WARNING: This story contains explicit sexual matter. If you are
under 18, or live in a jurisdiction in which such matter is
illegal, please stop reading now.

This story may be archived on free web sites but is not to be
distributed without this note and the name of the author,
changed in any way, or sold. Please do not re-post without
consulting the author. Copyright 1998 by Jane Urquhart. My web
site is at http://www.asstr.ml.org/~Jane_Urquhart

NOTE: This is NOT a "Janey" story.



 ASSIGNATION  (FM cons)

by Jane Urquhart

	She was an exemplary mother and she worked arduously on
community causes. She was always affable, if not particularly
gregarious. Her friends held her in high regard, even though
they privately thought that she spoke as if she were an English
teacher and that she was excessively proper. They would have
considered her a bluestocking intellectual had it not been for
her unusual devotion to physical exercise and women's sports.
She was, they unanimously agreed, "as square as they come."

	Those friends could never have imagined that she would find
herself in an awkward, possibly dangerous, certainly
compromising position. 

	For they were totally unaware that she led an absorbing secret
life. She spent every moment she could steal from her everyday
tasks writing salacious stories, many of  them about a woman who
shared her body and, she supposed, some heretofore hidden part
of her personality. These she posted to an Internet newsgroup
dedicated to such works. She also carried on with her readers
and with other writers a flourishing electronic mail
correspondence devoted to gossip, flirtations, discussions of
writing and anything else that struck her fancy.

	In her conversations on the Net she merged her true personality
with that of her favorite fictional character and she created a
world in which that personality lived. That world was quite
similar to her real environment--she routinely commented on her
(real) children, her domestic activities, her suburban house and
the city in which she worked, and she used those things in her
stories. 

	She found this secret life intensely agreeable.

	Early in the summer of 1998 she mentioned to a male friend with
whom she had carried on a long e-mail flirtation her deep fear
that her real identity would be found out. She was confident
that dire consequences would follow such a discovery. He
jokingly replied that, even with his background in intelligence,
it would probably cost him at least $175,000 to break down her
security. That much, he said, was more than he was prepared to
spend. She replied with the following message:

		"What? It's not worth $175,000 to find my address, fly

	your airplane to Hanscom Field, rent a 1998 Porsche

	convertible, drive hellbent down 128 (America's Technology

	Highway), turn off at the Great Plain Avenue exit, zoom wildly

	through the shaded streets, park in front of my house, ring

	my doorbell, then, when I answer, rip off my clothes with 

	one swipe of your powerful hand,  throw me down on my back 

	on the front porch, untrammel your mighty eight-inch tool, and 

	have your way with me while I'm moaning in ecstasy, at the 

	same time attempting weakly to fend you off?

 		"Heck."

	It was inevitable, given his nature, that he take that message
as a challenge. He would not force her, but he would push her to
the edge. She would honor her words, joke or not. But he would
never force her, even if she believed she was honor bound to let
him have what he very dearly wanted. 

	So, using skills he had picked up while working for various
obscure federal agencies, he set out to obtain the required sum.
He knew a French politician, currently under government
investigation, who would be delighted to see a few embarrassing
sums of money disappear from view. He obligingly siphoned off a
million and a half francs from his friend's holdings, arranging
the transfer so that it would be blamed on a computer error at a
small, insolvent Japanese bank. He moved the money to an
anonymous account in Grand Cayman, then began contacting various
eminent officials he had compromised in the past, using them to
find the information he wanted. He specifically asked only for
certain details, and told his informants to give him only the
data he asked for. He did not want his illusions spoiled. 

	Ten days after he had received that provocative reply from his
female challenger he anonymously sent to her a package
containing copies of her driver's license, her certificates of
birth, baptism and marriage, the most recent bill itemizing her
purchases from an Internet bookstore, and a ninth-grade report
card showing an "A" in science and a "C" in something called
"Communications Skills." He included a Massachusetts driver's
license carrying a female pseudonym and her picture, and a Visa
card that matched. Looking at this material before he sent it,
he concluded, smiling, that one of the teachers had erred
seriously. 

	Shortly thereafter he sent an e-mail letter to her ordinary,
"real life" Internet server address, not her supposedly
anonymous address, informing her that he would visit her on one
of three dates he specified. She could choose any one of the
three. He stated that he would cover all required expenses, and
gave her sundry other instructions.

	Having, it seemed to her, no other course open, she chose a
date--Saturday, July 11, the day before her birthday--and booked
a two-bedroom suite in a famous resort hotel located on the
southern Maine coast. She used the credit card he had sent. Then
she informed him of her arrangements.

	She had chosen the date for a reason. Having no idea how she
would react to this man she knew only from his letters, she had
put a limit on the duration of their tryst. She had to attend
her own birthday party at her in-laws' cottage in the Maine
woods, thirty-five minutes from the hotel, on the afternoon of 
Sunday, the twelfth. He would have to accept that. So would she. 

	In downtown Boston, at fashionable Danny's Boutique, she was
able to buy a very expensive red dress that fit her perfectly.
She thought it suitable for dining at the resort's somewhat
pretentious restaurant, and her persecutor had requested such a
dress. At Victoria's Secret in Copley Place, smiling as she made
her choices, she bought new underwear, including a garter belt,
a garment she had never worn before, and at Neiman-Marcus she
found a nightgown so sheer that she could easily crumple it into
a ball in the palm of her hand. She also bought a white sun
dress, three pairs of silk stockings and a pair of gold sandals.
She saw her gynecologist. She went to a manicurist, who scolded
her for failing to take better care of her hands. On the day
before she was to leave for Maine she visited a hairdresser she
had patronized before, thinking that any radical change in her
normal style might possibly in some way mar the occasion. She
also planned to wear her usual lavender cologne. 

	For she had decided that even though it appeared that she had
no real choice, actually she could easily abort the whole plan
simply by dressing in the sweatshirt and jeans she commonly wore
in her leisure time and being totally passive.  He was, she was
convinced, an honorable man, one who would not take advantage of
her helplessness if she made clear her distaste for him. She
preferred not to do that.

	In fact, she was filled with delight. She chose to believe that
her very lack of choice released her from any possible twinge of
conscience. Her husband and children would be at the
grandparents' cottage, where she had to be the following day. No
one would ever know where she had been that night; no one would
be hurt. Moreover, having corresponded for some time with her
soon-to-be lover, she was confident that he would make her
adventure worth remembering for the rest of her life. Fantasies
were all very well, but reality would be vastly better.

	She was standing on the wide veranda of the resort's main
building, a pseudo-colonial monstrosity large enough to hold the
entire population of most colonial villages, when he rolled up
the curving drive in a dark blue Bentley saloon. It seemed to be
an old model, similar to one she had seen in a film on
television a long time before. He stepped out of the car,
turning to face the front door of the hotel, then looked
straight at her and smiled. A bellhop dressed in ridiculous
colonial livery rushed out to take his garment bag, and a driver
removed the car. He walked up the steps, seeming to use his
silver-chased walking stick only as a prop, not as the necessity
it was. It was four-thirty in the afternoon, and the cool sea
breeze was dying. The sun was still high in the sky, for it was
not far from the longest day of the year, but the shadows so far
north were always long.

	"You came," he said.

	"Yes," she said. She smiled. "I reserved a table for dinner at
seven, and ordered roast beef for both of us."

	He took her hand, lifted it, and gently rubbed his thumb across
the backs of her fingers. He looked up at her.

	"I have touched you. At last."

	"Yes," she said. "And I have touched you."

	"And you wore the white sun dress."

	"No," she said, "not 'the' sun dress, 'a' sun dress. The dress
you described wouldn't do at this kind of place." 

"I suppose not," he said with a smile. He lifted her hand to his
mouth, kissed it gently, then lowered it, still holding it
lightly.

	She handed him a key with a heavy wooden fob. "Go up and wash.
Dinner is a long time off. I'll wait here, in that chair, right
over there, for half an hour, then come up. We can have a glass
of wine in the room." 

	"I shan't be long," he said. He let go of her hand and entered
the hotel. 

	She sat in the chair and waited, looking at a stand of
burgeoning heliotrope plants. Their startling purple flowers
were shadowed as the sun slipped toward the forest not far away.
She breathed their perfume as it drifted across the porch. It
was going to be a beautiful evening. She was relieved as she
realized that he was exactly as he had described himself. Not
very tall, but powerfully built, distinguished looking. Hair
dark, greying at the temples. A man at the peak of his powers,
in his late forties, confident, strong in ways other than
physical. His limp, slight, somehow added to the distinction.

	He would have given anything to have walked straight and true,
no stick in hand, to be perfect for her. But injuries take their
toll. As he climbed the stairs he fleetingly remembered that
night in Istanbul, dragging himself out of the cul de sac in
which he had regained consciousness, the pain searing his brain.
Then he shrugged. He had dreamed of this meeting. She was
fifteen years younger than he. What right had he had to invade
her privacy, to turn a joke into a deadly serious venture? But
she had come. And she had worn the sun dress--no, "a" sun dress.
He smiled to himself. That was like her, so precise in the
details.

	She had described herself once as she stood by the bank of a
stream, her shirt smeared with mud, her face sweaty and dirty,
smiling in joy at some minor triumph, swatting mosquitoes as she
waved at the children who had helped her. He had loved her then,
just that way. But the sun dress was a fantasy, a fantasy he had
told her about in an e-mail exchange, a fantasy come true. Even
as he prospered, he had learned to expect nothing from life, to
anticipate that plans would go awry, to accept misfortune as the
norm. Yet she was there, waiting for him in a wooden chair on a
rare gorgeous New England evening. He had given her an
ultimatum, and she had responded by planning their meeting in
glorious surroundings, taking control as if the whole thing were
her idea, forcing him to hope for more. He smiled ruefully at
his thoughts as he dried himself after his shower. He had
thought himself a cynic. He was behaving as if he were as much a
romantic as Victor Hugo. 

	She is not beautiful, he thought. Not in the way people define
beauty now. Her Roman nose might have come from a European
painting. It was molded to be forceful, not "cute;" it would
have kept her from being a model. Her hair, in unruly waves even
at its best, would never have sold shampoo. Her body, its
strength and solidity showing in every line, belied its
vulnerability. But she could have been a chatelaine six hundred
years before, a duchess, a queen. A goddess. Her walk was royal.
People will look at her as we enter the dining room, he thought.

	He had finished dressing and was opening the wine when she
knocked. He put the bottle on the coffee table and opened the
door.

	"Come in," he said.

	She entered, closed the door, and then leaned back against it,
smiling, with her hands behind her back. "You look wonderful,"
she said. "I really didn't know what to expect. I trusted you,
of course, but still . . . ."

	He would never tell anyone, but he had spent as much time
selecting his wardrobe as she had hers. His white polo shirt had
come from the most exclusive shop in Washington. He was not
really wealthy, having during his days in intelligence been an
anomaly--an honest spy. He would tell anyone who asked that he
had been only a "desk jockey," not a field agent, which would
have made his adventure in Istanbul someone's ironic mistake. He
had had to ask a friend at his club for shopping advice and
accept considerable ribaldry when he refused to explain why he
was interested. He was glad he had made the effort.

	She went over and sat on the overstuffed leather couch. He
poured two glasses of the vin rouge she had ordered on his
instructions, handed one to her, and sat in an easy chair
opposite. He knew that the first move was his to make, but he
was afraid. The KGB might have taken his life; she could kill a
dream. 

"Now I want you to tell me how much it really cost. Was your
estimate anywhere close?" She laughed. "After all, who knows? I
might have said, 'Publish and be damned!'"

	"No," he said. "We talked about trust at some length, don't you
remember? I trusted you to honor your challenge. My total
expenditures came to about a million two hundred thousand
francs--that's about $212,000, allowing for fluctuations in the
exchange rate. But I did have to pay for unusual speed. I
thought you were worth the extra."

	"Oh, my!" she said. "And how did your piggy bank get filled so
full of foreign money?"

	"Well, you see, a French acquaintance of mine had a pile of
francs lying around that he might have had difficulty explaining
to certain authorities. I just helped him out a little."

	"Anonymously, of course?"

	"Naturally," he answered. "Bragging about one's good works is
very bad form."

 	She shook her head. "I don't think I'll ask any further about
that," she said. "To change the subject ostentatiously, are you
happy with my ordering the roast beef? It was that or Maine
cooking, and I didn't know what you might like. I never eat
lobster indoors, except when I cook it myself."

	"It's fine," he answered. "I assure you I've eaten far worse
food than anything they'd be likely to serve here."

	"Good," she said. "Like my character, I worry a lot."

	"But you're not really like your character, are you?" he said.
"You're cool; she's not. You're in command of yourself; she goes
with the flow, as she says so often. I noticed that within a few
seconds of seeing you."

	"Not really," she said. "How could I be? She talks about the
daily drudgery of life, but she doesn't have to do it.  She
doesn't have to be lifeguard for a flock of visiting kids at a
dinky little pool when she goes to her in-laws' cottage in
Maine. She doesn't have to worry about the cost of remodeling
her kitchen. She doesn't have to pray that her children won't do
something fatally stupid. She doesn't have to worry about
anything, really. 

	"Besides, she's not a writer. I am. She's never had to force
herself to ignore bad reviews. She's never wondered for a second
how on earth she'd come up with a story for the next month. She
never writes a whole story and throws it away. But she's real--I
want you to know that. She talks to me. She pouts when I want to
make her do something she doesn't want to. 'What do you think I
am, a slut?' she'll say. Then there's no help for it, I have to
think of something else."

	"But she let you call her 'desperately unhappy' in June," he
said. "She's not really too bad."

	"I was amazed! I suppose she does get worried sometimes,
worried about me." She laughed. "Oh, my, I'd love to be Janey
the fuckbunny, with someone else to do all the work!"

	"I envy you," he said. "I actually do write about my life--my
stories really start out as memoirs. You have to make yours up,
but you have a lot more scope."

	"I'm not so sure," she said. "I think maybe your character
wrote the private one you sent me. It wasn't your style at all." 

	 "Touche," he said. He smiled. "He does take over sometimes,
but I still think Janey gives you more room to maneuver." 

	"As long as I don't make her mad!"

	Then she stood and offered him her hand.

	"You defer to me too much," she said as they walked toward one
of the bedrooms. "I'm not a goddess, even though you've insisted
on calling me one. So in a little while I'll defer to you, but
right now I'm going to lead. You've said several times in your
letters that a woman gives you a gift when she permits you to
take her sexually. I want to give you that gift actively. I
don't want to surrender, I want to give myself to you."

	He thought about that for a moment. In the past women indeed
had surrendered to him, and he had thought of that surrender as
a gift. But  he'd known for some time that this woman was
unusual. He had fallen in love with a character in a story, then
a correspondent, and finally he had found himself dealing with .
. . a real person. He had felt deliciously in control while he
searched out her identity, but things had changed somehow--he
felt as though he were navigating with a chart that was just a
little off. A few things out of place. He had felt that way
before, of course; unexpected things happened, and sometimes the
consequences of error might have been very serious indeed. Just
as they could be this time.

	"Whatever you want," he said. Inside the bedroom, she turned
and spoke to him.

	"So far," she said, "only our hands have touched. Now I want
you to kiss me." She waited.

	Like her character, she was taller than he was. He forgot that
when he took her in his arms. He forgot how she looked, her
name, his own infirmity. Her lips took him in, and she pressed
hard against his body. Their tongues met. Vertigo overtook him;
he felt as though he might fall. He shook with anticipation.  He
ran one hand smoothly down her back, feeling bra strap, hard
flesh that carried a soft covering, finally a bikini line.

	She felt a rush of desire. At the same time, she was smiling
inside. The fantasy he'd shared in one of his letters
specifically called for the absence of underwear. She hoped he'd
find the proceedings satisfactory--enough to make up for what
must be a crushing disappointment. The she broke the kiss,
pulling away.

	"Undress me."

	That he thought he could manage. He had felt the zipper in the
back of the white sun dress. She turned around to offer it to
him. But she was still so close! Instead of reaching for the
zipper, he put both arms around her, each hand cupping a small
breast, soft, soft. Then he felt the nipples stiffen, and she
sighed, throwing her head back, leaning back against him,
putting her hands on his.

	"Stop!" she said. "I am fending you off, weakly. Undress me!"

	He obeyed. The zipper came down smoothly to a point below her
waist. He slipped the slim shoulder straps of the dress down her
arms, then tugged gently at the skirt until it fell to the
floor. She stepped out of it. He caught his breath as he looked
at her smooth back, the lacy underwear, her long legs. A few
widely spaced freckles sprinkled her shoulders. He ran his hands
down her arms; she lay back against him for a moment. The she
spoke:

	"Continue."

	He fumbled as he released the hooks on her brassiere, but soon
let it fall to the floor beside them. She took one pace forward,
stepped out of her flat white shoes and turned around, showing
just a tiny smile while her eyes laughed. He was mesmerized by
the sight of her breasts. Small, yes, he thought. Perfect.
Pulling himself together, he went down on one knee to release
the hooks on the garter belt, used both hands to bring her
stockings smoothly to her feet. Then he reached up, took the
upper edge of the bikini pants between his thumbs and
forefingers and gently pulled them down. He then raised himself
only enough to put his brow to her belly, to feel the warmth of
her skin against his head. She caressed his hair.

	"Stand up," she commanded. "My turn."

	And she undressed him as carefully as he had her, pulling the
shirt gently over his head,   untying his shoes as if he were a
child, staring into his eyes silently as she unbuckled his belt,
gently moving his solidly erect penis out of the way and smiling
at him when she pulled down his shorts. She ignored the white,
years-old scars on his bad leg. The silence was electrifying.
Both of them could hear the waves crashing on the shore two
hundred yards away.

	"Now lie down," she said, "and I'll join you."

	As he moved toward the bed, he said to her, "I love you, you
know."

	"No," she said, "we don't love each other, not in the storybook
sense, because our loyalties are to other people. But I can love
you tonight, and you can love me, because we are here together,
and we feel loving toward one another. Two writers, living their
fantasies just once!"

	"If you were Janey," he said, "you'd be having qualms, and
you'd be making jokes."

	"But I'm not," she said. "I'm Janey's creator. She's part of
me, but I'm a great deal stronger than she is in some ways, and
weaker in others. And she doesn't make jokes, you know, she just
makes you smile, and sometimes laugh, by being Janey. She does
it to me, too!" Then she herself smiled a great sunburst of a
smile. "You know who I really am, and it's not Janey!"

	He lay on the large bed, wondering what she would do next. Not
Janey, he thought. No one he had ever known. Older than her
years, he thought, but gloriously young.

	She placed herself next to him and propped herself on her
elbows, smiling into his face. Then with one finger she traced a
line from his neck to his groin. He shivered. She used a
forefinger to scrape lightly at his nipple. Thrills shot through
his body. Then she put her mouth on his chest, using her tongue
to do what her finger had done moments before.

	She looked up, smiled, ran a hand through his hair. She moved
slightly and kissed his neck, then his mouth. Her tongue limned
his lips, then met his. Unmoving except for their mouths, they
tasted each other. Finally she broke the kiss and slid down,
once again caressing his nipple with her tongue, then moving
further, taking his penis in her hand, bringing her mouth down
so that could use her tongue to stir him to his depths once
more. He put his hand on her head, lightly, feeling the
stiffness of her hair, urging her to take him deeper. But she
refused to be hurried.

	With her lips closed over the head of his penis, she touched
him only lightly, first on one side, then the other. The tip.
She turned her head slightly, so that she could lick the
sensitive spot just under the slit. He had tried to lie still,
but his body revolted. His hips jerked upward toward her face.
She looked at him and smiled.

	"Don't be in such a rush," she said solemnly. "I like to take
time over important projects."  Her mouth returned to his penis,
her tongue to its task. Then she licked harder, the roughness of
her tongue sending thrills through his body. His hand trembled
on her head as he resisted the urge to shove hard, jam himself
into her throat. She was no longer an untouchable goddess, she
was a source of pleasure that almost drove notions of civilized
behavior out of his brain. She took him a tiny bit deeper into
her mouth, moving her tongue around the swelling head, sending
more jolts of pleasure through him, still controlling the depth
of penetration with her hand. And she looked at him, propped on
the pillow, her eyes sending a message of mischief. All the
while, she touched him with her tongue, suddenly withdrawing it,
barely touching again, then wrapping him with it, scraping hard.

	He could no longer hold still, but he controlled himself. Small
hip movements betrayed his feelings.

	"Oh, God," he said, moaning. "Not long now--you can stop." That
statement had taken more will power than he had had to call upon
in several years.

	Her eyes laughed at him as she continued to caress him with her
tongue. Lightly, then harshly. From side to side, and then up
and down. As his hips jerked once more, powerfully, she closed
her lips tightly around him. Then she tasted his juices as they
spurted into her mouth. She waited for the second burst, then
swallowed. More came. She swallowed again. Slowly the torrent
ebbed. She held him with her hand as gradually he softened. She
licked him, gently now. He found the sensation nearly
unbearable. Then she let go and slid up until her face could
touch his. She kissed him, lingeringly. He held her to his
chest. Then she raised her head, looked at him and smiled.

	"I think you mentioned something about liking that sort of
thing," she said.

	Unlike her, he was not yet in a joking mood.

	"I can't believe it," he said. "For weeks I went to sleep at
night imagining that."

	She lifted herself on her elbows, smiling. "You're not going to
sleep now, are you?"

	She was heavy, but he was strong. With a sudden effort he
flipped her off his chest and placed her head flat on the
pillow, her body arrayed on the bed.

	"On the contrary," he said. He flung himself over her, landing
with an elbow on each side of her upper arms. Then he kissed
her.  He ground his lips against hers, forced her mouth open and
pushed his tongue in roughly. Her arms went around him and she
clasped him tightly to her breasts. Then he broke the kiss,
raised himself above her. She looked at him helplessly, unable
to move. Or, she thought, unwilling.

	He smiled at her from his new position of superiority. Then,
very deliberately, he placed a palm over a breast. He squeezed
gently, then harder. She closed her eyes.

	"Oh, yes," she said quietly. "Oh, yes."

	He felt the hard nipple against his hand, pulled himself up on
his knees and took the other breast in hand, kneading lightly,
fondling the nipple between his fingers. Then he leaned down and
sucked the nipple, scraping it with his tongue. She shivered. He
kissed her belly, then moved down farther. Her legs opened wide.
He used two fingers to find his destination, then buried his
nose in her pubic hair, reaching with his tongue the opening he
had created with his hand. He searched, found her clitoris,
moved his tongue over it, began to suck, to lick. He tasted her;
he explored her secrets. This time her hand was on his head,
pushing him, urging him on. It took only a minute or two. She
jerked suddenly, threw her head back and forth, one side to the
other, producing tiny shrill gasps. He would not stop until she
raised herself and pulled him back up to her, holding him
against her, her eyes closed.

	"I recall your saying that you didn't find that sort of thing
distasteful," he said, smiling.

	"Oh, no!" She opened her eyes and smiled. "Not at all. In fact,
de rigueur. Absolutely necessary. A Good Thing." 

He lay himself alongside her, his hand softly stroking her
stomach.

	She turned her head and smiled lazily. "Got your money's worth
yet?"

	He appeared to give this some serious thought.  

"What I have so far is worth more than the entire French
treasury," he said, "but I'm greedy. I want more."

	"Then let's get ready for supper, take a little walk, and have
something to eat. I'm starving." She looked thoughtful. "Later
we might consider working a little more on the accounts." She
paused. "I want first shot at the bathroom."

	She rolled over and stood. Stretching, she raised her long arms
over her head, looking down at him, smiling. Looking at her
face, her tousled hair, her small breasts, her long legs, he
felt a stirring in his penis.

	"You'd better move fast," he said, "or you'll find yourself
back in this bed."

	"Hah!" she said, turning. "Just concentrate on food for a
little while." She leaned over, gathered her clothes, and walked
through the connecting door into the other bedroom. She dropped
the garments in a chair and entered the bath. A few minutes
later she went to the door of his room, looked in, and said,
"Your turn. Go ahead and have your shower."

	She hung the sun dress on a hanger and put it in the closet,
bundling the remainder of her clothes into the laundry hamper.
She laid out the red dress on the bed, then noticed a small
package, wrapped in heavy white paper and tied with a red
ribbon, lying on the bedside table.

	She pushed the ribbon out of the way--there was no
card--unwrapped the small box and read the legend: Van Cleef &
Arpels, 61, La Croisette, 06400 Cannes. She opened the box. On
top was a fifty-franc note, and three one-franc coins lay loose
alongside it. On a puffy white silk pillow lay a three-strand
pearl choker, a ruby in the center. Matching pearl earrings were
attached below. There was a note: "That's it--nothing left!" She
smiled. She loosed the choker from the box and put it on. It fit
exactly--she was amazed. She turned to the mirror over the
dresser and gasped. The jewels were stunning. Then she unhooked
the earrings from their backing and put them on. Smiled.
Standing there naked, looking at herself in the mirror wearing
probably ten thousand dollars worth of jewelry. Maybe more.
Maybe less. Unbelievable. She gently tapped the box on the
dresser top two or three times, musing, and set it down. Then
she walked to bathroom door and opened it.

	She could hear the shower, pounding down inside a glass door.
Somewhere this bizarre Maine hotel had found pre-conservation
shower heads. Through the frosted glass she could see him move.
She opened the door.

	"Surprise!"

	He shook his head to clear his eyes, looked at her and froze.
He had expected her to wear the jewelry with the red dress.
Actually, he thought, I'm still looking forward to the red
dress. But meanwhile . . . .

	"If you come in," he said, "dinner is sure to be delayed."

	"Not bloody likely," she said, stepping into his arms. "Close
the door--we're soaking the place."

	He did. When he turned again to look at her, she was holding
out a washcloth.

	"Please," she said.

	"Whose fantasy is this, anyway? You're supposed to wash me
first."

	"No lip, please, wash me."

	So he did, though he trembled throughout with extreme pleasure.
He started with her face, scrubbing lightly, and was reminded of
the many times he'd washed his children's faces. He then soaped
and cleaned her neck, carefully lifting the pearls, then her
chest, her breasts, lingering over her nipples as she closed her
eyes and moaned gently.

	"Keep going," she said. "Think about food."

	"Turn around then," he said. She did, and he washed her back,
going down to her legs, her calves, her ankles. She faced him
again, and he came back up her legs, calves first, thighs, the
"v" that held her vagina.

	"I'm failing to think about food," he said.

	She smiled, took the washcloth from him and draped it on his
very much erect penis.

	"Make that go away until after supper," she said. "Roast beef.
Red, pink or brown, your choice.  Potatoes Anna with cheese and
minced onions. French-cut green beans. Remember?" The water
pounded down.

	He handed the washcloth back and she vigorously scrubbed him
from top to bottom, caressing his still almost-hard penis
lovingly as she completed her task. Then she turned off the
water, opened the door, and stepped out. Taking a towel from a
pile on a stand near the door, she rubbed her hair and dried
herself all over as he stood in the shower and watched. Then she
looked up and smiled.

	"Ten minutes?" she asked.

	"Make it fifteen," he said. "I need to shave."

	"I'll knock," she said, leaving the bath.

	While he shaved, he decided once more that women were the real
oppressors, no matter what this woman had told him in the
occasional feminist rant she had aimed in his direction. Food,
indeed. I seem to be hard-wired to be a sexist pig, he thought,
smiling ruefully, but so far it hasn't hurt at all.

	She took her time dressing, then found herself laughing about
it. After all, what was there to do? Dry the choker. A little
lipstick, perhaps a touch of blush, a little cologne. Eyeshadow,
not much. Clothing herself was not difficult--she simply pulled
on her stockings, took the orange-red dress off its hanger and
slipped it on. No underwear this time. Silk against her skin.
Not her choice, of course, but she was humoring him. The dress,
matched perfectly to her complexion by Monsieur Daniel himself,
was by far the most luxurious she had ever had. The gold
sandals, with their flat heels, set off her outfit perfectly.
Tart clothes, she thought, but he'll like them. Men. Expensive
tart clothes, she amended, smiling.

	When she knocked, he was ready, waiting. He wore a beige linen
jacket, a light blue shirt with barely noticeable stripes, a
grey tie with tiny red polka dots, navy blue tropical trousers.
A bespoke shirt, she wondered? She'd never seen one like it, and
it was old, just slightly foreign, she could tell; something he
liked, not something he'd bought especially for this occasion. 

	"Shall we dine?" he said. He offered her his arm.

	"Indeed," she said. "I've been looking forward to it all
afternoon."

	"All afternoon?" he inquired.

	"Well, it did occasionally slip my mind. But most of the
afternoon."

	They walked down the stairs arm in arm, then into the dining
room.

	He gave the major domo his name and they were shown to a table
situated by a window through which they could see the grounds
that fell away toward the sea. A waiter appeared and introduced
himself--his name was Rick. Rick brought the bottle of wine she
had ordered as she'd been instructed, stood stiffly through the
tasting ritual and learned their preferences for rare or medium
roast beef. Then they were left alone. 

	She smiled. "Are you hungry yet?"

	"I hate to admit it," he said, "but you've finally persuaded me
to think of food."

	As they waited the few minutes it took for their dinner to
arrive--an advantage of ordering in advance, he noted--she asked
about his trip, he spoke of a job he was working on, and she
told him she was writing a new story, this one about a fashion
show. When they had begun to eat, he changed the subject.

	"This was my idea," he said, "but you seem to have made all the
plans. What do we do after dinner?" 

	"Didn't you bring a book?" she asked, "Or maybe you'd like to
drive into town for a movie." She smiled demurely.

	"I don't think so," he said. "Any other ideas?"

	"Well," she said, "perhaps we could go back to the room and you
could fuck me until my ears fly off. Maybe after that we could
read our books."

	An older woman at the next table dropped her fork, looked
dumbly at them and asked a passing waiter to bring her another. 

	"Maybe she wants to know what we're reading," she whispered.

	"Let's not tell her," he said. "But I do like your idea, at
least the first part."

	"You mean go back to room, after the sherbet, of course, where
you will carefully remove my beautiful red dress, only to find
that there is nothing whatever underneath it?"

	He looked at her, minutely examining her chest, but was unable
to determine whether she was telling the truth. So he reached
past the corner of the table that separated them and gently ran
his hand down her side. He smiled. The woman at the next table
watched, fascinated. He took another bite of roast beef.
Considering her deprecation of New England food, it really was
not bad at all. He was, however, once again having trouble
concentrating on his meal. He ate a bite of the potato dish
without having tasted it.

	"The beef comes from Wolf's Neck Farm, just up the coast," she
said. "It's organic. I asked."

	"And the woman with no underwear comes from Texas."

	"Correct, sir."

	"And is it customary there to fuck people until their ears fly
off?" he asked.

	"Slight exaggerations are common," she said. "But in this case
I expect you to do your duty." 

	"I see. What about stealthy approaches in public places?

	"You could put your hand on my knee without causing a scandal,
I think."

	"No, I'm eating, as ordered," he said. "But tell me, have you
ever been kissed soundly at a table in a pretentious
restaurant?"  

"Not yet," she answered.

	He carefully wiped his mouth with his napkin and laid it on the
table. Then he leaned toward her, put a hand on her neck, pulled
her toward him, and kissed her. Soundly. For at least thirty
seconds. Released, she smiled, and so did he. The woman at the
next table gasped audibly and touched her husband's hand. By the
time he looked toward them they were calmly feeding themselves
once more.

	Then she looked over at her curious neighbor.

	"It's my birthday," she explained. "Tomorrow."

	"Oh," said the woman, forcing a tiny smile.

	"And he's my lover," she added. "My husband is away on
business." She smiled widely at the woman.

	"Oh," said the woman, busying herself with her tableware.

	Then the woman turned to her husband and said loudly, "It's her
birthday!"

	"Uh," said the husband.

	The woman in the red dress laughed out loud.

	Calming herself, she said quietly to her companion, the wounded
agent, "And I brought my birthday suit!"

	"Indeed," he said. "I'm looking forward to seeing it--again. Or
some more. Or whatever. In fact, if I squint just a little, I
think I can see it through that dress."

	"I don't think so," she said, "but it's there."

	She lifted a fork full of green beans to her mouth and chewed
thoughtfully. Then she spoke.

	"What did you think of my technique?"

	He paused, his fork halfway to his mouth.

	"Your technique?"

	"Yes. Fellatio. I understand there are different ways to
perform," she said. "It's just like putting the shot or throwing
a javelin. It's useful to know all the tricks. I've never
studied it much, you know."

	The woman at the next table listened carefully, stiffly holding
a glass of water.

	"For an amateur," he said, "I'd say you're world class." Then
he continued to eat. "But you are a bit forceful in insisting
that it be done your way."

	"Thank you," she said. "You see, I thought of you as the
instrument I was playing, and, like most amateurs, I was very
carefully following the notes. I really hadn't considered your
tendency to move around so much."

	The woman at the next table kicked her husband, hard, then
jerked her head at the speaker. She herself frankly turned in
her chair and stared.

	"And," he said to his companion, "how did I do in the
cunnilingus league?" He was both shaken by her brazen conduct
and thoroughly amused at the interest she was arousing in her
fellow diner.

	"Oh, very well indeed," she said. "Frankly, by that time I'd
have enjoyed almost anything you did. Actually, I'm not an
expert on that, either, so I couldn't really give you a rating.
By the way, you should try one of the radishes. They're very
good. Local produce."

	He laughed and put down his fork.

	"Is this payback time?" he said. "Are you trying to get me to
choke on a mouthful of roast beef?"

	"Oh, no," she said. "I'm just not very good at small talk. I
was trying to keep the conversation going." She smiled. "Does it
bother you?"

	The woman at the next table pulled back, looking disappointed,
and began to eat again.

	"Not at all," he said, laughing. "I was just wondering what you
discussed over your meal the last time you ate at a restaurant."

	"Let's see," she said, "I think that was with my friend Beth at
the Trident last week. You know they've stopped serving golden
raisins, and started serving black ones with their omelets? It's
a disgrace! Anyhow, we hadn't seen each other in a month, and we
caught up with what's going on at home. Remodeling and stuff. Of
course, the tables are closer together there." She glanced at
their near neighbor. "Sometimes we discuss politics, but sex is
safer. Nobody minds that, but they're terribly touchy about
politics."

	"Boston is not what I thought it was," he said.

	"Boston is not much of anything," she said. "In Texas I could
start a riot by saying some of the things I think, but in Boston
they just turn up their noses and look disgusted. Wimps."

	And they went on talk of other things until the sherbet, served
with a flourish by Rick, was finished.

	"Ready?" she said.

	"I've been ready since before we met Rick," he said.

	"Oh," she said. "I really liked  the potatoes. They did them
just right. Crusty and all. It helps if you concentrate on your
food."

	"I don't know whether you're simply female," he said, "or
whether you're teasing me, or whether you merely have the best
compartmented mind I've ever seen."

	"I'm not teasing," she said seriously. "I do really like to
eat. Also."

	"I'm glad you put in the 'also,'" he said. "Personally, when I
start thinking about 'also,' I tend to lose my appetite."

	"Let's take a little walk around the grounds," she said, "and
then go really concentrate on 'also.'"

	The night was beautiful. It was near eight-thirty, but not
fully dark; the waning moon was low on the horizon. They walked
in the garden, the dusk heavy with the fragrance of roses in one
place, heliotrope in another, thyme in a third. It was cool, but
the humidity was high; only a few days had passed since the
rains of June and early July had stopped. Where the paths
crossed, at a large fountain, they stood still. She came into
his arms; they kissed, her tongue forcing itself into his mouth,
her nipples standing as she crushed them against him and felt
the nap of his linen jacket through the silk of her dress. He
held her tightly and pushed his pelvis to hers.

	"Now?" he said.

	"Yes."

	They turned and walked quickly back to the veranda, into the
lobby, and up the stairs. He marveled that his leg felt no pain,
he hardly needed his walking stick. He unlocked the door of
their suite and stood back for her to enter.

	Inside, she placed her tiny bag on a lamp table and turned to
him once again.

	"It never in the world crossed my mind that you would take my
dare," she said, "but I love you for it."

	"Then love me," he said.

	"How shall we do this?" she said, "Let me defer to you."

	"Into the bedroom, wench!" he said.

	She laughed and saluted. "Aye, aye, Sir!" Then she turned and
marched into the bedroom left unused that afternoon. Once they
were inside, she stopped and looked at him.

	"This time, I want you to undress yourself," he said. "Now."

	She reached up without answer and unhooked the left pearl
earring. Then the right. She lay them on the night table. She
started to remove the choker.

	"No," he said, "leave it."

	"Your wish," she said. She pulled on the ribbon that served as
a belt until it came loose, and let the ends fall to her sides.
She bent at the waist, reached down and grasped the hem of  her
skirt, then slowly began to raise it until the hem was above her
knees. She stopped and looked him in the eyes, smiling. Then she
raised it quickly, slipped it over her head and tossed it on a
chair. She stood before him, naked except for the choker, her
stockings and her golden slippers, her arms at her sides, her
palms forward as if in supplication. He stood and stared.

	"You are incredibly beautiful," he said.

	She started to remove her stockings, but he shook his head. She
stood quietly.

	He removed his jacket, his tie, his shirt. He slipped off his
black loafers, reached down and removed his socks, then let his
trousers fall to the floor. He was as naked as she was--even
more: he had no choker, no stockings. He walked behind her, and,
as he had that afternoon when she was still fully clothed,
reached under her arms and placed a hand on each breast. He
pressed himself against her. She could feel the heat, the
solidity of his penis, the warmth of his belly, the hardness of
his chest as she leaned back into him, sighing. He held her a
moment, then dropped his arms.

	"Lie down," he said. She did. "Now turn over. I want you on
your knees."

	She raised herself, knelt, then fell forward on her arms. He
climbed into the bed behind her, then lay himself on her back,
holding his weight on his arms, feeling her skin against his,
the muscles of her back strong against his chest and stomach.
His penis was between her legs, up against her sex. Then he
grasped her breasts, his hands kneading, her nipples straining
against his fingers. He pulled her upright, still on her knees.

	"Use you hand on yourself," he said. She hesitated, then
reached down with her right hand, placed two fingers inside her
vagina and stroked gently, throwing back her head onto his
shoulder. 

	He moved away and stood beside the bed. "I want to see you do
this," he said.

	She spread her legs farther apart and sat on her heels. Then
she decided to improve the view. She pushed herself to the very
edge of the bed, swung her feet to the rug and spread her legs
wide. Then she put her hand back, her fingers once more inside
her vagina. She stroked herself, her head back, her eyes wide
open. With her free hand she lightly stroked her nipple while
staring into his eyes.

	Her strokes took on a rhythm and she began to breathe hard. She
increased the pressure and the speed of her movements. Suddenly
her eyes closed, she keened, stopped her stroking, threw both
arms back to support herself and let her head hang. A moment
later she sat up straight and smiled at him, still breathing
irregularly, her face flushed.

	"A strange gift," she said, "but if it pleased you, I'm glad.
Now I want you to please me. Come into bed."

	 "Lie on your back," he said. "You once told me your
preference. With you, it's my preference, too."

	She lay on the bed, smiling at him, her legs spread. He joined
her and took her in his arms. He kissed her, their tongues
dueling as they clutched each other. Then he raised himself and
placed his legs inside hers. She reached for his penis, found
it, and pulled it to her, inside her. Her eyes were open. She
stared into his. He stayed still. She moved her hips against
him, slowly. Then he withdrew, only partway. He eased forward
slowly, and she met his thrust. She grasped him with her silken
thighs.

	Suddenly she dug her fingernails into his forearm.

	"No more torture," she said. "Now. Hard."

	In fact, her request was hardly necessary, for he was
exercising all his control to move slowly. In seconds they were
thrusting wildly at each other, roughly clashing. Both were
ready; only a few thrusts brought her to climax once more. This
time she moaned, pulled him down to her breast and held him
tightly as she thrashed. Almost immediately he joined her in a
state of ecstasy. Then they lay as they were, his body full on
hers, for a long minute.

	He then eased back a few inches as his penis shrank away from
her vagina. He rolled to one side, facing her supine body. He
reached up and caressed her cheek. She turned to him, smiling.
He kissed her, warmly, this time gently, his tongue comforting
hers. He kept his hand on her head, stroking her forehead with
his thumb.

	"You are even more beautiful," he said.

	"Without my ears?" she said.

	He traced the line of her ear with his forefinger.

	"I've failed," he said, smiling. "They're still there."

	"Perhaps that was an exaggeration, after all," she said. "You
didn't fail." She touched his forehead, then pulled him close
and kissed him. "You succeeded beyond my wildest expectations."
He smiled.

	They lay quietly in each other's arms, feeling the comfort of
each other's bodies. Occasionally he reached out and stroked a
patch of smooth skin--her breasts, her neck, her side, her hip.
And she repaid by slowly moving her hand over the inside of his
thigh. He glowed inside, relaxed. No more a cynic, he thought. A
believer in the possibility of ecstasy. Then, lying there, he
found himself thinking of the day to come, when he must drive
the few miles to Biddeford and fly south. She was thinking of
her children, and how she would exclaim over her presents the
next day. They drowsed. Finally, she tapped his chest.

	"I'll be back," she said, climbing over him and padding off
toward the bathroom. While she was there she removed the
stockings, which were somewhat the worse for wear. When she came
back, he left and returned. Then they lay close together, hips
touching, hands laced together, until they dropped off to sleep.

	An owl hooted in the distance. The roar of the sea, a gentle
murmur by the time it reached their open window, fell on deaf
ears. Moonlight crept across the floor. Once, she suddenly
spoke, then she clutched him, but she never woke. He simply
slept, oblivious.

	Dawn came. Crows scolded each other, the noise enough to wake
the dead, one would have thought. A bluejay called. An ovenbird
began its daylong session of announcing its presence in a song
and hiding from every eye. They slept.

	Then, at seven-thirty, she awoke. She looked at him and smiled.
His mouth was slightly open, and he was still unconscious. Yes,
she loved him. Then, there. She quietly threw her legs to the
floor and walked into the bath. But she had not been quiet
enough. His eyes opened; he looked for her. Then he heard small
sounds, water running. He smiled. He loved her, then, there.
Perhaps more. Dreams did come true.

	When she returned, she saw that he was awake. She climbed into
bed.

	"Good morning," she said. "Go back to sleep if you want. We
went to bed early last night, but we had a lot of exercise."

	"Not bloody likely," he said, "to quote an anglophile I know."
He slipped out of the bed. "I'll be right back."

	She could hear him brushing his teeth. Then he returned to the
bed and looked down at her. She waited placidly, knowing that
soon she would be filled again, trembling once as she looked up
at him.

	"What now?" she said. "When do you have to leave?"

	"I have time," he said, still drinking in her nakedness, glad
that the night had been warm and that she had never had a chance
to don the nightgown she had told him about. For a woman whose
chosen garb was a sweatshirt and jeans, she had displayed
considerable pleasure in her exquisite clothes. For this he
would have done more than merely divert some funds--he would
have committed armed robbery. He smiled at her.

	"Another try?" he said. "Your ears . . . ."

	"Oh, yes," she said, smiling. "I have a surfeit of ears, a
plethora. Do something."

	He leaned down and kissed her, softly at first, then hard, his
mouth crushing hers. Hers arms went up and he lay down, half on
top of her. He tasted her and marveled. She held him tightly, as
if she dreaded his sudden departure. The kiss went on. He
stroked her forehead, then her arm, then he raised himself and
put a hand on her breast. She covered it with hers. 

	"Yes," she said, breaking the kiss, then bringing her mouth to
his once more.

	He removed his hand and sought her vagina. She pressed into it,
her mound against the heel of his hand so hard that it almost
hurt her. He entered with his fingers and gently stroked. She
responded by imprisoning his hand between her thighs, moving her
head from side to side, ripping her lips from his and moaning.

	"Yes," she said. "Yes, yes, yes!"

	"Would you turn over and rest on your arms and knees again?"

	"Yes, yes," she said, turning roughly under his hands. "Please."

	He positioned himself behind her. She reached back and guided
him into the channel he sought, feeling his penis press hard on
her clitoris. She backed strongly into his pelvis.

	"Move!" she said.

	He thrust hard, then pulled back slowly, only to thrust again.
She met him, slamming her heavy buttocks into his pelvis,
setting up a rhythm marked by the clash of their bodies as she
sought release, he sought ecstasy. They were not children--their
responses came slowly, the efforts of the night before having
their effect, the climax building inexorably as they moved
against each other. Then she began to tremble. He thrust harder,
ever harder. She pushed back. She suddenly raised her head,
issued a guttural howl, as he felt himself  roaring into
pleasure he had never experienced before. He groaned. She felt
his fluid pour into her vagina, pushing herself as hard against
him as she could, trying to join their flesh at the very time
separation became inevitable. They collapsed, his penis still
half buried in her vagina, his head on her shoulder, her hands
gripping a pillow. Then, powerful, she turned underneath him,
talking him in her arms and clasping him to her bosom.

	"Oh, love!" she said.

	He could only fasten his lips on hers, nibbling at her mouth,
trying to make her one with him. They held each other tightly.
Her legs grasped him. They stayed entwined for only a
minute--her strength waned. She loosened her grip and he fell
off on his side, his arm draped across her stomach, hers still
under him,  crushed by his weight.

	They slowly relaxed.

	"You'll have to give me back my arm," she said. "It's beginning
to hurt."

	So he raised himself, and she pulled back, only to put her hand
on his face, to encourage the kiss he was already aiming at her
mouth. Then she broke the kiss, and he rolled onto his back as
she turned her face toward him.

	They stayed together, soaking up each other's warmth.

	But then she lifted her head and rested it on her hand.

	"I have an idea," she said. 

	"I hope it doesn't entail your leaving this bed," he answered.

	"It does," she said. "I'm going to dress and go downstairs for
a minute, then I'll come back."

	"Be sure that you do," he said. 

	She untangled herself from him, stood and went toward the bath,
carrying her light suitcase. 

	Looking back at him, she said, "You'll like  it." She smiled.

	Inside the bathroom she quickly sponged herself, dried, then
put on a pair of slacks and a light sweater, running her fingers
through her hair in a vain attempt to produce order there. Oh,
well, she thought, it's no worse than usual.

	She came out, put her finger to her smiling lips and went
through the door, closing it after herself. She hurried down the
stairs and hastily walked past the reception desk to the hotel's
small gift shop. A young girl was just readying the cash
register.

	"Oh, good," she said to the girl, "you're open. I saw a camera
here yesterday, one of those disposable ones, you know?"

	The girl pointed to a placard on a table by the counter. "Like
that?" she asked.

	The woman took a camera from the board, reached in the small
bag she carried and proffered her pseudonymous credit card. 

"You're lucky," the salesperson said. "They just went on sale
today." She took the woman's card, put it through the machine
and waited until the sales slip was printed. A quick signature.

	"You need a bag? No? Then thank you," she said to the woman.

	"Oh, I'm glad you had this," the woman said, smiling. "I really
need it." Then she turned and ran lightly back up the stairs.
She opened the door.

	"Look what I've got!" she said. She quickly tore the wrapping
from the camera, aimed at the bed and fired a flash at her
companion. "I want another one," she said. "Smile!"

	He pulled the sheet a little higher and dutifully obeyed. Her
enthusiasm infected him--he smiled truly, not just a camera
smile, as the flash went off again.

	"I know the one you want," she said. "Give me a minute." She
retreated once more to the bath.

	He watched her come out and once more was awed. She stood
there, nude as she had been the night before, wearing a new pair
of stockings, her choker still around her neck, the earrings
back in place. She handed him the camera, then stood facing him,
palms out, as she had before, smiling the smile he had dreamed
of, the one that turned out to be not a fantasy but a gift as
great as any he had ever received. The flash popped; she turned
a little, putting an arm up to cover--not quite--her breasts.
Another picture, then another, in different poses as she played
with him. Then he put down the camera, rolled out of the bed,
and came to her. She accepted him into her arms, and they kissed.

	They held each other for long minutes, swaying as they pressed
kisses on lips, necks, ears, hair, everywhere. Then they parted
and stood looking at each other.

	She broke the silence.

	"I think we'll have to change for breakfast," she said, smiling.

	"I could have it sent up," he said after a moment.

	"Do, please," she said. "I want scrambled eggs and sausage and
lots of tea. I'll hide when the bellhop comes; you can put on
your robe and answer the door."

	They ate as they were, he in his robe, she clothed in her
stockings, jewelry, and a short cotton coverup that she left
open in front even though she was seriously worried about
spilling hot tea on some sensitive area. Then they donned swim
suits and made their way to the outside pool.

	Both had been competitive swimmers in their college days. He
still entered open meets, though he usually lost to younger
racers. This time, however, they swam lazily, and spent most of
the morning sitting at the edge of the pool in the shade of an
umbrella. For a while they lay side by side on beach towels,
sweltering as the day grew warmer. Then back into the water, to
splash each other and laugh. They went back to their rooms as
the sun neared its zenith.

	They packed their bags and dressed for travel. Then she walked
through into the living room, where he sat staring at a
magazine. He rose, took her in his arms, and kissed her, gently.

	"Send me my pictures--you know the address." She paused. "I'm
sorry we have to leave." she said.

	"Yes," he answered, "I'm very sorry." He took her hand. "Never
again?"

	"Who knows?" she said. "Never is a long time." She could feel
tears sting her eyes, and could see the dampness in his.

	"You know what they say in Quebec," she said. "Je me souviens.
I remember. I'll never forget."

	"What are you going to do with fifty-three francs?" he asked.
He  could no longer bear to be serious.

	"I'll spend fifty-two in Paris in September," she said,
"probably on something to eat." She smiled. "I think I'll just
keep the remaining one coin, and whenever I'm looking for
change, I'll see it. And I'll be in Maine, wherever I may really
be."

	"Goodbye, my darling," he said. The he dropped her hand and
turned to go into the other room. Someone had to be the first to
leave.

					-------THE END--------

Please write to me at Janey98@hotmail.com

If you want the recipe for Potatoes Anna, just ask.





