drink you down.  I'm going
to wash your cum down my throat and beg you for more.  You're going to cum
for me Paul, you are going to want me to suck you so hard you'll beg." Paul
was looking at me nearly scared now.  He had no idea this is what I heard
Alice Dunholt tell Logan Aims when she met him in his car after being
fucked by her stepdad.  Alice was 19 years old, very chubby, with huge tits
that I wanted desperately to suck on.  Logan was 56 years old and had a
thing for young boys.
   Undaunted as to actually fulfilling what I said I was going to do, I
leaned down to run my tounge up Paul's cock.  I curled it around his
fuckshaft and felt the heat and veins from his cock on my tounge.  I tilted
my head sideways and slid my head up his shaft without sticking his cock
all the way in my mouth.  I used a hand to cup his balls in my hand and I
played with them.  I was just getting used to the sensations and tastes and
smells when I felt Paul tense violently, his legs rigid and warm cum
started roping out of his cock and landed on my cheek.  I continued to milk
him sideways and used my hand to pull up along his cock I stuck my mouth
onto his cockhead and started to suck and lick, trying to pull the cum from
his malefuckflesh.  I was intense, this was my first cock and I wanted to
remember it, I toyed with writing in my journal about it even as I
continued to lick his rod with my tounge and taste his quivering manquim in
my mouth.  His cum dripped from my cheek and I rubbed it to my nipples.  I
was rock hard and felt my own hips bucking a little.  I knew I wanted to
fuck something.
   "Holy fuck, Holy fuck, Holy fuck, Holy fuck, Holy fuck -- " Paul was
gasping.  "Stop dude..  you're killing me!" I realized I was sucking on his
pisstip now trying for anything and I let go.  I loomed over him and
considered sticking it in his ass before he could object.  I discarded the
idea and simply positioned my hips to his, and laid my cock on his.  I took
both our cocks in my hands.  I worked up a spit and coated our cocks
together and pulled both our cocks together.  My motion was quick as I
wanted to cum so badly.  Paul was grunting and looking down at us as I
fucked our cocks together with my hand.  I looked him in the eye and said
"I'm going to cum all over you, then fucking lick you you up, you'll beg me
for more!" and then I came hard.  My cumnozzle was spewing seed up paul's
stomach and over our cocks.  I coated us in my juice and I growled as I did
it.  "Say somethign Paul!"
   Pauls eyes were rolled back and he just shivered and bucked under me. 
"Fuck Paul Fuck FUCK FUCK!!" I was saying.  I was subsiding but still
rubbing us.  "What do you want Paul?" I said to him and grabbed his nipple
with my fingers.
   "Uhn..  Fuck dude..  Suck me..  Suck me..  Oh god." Paul was squirming.
"You want me to suck you?  You want your fuckstick in my mouth?  You want
to fuck my tounge Paul?  You want to fucking cum on my face and feed me
your dick?"
   "..  Oh shit..  fuck" Paul was lost for words.
   I backed up and started licking his stomach.  His fat was intersting
under my tounge.  I knew my stomach was flat and was getting definition,
Paul was flabby but I didn't mind.  The city taught me that being dirty is
what really mattered.  A 60 year old man could turn on a whore of a 22 yr
old girl just with words.
   I licked Paul and sucked in his salty boycum.  I licked and tasted us
together.  My own cum on his cock as I continue to now suck his entire
shaft into my mouth.  Paul was moaning and crying now.  I heard him gulp in
some air.
   I let go of his cock and sat up to look at him.  He was crying profusely
and covering his eyes with his arm.  I realized I was covered in juices. 
My face and chest were glistening with us.  I reveled in it.  I didn't know
why he was crying and I felt oddly detached since I didn't care.
   "What are you crying about Pud?  I sucked your dick, I didn't pull it
off.  " I said.  Realizing now that my first sexual act with another person
had been to suck cock.  I still didn't care.
   "I don't..  I don't want to be gay!" Pud spluttered a little.
   "How does me sucking you off, sucking you till you came, on my face --
Make you gay?" I asked him.
   "I still want to fuck Trisha and..  and..  fuck that was awesome!  Holy
shit dude you are amazing, how many times have you done that?" He was
spluttering but calming down and looking at me now.
   "First time.  You are my first, you fucking beast.  You took my fucking
tounge cherry, you're cock erupted your fuckjuice in my face, my hair, I
ate it, I tasted you, your spunk is on my fucking chest man." I thumped my
chest for emphasis.  "I'm not fucking gay.  I wanted to suck you, I wanted
to see what it was like, I wanted your cum in my mouth, down my throat, in
my belly.  I wanted your fucking quim on my face and I wanted to mix with
you.  Accept it.  I fucking wanted this.  I wanted dick.  I wanted your
dick.  You have to fucking tell me you want your dick sucked from now on. I
fucking own your first time, me.  I'll fucking suck you anywhere now, but
you gotta tell me in detail how you want me to suck you.  Tell me how you
want to cum in my face, my throat, my neck." I grabbed his cock again and
started rubbing it.
   "You want Trisha?  Fuck yea man, fuck her, let her suck you teach her to
suck you like I did.  Eat her fucking pussy after you cum in it, make
Veronica eat her out while you fuck her.  Tell her I sucked you, don't tell
her, I don't care.  You want my mouth Pud, just fucking tell me.  Tell me
you want sucked.  I'll keep you hard and wet and suck your fuckstick
however you want, but you gotta think it, feel it and fucking voice it." I
felt so full of testosterone.  I would suck an army at this point, then
fuck thier wives after.
   "Ok dude..  ok..  fuck..  ok." Paul had calmed down and was looking at
me.  "Do..  dude..  uh.  Do.  Do you want me to do it to you?" Paul was
looking at me hard.
   "Not like that.  You want me you fucking take me.  If I want you to suck
my dick I'll tell you.  If I want you to take my load in your face, I'll
tell you.  If I want to stick my porker up your ass I'll fucking tell you.
NO WALLS PAUL.  That's the fucking deal.  If I've seen anything..  It's
that people don't speak up enough.  " I was momentarily overcome by
thoughts of little Anna watching mommy and daddy fuck and her wanting to
play too, but not saying anything.  Only to be taken aside by her uncle
later for some "quality pussy time".  Anna is 8 years old and lets Uncle
Roy blow his nut in her hair and face nearly every night.  Anna has learned
to clean herself off with her fingers and suck his cum out of her hair. 
Her own little pussy wetting her pink panties every time.
   Paul was getting up now.  "Dude.  You need to get home.  Tomorrow.  Fuck
dude." His knees were shaking and I saw he was still semi rigid.
   "You keep saying that.  Why?" I stood up and looked down on my body,
covered in sex juices of Pud and I.  I idly played with my nipple.
   "Dude, it's been 15 days you've been out here." Paul said.  "There's
covering then there is running the fuck away.  I think your parents are
cool, but you need to check in.  Here's some money by the way.  He handed
me a ten and 3 fives.  "It was 40, but, we bought some weed and beer.  I'll
pay you back if you want." Paul was pulling up his underwear, and shorts
while wiping his stomach with his shirt.
   "Really?  15 days?" I asked.
   "Yea, Mom wants to see you before she vouches for you again.  She said
my word isn't enough." He finished dressing and looked up at me.  "Your mom
has a nice rack." I said smiling.
   "Oh fuck dude.  what?  Jesus fucking bluesticked joseph.  Who the fuck
are you?" I walked up to him, touched his chest and said "I'm still me.  I
just found something I like." I said.
   Pud smiled "What?  Cock?!" and play flinched like I was going to hit
him. "Well, I like yours, I don't know about anything else yet." I smiled
back.
   Paul reached out hesitantly and put his hand on my cock.  It jumped a
little at his touch.  I wasn't completely prepared for him to touch me.  As
odd as it sounds I was in control the other times so it was easy.
   He was looking down at my cock, gently holding it in his hand.  Then I
grabbed his hand and wrapped it firmly around my prick, sqweezing his hand
closed and said roughly "If you want it -- TAKE IT!".  It was then I
understood I was scared as shit.  Possibly more than Pud at this point. 
Paul had me to assume control, years of trust made it easy.  I was flying
solo here.
   He slowly let go.  "Alright man.  But get home.  Seriously." he smiled.
"Cocksucker."
   I smiled back "I'll suck your cock till you scream Pud.".  He shivered
and started back for the road.  "You ok to ride at night?"
   "No, but, fuck it, I need to ride right now."
   I went back to camp took out my journal and wrote for the next 3 hours.
I slept a little then started to store my gear and get ready to ride back.
It was then I noticed paper where I had none.  I was meticulous in my camp.
Nothing out of place, and this paper was outside my camp.
   I picked it up and looked at it, it was a reciept for the little store
inside Titty City.  $2.34.  Likely a soda and a candy bar.  A quick recon
and I found a Payday and a RC-Cola bottle behind a tree.  Someone had been
here last night, and probably watched me with Pud.  I shivered a little
thinking of being watched, then realized I was getting hard at the though.
Fuck, I'd been found out.  Considering the police weren't here, well, they
could be at the street, it was safe to assume someone was simply letting me
know I wasn't alone, and that was OK by me.
   My dad and I spent the next week going over stuff for school and asking
me everything I'd done.  I'd shown him how I made snares, small cooking
fires, and generally made a small campsite in our back yard.  I left out
all the stuff of becoming a CIA spook, keeping files on people, reading
mail, cataloging license plates, watching all manner of sex in the resort.
Yea, best to leave that out.
   Dad was thrilled with me.  He wanted me to sign up for a camp in
Wisconsin and to make him happy I agreed.  Dad gave me all the space I
needed too, I was proving to be a more self-sufficient man than he was and
he knew it and was so damn proud of me it nearly hurt to see him.  Mom was
a little more concerned, she said I strutted a little more and my extreme
physical changes while impressive worried her.  She always asked me if
anything else was going on.
   My mother was a 80's housewife.  I'd never considered her anything but
my Mom, but there were times I wondered if she wanted to know how I was
"progressing" into maturity.  She bounced on the edges of discussions of
masturbation and sex, not quite timid, but also trying to keep things
healthy.  Neither of my parents ever talked about sex and as far as I knew
they only fucked to have me.
   "Honey, are you doing ok in the shower?" I heard Mom ask loudly through
the bathroom door.  "Great Mom." and before I could zip my trap "Just
rubbing one out." which was completely true.
   "Oh..  OH.  Ok honey, uhm..  ok..  Well, be careful.  err..  oh..  " and
I heard her walk away.  I smiled and squeezed hard on my dick letting
pressure build and let my cum fly onto the wall nearly up to my head.  I'd
been learning distance.
   I came out of the shower and a thought came to mind.  I grabbed the
towel and weakly dried myself.  It'd been 5 days since I sucked Pud's gay
cherry out of his pisshole, and I was horny as hell, I also longed for my
campsite.
   I opened the door, leaving the towel in the hamper and walked down to my
room.  My hair was still damp, all my hair, but not dripping.  I walked to
my room and found my mom there bent over, putting away some socks.  I stood
in the doorway, completely nude, my cock almost hard.
   "I don't know how you wear those socks so often sweetheart, they were a
mess, I had to darn the heels of 2 pair." she was turning around and saw
me.
   Her eyes took a moment to take in what she saw.  I was lean, my legs
were toned from riding and hiking.  My arms while not huge were becoming
well defined by outdoor living, and my stomach was completely flat and
becoming toned.  My dick was semi hard and hanging, but in clear view of
mom.
   "Well, you look healthy enough." mom said slowly, she was looking me
over completely.  She didn't seem to mind my nakedness.  "Are you hungry?"
she started to ask then snapped her fingers, her face flushing a little.
   "I talked to Dr.  Robbins and he wants me to check your hair for ticks.
He said it's important to get them quickly if you have any." she said. 
Have you been checking yourself?
   I didn't even let myself think when my left hand ran through my pubic
hair and my right hand felt through my head, which I kept short.  "It's a
little hard to check my head.  Would you?" I said.
   I saw her take a breath and look at me again.  I could see her color
rising.  My mind started flipping through my records and landed on Jason
Marks and his mother Mary.  The Marks lived on the northeast area, the
"good area".  That didn't stop 16 year old Jason from fucking his mother's
pussy while they watched intense pornography together at night.  Her gasps
and moans were well known in the neighborhood.  His father Ben Marks simply
sat in his chair, his meaty little hand jacking his cock as he watched them
fuck each other.  Mary hardly touched Ben and only had a pussy for her son,
who was quite the well hung boy.  Jason really didn't mind walking around
naked everywhere with a perpetual erection.  His mental growth was stunted,
a retard, stuck at the age of 9, but with a man's body and a huge cock to
use it.
   I sat on the bed and tilted my head to Mom.  She was wearing a sundress,
which was normal for her.  The knee length yellow floral pattern was nice
and hid her housewife figure.  Mom hadn't let herself go like Dad had, but
she also didn't care as much anymore.
   As she started to run her fingers through my hair I felt my cock rise,
and I was, starting to worry a little.  I wasn't sure how this was going to
go down.  It was obvious in the City.  I would fuck her and she would want
me.  That was the City though, not out here.  The City was place for lust
to run free, for people to not have to have the walls that keep our lifes
free from societal issues.  The City was not home.  I would not endager my
mother.  My cock however didn't listen.
   She ran her fingers all through my hair and down my ears she felt my
back and rubbed my neck.  This continued for a few minutes and I enjoyed
it. Feeling my mother look me over, care for me was special and
appropriate, even if I was nude and sporting wood to make a sequioa feel
inadequite.
   "You checked all your hair?  I'm also worried about fleas or other
critters." she said in a soft voice, but not meek or weak.
   I looked up at her and leaned back a little, I ran my fingers through my
pubic hair and pulled at it.  "I have my fingers here a lot and I don't
feel anything.  I also wash there often." I looked at her as I ran my
fingers around my hair, not quite touching my tentpole of a cock.  My rigid
as fuck now throbbing erection.
   She unsucessfully met my gaze and looked down to my hand and I saw color
fill her cheeks and neck.  It took all my control to not pull my hand away
as if I burned it, but slowly moved my hand back to the bed, unsure of what
was happening.  I loved my mother so much I didn't want to hurt, scare or
otherwise damage her.
   "You check everyday?" she asked still staring at my crotch.  "Can you
show me?  I'd like to know how you are doing it.  You spend so much time
outside I worry you might miss something." She said, her eyes locked on
what was now obviously my cock.
   I raised my hand again, and sucked in my stomach, my boycock; as I now
felt young again, pulled straight up and rigid.  My hand ran through my
pubic hair fingers splayed open then my fingers brushed my cock and pushed
it forward against the blood flow and it felt amazing.  I wrapped my
fingers around my cock and started to explore and ensure there were no bugs
on my completely hairless member.
   My mother's breathing increased and I still, despite everything I knew
to be obvious, wasn't sure what was going to be expected of me.  I held my
cock down foward exposing all my pubic hair and said "Do you need to
check?".  I said it simply, without inflection or mirth.  Simply put, I was
scared, what the fuck was I doing?  THIS WASN'T THE CITY.
   "That might be best." she said after a moment, then took her fingers and
started running them through my pubic hair.  I shiver like none I'd had to
date ran up my spine and extended out my arms.  I felt a little weak and
light headed.  My mother continued moving around my pubic hair, pulling
aside some hair and almost petting.  Was something wrong with my cock?  Is
that why she's looking at it?  Is it the sores from where I keep fucking my
hand?  Does she actually see bugs?
   She let her nails run through my hair and my hand let go of my cock,
like a catapult it rocked forward and slapped Mom's hand.  I froze and
after a moment my leg started to shake.
   My mother, my wonderfuly amazing mother took my dick with her other hand
and pushed it foward for me again and continued to explore my pubic area.
My cock started to jump in her hands, I had no control at all of what was
happening.  She took it firmly and pushed it down and never stopped
carressing my hair.  My head lolled back and i started to pant a little. 
"I guess there is nothing there then?" I asked.
   "No sweetheart, you are healthy and bug free." She continued holding my
throbbing spermthrower in her hand.  "Honey, do you know how to take care
of yourself in other ways?" she asked as she manipulated my cock backwards
toward my stomach so she could get a look underneath my cock and look at my
cumsack.
   "Are you fucking kidding me?" I heard myself say, and drew in a breath.
   "Not at all, then she squeezed my cock very tightly and said, watch how
you talk to your mother." very tightly and clipped.
   "Yes ma'am." I whispered and felt my hips start to sway a little.  I
felt like I had no control over things.  My body and mouth were not in sync
with my brain.
   "You shouldn't leave yourself like this, it's important to relieve the
stress of living outside.  You've shown resiliance in camping for nearly 2
weeks, but I need to know you can take care of yourself." My sweet mother
was talking amost clinically, but softly, it was a combination I didn't
understand.
   Next thing I knew, Michelle Watts, my mother, began to masturbate me. 
She started slowly her finger rounding the top of my penis to use some
precum to smooth her fingers.  She felt the scabs of my earlier
ministrations and was so gentle as to not go near them.  Her hand played up
and down with the ministrations of a gentle feather.  Her touch and stroke
sent me up and in just a few moments I was gushing cum.  Her stroke was
intense and strong, she milked me from the bottom of my cock, my fucking
throbbing aching cock in the hands of my mother, to the tip, each stroke
bringing up more cum.  Her hand was covered in my juice she apparently
didn't care about distance and was more interested in the release as she
didn't let any pressure build in my penis.  It was simply a masterfully
done release designed to milk an orgasm and cum nearly directly from my
soul.
   My mother shivered and I looked at her.  She looked at me and solidly
said "When you release, this is best, let it flow.  You might be concerned
with other -- things, but when you are masturbating for stress relief, or
before you go to bed, this will give you what you need."
   What I felt wasn't a lesson in masturbation.  I felt my mother's love
and warmth, I felt her on my skin and her desire; even if she didn't know
it.  Anna knew desire, her little panties were wet with desire, Roy only
wanted hand and blowjobs, he wanted to nut on little Anna's face.  Her
parents refused to see that she wanted to play with them, she wanted
daddy's cock and to play with her mother's tittys again, but she simply sat
on the bed and watched them fuck and moan and say the dirtiest of things to
each other.  Anna could have no role.
   I loved my mother and I wanted her to know there was going to be a role,
she didn't get to lay me out like that and have it be a lesson in
masturbation.  I took her hand and brought it to my mouth.  She tried to
pull away, but I pulled her fingers into my mouth before she could.  I
looked into her eyes as recognition dawned there.  I licked her fingers
clean and the back of her hand, my cum tasting salty and musky in my mouth.
I released her hand and said "Yes ma'am."
   She took a moment and stood up.  Her back to me, I stood up behind her
and waited.  She turned to me and grabbed my chin.  She kissed me gently,
but her fingers were solidly holding me in place.  The kiss wasn't meant to
be a good night kiss, it was guided, her fingers were strong and smelled of
my juice.  She parted my lips with her tounge and pulled it around my
teeth, it took me a moment to realize she was searching for my cum, in my
mouth.
   She broke contact working her jaw and mouth.  Then said "We'll talk more
later."
   "Yes ma'am." I said.
   Later that night Mom told me Paul was coming over to pick me up,
apparently we were going out.
   After a quick bike ride to the Lake, we found our way to the backside of
the campground.  There were 5 other kids there, notably Trisha and
Veronica, both in bathing suits, Steve in trunks, and some others I didn't
know.  Steve saw us and waved us over.  "Hey maaaan.  How you doin?  Long
time no see." His words were slurred, he was either high or drunk.  I
looked around and quickly determined that it must be weed since no beer was
around.
   "Good to see you Steve." I said.  "Trisha, Veronica.  " I nodded to them
in turn.
   Veronica had a Nancy drew book and was leaning back to back with a boy
about 11 years old.  Trisha was passing a regular cigarette back and forth
with Steve, and another girl, sat further up the beach, she was at least 17
possibly older.
   "That's Hamster" Steve said nodding to the boy with Veronica.  "That's
Hailey." he threw his head back to the girl further up the beach.  She was
in a one piece suit, laying on blanket.  It was sunset, but that apparently
didn't phase Hailey.
   Steve and Pud wanted to talk to me aside, but Trisha was always nearby.
Honestly, I thought they were being assholes.  If this was a group, they
shouldn't have to hide anything.  After a few minutes of Steve and Pud
bungling about, casting sidelong glances at Trisha then at me.  I grew
impatient.
   "Just out with it.  Trisha, these guys obviously want to tell me
something without you around.  I don't fucking care.  I think you're cool,
I have no idea what we need a secret for.  I'm going to go over there and
talk with Veronica and --.  Hamster..?  If you guys wanna talk, lets talk."
and I walked away.
   I was making idle chatter with Hamster, who was actually pretty cool. 
We liked talking about hunting and fishing.  Veronica was please to be
included in a conversation and was really fun to talk to.  PST (Pud, Steve,
Trisha) finally came over and eventually we all started talking.  Hailey
had apparently fallen asleep.
   "So were we going to do anything tonight?" I asked everyone.  I actually
wanted to get back to the house and see if Mom would check me for bugs
again.  I also needed to plan my final excursion to The City before school
started.
   "We were going to drink and hang out, Hailey has 2 sixpacks of Coors we
can have." Pud said.  "I got some money working at the park." he said, but
his eyes shifted to the left when he said it.  I wasn't sure what was going
on.
   "That's cool, I really don't wanna drink though.  You guys can, go
ahead." I said looking at Veronica.  She'd shifted so that her legs were
drawn up and giving everyone who cared to look a clear view of her barely
covered poon.  Pud said she was a cocksucker, and a snatcheater for that
matter, but I hadn't seen it for myself.  Little did Pud know I knew Trisha
was a cocksucker as I watched her slob the knob of a boy in the back of the
bus.  Trish was a slut and not ashamed.  I respected her for it.  Now.
   "We were just looking to loosen things up." Hamster said.
   "Why the fuck do they call you Hamster?" I suddenly asked him.
   "I'm small and I run alot." he said smiling.
   "Do you squeek to?" I asked laughing.  "Sometimes when I'm poked." he
said straightfaced.
   Lee, Frank and Dewey.  All three boys were from the south side of the
City.  Each in a different home with the same story.  Lee and Frank both
took a dick in their asses from daddy and uncles.  They didn't seem to
mind. Lee was 6 and Frank was 8, they both enjoyed the attention and the
men in thier lives seemed to love them, even if they did fuck them on a
regular basis.  Dewey was sodomized by his mother with a strapon.  He was
14 and wore a wig while his mother told him how good he felt and would
later suck his dick until it would stay hard anymore.  Hamster suddenly
made sense to me.
   Hamster's comment also seemed to set off quiet bomb in the group. 
Everyone was quiet.  Not sure what to say.  "So you like to fuck?" I asked,
I spoke it soundly, firmly, with no malice.
   Hamster met my eyes, "yea, and suck.  Steve likes to put it in my ass."
   "Shuttup man!" Steve said, but I noted that Veronica had her fingers in
her suit bottom now.  Steve's crotch tenting out and Pud had an obvious
hardon that could be seen from DeMotte.
   "So what are we going to do about this?" I looked at Pud.  He didn't
quite meet my eyes, Veronica sighed and was obviously masturbating.  I
couldn't believe no one was paying attention to her.  Trisha was behind
Steve and came out with out a top on, her tiny titties hard with excitment.
   "I want you to suck my dick Phil." Paul said to me.  Again, silence fell
on the group.  "So your comments of "being gay"?  Were bullshit?  You guys
are fucking each other."
   "Fuck yea." Veronica said.  "Someone give me head." She'd slipped out of
her bathing suit completely.  Her pussy was glistening with spit from her
mouth.  She had no tits to speak of, but she knew what she wanted.
   "Who?" I asked Veronica.  "Who do you want to suck on your beautiful
little pussy?" Veronica's face fell a little.  "Beautiful?  you think my
cunt is beautiful?" I didn't have a hard time processing Veronica's
language.  I'd heard much worse.
   I grabbed her legs and spread them wide and ran my fingers down her
belly and through her pussy.  I'd not touched a real pussy before now, but
I'd watched, noted and learned.  She gasped and wriggled and giggled.  I
brought my fingers to my mouth and licked them.  "Beautiful and tasty a
cunt as I'd ever seen.  Your gash is a fucking work of art.  You smell like
a cum soaked dream, your baby lips are perfect to the touch.  Any dick
would be lucky to spend a second inside your fuckhole." Veronica, sweet
little 9 year old girl teared up a little and gave me a hug.  "Thank you."
was all she said and sat back on the picnic table.
   "Trisha," she said wiping away her tears.  "Come lick my beautiful
fuckhole." Trisha was nearly rocked a little as the command came from her
sister.  I looked at her and Trisha shrugged a little --
   Luanne and Cindy sissor fucking while the man with the camera tried to
tame his erection.
   Trisha leaned down to Veronica and kissed her.  Steve's shorts fell and
he stepped out of them.  He was thin, but from undernourishment, probably
smoking too much weed.  His cock sticking straight out from a patch of dark
tight curly pubic hair.  Hamster looked at Steve and licked his lips a
little.
   Trisha had started licking Veronica and sloppy sound were coming out of
them.  I reached over and removed Trisha's bottom half and she hardly
noticed.  I couldn't help but wonder how these guys got into so much
fucking.
   Hamster got up and without preamble knelt in front of Steve and took his
entire 5 inches in his mouth, then started bobbing.  Steve just murmured
"fuck yea dude."
   Pud looked at me like a puppy dog.  It was ridiculous really.  I told
him what to do, but he didn't have the backbone to really make it happen. I
suddenly realized I was sporting crazy wood and wanted to get nude.
   I took off everything and stood there.  Steve took in my body alond with
Pud and Veronica.  I'd continued working out now and my abs were tight and
muscles were showing.  My cock was fully hard and standing at attention my
own soft fur covering my genitals.
   "We should move this to the blanket." I said.  Trisha was kneeling on a
wooden picnic table, Veronica was spread wide on the top of the table. 
Steve was standing there stupidly getting his cock sucked by Hamster who
was kneeling in the sand.  Pud's erection hadn't been freed yet, and I
wanted him to work for it.
   "You said I just had to tell you." Paul said.  "Yea, apparently your
tell needs work." I said.  "I'll suck your cock Paul, no worries, I want
that flesh in my mouth tonight, I wanna suck it hard and feel your cum
slither down my throat.  I wanna choke on your cock and feel you gush in my
face.  You need to get a grip though first."
   Steve was open mouthed at my words.  Hamster was bobbing on Steve like
mad.  Hamster wanted it so bad, but Steve had eyes for pussy and my cock
apparently.
   I slapped Trisha's ass and ran my finger through her upraised cunt.  She
shivered and paused to say, "Tell me someone is going to fuck me." Then
went back to work on her sister.
   "Hamster, come here." I said and he stopped, looked up at Steve.  He was
a little crestfallen that Steve hadn't cum yet.  He got up but didn't come
over.
   "Look, fucking and sucking is easy.  You guys are doing it now,
something is going on that these 2, " I motioned to Trisha and Veronica "
are completely uninhibited to fuck each other.  You guys are just being
physical.  What the fuck is that, it's easy."
   I said over my shoulder, "Hailey, take off your suit and come here." I
said it with some authority and finality.  I'd heard Marhsha do it to
Yvonne (one of 4 black girls at the City).  Marsha ordered Yvonne to take
off her skirt and play with Marsha's nipples while Yvonne fingered herself.
At the pool.  With about 20 guests around, including kids.
   I didn't turn around I just stood there.  Trisha stopped toungefucking
Veronica, and interstingly Veronica didn't stop fingering herself and they
turned to look at me.  An eternity later (about 45 seconds) Hailey had come
up beside me.  The top of her one piece down but not completely off.
   I looked over at her, Hailey had amazing titties, and I knew right then
I wanted them, in my mouth, or my dick sliding through them.  Her auburn
hair was medium length and hung straight.  She tilted her head and looked
at me.  "This better be good."
   After taking in her beautiful orbs I turned to her and reached behind
her neck with one hand and placed a hand on her hip.  She tensed a little.
"Your body was made to fuck.  Your tits are like precious fucking mounds
that need sucking.  I wanna fuck your canyon can cum all over your chest,
I'll grind your pussy till you beg me to stick my rod in you.  But since
you came clothed I guess that will have to wait." Then I reached my hip
hand up and pulled her nipple to my lips and kissed and sucked on it.  My
first titty.
   I was rocked by the slap that came next.  Hailey was stern but amuzed.
My face was red and burning from the open hand slap.  "I'm not a slut you
can push around boy.  I'm a slut that chooses my toys and I didn't choose
you."
   My concentration was knocked out for a moment.  I realized then that she
was an older girl and I was nearly 4 years younger than her.  My rebuke
wasn't as bad as it could have been, after all she'd come topless.  I
simply chose the wrong approach.  I had a lot to learn.
   "You're cute, but you need polish.  If you can't get anyone here to fuck
you, see me later, we'll see about a handjob." She walked to Veronica and
leaned down.  Her open mouthed kiss and fingers tangling with Veronica's in
her pussy made a sight that I don't know if I'd ever see again.  As much as
I tried to keep in control.  Seeing this older girl passionately kiss
Veronica and slip a finger into her pussy was a lot even for me to handle.
   "Have fun sweetie, do whatever you want." Hailey said to Veronica. 
Veronica sighed and fell back on the table breathing heavily.  Hailey
turned to Trisha and hugged her.  I watched as Trisha reached between
Hailey's legs and tried to slip a finger into her cunt.  Hailey smiled at
her, widened her stance then proceeded to kiss and lick Trisha's neck,
Trisha tried to finger Hailey but it didn't work, Trisha was completely
awash in Hailey's ministrations.
   I heard Pud grunt and moan a little.  He'd taken his dick out and was
jerking his cock watching the girls.  He'd just shot his load in the sand
next to Steve.  Hamster was looking at him quizically.
   Hailey broke with Trisha and said sternly "Nothing you don't want to.  I
love you daughter."
   Now my mouth open, my cock bounced as I took in the implications. 
Beautiful Hailey was thier Mom and they were all fucking.  He'd seen this
in the City, but how was this possible in Lake Holiday campground.  It was
Yogi fucking Bear for shit's sake.
   Hailey walked by me grabbed my cock for a second and squeezed, smiled at
me and went to her blanket.
   I looked at Trisha, "How the fucking fuck old is she?"
   "27." she said sighing.
   Math -- Math -- Math -- how did I do this again.  14?  15?  Shit, she
was young when she had Trisha.  "Ok then.  Mom.  Got it."
   "My dad is her uncle from her Dad's side.  He'd been fucking her since
she was 4.  She had me and he cared for us, then got knocked up again by
him and she left him.  Mom told us people don't understand the way we are,
but I don't think she knows people very well.  Mom hasn't fucked a since
Veronica was born.  She taught us everything we need to know, at least how
to do without a man if we want.  Personally I still like cock." Trisha
waggled her eyes at me.
   I was still a little dumbstruck.  Sisters and mothers.  I started making
more files in my mind.  Uncles, mothers, daughters, lesbian, sluts, whores.
My world was filling with sexual deviants and I didn't mind a single bit.
   Hamster laughed at Pud suddenly.  Paul hadn't let go of his cock and was
squeezing it reflexivley.  "This is cool right?  You guys don't care if I
jack off?  Cause, holy fuck dude."
   Steve put his head on Hamsters head and was nudging him down again. 
Steve really wanted a sucking.
   "Hamster.  Get on the table, next to Veronica." I said and Steve looked
bummed.
   Hamster walked over and sat up there, his 9 year old penis was no longer
hard.  I wanted to fix that.
   "Steve, you want a blowjob right?" I asked.  "Fuck yeah dude." he said.
"Tell Paul." I said and turned to Hamster.
   "Hamster.  I'm going to suck your dick.  I'm going to use my tounge to
terrorize your ballsack and probably stick a finger in your ass.  If you
can cum I want it all, I want it on my face, in my mouth, whatever."
Hamster looked a little shocked but no less than ready.
   "Veronica, you will play with Hamster nipples and toungefuck his mouth.
Your tounge is a cock and you are fucking his mouth just like the big
boys." Luanne..  Cindy..  fucking vixens, sucking and fucking with thier
little holes.  Veronica is ready for anything..  Fuck girl fuck.
   "What the fuck am I gonna do?" Trisha asked.
   I was walking to Hamster and said "nothing you don't want to do".
   I spread Hamsters legs and looked at his tiny cock and hairless
genitals. It was so soft and tight, he was tanned all over and smelled like
old cum and sweat.  It was a heady scent and I let it sink into my nose.  I
kissed him slowly my tounge whisking about his mouth to get a proper taste.
Hamster melted into me, he was so young he had no way to assert himself. 
He just became what others wanted.  I was ok with this for now, becuase I
wanted this little boy desperately.
   I kissed down his neck and whispered to him "Your body smells used, you
like this don't you?  You like being someone's baby twink.  " Aaron Ceriak,
13 years old.  Plaything of 4 50 something old ladies.  He understood what
it was to be needed.  He wanted thier attention even if it meant licking
aged pussy and handling saggy breasts.
   "Phil, your cock needs to be in my ass, really soon." was the last thing
Hamster said to me before Veronica took over his mouth.  I was luxuriating
on Hamsters chest, nipples and belly.  When I got to his cock.
   I let my tounge out completely and wrapped it around his tiny member. 
Puberty couldn't be long for Hamster, the hormones in his body should be
kicking everything in quickly.  I lowered myself onto his dick and sucked
and licked.  His cock wasn't like Pud's it wasn't long enough to caress and
engage, so I took his entire cock and balls in my mouth and massaged them
with my tounge.  Hamster groan and tilted his hips more.  He was presenting
his rosebud for me.
   I'd only seen anal done, I wasn't sure what I should do really.  He was
so small I just didn't know.  So I licked a finger and played around his
bud, playing with it and sucking his tiny cock.
   I was surprised when I felt a hand reach around to my own dick.  Trisha
was reaching around me as I sat in front of Hamster.  I took a slight
moment to lift my ass up and kneel in front of Hamster so Trisha could get
better access to my cock.
   I caught a glipse of Steve laying against a tree with Pud sucking on his
cock, Steve had Pauls head in his hands and thrusting him up and down.
   I went back to Hamster as Trisha pulled my cock straight down and
started milking me like a cow with her hand.  I spread my legs more and
felt a mouth engulf me.  Then I realized that this would be my first
blowjob.  I returned my full attention to Hamster.  My fuck finger ringing
his asshole when I suddenly realized he was so loose I had no problem
slipping it in.  I felt Hamster's hips buck and realized that the blowjob
wasn't what he wanted.  He felt more in his ass.  I still wanted cock so I
continued.  The table shifted and I realized Trisha was positioning herself
above Hamster and pulling his face into her pussy.  I realized then that
little Veronica was sucking my cock and twiddling my cumsack.  It felt
amazing and I really wanted to cum, but not before Hamster.
   I started driving my finger into his ass in rythm to his hips.  I was
squrely locked on his cock and heard him moan and start to sieze up. 
Veronica took as much cock as she could into her mouth and sucked me up.
   Hamster came, or rather orgasmed suddenly, he wasn't producing cum yet,
but the effect had to be similar.  I kept sucking on his cock until he
pushed me off.
   He grabbed my head and said, "Next time..  YOUR COCK." then buried his
face in Trisha's bush again.  I reached up and slapped Trisha's ass and she
giggled and squirmed a little.
   Veronica disengaged and looked down "I'm sorry.  I couldn't make you
cum."
   "Baby I didn't want to cum yet because I want to be with you." I pressed
my cock between us and rubbed.  "Have you been fucked by a cock that wants
to be inside you?  Do you want a cock that is clawing to be in your
pussyhole?"
   "Holy fuck yes!" she nearly squeeled.  Trisha looked down and said "plow
that pussy boy."
   I took Veronica and laid her on the table.  She spread her legs wide and
pulled back her legs with her hands.  This wasn't new for her.  Even if it
was for me.
   I noted that Steve still hadn't cum and Pud was trying to push away.
   My cock was still wet from Veronica's own mouth and I leaned over her.
"Yes yes yes, fuck me Phil, fuck fuck fuck me."
   My own hormones didn't allow me take it easy, I was going to loose my
cherry to a 9 year old slut girl.  I couldn't have imagined a better
moment. My cock wavered around her hole and she grunted a little as I found
position.  Her hips curved up a little for better entrance and I drove
home. I'm pretty sure I hurt her but she was ok.  Trisha was watching me
fuck her little sister and I could see she wanted the same.
   Veronica started to yelp a little as my hips thrust against hers and I
stopped deep inside her.  "Baby girl you are so fucking hot and amazing.  I
want to stay deep inside you, my cock wants you so bad."
   "Lube." was all she could say.  I wasn't leaving her pussy, not now.  I
was fully engaged in her pussy and I loved it, this is what I wanted. 
Trisha slapped me lightly upside the head and made me lean back.
   Climbing down she got between us and spit, and spit and spit everywhere.
I fucked my cock back and forth letting her spit lube us both up.  Veronica
sighed and squirmed a little "fuck it..  fuck my pussy."
   It was then my brain ran out of words.  My hips were fucking and
crushing Veronica.  Her grunts and moands were music and my cock was the
instrument.  Her baby chest heaved several times and I felt my cock start
to swell.  All at once I came inside her, it was a swelling gush that
emptied my reserves.  The heat of her pussy and my own need kept me
thrusting into her.  I subsided and felt my cum rushing out the sides of
her pussy where my cock filled her completely.
   I was light headed, Trisha, Hamster and the other two were staring at
me, Veronica was looking up at me with stars in her eyes.  "You have such a
dirty fucking mouth." she said.
   "No shit." Trisha agreed.
   " --" Hamster just nodded.
   "What did I say?" I looked at her, my cock still filling her hole.
   "Let's see here.  You are my dirty fucking cumgarden.  My pussy makes
your dick glow red with heat.  If I don't sit on your face for an hour
you'll never have another "cumsquirt".  Really?  You also said something
about needing to suck out my pussy and your tounge being the cumrag to
clean me up.  I don't know there was more.  Wow."
   I didn't remember any of it.  I remembered Luanna and Britney
neighborgirls who gave blowjobs and cleaned the cum off each other.  I
remembered Neil and..  what was his name..  Brett?  Brett came all over
Neil's chest and Neil's mom rubbed her tits in it then made Neil lick her
chest.
   So many images so much going on in my head.  I wanted more.
   I kissed Veronica deeply and she engaged with whole abandon.  My cock
slowly loosing blood and falling out of her.  I kissed her neck and
whispered in her ear "You were my first, thank you.  Your cunt is beautiful
and amazing." Her eyes made the response that let me know I'd said the
right thing.
   I worked my way down her body and true to my word.  Cleaned her pussy
drinking from her like I would a bottle.  My tounge a rag for her juices. I
had no idea where I aquired this taste, but this beautiful little girl was
surely to be my best fuck in my life.
   Pud and Steve were still arguing over blowjobs.  Trisha and Hamster were
fonding each other and I hadn't stopped tounge fucking Veronica.
   
  
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