Author: Kathy Mizen 
Title: WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
Summary:  Early in our relationship, Kathy wrote this entire story about us for me (I added the editorial comments after we broke up).  It almost became a true story.  Part 1 is a mostly true account of our early relationship.  Part 2, alas, never came to be--in my absence after leaving Cleveland, Kathy was swept off her feet by a rich doctor who she worked with, ending our relationship and destroying our plans.
Keywords: M/F Fpov Fsub Mdom true rom cheat slutwife cons bondage oral ws tragic caution
Language: english

WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN 

By Kathy Mizen

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 * FORWARD BY HUNGRY GUY *
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    Early in our relationship, Kathy wrote this entire story about us for me (I added the editorial comments after we broke up).  It almost became a true story.  Part 1 is a mostly true account of our early relationship.  Part 2, alas, never came to be--in my absence after leaving Cleveland, Kathy was swept off her feet by a rich doctor who she worked with, ending our relationship and destroying our plans.

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 * PART 1: WHAT WAS *
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    Kitty knew for a long time that Ron was cheating.  She just didn't have the concrete proof she felt she needed.  She did, however, have her own proof.  She'd been unpleasantly surprised by high phone bills with 1-900 numbers; she'd figured out the words by spelling out the numbers.  She'd find cable bills with Playboy pay-per-views she didn't order.  Once she found a secret email Ron had, and through trial and error figured out his password to a personals site where he stated he was separated and was looking for someone for a casual relationship.  She worked nights for years, and his excuse was he was bored and lonely.  He admitted to going on a double date after coming home from a college final at 2 AM with a busted head.  His high school sweetheart called after Ron told Kitty to expect a call from her because she was selling her house.  Before Kitty gave him the phone, she asked his ex if she was selling her house.  Of course the answer was no.  Ron came home smelling of sex twice during their 9-year marriage.  They had two children together.  Kitty already had two of her own when she met Ron.  She never felt good enough for him.  She was almost four years his senior.  He was very attractive, a marine.  She was mediocre in the looks department--especially after having his children, gaining weight and more scars on her belly.  Her self esteem plummeted.  She'd been mistaken for his mother a time or two

    Kitty stayed because she couldn't bear to be alone.  She knew that, if she knew nothing else about herself.  She was even told that a friend of her family had gone to a bar with Ron and Kitty's brother--and had given Ron head!  Of course he denied it--for years!  She figured if he was going to be unfaithful anyway, she'd rather know about it, so she told Ron she'd be OK with swinging.  They searched for months, on and off, and found nothing.  Kitty looked at porn with her husband.  She didn't think it was a turn-on at all.  Then she found sites depicting women being pissed on, and throat-fucked, and she couldn't get enough of it!  She started looking without him.  The same old thing became boring.  She found an erotic story that intrigued her to no end.  She liked the story so much, she read whatever she could get her hands on by this writer, _Hungry Guy._  Finally, she answered his ad to be his cum sponge.  She mentioned that she was married, and she and her husband were seriously considering swinging.  She wasn't getting much of a response from this guy and was growing frustrated.  She answered more of his ads--to be his slave, to be his toilet.  She told him her deepest secrets in one of his surveys.  She gave him her cell number, her real address--not without trepidation.  Eventually, they were talking almost daily.  Was she teasing him?  She didn't quite know herself.

    In the meantime, Ron decided he didn't like Kitty talking to this story-writer, and demanded she stop all contact.  Kitty felt that after all he'd done she didn't owe him, and continued this budding relationship with Hungry Guy for whom she'd begun to develop feelings.  Ron and Kitty got into some awful fights--one ending in Ron spending a night in jail for striking Kitty because she wouldn't share her emails between Hungry and herself with Ron.

    The next morning, she picked Ron up from court, and they made an agreement that Ron would let Kitty go to Hungry Guy for a couple of days, and she would let him have his own fling.  She no longer cared.  Hungry was her shield against being hurt anymore by Ron's actions.  Kitty had this Hungry Guy fella as hot for her as she was for him, and they decided they were going to get together and live out some of their fantasies.  One day, Kitty hopped in her truck and headed to New York to make this happen.  She called Hungry on her way and asked him to meet her halfway, which he did.  He brought her to his home and she tried to be his fuckmouth mattress, as they'd talked about for so long, but she found she couldn't breathe with him on top of her.  He did manage to fuck her mouth and shoot his load down her throat while she was tied immobile to his bed.  And he wore her for his cum sponge for awhile also, until the lack of air under the down comforter was too much for her to bear, and she took the harness off her head.  Hungry had as many things to learn about keeping a slave as Kitty had to learn about being one.  He woke her up twice to urinate into her mouth as if she were a human urinal.  The second time was sheer torture!  She ran to the bathroom to drink a gallon of water from the faucet, and when she climbed back into bed Hungry fastened a chain around her ankle with a padlock.  The chain was a heavy one and attached to a secure hook in his bedroom ceiling.  She had mentioned that she'd like to be kept against her will, and panicked when she realized he really was going to keep her an indefinite amount of time.  She managed to grab her cell and made an excuse to use the bathroom, which almost failed because he seriously expected her to just use a bucket!  Kitty sent a few texts to Ron, and before she knew it, the police were at his door.  Kitty heard the police mentioning prison time for her Guy, and she panicked.  She couldn't let him go to prison for something he wasn't guilty of!  She had to see him, but the cops weren't letting her out of their car.  She admitted to the cops that this was a consensual arrangement, and that she just panicked when she didn't know when he was planning on letting her go.  He was off the hook.  She signed a statement at the station, then was let go out on the streets to fend for herself until her husband arrived by car seven hours later.  She realized she left her coat at Hungry's and sent him a text asking for it.  He told her he'd mail it to her.  She was heartbroken.  He must hate her.  She told him she made sure that he wasn't in trouble for any of this, and that he was mean not to bring her coat to her.  He called her.  Kitty's heart swelled--he was going to bring her coat to her!  They ended up spending the day together.  She showered at his house, and he made her lunch.  Kitty and Hungry spent much of the day at the mall.  They got matching tee shirts.  He bought her luggage so she didn't have to feel like a bag lady, carrying her belongings in a ripped, oversized Ziplock bag.  They fell in love that day.  Leaving him behind, parked down the street from the police department to watch her safely get into her car with her husband was one of the hardest things she'd ever had to do.  They were perfect for each other in so many ways.  They planned to get together again, even if it was only for a brief time.  This time Hungry came to Cleveland.  Kitty and Ron had found a swingers' club in The Flats, and went there the following Saturday night.  Kitty slipped away, after having to give some professor a blowjob in order for Ron to get with the professor's girlfriend.  Kitty had had way too much tequila.  She managed to slip away and meet Hungry outside the club.

    _(KATHY:  Sorry, Hungry, for not telling you about that.  It's not one of my proudest moments.  I only did it for a minute, and the guy saw how drunk I was and led me to a sofa to lie down.  He didn't finish or anything yucky like that.)_

    _(HUNGRY GUY:  "Yucky?"  Does that mean it was yucky when you did the same thing with me back in my hotel room later that night?  Shit, Kathy!  I should have seen you for the cheater that you are that night.  I'm actually starting to feel sympathy for Aaron, despite the evil thing he tried to do to me.)_

    They hailed a taxi and made it back to Hungry's hotel room, but Kitty was too drunk to do anything but complain about how nauseous she was, then pass out before the subs Hungry ordered for them could arrive.  When she awoke the next morning, Hungry was removing her top and bra.  Then he sent lightning through her by suckling her right breast.  She called off work, then let him tie her up and put a shock collar on her.  They wanted to know if he'd feel the shock while he was down her throat.  Well, he didn't, and she didn't like it, so he removed it.  Then he filled her throat with cum while he lay on top of her, fucking her mouth while she held her breath until he came in waves of ecstasy.  Then she bucked him off of her, making her taste some of his seed.  They lay cuddled in the bed, while she wondered what the heck she was going to tell Ron.  Then she saw his text to her saying he knew she was with Hungry, and she'd lost him.  Again she panicked.  She left the hotel after giving Hungry a kiss goodbye, and begged forgiveness from Ron.  He picked Kitty up just outside the hotel about a half-hour later.  She loved two men, and didn't know what the hell to do.  She knew that whatever she did, she couldn't leave her children behind.

    _(HUNGRY GUY:  Jeez, Kathy!  You told Aaron what hotel I was at?  You once told me that his hands are registered lethal weapons!  What if he came back to my hotel and killed me?)_

    Hungry and Kitty's love continued to grow.  Before he left town, he secretly met her at a museum while her family looked at dinosaur bones.  That's where they had to say goodbye.

    Kitty had to see him again before he left Cleveland!  She showered, fixed her hair, and lay in bed waiting for Ron to fall asleep, so that she could at least bring him to the train station.  She was beating herself up at 4 am, when she realized she'd slept through all of her plans.  She called Hungry frantic, hoping he wasn't on the train yet.  He was, of course.  She was going to bring him home to help her pack and leave that day with all her children.  Ron had left for work before 4:30.  Kitty was crushed.  

    They made plans for her to bring her kids and move in with him.  They shared another fantasy.  She knew he wanted a human mattress.  What he didn't know is that she'd fantasized many times about being inside a mattress and used.  They made plans to get a thick foam mattress and cut a Kitty-shaped hole in it for her to lie in while he covered her and the mattress with a sheet--with a custom hole in it of course!  He'd have his human mattress, and she'd be inside a mattress being used in whatever way he chose to use his new mattress.

    He bought a full-sized bunk bed for her kids.  She packed a little each day.  She felt guilty.  He loved her no matter what.  She thought about him night and day.  They'd be together soon.

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 * PART 2: WHAT WAS NOT *
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    They were together at last!  The kids were finally asleep.  She'd been in New York for almost two weeks now and filed for a legal separation from Ron.  Letting go of someone she loved so fiercely for so long was hard.  

    But she was with her Hungry Guy now.  She was inside his foam mattress!  She was shackled, and the fitted sheet was attached snugly with sheet grabbers.  Kitty had a ring gag in her mouth and a posture collar on.  She felt Hungry lie on her, but she could bear it now, because she wasn't bearing all of his weight--the foam part of the mattress bore most of it.  She lay there in the darkness a moment before she felt his cock push into her mouth.  With the gag holding her mouth open, all she could do was work her tongue around his cock.  He started pumping his hips on her face, forcing his cock deeper, almost into her esophagus.  He had that darned comforter on, and she was having a difficult time catching any air.  Guy came long and hard down her throat then laid there until his member went flaccid.  Kitty felt light-headed at that point, gasping for air in the oxygen-deprived region under the sheet and the comforter and Hungry.  His dick quivered, then released the contents of his bladder into her mouth as she struggled to swallow and breathe what was mostly her recycled air.  She was grateful for the beer he'd drank to make sure his urine was somewhat dilute, which almost made it palatable.  Hungry grunted and let out a fart for her to enjoy.

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