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This story is based on some events that have happened to me. I do not advocate or condone any actions in this story.

If you are offended by strong language, scenes of violence, depictions of sex, despictions of rape, stop reading now.

Readers should be aware that rape is not only a crime, it is immoral and evil.






Asking for it (MF rape true?)
By: Imma Scared

I had asked to be raped.

Literally.

I had been raped a few years ago in my own bed, and ever since that  aweful night  I had been obsessed with thoughts, nightmares  and fantasies of beig raped again...but by men with totally bald skulls.

I wrote stories about it, and posted them on the web.

(see http://www.asstr.org look for Authors)

I even joined ³rape² clubs on Yahoo.

The more I ³fed² my nightmares and fantasie, the more I became convinced that the only way I could stop, was to have my nightmare/fantasy  become  a reality.

The problem was, I wanted more than just ³fantasy ³role-play², I wanted it to be as real as possible. 

And yet, if I gave my ³body² into the  hands of  the kind of man who wanted to play my game, there was no way I could prevent him from raping my ass? Or forcing me to give him a blow job?

I wasnıt sure, but I couldnıt stop thinking of how much I wanted to find myself held down  and brually fucked by more than one bald headed strnager......

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Then I got this e-mail:
From: The Man in Black(demonicwatcher@penis.com)
To: forceme@bigfoot.com

Hey slut, I know where you live and work, and Iım coming to make your nightmares  my dream come true.

I am the man of your dreams, bitch. 100% male, bald (shaved head) with mustache and goatee , 6'6" 280lbs, and an 11 1/2"  heavey thick cock

You won't be gagged because I want to hear you beg for mercy and then to hear you scream when I drive my thic 11 inch cock hard in to you dry pussy. 

 I'll drive my cock deep and hard into you so that your ass and thighs jump each time I slam down into your cunt.  As I fuck you I'll vary the speed and depth of your rape to make it feel better for me (of course it will my the rape much,  much   worse for you as you'll find it harder to anticipate my rhythm of the shafting your cunt will be receiving.)  After a few shallow strokes when you'll think I'm slacking off, I'll slam back down into you driving my thick rock hard cock into your open cunt (You better hope for your sake that you are nice and wet by then, not that I care.  Women are made to be fucked and men should fuck them whenever they want. And I like it better when my fucking hurts a bitch.)

Then after a while I'll stop and make you beg and plead with me to fuck you some more harder and deeper, before I end you rape, cumming and pumping my sperm deep inside you.

Shall I rape you on the street as you leave your office on Devon Ave., or shall I hide in that closet you just cleaned out?

Should I wait for you in the garage?

Maybe Iıll let you choose.

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It was obvious that whoever this was, he did indeed know where I lived and worked.

I was terrified, but also turned on. 



I  was truly vulnerable.  I lived  alone in a neighborhood not known for paying much attention to screams in the night. I could easily be a victim of this ³Man ib Black².  What if he isnıt joking, what if he really comes for me?

And yet part of  became wet with anticipation, knowing that I had masyurbated and came the hardest when I imagined that such a fiend  forcefully shoved his huge cock brutally  into my  tight pussy.

So I sent an e-mail back to the ³Man in Black².....

From: ³Imma Scared²  forceme@bgfoot.com
To:The Man in Black(demonicwatcher@penis.com)


I donıt want my nightmares to come true. I donıt think I really want to be raped by a ganf of cruel men with shaved heads, and huge cocks.

But I must be honest, I know at the core of my being that I need them to come true. And that you are right ³Women are made to be fucked and men should fuck them whenever they want. ³

If I truly have a choice,  I would rather be raped in my bed.

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From: The Man in Black(demonicwatcher@penis.com)
To: forceme@bigfoot.com

Imma,  just so youd donıt think Iım playing, or that this a joke:

 I have spent the last 3 years in jail, and as far as I 
can tell only 2 good things have come of it. 

1. I met some really good guys, true friends who I Know I 
   can trust. A lot of them look like me big,beefy,bald, 
   bastards who miss having a woman to love.

2. In order to get out early I began taking computer 
   education courses. That is how I heard about a woman who 
   understood a man's need, no his right to rape women. You 
   are a hero to many of my buds so much so thatwe made a 
   pact: one by one as we got out we  wouldl hunt you down and 
   rape you. (even if your pussy isnıt tight as you claim, since 
	all of my brothers are over 9 inches and very, very thick, you should be able to feel truly
	and completely fucked when weıre done.)



    You would be the first to be honored by our ³Brotherhood².  Some brothers want to see if it is possible to ³fuck² a woman to death. Sounds like fun to me. What do you think?


It will took some time to find you but Iıve found you now. And the Good News for me, and the Bad News for you  is that since I found you first, I  will be coming to see you soon.

If, if I find you to be what you have claimed to be in your stories, well...I may  try to get the Brothers ³go easy on you²...if not....

'll be raping you soon, pleasant dreams sweetie.

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t was soon. He waited until about one a.m., ubtil there wasnıt a soul moving on the street outside.. Then he simply came to apartment  and knocked on the door.

I donıt know how I knew, but I knew it was the ³man in Black², it was him, I opened the door a crack, which he pushed open all the way, knocking me back a step. Then he slammed the door behind him.

Standing in front of me was a huge man. He was about 6'6, and had the huge build of a heavyweight boxer, or perhaps a football player, weighing at least 280 pounds. But was most striking was his shaved head, contrasting oddly with his thick reddish beard. How could this man have been following me without being seen?

He stepped forward, one huge ham-like hand reaching around my neck,his other hand reaching around my back, pulling them toward him even as I cried out, his hands crushing my body against his hardness,, crushing my lips against his as I grimaced in pain.

As I gasped in surprise and panic, his thick tongue snaked my mouth, sending chills down my spine as he held my struggling form, holding me there for long seconds as I squirmed in my grasp, feeling small, thin, weak and helpless in his tree-trunk-like arms.

He looked at me, and smiled. "You look wonderful. So beautiful, hot, like a trapped animal waiting for the slaughter!"


 didn't scream. I didn't ask him to kill me. Maybe I should have. If I had known how bad rape really could be, I might have. Maybe.

He stepped forward suddenly, swinging his left arm hard, up and across my face, the retort of flesh against flesh sharp in the small space of my tiny apartment, the force of the blow staggered me,and I slumped to the floor, leaning against the side of my bed, my legs folded under me.

I still didn't scream.

"Good," the man said.

He reached down, and I could feel power and lust radiating from him as he jerked me back up to my feet feet, pulling me back savagely to force another hard rough kiss on me.

My whole body was tingling as he threw me onto the bed, with one leg dangling off the bed. he smiled as stood there watching as I began to sit up, then he put one knee on the bed and grabbed a handful of my hair, jerked me back down onto my back, and put my his scarred bearded face inches from mine, as I sucked in breath after panicked breath through my nostrils.

"I'm going to fuck you, bitch," he hissed, as his free hand moved down, and began tearing at my clothes, popping the buttons on my jeans open even as he kissed me brutally. His eyes shone with a maniacal glee and lust as I ground me. He held the kiss for a long time,his hand digging its way to my groin, past the my curly soft pubic hair, his fingers digging into me.

I was excited beyond belief. Full of terror, and yet full of eager antipation to be used  by a truly evil man for his pleasure. Iıll admit I was turned on.

He broke the kiss, leaving me gasping, and and roughly thrust a thick sausage-like finger sunk into my virgin pussy, his huge hand mashing down my clit as I squirmed weakly and my hips gyrated, trying to expel his finger from inside of me.

He took his finger from inside of me, and raising himself so that he was above me, he grabbed hold of my jeans and panties at the hips and ripped them down my legs.

"Stay still, cunt, don't make me hurt you", he growled, as he stood there overshadowing me while fisting his humongous cock. It was truly frightening to me, twisted with thick ugly veins and the huge head bulged a deep crimson. the huge, hairy nuts swayed underneath the shaft. as he loomed grinning evilly over me.

"Please, don't, don't," I uselessly, senselessly, begged.   I wanted...I was afraid, and I wanted it to stop..no..I wanted....


He grinned a death's head grin."Shut up, bitch.You not only  asked for this, and you' willingly let me in here., youıve even admitted you NEED this.  Now take it."

He he pulled my legs apart, positioned himself over me on the bed, and and placed the thick bulbous head of his cock at the entrance to my ass!!!

I was toally unprepared for an anal assault.!!!


 ³²NO, Please!! Not that², I pleaded.

But he just  groaned, and the volume of the groan increased as he pushed harder at
the impossibly tight hole. Suddenly, the head popped in.


"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" I  screamed,  trying to pull  away with all my r might. One half second later, to my surprise I was  was sitting Indian style against the headboard, crying and clutching a pillow to my  naked breasts. 

I panted.  ³ It would kill me to take a dick back there. I'm sorry, please use my pussy whoevr you eant, but not that please, not that.²" 

³Tell you what,², the man said, ³Iıll make a deal with you. I think I want your ass more than I want your to rape your pussy. You let me have your ass, and Iıll make sure my brothers donıt do nuthinı you donıt tell me ahead a time its okay for them to do you, other than fucking your pussy of course.²

I shook my head and then I nodded. It occured to e, that he could just rape my ass anyway, I couldnıt stop him, but maybe this way, Iıd never have to endure THAT from his ³brothers². If he was telling the truth.



He had me lay down again face down on thebed, my  arms and legs stretching oward the four corners of the bed. In a minute I  was securely tied in that position.


He quickly repositioned his body on top of mine, and I tensed up and began to tremble as his throbbing hard-on probed between my  butt and pressed firmly against the tight round hole of my ass. His hands snaked under my body , tightly gripping small breasts. Then, in what can only  be described as the most painful moment in my entire  life, he lunged  forward HARD. That baton-like cock rammed itself  in DEEP,  and I could feel his pubic hair tickling her  assıs skin while his balls slapped into my  wet vaginal slit.  The sudden  move had forced her pelvis down into the bed, but now  his strong hands pulled me back, forcing my butt upward onto his cock, the last inch ripping into her 
bowels.

White hot agony shot up  my spine as the intense pain washed over my  wholebeing. I struggled and squirmed as much as the bonds would allow,  and screamed  "STOP!  TAKE IT OUT! OH GOD, PLEEEESE, NO! NO!  NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!"

My  frantic attempt to escape had pulled my body forward a couple of inches in spite of the tight bondage. Determined to reclaim the lost territory, he gripped my poor body  tighter still and shoved forward again, this 
time flattening her buttocks with his hairy groin.

"AAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHhhhh...."  I screammed .  then, began to sob, as he  yanked his
hands roughly from under my  breasts, grabbing my  butt again and yanking the cheeks apart as hard as he could while pushing forward with his hips. 



 "SOOOOO goooooddddddssssUh, yeahhhh!" he grunted, thrusting harder still and then giving me more pain than I thought a body could take and live. 

He began to thrust even more powerfully in and out , and I tossed my  head from side to side, moaning the word "NO" over and over again.   I was in agony,  but this just semd to give my rapist added incentive 
continued to thrust even more brurally and rapidly in and out of my ass.   I tried  to lay still except when the pain of a particularly cruel thrust caused  my body to jerk involuntarily, the strain on her muscles adding to her misery. 

³You know wht Babe? I think it would be totally unfair not to let my brothers have a go at this fine ass. Maybe Iıll let Bubba have your ass, while Iım making you suck my cock later.²

With that, the tempo of his already devastating momentum increased sharply. It seemed as if cock actually got thicker as what he continued to pound ever harder into me.. Louder screams tried to escape 
 my  now hoarse throa, as my  rectal walls, already stretched beyond my ability to endure were distended still further.

"Oh my GawwwddddD!" He cried out,  and he seemed surprised by the intensity of his orgasm as he planted his cock deep. The last thrust caused me  so much pain that I clenched my  buttocks tight in an attempt to stop his movement. Spurt afters purt of boiling hot semen rocketed through his dick past the tight stricture of my  sphincter. Jet after jet sprayed deep into my  bowels, and then suddenly we both collapsed senseless on the bed; He from the intense ecstasy (he told me later) of the best orgasm  of his life, me from the sheer agony of the most painful ordeal imaginable.

Another spasm of pain caught me  by surprise as he withdrew  his still erect penis caused my  battered rectal ring to stretch even further to release the oversized helmet of his now slick rod. I lay there quietly sobbing, 
as finally rolled his weight off me.. 



³Guess what my little fuck-toy, Iım still hard and horney!!²


He once against  positioned the head of his steel hard monsterous cock at the entrance of my pussy.

"The guys should be here in about 15 minutes, bitch, so I'm gonna try and make this fast. Wanna get a good fuck in before we get you ready for yer guests," he laughed.

To my amazement, he  almost gently and slowly inched his huge cock past the lips of my pussy


But his gentleness didnıt last very long. He started pushing his monsterous cock hard  into me in one incrediably painful long thrust. I felt him rip into me, smash something loose inside me. I screamed out at the tearing pain, but he just laughed and with one huge hand, began slowly and gently rubbing my clit.

³Yaaaaa, good, pussy...², he grunted as  relentlessly shoved his massive cock inside me. I was hurt too badly to do anything but shudder and gasp. There was nothing I could do to save myself, I was powerless. All I could do was hold on tight to the very creature that was hurting me so much, and keep my legs stretched as wide apart as I possibly could, and pray.


Unbelievably, I felt waves of pleasure mix  in with the pain that threatened to make me pass out.

³Yeah..awww...what a tight pussy...², the man moaned, thrusting ever harder, deeper into me.

³Yaaaaa, good, pussy...², he grunted as  relentlessly shoved his massive cock inside me. I was hurt too badly to do anything but shudder and gasp. There was nothing I could do to save myself, I was powerless. All I could do was pray that he would cum soon.


He must have truly loved knowing the agnoy I was in, because he began laughing insanely, as he continued  his rape of my poor my pussy, pounding into me forcefully, almost making it hard to breathe under the impact of his ever increasing brutaly, poweful furious thrusts.


I could feel every bump and vein on his huge penis as it slammed powerfully into my pussy, and then he began to pick up the pace  of  slamming into me, a furious pace that seemed to get more brutal with each stroke. He grabbed me around the waist and pulled me hard into him so that he could fuck me harder, pounding into my pussy. 


And then his thrusts came even faster, were delivered with even more force and pain as he came and and flooded my insides with his white hot cum. He pulled out of me and wiped his cock, sticky with my blood and his cum on the inside of my leg.


"What will you do if I untie you bitch?", the man said.

"Whatever you want me to do," I sobbed, "Master." He had hurt me beyond anything I had imagined possible. I was terrified of him. I didn't want to endure his assault upon my body ever again.....And yet I meant every word as I said. "I 'm yours, and I only want to please you."

³ And my friends, my brothers, you know you must please them to??²

³Yes, ³ I 	whispered, knowing that his friends, his ³brothers²  would be just a brutal as he had been.

But perhaps, at last, I would have peace of mind.


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