JZL11_11F: Telling Jimmy Everything In The Nude


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JZL11_11F: Telling Jimmy Everything In The Nude

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by Jeff Zephyr

"You Can Get Pregnant From Doing That!"





Telling Jimmy All In The Nude



"We need to play inside today, Jimmy," I told him, as we headed
towards his place.

"It's nice outside."

"Yeah, but I have something to say. To tell you. We need to be inside.
Private."

"Like what?" he asked.

I could guess that like me, he was enjoying it being warm enough to
play outside and have fun like that. It wasn't winter anymore.

"Well, about my girlfriends. Stuff that, anyway, I need to tell you.
But we have to..."

"OK. I guess we can do that," Jimmy said. I didn't say what it was
about, which simplified things a lot. I wasn't sure where to begin or
how to bring it up. But I knew that we'd have to get naked in order to
let me tell the story. That would be tricky to bring up, especially
outside.

I knew that no one was likely to hear us outside, but it still didn't
feel so safe. I was nervous enough as it was.

As we went inside the building, and into Jimmy's apartment, my jitters
increased. This was harder than the day that Sherry and Maureen and I
got naked and went swimming. Then again, I didn't know what to expect
from that.

With Jimmy, I wasn't sure what would happen, but I knew what I had to
explain. And what I hoped would happen. I had no real idea how Jimmy
would react to this all.

Didn't I trust him to simply accept it all and be happy for me?

Mostly. But I couldn't be certain. There was a big difference between
talking about wanting sex someday, and actually doing it. Then there
was trying to explain the idea of sex with a friend of the same sex.

I knew I'd have to explain about Sherry and Maureen. Jimmy's religious
teaching, going to a school which actively preached against sex and
lots of other sins, might not square with that. The idea of two girls
might be OK. But for two boys to do things might not be.

I hoped I was wrong. But I knew I'd have to be careful when I tried to
explain things.

Jimmy said, "OK, what is this all about?"

"We need to go to your room to talk."

"OK, since we're here..."

"Jimmy, close the door, please. There is more besides that we have to
do."

Door closed, we sat on his bed. I could see Jimmy staring at me. I
guess that my manner had made this seem something very serious and
important.

I said, blurting it out fast, "We have to get naked first."

"What?"

"Take our clothes off. All of them."

"Why?"

"So I can explain about things. I promised."

I was sure that there had to be an easier way to get this started. If
I was sleeping over, getting naked before bed would be no big deal.
But in the afternoon, right after school, it just felt odd.

"About the girls? Did you get naked with them?"

"Please. I can't explain unless we get naked, OK?"

"I don't know."

"OK, just think about it. I mean, Jimmy, this is stuff to talk about
being naked. Like, girls with boys naked. It is important."

"I guess," Jimmy said.

We slowly took our clothes off. I'd seen him naked lots of times, but
this time I paid lots more attention to everything. I was excited by
it. Part of that was simply that I hadn't got an orgasm from being
with Annie. But it wasn't all of it, definitely.

"You're getting a boner, Jeff," Jimmy said, pointing and giggling.
That happened, even if we were just hanging around sometimes. But it
made me feel embarrassed.

Jimmy's dick wasn't hard. It did look nice, even though it had just a
little hair around it. All that nice naked skin, it reminded me of
seeing Annie naked. He looked very nice naked.

"Annie did that to me," I said.

"What? You did something with Annie? I thought you were talking about
Sherry?"

"Sherry and Maureen too. I have lots to tell you."

"Wow. That is cool. I mean, if you really did... What did you do
anyway?"

"I'm trying to get to that part. I'm not sure where to start. It's a
long story."

"What about Annie? I knew you liked her, but what about Sherry, and
her friend?"

"Maureen. Yeah, it is about all of them. Our deal is, we can only talk
about it if we get naked. Oh, and you can't tell anyone else. Nobody.
I mean specifically, not Davy or John. I've asked the girls if I can
tell you, and they said it was OK. But you know, we had to get naked,
`cause I promised."

"You got naked with all of them?"

"And I kissed them. Just today, with Annie. We did it."

"That is wild. Like, for real? What exactly did you do?"

"Lots. We had sex. I suppose I'll have to explain what that is too."

Jimmy said, sounding a bit annoyed, "I know what sex is."

"I know that. But there is a lot of different stuff in sex, things to
do. It isn't just sticking dick into her cunt. Or pussy. Or twat. Does
Eileen still call hers a twat?"

"Eileen? I don't know, we don't talk about it that much."

Jimmy's friend Eileen was kind of like his girlfriend. She rarely came
over, so I didn't know her that well. They'd done kissing, but Jimmy
never described it as anything as wonderful as tongue kissing, so I
figured it was just cheek pecks, maybe lip touches. Just like Sherry
and Maureen and I did, before we had sex.

I was still getting used to that idea. We were coming up on the third
week. It was Thursday, right before the Friday which would mark Annie
and I having sex for four Fridays in a row.

"It was nice having her around for that strip poker game," I said.
Eileen had only took her top off, but I liked that part a lot. I
didn't mind that I was the only one to get all naked, nor that she'd
seen me not only naked, but jerking off.

"I wish she could come over more. Well, I mean, it would be cool if we
could get together without her parents around, or my mom. Like us
here. I mean, we can get together naked, and nobody cares."

"Your mom might."

"No, she'd just say we're playing. Like when we do strip poker."

"Jimmy, when does your mom get home?"

"Today? She's working late. I'll have a late supper. A couple hours,
maybe more."

"That's good. I have lots of stuff I need to explain."

"OK. Shoot."

"Jimmy, I have an idea. Let's lay down. First thing, I need to explain
this part because I don't want to scare you."

We lay down, side by side on his bed. My dick hardened again. It was
like popping up and down. I was excited, and I was relaxing. Less
nervous. Not having to stare straight at Jimmy's naked body, while
trying to look in his face too, made it easier to talk.

"Annie and I did stuff today. After school. Oh, `do stuff' is what
we've been saying in school, in case someone overhears. It means
anything we do naked or having sex."

"So you saw her all naked?"

"More than that. We kissed, lips and tongues and all."

"French kissing? Eileen doesn't do that with me."

"I like it a lot. But it was even better doing it naked. That is how
we did it the first time. Annie got naked with me, and I thought that
was going to be all. Just naked, like strip poker, but without the
cards. Then, she kissed me."

"All naked? Her pussy naked?" Jimmy said, sort of stammering.

"Yes. I liked how that felt. Her body was nice, by mine. My dick was
hard from that, and I think she liked it a lot."

"That was today?"

"No, I guess I need to explain better. Today, we did that too, but we
did more. OK, here's the deal. Maureen is worried that she might get
pregnant, so she decided we can't have intercourse any more. Sherry
isn't ready for that stuff either. But Annie is. So today, I had her
do a comparison test for me."

"Pregnant? You mean, you fucked her already?"

"OK, yeah. Don't worry about that, we're being careful. So anyway,
Annie fucked me, then she sucked on me. I think that they are both
good, which is nice, because I won't be fucking with Sherry or
Maureen. Not until it is safe for us anyway."

"What was that like?"

"Jimmy, it is the most amazing wonderful cool thing. I love doing that
with Annie. Oh, I need to explain this bit first, really."

"What bit?"

"OK, today I didn't let Annie give me an orgasm. Make me come. Because
yesterday..."

"You did it yesterday too!?" Jimmy interrupted, sounding shocked.

"We've done it after school every day, since the first time."

"How long have you been doing it? Why didn't you tell me about this?
You know, I'm your best friend, I should know these things."

"That's why I'm telling you all about it now. See, we had to have a
chance to get naked. And I had to be sure that you'd follow the rules.
Nobody can find out, we'd have so much trouble from that."

"OK. I mean, I know that. I promise, cross my heart, nobody will
know."

"That's good."

"So, how long?"

"Last weekend was two weeks since the first time. With Annie, it was
the Friday before the weekend. We got into the woods - oh, don't you
dare bring anyone around when we're there. Or come yourself. We need
privacy too."

"I wouldn't do that. But Jeff, is Annie's cunt nice? I mean, does she
look nice naked?"

"Of course, I love her, she looks amazingly beautiful naked. I love
naked pussies."

"Two weeks?"

"Well, almost three. Has it only been three weeks? Tomorrow, it will
be like Annie and me's third week anniversary."

I was having a hard time just telling my story. We kept getting
sidetracked. It bothered me, because we didn't have enough time to
really tell everything and also, just maybe, find out if we could `do
stuff' together too.

"OK, I need to try to just tell this, OK? So don't say anything for a
bit."

"Alright," Jimmy said. "I'll try to just listen."

I looked at him. Naked. Both of us naked, and we were talking about
sex. I was thinking about it. His dick distracted me. I could imagine
it being sucked on, licked. He'd love that. I'd planned to go home and
touch myself, making my own pleasure. But having someone I cared about
do it would be even better.

I did care about Jimmy. I mean, I liked him, and that was more than
just as a playmate. My best friend, he called me.

I wasn't sure if it would work to try to do more. It seemed sensible,
but somehow I couldn't see myself just coming right out and saying it.
Not yet at least.

"See, Annie did that to me. Kissed me, licked me. I did it to her.
Licked her pussy and made her orgasm."

"Come. That's what they call it in Penthouse mag."

"Yeah, come. So I did that, and I knew that Annie wouldn't have time
to do more with me. I wanted to, because I love her. We can just take
turns, if we don't have time to do it nice for both of us."

"OK."

I realized that Jimmy was talking again. I didn't care, it wasn't
bothering me.

"So right before I left, she licked on my dick, sucking, a blow job.
But we only had a minute, so I didn't get to shoot sperm."

"In her mouth?"

"Yes, right in there. She just licks and swallows, she says it tastes
yummy. It doesn't really taste bad."

"Yuck!"

"No way. Trust me, it isn't bad at all. Annie likes it, does it all
the time. So do Sherry and Maureen, though Sherry did spit some."

"That's great. Grr-reat! I mean, that is how it is supposed to be, you
know, in the stories."

"It is nice. Anyway, I just need to explain this important thing."

"What?"

"OK, before you got me over here, what I was going to do was to take
care of myself. I was with Annie for about an hour, like usual."

"Your mom said you have an extra credit project."

"That's Annie and me. She's my after school project. We need to come
up with a real school project, though, so we can fool our parents."

"So, all this time you've been coming home late, and not been at the
library or wherever?"

"Yep."

"Wait, you do it outside?"

"Yeah. There is nowhere we can be inside like this. Maybe at Sherry's
house, but I worry, her mom might come around."

"I can see that. Here is OK. My mom thinks it is OK for boys to play
naked together sometimes."

"I know, it isn't a bad thing. I like being naked at home, though my
parents aren't cool about that. We have to cover up, or pretend we're
changing."

Jimmy said, "So you were doing it, having sex, and you didn't come. No
wonder you're dick is so hard."

"Yeah. I'm going to need to do something about it. You've heard of
blue balls? Where a boy gets to hurting because of not getting it done
with sex?"

"Hmm? I think so."

"It is close. If it's OK, I think I'll try to rub myself while we
talk. It might make it easier to tell the story too."

I lay back, closed my eyes, and let my touch relax me. I'd let my
orgasm slip away, without draining the pressure inside. Part of me
wanted to rush, to get to the final release fast.

But my dick wasn't cooperating. It felt nice, and it did help with the
uncomfortable feeling inside. I kept on rubbing, mostly hard squeezes,
not fast, as I went on with my story.

Back to the beginning. I had to rush some, trying to cover the big
things first.

As I got to describing my first time with Annie, Jimmy began stroking
himself. After all, if I was doing it, it was obviously fine for him
to do it.

I wasn't looking, eyes closed, so I didn't see him start. But I felt
his arms move, and opened my eyes to see his hard dick inside his
fist, moving up and down.

He was pushing on it, pulling on it, making his dick move. I wasn't
doing it the same way. But then, I was trying to relax myself, not
make an orgasm.

Why? Because I feared to come too fast, before I got the bulk of my
story out. The rush of lust made it easy to talk about it. The
wonderful sensations of our naked contact, the joy of seeing naked
girl parts, especially their pussies, and the unbelievable pleasure of
actual sex.

"It is more than just having sex, Jimmy," I explained, after I'd
covered the bare details of that first weekend. "I'm in love. With all
three of them."

"Is that right? I mean, can you do that?"

"I can. See, Sherry and Maureen were in love with each other. Best
friends, like us. Except that they tried out kissing and sex together,
like practice for with me. They liked it a lot. I think that two best
friends make a great deal for sex. They sleep over together all the
time, and their parents don't even know. They get to have sex every
day."

"Every day?"

"Yeah, it is a like a deal their parents have. Like babysitting. Both
their moms work, or have stuff to do, so often there is nobody home.
They just stay at the other's house, with her mom. Or Maureen's dad.
Anyway, it is very cool. Even like today. They'll be doing it,
together."

"Like Lesbians?"

I hadn't used that word yet. Somehow, though it didn't seem like a bad
thing to me, the way Jimmy said it made it sound like it wasn't a nice
thing.

"Yes. That is a good thing. My aunts are Lesbians, and that is just
fine. Besides, you know I love them, Sherry and Maureen. We've only
been together since second grade, remember?"

"Yeah, I know that. But, I don't know, I guess... Jeff, I just didn't
think you could really do that yet."

"The sex parts all work. I mean, we've been doing it together, like
today, for a while, right?"

"Sure. But that isn't the same thing."

"It is almost the same. The only thing is that Sherry and Maureen
figured out that they could touch each other too. It is like
practicing to be with me, but I just think it's a cool thing for them
to do. I mean, best friends and all that, they should try to be really
nice to each other. Sex is a really cool way to be really nice."

Sometimes I forgot about Jimmy's school background and church stuff.
It never stopped him from talking about sex or girls, or for that
matter, masturbating - with me or alone. Sherry and Maureen being
together sexually surprised me, but it didn't shock me. I'd quickly
become used to it. It was part of my life now. I didn't even think
that it was wrong.

But if Jimmy was upset about the idea of girls doing things with
girls, how would he take boys doing stuff with boys?

I owed it to him to tell him about it, as my best friend. Telling the
girls everything was really special. Other than my brother and sister,
there was no one else I trusted enough to tell it all too. Jimmy was
close enough, but I worried. I didn't want to make him disgusted with
me, so I had to explain it just right.

We were quiet for a while, just touching ourselves and thinking. Jimmy
knew that sometimes, I just didn't talk right away, so he was used to
these pauses in our conversation.

Finally I said, "There is another really especially important thing I
have to tell you."

"What is more special than fucking girls?"

"Wanting to marry them."

"Which one?" Jimmy asked. "Wait a minute! Marry?"

"Yes, marry. Like being together forever, best friends and lovers. The
girls are like my best friends who are girls."

"You're not old enough to do that."

"We'll have to wait a few years."

"OK, that makes sense."

Jimmy wasn't moving his hand. I wasn't either, much, just squeezing.
Somehow, talking about marriage wasn't exciting the same was as just
sex was. Or maybe it was that it was more serious, so we concentrated
on talking.

"So which one are you going to marry?" Jimmy asked.

"All of them."

"You can't do that. It is illegal. Bigamy, that's what it's called."

"We know about that part. Trust me, it came up right away. But Sherry
and Maureen have been together a long time. I love them both. So I
can't have just one of them. They're a set. I have to have Annie too."

"How can you handle three girls?"

"We get along just fine. Right now, it is like the weekends are for
Sherry and Maureen, and after school is for Annie."

"You're such a stud!"

"I don't know about that. It is just so nice to be with them, you
know?"

"No, I don't know yet. Not really. I think about it. I get all hot and
bothered around Eileen, but she hasn't even let me see her tits again.
Not since that time with you."

"You just have to be patient. I told the girls about wanting to play
naked last year. This spring, it just worked out."

"I don't know about marrying all of them. I don't see how you can do
that."

"In the future, things will be different. It should be OK for girls to
marry girls. Anyway, even if it isn't exactly like a church and legal
wedding, we can live together, just like we are together now. Love
conquers everything."

"I guess so. That is heavy, so heavy. I mean, I get being in love, but
I don't know, I don't think I want to marry Eileen. I like her a lot.
Maybe I could even be in love with her. We're going steady, you know
that?"

`Yeah. That is cool."

"I'm still not sure that you can all really get married. But is sounds
nice. Being together, in love."

"Yeah, that is the nice part. Well, the sex is neat too."

"OK, tell me more."

I did try to explain, going over it all quickly. The first time with
Annie, and the last one this very day, kind of blended together. I was
anticipating my time with her on Friday, and it was hard to describe
what we'd done without talking about what I hoped to do.

"Having longer to do it tomorrow will make it really special," I said.

"You've done it all day with the other too, didn't you say that?"

"Twice, the first time and last weekend. That is so nice too, but I
want to have longer for once with Annie. Even though we get it every
day, it's only for about an hour. Not long enough to do everything we
want to do."

"It doesn't take even an hour for me to get an orgasm," Jimmy said.

We were touching ourselves again. I needed an orgasm. Release. That
desire crossed with the wish to get it with someone else, not just on
my own.

"It all depends on how you do it, and what you do. Today with Annie, I
didn't let her do me long enough at once to make it happen. I usually
take longer than you anyway, you know?"

"Yeah. If I was just doing this, I'd have shot off already. I get
distracted by your story, then you talk about marriage or school or
other stuff."

"Sorry. Annie, the last thing today, she sucked on me. That felt
amazingly great. I love her doing that. I'd rather get off doing that
than by myself."

"I wish I could do that. I mean, get a blow job like you did."

"You could," I said, quietly. Nervously.

"How? Do you think Annie would do it with me?"

"No!" I yelled. "I'm not jealous, it is that I'd have to ask her, and
she does it with me, and only me, because she loves me. You've got
Eileen."

"Well, you've got two other girlfriends. It isn't like you couldn't
share one." Jimmy laughed, I think he knew this couldn't happen, but
he had to say something about it. A boy thing, I guess.

"I don't think so. Still, I know a way that you could do it today."

"How?"

I delayed, thinking about how to say it.

"I could do it," I said very quietly.

"What?"

I just blurted it out. It was the obvious thing to say, right? Just
flat out, offer it.

"I've watched the girls do it a lot. It isn't hard. You're my best
friend, so I wouldn't mind doing it for you."

"I'm no homo."

"What's that got to do with anything? I like girls. You've got Eileen.
I'm not talking about giving up on girls. Just that, well, it would be
nicer to do it in a mouth. Not just shooting out in the open."

"I don't know. I just don't think so."

I looked at Jimmy. He looked upset. He'd even stopped touching
himself. I hadn't. I was using my horniness to make it easier to talk
about this.

If I just did it, rolled over by Jimmy's dick and started licking and
sucking, he'd like it. I knew it would feel great. I loved the
sensation. Maybe it wouldn't be the same as a girl doing it, but it
would be close enough to work for practice.

His dick was hard, and it looked nice. Stiff, naked, ready for sex. If
Annie was here, she might just do it. Do it if I asked.

She'd probably not mind letting Jimmy see her naked. That wouldn't be
a big deal. But if Jimmy was hoping that she'd have sex with him...

Nope. I couldn't share Annie, not like a toy. I couldn't give her
away. She might decide to do it on her own, and that would be fine.
After all, she didn't mind me being with Sherry and Maureen.

"I like Eileen," I said. I was thinking about Jimmy with Annie. Not
with Sherry or Maureen, neither of them seemed at all interested in
being with Jimmy. I'm sure that they could do it, but I didn't know
how he'd handle them doing things with each other. Somehow, it seemed
only fair to involve his girlfriend in this project.

"Huh?"

"She's nice. Pretty. Nice breasts, nipples, I liked seeing her without
a shirt."

"Yeah, she is hot like that. I like kissing her too."

"I wish you could get to do it with her. I mean, deep kissing. Even
just kissing naked, that is nice. I don't suppose you'd want to
practice that with me either?"

"Nope," Jimmy said, laughing. "But if you go on talking about that,
I'm never going to get off."

I sighed, out loud. I just didn't see a way to move from touching
ourselves to touching each other, without causing trouble. Laying next
to him was turning me on. Seeing him rub his dick was very sexy.

Imagining Eileen there was a nice thought.

"I think we need to do something about that," I said.

"About what?"

"Getting off. Like I explained, Annie didn't do that for me today.
It's getting uncomfortable, if you know what I mean?"

"Like blue balls? I've heard about that, if a girl teases you too
much. Eileen almost does that. Being close to her really turns me on."

"Same with me and my girlfriends. With Sherry and Maureen, we can kiss
every day and hold hands, but that's all. Kiss and hug, but we've no
place to go inside where it is safe. Not even like this, how we are in
your room."

"That's too bad," Jimmy said ironically. "Tough shit! You've got them
on the weekend, and you have Annie every day. I don't even get to do
it at all with a girl."

"You will. Someday."

"Until then, tell me all about it."

"What you can do to help is to spit on your hand and rub. It isn't the
same as being sucked on, but it is wet and warm. I'll tell you about
blow jobs."

"OK."

"Of course, it was more than just blowing It is licking and kissing.
On Saturday Sherry and Maureen did it to me twice , both at once.
Licking and kissing my dick and balls, sucking there. It felt
heavenly."

"Oh, that sounds too good to be true."

"It was, almost much more than I could take. But I had to, because
they liked doing it to me. It wasn't bad, just too much. Then, like
tonight, Annie does it by herself, and that is wonderful too. Even
standing up."

"How do you mean?"

"Today, that last time, I was up and almost ready to get dressed and
go, but she insisted on trying to make me come. She is so nice like
that. So she knelt down there and put my dick right into her mouth,
and swirled her tongue all around, while kissing it hard with her
lips. Like a popsicle."

Jimmy was squeezing his dick hard, rubbing around the top. I did the
same thing.

I was very close to coming. I felt such pressure inside, I worried I
might pop something when it finally happened. But I had to do it, to
keep touching and rubbing. It felt too good to stop.

"Sucking, licking, having a naked girl to look at and touch, I love
sex!" I said.

Then, we didn't talk. I'd said enough, and I just had to let my dick
have its fun too. Somehow, I couldn't tell the story and touch myself
at the same time and make an orgasm. But as soon as I shut up, I
imagined Annie doing it and it just happened.

"Oh, I needed that," I said afterwards. I kept on stroking myself,
then watched Jimmy do himself.

"Just think about a girl doing that. Eileen, and her naked body. I bet
that her pussy is sweet."

"She has pubic hairs. She told me about that, I guess to tease me."

"Maureen does too. Well, so do Sherry and Annie, but she has a lot.
All nice and red, like her hair on her head. A rhyme. Poet and didn't
know it." I didn't laugh, even though I'd made the pun on purpose.
Neither did Jimmy, and he often did, even at very stupid jokes.

I put my hand by my mouth, and started licking myself clean.



"What are you doing?" Jimmy asked. I hadn't done that in front of him
before. In fact, usually I didn't do it at home, either. I licked a
little, but wiped most of it off.

"It is like practice. You know, so that you know what it is like. A
girl does it, letting it go into her mouth. Though she can just
swallow. But Annie says it tastes nice, and I think it does too."

"It is too weird."

"Nah. I kiss the girls after they do it, and I don't think you're not
doing that either. I mean, if Eileen sucks your dick and makes you
come, you'll kiss her after if she likes, right?"

"I don't know. I don't want to taste it."

"You've done it before."

"That was just a drop, just to see. I don't think a boy should be
swallowing semen, you know?"

"It doesn't hurt anything. Try it, you'll see."

"No way."

"OK, I guess. I'll tell you more stuff, so you can finish up."

I did that. He didn't take long at all, either. I spent most of the
time describing things with Annie, especially just this week and the
first time. I was telling him about how Annie sucked my dick, that
first Friday, and made me orgasm, and that made him come too.

After Jimmy relaxed and wiped himself off, he started to get dressed.

"What are you doing? We can stay naked and talk some more."

I was still excited. I'd come, but it wouldn't take me long to get
ready to do it again. I'd told Jimmy the important stuff, but there
was more we could say yet.

"Mom might come home. I, uh, I'd feel better if we were dressed."

"OK, I guess."

He was embarrassed. I'd noticed that before, that he'd like to turn
off the lights after we'd do this before, with the lights on. Or just
turn off the lights before we did the touching, even if we got naked
before getting into bed.

"I don't think we can talk about this after getting dressed. I
promised, remember?"

"That's OK. I want to hear more, but this was intense enough. I mean,
you actually getting naked with girls is enough, very cool, but doing
sex is even more."

"It is a secret. You need to promise, you can't tell anyone."

"I did. I said that. I mean it."

"I do too. We'd get in lethal trouble if anyone found out."

"I get that. It's cool. I don't think you should tell everyone
either."

"I wasn't going to tell anyone else."

"Except me."

"Jimmy, you're my best friend. I trust you. You know, you keep secrets
pretty nice."

"You too. Like James Bond, you're practically a secret agent. Like,
nobody would even guess that you really have girlfriends. You don't go
bragging about them to anyone else. You barely told me about it at
all. Like kissing, you didn't mention doing that."

"Yeah. I'm sorry about that. But it is a personal thing, you know what
I mean?"

Jimmy was all dressed, except for shoes, and I was still naked. That
felt funny.

I was getting turned on by it. Sherry was probably having her pussy
licked nicely by Maureen, right now. If only Jimmy felt the same way,
we could be like them.

I wish I knew how to explain to him that it was OK, that it didn't
mean we were bad if we liked to do it together. But I couldn't think
of how to say it.

So I tried to relax, and dress. Having my dick pop a boner while I was
naked with him, he might think that I really wanted him more than my
girlfriends. Which wasn't at all true.

Should it be? I wasn't sure. I didn't love him the same way as the
girls. I mean, we were friends, not romantic friends. If we had sex,
maybe we'd do the romancing thing, but maybe not. I could see it as
just like playing around, making each other come but nothing more.
Like the back rubs I already did, but not often.

"Don't talk about this at all," I said.

"I won't."

We sat around in his room. Jimmy banged on his drums, and we listened
to music. We didn't talk about girls.

It was as though we'd said as much as we could while naked. Instead,
we chatted, mostly about music, until his mom came home.

Jimmy didn't say anything about my girlfriends at all, for the rest of
the evening. I was surprised. But then, maybe not. It was hard to
think about talking about girls without thinking about doing it with
them, and with a mother around, that could be more than embarrassing.
We needed privacy for that stuff.

I felt odd about the whole situation. Detached, and even Jimmy
noticed. I was daydreaming, or thinking.

"You're thinking about girls, aren't you?" Jimmy asked, as I was just
sitting doing nothing rather than playing.

But I wasn't. That was the problem. I mean, I was, but I was also
thinking about boys. One boy, him. I didn't want Jimmy to think I was
weird for doing that, so I said, "Yeah. I can't help it. But you know,
remember, we can't talk much about that out here."

"OK, I'm just kidding," he said. He wasn't, but that was a nice way to
cover it, as if it was just teasing. When we were just talking, not
doing anything, it didn't matter really if someone overheard. Now, I
had to worry. But Jimmy wouldn't let me down and get us into trouble.
Especially, my girlfriends.

 
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