# In his Hands

This next story be a bit much for you (I hope not). Having kept an eye on the large number of pre-teen rape stories I have seen posted in alt.sex.stories, I have always been surprised at the number of rape story fans who tell me they really don't enjoy this kind of story. I think they may be afraid I would be turned off by their enjoying this. I wouldn't be, unless a man told me he really wanted to rape, or had raped a real child!

Though I hate the thought of a real child being hurt, one of my favorite rape fantasies is that *I* am a child who is raped.......

This story is written by me, with the hope that a real man like yourself can relax enough to let yourself enjoy it It is only fantasy, written for no other other purpose than to give pleasure to men, though I will admit to having pleasure in writing it..

I can remember having dreams when I was 11 of men molesting me (which makes me wonder if something really happened when I even younger). In most of the dreams what they did hurt, in a few, it felt good. So the following story is based primarily on my childhood, my own sexual fantasies, fears and nitemares.

# IN HIS HANDS

Can you imagine a world where a mother gives birth to a daughter, blames the child for all her woes and problems, and beats her constantly? Can you imagine that child growing up, and at the age of 12 years is so abused, so miserable, that she looks for a way to committ suicide as the only way out of her misery? Its not hard for me to imagine, because I was that child. This is my story, how I looked for death, found new pain, new abuse, and eventually unexpected contentment.

My mother was always vauge as to what any other family that we might have had. She claimed that she and my father were married legally, but that he had divorced her out of disappointment that his firstborn was a girl. My father's leaving was my fault, her drinking was a result of his leaving was my fault, our being on Welfare was my fault, and on and on.... Understand, she started telling me this when I was five!!!

Now I need to admit that for the most part Mom was not neglectful. She kept me well fed, well clothed, sent me off to school and made sure, when she discovered I loved to read, that there were plenty of things around the house for me to read. But, all this was a cover so the world would not discover how she almost nightly hit, punched and beat me, always managing not to leave bruises that people would see.

By the time I hit 12, I had enough. One day, I tried swallowing a bottle of pills Mom had by her bedside. I just fell alseep for two days. I thought about jumping out of a window, stepping in front of a truck or bus, but what if I just got messed up instead of dying? Then one day I was reading a True Crime magazine one of Mom's friend's hd left in the kitchen, and an article leaped right out at me:

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> H4>Killer Rapist Still at Large!
> - Police and FBI are still conducting a hunt for the crazed animal stalking and killing girls and women! All indications point to the madman repeatedly raping his victims before strangling them. Police and FBI sources all state it is believed that the killer-rapist may be a long-haul trucker who travels the country, since victims are being discovered in all parts of the country.

Mom had told me about sex between a man and a woman, explained to me what rape was just a few months ago. She told me never to go off with a strange man, because there were men out there who liked nothing better than raping and killing little girls. Well this article proved she was right. And it also, I thought, showed me a way out of my miserable life.

I had been told often enough I was pretty by strangers on the street, that I was willing to believe it was true. I was 5', had short balck curly hair and eyes that seemed to change color with my moods, sometimes hazel, sometimes green. I just hoped that I could a grown man, an evil grown man, who would rape me quickly end my life.

I took a bath, dressed in my shortest shorts, and a halter top, grabbed some change out of Mom's purse, and headed downtown. Near the bus station was my favorite hamburger place, but also near the bus station was one of those nasty "Adult Book Stores" where some pretty creepy looking men hung out. I sat in the hanburger place sipping a cola, and watched till the meanest, biggest, ugliest man I had ever seen came walking out of the "Adult Bookstore".

I jumped up, ran out the door and began following him. When he turned down one of the side streets, I quickly ran after him, calling "Hey mister, mister, can I ask you something?" The man stopped turned around, and waited for me to get close to him. He was even uglier and meaner up close than he had looked from the hamburger place! He loomed over me his totally bald head shining, and it seemed as if he was three times as wide as I was. "What can I do for you baby,", he grinned and his hand strayed down to his the front of his pants and started pulling at his zipper, "you lost or something? Need me to give you a ride somewhere? I like givin little girls rides."

I swallowed hard. I was scared, but I was going to go through with my plan. I could tell this man very dangerous. "No, not lost. I wanted to ask.." my eyes were looking at the man as he continued to pull at his zipper, "if it was true that men like to rape and kill little gitls?"

The man's tounge began to lick his lips,as he just stared at me. I stared back at this big man, his bald head scared and shining , and waited. "Well little lady, I don't know about killin', but I sure would like to rape me a little girl. You looking to be raped?" Now his hand had disappeared into his pants, and I could see he was rubbing something. I nodded. "Well this must be my lucky day. You ever been fucked before?", he said as he held out his other hand to me, and I let huge hand engulf mine.

I shook my head "No sir. Would you like to take me somewhere and rape and kill me? I won't try and run away, I promise."

" I don't why you puttin' yo' sweet little self in my hands, but sweet Jesus! this is my lucky day! You really gonna come with me, and let me rape you and fuck as much as I want, I can even kill you when I'm tired of fucking you?" I nodded. "OOOOOOOOOOO WHEEEEEEEEEE! well come on baby, I'm gonna fuck you to death!" He took a quick look around and almost dragged me a half block because he was walking so fast.

We reached a snall white house, and he quickly unlocked the door and thrust me inside.

He closed the door quickly behind us, then leaned on it breathing heavily. "Sheeeeet! O just can't believe this! My own little girl, my own little rape toy! Take your clothes off baby, let me look at you."

I took off my clothes as he turned on a lamp. "Come here, darlin, and let me look at them itty bitty titties of yours." I walked close to him, completely naked, and trembling with fear. He grabbed me with rough hands and pulled me up tight to him. He held up against his body with his right hand, while his left hand roughly explored my body. "I just caint believe you're real, that this sweet body is mine," he gasped as left hand found its way behind my legs, and then upward rubbing my pussy. He hissed, and thrust a heavily caloused finger through the lips of my pussy, pumped it in and out a few times, withdrew, stuck in two fingers, pumpied in and out. "So hot and tight, and you starting to get wet too! Feels good don't it?" It didn't but I nodded anyway, as he withdrew the two fingers, and put his left hand in front of my face. "That was jus' two fingers, let's go for three!" He lowered his hand, and suddenly I felt a sharp jabbing pain.

I struggled to get free, but the man just laughed, and held me tighter. "Oh baby, you think that hurts, wait till I get my cock in you! it'll hurt a whole lot worse than this, but after a while, you'll be beggin me to shove my dick in you, it'll feel so good." He rammed his fingers into me a few more times, than he pulled his fingers out of me, and let me go. "Well, time we got to some serious fucking. Bedroom's that way." On shaking legs I walked to the room he was pointing to, and got on the bed, and laid down on my back.

"Daddy's all ready for his little girl," the man laughed, "But I doubt if you're really ready for me!" He reached down and spread my legs apart, and then began to undress.

"Oh baby, this gonna hurt you so bad, but that's okay 'cuz its goona feel real fine to me!"

When he pulled his pants down, his cock sprang out dowards me like a spear, and I gasped in shock and amazement. I had never seen a cock before, and had no idea that they were so big! His cock looked at least a foot long, and seemed to be as thick around as my fist! Surely when he raped me with that thing it would kill me, and my miserable life would be over.

" I'm your Daddy, sweet thing. That's what you're to call me from now on, Daddy, you hear me?" I nodded, sure that there soon would be no more "from now on" for me.

Daddy climbed between my legs, and I felt something warm and hard touch my pussy. There was a brief sensation of something good as he eased the head of his cock into me, then horrible pain as Daddy's hips thrust violently forward forward. I felt something inside of me stretching and tearing, the pain worse with each second.

It was as if i were being split in half and was helpless to stop it. Suddenly, whatever was stretching broke. I could feel it, magnifying the pain a hundred times. I could hear myself screaming and Daddy laughing as his massive organ was thrust ever harder, ever deeper into my virgin flesh. I screamed in pain, as Daddy pulled out, only to plunge in again, forcing the tight, unused muscles of my sex canal to adjust to having his huge cock inside me .The pain increased, and I couldn't understand why I hadn't died. Daddy continued, with rapid thrusts to shove his the full length of his cock into me, and the pain continued to mount.

Then he slowed, drawing the long length of that piston like dick slowly out of my pussy till it was almost totaly out...and then he RAMMED it back in. He kept repeating these strokes stabbing into me with savage force, ramming deep into me, smashing his body into me again and again.

Then Daddy gripped my hips hard, beginning to jerk and twist his huge cock inside me, laughing at my whimpers and cries, enjoying the pain he was causing me. He threw his hips forward hard thrusting his massive cock into me till I though it was going to come out of the top of my head, thrusting and pounding and punishing my pussy with his hard massive manhood. It hurt so bad! Why hadn't it killed me yet!!?!!

"Yeaaahhhh. OOOOOOOoooooooo you feel so good, so hot. so tight aahggggggggrggr Scream for me baby! Help keep your Daddy rock hard and scream!""

He fucked me with hard, brutal strokes, the pain was almost unbearable inside me. I felt like I was being disembowelled, ripped open from the crotch inward. He shoved harder and faster with long strokes that seemed to go on forever.

"SOOOOO goooooddddddssssUh, yeahhhh!" he grunted, thrusting harder still and then giving me more pain than I thought a body could take and live. His thrusts into became harder, longer and slower, and I found my legs and arms of their own will were holding him hard close to my body. Suddenly he speeded up, and he came with a series of hard, sharp thrusts into my pussy. "Oooh babyyy," he gasped. "You are all mine now , got all my dick inside you. Got my hot cum in your sweet little pussy." I felt his cock pump a few more times, and his cock softened inside me. Daddy rolled off me, stood up and wiped his cock off on the inside of my leg.

"Wished I hadn't cum so fast, but I aint never has the pleasure of fuckin a little girl sos it was kinda hard to pace myself." he said regretfully.

I looked up at him, hopeful that maybe he was going to kill me now. The rape had been worse than anything I could have imagined, so if he liked that, killing me should just be icing on the cake. But he just stood there, grinning at me, stoking his cock! "Aren't you gonna kill me now?", I asked.

He looked surprised, "Kill you? Fuck no! You're my dream come true! My own little girl to fuck and meebe share with some select friends. Nah baby, I don't have no plans of letting you go, and I certainly aint killin you. Not for awhile at any rate.Not for a long while."

I laid there in despair, as I realized that I just traded one horrible life for another.

Still stroking his cock, Daddy told me to stand up and to follow him to into the living room. I did as I was told. In the living room, Daddy sat down in a big arm chair, and motioned for me to stand in front of him. "Kneel down here, betwen my legs, honey. By the way, what is your name?" I knelt down between his legs, "My name is Dawn" Daddy reached out and grabbed my hair and pulled by face towards his now fully erect ccock. "Now, Dawn, I want you to open your mouth nice and wide." Closing my eyes, I stretched my mouth out into a round "O." Daddy tightened his grip on the hair on the sides of my head, and pulled my mouth down onto his throbbing cock. I struggled a little, but Daddy pulled hard on my hair, until my mouth was firmly around the head of his hot, re-harden cock. "Now," he said, breathing heavily, " You're gonna learn to suck cock, suck on it, Dawn. Suck on my cock and lick it." I obeyed, having no choice at all. I closed my lips around i and sucked on it, hating the salty taste and the smell but helpless to do anything but obey the commands of the man who I had given myself to. Daddy began to force my head up and down on his cock, forcing me to bob up and down on him. He was kinda gentle at first about how much of his cock he put into my mouth, but as he got more excited, he started ramming more and more of it into me, going to the back of my mouth.

There was nothing I could do to prevent him from forcing himself too deeply into my mouth. In fact there was nothing I wanted to do, for as I choked and gagged, I had a sudden thought, "This is gonna kill me for sure" Daddy didn't seem to notice I was chocking, he kept throat-fucking me. I really couldn't breathe at all, and was on the point of passing out when Daddy suddenly pulled his cock completely out of my mouth and pushed me hard, sending me over onto my back on the floor, where I lay choking and panting for several minutes.

"Damn it! Don't die on me girl! I'm just startin' to have fun with you!" he got out of the chair, and knelt by me. "I got carried away a bit, guess I'm gonna have to teach you to suck cock later when I ain't so excited." He stroked my face. "Let's try another game." He picked me up, walked over to the couch, and set me down so that I was kneeling on the cushions, my face pressed into the back of the couch. "I'll be right back' I heard him walk away, and then he was right back.

I felt something cold and wet on my butt, then smelled the odor of baby oil. Daddy's hand began rubbing his hand on my butt, seperated the cheeks, and poured baby oil between them. "Oh, this is gonna be good. yersir, this is gonna be heaven" He stepped up behind me, and I felt something hot He steadied my ass with a hand on the small of my back, and began to thrust. "You so tight, this aint going to be easy for you at all! But it sure will feel good to me." I could feel his cock pushing hard into my ass, and now for the first time I was truly scared. This was going to hurt BAD!

Dan pushed his cock at me again and again, the force behind his thrust growing with each unsuccessful attempt. Finally, summoning all the strength of his legs and back, he rammed his cock into me, hard, and forced the head of it into my asshole. I screamed and my body trembled with the pain of it. He grabbed my waist in both hands, and slowly forced the rest of his cock up my ass. It hurt so bad I couldn't even scream. My breath came in deep sobs that shook my whole body. Daddy gained inches at a time, in one extremely slow thrust that took minutes to complete. I was in agony every second, being stretched painfully around his massive cock. Finally, he was in me up to his balls, his cock completely buried up in me. He stopped, "I know this hurts, baby, but you're gonna learn to love this as much as I do before I'm done with you, I promise. But in the meantime, I'm gonna fuck your ass right." The pain eased a bit, as he just stood there. I began to think that it was over, that he was done . I continued to cry, my face wet with the tears that had soaked the couch. I felt Daddy pull out, just as slowly, allowing a wave of relief to come over me. Daddy pulled out until all but the head had been removed... then he rammed the whole length back in, all at once. The scream that came out of me should have awakened the dead, but Daddy just dug his fingers hard into my hips, and began to thrust into me wildly, pounding my poor ass with his big, rock hard cock, taking me in a brutal anal rape that knocked the wind out of me so that I could no longer make a sound. His fingers bruised my waist and hips as his grip on them locked tighter, pulling me onto his cock harder, and faster. Daddy thrust into me roughly for quite a while, slowing down when it was certain he was about to come, then he would speed up his thrusts into my ass over and over, until my tiny, abused hole became numb from the constant barrage of pain. Daddy plunged into me harder, and harder, until he could hold back no longer, and shot wad after wad of hot, boiling cum up my helpless, abused ass.

Finally Daddy stepped away from behind me, though I barely noticed. I just stayed as he had left me, my face buried in the couch as I continued to sob. I felt Daddy's hands pat me on the back, "There, there, you gonna be alright in just a bit. I'll let you rest some before we do this again. Mebbe I let you decide if I fuck you pussy again, or fuck your ass again."

"Again?, Again!!?!!", I thought. I couldn't imagine how I'd be able to take him doing that to me again, knowing that it wouldn't kill me but it would hurt so much!

Daddy grabbed me by the waist, and tried to stand me on my feet, but I was in so much pain in my pussy and my ass that I was to weak. Daddy laid be back down on the couch just as there came a knock at the door. "SHIT!! who the fuck can that be?" Daddy said as he headed towards the door. I heard it open, heard whispers, and then I heard TWO sets of footsteps come back into the room.

There was a man with Daddy, just as big, just as ugly, just as bald-headed ,just as mean looking, but hairy all over the rest of him. He didn't have a shirt on, just a leather vest, and he had black gair like a bear all over his arms and chest, and belly. He had a huge thick beard that hid most of his face, all I could really see of his face was his cruel eyes.

"My, my, don't she look tasty. You let me fuck her, and you can fergit the money you owe me." the man said.

Daddy came close to the couch and started patting me on the head like I was his pet. "I don't know Frank. She real sore right now from the good fuckin' I gave her ass and her pussy. I told her I'd let her rest a bit before I went at her again."

"So keep your promise Snake. Let me fuck her, and then you let her rest a while before *you* fuck her again. Besides, a sore pussy aint gonna kill her, and you'll save that $50 bucks you owe me."

When Daddy, or Snake as Frank called him, didn't say anything, Frank picked me up up like a sack of potatoes, and carried me into the bedroom, with Daddy following.

Frank laid me on the bed then grabbed my legs by both ankles, hoisted my legs over one shoulder, pulled me so that my ass was on the edge of the bed and began roughly probing my exposed pussy with a couple of fingers. I began to sob again. "Really tight," Frank said, retracting the fingers and moistening them with saliva, only to shove them back into my pussy, this time with greater force, and deeper. "NICE!" he exclaimed.

He retracted the fingers again and applied a large amount of saliva to the head of his stiff cock. Spreading the folds of my still sore pussy open with his thumbs, he shoved the entire length of his rigid organ deep into the most personal and private place in her body. 'oh man Snake, this is great,' he chuckled in delight. At first his thrusts were slow, long and deep. Then he began to speed up driving his cock forcefully into my bruised and battered pussy..

Oh God, PLEASE! I can't take this anymore! please stop!" "SHUT UP!" he barked, bringing his palm against my bare ass in a hard SMACK! "You are old enough to learn your pussy is made for FUCKIN!!!"

I could hear Daddy chuckle as Frank began to thrust harder!

"Damn Frank! Watchin you done got my dick hard again. Looks like there aint gonna be no rest for my poor little fuck-toy"

"This was nice! It feela SOOOO GOOD!!!", Frank moaned, Then he got up on his tip toes, shoved my legs back one over each sholder and began pounding into me into even harder and as deeper and faster! Then with quick jerking motions, he came to a stop. He sighed, withdrew his softening cock, and pulled my legs from his shoulder.

"That was good Snake! You wanna make some money, I know about a dozen guys would love to fuck a little girl, " Frank said as he headed out the room.

"Kill two birds with one stone, Stretch her fuckholes out a little so she could handle me better, and make money too. Yeah, why don't you round some them guys up, get some beer......." the rest was lost as Daddy followed Frank out of the room.

I hurt, I was weak, I felt sick. And there was more to come........

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