
                  Naturally Demanding but Nice

                       Chapter Eleven

                      Thoughts by John

I got through the dinner. It was not easy. Jennifer knew how to do
everything. The only thing I knew how to do was eat, and did not 
do a very good job of that. I am glad we were seated at an out of the 
way location. Jennifer had told me to ask for a, "More private table".
She had also told me to slip the hostess a ten. That seemed like a 
lot to me and she was not my type. She was nicer after the ten, however.
 
The table was in a very quiet place so we were able to talk a little.
I was still cautious about the change in Jennifer towards me. She
was treating me as a near equal. She was teaching me how to do all
sorts of stuff that I never knew. She was like a princess who had
taken a guy off the streets and was attempting to make a nobleman out 
of him. Well I guess that was kinda our situation. I watched her and 
tried to imitate her the best I could. When no one was around she 
would tell me of my mistakes. Several times she drew attention to 
herself and away from me when I was doing something wrong. I had never
been to anything except mom and pop cafes and fast food places. I was
surprised at how good the food was. By the time our meal was over
I was able to talk to Jennifer again without being tongue tied.  
There were times I wanted to say something but no words would come 
out of my mouth. Jennifer was always the perfect date. I did not
dare hope. This was really, really special. She had already said for
me,"Not to make to much out of this". I presumed she meant she was
not really dating me. She said I was, "Still her slave".

Jennifer even told me how much to leave for a tip. I grudgingly did
so. I was raised to save and skimp by. She was not. I had already
noticed the prices. When they were added together and tax added it
was startling. I had never spent that much eating in a month before!

                   Jennifers Evaluations

John did pretty good considering his total lack of experience. It
did not help him any that he was in the company of a total Goddess!
He was really trying. There is so much I must teach him. I know my 
plans for John are changing. Yeah, the money had a lot to do with it.  
Not that I need the money, I like it though, but one does not give a 
person eight thousand no strings attached. I bought some things I 
really did not need just because I could. It is more than the eight 
grand. John made me his beneficiary. John came into a lot of money. 
Even in my standards, it was a lot. I noted the part where it would
go to charity if he died before age forty. I also noted that he could
change it anytime. If something dreadful happened to my John, I 
should not be a loser. The way the will was now is if he died before
he was forty, I would not get the $750,000 plus dollars. That will 
never do. He will change that for me, I know he will. I will talk 
with him about that in a few days. I must let him know what he has 
first. Now I know what you all are thinking. Not nice! I do care 
for John. Hey, John now has a shot at the worlds most beautiful  
lady. That is awesome. I am awesome!

We went to the movies. I held John's hand as we walked from my car 
to the theater. I would give it a little squeeze when I looked
at him. He really worships me. Rightly so, of course!
  
We walked in just a few minutes before the movie started. The lights 
were on. I chose a seat for us near the back. When we sat down I 
snuggled close to John and looked at him. When he looked at me I 
gave him one of my sexy smiles. I have practiced this smile hundreds 
of times. I can close my eyes and see exactly what I look like. Good,
very good! John kinda put his arm around me. You know, just over my
shoulders but almost not touching me. The lights went out and I changed
that! I took his hand in mine and pulled. As I did that I snuggled
against him pretty tightly. Even John could not misread that! He
started telling me how much he loved me, how pretty I was, how I was
his whole life, the most beautiful in the whole world. I squeezed his 
hand at all the right times. When he started making Goddess references
I kissed him. I did not use my tongue but he got a sexy kiss. With my 
other hand I, "Accidently", touched his thing. It was hard. I would 
have been embarrassed if it were not. John warmed up to the kissing 
quickly. He kissed pretty good too. Must be the practice he has 
received kissing my other lips! (g)

"Jennifer, why do you giggle like that. I always think you are laughing 
at me when I am telling you how wonderful you are and you giggle.  I
am being very serious and you giggle."  

"John, I told you why I giggle. That is just me. There is no magic
explanation. I suppose I giggle so much because I am happy! I am
not laughing at you, believe it! Don't ruin the moment, John. That
would not be cool." I had to let John know who was the Goddess and
who was the slave in this relationship.

"I am sorry Jennifer."  

He sounded like it too. I kissed him again and we started necking again.
There were not many in the theater. None behind us. No one could even
see us unless they turned around. We were not making that big of a scene!

The movie ended. Neither of us knew anything about it. We left the theater
holding hands. When we stepped on the sidewalk I removed my hand from his 
and put it around his waist. We took a few steps. I looked up at him.
He got the message and put his arm around my waist. This made us very
close together as we walked to my car. John opened the door for me. I like
that. Of course I am able to open my own door, but that is not the point.
If a guy does not like me enough to open doors, carry books, etc.  He can
bite me! I have a guy that will do everything for me and almost has!

We got home and walked in holding hands. My parents were surprised. My
mom was surprised went I asked her if we could go to eat and go to a movie.
John had to unload our stuff after he got me in the house. I always come 
first with John!

"Did you enjoy the movie," mom asked me as John went back for some of our 
things.

"It was OK, I just wanted to go out with John, Mom, he really is nice.
I like him."

"Sure you do." She answered. He does a lot for you,well,for us."

"Mom, you know what I mean, I like him."

"Jennifer, we will discuss this, but not now."

I knew what she meant. She did not approve. Things were not going
according to plan at all. John was supposed to be a household slave,
not a boy friend for me. My parents were going to be pissed. They
have not been mad at me much in my life. I have been the perfect daughter.
How could I be anything but? I see no reason John and I can not date and
him still be my slave. I think he will do everything for me, for us,
that he would do as a slave. The difference is, he will enjoy it even more.
John would do absolutely anything for me. Right now if he had to die to
save me, he would. That is a very real test. To bad it is a test that can
be used but once.

John carried in all of our stuff. He put my stuff in my room and his stuff 
in his room. He went back to my room and began hanging up my clothes, 
putting them in drawers, etc. I admired the way he lovingly handled my 
lingerie. When he put my intimate things in my drawers I walked to him, 
put my arms around his neck, and gave him a really nice kiss. His kissing 
was improving. I was really wet. I reached in my panty drawer and picked 
up a pair of Victoria's Secrets that I had just purchased with our money.  
I held them in front of his face and smiled. Slave, when you put my panties 
away, guess what you are supposed to do? I gave him my sexy smile with eye 
contact. He reached for them. As he did I brought them to his lips. While
holding my hand and the panties he lovingly kissed the crotch right where 
my little pussy would be tomorrow. I pushed down on his shoulders with my 
arms. I was making little sounds as he kissed his way down my chest and 
to my belly.
  
"Don't miss anything on your way down." I told him with a giggle. He moved
his mouth up as I unclipped my bra. I raised his mouth to mine and gave him
some good kisses, using my tongue a little this time. I was driving him wild!  
I loved it! I pushed on his head and he went right to my nipples.

"John, use your fingers on one nipple while you use your mouth on the other.
Change from one to the other. Not to hard, but bite just a little, easy, 
I am fragile." (g)

I was not all that fragile but John must be taught to love me gently.  I will
love him hard! Maybe I will try a little hard loving on me but not yet.

I pushed on his head and guided his mouth to my belly button.

"French kiss there, John." Ohhhh, I love that.

I helped John get my clothes off. He wasted no time in getting his mouth
where it really belonged. He is so talented at cunnilingus. It is because
he wants to be talented. My mom told me a few years ago that any guy can
be talented if he has the desire. If he does not have the desire, dump him!
I have had several guys perform cunnilingus on me. Some were kinda good.
None compared to John though. I have to concentrate on other things or
he would bring me to orgasm much to quickly.  Hell, I have not begin to
use my nails on him yet. All of our lovemaking has to have some pain for 
John. That way I know he still loves me. His cuts will heal, it is not like
they were permanent! No doubt do to repeated nail insertions in the same
area, scars will develop. But hey, they will be love marks. (g)  All guys
should have them. That should be a rite before they are known as a man.
No nail scars, no manhood! (g)  I love it!

"Ohhh John, ohhhh, I love what you are doing! Don't ever stop!"

Those are not just encouragement words. They have real meaning!

I place my hands on John's neck. He flinched. He was preparing for the 
pain of my nails. I love the way he accepts the pain I give him with
no complaints. He makes little sounds on occasion when my nails cut
his neck or ears. I like that to. It shows me I am giving him pain.
That adds to my sexual enjoyment. Not that I like hurting John, but
the knowing that I can! Such power I have over him. Hey, I am just
a sweet little thing. I could never do these thing to him if he was
not willing. But if he was not willing, I would not waste my time 
with him. He is, very willing! (g)

"Ohhh, John, lick my clit faster. That is so good!" I told him. He
loves it when I say words of encourgement to him. He eats them up!

I pulled on his head. I did not sink my nails in yet. His anticipation
of when the pain will come is good. I cut him just a little. He moaned
in pain, such a sweet sound. My pussy gets wetter when he makes little 
noises in response to stimulation. He always responds by licking my
clit faster, or pushing his tongue in harder. Sometimes he gives a big 
suck and swallows. I love it when I know my cum is going down his throat 
straight to his little tummy! I know I can not always go pee in his mouth
but it turns me on so much. When I look into his eyes and piss, he
looks at me with so much love in his eyes. Like now he is in total ecstasy,
just like me. If I could, I would wish that these times never end.
Ohhh maybe not, I like it when I orgasm too! I have got to slow down, I
am moving to fast.

"John, stop! John, I mean it, stop! Oh John, don't stop! "Ohhhhh
John, John, I love youuuuuuu!"

I squeezed his face hard. I never got around to really sinking my nails
in. I meant to. I just went to fast. So much pleasure. I almost feel
sorry for all the ugly girls who will never experience these awesome
feelings. Bless their little hearts.

"John, suck out my cum, but don't swallow. Do you have a lot in your 
mouth?"
John moved his head up and down a little.

"I want to see my cum, open your mouth and show me."

John raised his head, and opened his mouth. I could see all of the milky
white cum in his mouth. All from me! I gave him one of my sexy smiles. 
My cum looked so good in his mouth. No wonder he says how lucky he is. 
He is!

"John, without closing your mouth, swallow. Ohhh, I love watching that!"

Some of my cum had escaped the corners of his mouth before he swallowed.
He retrieved it with his tongue. His tongue was so coated he only
managed to move my cum over his lips. That looked so cool! There are
few things that compares with looking at a guy when he has your cum
on his face, on his lips, on his tongue, and in his mouth.  When I looked
at John, I knew he was tasting something very intimate about me. I always
get him to say something at montents like this.  I liked the way all of
my cum changes his speech. I wish I could actually see my cum go down his 
throat, coating everything all the way down. Yeah, he is lucky alright!

I have tasted my cum, though I would not tell anyone. It is kinda good.
I can certainly see why John thinks it is so delish. Add the real taste
of my cun to my beauty, and the exotic moments, and do not forget my
totally awesome facial expressions, and yeah, my nails too, is it any
wonder my John thinks he is in heaven?  He is cooing to me now.  
Whispering sweet nothings to me. John knows how truly fortunate he is
that out of all the guys who want me, I chose him to receive my love
and give me pleasures which I so richly deserve. I know my parents will 
not approve of my truly liking, maybe loving, John. But I do. I have
never had this much love before. After I finished with him, he was
still there, his head between my gorgeous legs, licking my pussy. That
feels so good. Just dreamy. My John is like, totally awesome! Now do not
forget, I have had lots of guys hook up with me. That is not what is
causing me to think of John in terms of love instead of merely like.
No, John is truly special. Like right now if I said, "John, I love 
you so much I want my teeth buried in your arm all the way to the bone, 
he would slowly raise his arm to my mouth with a look mixed with fear 
and total worship.

"John," I said long and sexy as I pushed on his head. He knew where
I wanted his mouth to go. I felt his tongue go up my crack and over my
cute little hole. John's tongue went back there. I smiled as he used 
the tip to move around the outside. I let out a little pleasure cry as 
his tongue gently entered me. He gently tongued out my ass hole like 
it was candy. I bet he would eat my shit, I mean a complete dump, if I 
told him to. Of course I can not do that. The health risks are to great.  
You have heard the expression, "Eat shit and die".  Well I do not want 
my John to die. I do not want him sick. I love my little slave! 
I reached back and pushed against his forehead.

"John, are you trying to wear out my ass? Kiss it and quit for now."

I looked at my clock,omg it was almost midnight! There was school 
tomorrow. My parents would kill me if they knew he was in my room 
this late at night!

"John, you have got to go to your room, and very quietly too."  Here,
you can take these."
  
I handed him the panties I had worn all day and on our first date.
See how sweet I am to John, I knew just what he needed and wanted.
My delish cum soaked panties! 

"Go, I will kiss you tomorrow. Your tongue has been up my ass! That
taste is for you and you only." I used my sexiest voice and smile 
on him. Putty, he is pure putty! I own him! I love it!

"You can kiss these!" I teasingly told him, holding my foot in the 
air. He lovingly kissed all ten of my pretty toes.

"Go!" I playfully kicked him. He blew me a kiss as he walked out of 
my room.
I hit the shower. It would have been nice to have a John given bath.
But we would be an hour doing that at least. He loves touching my
bod. I looked in the mirrow as I dried. No wonder he loves my bod
so much. I turned to look at my ass. Such beauty, such perfection.
John IS the luckiest guy in the world! Oh well, off to bed.  I will
sleep very good. There is nothing like falling asleep after truly 
great sex with someone you love.  








