Tori's Sexual Awakenings - Part 1

Written with the honesty of Tori,
Made possible by the love of Jack





Prelude: How the story came to be......

     She lay in their bed with such silent yearning. Her pussy
screamed for attention and even though she knows it will take
just a mere word to him she remains quiet, silently hoping that
he will come to her without her having to ask. She is so aroused
that the dogs are even turning her on. Not that she wouldn't
hesitate to take advantage of their return home, if she were
alone. Even that is a mystery to her, that she would need to be
alone, because he not only knows about her love of dogs but
encourages it. He loves all of her twisted desires. And it is
because of him that she is even able to admit those desires even
to herself. So, as she lies in their bed she thinks back to the
beginning of her sexual awakenings. Well, as far back as she can
remember anyway.



The beginning and Uncle Wayne's love........

	Tori was a beautiful child - long silky blond hair and blue eyes
that seemed to look right into your soul even at the tender age
of five years old. That summer of her fifth year she was very
excited because she was going to be spending the summer down
south with her Grandparents. She loved summers down south. There
was even an ice-cream man who came by at night time! But most of
all was her most favorite uncle, Wayne.
     Uncle Wayne was a kid too, only 10 years older than her, but
to Tori he was all growed up. He was so cool, always fixing up
bikes and getting into trouble. All the neighbor boys and her
cousins thought he was cool too and they tried to be just like
him. They were all just stupid boys though. However, none of that
really mattered to Tori. Uncle Wayne was her favorite uncle
because he loved her best of all. He didn't just whisper that to
her when everyone else was sleeping but he showed her by how he
made her body feel so good. Of course she had to make sure that
no one else ever knew about it because all the other cousins
would get jealous and then Uncle Wayne wouldn't love her best
anymore. She knew this because he told her lots of times so that
she would never forget.



Waking up after the house sleeps.........

     Uncle Wayne would wait until everyone else in the house was
asleep and then he would gently wake little Tori up. This had
become a nightly ritual that was repeated many times over the
years. Tori can not remember when it started but she knows it was
already occurring that summer. She loved it when he would wake
her up at night. That was their special time. Uncle Wayne would
wake her and then lay there next to her. If there were many
cousins with her in bed then they would move to the floor. Uncle
Wayne was always gentle with her and he took as much pleasure in
learning how to please her young body as he did teaching her how
to please him. Slowly he would take off her panties and slide her
nightie up so that he could touch her all over. He would also
slide his underwear down so that he could so her just where and
how to touch his cock. Tenderly Uncle Wayne explored her body. He
really wasn't attracted to her boyish chest but he delighted in
watching her body react to all his touches. Uncle Wayne learned
to teach her how to get him off first or sometimes she might be
too sleepy after cumming. So he would just lightly touch her to
get her aroused and then he would guide her down to his hardened
cock. He was amazed at the sensation of her little hands wrapping
around his cock. Even though she was inexperienced just the fact
that she was touching him in such a forbidden way made him fight
to keep from cumming right then and there. But Uncle Wayne had
much he wanted to teach Tori. He had her then lick his cock just
the way he taught her. Tori took as much as his cock as she could
fit into her mouth (just the head really) and sucked on it like
it was a yummy pickle just like he told her. Tori loved pickles
and sucking the juice out. She didn't really like Uncle Wayne's
juice but he always pulled it out before it made her sick. Tori
would hold onto his cock real tight and close her eyes until he
told her okay. Then while Uncle Wayne was getting his breath
right Tori would move back up to the pillow. That is when he
would touch her special place. He move down and spread her legs
open so that he could lie between them. Then he would slowly
spread her little pussy lips apart so that he could see all of
her beautiful baby pussy. Uncle Wayne would hold her pussy open
with one hand while he searched for that special spot he called
her clit with the fingers of his other hand. He always knew when
he found her clit because of the way she would arch her back and
try not to whimper out loud. Slowly and lightly he would rub that
little nub of a clit while feeling it harden under his fingertip.
He knew by the swelling of her pussy and the juices that began to
flow out that she was ready for more. As he started to rub her
clit harder he would lower his mouth onto her pussy and begin to
lick and suck the juices out as her hot pussy prepared to cum.
When he knew that she was starting to cum he would stop rubbing
her overly sensitive clit and hold her pussy open with both hands
while he licked as far inside her sweet baby cunt as he dared to
go. If there was a chance of anyone hearing he would have her on
her stomach at this point so that she could moan into the pillow.
Many times her orgasm would begin to excite him again. Tori could
be such a good little girl. She knew just what to do when he
would slide her back down to his waist. Tori would once again
take Uncle Wayne's cock into her tiny and at this point trembling
hands. She would watch it grow in her little baby hands and then
she would kiss and lick it just how he liked it. Some nights they
would play like that for a long, long time until she fell asleep.
She would wake up with her private spot feeling all good and
tickly inside.



Family play time.........

     Tori loved the other games that Uncle Wayne played when
everyone was awake too. He always found a way to tickle her
private spot without anyone else seeing. Sometimes Uncle Wayne
would carry Little Tori on his shoulders and would make sure that
he had a hand on her bottom so that she would not fall. Or he
would hold onto her thighs way up high. Which ever way he held on
to her Uncle Wayne always had at least one or two fingers busy
stroking her baby clit. Tori would have to hold on to Uncle Wayne
very tightly so that she wouldn't fall if she came. Tori would
sit up there feeling the wonderful feeling of Uncle Wayne making
her pussy feel so good while many times he was also watching her
parents to make sure they didn't notice. Or he would watch a
movie with her and all the other cousins. Uncle Wayne always
picked out a scary movie to watch and made sure that there was a
blanket for all the kids to hide under. He always let Tori sit
next to him because she was the youngest and so that he could
stroke her pussy under the blanket right there with everyone in
the same room. No one ever noticed his hand under the blanket and
Tori learned to always make sure that she wore very loose pj's
for those nights. If Tori happened to make any noise or move
around the other kids just thought that it was because she was
baby and was getting scared from the movie. That is when Uncle
Wayne would play along and pull her up onto his lap to "make her
feel safe". There in front of a room full of cousins Uncle Wayne
would stroke her pussy while rubbing his hard cock against her
bottom. Another one of her favorite games that he even played
with all the other kids was "The Monster under the Bed" game.
Each child would dangle an arm or a leg over the side of the bed
and the monster would grab that child and pull him/her under the
bed while all the other kids screamed and jumped on top of the
bed. Always, when it was Tori's turn the "monster" would spend an
extra few minutes rubbing or licking her hot little clit while he
stroked his cock. Tori had the very bestest uncle in the whole
world and he loved her the most.



A tender and gentle love......

      The special love that Uncle Wayne showed Tori continued over the
years. Either she would spend summers down south or he would come
up north with the family to her house. He would wait until
everyone else was sleeping and then gently wake her to continue
their special way of showing their love. Only one time did Uncle
Wayne do anything that was physically painful. That one time he
tried to finger her pussy she cried out in pain. He quickly
stopped and held her close while apologizing and promising never
to hurt her again. He kept his word and only showered his special
girl with experiences of ecstasy much beyond what her young body
should have known for many years to come.



A young broken heart and illusions of betrayal......

     For the next eight years little Tori looked forward to
visits with Uncle Wayne with a lustful excitement far beyond her
age. Then with the onset of puberty and "official" sexual
education, Tori suddenly became aware of what their "special
relationship" really was. In her young and relatively innocent
mind she mistakenly believed that she had been raped by this man
she loved so dearly. The pain and feelings of betrayal were worse
than anything she had ever experienced. Even the feelings of
emotional rejection from her own parents did not cause her the
suffering that this mistaken belief did. She kept this agony
silent as she had kept the years of pleasure silent. And this
silence was also borne out of the love Tori had for Uncle Wayne.
She loved him too much to want anything bad to happen to him. And
this love only added to the shame she began to feel in herself.



Shameful and forbidden jealousies and desires......

      Nothing was ever said, but he could sense by her distant
attitude that the relationship had come to an end. He made no
further attempts at any sexual contact. And that hurt Tori almost
as much as the "betrayal". She felt so dirty for lusting after
her Uncle Wayne. She was now old enough to know what "incest" was
and that it was a very dirty and nasty thing. Everyone said so.
She hated herself for the anger she felt at God for making him
her uncle. And, when he married a year or two later, oh how she
burned with jealousy. She would join the other kids in listening
to Uncle Wayne fucking his wife and even though she would giggle
with them over the words that were used, inside Tori would be
silently screaming over how that should be her in there with him.
And yet once when he woke her in the middle of the night months
later she froze as he drunkenly held her and kept asking if she
was still his "special girl". She made an excuse of having to go
to the bathroom and then hid until he passed out next to his wife
in another room. Again, Tori felt the conflicting emotions of
fear and jealousy. When his marriage ended Tori felt a hidden joy
for she had by now begun to fantasize about the two of them
running off and living together where no one knew the truth of
their incestuous relationship. But that was merely a fairy-tale,
never meant to come true,



The fantasy that became reality only to kill the dream.....

	Tori lost her virginity at fourteen to prove to a boyfriend that
she wasn't a "tease" and then later ended up pregnant at the age
of fifteen. Uncle Wayne now married to his second wife and also
expecting a child, brought his family up north for a visit. In
the middle of the night Tori felt the still remembered touch of
her Uncle gently waking her. And there in the living room,
surrounded by other family members, as when she was little, Tori
allowed Uncle Wayne to make love to her. She had fantasized about
this moment so many times but nothing could prepare her for the
wonderful feeling of his cock gently sliding into her pussy. The
feeling of her uncle's cock inside her wet pussy felt so right.
She had only been with three other guys and only a few times at
that, so she had yet to feel the physical joy of being fucked. Up
until that moment, fucking was a still uncomfortable way to
please a guy. But this felt different. This felt like how fucking
had always been described to her. It was if she couldn't get
enough of his hard cock fucking her, fucking her as she had so
often fantasized about. It was so much more than she had always
dreamed it would be. Tori didn't want it to ever end but all too
soon it was over. Afterwards, Tori and Uncle Wayne snuck outside
and had a long and open talk. Uncle Wayne explained how he had
fallen in love with a little girl when he was just a boy and that
he was wrong for allowing it to continue after he became a man.
He blamed himself for many things such as her teen pregnancy but
he had no regrets for having fallen in love with her, no matter
how wrong it was. However, by the time the sun had risen, Tori's
lover was gone and in his place was an uncle she never wanted. So
ends Tori's first relationship and that first important chapter
in her life and early introduction to sexual pleasures.







But perhaps there are more stories yet untold......

     What of all the times she was growing up and Uncle Wayne
wasn't around? What did Tori do then to provide her pussy with
the pleasure her little body so craved? Those are stories yet to
be told.



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