Subject:     Kelly’s Diary - Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ)
Story Codes: nosex
Date:        March 17, 2012
Author:      Kelly <pghp_girl@yahoo.com>

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Summary:

I have chatted and exchanged e-mails with hundreds of people and as you might 
imagine, I get asked many of the same questions over and over again.  Not 
only does this become tedious, but some of my answers are hard to properly 
express in short Instant Messaging answers.  Thus I decided to write up the 
complete answers to my most frequently asked questions (FAQ).  This document 
is updated periodically as patterns emerge or I find that I've inadequately 
explained something.  

If you have any questions to suggest for me to add, please send them in an e-
mail to me at pghpa_girl@yahoo.com.

Table of Contents:
   About My Diary & Being On-Line
   Sex In General
   Incest
   Underage Sex
   Personal Data


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ABOUT MY DIARY & BEING ON-LINE
==============================

Are your stories true?   
======================

This is by far the number one question people ask me! 

I personal write every word of every story in my diary and in general they 
reflect true events in my life.  Needless to say I don't have recordings of 
every moment of my life so the events and dialog are based entirely on my 
memories and those of my friends and family – none which are 100% perfect.

I make no effort to hide the fact that I use a bit of artistic license at 
times but that’s more for editing purposes that to “enhance” the story.  For 
instance I usually have to condense the events in a story to keep it to a 
reasonable length.  I’m not a professional author and I simply don’t have 
time to write novels. 

The names I use are not the actual names of the people involved.  I also 
change locations and in many cases the dates.  Personal descriptions and 
family makeup also are disguised.  All of this is intended to protect my 
personal privacy, not to be deceptive.  In the end I sincerely believe my 
stories are reasonably accurate portrayals of each event.  If anything I get 
more criticism for NOT “enhancing” a story when it fails to meet people’s 
expectations.  I can’t even count the numbers of times people complain that I 
didn't do this or that.  The answer is simple - because I didn’t.

My diary is NOT an accurate autobiography.  I choose events to write about 
not because they were necessarily the most enjoyable or wildest but more 
based on their impact in making me who and what I am today.  My diary focuses 
on the sexual side of my life because that is what people who come to this 
site expect.  It does NOT provide a complete picture of who I am or what I 
do.  People who have read my diary and then see photos of me often comment I 
don’t look like what they expected, as if I should have the word "slut" 
tattooed on my forehead.  Well I’m not a porn star and while you may get the 
impression from my diary that my life revolves around sex,  it IS important 
but my family and God come first.  Just look at the gaps in time between the 
entries and it should make you think about how much of my life is NOT in my 
diary.


Why do you write and publish your diary?
========================================

That is an excellent question so all you psychology majors and amateur 
analysts pay close attention...

About half-way through my freshman year of college, I started chatting on-
line with strangers.  Many of them would ask me the same questions about my 
sexual experiences and views and it soon became a pain typing the same stuff 
over and over.  Not only that, I always felt I was leaving out too many 
details and people were getting wrong ideas about me.  So I started writing 
out short blurbs about some of my experiences which I sent to people instead 
of writing them out each time.  Over time as I fleshed them out and included 
more details.

Then I started chatting with a couple of men who wanted me to do things with 
them I'd never done before such as help them to cheat on their wives, have 
sex with their teenage kids, and so forth.  Although I couldn't even imagine 
myself actually ever doing such things, we had some erotic chats about it and 
before I realized it, I found myself fantasizing about them as well.  I wrote 
out several of those fantasies for them to read.  I'd never written any adult 
fantasy stories before and I found myself getting horny as hell when I wrote 
them!  Sometimes I even had to take a break and masturbate about the fantasy 
I was describing.  If nothing else, it was a sure-fire way to beat writer's 
block.

My stories, both real and fantasy, take me a long time to write so I try to 
limit them to events that have some significance to me - a "first time", 
something that affected me deeply emotionally, or to be honest, something I 
want to brag about.  I enjoy the feedback I get when I publish them and it 
makes me feel a bit turned on knowing men and women are out there 
masturbating as they read about what I've done.


Your early entries sound so mature and graphic and they flow too well to have 
been written by a fourteen year-old.  Did you really write them?
=============================================================================

Keep in mind that I didn't even START writing these stories until I was in 
college.  Frankly, I don't even know HOW to write as a young girl again and 
I’m sure if I tried it would sound horribly fake.  I grimace sometimes when I 
read the ones I wrote back when I was eighteen and so most of those have been 
edited over the years to fix spelling and grammar errors as well as to add 
missing details.  

While I appreciate the people who compliment my writing style, I take 
exception to those who say I write too "mature".  Keep in mind that I was an 
excellent student (graduating from high school with a 4.0 and college with a 
3.85) and now have a teaching degree so hopefully I CAN write better than 
most people!


What is the meaning of the numbers you use in your file names?   
==============================================================

These let me sort my diary by date.  A computer nerd I chatted with early on 
suggested I use a naming system where 20060705 is July 5, 2006.  This allows 
them to be easily sorted in chronological order.


Is there a sequence to your stories that they should be read in?   
================================================================

I recommend reading my diary in chronological order.  The earlier stories 
were written to stand alone as I was submitting them randomly to various 
story sites where there was no linkage between them.  After I started posted 
them on my own web site I got complaints that the introductions were 
redundant so now I when I periodically edit them to fix typos and such I also 
try to shorten the introductions.  The down side is this assumes people have 
already read the earlier ones.


Are the people in your "STORIES BY OTHERS" section real?
========================================================

This may seem to be a cop-out of an answer, but why even ask?  In any case, I 
don't know. Without risking my own privacy, there is no way I can tell for 
sure as I'm not ever going to meet them, phone them, etc. so it's just their 
e-mails for me to go by.  When possible I post their e-mail address with the 
story so why not just e-mail them and ask them yourself? 


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SEX IN GENERAL 
==============

When did you first have sex?   
============================

I was fourteen my first time.  It was during the summer before my freshman 
year of high school with Steve, the sixteen year-old brother of one of my 
girl friends (my husband today). It wasn't his first time and my mom had me 
well-prepared, all of which I think helped to make it a wonderful experience 
for me.  There is an entry in my diary which gives all the details. 


How many men have you had sex with?   
===================================

I have had one-one sex with dozens of different guys.  If you want to be 
really anal about it (no pun intended), then a LOT more different cocks than 
that have been actually filled my pussy at one time or another well over 100.  
Why the difference in numbers?  Well, I've been to a number of parties where 
multiple guys fucked me plus a couple of bachelor parties where I was the 
"entertainment".  It's hard to say you’ve had sex with a guy you never saw 
before and didn't even know his name.  Thus I use the lower number when asked 
how many guys I've been with.  


Are you BI?   
===========

Technically yes in that I enjoy sex with men AND women.  That said, I prefer 
men as a dildo can never replace a real cock which gives the boys a distinct 
advantage over girls.  On the other hand, while boys are the best when it 
comes to meeting my physical needs, girls are far more satisfying 
emotionally.  What I guess I’m trying to say is that with guys, it’s all 
about satisfying my PHYSICAL needs whereas with girls it’s more about dealing 
with my EMOTIONAL needs. 


Are you a slut?
===============

If the shoe fits...  By definition, yes I am a slut and proud of it.  I say 
I'm proud because being a slut means that I'm sexually attractive to other 
people and not afraid to take advantage of it.  Some people use the term as a 
slur but that's their problem.


You say you’re a slut but not a whore.  What’s the difference?   
==============================================================

When a guy dates a whore he knows what he’s going to get and he expects to 
get it, no questions asked, because he is paying for sex.  With a slut, he 
may have hopes but he can’t be 100% sure how far she’ll go.  A whore can 
never tease like a slut because a guy knows with a whore he’s getting it 
eventually whereas with a slut there’s always that question of will she or 
won’t she?  

Whores SELL their bodies to please the man.  Sluts USE their bodies to please 
themselves. 


Do you like men to shave their crotch?   
======================================

Before I answer that, let me say I love almost ALL men's crotches, so it's 
just a matter of preferences.  I like bushy crotches the best and the more 
hair the better.  It feels good to reach down inside of a guy's pants and run 
my fingers through his coarse pubic hair; then smell my fingers later to 
enjoy his musky scent.  When I suck a man's cock I take pleasure in the 
feeling his coarse pubic hair against my face, especially when I take him all 
the way in my mouth and my face is buried in his crotch.  

Now as for the rest of him – shave it off guys!  I don't like being on the 
beach with a gorilla.  As for beards and mustaches – UGH!  And what's with 
this two-day growth crap anyway?  I mean, who decided THAT was sexy?  Just 
scratches my face and thighs so far as I’m concerned. 


What are you wearing?   
=====================

It's amazing how many times I've been asked this!  Mornings are easy as 
usually I shower, wrap a towel around me, and sit down for a few minutes to 
catch up on e-mail.  Otherwise at home I prefer wearing something loose on 
top and nothing on the bottom.  It doesn't really matter what I wear on top 
so long as it is something.  It can be a t-shirt, a blouse, a man shirt, or 
even just a bikini top.  Just so long as my boobs aren't just hanging out 
there.

I've always loved being bottomless.  Nothing compares to feeling the cool air 
against my bare ass.  I hate feeling restricted down there which is why I 
rarely wear panties under a dress, even to church (or should I say, 
especially to church!) Of course I wear panties when I teach.  There’s no 
excuse for an adult woman to flash ten to twelve year-olds.

Sorry but despite all the fantasies men may have of me, I almost NEVER run 
around nude for no reason at all.  The only times I’m typically naked are 
when I’m in bed, taking a shower, or having sex.


Do you wear a bra and panties?   
==============================

Actually most people just ask if I wear panties but I’ll answer for both 
anyway.  Until my latter teen years my bust was nothing to brag about.  Bras 
are uncomfortable enough and when you don't need the support why torture 
yourself?  In any case, since I was under no pressure to wear one from my 
mother (my dad certainly never wanted me to) I just never really got started 
with the habit. I keep a couple flirty ones around for those occasions that 
warrant one, such as at church when I want to wear something lighter or 
tight.  At school I’m required to wear one and there it’s all about comfort 
so while they may not be sexy, they don’t make you want to scream by the end 
of the day.

Even though my boobs eventually grew to be something I'm happy with, as a 
rule I still rarely wear a bra except to work.  There IS one other time I 
wear one and that's on special dates.  It's amazing how guys get turned 
taking off a girl's bra, even when she's his wife!  Oh well, if my husband 
likes it I don't mind accommodating him.  

Panties are a similar issue.  I wear them with extra short skirts so I don't 
get arrested for indecent exposure (except on special occasions when I want 
to show off).  I've also found that guys seem to like a little mystery more 
than blatant exposure.  For whatever reason getting a peek at my panties up 
my skirt seems to be more erotic than a glimpse of my bare pussy.  Guys 
especially seem to love it then when they get to remove them.  

There are a few times when I wear panties, one being during my period, 
especially if I'm having a heavy flow.  That's just a matter of basic hygiene 
and cleanliness.  I also wear panties and bras to work.  The people who run 
the Christian elementary school where I teach would not be amused if I showed 
up looking slutty!  Besides, I'm surrounded by ten to twelve year-olds so it 
just doesn't seem right to dress slutty in front of them.


Do you like pantyhose?   
======================

Ugh! For that matter, find me one girl who honestly says she ENJOYS wearing 
them (versus resigned to it).  Women wear pantyhose for only ONE reason – it 
makes their legs look better.  OK, sometimes they help keep you a little 
warmer in winter as well.  I typically wear pantyhose for formal events, 
especially  when I wear a short skirt or dress.  For those interested in such 
things, I wear a size A, preferably fully nude although sheer black can be 
entertaining!  Never been a big fan of fishnet. 


Do you consider a blowjob to be "sex"?   
======================================

By definition sex is the penetration of a penis into a vagina, something that 
doesn’t happen during a blowjob so blowjobs are NOT sex.  Thanks to William 
Jefferson Clinton, I think most of the general public agrees with me.  

When I’m sucking a cock I certainly enjoy doing it but when I compare it to 
being fucked it’s an entirely different experience – emotionally and 
physically.  Sucking a guy's cock is just a way for me to give him pleasure, 
no different than giving him a massage, except that I’m using my mouth 
instead of my hand. 

That said, letting a guy insert his dick into my pussy is an entirely 
different matter.  When I’m coupled with a man it creates a physical union 
between.  Whether it’s making love between me and my husband, being intimate 
with my father, or just having fun with some stranger, it's SEX. 


Is giving a blowjob an act of adultery if one of the partners is married?
=========================================================================

Adultery is the act of having sex when you're married with someone who is not 
part of your family.  While I’m sure most wives wouldn’t be happy about it, 
legally a blowjob is not adultery because it's not sex (see the previous 
question).  Note that in order to commit adultery you have to be married.


Is adultery wrong?
==================

The answer is a classic "it depends".  I know, it's one of the "Big Ten" but 
to me it's not the ACT of adultery that's wrong, it's WHY it's being 
committed.  CHEATING is wrong, whether you are married or not.  So if someone 
is cheating when committing adultery, then yes, adultery is wrong.  Otherwise 
it's just sex so what's the big deal?

One thing to make clear - adultery is only wrong for the person committing 
it.  Don't blame your partner for your actions.  If a husband cheats on his 
wife with me then HE is the only one doing something wrong even though I'm 
also married.  Yes, legally I would also be committing adultery but I would 
not be cheating on my husband because he's OK with me having sex with other 
people.


Do you practice safe sex?   
=========================

My mother put me on the pill as soon as I started having sex so far as birth 
control goes, that’s what I’ve always depended on.  When the time came a 
couple of years later for me to have sex with my dad for the first time, I 
was glad that I was on it since feeling him cum inside of me was all part of 
the experience.  It feels so much more intimate to know he is releasing 
himself in me. 

I hate condoms and only want a guy to wear one when necessary to protect 
against disease.  When I was in high school I didn’t make most guys use a 
condom as I figured the risks were small since I was on the pill.  Don't 
preach to me about STDs, I’m very selective of my partners and I make a 
conscious decision in each case.  At the same time I don't take stupid 
chances. 


Does cock size matter?   
======================

If course!  The ONLY people who claim otherwise are the ones that have them.  
Sure, sometimes I’ll tell a guy it doesn't matter but that’s like a guy 
telling a girl that “anything more than a handful is a waste”. 

When guys worry about cock size it tells me that they don’t have a clue how 
to please a girl if they think just a fat cock is going to do it.  Of course 
a larger dick feels better when it's all the way in simply because I can feel 
it filling me more.  But to really please me, all a guys needs to do is get 
the head in me far enough to rub against the multitude of nerve endings that 
are just inside of me. 

In other words, think of it like eating.  The taste and enjoyment comes from 
the taste buds in your mouth but the overall long-term satisfaction comes 
from the fullness of your stomach.  Of course, if you eat too much your 
stomach hurts!   That’s how it is with my pussy.  It’s the entrance to my 
pussy where all the action takes place so far as stimulation goes.  The 
reason it feels good when a guy strokes me is that his cock acts like a 
violin bow playing over the “strings” just inside of me.  When his cock 
pushes further in me, then its more the sensation that he is filling me up, 
giving me a feeling of general satisfaction I also enjoy.  

Any cock size can accomplish the first part.  Maybe if I wasn't so tight a 
larger dick would be better but if anything, TOO big a cock can hurt as it 
stretches me out to force its way inside of me.  When it comes to filling my 
pussy, the bigger the better to a point after which, like an overfilled 
stomach, too much of a good thing can be bad as well. 


Do you like anal sex?   
======================

NO!  I don't mind being licked and touched but otherwise my ass is strictly 
one-way to anyone except me.  I’ve experimented with my finger in the shower 
and hot tub and have actually come to enjoy it now and then when I 
masturbate.  Giving anal sex turns me totally off.  I don’t even like to 
discuss it. 


Have you had sex with a black guy - or any other interracial sex? 
==================================================================
  
I don't even like this question because it infers that I might choose who to 
have sex with based on their race.  I’ve had sex with only a few black men 
but that’s almost entirely due to lack of opportunity, not choice.  I really 
don't care what color, age, or religion a guy is when it comes to sex – they 
all feel the same when they're in me.


Have you had sex with an animal?  
================================
 
Many years ago I experimented and let my little Yorkie lick my pussy.  Even 
though she DID make me cum, it was the only time I let her do it.

Once I spent the night with my friend Samantha and found out she was not only 
a lesbian but regularly had sex with her golden retriever.  Well, I was horny 
and one thing led to another so now I can say that I've sucked a dog and been 
fucked by one.  That does NOT mean I want to have sex with animals, only that 
I experimented once.  To be perfectly honest, I’m still weirded out about the 
whole thing when I think about it.  After all, it WAS a dog and somehow it 
just seems wrong.  Once after that I found myself in a situation where I 
broke down and did it again but trust me, that was the last time!


Do you have sex during your period?
===================================
 
Sex during my period is more about hygiene than anything else.  Face it, it 
can be a mess.  Most guys are turned off by it as well.  I’ve never met 
anyone who wanted to have oral sex during my period and I doubt I would go 
for it anyway – it would be a little gross for me.  I don’t mind it so long 
as we do it somewhere where it doesn't create a problem - obviously not on a 
couch or piece of furniture!  Typically that means in bed with an old towel 
or blanket under me that can be thrown away afterwards.  I find that 
missionary works best so you could say I’m a little less adventuresome during 
that time. 

There is one exception - some days I cramp and just don't feel well so 
naturally I’m not into sex at those times.  As for whether it "heightens" 
anything.... sex is 80-90% mental for me so I guess if it feels any different 
it’s more because of the fact that I KNOW that I’m on my period more than 
from BEING on my period - if you understand what I’m trying to say.  If 
nothing else I don't have to worry about whether I’m lubricated enough! 


What is your favorite position?   
===============================

That depends a lot on the situation and who I’m with.  As a general statement 
I like to start out on top, cowgirl style, riding a guy.  It gives me control 
over the depth of his penetration into me as well as the speed.  Towards the 
end, I am a sucker for the good old missionary style, especially when he is 
planning to cum inside of me.   It's the most intimate of positions for me 
and I have to admit I enjoy the feeling of submission to him as he literally 
mates me.  In between, well that's as much up to him as anything.  I like 
doggie, spooning, and just about anything that doesn't hurt me or involve 
anal penetration. 


What was your most memorable experience?   
========================================

Well, if you’re referring to my entire life, that's an easy question to 
answer.  That would have to be the day when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and 
Savior.  I was ten years old at summer youth camp when my counselor led me in 
prayer and I dedicated my life to Jesus. I believe that experience is also 
part of the reason why I feel so strongly about wanting to work with youth. 
The impact my counselor's actions and behavior influenced me tremendously and 
she will always be someone I respect and admire. My hope is to have that same 
impact on another girl's life someday. 

That said, I doubt when most people read that question that that was the 
answer they were looking for!  I admit it was a bit of a trick question but 
at the same time, before I answer the "real" question about my sex life I 
wanted to make a statement about something that means a lot to me.  Had I 
worded it to be about my religious experiences I doubt most people would’ve 
bothered to read it. 


Do you masturbate? If so, how often?   
====================================

Yes.  I was raised to view masturbation as a perfectly normal and healthy 
outlet for my sexual energy.  My parents did it frequently (especially my 
dad) and while they never did it deliberately in front of me, they didn’t go 
out of their way to hide it from me either.  Doors were rarely shut in our 
house so whatever was going on in a bedroom or bathroom was no secret.  I can 
remember many times growing up when I would see them and sometimes I even 
watched, especially when I was younger and more curious.

As I entered puberty my parents encouraged me to masturbate regularly and 
simply enjoy it.  I really don't understand it sometimes - almost everyone 
does it yet for some reason virtually nobody will admit to doing it without 
being embarrassed.  It seems to me it would be a lot better to eliminate the 
taboos and let people openly enjoy it than having to sneak around feeling 
guilty about a perfectly normal human need that almost EVERYONE does.

As for how often - well that depends on a lot of things.  If I’m getting the 
real thing regularly then naturally not as much so maybe just once a day or 
so.  Even then it depends on how satisfying it was as I’ve gone to bed after 
a full evening of sex and still felt the need to masturbate before I went to 
sleep.  When there's nobody around to help, then maybe several times a day if 
I’m really horny. Mornings are probably my favorite time as when I wake up 
I’m almost always horny and a good rub before a shower is a great way to 
start the day


What do you fantasize about when you masturbate? 
================================================  

That really depends on a lot of factors – the time of day, where I am, but 
primarily it’s influenced by what I’ve recently done.  Usually I dream about 
someone who recently fucked me.  Sometimes I may dream about someone I saw 
like at a church youth meeting or service that turned me on.  When I chat 
with people I often get horny and think about what might happen if I were to 
meet with some of the sexier people I chat with. 


What is your favorite fantasy?   
==============================

First, let me make it clear that I do NOT consider fantasies as being the 
things I dream of in anticipation of actually doing them – that's dreaming, 
not fantasy.  A fantasy is just that and NOT something I would ever actually 
do.  Some people have a problem separating reality from fantasy which is why 
we have so many perverts and child abusers running around.  So remember, my 
fantasies are just that, fantasy.  I understand my responsibilities as an 
adult and a woman and would never do anything to harm or abuse anyone. 

OK, enough of that.  Actually I have two fantasies which are quite a bit 
different. I had a friend go to Amsterdam a couple of summers ago and she 
told me about going into a theater where she watched a couple fucking on 
stage not three feet away from the front row.  Since then I’ve fantasized 
about me being that girl on stage.  Imagine being watched by a hundred or so 
people, all of them wishing they were fucking me instead of the guy who was 
actually doing me. 

My second fantasy is quite a bit different and while it may offend some 
people, keep in mind my attitude about fantasies – anything is OK so long as 
you can separate fantasy from reality.  That said, I like to imagine baby-
sitting a thirteen year old boy and his twelve year-old sister where I 
introduce them both to their first sexual encounter.  First I would do each 
of them separately.  Then I would bring them together and teach the girl to 
suck her brother’s dick after which I would help the boy to fuck his sister.  
There’s a story about this in the FANTASY section of my web site if you're 
interested in the details! 


Why do you like to have sex with married men?
=============================================

Marriage is a special relationship where love and respect by both partners is 
vital.  Personally, I do NOT condone cheating.  I’ve had many men write me 
and ask my opinion on how to cheat on their wives and in every case I’ve 
responded by encouraging them NOT to do so.  Most men rationalize their 
behavior by saying their wife isn’t interested in sex; to which I say "it 
takes two".  Once I’m married I will NOT have sex with anyone outside my 
family under any circumstances.  My expectations are that I find the right 
husband and that we work on making our marriage stronger each day.  My 
parents are my role models.  They have never cheated on each other and are as 
much in love today as the day they were married - even more if anything.

Although in a perfect world men would not cheat on their wives, should a man 
choose to break the oath he took with his wife and God, then that’s HIS 
decision and HIS responsibility.  I feel NO responsibility whatsoever for the 
consequences he may face as the only way his wife would know is if he told 
her.  I have no desire to hurt anyone or to cause marital problems.  The fact 
he’s cheating shows the marital problems are already there so if anything, 
maybe getting it out of his system with me will help.  Who knows, maybe 
having sex with me could end up HELPING their marriage!

I’ve found that having sex with a married man is incredibly erotic more so 
than “pleasurable”.  What I mean is that while normally I would claim that 
sex is typically 80% emotional and 10% physical, when doing it with a 
cheating husband it’s 95% emotional and 5% or less about the physical side of 
sex.

The reason for the heavy emphasis on the “emotional” aspects of sex is that 
when a husband is fucking me and I feel his cock inside of me, I know that 
his clueless wife is sitting at home totally unaware that her husband is out 
fucking a girl probably half her age.  It makes me feel really good inside to 
know that her "loving" husband lusts for me so much that he is willing to 
violate his most sacred vows to her.  He is literally willing to sacrifice 
his marriage and family just for the opportunity to have sex with ME for a 
few hours.  How can anyone blame me for feeling incredibly sexy and desirable 
in this situation? 

It’s not just during the sex that it turns me on either.  After he leaves I 
will masturbate, thinking about him returning home and facing his wife, his 
dick still covered with my pussy cum as he kisses her goodnight and gets into 
bed with her.  When he says he loves her does he think about what he did with 
me?  The next time they make love, is it my pussy he remembers when he cums?  
When his wife turns up her nose at the thought of oral sex, does he wish I 
was there to suck his cock once again?  Does he feel guilty?  Will he ever be 
able to forget what he did with me or will I be a part of his life for the 
rest of his days?  Does he masturbate thinking about how good it felt to fuck 
me?  You see, it goes way beyond just the few minutes or hours we spend 
together. 

One of my most memorable experiences was having sex with a husband while he 
was on the phone with his wife.  Just as I felt him start to shoot his sperm 
inside my pussy, I heard him telling his clueless wife her that he loved her 
more than anything and couldn't wait to be back home again.  He kept 
repeating it over and over as he came in me.  As you might imagine, it wasn’t 
his cock ejaculating in me that made me cum so hard.  No, it was how I 
imagined his wife smiling at home, thinking her loyal husband really loved 
her when what he was really loving was the feel of my tight pussy clamping 
down on his adulterous erect cock as he pumped me with the cum that SHOULD 
have in her pussy instead!!
 
At first I realize that this may all seem a bit contradictory and maybe even 
a little hypocritical.  Hopefully if you think it more then you'll understand 
it's not really all that bad of me.  After all, I honestly encourage every 
husband to remain faithful to his wife.  In a perfect world, there would be 
no married men running around wanting to fuck me.  We all know that's not the 
case so if a husband chooses to cheat on his wife, then I certainly won’t 
turn him down.  The way I figure it, odds are the wife is mostly to blame 
anyway.  One thing for sure though; I would NEVER want his wife to know about 
it, even if she probably deserves it. 


Do you like 3-somes?
====================

Outside of my family I have only had sex with multiple partners a few times 
and two of those were with the same people. (my roomie Brenda and her older 
brother).  Of course that ignores the parties I’ve been to where I’ve had sex 
with quite a few guys but those were just for sexual pleasure.  I prefer 
having all the attention so I really have no desire to be alone with more 
than one guy but I fantasize a LOT about being with another couple, 
especially one where they have been married for a long time and had never 
cheated until me. 


You often mention porn.  Do you watch it often?   
===============================================

Personally porn doesn’t do much for me.  I find watching a paid actor fucking 
a porn star whore just for money to be about as sensual and erotic as 
watching dogs do it (don’t EVEN go there!).  That’s not to say I don’t like 
nudes and sex videos, but only when they involve me or someone I know.  Think 
of it like watching typical home movies.  You don’t mind watching your own 
but it’s torture to watch someone else’s! 

My dad has a huge porn video collection and he watches it frequently on our 
large screen TV in the family room so yes, I was exposed to it often from an 
early age.  My mom and I don’t complain so long as there is nothing else on 
TV I would rather watch.  Besides, I will admit to learning a few new tricks 
now from it.


Why do you describe making love as "fucking"?   
=============================================

Some people get turned off by the word "fuck" but I use it to denote having 
sex with someone other than a lover.  For example, I love my dad but he is my 
father, NOT my "lover".  Thus he "fucks" me instead of "making love" to me.  
On the other hand, my mother and I made love because during the few times we 
were together that way, I considered her a true lover instead of just my 
mother. 

The only man I make love to is my husband. Period.


What is “off-limits” for you when it comes to sex?   
==================================================

Let me first differentiate between fantasy sex and reality to answer this. In 
fantasy, not much is out of bounds for me.  I can deal with people telling me 
about anything, even if it’s not something I enjoy.  One thing IS off the 
table under any circumstances – no scat or watersports (or anything to do 
with bathroom sex) as  I find these topics totally disgusting.  Other than 
that, so long as it’s purely fantasy, I can’t think of anything else that 
would offend me. 

Real life is a different matter entirely.  Anal is not something I enjoy and 
while I’ve allowed it to happen, it wasn't like I asked for it and it was 
more something I had to put up under the circumstances.  Rape is a horrible 
offense against a woman and I would never participate or encourage it.  U

Finally, I have no desire to have sex again with any animal – what I've done 
already has been more than enough to satisfy my curiosity. 


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INCEST 
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Do you really have sex with your family?   
========================================

Yes I really truly do. However I think you will find that my thoughts and 
opinions are not exactly what you might expect.

I STRONGLY oppose child abuse and I believe that whenever possible, everyone 
in the family should participate willingly. In addition, there is more 
involved here than just sex; there is the issue of the entire attitude toward 
sexuality and love that must be present.  Therefore I do NOT believe incest 
can work in most situations but when the right circumstances are present it 
can develop into a wonderful and loving relationship.  I am fortunate enough 
to be in that type of relationship but I'm not so naïve as to believe that 
what I have would work with many other families. 

I would advise anyone to NOT get involved with incest unless they were 
absolutely sure it would work as the consequences if it doesn't can be 
terrible.  It is far better to err on the safe side than ruin people's lives 
- including your own. 

Incest should be the RESULT of the love in a relationship, not the driver.  
As an example, I love my parents and I know they loved me unconditionally as 
well.  If I never had sex with them again, that love would not be one iota 
different than it is today.  The key is that I do not NEED to have sex with 
them for them to know I love them nor for me to know they love me. 

The point I want to conclude with is that I have had sex with my parents 
simply as a means to express my love in a way that all of us can enjoy and 
share with one another.  Honestly, why should I NOT let my dad fuck me?  Why 
deprive me of the incredible sensation of my dad cumming inside of me?  What 
could be more wonderful than laying in my bed with my father's cock throbbing 
inside me, my pussy filled with the sperm he has just given me, and his arms 
around me holding me tightly against him in the most intimate manner way a 
father and his daughter can be together? 

The same went for when I was with my mother.  Our naked bodies pressed 
tightly together, our pussies rubbing against each other's, perhaps with a 
double dildo joining them, was simply the most wonderful way a mother and 
daughter could be together.  Enough said!!!! 


You claim to be a Christian so how can you have sex with your parents?   
======================================================================

Actually the question is misleading as it implies that as a Christian I 
shouldn't be involved in incest.  I see it as exactly the opposite.  From 
Exodus 20: 

   Commandment #5: Honor thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be 
                   long. 
   Commandment #7: Thou shalt not commit adultery. 

Seems pretty straightforward to me.  Before anyone sends me a thesis on 
interpretation of the Bible, this is how I feel about it and I’m not going to 
debate it.  The question gets asked and this is my answer.

First, the key is WHAT is adultery?  Of course by definition it is the act of 
sex with someone not your wife.  To me that, being overly simplistic.  My 
view is that you should not cheat which mean sex with others is OK so long as 
everyone agrees on it.

Of course there will be those who disagree with me and take it more 
literally.  My own mother is one of those.  She raised me to believe that God 
clearly states that you shall NOT commit adultery and for her that means it 
doesn't matter who agrees - God doesn't and he holds all the trump cards. 
Until I agreed to marry my husband and found that he felt differently, I 
agreed with my mom but now I am a wife and what my husband says carries more 
weight than my mother. 

The Bible also says you SHALL honor your father and mother. For me, I honor 
my parents by giving myself to them.  After all, what greater sign of respect 
and honor can a daughter give to her parents than to offer her own body to 
them in total submission without any restraint?  In addition, how can I say 
that I truly honor and respect them if I deny myself to their immediate 
family as well? 


Are you really married?   
=======================

Yes.  I married Steve, my very first official boyfriend, in late August of 
2011.  All I can say is it was the best thing I've ever done and I LOVE being 
married to him.  He is the most loving, adoring and sexiest husband any girl 
could hope for.  

Our marriage is truly blessed by God - how else could it have happened the 
way it did without His hand in it?  Steve left me after we had dated for only 
about six months when his mother was transferred to southern California.  I 
thought I would never see him again and in fact he even married someone else 
for a brief time (it was annulled).  Then his mom was transferred back to 
Pittsburgh a couple of years ago and the rest is history!


Does your husband know about your family sex life?
==================================================

Of course he does.  How could I possibly marry a man keeping that sort of a 
thing secret?  Given that I could never abandon my obligations to my father I 
could not marry a man that did not accept that part of my life as part of the 
package.  My Aunt Linda tried that and look where it led - to a divorce in 
less than two years.


How does your husband feel about your family sex life?
======================================================

He accepts it.  By that I mean he understand my obligations as a daughter and 
why I submit myself to my father.  He also understands that what I do with my 
father is as his DAUGHTER, not his lover.  The only man in the world who 
makes love to me is my husband.

Steve watched me and my father once before we got married when I wanted to 
prove to him that I was not just teasing him or trying to pull some sort of 
prank.  That was the last time he has seen me with my dad.

Steve does not have sex with his mother or sister.  ONCE back when we were 
dating he had sex with his mother (it’s in my diary) but never again after 
that.  He's free to have sex with my mother, aunt and cousins as they are 
part of our family and he has taken advantage of that opportunity numerous 
times.  Interestingly, while in everyday life he loves younger girls, when it 
comes to my family he seems to prefer the older women more than my cousins. 


If you have children will you have sex with them?
=================================================

I get asked this a lot and while I’d like to be able to say one way or the 
other, I can’t.  So much can change and my own life in the past couple of 
years is testimony to that.  Until then I would've told you I would never 
commit adultery given the definition as sex outside of marriage regardless of 
whether your spouse approves or not.  Well, Steve and I are heavily into the 
swapping scene now so THAT went out the window. 

Adultery is not the only principle that I would've sworn I would never 
change.  It wasn't that long ago I wouldn't have dreamed of having sex with 
anyone underage but that all changed - again because I married a certified 
pedophile.  I don’t mean that in a negative sense as if he chases little 
girls and tempts them with candy to get into his van.   Everything is done 
with the full consent and supervision of their parents but even so it’s still 
something I never would've considered not that long ago.

So will my children carry on the incest tradition of our family into a third 
generation?  Steve would prefer they didn’t whereas I feel it would make our 
family stronger so we’ll just have to see how it plays out in the upcoming 
years.


Did your parents swing?   
=======================

No.  I find it intriguing to consider the underlying stereotyping that is 
taking place when people ask me this question. The assumption seems to be 
that just because they enjoyed incest that they must have been immoral or 
otherwise sexual predators.  At the very least the expectation always seems 
to be there that they must have wanted to have sex with people outside the 
family.  Well, nothing could have been further from the truth!  My parents 
were the most moral and decent people I know with the highest principles and 
ethics. They would never have had sex with anyone outside their immediate 
family as that would have been an act of infidelity in their eyes. 

There has only been one exception to this rule (my best friend Beth and my 
dad) and it was truly an exception and both of my parents agreed to it 
beforehand.  Most people who are not involved in a healthy incestual 
relationship have a hard time understanding the distinction between sex in 
the family and sex outside of it. 


Do you prefer having sex with your mother or father the most?  
=============================================================
 
Tough question because there’s no easy answer.  After having sex with my 
parents for eleven years now, I can honestly say that I love them both now 
more than ever.  Sex, though, it is completely different with each of them, 
is like trying to compare apples and oranges. 

Sexually speaking, I have spent the most time with my dad, probably 95% or 
more in fact.  While my mom enjoyed watching at times because she knew what 
it meant to my dad and me to be together that way, only rarely did she 
actually get involved.  That’s important to me because people need to 
understand that in a healthy incestual relationship it’s not about lust but 
instead it’s an act of family love and respect.  People who think we had 3-
somes every night are influenced by pornography and various web sites that 
cater to male fantasies.  As such they don't understand the true emotions and 
ethics involved in “real” incest.

My father has always been wonderful to me and has provided me with everything 
I’ve ever asked for.  I owe him so much for all that I have that I could 
never hope to repay him.  He loves me unconditionally and while I know he 
doesn't expect anything from me in return at least I can give him the most 
precious gift I have – my sexuality.  

I feel it is my duty and obligation to submit to my father.  I don’t mean in 
some form of kinky dom/sub way but more the way I submit myself to God (and 
no, I do not worship my father, I’m just trying to make appoint).  No matter 
what the time or place, I take great pride in that I have NEVER turned down 
my dad when he has wanted to fuck me, regardless of how I was feeling or what 
I needed to do.  That means hardly a day went by that we didn’t have sex in 
one form or another, even if just a quick groping.
  
When it comes to sex with my dad, I think it’s vitally important for people 
to understand that we love each other as a father and daughter should.  There 
has NEVER been anything kinky between us, no pretending that we are "lovers" 
or anything even remotely like that.  He is my dad and I am his daughter - 
period.  I wish people would realize that I don't fuck my dad just to have 
sex.  Of course I enjoy it so there is an element of personal pleasure; but I 
can get laid anytime I want so I don’t need my dad to meet my sexual needs. 

My dad has NEVER forced me to do anything and in no way has he ever abused 
me.  After all, I was the one to initiate our first time.  I know that if I 
ever told him to stop he would not even question me, yet he would love me 
just the same.  Simply put, I offer myself to my dad for his pleasure and 
sexual needs out of my love and respect for him. 
The sexual relationship I had with my mom was totally different from the one 
I have with my dad which is why we rarely had sex as a family.  My dad fucks 
me because he loves me as his daughter.  Our sex is more physical in that 
mutual pleasure is our goal. With my mom there was a much deeper emotional 
fulfillment – for both of us. 

You may have noticed that while I have a lot of diary stories about me and my 
dad, there are only a few of me and my mom.  Having sex with my mom has 
always been an incredibly personal and intimate relationship; one I believe 
that is something unique that could only happen between a mother and her 
daughter.  Although I my relationship with my husband is similar, it is 
different because he is a man and my mate.

When my mom and I have sex we become lovers in every sense of the word. It is 
incredibly passionate to the point where it becomes almost overwhelming. I 
love the feel of her warm naked body pressed against mine. Licking her pussy, 
the same pussy where I was conceived and born is so erotic for me. When she 
runs her tongue on my wet musky pussy hole I think about how it is the same 
place her husband and my father loves to fuck me and it turns me on so much!  
These and more experiences fill my soul and complete me as a woman in a way 
not even my husband can do. 

So who did I like better – it's a no-decision.  Both of my parents are 
wonderful and I enjoy being with them both, each in their own way.


Have you told anyone about your incestual relationships?
========================================================

The only people who really know are my family and my BFF, Beth.  The only 
other time I’ve ever discussed incest outside of my family is on-line with 
people who do not know who I really am – also a good reason for not meeting 
them. 

Over time the discipline to avoid discussing it outside my family has become 
well ingrained in me.  You may have noticed that in my diary I do not usually 
refer to my family when I talk about sexual experiences that occur outside of 
my family.  For instance, in the story where when I talk about my first time 
with my roomie Brenda, I describe her as my "first" lesbian experience.  This 
is not 100% accurate as I was having sex with my mother and aunt for years 
prior to Brenda. Since Brenda was the first girl outside of my family that I 
had sex with I consider her my "first". 


Were your parents involved in incest with their families?   
=========================================================

My father's family comes from a traditional mid-west farming stock.  Sex was 
not even discussed let alone openly practiced and incest would’ve been 
considered a sinful perversion in accordance with the laws of their strict 
Protestant upbringing.  Even so, all this didn't stop my father and his 
brothers from being typical horny teenage boys.  According to my dad, all 
three of them had their share of "conquests" during their high school years 
and he considers it a miracle to this day that none of them got a girl 
pregnant. 

As for my dad specifically, he first had sex when he was fifteen with some 
girl from school. He started having sex with the girl who would someday be my 
mom when she was a fourteen year old freshman.  Almost a year later he 
started having sex with her younger sister who was thirteen and in eighth 
grade at the time.  Unknown to my dad at the time, they each had their 
virginity taken from them by their father.  He did my mom first when she was 
fourteen and just starting high school and then her sister the next day even 
though she was only in seventh grade as it would have been hard to do one 
without the other finding out. 

It wasn't until my dad proposed that my mom revealed that it was her father 
who’d been her first and that she and her sister had been fucking their 
father regularly ever since, including the entire time that they had been 
dating my dad.  Needless to say he was a bit surprised! 

My mom accepted his marriage proposal but only on the condition that he allow 
her to maintain her intimate relationship with her father and sister.  Well, 
as open-minded as my dad considered himself to be, he was naturally a bit 
shocked at the news since incest was not something he was raised to even 
think about other than maybe during a few porn movie fantasies.  He once told 
me that what helped him to accept it was that she told him that even though 
they got married, he could continue fucking her sister since she was part of 
her family.  They got married and things obviously worked out because after 
over twenty years they are still totally in love with one another. 

Aunt Linda eventually married under the same conditions with her fiancé that 
my mother insisted on except for her things didn't work out so well.  Her 
husband grew possessive and soon after my cousin was born he demanded that 
she stop fucking her brother-in-law and have sex only with him like a 
"normal" wife They finally ended up divorcing over the issue although the 
reason for the divorce was kept confidential. 

My grandfather died unexpectedly from a heart attack a number of years back 
so the only guy my mom had after that was my dad until she rekindled her 
relationship with my uncle thanks to my horny cousin Rick. 

Prior to her generation my mom did not know of any other incestual 
relationships.  Even though she had sex with her dad, she and he didn’t have 
the same day-to-day relationship I enjoy with my father where we talked about 
everything and anything so if grandpa knew of anything, he never told her.  
Mom told me that she let her dad fuck her primarily because he was her father 
and she wanted to please him but wished she had the same emotional bond with 
him that I had with my dad. 

My grandmother knew all along what her husband was doing with her daughters. 
She never participated in any way though as she did not enjoy girl-girl sex 
and frankly wasn't into seeing her husband fucking anyone else. My mom once 
told me that she wondered what it would have been like if they had a brother 
but she didn't take it seriously! 

My mom and I discussed her relationship with Grandma and I can tell she 
regretted that she never was as close to her the way I am to her. Interesting 
though is that my grandmother and I have never discussed sex in any way.  
It's funny that she and my mom argue over me a lot, especially the way I 
dress.  I guess being fucked by your dad is OK with her but just don't go out 
in public looking like a slut! 


Would you ever consider bearing your father's child?
====================================================

Oh my god NO – a thousand times NO! 

Just the thought of having a child with my dad is repulsive.  If there’s one 
thing I try to make clear to people, no matter what I do or don't do with my 
dad, I am ALWAYS his daughter.  I NEVER even role-play as his lover, 
concubine, or whatever else you want to call it.  I have sex with my father 
to please him and satisfy his needs because I love him and it’s my duty as 
his daughter to do whatever it takes to honor him, NOT to bear his children.  
I know other people feel differently about this and I would never judge them 
for their difference in opinion.


Do you wish you'd had a brother or sister?  Which one the most?   
===============================================================

There are pros and cons to being an only child.  Of course I’d love to have a 
brother or sister but I also realize I’m only thinking about the good side of 
the equation.  Many of my friends who DO have a brother or sister might have 
a different response. 

In any case, my first choice would be an older brother.  Older because he 
would be more mature while I am still younger and a brother because as I said 
earlier, I prefer guys.  Second choice would be a younger sister.  Younger 
because I wouldn't want hand-me-downs plus I would want to be the 
one in charge. 


Do you have any regrets concerning anything you have done sexually?   
===================================================================

Honestly I can't think of anything I HAVE done that I regret.  There are 
things I wouldn't do again but I don't necessarily having done them once.  An 
example would be getting fucked by a dog.  I don't regret trying it but now 
that I have experienced it, I would never do it again.

What bothers me the most are the things that I have NOT done.  If there is 
one thing I will always feel bad about is that I did not give my father my 
virginity.  When I first had sex I had no idea my father had any interest in 
me sexually so there was nothing I could have done differently then.  Even 
so, it still bothers me that I gave it to someone else when now I know just 
how badly he wanted to be the one.  I respect so much him for allowing me to 
make the decision, unlike my mother when her father made it for her.

Just one more point I want to make.  Even now that I understand the real 
reasons my father wanted me as a teenager, I still do not regret for a moment 
what we did.  If anything, I feel even more proud that I was able to give him 
what he needed such that he didn't give in to his addictions and go out to do 
something everyone would come to regret later.  I am glad that I was there 
for him whenever he needed me and as his daughter, I always will be, no 
matter what his inner demons may be. 


Should parents allow their children to see them making love?
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I don't think that it's necessary or even advisable.  What would be the 
point?  When two people make love that is an intimate moment between the two 
of them, not a spectator sport for anyone's amusement, let alone their 
children.  I never saw my parent's making love when I was growing up and when 
I finally did I was sixteen.  Even then it was something that happened 
inadvertently without them knowing about it at the time (at least that's what 
I thought at the time).  The fact I didn't SEE them having sex didn't mean I 
didn't know they were doing it (the walls in our old house are pretty thin), 
but I didn't have to see them doing it to know they loved one another 
passionately.


Should parents allow their children to see them masturbating?
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Masturbation is a totally different issue than sex.  Even so, I don't believe 
parents should masturbate with the INTENT of having their kids watch them as 
that would be perverted.  At the same time, they shouldn't have to refrain 
from masturbating just because the kids are around.  Hopefully you understand 
the difference between the two situations.  

Masturbation is a natural human reaction that just about everyone does so why 
run off and hide when the need arises?  Still, a little discretion and 
modesty never hurt so I don't think the person doing it needs to make a show 
out of it or draw undue attention to themselves if for no other reason than 
just to be polite and exercise good manners.


What should parents teach their kids about sex?
===============================================

As a general rule, when it comes to learning anything about their bodies and 
sexual natures, I believe the best source is always the parent - not school 
and not church.  While I think sex education serves a purpose in public 
school as most parents abstain from their responsibilities, it's also a 
necessary evil when you look at it that way.

Children should learn about thing BEFORE they happen whenever possible but at 
the same time, there is no need to teach a six-year old boy about 
masturbation when he doesn't have a clue what you're talking about and can't 
relate to the feelings you are trying to describe to him.  Later, when he 
starts to show signs of being interested in what's "down there", a father 
should instruct him about the "birds and the bees", including masturbation.  

The same applies to girls.  No girl should be made to suffer the indignity of 
having her first period in school without knowing what to do but yet that 
very thing happens much too often.  When she approaches puberty her mother 
should teach her about sex, including masturbation.  It also wouldn't hurt to 
explain sex and how to make her first time an enjoyable and memorable 
experience, not like what happens to too many naive girls today.  Also, safe 
sex for both sexes should be a MUST when it comes to discussing sex, 
including how to use a condom and birth control pills.


Did you really mean to say that parents should encourage their kids to 
masturbate?
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Why not? Really, what's the big deal anyway? In my opinion, one of the 
biggest failures of our society is that we teach out kids that masturbation 
is wrong and somehow perverted yet at the same time, 99% of adults do it 
regularly!   It would be like everyone telling kids they can't smoke but yet 
every parent sneaks a smoke at night after the kids go to bed.

Masturbation is NOT sex yet society has linked the two together, thereby 
implying that if kids masturbate then they will be driven to have sex.  Hey 
parents, news flash!  Your kids are going to fuck whether or not they 
masturbate and by the way, they DO masturbate whether you know it or not.  I 
don't care how innocent you think your daughter is, if she's fifteen she's 
been doing it for a while now and the same goes for your son.

When I say encourage masturbation, I don't mean make it a spectator sport.  
As I said about parents masturbating with their kids around, your kid 
shouldn't have to sneak off into the bathroom to masturbate when they're 
horny.  Why do we make them leave the room, as if they have to sneak off to 
do something naughty?  At the same time, they must be taught discretion.  For 
instance, masturbating during dinner is just rude and not exactly hygienic so 
kids should learn there ARE limits.  Then again, if it's during a long car 
ride and it helps them to cope with their boredom, why say anything if they 
choose to do it?

So I guess I don't exactly mean to ENCOURAGE your kids to masturbate so much 
as I mean to provide a home environment where they are ALLOWED to pleasure 
themselves without having to feel embarrassed or fearful.  They say you can 
lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink.  Well, provide your kids 
a safe environment and then it's up them.  If they don't want to masturbate 
in front of you, respect that as well and don't push them to do it.  They may 
change their minds someday but maybe not.  In either case why should it make 
any difference to you as their parent?


Who should take a girl's virginity?
===================================

First and foremost it should be whoever SHE wants to give it to.

From a purely sentimental view, I like to see a father do it simply because 
he IS her father and as such deserves honor.  If for some reason he can't or 
doesn't want to, then that's his choice.  For younger girls I believe it's 
better to keep sex in the family so it could be her brother, uncle or cousin 
or even a boyfriend around her age if she wants to do it early.  If she 
chooses to wait until she's older then it could be any adult she wants.  I 
favor the "family option" only because the odds of it being an enjoyable 
experience improve dramatically for obvious reasons.

Putting sentiment aside, a girl should lose her virginity to the first guy 
she feels she's ready to fuck.  Odds are that he'll be a boy from school or 
church, NOT someone from her family.


Who should take a boy's virginity?
==================================

As with a girl. from a purely sentimental view a think the mother should just 
because she IS his mother and like a father with his daughter, a mother has 
earned the honor.  

Once again, pitting aside the sentiment it should be a girl around his age 
from outside the family.  I'm not so sure it's as important from an emotional 
perspective for a boy as to who he does it the first time with as it is for a 
girl.


Would you allow your kids to have sex with their friends in your house?
=======================================================================

Assuming they were all old enough to know what they were doing, why not?  
Just so long as it was THEIR idea and not due to any influence from me or 
their father. I would NOT join in but I would feel better if I was nearby to 
supervise and even discipline if necessary.  For me, I'd much rather know my 
daughter was getting laid up in her bedroom where she can be safe and 
comfortable than in the back seat of a car or who knows where else.  While I 
wouldn't want her boyfriend to feel TOO intimidated, I don't think it hurts 
for the boy to know her parents are around to take of things if he doesn't 
behave himself and act like a gentlemen.  

If they wanted to masturbate around us I wouldn't say anything but I honestly 
doubt anything like that would ever happen.  I'd just want my kids to know it 
was OK if they DID, even if they never did it.


Would you masturbate or even just be nude around your son or daughter's 
friends?
=======================================================================

No.  I don't run around nude now so what would be the point?  Besides, I 
doubt it would take long for the rumors to start flying and who knows where 
that might lead to - nothing good I'm sure.


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UNDERAGE SEX 
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How old should a daughter be before she has sex?
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I get asked this one a LOT! Here are three principles that guide my thoughts 
and actions regarding underage sex:

1. The needs of a child ALWAYS come first. When it comes to sex or anything 
   even remotely related to it, if there is ANY doubt, don't do it.  It is 
   ALWAYS better to err on the side of caution.

2. As a general rule, outside of incest I do not condone or promote sex 
   between adults and minors.  Any exceptions to this rule are strictly 
   limited to VERY special circumstances.  Even then, carefully consideration 
   is required beforehand as to the potential psychological, physical, moral, 
   ethical and legal ramifications.

3. I believe that there should be no limits when it come to fantasies so long 
   as the line between fantasy and reality is never crossed. Talking or 
   writing about something is not the same as doing it.  However, people who 
   have a hard time separating fantasy from reality should be careful what 
   they write, read or look at and seek professional help should the line 
   start to blur.

Here is a quick summary of my view about underage sex.  As they say, rules 
are made to be broken but these probably work for the majority of the time.
Also, this does NOT mean to sat that I engage in these activities, only how
I feel regarding people who do.

Child (under 8)
    YES: familiarization with nudity, instruction regarding modesty 
     NO: ANY sexual contact imposed by an adult
         ANY involvement in sexual activities, e.g. observing sex
         ANY detailed discussions about sex

Child (8-10)
    YES: hand or oral stimulation
         discussions about sex but no direct involvement
     NO: sex (penetration)
  
Preteen (11-12)
    YES: masturbation
         sex with partner in this age group
         incestual sex with an adult
     NO: non-incestual sex with an older partner
         
Underage (13-17)
    YES: incestual sex with an adult
         non-incestual sex with adult under parental supervision
     NO: non-incestual sex with an adult w/out parental supervision


Would you have sex with an underage boy or girl?
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First it would have to be within the guidelines above.  Even then I would 
probably not do it.  I prefer to keep it restricted to incestual sex such as 
I have done with my cousins.  The only time I have been involved with anyone 
outside my family has been to please my father or husband.  However, even in 
those cases at least one of the parents were there.


You oppose sex with young children except under the rules you listed yet you 
publish stories from people who break those rules.  Isn't this a 
contradiction at best, perhaps even hypocritical?
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First, I have no way of verifying whether or not anything someone sends me is 
true so I assume anything sent to me is fictional by default.  I suppose I 
could insist on a phone call or something more personal but that would 
compromise my own security and it's not worth it.

In any case, I publish such stories as fantasies and they should be taken as 
such.  I don't believe in putting boundaries on a person's dreams, just their 
actions  If someone wants to contact the writer themselves and take it 
further, that's up to them.


You claim that you don't chat with underage kids yet you have published chats 
between you and several young girls.  What's the story?
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First, as I've stated, I consider anything O post that involves on-line 
contact to be 100% fantasy.  Second, would I really chat with a girl (or boy) 
I believed to be under eighteen?  Of course not!!  What would be the point?

Remember that I've taught girls that age and trust me, NONE of them ever 
wrote anything even remotely close using the vocabulary, syntax and structure 
that the so-called "underage girls" I've chatted with use.  There's simply no 
way I believe that they were who they say they were.

So if I don't believe these "girls" are real, why chat with them?  Well, I 
know that some people may not find this type of exchange to be interesting or 
fun in the least, but I've found that sometimes just playing out your 
fantasies can be a good release after a stressful day.  However, if I learn 
that the person I am chatting with is really underage, I stop immediately and 
don't publish the chat.

  
When you chat and e-mail, you ask a lot of questions about underage sex and 
even seem at times to push the person into doing it.  Why is that ?
============================================================================

One of the main reasons I publish my diary is to interact with people.  I 
found it interesting to see what people will say and do when I "suggest" or 
prompt them.  In many cases it's amazing how their "experiences" seem to 
follow along with the questions and comments I make.  (Yes, that was meant to 
be satirical.)

Note that in almost every case it is not ME that is having sex, it is the 
other person.  Very seldom will I pretend to do it myself and then only to 
prod the person along.  Am I playing head games?  Certainly and I freely 
admit it.  It's not like I don't make my true feelings and positions known on 
my site.  If people don't want to read about me or choose to think they can 
"convert" me, that's their choice and they shouldn't complain later when they 
find out that I've been playing with them.


Is it OK for a teenage girl (13-15 years old) to give her date a BJ?   
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If it’s just a blowjob then my quick answer is simply, “Why not?”  For that 
matter, why wait THAT long?

Really, what’s the big deal over sucking a boy’s dick?  It’s not like you’re 
having sex or anything.  When you come right down to it, what’s the 
difference between sucking his finger and sucking his dick? ( a LOT I suppose 
if you’re the guy but you get what I mean.)  In any case, if a the guy is 
paying for a movie and dinner, I don’t think it’s asking too much to expect 
the girl to give him a BJ in return.

As a general rule, I don’t condone casual sex between young teens but sucking 
a boy’s dick is something entirely different than letting him fuck you.  
True, some people may say it’s ”just sex” but a younger girl shouldn’t want a 
reputation where the only reason boys take her out is to get a piece of 
pussy.  Blowjobs are a great way for a girl to keep a guy happy without 
having to have sex with him.


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HOME, SCHOOL, & CHURCH 
======================

Where were you born? 
====================

St. Clair Hospital.  I think technically it's in Bridgeville, PA but it's 
just down the road from Mt. Lebanon where I was raised.  My mom use to work 
there as an RN. 

What are the three top priorities in your life?   
===============================================

   1. God
   2. Family
   3. Friends 

For those who have accused me of being addicted to sex, notice it didn't even 
make my Top Three list!  My web site focuses on the aspect of my life that 
most people are interested in, NOT the most important one.  Face it, would 
you read my website if it was all about Christianity instead? 


When were you saved?   
====================

I was ten years old at Church Camp.  The last night my after the evening 
service I went to my counselor and asked her to help to me to pray to be 
saved.  She kneeled beside me and I gave my life to Jesus and have never 
looked back since.  While I may submit myself in a physical way to a man, he 
will NEVER have my soul as it’s permanently in Christ's hands. 


Do you have any hobbies?
========================

I enjoy crafts and I have one unusual hobby, at least for a girl.  My dad has 
always been into model radio-controlled airplanes and he got me interested 
when I was started high school.  I really am not the best pilot in the world 
(ask my dad how many planes he has had to climb a tree to salvage the parts!)  
As the only girl in the club, though, I do get a lot of attention and 
everyone is very helpful! 


What is your favorite place/activity to unwind and relax?   
=========================================================

Nothing beats slipping nude into the blazing hot water in our hot tub late at 
night with the lights out, the stars shining, and a full moon on the horizon.  
Mmmmmmm, the hot water, pulsing of the jets, and beautiful view mesmerize me 
sometimes! 


What is your favorite place to visit on vacation?   
=================================================

Unfortunately, with my parent's professional schedules we never seem to 
travel to many places.  Now that I have graduated I hope to rectify that.  
For now, I would say Cedar Point in Ohio Is probably my favorite place.  
Kennywood in Pittsburgh is fun too, especially on community day when I know 
the people there. 


What is your favorite type of restaurant and meal?
==================================================

Chinese with a Mongolian Buffet.  I love mixing up my own dish and seeing it 
cooked in front of me spiced just the way I want it. Pizza and wings is great 
for party food.  Godiva ice cream is to die for when I feel the urge to 
splurge! 


Why did you choose to go to college out of state?   
=================================================

Actually I was accepted at three schools in three different states.  One 
wanted everyone to get married – too overbearing even though they offered 
maid service and a free laptop.  Another was farther away than I wanted to be 
plus they were a bit on the strict side - dancing was just allowed there a 
few years ago!  The one I chose had an excellent teaching curriculum and was 
only a few hours from Pittsburgh. 


You attended a strict Christian college yet have an active sex life.  How did 
you reconcile what some people would call conflicting lifestyles?    
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I have a VERY strong Christian faith and I have always been active in my 
church.  I have taught Bible studies and help to lead a junior-high youth 
group. I encourage abstinence and if that doesn't work, safe sex.  Above all 
I believe the Bible teaches responsibility which means sex should never 
result in unwanted babies, broken marriages, etc.
 
OK, we could have a long debate on Leviticus.  Anyone quoting it to me had 
better be ready to explain to me why they choose just the passages that apply 
to their argument and not the entire book.  Leviticus was a set of rules for 
the Jewish nation that had no constitution or civil laws.  They lived their 
lives governed by religious laws instead.  We can debate how the New 
Testament and Old Testament relate but frankly I leave that for my 
professors.  If you don't agree with me already then there is no point in 
even discussing it.

These are the principles that guide my behaviors. I am not trying to judge or 
condemn anyone for cheating on their wives - indeed some of my favorite guys 
to chat with are doing exactly that!  I recognize that many marriages do not 
work and that spouses seek other outlets but that is another discussion 
entirely.  Some of my hottest fantasies and experiences have involved married 
men.  I love the feeling I get knowing that I am sexy and desirable enough 
that a man wants me so bad that he will forsake his vows to his wife and risk 
his career and marriage just to have me for a few hours.

In the end, sex should be a fulfilling experience; one which glorifies the 
body and soul given to you by God.  I love sex and so long as I am single I 
intend to experiment and pursue as many opportunities as I can. 
Why do you want to be a teacher?

I’ve always done well in school so from the scholastic side of it I enjoy 
being in a school environment and being in class.  I love working with kids 
and knowing I am having a positive influence in their lives.


You work with youth and as a teacher will have considerable influence over 
young children.  Do you feel you are a positive role model for them?
==========================================================================

Absolutely. I would never tell other people's kids about my sex life.  That 
would be inappropriate and disrespectful at best, illegal and corrupting at 
worst.  When I talk to young girls privately, I always encourage abstinence 
first but if they’re already involved then I try to make sure they’re at 
least protecting themselves.  I always try to be professional and respect the 
desires of their parents.


You’re about to be marooned on a deserted island and can choose just 5 
things/people to have with you.  Food and water are plentiful and there's 
even a hut to live in.  What/who would you want to have with you?   
=========================================================================

1. My Bible
2. My husband
3. My children
4. My parents
5. A lifetime supply of birth control pills


Has teaching at a Christian school changed your lifestyle?   
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Not really.  After all, it’s not like I tell everyone there what I do at home 
or anything like that.  I dress very conservatively, as required, and would 
never even consider doing anything risqué while at work.  I’m 27 now and I 
think in some ways I’ve matured and grown more responsible and would have 
changed regardless of where I work. 


Have are any of the kids at school attracted your attention?  Would you ever 
consider doing anything sexual with them?   
============================================================================

Of course there are a lot of cute kids and I am sure a number of them will 
grow up soon into hot girls and hunks.  Let me make this perfectly clear.  I 
would NEVER consider doing ANYTHING unprofessional with ANY student.  OK, to 
be completely honest I have had a few fantasies at home while alone in bed.  
That said, in real life NOTHING would ever happen - not ever.


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Personal Data   
=============

Well, you can stop asking now - here it all is! 

age/birthday.................. 27,  born March 1, 1985 
height........................ 5’5” 
weight........................ are you kidding? 
measurements.................. 34B-22-34 
hair color.................... various shades of blonde
piercings..................... none
tattoos....................... nothing permanent 
ethnic........................ German/Italian 
education..................... BA, Elementary Education 
occupation.................... elementary School Teacher 4-6 grade) 
religion...................... Protestant (raised Presbyterian) 
born.......................... St. Clair Hospital 
home city..................... Mount Lebanon, PA 
marital status................ happily married (August 22, 2011)
living at..................... apartment 
hobbies....................... shopping, movies, camping, water skiing, 
                               reading, sunbathing, being with friends 
extracurricular activities.... church youth group helper, 12-15 age group
                               community volunteer 
favorite color................ sky blue 
favorite author............... God (author of the Bible)
                               Stephen King (I have a morbid side)
favorite TV show.............. Big Band Theory
                               Two Broke Girls
                               Desperate Housewives
                               When I Met Your Mother
                               Survivor
                               Biggest Loser
                               American Idol (forgive me!) 
favorite movies............... Anything with Will Ferrell
                               Atonement
                               Princess Diaries
                               The Devil Wears Prada
                               Titanic
                               Lord of the Rings
                               Shrek (the original)
                               Same Time Next Year (w/ Alan Alda)
                               Up! 
favorite books................ The Bible
                               Tale of Two Cities 
favorite poem................. Invictus, by William Earnest Henley
                               Road Not Taken, by Robert Frost
                               Paradox ,by Clarence R. Wylie, Jr.
                               Oh the Places You’ll Go!, by Dr. Seuss 
favorite singers               Josh Groban
                               Point of Grace 
favorite actress.............. Anne Hathaway
favorite actors............... Toby McGuire
                               Matthew McNaughney
                               Richard Gere 
music tastes.................. Christian Rock (Point of Grace) 
places I most want to visit... Hong Kong
                               Amsterdam 
my favorite outfit............ short cutoffs and a tight cami 
traits I look for in guys..... honesty, open-minded, intellectual, 
                               articulate, sexy, self-confident but 
                               humble 
traits I hate in guys......... greed, lazy, boastful, conceited, 
                               disrespectful 
age when I first had sex...... 14 (he was 16) 
first time with Dad........... 16 
do I masturbate?.............. yes, 1 or 2 times a day on average 
favorite sexual positions..... #1 cowgirl (me riding him, facing him) 
                               #2 missionary 
off-limits.................... anal sex (exit only)
                               anything painful, humiliating, etc. 
swallow?...................... YES
shaved?....................... yes
birth control................. pill 
number of guys fucked......... >40 one-to-one
                               >150 including parties and groups
number of blowjobs............ sorry, lost count long ago 
number of girls............... >3o
oldest male sex partner....... 56 (I was 22) 
oldest female sex partner..... 43 (Tammy, mom's best friend, I was 24) 
youngest sex partner.......... boy - 13
                               girl - 12
people I admire............... my parents
                               Hillary Clinton
                               Condoleezza Rice (ex Secretary of State)
                               Paris Hilton
