Hi, I'm Jake and throughout my life I knew something wasn't right with me.  I found that I'd get a funny strange feeling if I put a teddy bear in my PJ's. I've always been attracted to the younger generation and I would try and be alone with them and just dream of molesting them.

When I was younger, I used to steal baby's nappy's and I would masterate in them.  I wasn't ashamed of this act or anything, this was normal for me to do so.  I've been caught a few times masturbating but that's another story isn't it?

Anyway the main story here isn't my past, it's the present, I've been attracted to babies and toddlers.  The lack of speech and movement has really turned me on as it feels like I am in complete control of the youngsters.  

The story is called 'My Weekend With Ewan the 4 month old baby' 

Last weekend I came to my friends house and saw the most beautifulest baby I've ever seen, my penis was begging to escape it's cage but I managed to hide my erection, I went to sit on the conch and tried to act normal, but then my friend gave me a hold of his 4 month old brother.  Ewan looked up to me and started to tug on the blankets, I carefully positioned Ewan so that his nappy would align with my penis perfectly, I used the blanket to hide  it was a perfect moment and it seemed like time had stopped.

However the mother announced that it was time for dinner and after dinner I went to sleep.But this weekend was something special indeed!!!!I went to my friends house and was greeted with Ewan and I held him, but nothing happened until yesterday oh my god.

Firstly I convinced my friend to leave for food and drinks knowingly he'll be 2 hours, and then his mum had to go for a nap so I offered to look after Ewan :)I took him to a room, took my penis out and started to rub my penis with his hands, and he gurgled....then his dad came in and luckily my penis was hidden under Ewan, but the dad only asked if everything was okay.  Then the dad left the room, I started to work on Ewan, I sniffed his nappy and he stunk of piss, so I did was any other freak like me would do, I started to torture the baby, but rubbing his nappy up and down, he started to feel uncomfortable but I didn't stop, then started to lie him flat on my penis (fully clothed) and started to rub his body with my penis.

Then we started to play innocently as my friend came back...so I asked him if he could ask parents if we could go to the seaside, and luckily the mother was completely shattered so she said yes.  So we were on our way. We took a bus to the seaside and to my excitement , the local supermarket was nearby, which meant a baby changing facility was there. 

I lift Ewan out of the pram and sniff his nappy, it didn't smell of anything but I pretend he needed to get changed, I offered to change him and off we went to the supermarket.

I was so excited, my heart raced so fast it was unbeleiveable, I was about to molest a real baby for the first time ever. I start to hum while heading to the toilets and it was free. My friend stayed behind and watched the sea.

I close the door and locked it, placing my bag at the door so that nobody would disturb our moment.

I carefuly place Ewan down on the changing mat and I prepare myself, I take my penis out but I didn't do anything with it, .I undressed Ewan, my hands were shaking so much due to the fact I was going to see his penis, his tiny real penis, Once he was stripped he just gurgled.

I pulled his legs towards me and touched his penis with mine and I started to masterbate , however Ewan was getting bored so I start to change his nappy, I removed his urine stained nappy and force Ewan to smell it.

Then I squeeze his penis really gentally and then I turn him over and look at his anus, the size of a penny :)

I then pick him up half naked and sit him down near my penis then stood up straightaway , I had an idea, I placed Ewan down on the changing mat, and guided my penis to his mouth, and he started to suck it.  
Once he finished I picked him up again and forced him to suck on my nipple and it was the most sexual feeling ever, I pick up a tub of vasaline and smear his anus with it, before sticking my finger in his anus, His mouth was too busy sucking on my nipple.

But once I was not getting enough I lifted him back to the changing mat and started to lick his penis, he started to cry because he was getting cold.So I dressed him up again while removing all evidence of molestation.  I collected my things and left....baby Ewan was sleeping on the way home....

And tomorrow we're going to the seaside again to 'look at the view' 

He's sleeping next door to me at the moment :)




