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 Kids Grow Up
   By Romany
   (M/g)
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This is a fictional story involving the sexual contact between an underage
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   Arlington Massachusetts - 1989
   Jared Hadyn could recall the actual moment he became obsessed with his
daughter Kim's best friend, Lisa Owen from next door.  Lisa had been coming
to their house since her family moved there when she was eight; the same
age as Kim.  The two girls became inseparable and for the last three years
had often spent nights as sleepovers at each other's house.  And then one
day shortly after Lisa's twelfth birthday, Jared looked up from his
newspaper at the sound of the girls voices and saw Lisa and Kim heading
through the living room.  Lisa was wearing sleeveless top and tight jeans
that seemed to be the stock uniform for generations, and for the first time
he was struck by the accentuating taper of the preteen's waist and
broadening of the hips.  He hadn't noticed the neighbor girl's body
changing before.  His daughter Kim had the straight body shape of a boy,
yet she was two months older than Lisa.  With her short hair there was
always an androgynous look about Kim.  An appearance to her that made
strangers look hard to discern if she was a young girl or boy.  In contrast
to Kim's short brown hair, Lisa had a thick luscious blond mane that fell
over her shoulders and gave the instant impression of a girl older than her
years.  The change in her body accentuated the impression and Jared was
noticing it for the first time.  As the girls disappeared into the kitchen,
Jared ogled Lisa's shapely butt as it disappeared from view into the
kitchen, and he sat enthralled at how quickly the girl had changed.  He
made a passing reference about Lisa to his wife Elaine later that evening.
   "When did Lisa get to be so grown up?" he said quietly so Kim in the
next room could not hear.
   Elaine chuckled and waggled her finger at Jared.
   "Naughty naughty," she chuckled.
   "Well it seems like she's just exploded," he laughed.
   "Yes I know.  She's on the cusp of puberty already...unlike Kimmy," his
wife answered.
   "Some girls blossom early, some late.  Lisa is one of the early
ones...I'm afraid Kim's destined to be a late bloomer.  Like I was," she
said with a wicked grin and leaned towards Jared and kissed him lightly on
the mouth.
   "But Kimmy will get there in the end...like I did darling," she said
with a grin and lightly tapped his crotch as she moved towards the bench
with their dirty plates from dinner.
   The discussion on Lisa was effectively turned off by switching it to Kim
and then killed by reference to Elaine's own puberty, so Jared did not go
back to discuss Lisa.  He was genuinely interested in how the girl had
developed almost overnight and his smart, attractive, wife of fifteen years
would have the answers.  Now he would have to wait until their daughter Kim
started to change before he could receive some education on girls and
puberty; and according to Elaine, this would be later rather than sooner.
Just how much later he had no idea.  But from that day on, when Lisa
appeared at their house, Jared's interest in the girl was quite different
to the scant regard he had for her as a girl prior to this physical
metamorphosis she was going through.  And as he had only noted the girl
from the rear, he was even more surprised when he saw her from the front
the next day, walking across the grass from her place into Jared and
Elaine's yard.  The tight blue jeans and the bare waist below the tight
tank top she wore made her very alluring.  He watched her walk towards
their house from the upstairs den and he swallowed hard noting her breasts
were quite obvious under the tank top.  He hadn't seen those the day
before. From this angle, and looking down on her as she approached, she
looked as if she could easily have been fifteen or sixteen.  Just as the
girl closed on the rear porch of his house, she looked up; directly at him.
He was paralyzed with a flash of embarrassment realizing she was aware he
had been staring at her as she approached.  She paused and then smiled and
raised her hand at her side in a small wave.  Realizing she had caught him
staring at her, he nervously waved back.  As she moved out of view, hidden
by the ridge line of the roof and onto the porch Jared realized he was
trembling.
   "God what am I?" he whispered under his breath.  "Have I become
infatuated with my daughter's best friend?"
   He looked around quickly as if Elaine was there to hear him.  He
strained his ears hard and heard the distant sound of the TV below in the
living room.  The last he knew, Elaine was in the kitchen and Lisa and her
ten year old brother Sam were parked on chairs watching some pop music
show. Jared wiped his brow as if he was sweating profusely but in reality
it was a simple nervous reaction to him being caught in voyeuristic
behavior by the approaching preteen.  He could not get the girl out of his
mind.  He tried unsuccessfully to raise the girl's bodily changes once more
with his wife.  He wanted her to give him the benefit of her experience on
pubescent girls; and what Kim might be thinking seeing her best friend
develop in a way that she had not; yet was older by two months.  Oh sure he
had an idea about female puberty, but for some strange reason he wanted to
actually hear Elaine relate this from her first hand experience and be able
to place the budding preteen Lisa's development into the reality that was
her burgeoning womanly body.  Elaine skirted the topic once more and he
realized she did so, not because she didn't want to talk about it, but
because she was interrupted by their phone ringing almost as soon as he had
worked around to mentioning Kim and how she might feel about Lisa's bodily
advancement.  The discussion never even got going so at least Elaine could
not suspect his darker interest in the girl's development.  A question
about their daughter in comparison to Lisa was entirely appropriate.  It
just remained unanswered as the phone interruption distracted Elaine, such
that she forgot what he had asked.
   And so for the next few weeks, Jared watched the girl as she visited
their house.  He quickly became familiar with her body from a variety of
angles as he slyly stared when neither she nor Kim were aware he was taking
any interest in them.  At night he lay and gently fondled himself so Elaine
did not know he was doing it; and he imagined the young girl naked,
although he had no real idea what she might look like.  He'd never seen a
naked pubescent girl.  He had a vague recollection of giving Kim a bed-bath
when she was about seven and had a bad case of the flu.  Helping Elaine
strip Kim of her sweat-soaked pajamas and turn her, so Elaine could sponge
her feverish body.  He recalled from one brief glimpse of Kim's naked
crotch, how podgy Kim's pubis was; and the disproportionate size of the
pronounced slit between her plump labia.  But the image was far from erotic
or carnal and he would quickly put the recall of his helpless naked little
girl from his mind in deference to the fact she was ill; and he otherwise
would never have seen her naked that way.
   His secret interest in the neighbor girl became a silent obsession and
he knew he had an issue when he franticly masturbated in the shower one
Friday morning, knowing the girl was coming for a sleepover that night.  He
was excited in anticipation knowing she would be under his roof, and he
couldn't help the slow deliberate stretching and stroking of his cock such
that within thirty seconds, he was flogging it roughly; imagining the naked
Lisa.  His ejaculation spewing onto the shower box wall as he gasped and
his knees sagged; as he watched the copious globules of semen slither down
and mix with the water at his feet, before sluicing down the drain.  He
felt embarrassed and somewhat ashamed of his carnal imagination towards the
underage girl, but she simply presented a fascination to him he could not
explain.  The fascination would grow as he watched Lisa and Kim walking
across the lawn from Lisa's house that evening before dinner.  Looking like
a young couple.  The boy represented by Kim's slender figure and short
hair, and the budding voluptuous young woman which was Lisa; carrying her
shoulder bag for the overnight stay.
   Just as she had done that day some weeks back when Jared had watched her
arrive, Lisa casually scanned the rear of the house while Kim was chatting
idly at her side.  She saw the blurry image of a person in the den room
upstairs and knew it was Kim's father peering out the window at them.  Sure
he had stood back so as not to be seen but she could tell he was there; as
she had expected.  Lisa was more than aware of the changes in her body. 
Her first period had come and gone and `the talk' with her mother that she
had had some months back compounded her own knowledge she had gleaned about
girls her age.  She had noted the sudden surge of interest in her from
Kim's father and it pleased her.  It meant she was seen as someone other
than the little girl she had been before this change.  She saw the looks
and knew the interest her body attracted from Kim's dad and other men
alike; and she liked it.  In contrast, her own father suddenly became too
interested in her clothes and how she dressed.  And he was starting to
intrude on how she dressed, where she went and who with.  Lisa knew full
well his parental concern; and just like those he feared might be thinking
impure thoughts about her, her father's concern endorsed her awareness of
the affect she was now having on grown men and older teenage boys.  She
smiled to herself and felt pleased Kim's dad was there watching.  He was a
strikingly handsome man.  His tall slim stature and his prematurely graying
hair made him handsome and distinguished.  Jared did not know or could
never have imagined that this preteen girl had been having one or two
thoughts about him in a less than wholesome way.  She had ventured to
mention what a hunk she though Kim's dad was in one of the middle school
bathroom discussions on sex and boys she and her friends often had during
recess.  Kim had blushed and felt awkward about Lisa's comments.  But Lisa
was considered one of the leaders of their clique and her newly emerged
boobs endorsed her importance even more.  She and Shelley Worth were well
ahead of their peers in that department.  Seeing Kim's reaction meant that
Lisa often teased her friend about her dad.  Jared was at a disadvantage.
He did not know what Lisa thought about him but she surely knew what he
thought about her.
   Jared moved carefully around the downstairs part of the house so he
could nonchalantly watch Lisa, while seemingly doing normal things.  To his
mind she had no idea he was watching her, but in reality she knew he was
slyly looking at her.  She moved about the room or sat in subtly
provocative ways so he would be sure to look.  Jared thought he disguised
his interest well.  Certainly Elaine and Kim did not see anything unnatural
about him.  As Lisa sat on the floor legs apart, of rolled over and showed
he tight little butt, or bent towards Kim as she was talking so Jared could
see down her polo shirt, the girl did a good job of innocently displaying
her charms without arousing suspicions from Elaine or Kim.  Their son Sam
was also on a sleepover at a friend's house so he was away from the night.
The charade played out by Lisa was somewhat curbed at the dinner table and
Jared felt a little unnerved by the girl sitting so close to him and
frustrated that he could not openly look at her without staring.  The
chatter around the dinner table was a pleasant cover to keep his gaze off
the girl and not show her any special attention.  He was disappointed the
girls went upstairs straight after dinner and stayed in Kim's room.  He
made mention of why they were away alone and Elaine smiled and said "girls
need to talk girls stuff" with an enigmatic smile and went back to watching
television.  The situation changed shortly after ten o'clock when Elaine
had gone up to see the girls and tell them it was time to get into their
night attire as they should be going to bed soon.
   "They'll come down to say goodnight," she had said as she returned to
her chair; having used the advertisement break in the program she was
watching to rush up and sort the girls for bed.
   Jared sat off to the side of his wife and felt ashamed he had become so
obsessed in his mind with their daughter's friend.  It wasn't like the
families were close, despite being neighbors.  There was an atmosphere from
Lisa's parents that both Elaine and he felt.  A subtle resentment to their
being at least ten years younger yet had the best house on this block. 
Given that the Owens' had moved here having struggled financially to trade
up, it must have been galling to see a younger couple already ahead of them
in the standard of living.  And Lisa was their youngest whereas Kim was
Elaine and Jared's oldest which put the couples out of step in interests
because of the age difference.  So apart from neighborly waves and minimal
chats when they happened upon each other at the school fairs or PTA
meetings, both sets of parents let the girls get on as good friends and the
families contact stayed at a low level.  He sat looking at Elaine and felt
how blessed he was at having such a saint for a wife; attractive and
intelligent, and his anchor in difficult times.  If he was feeling sheepish
about his unhealthy interest in Lisa Owens, his guilt was quashed when the
two girls thumped off the bottom stair to trudge into the living room to
say good night.  Jared's jaw dropped open as Lisa walked demurely behind
Kim, who was dressed in her basic PJs, wearing a short nightdress that
created quite a sight.  The girl's budding nipples were obvious behind the
thin cotton, and the hem was so short that her crotch was nearly exposed.
Elaine likewise did a double take at the scantily clad Lisa and glanced
hurriedly at Jared.  He had anticipated her checking his reaction so he had
already looked back to the TV.  As he could see his wife in his peripheral
vision, looking at him and then back to the girls, he stayed steadfastly
looking at the TV.  He pretended not to hear the chatter between the girls
and Elaine and Kim had called `good night dad' twice before he acknowledged
he had heard her.  Elaine had stood to chaperone the girls from the room,
her body blocking them from Jared's view; and she was frowning to show she
was clearly not happy with the spectacle Lisa was providing.  But not
wanting to make a big deal about it she quickly herded the girls back to
the stairs.  With Elaine having her back to him Jared quickly turned and
caught a few seconds glimpse of Lisa's butt a she got to the bottom of the
stairs ahead of Elaine, and he stifled a gasp noting the material caught in
the cleft of her buttocks.  The girl clearly was not wear underpants under
the short nightgown.
   "Oh fuck," he whispered as the three females went upstairs.  "Oh fucking
Jesus...what a gorgeous little bitch," he muttered.  "How I would love to
fuck that little cunt right off of you," and he blushed at his crude
comment and wiped his face in nervous reaction.
   When she returned, Elaine walked slowly over to him; her face still
showing some concern at Lisa's appearance.
   "My God did you see the girl," was all she could say.  "She might as
well have been naked."
   It would have been disingenuous of Jared to feign ignorance so he opted
to giving a sense of disbelief in support of Elaine.
   "I think Cathy Owens needs to upgrade her daughter's night time
wardrobe," he said with a disbelieving air.  "Surely she must see her
daughter's grown," he added.
   "You saw?" Elaine said.  "I thought you missed it, you were watching
TV."
   "No...I had to look away," he confessed.
   "I delicately suggested Lisa use my old bathrobe if she needed to get up
to go to the bathroom," she said with a wry smile.  "I think Kim understood
what I was meaning even if Lisa did not; or at least pretended she didn't
understand," Elaine added wryly.
   "Do you think Lisa wore that deliberately?" Jared ventured, wanting to
see what opinion Elaine had of the burgeoning preteen.
   "Well I'm not sure about deliberate but I'm sure she needs to realize it
was a little inappropriate for someone else's home," she said.  "Maybe it's
OK at her house...well then maybe not," she corrected her opinion.  "She
has Jim and her two older brothers around her so she should be showing a
little more modesty," she added.
   They let the topic drop, secure in the knowledge Kim knew of her
mother's disapproval of Lisa's night wear and the robe was now on the end
of the single bed in Kim's room that Lisa slept in.  The implication was
clear; wear it when you leave this room.  Jared and Elaine went up to bed
just after eleven o'clock and to his delight, when he climbed into bed,
Elaine was naked.  This was a sure sign they would have sex.  They had a
strong sex urge one to the other and Elaine was nicely aggressive with him.
They finally gasped to a halt somewhere short of midnight.  Jared had
brought his horny wife off with his mouth and fingers.  Following this was
a bout of fellatio which she drew out for some time giving Jared immense
enjoyment.  Tiring from her own orgasm and subsequent efforts sucking
Jared, she pulled him over her and they fucked expertly with each other. 
Using signals and encouragement they had forged over their fifteen years of
intimacy together.  As Elaine drifted off to sleep, Jared lay in a sexual
afterglow.  Proud of the fact he had taken his wife to two orgasms, which
did not always happen.  He felt strangely excited and aroused despite his
hard ejaculation into his wife's warm body.  He lay for some time and
revisited the events of the evening and leading up to the sex they had just
enjoyed.  He was hard again; visualizing the preteen Lisa in the revealing
night gown.  Lisa with her legs splayed open as she lay on the floor next
to Kim, in front of the TV.  The firm swell of the girl's crotch in the
tight jeans she wore.  Jared was now very much wide awake despite the sex
with Elaine.  He knew she was in a dead sleep brought on by her sexual
release.
   Jared did not know what made him slip from the bed and walk silently to
the bedroom door.  His mind was swimming with Lisa, two doors along in
Kim's room.  He walked silently towards the room.  He was thinking what he
might say if for some reason Elaine did discover he was not in bed.  He
couldn't say he went to the bathroom as they had a bathroom to themselves
off their bedroom.  He couldn't say to get a drink of water downstairs as
they kept water bottles on their night stand.  He decided he would say he
thought their computer was running and got up to turn it off.  The den room
was actually a fourth bedroom at the end of the hall on the opposite side
to the other three bedrooms of theirs, Kim's and Sam's.  It had the family
computer work station, Elaine's sewing table and sewing machine, an ironing
board with iron, and a single bed covered in a plain piece of calico that
was used pushed against the hall wall as a backless settee.  It was used to
place the ironed clothes while Elaine was completing that chore.  The room
itself was on the back wall of the house which is how he was able to watch
Lisa approach across the yard from her place, from the window.  Jared moved
stealthily along the hall and came to Kim's bedroom door which was half
open.  With a quick look around in the gloomy hallway, as if someone could
be watching, he stepped half inside the room and held the door so as not to
move it in case he caused it to creak.
   With the window drapes pulled, Kim's room was darker than the hallway,
which had a single window at the end from which night light filtered
through a thin net curtain over it.  He stood and peered in the direction
of the single bed he knew Lisa was in.  He had no idea why he was here but
still he had felt compelled to come here by a force he couldn't understand.
And he was erect in the boxer shorts he picked up from the floor by his bed
and pulled on before he left his room.  His heart was beating strongly due
to the mixture of excitement and fear of discovery loitering in Kim's
doorway like this.  He dropped a hand to his cock and eased it from the
flies and slowly stroked himself.  He detected the faint odor of the sex he
and Elaine had had earlier.  That post sexual, tell-tale sweet smell of
action he and Elaine both knew well.  He had resolved to jack himself off
and was just about to turn and head to the den room when he froze as he
heard the bed covers swish and his jaw dropped open as a dark form sat up
in the bed Lisa was in.  For what seemed like an eternity, the dark blur
was still, not moving It occured to him Lisa had detected someone at the
door and was half sitting up, peering back at him across the darkened room.
He swallowed hard and his heart rate increased.
   "Oh Christ I hope she doesn't scream," he thought and suddenly his
presence represented discovery if she thought he was some intruder.
   Or even perhaps she woke wondering where she was and cried out.  As his
mind rapidly computed the ways he could be discovered by her raising the
alarm, he was further surprised when the dark figure moved and he realized
she was getting out of bed.  He stood paralyzed as the dark shape moved
towards him; eventually his eyes picking up the lighter white of her cotton
night gown as she came up to him.  He was trembling and on the verge of
saying something like `I heard a noise' or `I was just checking you were
Ok' or some other feeble excuse for standing in the doorway with his cock
jutting out of his boxer shorts in his hand.  Not that she could see it as
he had quickly pushed it back in his shorts.  She brushed past him and he
stood flummoxed by her moving out into the hall.  Was she disoriented;
perhaps sleepwalking?  He slowly turned to follow her and he saw she had
taken a couple of steps towards the den room.  Looking down towards the end
of the hall, the dull light coming through the window made it seem like
daylight in comparison to the gloom of Kim's darkened room.  He saw her
raise a hand to beckon him and he realized she was far from disoriented. 
She wanted him to follow.  He stumbled out of the door and bumped it,
freezing in mistaken belief he was making a noise.
   "Come on," he heard her whisper.
   He walked almost trancelike behind her and when he walked into the den
room, she was standing facing him by the bed settee.  The den room had two
windows; one on the side wall and one on the back wall.  Both had only net
curtains so it was now almost like daybreak compared to the hallway light.
And their eyes were well accustomed to the light.  When he was in the room
and shuffling towards her, not knowing what would happen next, she sat down
on the edge of the bed settee and waited with her hands on her knees;
watching him intently.  She brushed a few strands of hair from her face and
he could see her clearly in the pale light from the window opposite the
settee.  He shuffled uncertainly up beside her and as soon as he was within
arm's length, he saw her hand come towards him and she rub it down his
front.  With a sob of surrender he gasped "oh Christ yes" and pushed his
groin towards the groping hand.  He heard her gasp realizing he was erect;
and even though the kid had never handled a penis in her life before, her
hand snaked into the boxer shorts and wrapped around his cock.
   Jared gasped openly as she clumsily tried to stroke him inside of his
underwear.  He fumbled with her hand and disengaged it and pulled his
shorts below his cock and balls so the elastic of the waist had the effect
of projecting his cock higher than usual and the balls hung obscenely heavy
below the waistband.  He saw the look of amazement on the preteen's face
and then a look of determination as she took the hard cock in a dagger
grip; and after quickly glancing up at him, she made a much more expert job
of jacking him off now his cock was freed from his shorts.  Once or twice
he whispered to her: "like this" or "this way" and "long strokes" as he
coached her; his cock head now glistening with her precum.  Lisa flicked
her gaze from the hard object in her hand to his face; looking up at his
expression of enjoyment.  All she had assumed was true.  Men loved sex and
having women, or girls, pay homage to their cocks.  She was sexually astute
enough to have researched such things during furtive peeks at her older
brother Stuie's secret stash of porn he she had found in the garage.  And
it dawned on her as she looked at the expression on Jared's face that she
literally had him in the palm of her hand.
   Jared coached the girl to take him in her mouth in urgent whispers of
encouragement as she began to suck and slobber the thick cock-head between
her lips.  All the while jacking him to the rhythm she had quickly learned
he liked.  Initially she was generally too slow and he encouraged her to
jack it faster; and with the swirling of her tongue on the head the
cock-sucking was extremely enjoyable.  Jared was alert for the sound of
Elaine or Kim potentially discovering him or Lisa missing from their bed.
As well as the fear of their beds being found empty, there was the small
matter of the noise of Lisa's lips smacking and sucking his thick cock, now
she was comfortable with the act.  In the context of the heightened alert
of fear of discovery, the noise seemed deafening and occasionally he
thought he heard some noise and tapped her head to pause while they both
strained to hear any sound warning of Elaine or Kim approaching.  As a
consequence, the blowjob took on a different experience.  For Lisa it was
all new so she felt genuinely excited about what they were doing.  For
Jared it was a mixture of excitement and fear.  After she had been sucking
and stroking for about ten or twelve minutes, he reluctantly decided to get
the inevitable over with.  He could stand here for hours under safer
circumstances but the longer he allowed her to suck him the more chance of
discovery.  He shuffled his feet apart a little and took her head; curling
his fingers lightly in her thick blond mop of hair, and slowly he took over
the lead.  Thrusting his hips in an increasingly deliberate manner and soon
Lisa was feeling somewhat overwhelmed by the speed, and the depth he was
attempting to go in her mouth.  Her mouth made loud slurping noises as he
broke the seal of her lips with his agitated movements.  Occasionally he
pulled right out and speared in again, causing her to `gurlk' and gag on
the intrusion at the back of her throat.  She quickly realized he had taken
control and now that the cock intruded deeper she began to feel trapped and
cornered as he held her head more firmly.  She was getting alarmed at how
vigorous he was becoming and when it seemed she would struggle to continue
to be able to take it, he started to gasp and pant as quietly as he could
given his heightened excitement, and he brushed her hand off his cock and
took it himself; still trapping her head with his free hand.  He jacked the
cock to his familiar rhythm and holding its head in her mouth against her
efforts to disengage, he spewed forth.
   The girl tried to twist away and let out a series of guttural noise as
she felt the semen splash her throat with some force; flooding her as he
had managed to keep his cock stuffed in her mouth.  She twisted sideways to
get away but he was too strong and it was only as he milked the last few
spurts that she could turn her head sufficiently for his cock to slip out;
the last few bursts of cum splattering the side of her face and jaw line.
As Jared fought to contain his natural reaction to cry out in pleasure,
Lisa started to make louder gasping and gurgling noises as she worked her
mouth to clear it of the cum now in danger of slithering down her throat.
As she fought to avoid swallowing, it bubbled on her lips and some caught
in her throat and she started to splutter.  Jared quickly put a hand over
her mouth and this had the effect of smearing the semen on her lips and
trapping what she had pooled in her mouth.  Whether she wanted to or not,
his hand over her mouth saw to it she had no option but to swallow to try
and control her breathing.  In essence she swallowed what had not spilled
from her lips; and he had wiped the residue on her lips over her upper lip
and chin.  With this realization, Lisa's body sagged and she surrendered to
his control as he held her mouth tight whispering `shhh, shhh' while he
strained his hearing to detect if her noises had roused Elaine or Kim. 
Satisfied no one was moving in the house, he took his hand away and bent
towards her.
   "You must be quiet," he whispered; yet it was a stern warning to her. 
"We don't want to wake the others."
   She nodded dully that she understood.  She could smell the sickly
pungent aroma of his semen smeared on her upper lip and cheek.  She noted
that apart from an initial panic at the fear of the semen in her mouth,
there was little after-taste now her saliva had sluiced her mouth clear of
the fluid.  She wiped her face vigorously and smeared the semen dry with
the pressure of her hand.  Jared was holding her head more gently now and
he bent his lips and kissed her hair.
   "That was fantastic," he whispered.  "You did excellent."
   This brought a smile to her lips and she looked up in appreciation.  He
kissed her nose lightly and then looked around the room.  It was time to
get her back to bed.  But he had one more thing he wanted to do.  He eased
her up with pressure to her head and as she stood wondering what was next,
he pushed his hand up under the short night gown.  She jumped and gasped in
surprise and her natural reaction was to pull away from the hand.  But she
had come here to experience sexual contact with him and she braced herself
and let him feel her sex as she was not wearing any panties, as he had
guessed earlier in the living room.  Jared quickly felt her sex lips and
eased a finger into the tight vagina with some difficulty as she was dry.
He felt her sex for no more than two or three minutes and remembered the
pert breasts so he pushed his hand up and began to fondle them.  They were
firm and the little nipples were now hard and taught.  He fondled her
breast with one hand and felt her cunt with the other.  To show she was Ok
with this, Lisa took his cock which was still stiff and jutting up at her.
For several minutes man and girl fondled each other in silence.  Eventually
Jared stopped fondling her and placed his hands on her shoulders.
   "Back to bed," he whispered.
   She nodded and let his cock go.  He rearranged the waist band that was
stuck under his cock and balls and tidied his shorts so he was decent
again. Soon he was ushering her before him back to Kim's room.  He embraced
her gently at the door.
   "Not a word to anyone...OK?" he said in a whisperer.
   She shook her head.
   "No one," she whispered back.  "I'll never tell anyone."
   ***
   That night was a watershed for Lisa.  Despite the almost unpleasant
ending when Jared took control, she learned a tremendous amount and in the
light of the morning, she lay with a smile on her lips and recalled the
size and feeling of Jared's cock.  She recalled the stifled cries as he
came; and the weird sensation of the seminal fluid rapidly flooding her
mouth.  The taste hadn't been anywhere near as bad as she had feared.  If
anything, it was the musty odor that she remembered hours later.  The semen
was dry on her face and she went to the bathroom and washed her face with
warm water.  Jared waited until Elaine rose and went downstairs before
getting up and going into the shower.  He did not have to disguise the
faint odor of semen on his body as he and Elaine had already had sex before
his sex with Lisa.  He languidly jacked off in the shower as he recalled
the feel of the girl's tight sex and the soft pubic hair on her pubis.  And
the tightness of her budding breasts on her petite frame.  The nipples were
wonderfully hard as he recalled.
   "I will fuck you Lisa" he said under his breath, as he watched his semen
go down the drain.  "I make that promise to myself you gorgeous little
cunt," he muttered crudely.
   Lisa acted normally around him that Saturday morning when they were all
in the kitchen for breakfast.  She and Kim disappeared and for all intents
and purposes, everything was normal.  Lisa went home mid-afternoon and the
weekend went no differently to any other.  Except for one serious pang of
guilt and regret that hit Jared unexpectedly when he went to brush his
teeth after breakfast and he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror. 
Suddenly a strong feeling of remorse ran through him and he staggered at
the gravity of what he had allowed to happen.  He locked the bathroom door
and with his palms pressed against the bench top, he bowed his head and
wept uncontrollably for several minutes; occasionally staring at his
tortured face and sobbing "what have I done...oh God what have I done?". 
Eventually he brought his emotions under control and after allowing the
redness to clear from his eyes; he rejoined the day and went about his
weekend chores.  By the time he got to bed that night, lascivious thoughts
and memories of Lisa's taught sex and firm breasts and hand and mouth on
his cock, saw the primal lusting for the young girl fill his thoughts once
more.
   The events of that night were replicated several more times through the
summer months.  Lisa joined Kim at the age of twelve and continued to
blossom.  As they alternated houses for their sleepovers, it took nearly
six weeks until the second chance for Jared with Lisa came around.  The
original encounter was replicated almost identically in their getting
together only this time when sucking his cock Lisa was ready for his
ejaculation and it was more agreeable to her.  She eased her mouth off his
cock but made it clear she welcomed his ejaculation by holding her mouth
open.  Jared caught on and filled her mouth in controlled spurts as he
squeezed his cock in his hand.  There was the post orgasm mutual fondling
of each other and then they both stole back to their respective beds.  Each
subsequent liaison, an average of six to seven weeks apart, was more
efficient and consequently more enjoyable for Lisa; yet there was never any
arousal from her.  Just the excitement of being with him in this very adult
way.  In short, Jared used her for his illicit pleasure.  Because of the
experience she was getting with Jared, Lisa was becoming increasingly
sexual in her thoughts and she had risen to lead their clique at school;
offering her opinion on matters of sex to her peers.  Because she had the
developed body, her word soon became truth.  And the sex with Jared had led
her to overcome her reticence to explore her sexuality by her own hand. 
Now she was spending considerable time masturbating to a point where she
could get general enjoyment without actually having an orgasm.  As she
became less self-conscious about touching and experimenting on herself, she
tried various phallic objects and soon had selected a smooth handled
hairbrush to gingerly penetrate herself with, using her mother's cold cream
as a lubricant.  This augmented by several more furtive visits to her
brother's German porn magazines.  She locked the bathroom door one night
when taking a bath and sat on the edge of the bath and held a mirror under
her crotch.  Opening herself with her fingers and becoming familiar with
the inner labia and vaginal opening.  Her increasing obsession with sex
made her crave the sleepovers at Kim's so she could once again be with her
friend's father.  She was hooked on the discovery of things sexual.
   For Jared there were numerous low points where he had periods of anxiety
about what was happening with Lisa.  Four separate illicit situations in
nearly six months now; each slightly more advanced the previous adventure.
The girl's interest and willingness to participate was diluting the moments
of guilt and remorse in his conscious mind.  Only for the guilt to return
at inopportune moments; when he would sweat and start to tremble at the
prospect of eventual discovery.  When the number of times they coupled
together hit four, there was the counterpoint of the eventual changes
starting in his daughter Kim's body.  As his wife Elaine predicted, Kim
began to develop a womanly curve to her figure with her hips filling and
her waist slimming; and the obvious sign of boobs and she was now wearing a
training bra.  She was three months off her thirteenth birthday when Elaine
told Jared that Kim had had her first period.  But their daughter had
matured facially as well as bodily and Elaine proudly told him Kim was not
just going to be an attractive girl, but they had a potential `looker' in
the family.  Jared was troubled with the realization his daughter was now
becoming just as desirable physically as her friend Lisa and the hypocrisy
of his naturally paternal protective instincts over his daughter's chastity
was a stark counterpoint to his molesting her best friend.  It began to
make him question his troubled desire for Lisa.  Her very presence when she
visited Kim was sufficient to distract Jared to the point he yearned for
her, rather than having the effect of being a strong point of conscience as
it should have been.  He was weak and the next time the girl slept over,
they would have sex once again.
   The last time, at Halloween, he changed his approach and spent some time
with the PJs she now usually wore around her ankles; as he fingered and
sucked the girl lying on her back with her legs splayed apart at the knees.
Lisa was excited by this change yet he was too absorbed in taking his
pleasure from his actions to actually promote arousal in the preteen.  And
instead of jerking into her open mouth as he had done previously, he rubbed
his cock over her mound and along the slit, before ejaculating with stifled
sobs and gasps, all over her crotch and labia.  He was so close to
penetrating her yet did not because he believed there was never time to
enjoy penetration while secreted in the gloom of the den room.  Afterwards
he gave her a Kleenex to wipe her crotch and the two snuck back to their
respective beds.  Jared was frustrated that their time together being so
dangerous was thwarting the fact that he really wanted to fuck her properly
without fear of discovery.  Their daring deserved greater reward.  Despite
still having bouts of remorse about abusing the girl, he could not force
himself to call time-up with the preteen; and she dominated his sexual
fantasies when he masturbated alone in bed or in the shower.  There were
even times at work when he thought about her and he would close his door
and masturbate with his chair pulled up to his desk so his masturbatory
activity would be hidden if anyone should barge into his office.  Lisa felt
equally frustrated, yet the burgeoning feelings she had when he sucked her
the last time, led her to more involved masturbation and soon she could
quite reliably bring herself to shallow orgasms; just using her imagination
about pop idols and movie stars to provide the titillation she needed in
concert with her fingers.  Her fantasies were not filled with Jared as an
individual; just the feel and texture of his adult cock to fuel her
fantasy.
   Their relationship changed over Thanksgiving.  For years Elaine and
Jared had had Thanksgiving with Elaine's parents in New Hampshire's lakes
district.  Elaine's parents were rather pious and domineering and through
subtle emotional blackmail, Elaine, Jared and their children's presence at
Elaine's parents Thanksgiving dinner table had squeezed out Jared's folks
as a shared destination.  This realization by Jared that his family had
been squeezed out, and the growing instances of friction between him and
Elaine's father about their liberal lifestyle, and the upbringing of Kim
and Sam, made Thanksgiving a trial for Elaine and Jared.  Jared thought
them meddlesome and Elaine often ran interference between her husband and
her parents.  Over the past few Thanksgivings, Jared had made the break
away from staying until the Sunday after Thanksgiving and usually headed
back to Boston late on the Friday.  Citing some work pressure or other such
pretext to excuse himself.  Elaine's parents believed it was Jared running
away from what they considered his responsibility to his family and as a
consequence, to them as their son-in-law.  But they eventually gave up
trying to persuade him to remain together with them all, and he couldn't
wait to hit the road.  It was in this context of his leaving Elaine and the
kids that found him back home the Friday nights after Thanksgiving.  The
Saturday morning after Thanksgiving of Kim and Lisa's twelfth year dawned
cold and wet and he mooched about the house in his robe and slippers; naked
underneath having slept buff so he could masturbate openly.  At about 10:30
there was a light tapping at the back door and he got up from the sofa in
the living room and shuffled through the kitchen to see who was there at
this time of the morning; making sure his robe did not splay open and
causing offense to whomever might be on his doorstep.  He saw her distorted
outline through the opaque pane of glass in the back door and instantly
knew it was Lisa.  He opened the door with a look of welcome surprise on
his face.
   "Kim's not here," he said quickly, without greeting her.
   "I know," Lisa came back, with a knowing smile.  "Why do you think I'm
here?"
   It hit Jared that being best friends, Kim told Lisa everything about
what happened at Thanksgiving time so Lisa knew the pattern with Elaine's
family.  As she brushed passed him uninvited, he selfishly wondered why she
hadn't appeared last evening.
   ****
   Lisa barely got half way into the kitchen when Jared caught her up,
having locked the back door.  She had paused on her way to the living room
and turned to face him on hearing the door being locked; smiling knowingly
at him once more.  He was being cautious, perhaps in case one of her
brothers or parents came looking for her.  She had told her mother she was
just going next door to visit Kim.  Her mother did not know that Kim was
away.  As Jared drew up to her he released the knot on the tie of his robe
and it fell open.  Lisa's eyes widened with her surprise as his cock was
half hard.  As their sex had been carried out in the dark, she had never
actually seen the cock openly like this.  Usually it was a hard thick
silhouette in her hand.  She knew the touch and taste but the sight of it
and the large vein running the length, and the foreskin half off the head
as he was becoming more erect, were unfamiliar to her.  She'd only seen
cocks in brother Stuie's porn mags.  She stood gazing in awe at it and the
large balls; and the forest of hair from the tops of the thighs over his
pubis and tapering into a thin band up to his navel.  As she stood like a
deer in the headlights, his hand came to the side of her head, crushing her
busy blond mop and he quite forcefully dragged her onto her knees and
thrust his hips suggestively at her.  She got the message and soon she had
the cock in a dagger grip as her mouth sucked and her tongue swirled about
the head; jacking the length as he had taught her to do in the dark.
   Given it was broad daylight she frequently pulled her mouth off the cock
and studied it; then to go back down on him when he tapped her head to
continue.  Lisa got a rapid education in the sight of an erect cock from
her knees and her curiosity of what one actually looked like in the flesh
was soon satisfied.  She felt the urgency rising in him and she spread her
knees a little to brace herself.  Jared's hands ran behind her head and for
a few minutes he fucked her face; his knees bent and his hips pushed
obscenely towards her in short thrusts.  Lisa held his hips and let him
indulge himself as he had expected the first two times she sucked him in
the den.  Having some experience with the power of his ejaculation and not
fearing the semen flooding her mouth anymore, she gripped him stoically as
he came in loud grunts and gasps and filled her mouth and throat.  Some cum
went down her throat the wrong way and as he finished off she had to break
from him and started to cough and splutter; semen spraying on his thigh as
she struggled for composure.  The last few spurts had caught her cheek and
when she had finally coughed away the tickling irritation, her chin had
several long beads of cum hanging down and there were opaque smears at the
corners of her mouth.  She wiped her chin and looked at the string of cum
between her chin and fingers and began to giggle.  She had never really
seen cum before either.  It was texture and smell she was used to.  Never a
visual confirmation of what it looked like.  Jared gasped and was muttering
crude praise;
   "What a good little cocksucker....oh fuck that was s-o-o-o good to let
myself go.  Fantastic Lise...fucking brilliant," he gushed in satisfaction
at his release.
   There was no need to tarry in the kitchen.  He helped her to stand and
quickly ushered her upstairs.  As she walked up the stairs ahead of him he
tried looking up the denim skirt she was wearing, and ogling the tops of
her legs.  Near the top he was struck with a decision.  Would he take this
girl to his and Elaine's marital bed or would he take her to the den room
bed.  As they drew abreast of the master bedroom she automatically turned
into it; taking the decision for him.  He paused for a brief moment;
realizing that he was about to offer Elaine the ultimate insult by screwing
someone else in their hallowed bed.  For some reason the use of their bed
for his carnal infidelity seemed worse than the fact it was with a girl,
not long off thirteen, who was his daughter's best friend.  His conscience
was crushed by his desire to simply fuck this kid as he promised himself
the first night she had sucked his cock.  And he did.
   Jared stripped Lisa almost the second she reached the bed; pulling off
the woolen sweater to reveal a white tee shirt.  This also came off and she
stood in her bra and skirt.  She moved away slightly and rolled down the
zipper at the back and the skirt fell to her ankles.  She stepped out of it
and sat back against the bed and took off her mid-calf leather boots and
dropped them at the end of the bed.  Her bra was plain white but her
panties were a light red.  He looked at her hungrily and when she paused
and looked at him a little pensively, his cock still quite erect and waving
about in front of him, he motioned for her to stand.  She stood
tentatively, her heart now beating faster that she had stripped this far
without really considering the implications; now feeling some doubt that he
had a preconceived idea what she had come for.  The fact it now seemed to
come about so quickly was causing her to want it to slow down.  As Jared
started to push his hands down the front of her panties, the urge to say
"stop" came to her but she could not utter it.  She had been willing
always, up to this point.  In all honesty she felt she couldn't back out
now.  Hell she rushed over voluntarily when she could get free of her
family; and she'd just blown him in his kitchen.  She was expected to go
the whole way.
   Any further urge to slow Jared down or put him off evaporated.  Just as
had happened the last time they had furtive sex in the dark of the den, his
fingers quickly brought about warm feelings and burgeoning arousal. 
Instead of pushing him away, she allowed him to push her butt against the
bed; and trapped between his six foot frame and the bed, his hands did what
they wanted.  And Lisa slowly began to feel mellow and then dreamy as the
fingers slipped up and down her vulva slit; and his middle finger curled up
and pushed into her.  Then it was soon joined by his ring finger, while the
pad of the thumb pressed against her clitoris.  She had learned a lot about
herself since the last time he felt her this way, and the strong probing
fingers seemed to talk to her body in an entirely different manner.  She
was now half slumped forward against him; one arm loosely draped around his
shoulder and the other now fondling his cock and her forehead against his
midriff, as the delicious nagging feelings he was awakening in her finally
drove any thought of saying "no" from her mind.  Jared was reveling in the
feel of her silky sex.  He caught on to her sagging against him and quickly
realized she was becoming aroused.  He suddenly stopped fingering her and
taking her around the waist, he lifted her bodily onto the bed bringing
about an "oh" of surprise from her.  As she lay back across the bed,
somewhat befuddled by his sudden move, and a little annoyed the delicious
song the fingers were playing between her legs had stopped, she felt his
hands dragging her panties from her hips and without much option, she
lifted her butt and he pulled them clear.
   "Oh God," she heard him gasp; almost as a sob.
   He gazed at her sex and the fine shading of brown hair around it and on
her pubis.  The gap between the thicker outer labia and the hint of the
curled inner lips forming a crinkled triangular hood covering her juvenile
clitoris mesmerized him.  There was the smattering of pubic hair, but
compared to Elaine she was ostensibly quite bald;, he'd never seen a near
bald cunt for some time since Kim was ill that time they had bed-bathed
her.
   "Oh so fucking perfect," Jared uttered breathlessly, and he leaned
forward and brought his mouth full into her crotch and stabbed his tongue
between her labia.
   At first Lisa was surprised but immediately she realized his intention,
and a broad smile came to her face.
   `He's going to eat me,' she thought and her smile widened.
   This is what she had thought about most.  A man going down on her;
through all of her masturbatory fantasies' this was always top of her list.
Jared worked her over thoroughly.  He loved eating pussie.  Elaine loved it
and he had slurped and sucked his wife to orgasm countless times over their
relationship; from courtship through marriage.  Lisa was quickly
overwhelmed.  He was good at it.  Damn good.  Within about five minutes of
Jared's mouth and hand reaming her out and nipping the sex-lips and
clitoris, Lisa gave in to her first ever orgasm brought about by someone
else.  Whimpering and gasping and writhing in delight as a whole new series
of sensations made her revel in ecstasy; from the soles of her feet to her
scalp.  With a strong throbbing rage in her pelvis she bucked up at him and
her mind was racing with confusion and delight at what was happening to
her. His hand was now jammed three fingers into her cunt which had loosened
considerably with her arousal.  She dribbled a little pee as her body
convulsed and the tongue stabbed at her special place.  One of Jared's
hands had slipped under her plain white bra and she was aware of a dull
nagging pain in one nipple; yet it seemed to be in perfect concert with the
delight of being reamed open by the hands in her vagina and she came and
came as he ravaged her.
   Her voice was a high pitch of gasping "oh...oh...God...oh...oh...oh" as
the feeling ripped through her.  Soon she was trying to twist away from the
mouth and hand as he had taken her past the point of pleasure and his touch
was now excruciatingly annoying.  Jared recognized her need to absorb and
enjoy the sensation that had passed through her.  The kid was a
mini-volcano.  With a guttural chuckle and lewd leer on his face, he pulled
her back so her butt came to the edge of the bed and hoisted her legs in
the air; fanning them to the side and her sex opened as her groin was
stretched.  He rested her legs over each shoulder and taking his cock, he
presented the head at her preteen sex.  With her mind still befuddled by
the surprising strength of her reaction to her orgasm, she was only
partially aware of what he was doing.  He was sheathed half in her before
she realized he was actually penetrating her.
   "Oh no," she sobbed under her breath, as Jared shoved vigorously and
sheathed himself balls deep inside her tightness.
   "Oh God no," Lisa gasped under breath.  "Not yet...I'm not ready for
it."
   As her last vestige of conscious thought fought with her feelings of
pleasure from her orgasm, Jared pushed her legs back so her knees came
against her breasts and the man fucked the child as if she was a base
street whore.  Grunting and shoving; speeding up, and slowing when he got
close.  Pulling back and bowing his head to watch her preteen labia splayed
by the girth of the adult cock.  As he fucked her, Lisa's body shook and
shuddered with the effort he put into fucking her.  There was no pain but
she felt a rising feeling of apprehension at just how rough he was.  Yet
her body was still feeling the delicious yummy of the hard orgasm she had
and she was too tired to either resist or help; not that she knew what she
should do to help.  Jared simply took her and used her for his own loud and
vigorous ejaculation.  She'd barely been in the house forty minutes and for
a second time he was flooding her with cum.  His head thrown back with his
teeth clenched as he spewed himself deep inside of her.  Eventually he came
down to earth and propped himself over her with his forearms resting on the
bed beside her upper body.  She lay panting and her chest heaving as a
reaction to his shoving and rutting in her.  She still held the flush of
afterglow from her orgasm but she was somewhat bemused and a little
confused by his facial contortions.  The movement of his hips she
understood.  It was much as she had imagined but the sight of his face and
the effort and ecstasy he was going through at the end, was a whole new
experiences.  In the past it had been sound and movement.  Now she had the
power of sight to realize just how men went about their pleasure.  She
would never forget this moment; not just because she had lost her
virginity, but because it was a watershed in her understanding of men and
their cocks.
   After they rested, Jared worked her over once more.  At first she was
embarrassed when he put his mouth at her sex, knowing it was tainted with
his cum.  But he chuckled and muttered "if you can take it in your mouth, I
can to" and he blew her mind a second time somewhere near noon.  As she
struggled to remain alert to his next move despite the surging need for
rest, he rolled her onto her stomach and arranged her so she had her
forearms braced under her chin and her butt in the air; her legs spread
wide like a frog about to leap into the pond from a lily pad.  She felt a
degree of embarrassment at being opened up and exposed to his gaze like
this, but she quickly lost this feeling as she felt his tongue sliding over
her gooey sex.  It slithered and probed and occasionally slid over her anal
pucker; sometimes darting gently at it as if trying to enter her there. 
She felt a goofy sense of joy and this was interrupted briefly as she
stiffened when she felt the head of his cock at her portal once more.  She
gave in to her sleepy feeling of content and he sheathed to the hilt in two
short stabs.  She grunted a couple of times as he thudded against her young
cervix.  Somewhere in her feelings of helplessness, fatigue took over and
she went into a swoon as the adult pummeled her body a second time since
her arrival.  Jared fucked her vigorously, realizing she was mostly out of
it.  But her sex was so wet and tight on his cock he swore his cock had
grown another inch in both directions.  Holding her hips and kneeling hard
into her, the adult fucked the kid a second time; cumming loud and hard and
eventually collapsing over her back in release.
   They rested together until at least two o'clock and he roused her and
made her go into the bathroom and clean up.  He stood and peed as she stood
with one foot on the side of the bath and sponged herself with a cloth
soaked with warm soapy water he had handed her.  She was bemused at how
blas� he was about peeing in front of her and fascinated that a cock one
moment could spew forth semen, and soon after empty his bladder in strong
golden streams of sweet slickly smelling piss.  They went back to the
bedroom and he found the old bathrobe that Elaine had given her that first
time she appeared in the revealing night dress.  She put it on and the two
went downstairs and Jared made them a sandwich from a platter of cold
turkey his mother-in-law had sent him off with the day before.  They took
their sandwiches and a Coke back to the bedroom and sat perched against
pillows while they munched the food.  Lisa was feeling very relaxed and a
little amazed she could be this way with him, knowing that her youth and
what had happened was very wrong.  Yet it felt good and she was infatuated
with her best friend's father.  Their lunch finished, Lisa told him she had
to be getting going soon.  Placing her plate on top of his on a nightstand,
he effectively ignored her comment and he stripped the robe from her.  She
had discarded her bra between the two bouts of sex and he sat fondling her
breasts.  She was a little annoyed he had ignored her and brushed his hand
lightly as if to get him to stop.  He chuckled and simply rolled over her.
She struggled with him feebly.
   "No...I have to go...I said I'd be home mid-afternoon," she whined as he
pushed his hand between her legs.
   He did this knowing she would soon crumble and give herself to him.  He
was right and though she would come to hate this weakness in herself, she
simply gave in as he finger fucked her.  He rolled her on her knees and
reamed her with his fingers and laved her sex and anus with his tongue,
dripping saliva down the crease of her buttocks and sex.  She came.  She
couldn't help herself.  The entire assault was so different to the gentle
insistent lapping when she was on her back yet she reacted the same.  With
the broad goofy smile on her face she abandoned herself to him and came
hard.  Her hips crashing to the bed as she tired and could not hold them up
any more.  If she thought this was it, he rolled onto his back and pulled
her flagging body over him.  With urgent instructions he made her straddle
him and a look of wonder came over her face, as with bowed head looking at
his erection, it slid into her as she sunk down on it.  If she had wanted
to rest, this sight of his cock vanishing inside of her roused her interest
such that she revitalized herself and soon he had her falling and rising on
his cock.  Her face flushed with delightful enjoyment and she often watched
the cock appear and disappear as she rose and fell.  Her hair hanging over
her face, her head bowed as she peered at the junction of their bodies.  He
slipped his fingers against her clitoris and his other hand nagged and
teased her taught nipples and firm breasts.  Somewhere in the caressing of
the fingers and the fullness of the cock jammed in her.  Lisa came again.
It did not come to her as before but took her totally by surprise that she
simply gasped and sobbed and pitched forward on his chest, unable to hold
herself up any more.  With a crude chuckle he rolled her on her back,
remaining deep inside of the girl, and fucked her vigorously and came hard.
   She `escaped' somewhere near four-thirty.  She was exhausted and she
dragged her heavy legs back across the wet grass to her house.  She avoided
her mother and went straight to her room and crashed on her bed.  Her young
body wasted by the ravaging the man had given it.  Yet as she fell into
deep slumber, there was a smile of contentment on her lips.
   "I did it," she whispered to herself and she pulled her duvet over her
still clothed body.  "And I'm safe," she added, recalling he had told her
he had had a vasectomy after Sam was born.  He couldn't get her pregnant.
With a knowing smile on her face, she passed out.
   ****
   As both Lisa and Kim passed from preteen to teenage, physically Kim had
caught up with her more advance friend, just as Elaine had suggested.  And
through the early months of her thirteenth year, Kim's features changed
such that she was now indeed the looker between her and Lisa.  Lisa had
turned the heads because of her body and young face.  Kim had the body and
the gorgeous face; not that Lisa was unattractive.  Somewhere in the bodily
changes the balance of power shifted from Lisa to Kim yet the girls were
inseparable.  All through their middle school years they were together
whenever they could be.  Jared and Lisa adapted to have quick intense
penetrative sex the nights that Lisa slept over.  Jared started by urgently
sucking the teen to a quick orgasm, and then fucking her quickly until he
came hard.  All carried out with whispers and signals they had devised,
given the dangerous situation that they played out this illicit grappling.
And there were a handful of rare exciting moments Lisa visited when Jared
found himself at home alone when Elaine and the children were out for an
entire afternoon or at least three to four hours at a time.  And of course
Lisa knew what her friend and family were up to, and appeared at the back
door, urgently tapping to get in to her adult lover.  Jared treated the
girl like an adult woman.  She certainly was looking increasingly grown up
and her breasts were firm and quite large now.  She kept her sex shaved;
daily scraping the rough stubble with her mother's razor for shaving her
legs, while she showered.
   They often spent the daytime when his family were gone, studying and
inspect each other.  He fascinated by how perfect she seemed.  Scrutinizing
her vagina and labia and the hollow area of her vaginal entrance and
perineum and her anal pucker.  Making her lie or kneel so he could view the
chubby fullness of her sex lips; or how they flattened into two long
hillocks when she spread her thighs wide.  In turn, she lay and toyed with
his cock and balls.  Lifting the scrotal sac and testing the weight of the
globes inside.  Stroking the cock, even when he could not get hard after
recent sex, and studying the foreskin and how it stretched and compressed
on the shaft.  There were times Jared would lay back and lift her over him
and watch her riding him; bemused her mind was clearly in some other place
as she gazed through him and rose and fell in enjoyment.  Lisa used the
moment to indulge in her fantasies of sex with pop stars or movie stars. 
Or the `Mr.  Right' she dreamed she would one day meet; someone her own
age. Sometimes he would place her on her knees with her head bowed against
a pillow and he would enter her from behind and tap her hip as a signal for
her to rock back and forth on her knees as he knelt and clasped his hands
behind his head to show she fucked for them both.  To finally straddle her
as he got close to cumming and shove down and forward; driving deep into
her and finally forcing her onto her stomach with the vigor of his release
as he came hard inside of her.
   Their sex was entirely adult in nature and in one such carnal liaison
after Lisa was near fourteen, when his family was out for the afternoon,
Jared sodomized her.  Lisa had her period and Jared was somewhat adolescent
about not being able to fuck her as the teen adamantly refused to remove
the tampon.  He had become somewhat surly and as if having a bright idea,
he sat up and broke away from fingering her clitoris and left the bed.  He
soon returned, holding a small jar of Vaseline from the bathroom and the
girl was initially curious as to what it was for.  But as he rolled her on
her face and she felt the gel smeared in the cleft of her butt cheeks she
panicked and attempted to get away, and cried out for him to stop.
   "No...Jared...not that...I can't...not that...please don't" she pleaded
as he pinned her face down with one arm twisted up her back, as his fingers
shoved the greasy emollient into her.
   He raped her anally from behind with the thread of her tampon hanging
from her sex lips.  Of course he had always raped her even when she
consented, but then it was statutory rape because of her age.  But this
time he took her anally by force against her will.  It took him a full five
minutes from the time he got the head of his cock against her sphincter, to
actually penetrate.  Lisa fought him at first but as the cock stretched her
anus open, the burning pain and humiliation saw her capitulate and she lay
with her face buried in the pillow and Jared holding her under her midriff
with his free arm to keep her butt high as he grunted obscenely and fucked
her ass.  Cumming in short gasps of delight, as she cried and sobbed into
the pillow.  She left feeling sore and humiliated and vowed never to return
to be alone with him.  She kept her vow for nearly three months and he
became indifferent towards her; as if some childish punishment for her
shunning him.  When she did visit Kim she made sure she was never alone
with him.  But she was still very much on a course of sexual emancipation,
even if she never knew it, and eventually forgave him.  Another sleepover
occurred and they had sex much as before.  And there were more times when
she would steal over knowing he was alone.  Sodomy became a regular part of
their sex over the months from her fourteenth to fifteenth years; not just
when she had her period and wore a tampon.  Thanksgiving rolled around
again and the nearly fifteen year old Lisa spent the entire Saturday night
after Thanksgiving with him; Elaine and Sam and Lisa still being at
Elaine's parents in New Hampshire.  By now Lisa and Jared were enjoying sex
like a married couple, with their own intimacy and signals they had
developed.  Jared had long since stopped having the pangs of remorse and
Lisa was using the sex with a skilled lover as her bench mark for her
future sexual life as an adult.
   Lisa was also becoming more and coquettish with older boys and Kim
confided in Elaine a couple of times that she thought Lisa would one day go
too far.  That was prophetic and somewhere between her fifteen and
sixteenth birthdays Kim confided to Elaine that Lisa had admitted to having
sex with a high school senior.  Lisa's parents, as well as the boy's
parents had found out about it when the two were discovered at the boy's
home one day after school when his working mother came home earlier than
normal.  Of course Lisa's parents certainly did not trumpet her
misdemeanors from the rooftops and it was only Kim's retelling that alerted
Elaine and Jared to Lisa's burgeoning sexual promiscuity.  Lisa was
grounded for some months.  But as Kim was seen as a safe person for Lisa to
associate with, it unwittingly provided an increase in opportunity for
Jared and Lisa to fuck.  Lisa did not learn her lesson and Kim confided in
Elaine on several subsequent occasions that Lisa was sexually active with a
range of older teen boys.  She had also managed to get access to birth
control without he parents knowledge and in her senior year, Lisa was being
bedded more frequently by boys her own age than with Jared.
   For his part, Jared was petulant and jealous, learning of Lisa's
promiscuity.  He knew deep down it was entirely normal and very much the
girl's rites of passage.  But he was heartened by the fact that Kim was
very much the sensible one of the two and still a virgin, as Elaine had
told him.  Kim and Elaine had an excellent mother daughter relationship and
while the beautiful girl dated, she remained chaste.  Elaine frequently
remarked to Jared how lucky they were that Kim had not been influenced by
Lisa, where boys and sex was concerned.  Jared was mightily relieved by his
daughter's sensibility but Elaine's remarks caused him to flush with guilt,
knowing the huge part he had to play in Lisa's sexuality and her subsequent
escapades; all of them apparently leading to discovery and her parents
finding out.  Lisa's rather careless liaisons became quite well known and
the girl was openly gossiped about as a slut by her peers; boys and girls
alike.  All through this period, Kim stood stoically beside her friend,
refusing to judge her badly.
   Shortly after Kim's sixteenth birthday Elaine announced she wanted to go
back working full time.  This would give the household the increase in
income to pursue their next house which Elaine had yearned for, for some
time.  She found the perfect place.  Larger, with four bedrooms, a purpose
fit den and a fitted basement for a small gym and rumpus room; and a
swimming pool in the landscaped yard.  The move away from living next door
to Lisa and her family immediately killed off the times Lisa could slip
across the yard, knowing Jared was home alone.  And the troubled teen was
somewhat resentful of Kim's good fortune with her now seemingly affluent
family in comparison to her own parents, so she stopped coming to Kim's
house for sleepovers; insisting that Kim come to her place instead.  And as
Jared and Elaine had bought Kim a small Honda Civic car, it was the access
to Kim and her car to support her liaisons with boys that quashed Lisa's
subliminal envy of Kim's new home; and preserved the girl's friendship. 
Kim unwittingly became a party to some of Lisa's dubious exploits by acting
as chauffer for the teen as she met boys against her parent's instructions
of insisting to her to remain chaste.  The net result for Jared was his
sexual impropriety with Lisa had stopped cold.  He knew that it would end
eventually but he lamented the fact it finished when they moved, despite
the girls having another seven months of high school and remaining close
friends with each other.  Jared was annoyed there was more possible time to
fraternize with Lisa before the inevitable, yet the teen clearly had
decided he was not someone she wanted anymore.  Preferring boys her own
age.
   The girls graduated high school and Kim and Lisa were set to go
different directions for college.  Kim went to a Boston College and lived
at home, whereas Lisa went to College in Vermont.  They corresponded
regularly and their friendship remained strong.  Kim confiding in Elaine,
all of the sometimes outrageous situations Lisa seemed to get herself into.
Elaine would tell Jared what Kim had told her and he began to feel more
than a little relieved the illicit relationship was now long over.  Lisa
was also becoming politically active at college on social issues and
whereas Kim was the perfect conservative academic, Lisa was the liberal
militant feminist.  The two often debating politics and social issues the
few times they came together in person.  Lisa went on bawdy spring break
vacations whereas Kim spent the time with her new found, somewhat serious
boyfriend, Todd.  Eventually graduating and following Todd to New York. 
Kim had become sexually active in her freshman year at college and Elaine
consoled Jared when it became obvious their daughter was a young woman now
and it was perfectly normal.
   ***
   Kim seldom spoke of Lisa to Elaine and Jared yet her parents knew that
despite their obvious different paths as young adults, their friendship and
common history had kept them close despite being in different sides of the
country.  Lisa having moved out west to San Francisco and working as a
paralegal for a community support organization.  She was putting herself
through school to become a lawyer, having previously graduated in arts,
which she now felt was a waste of time.  Kim and Todd became engaged when
Kim was twenty five and finally the happy event of their marriage rolled
around.  Elaine wasn't surprised Kim had asked Lisa to be her bridesmaid
but Jared was somewhat troubled at the prospect of seeing Lisa again. 
Nearly ten years had passed since he last had sex with Lisa and it was very
much out of sight, out of mind.  Not that he did not frequently relive the
times he had had sex with the preteen through to sixteen year old girl. 
Usually when he masturbated or fantasized during sex with Elaine.  And so
when Lisa appeared three days before the wedding of Kim and Todd, Jared was
on edge and ill at ease with the strident young woman when she turned up to
assist with the bridal preparations.  She was a little thinner and her
thick mane of blond hair was now trimmed short and of indeterminate true
color due to the rinses that she had put through it over the years.  There
was some muttered suggestion she was now a lesbian but Jared never got any
confirmation one way or the other from Kim or Elaine if it were true.  But
she was still vivacious and very desirable to look at and Jared felt
himself staring at her as she chattered and interfaced with Kim and the
other two bridesmaids that made up the wedding party from Kim's side.  Her
glances at Jared were cold and accusatory and he quickly preferred to
absent himself from the house when he knew they were gathering to get on
with the dress fittings and such like.  Lisa saw him hurry from the room
each time she arrived and she followed his retreating figure with a slight
curl of contempt on her lips; knowing why he was fleeing.  His joking `not
a place for a man right now' did not cut it with Lisa.
   The wedding day came and went off without a hitch.  Kim and Todd made
the perfect couple and Elaine was occasionally weeping with the joy of her
daughter's big day being perfect.  Sam at twenty-two had brought his new
girlfriend and they as a couple were likewise of much pride to Elaine and
Jared; Sam's girlfriend Lindy being a drop-dead gorgeous brunette from a
wealthy Connecticut family.  It was later in the evening with the
celebrations starting to wind down that Jared slipped from the house.  He
had carefully avoided Lisa most of the last three days and yet he felt
galvanized by her presence.  Watching her and yearning for her; even as the
adult she now was.  He went to the den and found a packet of cigarettes he
kept hidden from Elaine and slipped out of the house and around the side of
the garage, and moved up towards the shrubs and bushes and away from the
lights from the back yard.  The music was distant now and there was the low
hubbub of people talking as they wound down the festivities.  He lit up and
savored the first drag of the cigarette.  He stood quietly in the warm
evening air and slowly smoked the cigarette.
   "What are you doing hiding here Jared" she said quietly as she
approached out of the light from the garden behind her.
   Jared nearly jumped a mile and he turned towards the approaching dark
shape in panic.
   "Careful Jared, you'll fill your pants," Lisa said crudely with a sneer
as she came up to him.
   He stood trapped.  Unable to move; trapped by her advance and the bushes
behind him to the front of the street.
   "God Lisa, you scared the living daylights out of me," he said trying to
laugh off the embarrassment of the fright she had given him.
   "What's the matter Jared," she said reaching for the cigarette.
   He let her take it; staring nervously at her and wondering what the hell
to do next.
   "I would have thought a clear thinking calculating rapist bastard like
yourself would be calm at any time," she said after she had taken a drag on
the cigarette and deliberately blew the smoke into his face.
   He barely flinched and swallowed hard and felt his scalp crawl with the
guilt her words rung in him; he had nothing to come back with and he stood
helpless and trapped.
   "So...how's it been...have you found any little girls to fuck over the
last ten years?" Lisa said crudely with a sneer and took another suck on
the cigarette.  "It's been what...let's see...how long...oh yeah...I was
fifteen the last time.  Not here...your other place...next door to us," she
said putting on a small play acting performance for him in reminding him of
what he was acutely aware.
   "Nearly ten years of just you and Elaine since...unless of course there
are other kids nearby...but then no Kim to act as the lure...the bait" she
added and cradled her arms across her chest as she held the cigarette away
from herself.
   He swallowed hard again and remained silent; sweating now, as she had
really spooked him.  She dragged on the cigarette once more and looked at
the glowing end.
   "I've had too many of these," she said idly.  "Too much of a lot of
things if the truth be known," and then she looked directly at him.  "Sex
with the wrong men...sex with the wrong women; sex with men and women
together.  Booze, cigarettes, pills, and failed relationships...aah yes,
the failed relationships...it's all been rather difficult most of the
time," she said staring at him.  "I've got you to thank for that Jared."
   Her eyes had adjusted to the dim light beside the garage and she could
see his face was worried and he looked like he would rather be anywhere
else but here with her.
   "My shrink hasn't helped.  He says it's because I was abused as a child
and that I'll only be truly able to confront my problems if I face up to it
and bring it out into the open and get some closure," she said continuing
what was now becoming her soliloquy.  "I told him I have dealt with the
realization I was repeatedly raped until I was fifteen or so but he thinks
I'm suppressing the fact by throwing myself at men...and women...because of
low self esteem and to try and justify the guilt I have brought on myself
because I blame myself for what happened," Lisa said casually, but meaning
her words to bite.
   "Was I to blame Jared?  I supposed I was in a way.  I wanted
it...you...the sex...any way it came.  But really I was just like you.  A
hypocrite to my friend; just as you were to your daughter...and wife," she
said in an almost wistful way; as if working this fact out for the first
time.
   "You weren't to blame Lisa," he said; his voice barely an audible croak.
   "Oh...really?  That must mean you were to blame then...that's fair I
suppose.  After all you were the adult," she said snidely.  "That's what my
shrink said...repeatedly," she added sarcastically with a laugh.  "It's
funny how you and he agree.  Maybe he's right.  Maybe I should come out of
the closet I've put myself in," she said evenly and stared at him; locking
her eyes on his.
   He looked away quickly.
   "You worm," she sneered cruelly.  "You can't bear to face me can you? 
These last three days, you've run a mile you gutless prick," she sneered at
him.  "You abusers...pedophiles...whatever you are...you're all gutless
scum when it comes down to it," she said bitterly.  "Manipulating children
who don't know any better."
   She stepped right up to him and pushed her face in his.
   "But you don't realize that kids grow up.  Kids become adults with the
memories of their childhood.  I should have learned about sex in the
backseat of a boyfriend's car, or fumbles in the trees at summer camp.  Not
spread out on the makeshift sofa in a computer room...ironing room... being
screwed by my best friend's father...from when I was eleven!" she snarled
angrily.
   "I'm sorry," he said barely audible.
   "You're sorry I came back...that's all...you prick," she growled.  "If I
hadn't stayed in contact with my best friend...your daughter...you wouldn't
have had to see me again," she added.  "And you would have gotten away with
it."
   She took half a step back.
   "Do you think you've gotten away with it Jared...huh?  Do you?" she said
in a taunting voice.  "Should I tell my partner I was raped by my best
friend's father from the age of eleven...should I...huh...should I Jared?
She's a ball-breaking dyke.  She'd scream it from the rooftops on my
behalf," Lisa added cruelly.  "Scream to have your balls cut off and locked
way for ever."
   "What's going on?" came the voice behind Lisa.
   It was Elaine's; she had come up to them in the gloom and was standing a
pace behind Lisa's back.  Lisa was so full in Jared's face he hadn't seen
Elaine approach, obscured by Lisa's body.  Both Lisa and Jared jumped at
the sound of her voice.  Lisa was thrown off stride by Elaine's sudden
appearance.
   "Oh...ah...nothing...nothing Aunt Elaine," Lisa stammered.  "Jared and I
were just sharing a cigarette," she said lamely, turning to look at Elaine.
"Bad habit...for both of us...I should give up for good," she added with a
nervous forced chuckle.
   "Yes you should dear," Elaine said coolly and glared past her at Jared.
"And so should you," she added acerbically.
   "I'm sorry darling," he stammered.  "I guess it was just the stress of
the occasion...I just felt like a drag," he added trying to pad the lie so
it was believable.
   There was an awkward pause; both Jared and Lisa wondering how long she
had been there.  Finally Lisa spoke.
   "Well, I'd best get back.  Kim and Todd will be wondering where I've got
to," she said tapping her fingers nervously together in front of her.
   "Yes...you run along dear," Elaine said quietly.  "Kim and Todd will be
leaving soon...there's a bouquet to catch."
   "Oh God I'm the last person to catch it," Lisa said quickly with a
forced laugh.  "I can't seem to have a decent relationship let alone think
of marriage," she added and then caught her meaning in the context of her
words to Jared earlier.
   She paused and then looked quickly back at Jared.
   "Kids grow up," she said quietly; and turned, and nodding to Elaine,
moved past her and walked quickly back down the side of the garage to the
yard, lit with strings of wedding lights.
   Elaine stood staring at him.  He sensed there were questions in her eyes
yet it was too gloomy to really see the expression on her face.
   "How much did you hear?" he asked dully; suddenly feeling very tired.
   "Enough," she said, her voice on the verge of breaking.
   ***
   Epilogue
   The divorce came as a surprise to Kim and Sam.  Elaine insisted they
wait a reasonable length of time for the happiness of Kim and Todd's
nuptials to pass so as not to ruin them.  They explained to the children
that they had grown apart over the recent years once Sam had left home for
college.  Both of them sticking to this story.  Elaine was anxious to
distance herself from her husband, who she had called a monster in a fit of
rage after the wedding guests had all gone that night.  He had opened up
and confessed hoping she might understand, how unwittingly he had set a
trap for himself; a trap he said he did not know how to escape from.  She
had neither sympathy nor understanding of his behavior with Lisa.  Jared
was crushed by her rejection and he wrestled with the emotion of the guilt
and fear of public exposure brought on by the meeting with Lisa, versus the
pain of the truth on Elaine and the knowledge he would lose her.  Kim took
their divorce hardest and it was fully two years before she could accept
Thanksgiving without her father.  Since the split they always had only
Elaine to join her, Todd and Sam; with Jared giving some feeble excuse as
to why he couldn't join them, knowing he was to do this as part of the deal
he had with Elaine.  They would never again fraternize with their children
together.  Elaine felt that any semblance of a family was at odds with the
deceit and contempt he had shown them over the time he had abused Lisa.  He
did see Kim and Sam quite often when they came back to Massachusetts.  He
was living in a small cottage in Salem.  Then came the news that Elaine had
met a new man and they were to marry.  Jared took it hard.  Though he knew
he could never have her back, the thought of her sharing her advancing
years with another man hit him like a club to the head.  And what was worse
for him, Sam and Kim approved of this man.
   Sometime soon after that news, the news of Lisa's death came to him in a
tearful call from Kim late one evening.  Death by suicide by all accounts;
she had cut her wrists while naked in a bath.  At twenty eight years of
age, her troubled life was ebbing away with the deepening crimson stain in
the warm water.  Found by her estranged female partner whom she had lived
with for three years but had recently left the loft they had shared.  When
Kim had recovered from the shock some days later, she was able to tell him
the background to Lisa's tragic end.  Lisa had become prominent in
supporting victims of child abuse.  Campaigning actively to help adults
abused as children confront the abusers and in so doing cleanse their own
feeling of guilt and self-blame, and low self esteem.  The weight of the
cases she worked often left her feeling incredibly depressed and helpless
to achieve her goals of justice for the abused.  It played on her to the
point she finally gave up.  The manner of her suicide was devastating to
Kim and it also had a significant impact on Jared.  He deduced she had
steadfastly refused to call him out so as to protect Kim from the truth of
her with Jared.
   Some weeks later, no one quite knows how his car crossed the middle of
the road and ploughed into the large tree on the opposite side.  The state
trooper, who visited with Sam and Kim at the hospital as Jared lay in a
coma, suspected a deer or some such animal had surprised Jared and he'd
swerved to avoid it.  That was the theory as there seemed no other reason
for the accident on a clear night on a straight section of the road; with
no other significant traffic at the time of the crash.  Sam and Kim stayed
at his side those first few hours after he was admitted; both having rushed
home when they got the news.  Somewhere near daybreak Jared regained
consciousness.  Sam noted his father's eyes flickering and tapped Kim's
shoulder.  The two drew near and Jared stared at the two shapes just out of
focus, his eyes struggling for recognition and his brain working to
understand where he was and why.
   "We're here dad," Kim said taking his arm.
   "It's Sam and Kim," Sam said quietly.
   They barely heard his feeble voice, his lips working deliberately to
form the words.
   "What is it dad?" Kim asked, tears streaming from her eyes.
   She leaned in and saw his eyes were likewise filled with tears.
   "Kids...grow...up," Jared whispered, barely audible.
   "What dad?" Kim asked in puzzlement.  "What do you mean?"
   "Kids...grow..." Jared began and paused, his lips quivering as a wave of
fatigue passed through him.
   He struggled to compose himself as the tears rolled down his cheeks.
   "Kids grow up," he was eventually able to say more coherently.
   A sad smile came to his face briefly and he closed his eyes and sighed.
The heart rate monitor flat-lined with the continuous tone that happens
when the patient's pulse stops.  He was finally rid of his guilt.
   Elaine knew the significance of his last words, when Kim told her.  She
made the connection between news of Lisa's suicide and Jared's supposed
accident.
   "You couldn't atone for it in life," Elaine said quietly to herself, but
speaking to Jared's spirit wherever it rested.  "You finally did it in
death...such a waste of two lives...and what was a happy marriage.  You
should have realized that kids do always grow up.  Lisa was right...poor
sad Lisa," and she wept quietly knowing the reasons for the tragedy; that
only she knew.
   The End
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