Summary: Simone has a new baby at home. Her husband is often away on business, but among other family members, her thirteen year-old brother Kevin visits often. Simone often breastfeeds the baby while Kevin is over. Kevin not only gets used to seeing Simone do it, but he develops a crush on his sister and wants to do more than watch the action.

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Story: Simone pt. 1, by LaurenMom (Fm, inc, bro/sis, masturbation, lactation) (Feb 2010)

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Simone truly looked forward to Kevin's visits. She had plenty of friends to keep her company while her husband Greg was away on his frequent and sometimes lengthy business trips. Simone's mom and dad and other family members visited regularly, as well as having her over to their homes periodically. Of course, nothing kept Simone busier and more engaged than her three month old baby. And even though Kevin was only thirteen, it was just fun and relaxing for Simone when her little brother came over to spend time with her.

She loved that Kevin was always so helpful to her, with the baby, or anything else she wasn't able to get done. He actually looked for ways he could pitch-in with whatever Simone needed. And he paid her a lot of attention, which felt really good to her.

Simone had been aware for a while that Kevin had an adolescent crush on her. She knew how much he liked spending time with her, especially when she could give him undivided attention, like when the baby took a nap. She considered the crush totally harmless and innocent, even though she guessed that Kevin probably masturbated while thinking about her when he went home after one of his visits. Simone reasoned that to be nothing more than what school boys do with their sexual urges.

She didn't even think anything of Kevin being present when she was breastfeeding the baby. And Kevin had gotten over most of his extreme discomfort during feedings . But Simone knew it was still awkward for him, even though she covered herself up with one of the baby's blankets. She thought about going into the other room for feedings, but she thought that having Kevin sit in the living room or kitchen alone defeated the purpose of him coming over to spend time with her and the baby. Besides, Simone thought it was a good thing for her brother to get comfortable with one of the most natural acts in life. 

Kevin usually arrived at Simone's in a good mood. He was done with school for the day and he really looked forward to spending a few hours with his sister and the baby. Well, really with his sister. Although he liked her baby just fine and he was happy to help out, his favorite part of the visits were when he could be alone with Simone.

"Come on in," Simone shouted toward the kitchen when she heard the knock she assumed was Kevin. "You don't have to knock, Kiddo," she said as he entered the living room after throwing his book bag on a kitchen chair. "I'm hardly ever walking around naked at this time of day!"

Kevin felt a strange feeling when he heard his sister use the word, "naked" in front of him, especially in reference to herself. He didn't fully understand why, but it made him sort of tingly. He laughed out loud at the comment, but he would think more about it later, when he got home. But he still needed to make a joke to avoid seeming weird.

"Gross!" Kevin exclaimed in response to the comment, though that didn't really reflect his true feelings on the matter. He quickly changed the subject. "Did the baby eat yet?"

"Sorry, Kev," Simone replied, "no such luck. I know you like me to finish before you get here, but sometimes she's just not ready to eat when I want her to. Don't worry, though. I think you'll survive."

"Yea, it's no big deal. I'm used to it by now."

"Ohhh, you're such a grown-up, now! Wanna drive my car down to the store and get us some beer?"

"That's gross too!"

Simone was glad to hear that, even though Kevin seemed to be showing interest in the female form, he didn't seem to be intrigued by drinking just yet. She hoped that would be a rite of passage that he would let wait a few years.

"So, how was school today, Kiddo?"

"Fine, I guess."

"Did you do anything interesting?"

"I don't know. Like what?"

"I don't know either. That's why I asked you!"

"Oh, yea," Kevin said. "I don't know."

"Fascinating," Simone said in a teasing manner. "You want something to drink or eat? I managed to find time to make cookies earlier. You can help yourself."

"With nuts?"

"Yes, with nuts...you nut," Simone answered playfully.

Kevin popped out of his chair with teenage enthusiasm and headed for the plate of cookies on the kitchen counter. When he returned to the living room, he found Simone just about to breast feed the baby. Since she was focused on the task at hand, Simone didn't notice Kevin re-enter the room, so she didn't make the effort to cover herself. Consequently, her little brother got his first full view of her swollen breast as she opened the flap of her nursing bra and brought the baby close to suckle. Simone didn't cover herself up with a blanket until the baby was well attached to her nipple. When she looked up and saw Kevin in the doorway, she wasn't sure how much of her boob he had seen.

"Oh, you're back," she said as she considered how much of a show Kevin may have had.

"Um...yea," he replied nervously, indicating to Simone that he had indeed seen all there was to see. "Did you want one?"

"Pardon?"

"A cookie. Did you want one?"

"Oh, no thanks, Kev. I'm good."

Simone tried to keep her smile to herself. She found it adorable that Kevin had seen her exposed breast and was now embarrassed by it. With Greg away so often, Simone didn't realize how much she missed being seen in any stage of undress, by anybody.

"Can I turn on the TV?" Kevin asked.

"Of course," Simone replied. "Go for it."

Kevin picked up the remote from the table next to him and turned on the television. He flipped through the channels as they talked randomly. After ten minutes had passed, Simone needed to change the baby to her other breast. She thought it best to warn her little brother.

"Uh, Kev?"

"Yea?"

"I just want you to know that I need to switch our little friend here to the other side. I wanted you to have a heads-up."

"Really? Why do you have to do that?"

"Because both of them have to be fed from pretty much equally or the one that isn't will get too swollen and painful."

"Oh," Kevin said.

Simone couldn't tell if her answer was too much information for him. But she thought again that there was nothing wrong with him hearing about the facts of feeding a baby.

"O.K. Here I go," Simone said to alert Kevin that the change-over was at hand. "I'll try to stay covered."

"It's O.K.," Kevin said. "I'm fine."

Simone thought her brother might indeed be getting over some of his uncomfortableness. Her playful side decided to test out her theory. Normally she would have made an effort to completely cover herself with the blanket when she switched the baby to her other breast. But instead, she pulled it to one side as she unbuttoned another button on her blouse and opened that side. She noted that Kevin wasn't exactly staring at the proceedings. But he wasn't totally looking away either. She was quite surprised when he asked another question.

"Why do you do that...and not just give her a bottle with regular milk?"

"I've told you before, Kev. For one thing, babies don't drink regular milk at her age. Some drink formula, but that's a little different. And, this is the most natural way to feed a baby. Women's bodies are made to have babies and to feed them. And, it's the best thing she can have. My milk is exactly the right nutrition for my baby. It's better for her than formula. And besides, it just makes us closer. We're bonding."

Simone kept half an eye on Kevin as she opened the other flap on her nursing bra. He was definitely watching what she was doing. She pulled the flap down, exposing the other breast, and then shifted the baby to that side. Simone knew Kevin was watching closely now. She looked up at him and he did not look away. Simone decided to take a bold step.

"Do you wanna get a closer look, Kev? I don't mind."

"R-really?" he said hesitantly.

"Sure. It's O.K. Come on."

Kevin got up from his chair and moved closer to his sister. He stood next to her as she positioned the baby on her breast. She took the breast in her hand and brought the baby to it.

"See? Now I just need to make sure she gets attached."

"How do you do that?" Kevin asked.

"Well, she pretty much does it on her own now. But sometimes I need to remind her of what's going on. Like this."

Simone slid her fingers down her breast, across the areola and onto her nipple. She squeezed it gently and a drop of milk appeared. She touched her nipple to the baby's mouth and rubbed the drop of milk on her lips. Within a few seconds, the baby had attached and begun to suckle.

"Now what?" Kevin asked.

"Now she knows what to do. She'll hang on until she's finished."

"Wow," Kevin said quietly.

"I'm impressed with you, Little Dude," Simone said with a smile. "I thought all this was way beyond your gross-out limit."

"I don't know. I guess it was for a while. But it seems O.K. now. Even kind of interesting."

"You've come a long way, Kevin. Way to go."

Kevin smiled back at his sister as she closed the flap of the first bra cup. Feeling slightly disappointed when Simone covered herself with the blanket again, he returned to his chair.

"So...what does it feel like?" Kevin asked.

"What do you mean?" Simone replied.

"That. Breastfeeding. What does it feel like?"

"Look at you with the questions!" Simone said. "It feels different at different times, I guess. It was kind of hard at first. She and I both had to figure it out. It's a kind of a tugging feeling most of the time."

"Does it hurt?"

"Not usually. My nipples can get sore sometimes." Kevin felt the tingling feeling again. "And sometimes when I just can't get her to nurse for some reason, my breasts can get swollen, like I said before and that can be painful. But most of the time it's a really nice warm feeling between her and me."

Simone could tell that Kevin had something else on his mind. She didn't know if she had given too much information and embarrassed him. Or was there was something else he wanted to know?

"What's up, Kev?" she asked.

"Well...I...I was..."

"What, Kiddo? It's O.K. You can say whatever you want. Do you have another question? I really don't mind."

"What...what...what does it taste like?" he finally blurted out, after which Simone could tell that he was in fact very embarrassed by what he had asked.

"Oh...Kev, Honey," she said soothingly, "you don't have to be embarrassed. It's O.K. I told you that you could ask anything. It's fine."

He looked up at his sister to make sure she wasn't mad or that she didn't think he was super weird for asking.

"Never mind," Kevin said, even though Simone didn't look mad at all.

"It's really O.K. Do you really wanna know that?" Kevin nodded his head. "I guess it kind of depends on what the mom has been eating. That has a lot to do with it. So, it kind of varies from day to day."

"Has Greg ever tasted it?" Kevin asked with a playful grin.

"Now you're getting out of hand, Buster," Simone said before rolling her eyes.

"You said I could ask," Kevin said with a laugh.

Simone saw that he was relaxing and getting back to normal, for which she was glad. She hated it when he felt awkward around her just because she was now a mom.

"You're right, Kev. I did say that. Want another cookie? Maybe I'll have one after all."

Even though she had wanted her little brother to become comfortable with the changes she was going through, Simone thought the openness had perhaps gone far enough. She hoped the cookies would change the subject. No such luck.

"Well?" Kevin said.

"Well what? Do I get a cookie or what?" Simone asked.

"Has he or not?"

"Kevin, that's enough, O.K.?"

"Come on! You said I could ask ANYTHING!"

"Oh, O.K., Mr. Smartypants. Although I don't think you really wanna know and I don't think you'll like the answer. But, yes he has. Are you happy now?"

"Ewww! That is soooo gross!" Kevin exclaimed.

"I told you you might not like it," Simone countered. "But you wanted to know."

"Why did he taste it?"

"That's enough for now, young man. We're getting a little too personal. Besides, I have to go put her down for her nap. I'll be back in a minute, O.K.?"

"O.K.," Kevin said in response.

Simone detached the baby and took her upstairs to the nursery for her nap. After ten minutes had passed, Kevin began wondering why she hadn't returned. He went up the stairs and looked first into the nursery. The baby was in her crib, fast asleep. But Simone was not there. He walked down the hall. The bathroom door was open and she wasn't there. At the end of the hall was Simone and Greg's bedroom, to which the door was also open. Kevin proceeded in that direction.

End of pt. 1
To Be Continued
