Subject:     Hatemail
Story Codes: nosex
Date:        April 24, 2012
Author:      Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>

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                              !!!WARNING!!!!

This file contains sexually explicit material which may include graphic 
depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as incest, 
adultery, sodomy and bestiality.  It is distributed on a website clearly 
identified as "For Adults Only".  Possession by a minor is strictly 
forbidden.  If you are not legally empowered to be in possession of such 
material, do not read it and delete it immediately.

This work is copyrighted 2012 to the author. It may be posted to non- 
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Summary:

Needless to say, not everyone sends me complimentary mail.  Why people read 
my diary and then complain about it, who knows? Anyway, here are some of the 
more "interesting" ones I've received.  Unfortunately some of these may also 
have been the ones who hacked into my accounts and have done other things to 
try and discredit me.

I removed the e-mail header information as it’s the content of the messages 
that counts, not when or who sent them.

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Dear Kelly,

While the content on your website isn't directly illegal, some of what is 
said I'm sure is. What the fuck is it with you chatting to people, giving 
them advice on how to abuse young children and start incestuous or underage 
sexual relationships with them? I'm sure THAT is illegal. I admit, I read one 
story, in fact I'm not even sure it was yours, that was being discussed in 
some forum about stuff that creeped people out. I clicked the parent 
directory, curious as to what the fuck that was all about, and happened upon 
some of your writings.  While your stories are mostly harmless, although very 
graphic and unsettling, the chats you have with people and your 'guides' to 
incest and such other things are beyond sick. I find it hard to fathom that 
this stuff is on the internet without some kind of authority stepping in. 
Besides, this is the internet for fuck sake, nothing can be hidden that well 
that somebody won't find it and report it. It seems all of your readers and 
the people you chat to are sick pedophiles who seriously need to be tracked 
down and locked up for a very long time. I am disturbed and disconcerted that 
I have happened upon this kind of content and that there is not much I can do 
about it. I'm not exactly in the know when it comes to all the legal stuff, 
but discussions about how to start fucking your young daughter just screams 
'ILLEGAL!!!' to me. Seriously, what the fuck is going on?

Regards, Me

P.S: I'm a 17 year old girl, which should hopefully clear up any doubts that 
I in NO WAY get my kicks from reading your shit, keeping in mind I haven't 
read much more than the chats and one story, which truly sickened me to my 
core

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I think your child molesting parents should be locked up.  And don’t kid 
yourself, every action begins with a thought first.  I seen your chats and 
I’m sure you pushed both men and women over the edge.  How many times have 
you chatted with a man and urged him to molest or touch his sleeping child? 
Now you might think it’s harmless because the child is sound sleep but what 
if he/she  is awake but too scared to say or do anything? I’m sure even you 
would admit that would be a fucked up situation. Don’t get me wrong I think 
you honestly believe what you do isn’t wrong and from a legal standpoint, 
you’re right.  But morally you’re just as wrong as any pedophile you ever 
chatted with.  Kinda like a mom who knew that her husband was touching their 
child but did nothing about it.  Just because you didn’t pull the trigger 
doesn’t make you innocent.  It’s funny because some of the thoughts and 
fantasies I have might be wrong but I couldn’t imagine carrying those acts 
out on my own my daughter (if I had one of course).

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Kelly

I have been contacted by a recent reader of your site and informed that you 
have made public private emails and images, including emails and names. This 
is how the other person was able to contact me.

I am extremely distressed and angry that you have chosen to put my life and 
family at risk by this means. I have been told that you are ignoring requests 
to remove this information.

You have published emails, names and images on your "fan" page - remove all 
of them and take action to delete this information from wherever else it is 
archived and you will be reducing the threat to me and my family. This 
reduces the consequent threat to you and your family.

You should be in no doubt that if my life is ruined by your actions I will 
not rest until I have had my revenge on you and your family. 

***************

Why don't you spend a few bucks and get you own website for cryin out loud.

Quit sending every little twit shit to ASSTR.  Your massive crap is expensive 
and intimidating at the cost of other authors that might want to post there.

Who really wants to read all your rambling, disjointed shit anyway!

As for me - I find it annoying and irritating to have to sift through pages 
of your crap to find something good.

I've tried to read your stuff, but can't figure out what it is or why I 
should read it.

PLEASE - do us a favor and get your own website and just inject an update 
once and a while on ASSTR.

Give ASSTR back to writers and authors of stories.

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Kelly,

I would be supportive of you standing up for your principles - if they 
weren't so hypocritical.  Tell you what - you talk about your church and 
religion so much - why don’t you discuss your "principles" with your pastor - 
let him see your website - where your principles are so clearly reflected in 
your actions - and if he agrees that you are right - then I will admit I am 
wrong and apologize.    Regardless of what your pastor would say - I don't 
think I'll ever understand how you can make exceptions to your principles 
when it suits you - like you told me about with your dad on two occasions, or 
using sex to get your job.   I don't really see much point in you and me 
continuing to talk - we just see things too differently.  I am sorry things 
have worked out like this.  If you think otherwise - I am willing to listen.   

Sue 

***************

Dear Kelly, 

Thanks again for more pictures, but I have decided it is my last series. It 
was already my idea, but I also read your last story and it was a 
confirmation of my thoughts.

I am not angry (otherwise I would have not attached more), but disappointed. 
I already saw you were only interested in pictures and not talking, but I 
need interaction, you should give something to people who write you. Maybe 
not what they ask, if you don’t want, but at least speak with them. Otherwise 
you make out of them stupid geeks.

I understood you like to manipulate people and your writing is a big 
confirmation. I am not happy on what you did, it is morally wrong. Remember 
that is weakness that leads to evil. Pushing on weakness is also wrong and 
non- Christian. Have you seen “Devil’s Advocate”?

Don’t think that if it’s not you who do immoral things, than you are clean.  
Don’t get me wrong, I know it’s not your fault because I have been tricked by 
girls in a similar way… should I say used. But I am not weak and I will never 
do immoral things for anyone. And I am not angry with those girls because I 
know it was a fault caused by innocence.

Remember that not everyone has strong morale; someone could begin to like 
what you push him into and never stop! Please remove that story; someone that 
admires you should take that as an incitement.

You have been lucky and received a special education, what is good for you is 
not for most people out there. Because of many problems they had in the past.  
Please think about it.

Now... never mind. Go on with your diary! I will ever read it.

Faithfully,
Andrea

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I can understand incest being loving and pleasurable.   BUT to RAPE your 
handicapped daughter !!! I`m sorry you have just taken this way over the top.   
You actually need help before you blame the alcohol again and do it to 
someone else.   Please seek help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  You need it 

***************

Your description of Sandra Mcvie was one of the most spiteful things I have 
heard or written by one girl about another!! although I have not been in 
touch with you before I have enjoyed your site and that was the reason I 
wrote to Sandi ,fellow brits and all that . she seems a really nice person 
who may not quite match up to a spoilt little American girl! But they were 
not all perfect!! I don’t expect a reply to this email, but at least do the 
decent thing and take that crap off your site, hopefully before she sees it 

denny 

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You promote and actively encourage individuals to explore their dangerous and 
delusional fantasies, encouraging one particular individual to masturbate 
over photographs of a child in his care, do not claim to not be encouraging 
this behavior. Just like all deviants you seek to place the blame on others, 
you seek to justify your dubious activities by labeling them as fantasies or 
by promoting the notion that the issue or difficulty lies with the 
substantial majority of the human world who find your behavior abhorrent and 
perverted.  Kelly, or is it more likely that you are in fact a sad middle age 
man masquerading? You claim you do not promote incest, well don’t then, stop 
doing what you do, accept you are responsible for harming children and go do 
something to repair that damage, help some child somewhere and stop all this 
sickness.  But then again you don't want to do you? you want to move on to 
your next victim and destroy another life and another family just like you 
have this one. He may be sick, but he never encouraged this behavior, he 
never asked for photo's of my daughters, and he never asked for 'tributes' 
...you did. look in the mirror and feel the pain you have caused and do the 
decent thing 

***************

You people have serious issues and are risking the health and safety of 
children all over the world, including here in this house. I despise you and 
hope you never have to endure the true pain and suffering of real victims of 
incest and child abuse. I am sure god or whatever higher entity you may 
believe in will ensure you receive your payback for all the damage you have 
caused with your promotion of this vile and evil practice. 

***************

What you just posted on your website I found so sad: "How would you feel 
knowing a girl you never met has full nude photos of you doing naughty things 
you could never explain to your family or boss? What if after you try and 
dump her she posts your chats and mail on the Internet? What might she do 
with your pics if someday she REALLY gets mad at you?" When I get angry at 
people and decide to excise them from my life all I do to get revenge is to 
deny them me. I know that it is in many ways very egotistical, but I also try 
and live the life of Christ and when people ignore him and don't answer his 
calling, then he denies them himself, which as a born again Christian I know 
is the greatest revenge he can meet out to them. I also think that you, and 
of course me as well, should decide to read the Bible in a year and pray 
before each session for God to make you teachable to his word, or the true 
definition of discipline in Latin which I studied for over four years, and 
pray after you read his word for him to implant the words in your heart. I 
need this for me even more than you, since I've already read through the 
Bible three times already (and I'm not bragging) because I still haven't 
gotten what he wants me to know yet. 

Yours in Christ, 
Morgan Sterling Hale in Denver, Colorado

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Hi Kelly,

How are you? I guess your fine. I just want you to know that God does not 
approve on what you do, not to condemn you in anyway but just to give you an 
info that Jesus does not approve to what you’re doing and you need to repent 
from your sins, to open your eyes to the unconditional love of Jesus to us, 
I'm saying this to a fellow Christian for I believe you are a Christian and a 
daughter of God, God loves you and want you to know that you in spite of 
everything you have gone through God sees everything you do those moments you 
indulge in sin Gods sees you, and it grieves the heart of God seeing you that 
way, come back to Jesus your Lord and personal savior it not yet too late to 
leave the world of sin and come back to his bosom. He is just waiting for 
you, seek his voice. I want to tell you that from this day on me and my 
family will include you in our prayers.

May God bless you and your family!

Jobert Moleno Philippines

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so what is your advice to all the people? do you encourage this dirty 
relationship? it is illegal isn't it? 

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You are a sick, (I don't know how you could live with yourself), woman.

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what u get thru this nasty profession i think ur motivation is only get money 
isn't it.... do u don't think it is nasty one...

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So do you consider yourself a Christian? Then how can you, in a good 
conscious, live your life committing adultery and having incest sex when the 
bible is against your whole lifestyle and still consider yourself a Christian 

I think the Bible was not written so people can pick and choose what they 
want to take for their personal lives. If it's written, it's meant to be 
followed.  And, yes, YOU are committing adultery. And the man that committeth 
adultery with another man's wife, even he that committeth adultery with his 
neighbour's wife, the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to 
death. Leviticus 20:10.  Although, you aren't married, this man left and lied 
to his wife while he was having sex with you which is called fornication, 
another abomination according to God, the both of you committed adultery. And 
I'm sure that engaging in sexual activity with 109 guys is not accepted by 
God either. So just some things to think about before you go and tell 
everyone you’re a "Christian". And if you drink, I got some Scripture for 
that as well. I realize that you may not agree with these things, but there's 
no way that you can tell me I'm wrong!

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I don't know why I'm bothering other than my reaction to reading your "About 
Me" section of your web site (that's as far as I made it). 

Just to assess: you started engaging in sexual activity at 14, you were a 
willing participant in incest with your parents at the ripe old age of 16.  
By the age of 21 you have had over 100 sexual partners and have, from what I 
gathered, mastered heterosexual sex, lesbian sex, group sex, light S&M, and 
submission. Have you made it to farm animals yet or are you saving that for 
your 22nd birthday? 

I'm a pretty liberal guy but you need an intervention. I just hope you never 
procreate so that no other children go through the same experiences you did - 
and no matter how much you tell yourself that it wouldn't happen you don't 
strike me as the type that exercises much restraint, especially taking into 
consideration your views on incest. It is impossible for you to have any kind 
of objective perspective on this issue because you lived it, you were a 
willing victim and your sexual history is a testament as to how it has 
effected your life. 

I told you to delete this message, I am sure you will blow me off as some 
kind of a right wing, conservative, sex nazi. I'm not, I'm just a guy, a 28 
year old guy that has his own set of problems to deal with but I can 
recognize a messed up person that needs help when I read about one, hell 
you're a case study for Masters and Johnson.

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first of all when you look at the mosaic laws given in Leviticus, there are 
two types of laws. 

A large number of them deal with being clean before the Lord. Laws like if 
you touch a dead body, have a wet dream, etc. Because we had no mediator, we 
could not come before the lord in worship if we were unclean.  The second set 
of laws has to do with living our lives according ot the nature God created 
us with. These are laws that forbid practicing witchcraft (because we were 
created to depend on God, not mediums and psychics), etc.  Now, when Christ 
died for our sins, his blood made us clean. He is also the mediator between 
us and God, so that we can always worship God. On top of that, Jesus 
redefined what makes us clean and unclean claiming its not what goes in our 
bodies (like eating pork) but what comes out of us (meaning what is in our 
hearts and our soul) 

However, the nature with which God created us has not changed.  The laws 
which are given to us in order to ensure we live the lives God intended us to 
live out still valid. 

Now, of course following or not following those laws is not what makes us a 
Christian or determines our salvation. We are saved by grace. We don't follow 
the law for our salvation, we follow them because we already have our 
salvation.  Now, let me begin by saying I am nowhere near perfect. I struggle 
with many sins. Heck, what brought me to your page in the first place was 
giving into lustful desires. Every day I struggle with living the life in the 
flesh, and living the life God wants me to live. 

I don't know about your personal relationship with God. The only two that 
know if you are going to heaven are you and God. I can tell you however that 
having sex with many people outside of marriage (or even a committed 
relationship for that matter) having sex with family members, and other 
things you do are not what God intends for you to do. 

Just like I was created for higher things that looking at pornography and 
being a DL, you were created for a higher purpose as well. Now, I don't say 
this to judge you, I am not claiming to be a better person that you, because 
I am not.  However, the one difference that I see is while I recognize my 
sins and struggle with them every day and call to the Lord to help deliver me 
from them, you seem happy to live with your sins and attempt to justify them 
and in some way reconcile them with your relationship with the Lord. But, we 
can never have the relationship with God that our hearts truly long for, and 
the he truly longs to have with us if we refuse to live by the nature he 
created us with. 

I hope these words come to you with an open heart. In the end what you do 
with your life is your choice, a choice that I cannot change and that God 
will allow you to make. But if you truly love the Lord and wish to have the 
relationship with him that your heart longs for, make sure that you are 
making the choices that God wants you to make, not the ones you want to make.

THE END
