                    Cassie's Secret
                      
                     Chapter Twelve

"OK Charlie, the test started 30 minutes ago. There are some 
things you must know. I really do love you. During the next 
two days you are going to have plenty of reasons to doubt 
that. I can not be nice to you, I must be pretty awful. If
you forget this conversation, I can not remind you. You are 
going to be used, terribly used. If you forget what I have 
told you, you will think I hate you. See being a Goddess is 
demanding for me too. I am going to be a real bitch. No 
sweetness, Charlie, a real bitch. Yep, I will be your Bitch 
Goddess and you will be my complete slave. You will mean 
nothing to me. But Charlie, the bottom line is, I love you. 
I am renaming you, Toilet. Cool uh? Sooo-----Toilet, eat 
the rest of my shit out of the commode."

I looked in the commode, there were three large turds and 
several smaller ones. I knew I was going to need to see 
Cassie's gorgeous body again before I attempted to eat all 
of that. I looked back, Cassie was gone and the door was 
closed. I turned back to the commode. It looked awful, the 
scent was worse than the appearance. I put my hand in the 
cold water and wrapped my fingers around a turd. I brought 
it clear of the water and gagged. I hesitated. I wondered 
if I could just flush all of it and tell her I ate it.
Then I remembered what she said about lying. I brought her 
shit to my mouth. The stink was sickening. It seemed like 
I had lock jaw. I concentrated on Cassie's beauty and got 
my mouth to open. If you think opening your mouth is easy 
with stinking shit in your hand, try it! I knew the only 
way I could go through with this was just to do it. I
cramed it in my mouth, crushed it and swallowed. It was 
bitter and had a strong bile taste. As bad as the taste 
was, the scent was worse. The first time I had the presence
of Cassie's beautiful body. This time there was only me, a 
commode, and lots of shit. I put my hand back in the commode 
and brought out another turd and did the same thing. I got 
the third one and dispensed with it also. It hit my stomach 
like a ton of bricks. I gagged. I could feel myself getting 
sick. If it was this bad going down, think about how it would 
be coming back up. I looked in the commode there were several 
smaller turds. I gathered a handful and used my fingers to put 
her shit in my mouth just like using a chip in dip. I just kept
eating until the bowl was clean. I felt sick at my stomach. 
I know Cassie said I would not vomit. I still felt like I would.  
I wish I could. The door opened and Cassie reappeared.

"Well Toilet, enjoy your meal?" She said in a flippant voice 
and a toss of her beautiful hair. "It is so nice to have a 
personal toilet. I will not have to wipe anymore. That stuff is
disgusting. You will get use to it though. In a short while you
will not remember what it was like to be a man. You will think 
of yourself as a toilet for a Goddess. I think the transformation
is awesome. The fact that I can do it to you proves I am a real
Goddess."
  
"You stink, like really smell badly, must be something you ate."  
She laughted at her joke.
  
I did not laugh. Cassie looked different. She was still beautiful 
but in a hard way. Gone were the happy girlish features that made 
her appear so sweet. This Cassie did not appear sweet at all. Her 
manerisms fit her looks too. I then noticed, hey it is just the 
way she applied her make up. I told myself she was still the same 
sweet person. She quickly proved me wrong.
  
"Clean up, I want to ride you."

I used mouthwash, brushed my teeth, used mouthwash again. I could 
still taste and smell her shit. Maybe it was my imagination.

I left the bathroom and walked over to Cassie.

"Hey, Toilet Pony, you know the position."

I dropped to all fours, she quickly straddled me sitting down 
rather hard. She had no clothes on, I could feel the heat of 
her pussy on my back. My scratches were already burning. She
reached behind her and pinched my ass with her nails. 
 
"Getty up Toilet," she said with a wicked laugh. She rode me 
around awhile.

"I know what we must do, it is really cool, you will love it!  
Put your clothes on."

She got off me and I started getting dressed.

"I have to pee first, assume the position, Toilet."
  
Cassie's voice had changed. It was not sweet, it was demanding. 
Everything she said was an order. I told myself it was just an 
act as I sit on the floor and tilted my head back. She straddled 
my face with the same demeanor that she would approach a commode.  
I looked up she did not even look at me just started pissing as 
soon as my mouth covered her pussy. There was no loving here.  
She was using me and wanted me to know it.  Her air was one of 
superiority. I pressed on her leg so she would stop the flow and 
permit me to catch up on swallowing and take a breath.

"Hurry up Toilet, I can not tell that you are improving at all.  
I expect you to keep up!"

I pressed again and the flow came out with force. I was able to 
keep up but just barely. I was thankful I did not have to stop 
her again. I licked her as soon as she stopped. She raised up 
and looked me straight in the eyes. No sweet smile, no giggle, 
just something like she might look at gum on her shoe. She would 
have looked at the yellow color in the commode with more serenity.

I finished dressing. She was ready to go too. I started to say 
something, she stopped me.

"Toilets do not talk to me, I do not talk to toilets." She said 
in her best haughty voice.

We went to the car without talking. I opened the door for her,
she got in without even a glance at me. When we started to leave 
I put my hand on her leg as I have done before.

"No Toilet." She looked at me, daggers could have come from her 
eyes and I would not have been surprised.

"Don't ever touch me like that again, I am a Goddess, you are 
a toilet."
  
She stopped at a park, there were several people walking around, 
some setting on the park benches.

"One of the guys we met with Monday told me about this park. 
He said he comes here often. Maybe we will see him."

The way she said that made me wonder if I wanted to see him or 
not. It turned out, I did not. I walked around to open her 
door for her.

"Turn around ang get on your knees, toilet pony." She said 
with a sneer.

I was speechless.

"Now slave."
 
With a quick punch she hit me in the stomach with her fist.  
I never seen it coming. She hit hard knocking the breath out 
of me. 

"Toilet, you had best learn, when I give an order, you do it."

I turned around and got on my knees.

"Put your arms in the air." I obeyed instantly.

She grabbed my hands and mounted my shoulders.

"Getty up Toilet," she half giggled, half sneered.

I started carrying her on my shoulders. We drew a lot of 
attention. Some laughs, several remarks that I heard in 
passing. This was mostly due to Cassie's air as she rode me.  
She did not make it appear to be fun and games. She made it 
appear to be Mistress and slave. I also heard things like, 
"She could ride on my shoulders anytime". She ignored them.  
I heard someone say. "Would you look at that, I can't 
believe they allow stuff like that in this park."

Cassie would look at flowers, trees, small animals directing 
me to go wherever she wanted to look. She was using me just 
like one uses a horse. I could feel the heat from her pussy 
I knew she was aroused even though she appeared nonchalant. 
She rode me for quite a while.

"Turn left at the next walk, I see a hotdog stand."

Good, I thought, I could use a rest. I carried her to the stand.

"Two hot dogs, and do you have any hay for my pony?" 
She asked the vendor.

"No but if he gets tired, I volunteer to be your pony."

"I have a lot of volunteers for that job, so many that I can't 
get to you. So sorry," she said in a voice that said she was 
not sorry at all.

"Two Cokes too." She ordered.

She got off my shoulders and I paid the vendor. We ate our 
hotdogs in quiet.

"Help me up, Toilet," she said.

I hoped no one heard her. Seems that whether I am embarassed
is not one of her considerations.

"Over there." She pointed to the toilets.

She rode me over and dismounted. She went in.

"Well Toilet get yourself in here. You do not expect me to use 
a public toilet when I have my porta potty with me, do you?
Why do you think I allowed you to serve me. Goddesses do not
sit on public toilets. They use a wothhless man."

I looked around, seeing no one, I quickly ducked inside.

"Well," she said.

I got on the floor and unfastened her shorts, pulled them and 
her panties down. I wedged my head between her legs and put my 
mouth over her pussy. Instantly she started to pee. I swallowed 
her piss in big gulps. I could not keep up and had to breathe.  
I pushed on her leg.

"Really Toilet, I am not going to take much more of your 
interupting my piss. By now, with all of your training you should 
be drinking as fast as I am pissing! If you have any real interest 
in serving me, that is."

I heard the door open and a loud intake of air. The intake was 
not Cassie's.

"Well I never!"

I looked up just finishing off the remainder of Cassie's piss. 
The woman was about 45 and the worse for wear. She was the same 
person who earlier voiced a complaint about my serving Cassie 
as her pony I could hold my tongue no longer.

"I don't doubt it." I said.

Cassie burst out laughing. She was already giggling. The lady 
gave a, "haumpf", sound and entered a stall. I helped Cassie 
with her clothes. I Helped her on my shoulders and we departed 
with Cassie still rolling over laughing.

She rode me over the park, every once in a while she would giggle. 
She kept moving around on me, I could feel her heat. I think I was 
even feeling moisture in addition to perspiration. My sweat was
causing the scratches to burn too.

"I am ready to go to my room, slave." She told me in her superior 
tone.

I headed towards the car. I took her to her side and helped her
dismount. Yep, her shorts were wet in the crotch. She saw me look.

"Lick me," Toilet, she ordered.  

I looked around. I moved my face to her crotch. The door hid most 
of us in the area I wanted to be hidden. She quickly slid her shorts 
and panties down.

"Lick my pussy, Toilet, I am so wet."

I gave her pussy a couple good licks and put my mouth over her and 
sucked. I got a good amout of her cum. She moved back and pulled 
her clothes back up. I do not think anyone knew what just transpired.
I got in and we sped back to the motel. Cassie parked and I opened 
her door, droping to my knees.
  
"No, I won't embarass you at our motel slave."

I raised up then thought. Hey, she is my Goddess, who cares what 
the people here think.

"Please, my Goddess, allow me to carry you inside."

She looked at me, her expression softened for a few seconds.

"That is sweet Char--, I mean Toilet. Maybe you are fit to serve me."

She got on my shoulders and I carried her inside. She was giggling 
again. We made quite an entrance. Everyone in the lobby saw us.  
We entered the elevator with Cassie still on my shoulders and me 
bent double. I took her to her room, she jumped down and we went 
inside.

"Hurry Charlie, I want to fuck until dinner time."

I hurried, I was ready to eat pussy. I was tired from carrying 
her around but my tongue was to thick to talk. I took a quick 
shower, shaved and rushed back to Cassie. She was laying on the 
bed waiting for me. She waved to me, arm outstretched, bending 
only her fingers, then pointed to her pussy. My head obeyed.  
In seconds my tongue was obtaing pleasure from licking the worlds 
sweetest pussy. No matter what she did to me, I was never leaving 
this pussy. I was bring her cum into my mouth with every lick.  
I know the more I eat Cassie, the more I want to. I find myself 
eating her out, never thinking of anything except her pleasure.  
I concentrated on every tongue  movement, every lick, every move 
of my lips on hers. My hands and fingers are just instruments of 
pleasure for her. She allowed me to play for a little while then, 
once again, got serious with her face fucking. She raised up, 
holding on to my hands. My nose went in her ass just for a second 
before she turned around placing her knees on the muscle of both my 
arms. She begin to do some serious face fucking Whe she would come 
forward most of her weight was on my arm muscles. It hurt. It was 
all I could do to keep from crying out. I did not want to disturb 
her pleasure. Nor did I want her to think I could not handle it. 
I could tell by the expressions on her face that she was in a 
sexual world of her own. I just concentrated on giving her all the 
pleasure I could. Her first orgasm came pretty quick as she 
climaxed her nails went up my sides. She was a tiger when she was 
like this. I ignored the pain and kept on giving her pleasure. 
She relaxed a little and I started to lick her gently.

"Get on your knees and tilt your head way back. Yeah, like that."

She went on all fours and backed her ass hole over my nose.

"Lick my pussy, Toilet."

It is good that I have a long tongue. I could not breathe at all 
through my nose, her cum wasn't making mouth breathing easy either.  
I grabbed a hold of her and helped her as she started to move her 
ass on my nose and her pussy on my mouth.  I had never been in this 
position but I was trying to make it as pleasurable for Cassie as I 
could. I must have been doing a good job considering her moans of 
pleasure and her cum flow. She returned laying on her back. I quickly
put my mouth over her pussy. She closed her thighs on my face and 
squeezed. As she did this I could see her mouth with lower lip out, 
the corners of her mouth down turned a little. I could see more
bottom teeth than upper teeth. I must be losing my mind because I
thought how I would like to feel those teeth on my skin. More then 
once a thought has crossed my mind. Is she training me just for
her pleasure toy, just something to use. The scary part is the 
thought that follows, would I really mind if she were.

She fucked and fucked me. I do not know how one little lady can 
make so much cum, or fuck so long, and regenerate so quickly.
I wish I knew how many orgasms she had in my mouth.

"I got to pee." Was all she said.

I was already to drink her piss. She did not piss as hard in 
my mouth as she had earlier. I found that when she pissed like 
that I could keep up. She finished with out my having to stop her.
I was pleased with that.

"Get ready to take me to dinner, we will eat downstairs."

"May I bathe you Goddess," I asked.

"Yes you may."

I got on all fours to give her a ride to the bathroom. She slid 
off the bed on to my back British side saddle style. She hurried 
me along while I was bathing her. She said she was hungry.

When we were ready to go eat, she stood there looking at me.  
It dawned on me what she wanted. I bend over and she got on my 
shoulders. She rode me to the restaurant/lounge.

When we entered I heard several comments. Most were flattering 
to her, less so about me. The waiter took us to our table like 
he had seen this everyday. I seated Cassie and I started to sit.

"No slave, get under the table, I am going to use you for my 
foot rest."

I crawled under the table facing Cassie. She put her legs on my 
back. Her white pantied crotch was beautiful. The waiter took 
her order and came back with her wine.

"This is really delish wine, tell me how you like it later."  
She said to me, with a giggle.

Her food came and Cassie took her time about eating, shifting 
her legs on my back frequently. Someone was being seated at 
the table next to us.

"That is the couple I was telling you about in the bathroom 
at the park this afternoon. I swear she was using him for 
her toilet and he was enjoying it."

"I can understand that the man said."

By the ensuing conversation, I do not believe he said the 
politically correct thing.

Cassie finished her meal. I paid the bill and left a generous 
tip for the waiter. Cassie got on my shoulders and we exited 
amid whistles and catcalls from the patrons. When we got 
outside the lounge, Cassie said.

"Can you believe that was the same woman who saw us in the 
bathroom. That is so funny. Betcha we made her day! Toilet, 
get down I want a pony ride."

I got down on my hands and knees, right there in the lobby 
between the lounge and the motel. How much had I changed in 
so short a time. Has she changed me, or have I always been 
like this and did not realize it. Just waiting for the right 
lady to come into my life and take complete charge of it.
Cassie was in charge, I knew it. The test would pass, Cassie's 
control would be there forever. She straddled my back.

"Getty up. I want to ride you up the stairs."
  
The floor of the stairs was concrete with a thin plastic 
covering. It was hard and rough. As soon as my hands touched it 
I knew I was in for a painful trip. Before I got to our rooms
 my hands and knees were feeling raw. When we got to the top 
Cassie said.

"I want to go back down, I forgot to go to that little store 
down there."

Without a word I turned and started down the stairs with Cassie 
on my back. Riding me down the stairs she put her feet on my 
shoulders, her hands on my ass and leaned backwards. Each step 
was painful now. I did not complain but endured the pain for 
Cassie. When we got to the 1st floor Cassie got off.

"Wait for me here." She said and walked away. I watched the 
world's most fantastic ass until she was out of sight.

I waited and in a few minutes she returned with a small sack 
of things she had purchased. I was setting on the stairs looking 
at my poor skinned knees and hands.

"Charlie, that looks bad, lets take the elevator up."
  
I did not argue. A well dressed  Goddess and a man with holes in 
both knees of his pants got on the elevator and rode to the 4th 
floor.

"Hurry Toilet."  

Cassie said as I walked into my room. I got undressed, threw my 
pants in the trash and doctored my hands and knees. They were 
skinned pretty bad. I looked at my arms. There were large bruises 
where Cassie had her knees on me. My sides had nail marks all the 
way up. I turned to look at my back in the mirror, Yeah, more 
scratches. My neck was not that good. She was high maintenance all 
right. I must be out of my mind. She is inflicting all kinds of 
pain on me and I keep coming back for more. She has done things 
to me that I never even fantasized about in my wildest dreams.  
Medicine or no, her waste had to be harmful to my body. I do not 
know why I am not already sick. I have about 36 hours to go of 
this torture. Sometimes I think about giving up. I have drink 
enough of her piss to float a battleship, and swallowed enough 
of her cum to repopulate China. I went back to her room with 
the mental state that I was not giving up. I have dreamed of 
having a Goddess like Cassie, well not even that pretty. I never 
knew anyone could be that pretty! All of my life it has been my 
dream. So Whatever Cassie wants, Cassie can have, short of my 
life that is. Or was she taking that a little at a time.

"Hey, Toilet, are you not hungry and thirsty?  Get yourself 
in here. I have something for you."

She punctuated that with a wicked laugh. I don't think she 
has to be concerned with, "Being to good to me". I must be 
crazy.

"Hey, there you are!"  She said as I entered her room.

I have to use you Toilet. I tried to eat some foods that 
will intensify your gourmet eating pleasure. I even had 
some candied yams, they're not my favorite food, but they 
will help you realize exactly what you are being used for.  
Toilet get down, I have to pee. I am sooo glad I had not 
went potty for a couple days. I was concerned at first, 
but I guess it was my gardian angel looking over my 
shoulder and knowing I would have a really good toilet 
today. Well hurry Toilet! Sometimes I think you do not 
want to, like really be my toilet. You want your Godddess 
to have a human toilet don't you."
 
She puncuated thoes statements with a Wicked laugh.

I got down on my knees and Cassie stradled my face. She 
seemed to be enjoying this to much. I remember the tears 
when I entered into this test thing. There were no tears
now. They were replaced with, laughs, giggles, and even 
taunts. Everytime she humiliated me her pussy would warm 
up 20 degrees. She was getting off on it. Her pissing 
and my drinking was becoming automatic.

"Here Toilet, take this medicine, you will need it!"

She did not force the piss out and I was keeping up. I 
knew what the medicine was for. I do not know how she 
knew about it. In fact I never even thought about that 
until now.
 
"I am drinking a lot, just so you can have the pleasure 
of doing that more, arn't I sweet? I know how you love 
drinking from my pretty pussy. Well after I have used you, 
I am going to let you have a new pussy experience! Don't
you just love having your very own Goddess to worship?"

I licked her when she was finished.

"I have to take a dump too, you said you were hungry, 
welll, I hope so. I am going to give you your choice on 
how you want to eat it. I will go in the commode and you 
can eat it out, or I will shit directly into your mouth 
and on your face."

She ended with a very haughty, "How do you want it?"

"I want to see your gorgeous ass while I am doing this. 
I will take it directly in the mouth. Also you said you 
did not like to sit on public toilets. I agree, a Goddess 
should have her very on private toilet available at all times."

"Lay down on the bathroom floor."

I did as she commanded.

"Place your elbows on your chest and make a seat with your hands."

I did that and she sat. My hands and face was supporting her 
weight. She wrapped one of the shower towels around her waist. 
I knew what that was for. I well remembered the awful stench
before. She cut lose a fart, followed by another. Her body was 
moving with laughter. How could she be so amused when I was 
being so tortured? Words can not describe how badly her farts 
stunk. I had little time to fret over them because something 
far worse happened. I felt her turd push into my open mouth.  
My mouth was opened wide. I strained to open more, it still 
touched my lips as it entered my mouth. I began squishing it
with my tongue and swallowing. It was being forced out 
covering my nostrils. I could not breath. I breathed hard 
through my nose, all that did was take some of her shit up 
my nose. I was starting to panic. My mouth was full, my nose 
was full. She raised up.

"Hurry and swallow, Toilet, don't choke on my shit yet! I want
use of you for a while longer!"

I quickly swallowed and took a deep breath, a lot of methane, 
foul odor, but some oxygen too. A couple breaths and she sat 
back on my face and I got more to eat. I lost count of the 
amount I ate. Way before the end I was just eating as fast 
as I could hoping to breathe again. Cassie  was not being at 
all sympathetic.

"Lick me good, Toilet. You have let that stinky stuff get 
on my ass. When you finish with your tongue, wash me with 
soap and water too. I sure don't want that awful shit on me! 
Get yourself cleaned up, be sure and clean your mouth really, 
really good. It is going to spend a lot of time on my pussy, 
so it had better be clean."

She walked out and closed the door like she owned the world, 
leaving me in her filth. I just had to look in the mirror, 
I instantly wished I had not. I had her shit all over my face.  
Cassie is beautiful outside, inside is pure shit. I started 
to clean myself up. Before I was finished Cassie was calling 
to me.

"Charlie, I am getting the cramps from my period. You can 
stop them if you will."

"Of course, Cassie, I will do anything for you." I said as 
I walked into the room.

Cassie smiled her sweet smile.

"You are so good to me, no matter what I do to you, you 
always are ready to do something sweet for me. Put your 
mouth over my pussy and suck. Keep sucking until my flow 
starts really heavy."

I did not have to ask what she wanted me to do when I 
started receiving her discharge. She was thinking of my 
mouth as just a convenient place for her bodily waste.
I place my mouth over her and started sucking. She started 
putting pressure on her abdomen with her hands.  I sucked 
for a long time before I got clots, blood and slimy stuff 
in my mouth. It did not stink as badly as her shit, but 
tasted worse. I looked up at her, she had the sweetest smile.

"You are really good, Char-- ur, Toilet. The pain is gone 
already! I love you for that! Menses are so hard on me most 
of the time. I have had the cramps so bad that I would almost 
bend over. I am glad you want to serve me in this manner. I
will allow you to suck and swallow more when I need more
relief. Meantime, I will simply adore your tongue keeping
my pretty little pussy clean. Go to it Toilet!"





