Date: Tue, 6 Jun 2000 13:56:55 -0700 (PDT)
From: Harmless Scholar <harmless_scholar@totalmail.com>
Subject: Early Sexual Memories: Corey's Story

Early Sexual Memories: Corey's Story
collected by Harmless Scholar
harmless_scholar@totalmail.com

(m/m, m/F, m/M, inc, pedo, cons)

Description: Corey describes his earliest sexual experiences with his best
friend Will as well as a later experience with an older man and woman.


So you want to know my earliest sexual memories?

I guess it would have to be when I was nine years old. My friend Will (a
year older than me) and I had found some hardcore porn magazines in the
alley behind our houses. We went up to his attic and took a look at
them. This led to us comparing boners and then we decided to imitate the
pictures in the magazines by blowing each other. Neither one of us could
cum, so after a while we stopped. But we would periodically go up into his
sweltering attic, take off all of our clothes, look at the magazines and
suck each other's dicks. It was so hot in that damn attic that nobody else
in his house would go up there, so we were safe. And it was kind of neat to
be all naked and sweaty and horny in that dirty, hot attic. I'm surprised
that his mom never caught on, since we came down from the attic in clean,
dry clothes, while our bodies were wet with sweat and dirty with dust.

Will and I did that together for four more years. When I was eleven I
started cumming, but Will couldn't do it until almost a year later. One of
those arrested development issues, I guess. Anyway, being able to cum made
things a lot more fun and interesting. And of course, being so young, we
could cum many times. In the cooler months we would spend even more time up
in the attic. We set up our own room up there, kind of a clubhouse, with an
old couch, a working color TV that someone threw away because its cabinet
was cracked, our video games, some comic books, and our hardcore porn. In
the late fall/winter/early spring, the attic temperature was nice enough
for us to spend hours up there, but the catch-22 was that it was cool
enough for Will's family to come upstairs and check on us. Sometimes we
would be in a 69 on the couch and hear Will's mom slowly come up the attic
stairs, and we'd have to quickly throw on our jeans and shirts. The attic
stairs were very rickety and Will's parents moved very slowly, so we always
had plenty of advance warning, but even so, they still scared the hell out
of us when we heard their footsteps on the attic stairs.

So that was how I got into gay sex. Will and I were best friends and
lovers, but we didn't consider each other boyfriends or anything. Most of
the time we would just say, "Wanna fool around?" and if we weren't already
in the attic, we'd go up there and get naked and get to it. Sometimes Will
would pull out the magazines and start rubbing himself, and then he would
pull his hard cock out, and that was another signal we used.

Will and I were built differently. I mean, at first when we were kids we
had similar bodies, but as we grew older we became different. I turned into
a stocky teenager, built like a football player, with a cock of average
length (about 5.5 inches) but substantial girth (about two inches wide). I
didn't have much body hair at the time. Will was sort of tall for his age
and skinny, with short red hair and some freckles. He didn't have much body
hair either except for a few pubes on his scrotum. Will's cock (I can still
picture it perfectly in my mind) went from being a little 3-inch morsel to
a nice 6.5 inch size, about an inch or so wide. The head of it was dark red
and the shaft was a pinkish-beige, with a thick vein running down the
top. His head and shaft were about the same size, where my cock head was a
little bigger than my shaft. Both of us were circumsized.

I have a few other memories, too. I hope they're not too controversial for
this.

When I was twelve, I drove across the country with my uncle Adrian and his
ex-girlfriend Lisa. Adrian was taking Lisa to her new apartment in Boston,
and he asked my parents if I wanted to go. It was summer, and I was driving
my parents nuts, so they said it was OK. I should say that Adrian was about
twenty-six at the time and Lisa was twenty-five, I think.

The first night we stayed in a hotel in Nebraska. My uncle left to go get
ice and drinks, and while he was gone Lisa teased me a little bit. She
undressed very slowly and let me see her naked from behind, then got in the
shower. When Adrian came back with ice and drinks, he remembered that he
left his overnight bag in the car, so he went back out to the car. Then
Lisa came out of the shower again with just her towel on. She asked me if I
liked what I saw and I said yes. Then she dropped her robe and asked me
again, and I just nodded. My mouth was dry and my dick was so hard it
hurt. Then she sort of scowled and said "Then I don't know what's wrong
with Adrian and why he doesn't like me," and she started to get dressed.
Adrian came back with his overnight bag then.

That night Adrian and I shared a bed while Lisa slept in the other one.
While Adrian slept I cuddled with him and shyly touched his erect penis. He
didn't wake up so I got braver and grasped it. He still didn't wake up so I
reached into his underwear and held it. Then he grunted and rolled away
from me, so I panicked and also rolled over in the other direction,
pretending to be asleep. Nothing else happened that night -- I fell asleep
while pretending to be asleep.

The next night we stayed in a room with one big bed because Adrian insisted
it was cheaper. Lisa was pissed off and demanded that I sleep in the
middle. I waited for both of them to fall asleep and then I cuddled up
against Lisa. I slowly put my hand on her hip and she didn't respond, she
just kept breathing regularly and not moving. And my uncle was snoring
pretty loudly the whole time. So I ran my hand down her ass and she still
didn't move. Then I stuck my hand underneath her nightgown and put it right
on her panty-covered ass. I got braver because she still seemed to be
asleep. I put my hand underneath her panties and felt her bare ass. Then I
reached around her, slowly pulled up her nightgown and managed to barely
touch her left breast. I had my hand down in her panties feeling her ass
again when she rolled over and blinked at me. I yanked my hand away and
pretended to be asleep but she whispered, "Keep doing that." She took my
hand and put it in the front of her panties so I could feel her pussy. I
wasn't shocked at feeling all the hair because I had seen so much of it in
the porno mags, but I was surprised that she was all wet down there. I
didn't know if she had peed herself or what. She used her hand to guide my
fingers and soon I was rubbing her clit. She sighed and shuddered when she
came, then she pulled my hand out of her panties and kissed my fingertips.
"You're a good kid, Corey," she whispered before she rolled over. A few
minutes later she was asleep for real, snoring quietly, unlike my uncle who
was snoring loudly.

I was still awake and interested in my uncle's cock. He was sleeping on his
back which made him snore louder, but gave me good access to his dick. I
stuck my hand into his underpants again and felt his dick, which was now
soft. I squeezed it and pulled it until it got hard in my hands. Then I
stroked it a few times until my uncle quit breathing. I pulled my hand out
and stared at his face. He was still totally asleep. I slowly reached back
down and felt his dick again. It was so big and hard. Compared to mine it
was huge. It was so hard and hot.

I jacked him off in his sleep that night. He shot a big load all over my
hand, inside of his underpants, and on his own belly. I pulled my hand away
as he finished and quietly licked his tasty sperm off my hand. Then I
slowly, carefully beat myself off and finished by ejaculating in my hand
and drinking the liquid. Finally, sleep.

The next morning Adrian went straight to the bathroom and spent about half
an hour in there which was unusual for him. I think he was washing the
dried sperm off his body. While he was in there, Lisa woke up and cuddled
me in bed, covering my face with kisses and calling me a "sweet boy." She
smiled at me with this great big twinkling "I remember what we did" kind of
smile. Then when Adrian got out of the bathroom she went in. Adrian didn't
look at me while he was getting dressed.

That day we made it to Boston and dropped Lisa off. When she kissed me
goodbye it was on the mouth and she gave me a big hug. Then Adrian and I
turned around and started driving back.

We stayed in the same hotel room as the night before. Adrian got in the
shower and didn't put on any clothes when he got out. He said, "It's just
us guys here tonight, Corey, don't bother with your tighty-whiteys." While
we laid in bed Adrian picked out a hardcore porn movie on the pay-per-view.
It was then that I figured out he was gonna do something with me. We both
got hard while watching the movie and we both starting playing with
ourselves. Without saying anything Adrian reached over to feel my boner,
and I spread my legs to make myself more accessible for him.

He whispered, "Have you done this before?" and I nodded.

"With who?" he asked.

I said "A friend of mine back home."

After a few minutes Adrian asked, "You want to feel mine?" and I reached
over and held his big dick. In the light of the TV I could see that it was
about seven inches long and normal thickness, except for the head, which
was pretty fat and rounded, like a big knob. I was already familiar with
its texture and hardness. I started really jacking him off and he
whispered, "did you do this to me last night?" and I nodded again. My
stomach felt like it was falling away to nothing. I was so nervous and so
excited at the same time.

Finally Adrian said "Let me show you something" and he turned himself
around on the bed for a 69. Immediately he started to suck my cock and
balls. It felt so good, better than when Will did it. I stared at his big
cock which was now right in front of my face. I didn't know if I could fit
that big knob in my mouth. But I decided to try. I managed to get my lips
around it so I could tongue it and suck it. Adrian groaned with
appreciation. I wasn't able to do too much on his dick because he was
distracting me by sucking my cock so well. I gave up when I got close to
orgasm. I held his hips and pressed my face against his hard cock and
gasped as each wad of cum shot out of my dick and into his mouth. He drank
it all and sucked me until I got too sensitive. Then Adrian said, "You have
to do me now. I want to see you do it." He sat up in the bed and I got
between his legs. The whole time I was sucking that big dick, he was
looking down at me and running his hands through my hair or rubbing my
shoulders. I looked up at him a couple of times and he looked so
happy. Mostly I was sucking and licking the head while I jacked the shaft
with my hand. This was enough for him. He said "Corey, I'm gonna cum!" and
then he held my head in place with his fat knob filling up my mouth. I felt
the throbbing start in his shaft right before the cum started spilling
out. Luckily he was not a shooter, he was a dripper, so the cum filled up
my mouth without choking me. I pulled back finally and swallowed a big
mouthful of my uncle's sperm. He pulled me closer to him and kissed me with
his tongue, which was the first time anyone had ever done that to me. It
was so cool.

We fell asleep after the movie was over. The next day Adrian didn't say
anything about the night before, but when I got in the shower he got in
with me and starting rubbing my ass. Slowly he pushed me over so that I was
leaning against the shower wall, then he got on his knees and licked my
asshole. Oh God, that was so good, I can still remember it so clearly. He
was jerking my hard cock the whole time too. Then he stood up and tried to
penetrate me anally but I said NO! Adrian actually begged me to let him do
it, too! But I still said No Way. Finally he asked me to do it to him and I
still said no. At that point neither one of us were hard any more, we were
tired of arguing and the shower water was cold. So we got out, dried off
and said nothing more about it.

After a few hours in the car, Adrian said, "Mind if I ask you about your
friend back home, the one you fool around with?" and I said I didn't
mind. So we talked about Will for a bit (but I didn't mention Will's name)
and then Adrian unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard cock.

"You mind if I do this?" he asked and I shook my head no. I watched while
he jacked himself off to orgasm right there in the car. His jizz spilled
down his hand and shaft to his nest of pubic hair. To my surprise he didn't
try to clean up, he just put his sticky cock away and zipped up, then
rubbed his cum-covered hand on the bottom of the seat.

"So you like to fool around?" he asked.

I said, "So do you," kind of defensively.

He laughed and said "Yeah, I guess you know that. Do you want to do it
again tonight?" I thought about it and nodded. Then he asked me if I was
hard and I said yes and so he pulled over.

"Please Corey, let me suck you again, real quick." I pulled off my pants
and let him do it. It felt so great again. He played with my balls and ass
while he sucked me. When I came in his mouth he drank all of it easily, and
kept sucking me until I was limp and sore, and pushed him away.

We talked about homosexuality and heterosexuality for a while, then a few
hours later he was hard again. He took his sticky cock out and held it
while he asked me to suck it. I said no way, it's all sticky and dirty, and
Adrian replied that it was better that way. So I reluctantly put my head in
his lap and sucked him while he drove. At first I didn't like the smell of
his old cum, but the taste was good and it was easier to suck and jack him
somehow. I held his big knob between my lips while he spilled semen in my
mouth, a much smaller load than before.

In the hotel room that night we stripped naked immediately and started
making out on the bed. It was so great, but Adrian ruined it by trying to
assfuck me again. I screamed NO!! and he begged me to be quiet. He promised
never to do it again and I said OK. He said he would make it up to me by
sucking me off twice tonight, which he did. It was so awesome. The first
time I came pretty quickly, then he kissed my balls and thighs, and then he
sucked and tongued my asshole really hard until I got erect again. Then it
took a little longer for me to cum again, and when I did it was just a few
drops, but it felt great.

When we finally went to sleep, he was laying on his back and I had my head
on his stomach with my hand around his cock and balls.

The next morning in the shower, he sucked me off again and I sucked him
too. On the road back to my town, we each sucked each other off one more
time. It was so thrilling, I can't describe it.

He dropped me off at home and I was sorry to see him go, but kind of
relieved, too. I can't explain it.

Several times after that, my uncle Adrian would approach me in private and
ask if I wanted to "fool around" again but I always said "No." Now I wish I
had said "yes" and I wish I had set up some kind of three-way with me and
him and Will. But I guess hindsight is 20/20.

That's about it.

