                           CONFESSIONS OF A WANNABE PORN STAR
		         (Or, How I learned to take it BIG up the ass)



This story contains the following adult content: F/F, Anal, toys, consensual/non-
consensual sex.  You mus be over the age of 18 to read this.  If you are not, or do not 
enjoy this kind of material, do not r further.

THIS STORY IS A WORK OF FICTION. Any resemblance to any person, living or 
dead, is entirely a coincidence. The involvment of the adult film stars mentioned in this 
story is purely fantasy.  But, like any story of this type, what isn't?

CHAPTER 1.

	I thought I really had a chance.  I was EASILY the smartest of the girls in Pay-
Per-View's "Who Wants to be a Porn Star"; but, for my brains & body, I didn't entertain 
enough.  I was a little TOO inhibited.  When the other girls talked about anal sex, I got 
tongue tied.  Dildos, eating pussy, men's dicks, fellatio, anything else, no problem.  But 
anal? I'd wondered, I didn't have any hang-ups over pain or shit or control, but I just 
never really gave it any thought.  Why was that?

	So, there I was, back to my old job.  None of my co-workers saw the show, 
thankfully.   I explained my absence from work with the usual cop-out: a sports 
tournament.  I play soccer, racquetball, tennis, & volleyball, the last semi-professionally.  
I'm fit as a fiddle.  

	Before I go farther, let me give you a little background.  My name's Adina.  I'm 
26, tall, with brown hair, which hangs long & loose.  I've got brown eyes, I'm 6'3", 130 
lbs (very taut & lean), and I'm quite the showoff.  I like to sing, dance, & shake my ass.  I 
love to tease.  One guy in particular, not so's he'd know.  This guy from work, he's 36, 
5'10", brown hair going gray, green eyes, heavy-set, tired, & looks like all he needs is a 
woman's touch to bring back his splendor & vitality.  If only he knew... He's so hot, his 
smile, devilish eyes & chin beard, he looks like temptation in disguise.  I could work his 
extra pounds off easily, turn him into a hot stud with just a little work.  If he knew about 
the show, maybe he'd drop the 'Not with a co-worker' demeanor & just roll me over & 
fuck me.  Soo....

	I'm wondering what to do next.  I like being in the spotlight, money, all that stuff.  
If I'm going to be a popular porn star... I guess I'm going to learn how to take it up the 
ass.  I'll teach myself, if it comes to that.  

	I went downtown to a dirty bookstore & got myself a couple of toys.  Best to go 
ahead & get them, & then work up the nerve to use them.  I got a small buttplug (as small 
as they come), a chrome vibrator, & a smooth, flexible, 8" long dildo with balls.  I also 
got a strap-on harness & some lube.  I took them home & hid it all in a drawer.  If I have 
them, sooner or later, I'll use them.

	Now, I have a regular boyfriend; the problem is, he's on the pro volleyball circuit.  
So, me, living in expensive San Diego, I share an apartment with three other friends from 
Europe.  Having sex can be a challenge when you haven't hardly any privacy.  What's a 
girl to do, though? San Diego's far too expensive to live on your own.

	One night after work, I was as horny as hell.  I got out my tiny little buttplug & 
unwrapped it.  It was only 4" long, maybe an inch wide, with a very slight taper & a 
flared base.  I sucked on it a little.  To look at it, it looked like the perfect design for anal 
de-virginisation.  I stripped down & laid back on the bed.  The others were still at work.  I 
laid down & gently pushed the plug at my bottom.  Ooowooo! It slipped right in.  I got up 
& walked around with it up my tight fanny.  Not bad! Feels REALLLY nice! Felt good 
wiggling in my bum.  As I was getting used to it, my roommates started coming home.  I 
dressed, leaving it in.  The next day, I put it in again & wore it to work.  The day was a 
little off, I was... distracted... by the friendly presence in residence up my bottom.  I 
couldn't WAIT to get home & try something bigger.  I closed the door to my bedroom, so 
I wouldn't be bothered.  I removed my plug & tossed it aside, it wouldn't be much good 
to me from here on in..  I unwrapped the vibrator & sucked on it, getting it good & wet.  
Then... I touched it to... my bottom... gently teased & prodded... & got it inn... ooooohh... 
Finally, I dilated my hiney-hole wide enough for the silver buzzer to slip... iiinn.... 
ooOOYeahh... I turned the rod on 'low' & laid there, enthralled by the gentle tremors 
radiating out through my bottom.  So good... So Good! SooogoodoooOOOOHHYEAHH!
Yeah... YEAH! YEEAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!  OOOhhhh.... My clitty detonated... had to 
have more... I pushed the metal shaft all the way up my ass until only the battery cover 
was sticking out from the tight spot in my buns... turned the wand all the way up to 
'high'.... oooOOO!!!.........

	When I came down again, Teresa was knocking on my door.  "You all right in 
there?" "I'm... JUST... FINE!!!" "OhhOHH-Kay!" Made too much noise, because I'd just 
blasted off.  Never... felt... so ORGASMIC... before.... 

	I started teasing my bum with that wonderful toy every night.  When my 
boyfriend was next in town, I tried talking him into fucking my ass, but it didn't interest 
him.  Time to find a new guy.  Think I'll go solo for a while.  Still, a girl could get TOO 
attached to a toy, & what'd there be for a need for a guy?

	As winter turned into spring, I went to a V-ball tourney in L.A.  I took my strap-
on dildo with me, heaven only knew why.  I wanted to try & use it hands free in privacy, 
though I didn't think I'd have the chance this trip.  If I'd only known.... I'd have done it 
again!

	Now, the juicy parts of the story, for the folks who'll want to read more than just 
my bio.  How did the famous BIG up the ass porn star, Dina Derriere, come to be? Read 
on!

	Interestingly enough, one of the tour's new sponsors was a vdeo label.  This video 
label was one that was known for marketing quality porn, & specifically, quality girl-girl 
porn, heavy on the anal.  Well, why was that a surprise? Half the pros in the tennis 
leagues are lesbians, & that's not too far from the truth for the female pro & semi-pro v-
ball circuits, either.  We looked like fresh meat to our new sponsor, I'm sure.  With this 
particular label as a sponsor, it seemed only natural to see some anal porn stars in the 
audience at the games, although whether they were actually watching the game, or were 
just scouting our potential by ogling our asses, well... I think we know what they were 
doing... there were a couple of older stars who'd held the crown of 'anal queen', and a 
small handful of runners-up for the the title.  One or two of them, especially the past 
contenders, I wanted to make contact with.  THIS... could be my entry into the lucrative 
world of making fuck films.  I love getting fucked, I love being in the spotlight, I love all 
the money.  I could make millions for doing more than a few high quality bitch butt-bang 
flicks.  Porn & sports were SLOWLY starting to interlink; & in a SMALL way, I was 
partly responsible, for associating sexual notoriety with my favorite sport after my failed 
tryout on "Who wants to be a Porn Star?" 

	After the first game (a fun one, on the beach), there was a dinner with the 
sponsors at a nearby restaurant.  As fate (or luck, as I prefer to call it) would have it, I 
was seated by one of the former title-holders, the switch-hitting Jeanna Fine.  I'd watched 
more than a few of her movies, noting her techniques.  She'd played everything from a 
nervous anal virgin to a sword-swallowing whore (if the sword was a big, fat dildo, & it 
was sucked on, & then swallowed by both her pussy & then her big, firm, willing ass!) 
We made inane chitchat, & I alluded to my interest without anyone else at the table 
catching on.  Later, she got me aside in the powder room.  "Weren't you on PPV?" she 
asked me.  "Yes." "Still interested in..." "You bet."  "Since I'm representing one of the 
tour sponsors..." "Maybe... I'm still in TRAINING... If you'd like to HELP... you know 
where to find me," I told her.  

	Back at the hotel.... I had a room all to myself.  I missed this kind of solitude now 
& again, living with three other girls.  When you're horny, & there's no guy around, you 
miss having the peace & quiet of having the place all to yourself, knowing no one's going 
to come home & interrupt your masturbating.  It was only nine, & tomorrow's match was 
in the early afternoon.  I wanted to use my man-sized dildo; but I didn't want to just frig 
my bottom with it.  I wanted to learn what it felt like to have someone else penetrating 
my pooper; but neither was I ready to....

	How could I use a strap-on, on my own? As I lay on the bed, wondering, my eyes 
lit upon one of the room's simple armchairs.  It was an 'L" frame affair, the legs were 
wooden runners along the floor.  I could belt it around the backrest... down around the 
seat, actually... no... there were three straps of elastic for the waistbands... the upper could 
wrap around the backrest at the arms... the crotch strap could be pulled back under the 
seat... I got the dildo out & hung it over the back of the chair.  Yep.  Now, if I could pull 
it down & keep it in place... hmmm... my eyes lit on some wire clothes hangers that 
hotels always had in the closet.... I could use the hook... put the hanger between the 
chair's seat support & the cushion... bend the hanger's hook back... I did so, I twisted the 
elastic crotch band onto the hanger's hook.  It was working! It was in position! But, it 
was moving around.  If I tried to back up on that dick, it'd escape.  Hmmm... hold on... 
the dildo I'd bought was hollow, hard plastic, covered in thin rubber, like the first-gen 
expanding buttplugs were.  If I could hold the hollow on something... I took the paper-
like backing off the back of the dick where it met one's crotch.  A small guy could stick 
his dick in this thing & fuck a girl good with it, when he couldn't keep his own up.  I had 
my toolkit for setting up nets... a screwdriver in the chair frame.... the driver's handle 
could hold the dick in place... it worked! Now, I could back up on my dildo & ride it... 

	I backed the chair up against the nightstand, & then laid a towel on the floor in 
front of the chair.  I needed to loosen my butt up just a little before mounting that hard 
meat... I laid back down on the bed & gently buzzed my bottom with my vibrator for a 
few minutes,  readying my bottom for bigger penetration.

	I was getting my nerve up.  I got up, squirted part of a tube of KY onto the dildo 
& then into my bottom... it felt nice & wide, when I inserted the round end of the tube 
into my butt... oooOOOOHHH!!! A slight shiver ran through my loins as, cold & wet, the 
KY glopped into my anus.  I finally took it out... I was ready... I backed up... moved my 
bottom against my hard rod... ooOOO!! Found it! I moved back... slloowwllyyy... letting 
it dilate my sphincter... I finally got up all my nerve & pushed my bottom at the chair.... 
OOOOOOHHHH!!!!!!!! My dildo just ERUPTED into my asshole! The thing was so 
slick, my buttocks slid back along the meaty prong & met the fabric of the chair seat as 
the dildo went all the way up into me.  I moved forward again... slid off... back... 
forward... back.... moving forward & back, I focused on the presence up my anus as I 
taught myself to ride it... as I packed my fudge, I felt a rumbling in my bowels... my dong 
was displacing air & shit... my bottom felt like it would blow...  I felt a surge of energy 
run from my ass channel into my pussy... I plied my lower lips with my vibrator... I was 
going... to...

	'KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!' I came down abruptly.  Dammit! Who was at my 
door?  I stepped close to the door.   "Who is it?" "Jeanna." OHMIGOD! WOW!  I didn't 
expect she'd drop everything & just drop by! What would she think! (Then again...) "Just 
a second!" I threw the bedspread over the chair, donned a robe, & opened the door.  "Hi!" 
"Hello, yourself." "I didn't think I'd see you so soon." "No time like the present." "Come 
in, won't you?" She was now clad in tight jeans & a white silk see-through blouse.  I 
wanted SOOO badly to see her lose the clothes... what was happening to me! Boy, were 
my appetites changing fast! She was an attractive woman, damnably attractive.  For a 
woman, she... was... HOT.  I could like her being the (first) person getting into my butt.  
Then again, that's why she was here.... wasn't it? "Let's talk... the night's not getting any 
younger... Why do you want to be a porn star?" she asked me.  "Notoriety, money, 
men.... sex... LOTS of sex..." "All good reasons.  You seemed a little tongue-tied about... 
up the butt... on the show."  "I'd never even thought about it... then."  "What are you 
doing about that?" "I'm training... myself..." "Are you just straight? Gay? Bi?" "I like 
men; but the right woman could be... quite... arousing!" "So it seems.  I can't help but 
notice that you can't take your eyes off me."  "Well... truth be told... I bought a bunch of 
your movies to learn your techniques.  You're one of the better known anal stars from 
several years ago."  "Yeah, well, after a while, you get tired of performing, & there's 
always someone coming up behind you..." "It feels like I already know you, in a way.  
That is, more than I actually know you in person.  And, feeling like you know someone a 
certain way, when you see them perform like you used to, it's easy to think of... being 
with you..." "That's part of the porn industry.  You're making fantasies.  The people 
watching at some point in their fantasies think they're with you.  And, that's usually the 
only way they are."  "Ever since I saw you at the game... watching you.... I feel like I 
know you... what you're like... and, you ARE hot... OOOhhh!!" "Like what you see?" 
Jeanna'd removed her top! Her pert, still firm breasts were naked beneath it.  She didn't 
even NEED a bra! "Even better in person!" I breathed... " You want to... don't you?" 
"I'm soo nervous just talking about it... but I want to... NEED to ... soo bad... I never 
DARED..." "Dare to dream, baby.  I did.  About you.  I'd love to be... your personal 
tutor... it'd be good for you... AND for me... for the sponsors... & the games... AND, I 
can start you on the road to your own star on the Porn Walk of Fame... and introduce you 
to another close friend & mentor... or two..." "Teach me..." 

	Jeanna stripped off her jeans... she was so beautiful... she started kissing me... 
tongue... Jeanna... you're going to my head... oohhhh.... "Which one... mmm... of my 
movies... (smack)... did you like?" she asked, finally breaking away.  "My absolute 
favorite was your performance in 'Where the Boys Aren't 6.'  Those two blondes... 
bitching you up your ass... I thought you HAD... IT... DOWN... especially in that close 
up where you squirmed down on that big black dick, slid up, wiggled your ass, & then 
just sat your bottom down on it..." "THAT scene WAS good... I like being double-fucked 
like that..." She unwrapped my robe... took my body in with her eyes... we kissed more... 
her hands roved... caressed my butt... she wanted my ass, alright... ooOOWOO!! My eyes 
bugged out as she felt me up! "You're a little loose & sloppy," she gently accused.  
"What were you doing when I got here?" "As I said... I'm... in training..." "What have 
you done so far?" "Well, shortly after the show, I broke my bottom's cherry with a teeny-
tiny little buttplug, got used to it, tried wearing it around at work for a day... then 
graduated to lubing, & dilating & penetrating myself with a vibrator..." "Anything else?" 
"I was.... teaching myself... to ride... when you knocked..." "I see.  Anything to do with 
that chair that's covered up under the bedspread?" She pulled the spread off the chair.  "A 
proper sized dildo for learning a man's size... & good positioning for learning to take it 
no hands... do you have a guy?" "I used to; but he's not into anal, & I'm at that stage..." 
"Show me what you can do." "Well...." "C'mon, baby; you know you want to.  Impress 
me.  Sell me.  Get me hot & make a sale." "Okay..."

	I got down on the floor again, lubed up the dildo with the remaining KY, backed 
up on it... "Ooohyeah...OOOHYEAH..... OOOOOOHHHH!!!!" "THAT'S right, Adina, 
you little bitch.  You're so HOT taking it up your ass..." She trailed off, unable to contain 
herself as she watched me while I unabashedly rode my dildo in a bottom-hungry frenzy, 
kneading my breasts & tossing my hair while I rode & rode, taking that dick up my ass 
with a will.  She grabbed my vibrator when she finally couldn't take it anymore & stuffed 
it up her fine ass (pun intended!) She got herself off, just as I did to myself.  Finally... 
"My turn..."

	Jeanna took my strap-on off the chair, donned it, & mounted me... 
"OooOOHHH!!! THAT'S it... that's what I need.... fuck me, Jeanna... fuck me up the 
ass... "  She ably screwed my shitpipe with my strap-on for an hour, then got off me, & 
got one of her own dildos out of her bag.  This one was twice as thick and about 3" 
longer, large sized, squrimy latex dildo.  She rubbed vaseline thickly all over it, & then 
pushed it against my hiney... ooophhh... soo big... dilating... widely... ooooohhhhh.... I 
felt soo rapturously FULL as she drilled this new sensation up my derriere.  I could 
barely hang onto that smooth, slippery dildo for the intense sensations plowing through 
my poopchute! SOO... GOOD!!! SOO FULL!! SOOGOOD, SOGOOD! 
FILLMEUPJEANNA!!   Finally... "Ohhhhhjeanna... Imgonnacome... gonna blow, 
Jeanna... gonna... blooooowwww!!!!!!!" PPPHHHBBBTTTTT!!!!! I passed gas, & my 
inner sphincter opened wider... she was able to slam the entire thing it's whole length up 
my bottom! BLAMMMM!!!! She slammed into a g-spot, high in my anus, that I didn't 
know I... 
HADD....GONNNNAAAAAAAAACCCCCCOMMMMME!!!!!!!!!!OOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I gripped that wonderful muscle missile with all my might, squeezed it with 
my rectal tube as hard as I could... & she held still, & then gently pushed just a LITTLE 
deeper...  I exploded......stars before my eyes... shitting on her dick.... gushing cum... 
peeing... complete release.... whatta climax....

	When I came to... "You did VERY well.  I'm... DEFINITELY... sponsoring you.  
I'm going to teach you complete mastery of anal sex; every up, every out, high, deep, 
wide, everything there is to know.  Then, I'll see you get an audition & a contract.  I'm 
going to make you the next queen of anal sex.  And you'll reign as long as me, Summer 
Rose, Vanessa del Rio, all of us put together."

END CH 1.     
