Afraid of Sleeping Alone
                              By Mandil

       Until she reached the age of twelve, my young sister and I used to sleep in the same room. Linda, that's my sister, is two years younger than I am and until that time we had been living in a two bedrooms apartment and there was no other choice on  the matter. When she turned twelve, mother and us two kids, we moved into a larger  apartment since mother got a promotion at the statistics agency where she was     working and we now could afford it.

       After moving into our new apartment with its three bedrooms, mother felt much better since my sister and I, we no longer had to sleep in the same room. More often than once, I had heard mother say that it was not proper for a boy of fourteen to be  sleeping in the same room as his sister. Of course at the time I couldn't exactly see why she was making such a fuss about a small detail like that, it certainly wasn't     bothering me that much.

       Just before we moved to our new apartment, she was even considering having Linda's bed being moved into her own room which was not very big.

       During the first couple of nights in our new apartment there were no problems as each of us had its own bedroom. I immediately saw the advantages of being alone in  my own room since now I could look at my girly magazines without risking being  discovered by Linda. But on the third night, Linda who until then had never slept in a  room of her own, began to have bad dreams and she no longer wished to sleep by     herself in her room. For half a dozen nights in a row she would come barging into mother's room in the middle of the night refusing to return to her own room. Linda definitely didn't want to sleep by herself, ever since she had been a baby she had been   used to have me in her room and she now found all sort ofexcuses 
to climb into  mother's bed barely an hour after she had retired to her room.

       I must say here than mother was a widow and ever since the death of my father, four years previously, she didn't go out on dates very often.  But she probably  expected to get married one day and she still kept the large bed in which she and father slept when he was alive.

       Linda and I, we each had a single bed and because of the fact that mother had room to spare in her bed, Linda would go there whenever she was afraid and this was mostly every night.

       Soon mother got tiered of being awaken at all hours of the night and she decided one night to lock her bedroom's door from the inside.

       When my sister realized that mother's door was locked she felt that she had no other choice but to come into my own room.

       I will always remember that first time that she quietly opened my bedroom door well after midnight. Even though she didn't make any noise when she entered my  room, I still heard her enter, I even watched her slowly approaching my bed in the  dim light coming from my window.

       She was very scared, it was plain to see since she was shaking and the minute she realized that I was awake she begged me to let her climb in bed with me.

       I became angry at her since there was barely enough room for me in my bed, but I was so sleepy that without thinking further I threw the blanket over and I made room  for her next to me. Half a minute later I was fully asleep.

       But a couple of hours later, I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came back Linda was taking most of the space in my bed and I had to squeeze in next to her.

       Without even being fully aware of it, my cock was pressing against her developing bottom, I could even feel the heat of her bottom's cheeks against my groin and soon my cock was very hard. I knew that there was only the thin material of my pajama as  well as her own pajama that was separating my cock from her girly rump.

       Before that night, it had never occurred to me that my sister could be sexually  attractive, but now that I could feel her round buttocks, - in the last year Linda's body had begun to change into that of a woman - I began visualizing her in a completely  new perspective. Her hips had begun to flare out and her breasts were now the size of large oranges, even the baby fat around her thighs had begun to be replaced by     muscles.

       To make matters worse, she was constantly trying to shove her bottom against me  as she tried to seek my body heat inside the cold apartment.

       For the remainder of the night I wasn't able to sleep at all, as soon as I felt her  bottom against me I had trouble restraining myself from shoving my cock against her warm behind. I knew that it wouldn't have taken more than a dozen  shoves before I  would have paid tribute to her bottom with a load of cum, but I feared too much what  the consequences would bring afterward.

       Finally in the morning, I heard mother calling us from the kitchen. As soon as Linda  heard mother, she turned toward me and she begged me not to say a word to mother about her coming into my room. She wouldn't leave my room until I agreed to keep my mouth shut about it.

       As soon as she was gone I seized my cock in my hand and I began to pump it until  I experienced the relief of a climax.

       That same evening, not very long after I had climbed in bed, I heard my sister  entering my room once again. The previous night I had enjoyed her presence in bed with me, but at the same time I knew that while she was lying next to me it was difficult if not impossible for me to sleep with her so close to me.

       But before I had given her my approval, she was already cuddling against me and I  hadn't the heart to tell her to leave.

       In a few minutes she was sound asleep whereas my cock was stone hard and pressing against her bottom once again. For the next two hours I fought a battle of will  in my mind, one part of me wanted very much for me to rub my cock against her full  bottom, while the other part was trying to prevent this. I knew 
that if I was to      succumb and to give in to my desire, it would be incest, but as the minutes went by I     could tell that my pulsating cock was getting closer to tip the scale in its favor.

       Then at last, being no longer able to restrain myself, I slowly began to shove my  twitching erection in the crack of her bottom. It didn't take very long for my boiling   spunk to spurt out of my cock in jets and thus soaking my pajama. Even as the last pulse of pleasure was squirting my seed against my sister's bottom,  I knew that the thin material of both of our pajamas was now very wet.

       My sister never realized what I had done to her that first night. Again in the  morning, just before the light of dawn, I fucked her bottom one more time and by now  I knew that the material of her pajamas over her bottom must have been soaking wet.

       When she got out of bed about an hour later, she kept pressing the flat of her hand  against her bottom and I knew that she was investigating why she was so wet.

       But she didn't say a word as she left for her room. Surely I told myself she must  know by now what I had done this to her and she certainly wasn't going to come  back into my room again.

       But she did come back that same night. It was later than the previous night and I  knew that she had probably tried to stay in her room. But her fear of sleeping alone was greater than the fear of feeling my erection pressing against her and once again  she was soon lying close to me in my bed.

       I was a little disappointed when she remained on her back instead of lying on her  side as she usually did. In this new position her bottom was no longer available to me.

       After a little over half an hour, I still couldn't sleep, my cock kept twitching in my  pajamas as if it was trying to remind me of the presence of my sister lying next to me.   But during the night, while she was sleeping, she turned over on her side and her rump   was pressing against my cock once again. By now she seemed to be sleeping and I  was very careful when I began to shove my eager cock against the crack of her
bottom. But all of a sudden, I felt her body moving. She suddenly turned on her back  and in what seemed to me at the time as a much too loud voice, she asked me what I   was doing.

       "I was just turning around." I said in a trembling voice.

       "No you weren't. You were pressing yourself against me and I want you to stop doing this."

       I knew then that she hadn't been sleeping at all and when she had turned on her side she probably thought that I was sleeping. She seemed very angry at me and by   the high pitch of her voice I could tell that she was close to tears.

       "Well you know that my bed is too small for the both of us, why don't you go into  your own bed if you don't like it here."

       "I will tell mother what you were trying to do if you ever try this again." She was in  tear now.

       "Fine with me. Mother will probably want to know what you were doing here in the first place. Remember you are the one that is in the wrong bed, not me."

       There was more crying and I really felt sorry for her, but I had to act this way with   her since I knew that mother was going to kill me if Linda was to tell her that I was   rubbing my cock against her.

       "Why are you doing this to me? You know that I can't sleep in my room all alone."

       "I can't help myself. Each and every time that you are lying next to me I have trouble falling asleep unless I..., well you know I have to find release somehow  otherwise I will remain awake all night."

       I knew that she and her friends often talked about sex in school and being twelve she certainly was well informed on the matter. She knew exactly what I had been  doing to her.

       "You're my brother, you can't do this to me. This is incest, it's horrible of you to  treat me in such a way."

       "Listen Linda, I can't help myself. As long as you are in my bed, I find it impossible   to sleep unless I get this release first. Even though you are my sister, you are a  beautiful and sexy girl, you can't blame me for finding you attractive."

       This seemed to calm her a little but I could tell that she was still on edge, even as  we talked she was trying to keep her body as far away as possible from me.

       "Well I want you to stop doing this. If you promises me that you will never do it again, I won't tell mother."

       "You know I can't promise that since I have no control over my erection."

       Never before had I used such a word in front of her and now that it had escaped  from my mouth it made me feel even more lewd.

       "I don't like it when you do that. It's wrong."

       "Then go back to your room and I won't bother you. It's also wrong for a sister to  sleep in bed with her brother."

       Again she began crying, I now felt very bad about the whole thing. Without  thinking much about it, I shoved my arms around her and I pressed her against me in a  protective manner. There was nothing sexual about it and it was an expression of   genuine brotherly love. But even as she kept crying in my arms, I could feel my cock  twitching more than ever. I knew that it was certainly not out of brotherly love that it     was doing so.

       As I tried to calm her down a little, my lower body, as if having a mind of its own, began to rhythmically press against her waist and even though I knew what was   happening, I couldn't stop myself. Linda was now behaving like a trapped animal,  even though she was trying to get as far as possible from my poking cock, her   resistance was weak but at the same time I could tell that she was finding comfort in     my arms.

       Then the crisis was upon me and while I felt the intense pleasure of a climax, I also  felt my spunk jetting out of the tip of my cock. Even after the grand crisis was over, I  continued to hold her tightly in my arms while keeping my now soft and sticky cock   pressed against her waist.

       We both fell asleep while she had her head resting on one of my arms and with my other arm holding her tightly against me.

       When I woke up a couple of hours later we were pretty much in the same position   and Linda was still sleeping. As soon as I placed one of my hands between our two  bodies so as to investigate the mess, I was horrified to see that both of our pajamas  were soaking wet.

       Again I felt a strong desire for her and my cock was getting harder by the second.  To make matters worst, my sister turned on her right side, which I knew was her favorite position, she thus had her round bottom facing me. Less than a minute later I was once again dry fucking her, this time with my cock pressing in the crack of her     bottom cheeks.

       I couldn't say if she was aware of my doing, but as soon as I unloaded my spunk  against her bottom, I fell into a deep sleep.

       When mother called us from the kitchen the next morning, Linda was the first to  get out of bed. As she hurriedly left for the washroom, I noticed that the back of her   pajamas was stained with the proof of my deed of the night, even the waist appeared  soaked.

       She didn't mention that fact to me later and I was grateful to her for that. That night  I dry fucked her again and I knew that she was aware of what I was doing but she didn't try to stop me. She probably figured that this was the price to pay for sleeping  in my bed and she was willing to pay it.

       But after a week of this I became more demanding of her. I would often dry fuck her two or three times during the night and then I gradually began to let my hand roam over her bottom. One night, while I was rubbing my cock against her bottom, I  carefully brought my hand over her breasts. Of course it was over the material of her  pajamas but still I could feel her hard teats underneath and when I began to play with     her nipples, I felt her body move a little thus revealing to me that she was not sleeping.

       She let me climax while my left hand was fondling her bosom, when I was done I  fell asleep with my hand resting against her breast. For the next three weeks she came in my bed every single night and ever since I had threaten her to send her back to her  room, she never once tried to stop me from rubbing my erection against her. But now   that she was letting me play with her breasts, I didn't know exactly what to expect     from her. One thing I knew though, I shouldn't be going too fast with the exploration  of her body since it could panic her.

       This went on for some time, she was now accepting the presence of my hands on  her bosom even while we were talking in bed. One night, I made my mind to move   one more notch in the exploration of her body and to let my hand roam into   unexplored territories.

       While I was shoving my cock - always over her pajamas - into the crack of her   bottom, I carefully slipped my hand under the top of the garment and before she could   stop me, I had one of her warm breast in the palm of my hand.

       "Please take your hand away, I don't want this to go any further than it has already   gone." As she said this she brought both of her hands over her bosom trying to     prevent me from fondling her breast underneath.

       "What's the difference if my hand is over or under your pajamas top. Is it more   proper when I fondle you with my hand over the material?"

       She didn't answer and I could tell that she was debating in her mind so as to what  to do next. Then I felt the pressure of her hands over mine decreasing and I knew that   I had won.

       It then occured to me that if I was patient enough and didn't proceed too quickly, I would probably be able to fuck her in the not too distant future. Now that she was  letting me play with her nipple, I could tell that she was beginning to enjoy the feeling   of my hands over her naked breasts. Most of the time she would even press her   bosom against my hand while I did this.

       Until then, every time that I fondled her while rubbing myself against her, she was  always stretched on her right side with her bottom toward me. I then began to try to  make her stretch on her back while fondling her. It took me a couple of evenings of  coaxing her by applying pressure with my hands, but finally one night she conceded to   my will and from then on while I would play with her breasts, I began kissing her on   the neck at the same time. Lower and lower went my mouth until my lips were soon     allowed to kiss her breasts with her pajama top fully opened.

       I could tell that she loved the pressure and suction of my mouth on her breasts,  then I felt for the first time ever, one of her hands at the back of my head as I sucked  on one breast. I knew that victory was near. Yes I was going to fuck her and I was  not going to have to wait much longer.

       One thing I did to her was probably responsible for greatly accelerated things   though.

       She was lying on her back one night while I was kissing her bosom all over, it then  occurred to me that I had never kissed a girl on the lips yet. Being aroused as I was, I  couldn't care less at the moment if the girl was my sister or if 
she was only twelve.

       Slowly, I moved my mouth along the length of her neck until I was kissing her chin.   My sister then surprised me by tilting her head a little toward me thus giving me easier   access to her lips. Had she done this on purpose or was it only her instinct. I couldn't  tell and I didn't care.

       When my mouth actually came to rest on her lips, she remained very still and even   though she didn't cooperate by parting her lips or applying pressure, she neither tried  to stop me.

       I kiss her again and again and I could tell that her reluctance to open her lips was   decreasing by the second and just like I had expected, she soon let me slip my tongue   between her lips. A second later I was exploring her mouth with my curling tongue.

       This was a decisive moment for Linda since it marked the complete end to her  resistance.

       From than moment on, she even assisted me in removing her pajama top as soon  as we were in bed, and for the next couple of nights I did everything to her except to  touch her cunt.

       But that was my next conquest and I think she was expecting it  since the very first time that my hand went between her legs over her pajama she remained very still and  further more she even parted her legs to give me better access.

       I then knew that she was sold on the idea of having my hand fondling her cunt. On  that same night, I was even permitted to place my hand directly on her cunt under her  cumbersome pajama, and soon I made her remove them completely. Now that she  was naked in my bed, the next step was for me to fuck her.

       But before I did this, I wanted to kiss her virgin cunt. I didn't let her time enough to realize that this was my intention, I had my mouth glued on her cunt before she could  even begin to protest and soon I felt her own hands around my cock as she began to  toy with it and with my balls.

       I didn't fuck her that night since she made me come twice with her mouth while I  was sucking and licking her cunt. For over an hour I made her twitch her lower body  over my mouth, and every ten minutes or so I could hear strange noises escaping her mouth as she inundated my tongue with her abundant secretions.We spent the rest of     the night in each other's arms and by early morning, just before she left for her room,     she looked at me and after throwing her arms around my neck, she whispered in my  ears that she loved me.

       The following night was the night of our initiation. By now, I knew that she was  aware that I intend to fuck her that night even though she didn't say so, and when I   helped her remove her pajama, she asked me to be gentle with her. And gentle I was.   First I made her lie on her back then I made her hold my erection while I stood on my   knees between her parted legs. After telling her to aim my cock between the slippery     lips of her cunt, I began to apply pressure until I felt the head pop inside.

       At that instant, she asked me to stop pushing since she felt stretched to the  extreme. After a couple of minutes, during which time we both remained very still, I   began once again to apply pressure.

       I felt my erection gaining another half an inch then the head of my cock was   prevented from going deeper by her maiden membrane.

       From the many talks I had had with my friends at school, I was expecting this. It   seemed - by what I had heard them say - that the solution to overcome this barrier,    was to give a hard shove so as to break the membrane as fast as possible and thus get    it over with.

       But for some reason that I can't explain, I couldn't do this to Linda, I didn't want to  cause her any pain.

       Instead, I kept on applying pressure until she told me once again to stop pushing  since she felt funny inside and the stretching of her passage was beginning to hurt   again.

       It took me well over fifteen minutes before I finally felt the head of my cock enter   the central hole of her maiden membrane. By then I knew that from now on, it was   only a matter of shoving deeper and the already pierced membrane would be  completely ripped forever. She felt no more pain as I got deeper within her and soon I  was fucking her properly.

       What heavenly delight. Never would I have imagined that fucking could be so  wonderful.

       Linda was also in the seventh heaven of delight judging by her constant deep   breathing and moaning. She came before I did and soon she threw her legs around my   waist and with her heels she helped me shove deeper within her. Before I came within   her I hesitated for a second, I was aware that she could well 
become pregnant from   me since she had already began to have her periods a couple of months earlier. But     what was the use of delaying the inevitable I told myself, if not tonight it was going to   be tomorrow night or the night after, but one thing was sure, I was going to inundate   her vagina sooner or later. Therefore my reasoning was that I might as well enjoy it to   the utmost since I was going to do it anyway later on.   I slid my cock, slick with her sweet juices fully inside and release my sperm filling my sister's virgina with my seed as we kissed deeply and fell in love.

       Linda was twelve when we began fucking and this went on for a year an a half   before she became pregnant. When she announced the news to mother, she was   almost fourteen then, all hell broke loose.

       She told mother that an older boy had forced her into his car after school and he  had raped her. Of course she didn't know the boy and he was not from her school.    Since she was now well over two months pregnant, mother figured that it was now    too late to have the police investigate the matter. Beside
mother didn't want everyone   knowing that her daughter had been raped.

       Linda gave birth to a baby girl and before she did, we kept on fucking until the  week before the birth of our daughter. Although mother didn't suspect that I was the   father, she later figured out the truth when a year later Linda became pregnant once   again. Of course I was the father of her second child as well since during all that time     we had been fucking each night and sometime during the day as well when mother     wasn't around.

       But now I was almost eighteen and I had a good joy working as an apprentice   reporter, even though I knew that mother didn't approve of what Linda and I we were   doing, she pretended to be ignorant of the whole affair.

       Today as I write this I am twenty and Linda and I still live together with mother. Of  course we moved to another part of the city and to everyone we are married to one  another.

       Oh yes, never once was I or Linda ever tempted to go out with someone else. We are deeply in love with each other and I believe we will always be.



                               The End


