`Another night alone' I thought as I tucked my 2 daughters in to bed, it was a Friday but since they both had ballet on Saturday mornings I made them go to bed earlier than usual.  I sat down in front of the TV and sipped from a large glass filled with Rose'.  Id lived alone since my long term boyfriend dumped me and moved abroad 2 years ago, I have had a few flings with guys Id met in the area and friends Id known that had crossed the line into something more but nothing had ever worked out, nothing I truly wanted to either. I was content in life with my girls, they are my whole world, but I know they both wanted and needed a male role model in their life.  At 8 and 9 respectively they couldn't look more the same and be more different, Holly is the younger one, and she's a truly a character, she wants to be a politician when she's older, what kind of 8 year old wants that?? She has an opinion on everything and often shouts at the TV and the news in the papers giving her argument for and against everything.  Jessica on the other hand, she's a pretty little girly girl. Although they both look pretty much the same Jessica is the doll of the 2, she's always preening herself and looking in the mirror, she want's to be a film star, or marry a film star.  I'm 29 years old this year and in spite of my 2 girls being born naturally and both being over 8 lb I still maintained my petite figure. My girls take after me, both are small for their age, skinny almost, both have flowing, curly blonde hair, pale skin and Hazel/Green eye's. 

I was trawling face book one day and found a picture of a man I recognised immediately, it was John, my first real boyfriend, I was just 16 when I met him, he was 20 and we had a whirlwind romance... he was so nice, he doted on me, did everything for me and was insane with Jealousy when I flirted with other men. I was young and naïve, I didn't care about how he felt I just did what I wanted and I was a bitch to him, I remember one time dancing raunchy with my Ex from School, I knew John was watching me... and I did it just to annoy him and make him Jealous, he cried in front of everyone and walked out... everyone just stared at me with hatred thinking 'how can she do this to such a nice guy who obviously loves her.'  I just carried on without a care in the world... until after 3 years being horrible to him, he dumped me.  They say you don't know what you've got till it's gone, and that's the truth really... I was devastated. So much so I jumped straight into bed with another guy and 4 weeks later I was at the Dr's being devastated again with the news that I was 3 weeks pregnant... I begged and pleaded with the Dr to write that I was 6 weeks so it would be John's... but life doesn't work that way does it... I was stuck with being pregnant, as soon as I told the guy he was gone like a shot from a gun, same thing happened again around 12 months later, one relationship ended and a rebound pregnancy began.  I don't regret having my kids, as I said they are my whole world now, I love them both so much, but I'm sitting here looking at the face on the computer screen and just wishing I was married to him now, and my kids were his. My last boyfriend had lasted 6 years but he wasn't happy with me, I knew it but since he was too lazy to do anything about it I just stayed with him, I wasn't even unhappy when he moved out. 

After finding the nerve a few days later I sent a message to the friend of John who had posted the photo.

"Hay Chris, long time I haven't spoken to you I know... I hope your doing OK.  How is your son doing at School he started this year didn't he??   Anyway, I'm OK and my girls are doing great.  I was going to contact John the other day, you know it's been almost 10 years since I last seen him, he looks almost the same from the photo's on your `stag night' album.  Anyway, tell him to add me if he want's it would be nice to catch up."

Nervously I checked my face book every 20 minutes for about 3 weeks but got nothing back until one day I was online and it popped up on my screen.

New friend request from John Dalton

I immediately added him and went right to his photo's to check him out,  My GOD the 9 years+ had done him no harm at all, he was much bigger now, thick set, he had a skinhead now too and he'd been working out by the look of him, still got the boyish look to his face and those intense brown eye's.

I plucked up the courage to message him, but it took me at least 50 go's and when I sent it I was still disappointed.  How can you say something, without actually saying it... inside a tiny box on screen in just a few words for the first time in 9 years?  Just blurt it out?    Oh hi John, I secretly love you still to this day and regret you leaving and not being the father to my children, how have you been?  NO WAY.  I almost laughed when I read it back to myself.

John, hi it's me Kate, you remember the cow who treated you like shit?  Well I just thought I would talk to you and ask you to forgive me, after 9 years I just can't get over you without hearing that...  I'm sorry, I know I'm talking shit.  Just message me, OK.  If you want...   Or tell me to fuck off... that will be OK too.  It would be nice to hear from you, see how your doing, are you married yet?  Any kids??

What a LAME message I thought to myself, I sound both pathetic and desperate at the same time, which is good going.  What a looser.

I got a reply.   I couldn't quite believe it, but I did.  And it was NICE.  Of course it was NICE He doesn't know how to be anything else. It was almost 2 weeks later. 

Hi Kate.  Yes I do remember you, don't beat yourself up about it, it was a long time ago and you were very young.  No I'm not married, and No  I can't have kids.   It's a long story.  Anyway, of course I forgive you. I never blamed you for anything.  What are you up to these days?  

My heart was racing again, for probably the first time in 9 years my heart was racing because of a guy, and it was the same guy!  I slept on it, and contemplated a reply.  I eventually replied after amazingly holding out for 2 whole DAYS !!    

Well, thanks for being nice about it, and not sending `fuck you' like I deserved. Not up to much really, I work at a local school but don't do much else. Still live in the same area as when we were dating.  I would meet you any time. 

Anyway, we met.  It was about 2 months later and he messaged me again, we swapped numbers and he told me he would take me out.  I went shopping and got myself a new outfit, it was probably the most short and sexy, revealing mini-dress Id worn in my life and I didn't want to come on too slutty but at the same time I wanted him to like me, I knew I was still HOT and I wanted him to see it... so I wore it.  I met him in our local town centre and I was Uber-nervous when I pulled up and parked my car.  I walked to the bar and got a few whistles as I strode my smooth, bare legs past a few groups of young guys.  It still made me happy to hear, even at 29.   I got to the bar and John was already there, we talked and talked, about everything old times and memories.... Soon into the conversation Id realised something, I hadn't even mentioned I had kids!  I didn't want to put him off so I still didn't mention it... then he asked me flat out and I LIED!  I said I had none.... What a bitch I still was.  I was being so selfish, I LOVE my girls, and I'm so Proud of them... why would I tell this almost stranger that they didn't exist!  Anyway, once you've lied, you either come clean and they think  you're a weirdo, or you keep it up, I opted for the later trying to drag it out for as long as I could.

2 weeks later and we dated again, this time I slept with him. He took me back to his place and I fucked his brains out for hours and hours, my god his body was incredible, so hard and bulky, like a rugby player. It was easily the best sex I ever had, it was just insane. I cum so many times, I guess the mixture of being single for so long and me being so turned on by him, just sent my body into orbit.  I didn't want to leave the next morning but I promised my mum that Id' pick the girls up by 11AM and I didn't want her calling me here!  I made my fake excuses and I left,  I still hadn't told him the truth.  

Lets cut a long story short.  I was fucking him for months, sometimes 3 or 4 times a week at his place, Id called in all my favours and paid a LOT of money for lots of babysitters, friends and my parents to take the girls, they were understanding of my needs and didn't complain.  I needed to tell him, but at the same time I didn't want to ruin everything.

I decided to approach the subject, as much as I could I brought kids into conversation with John.

"So have you had any thought of having kids?"  I said to him instantly remembering his message and kicking myself.

"I can't have kids."  He said.

"Why not?" I asked him, why was I digging?

"I'm just not fit to be a father."  he said.
"I think you'd make a great dad."  I said,  he turned away from me. Then after a minutes silence

"Can we talk about something else?"  

"Ok, I'm sorry If I'm being nosy and I upset you."  

"No it's not that, it's just.... Complicated.  Do you want to get out of here?"  He asked

"Yes OK, where?" 

"Lets go back to mine." he said

We did, and he fucked me again, he was SOOOO good in bed, I was so surprised he was single.  And he could keep himself in the game for hours, I mean, he really wore me out when he took me over and over and over again.  He seemed to like me being on top and holding my ribs, he liked me to put my hands behind my head and stretch my arms up to accentuate my skinny size.  I wasn't complaining, his big rough hands were incredible on my ribcage, his thick fingers toyed with my hard nipples till they throbbed.

Now I'm in a dilemma, what the fuck do I do?  I told my best friend Kathy, one of the few people who have been in my life long enough to remember John and she told me I was a Twat.  I knew that already, I needed help, not judgement!.  She told me to tell him the truth and live with the consequences.

I needed to do it I knew that, but how can I now?  After this long??  

I told him we needed to talk, and I wanted him to come to my house.  He agreed and when he walked in he saw my 2 precious little girls, and he froze as if scared to death.  Something about kids made him super-nervous. He stood in the kitchen and pretended to be OK but barely even acknowledged the girls.  I apologised for lying and told him I was just so happy to be with him again I didn't want to ruin it, and that I never intended it to go on as long as It did I just got trapped in the lie... he didn't take it well.

"Why did you do this to me again, after all this time?"  He said, he was upset and the tears in his eye's always gave him away.

"I'm so sorry John, but it doesn't have to change anything."  I said, I pleaded. I begged.

"It changes EVERYTHING." he said, and then he left.   

Another broken heart, for me, and for him.  

I tried and tried to get hold of him again, after 3 days I started getting delivery failures on my phone, and a few days after his profile was gone from Facebook.  After 2 months I was more angry than anything, something in me wouldn't let it go, I couldn't loose him again.... I needed to talk to him,  I needed answers.  What was it about these 2 innocent kids that he couldn't stand?  

I got on my face book and I messaged his friends, everyone I could think of, ALL of our old friends, people we knew, people we lived with, everyone, I even drove to his parents only to find out they had moved away.   I was all set on giving up when I got a reply.

Kate,  I don't know why I'm telling you this, but go and talk to Johns Ex wife, she can probably explain better than anyone. 

EX-FUCKING WIFE!!!!  He lied to ME as well!!    I got the address from Scott and I went to her house unannounced.

Helen almost turned me away at the door, if it hadn't been for my 2 girls being with me I think she would have.

"Ok you'd better come in."  she said reluctantly, I got the 2 girls from the car and I entered the house with them, the first thing I saw was a perfectly formed 6 year old brunette called Joanna, she looked so much like John it was scary!  OK, now it's explanation time.  

The kids were playing together happily so I started.  I told her what had happened, about me lying about having kids and John freaking when he saw them.  She was so emotional she hardly managed to get the words out.

"It's not..... It's not his fault." She sobbed.

"What isn't his fault?  Kids aren't faults!  What the hell happened?"  

"He.... He....    I can't... can you just go please... I can't."  she was still crying.

"I want some answers and I'm not leaving till you tell me."  I demanded.

She cried and cried, I couldn't help but comfort her and I held her tight as she let it all out on my shoulder. Helen was beautiful, very petite and fragile looking, but very beautiful, in spite of her worry induced prematurely aged face.

"What happened?"  I kept asking, calmly and quietly.

"He was great.  Right up till the pregnancy, then he became angry, real angry.  He always said he didn't want kids and he doesn't even visit his friends or brothers who have kids, it's like he hated them or something, I didn't understand it either, he told me after that he'd had a vasectomy to prevent him from having any, and he hadn't told me because I always said I didn't want them either.  Secretly I did, but I loved him so much, I didn't want to loose him.  Anyway, I had our daughter Jo.  He left me a few weeks after she arrived."  She said

"Has he ever told you why?"  I asked.

"Yes."  She sobbed again.  "He wrote me this letter."  She said, she held up a tatty looking note, obviously she'd read this many times. I was about to read it for the first time, and already the anticipation of the truth almost scared me to tears. I pulled the paper from the envelope.

My dearest Helen,
			Please don't think that my leaving has anything to do with you, or our daughter, this has not been an easy decision for me, and I know it hasn't been for you either, you 2 are the most perfect and precious things I ever had in my life.  I wanted you from the moment I saw you, and our daughter the same.  But I can't be around children, I have never been able to, nor will I ever be able to.  I have been seeing a therapist for my whole adult life, I didn't expect to ever have to tell you this, and I haven't ever told anyone.  I am a paedophile.  I am so sexually tuned on by young girls I can't stand to be around them, I don't think I would or could EVER harm a young person, you know me better than anyone and you know I couldn't hurt anyone, but I also cannot take the risk. I would rather DIE than put a child at risk.  I know that this news and the resulting pain and aguish it causes will be VERY difficult for you, but if I can ask of you just 1 thing for the rest of your life, don't resent our daughter, she is the most innocent victim of a tragic unavoidable truth.  I never asked to be a monster, but I am stuck with one inside me. I have tried everything, but nothing has worked and I know it never will.  I don't expect you to keep this a secret for my sake, but do it for your daughter, and yourself, you don't want the hatred, believe me!  I hope you will write to me, and tell me how our daughter is doing in years to come, I hope you will accept my financial support also.  I love you more today than I ever have and nothing you do or say will change that.  

All my everything forever.

John





I was crying when I reached the end.  What a tragic tale.  What a horrible, horrible reality for these nice people.

I hugged Helen some more, and I talked to her and tried to calm her down, I explained that it wasn't her fault, it wasn't anyone's fault that this had happened, and she shouldn't blame herself.  She went on to tell me she had never gotten over loosing John, and after the break-up and divorce she hadn't been with anyone since.  I eventually left after 3 hours of nervous chatter from Helen and 3 cups of tea, she seemed a little bit less scared when I left, like telling someone after all this time had relieved her of some of the burden.

I couldn't think about anything else, for months I couldn't.  I did everything I could think of to get on with my life and move on, but I was haunted by John,  I was haunted by this perfect man with the ultimate flaw,  the unforgivable affliction,  the only truth too emotive to discuss,  if society can't discuss something, it becomes completely taboo, there is little or no help for this wonderful man, nothing but a lifetime of sadness, disappointment and longing. The ultimate addiction and resulting lifetime of pointless rehab.  Nothing can cure this disease.   I thought about what I felt for John before I knew, and what I felt now... much the same, but along with it sympathy and bitter disappointment.  I thought about what I wanted from John before I talked to him again, I wanted his forgiveness, I wanted him to forgive me for hurting him so badly all those years ago.  Now I wanted him to have the same.  I wanted to forgive him back.

I searched and searched but didn't find an address for John, I got hold of some of his friends and they told me he moved away.  I gave up hope after 3 long months of frantic calling people and getting constant knock backs.  I was going through some of my old Photo's one day months later and I picked up a letter, written by John to me when we were dating, god, Id forgotten about his old fashioned posted love letters... Then I saw it, a return address... at the top, OK it was an old one, where his parents used to live and Id checked there months ago, I knew he wasn't there... but it gave me an idea.

I knocked on Helen's house and she let me in, I asked her for the letter of Johns confession and she gave it to me, sure enough, there on the letter was an address.  I copied it down, thanked Helen and went home. I wrote.  I must have written over 100 letters to John and all of them made it as far as the waste bin. I couldn't tell him what I wanted to say, I wasn't even sure what I wanted to say.  I gave up and text my mother again.

"Mum your having the girls this weekend, please don't fight me on this I have something VERY important to do."  I said, giving her no choice in the matter.

I packed the girls of to their grandparents and I set out in my car, I drove for over 7 hours. I never stopped once and I didn't eat anything either, I had 1 thing on my mind and that was John.

When I got to Long Fall cottage I was gob smacked, it was beautiful, it was the idyllic country house, a postcard perfect building in a richly handsome rural setting, a stream, a hilly surround... lush green everywhere and the smell of the countryside. 

I knocked.  And I waited.  Nobody was home.  I sat on the porch and I waited, almost 3 hours went by, lucky Id packed a blanket and a book. When I saw John I was overcome with desire, I wanted him so much, not just physically but emotionally, he was my MAN and I needed HIM.  His reaction was slightly more than complete shock and total despair.  He knew.  He knew that I knew.

"What the hell are you doing here, why the hell can't you people just leave me alone, It ME who's lost everything, you all have family and friends and children to fall back on, I have NOTHING, I sacrificed my whole life to keep you safe from me!  Why can't you just accept that I'm not right for you! Helen and you live in this dream world where people like me don't exist!  Well they DO!  And you can't trust me as much as you can throw me!  So go home.  And don't come back.  And leave Helen alone. She's been through enough!"

"John, the kids aren't here, Helen isn't here either, just me and you.   I want to talk."  I said

"Well, you already know the truth, so what more is there to talk about?  Helen wrote to me, she told me you had talked and she had told you because you wouldn't give up!"

"That's right, she told me.  And I'm still here."

"Why?"

"I want to talk."

John opened the door and went inside, I dumped my bag. Blanket and book on the side in the kitchen and followed him in to the lounge area, he started a log fire from old embers and new wood, it crackled and became beautifully hot after just a few minutes.

I sat nervously on the arm of a sofa while John left the room, he came back soon after, minus the boots and the coat, carrying 2 drinks, both large, neat and alcoholic.

"I knew before I met you, but I didn't think it would be a problem, I was OK with it by then, I'd met kids before and I didn't expect to be a danger to them, it wasn't until I stumbled across something online, it was a website where you could download stories, fictional stories about hypothetical paedophiles having sex with imaginary young kids, I became addicted, I was under the impression that if I read these stories and masturbated that would be enough, I wouldn't need the real thing because I already had an outlet, a release...  little did I know at the time I was only feeding my addiction, I was only making the fantasy stronger, I was only making things worse for myself.  I hated myself, I vomited the first time I ever masturbated thinking about a kid.  But I couldn't deny it, when I was in a relationship I didn't think about it as much and that's the truth, but something always went wrong, one girl babysat for her sisters daughter, so I made my excuses and I left her, then there was another one, she had neighbours with loads of kids.  Then there was Helen, that lasted for a long time and after years together we were married and she didn't want kids either, I thought finally I could be happy, my Therapist had almost told me I didn't need him anymore, but then, as predicted, it all fell apart again.   I have to accept my reality, I can't be around girls. For their sake.  I love them, I LOVE kids, but I can't touch one.  I have had to deal with this for years Kate.  You don't.  Just go back to your kids and have a great life. You deserve happiness."  He said, all the while sipping his drink too quickly, he was finished the almost half pint measure by the end of his speech.

"So do you John." was all I had to say.  He cried, and we fell into each others arms.  After a good 20 minutes holding him, we kissed, then followed 3 hours of the most emotional, most incredible sex of my life.

"So what now."  He asked.

"What do you mean?"  I was staling, Like I didn't know what now?

"What are we going to do now?  You have 2 daughters, and I have an addiction, the 2 cannot fit together, are you going to drive the 500 miles every few weeks?  Your going to need a better car!"  he said, although he was joking, he was obviously not laughing.

"I love you.  I've loved you since I met you, I've loved you again  since I met you again.  You're the perfect man John, you would NEVER hurt anyone and I know it. You need to face up to your fear, and tackle it head on.  Just come back with me and Meet them, get to know them, be part of their lives... and you will be fine... I KNOW you will, you shouldn't have to hide here and deny yourself any companionship. You shouldn't have to do it!!"

"I just can't Kate.  I wish things were different.  I want to meet them all, but how are you going to feel knowing that all I'm thinking about when I'm with them is what they would look like Naked... what it would feel like to touch them while they were Naked... and Sex.... Well... lets not even start on that... trust me when I tell you that my mind would be THERE in a heartbeat and it wouldn't EVER deviate for more than a second. I will have an erection for the whole time I`m with them."

"What ever they don't know won't hurt them.  You won't hurt them.  I trust you."  I said
I did. I really trusted him.  There was nothing he could do about what he was... I know that, but I just KNOW he won't hurt my children.  Some men who have this ultimate problem, abuse and rape kids... it's in their nature... but it's not in his... no way!  

I Stayed with John for the whole weekend, he was so manly and outdoorsy, he knew everything about the surrounding area, every rock and valley, he knew it all.  He went on to tell me that he'd spent years up here alone after his divorce, but after time it just gets too hard to be alone, he had to find friendship again, so he came back...  I told him he had to come back again.  If he decided after that he couldn't do it, then OK... but he has to try, I convinced him. He drove my crappy car all the way back to Glenton. For 500 miles, I think I was more nervous than he was.

I speed talked at him, I made him agree to staying with me and the girls for at least the first night. Then he could go back to his apartment if he wanted, but he still had to come and see us. 

When John stopped the car outside my mum's house the girls were ready... they both climbed in the car and they wouldn't stop smiling at John, they could see I was nervous and they thought it was because I liked him, in a way they were right... but I LOVED him was closer to the truth.

They were quiet, I knew it wouldn't last. Both of them had retreated into their little-girl modes, giggly and silly... once they had relaxed a bit, they would be firing a million questions a minute at him and jumping all over him... I did wonder what he would do, how was he going to react when one of them jumped on his lap?  Would he really have a hard-on all the time?  Did he have one NOW??  Oh my god, I was nervous, and strangely, I was a little excited by the tension.  What was happening to me, why would a mother put her kids in this position knowingly with him? 

When we got back to my house I took the girls inside and John stayed in the drivers seat, I left him in the car until the girls were in and settled, when I went to check he was still there staring straight ahead.

"You've driven 500 miles to get here, you have to do this John... you said you'd tried everything, you haven't tried THIS yet... so now you have to."  I said

He followed me into the house.

"Girls, this is John and he's going to be my friend, you will be seeing lots of him."  

"Nice to meet you."  Said Holly, all formal and proper.

Jessica didn't... she came right over to him and put her arms out for a hug... my heart stopped, and so did Johns, the moment of truth. He looked at me nervously, and I nodded!  I NODDED!!

When Johns arms moved towards my child all I could think of was him raping her.  My head was screaming out to stop it from happening... but I didn't move, or make a sound... I couldn't.

The moment Johns hands touched her I knew it was going to be OK, he'd fallen in love with her at that moment and his gentle and warm hug with her tiny body pressed into him, her soft blonde hair resting on his chest with her beautiful face buried in his shoulder... he was smelling her, I could see him... he was breathing in the experience of holding a young girl intimately.  And I was letting him.  

I'm sure after a few seconds Jessica had decided she liked him, because usually she would have let go by now, but she didn't.... she got comfortable on his lap and she just lay on his chest. He wrapped his arm around her and held his 2 hands together in plain sight, I guess to calm my nerves more than his own.  I could see the HUGE bulge in his trousers, I knew what it was, and I knew it was ALL for her... I was Jealous, Ashamed, Angry, Guilty, Excited, Worried... ALL at the same time, I felt so unnaturally alien... Like I wasn't ME at all, because I wouldn't do this!!  But then, looking at them together, I couldn't deny that it warmed my heart to see her so happy with a Man, and it made my heart ACHE to see him so content, like he was high on the most incredible drug ever invented.

I left the room and went in the kitchen to calm my nerves, I couldn't Imagine how he was feeling right now?  Happy?  Scared?  Both probably.  When I came back in John was still in the same position but his head was lying back on the chair and his eyes were closed, maybe he'd gone to heaven right there... I noticed his cock was still hard, very hard by the looks of it... Jessica was so small she wasn't near it enough to notice it.  I left him and sure enough, he never moved.... He'd fallen asleep with my daughter on his lap, exhaustion from being so excited perhaps?  John didn't even wake up when I picked up a sleeping Jessica and took her off to bed with her equally asleep sister in tow.

John stayed with me for a few days but eventually returned to his flat because he felt uncomfortable being erect all evening in a house with the 2 girls, I must admit I still wanted him to stay, having sex with a man who is so completely turned on is quite amazing, he was always a good fuck, but the 2 days he was here with the girls were mind blowing, he was incredible, the stamina of a marathon runner and up for the next round just a few minutes after blowing huge amounts of cum inside me.. I was amazed by him sexually.

I was eager for him to be with me, and I was more and more turned on by seeing him hard when he came over, knowing that meant incredible sex for me later... I even pulled him upstairs when the girls were engrossed in a cartoon, I took him to my room and pulled down his jeans and pants, I began to blow him and he slipped his hand under my dress and shoved his fingers in my soaking wet pussy, it took us less than 60 seconds for both of us to climax, we'd turned in to the 17 yr old versions of ourselves, horny ALL the time and fast as a firework to explode... 

We talked sometimes but John was reluctant to talk about his condition around the girls, except to state on many occasions that he loved being around them and promised never to hurt them.

One Saturday he came over and said he would cook us a BBQ as the weather man had promised a dry day, the girls played in the garden and John cooked, we all had a laugh and ran around being silly... the girls loved John as much as I did already and he had become more at peace with them being in his life, he knew that I knew, and I was OK with it, that night the girls both stayed up late, I got them in to their PJ's and put them together on the rug in front of the fireplace, they had pillows and were soon comfortable, Holly was in her Hello Kitty nightie and Jessica in her Barbie nightie.  They were both asleep in minutes of being comfy.

John fixed us a drink in the kitchen and I decided to do something out of my mind.... STUPID.

I reached down and lifted Holly's nightie onto her back, high enough to see her tiny bum and her pink little girl panties, I was microseconds from backing out and pulling it back down again but I heard John coming and sat back down and pretended to be dozing off....  When he sat he had obviously noticed her, but said nothing, I got close to John and lay on his chest, he was directly behind the girls so he had a great view of her cotton clad buns, if only she had her legs open I thought, it might even make him cum in his pants.... I don't know what came over me, I was so turned on by the depravity of this situation. Johns cock bulged massively against his jeans.  

"Kate..."

"Mmmm"  I pretended not to know what he was going to say

"You might want to cover her up a bit, she'll catch a cold."

"What, right next to the fire?"

"She's uncovered herself in her sleep."

"She's a little girl John, she doesn't know what this is doing to you."

John moved a little and tried to watch TV but I could see him grabbing a glimpse every few seconds, eventually just giving in to his temptation and staring at my daughters state of undress..  Then... she moved...  JUST as I had suggested, she pulled her right knee up to her chest and lay on her left side, she had revealed her panty covered crotch...  

"For god sake Kate...."  
Instead of removing the guilt I pushed him further.... I was so horny, and I was enjoying his being so worked up all the time, I wasn't worried about the girls, I wasn't worried about anything... I just wasn't.

"You can cover her if you want to, just try not to wake her up."  I said softly to John.  I expected him to get angry, or sad, or anything but willing... but I was wrong.  He moved on to his knees and reached over to Holly's tiny bum and tried to pull the nightie down to cover her, but she had it trapped with her knee, it wouldn't budge.  He wasn't going to be beaten, John ever so carefully lifted Holly's naked right leg in both hands, It looked so skinny in his mighty hands, he had his right had around the thigh with his fingers under the knee, her skin must have felt so soft, and so HOT next to the fire, he straightened the leg and taking in as much of the sight as he could, he pulled the nightie back in place and sat back down on the sofa... he was breathing heavy, like he'd been lifting weights, his heart was pounding...  I had to see it.  

I reached for Johns jeans and un-popped the button, he whispered a half hearted plea to stop but I knew he wanted it and he quickly conceded his protest, I pulled the material apart and freed his aching swollen cock, I immediately got it out of his underwear and swallowed it....  He cum 7 seconds later, a RIVER. And I drank it. 

Next morning John was up quite early but seemed to be REAL happy with himself.

"Morning beautiful." He said, holding 2 coffees and a perfect smile.

"How come your so happy?" 

"Because I trusted you, and you trust me, and I think everything's going to be OK," He said

"I told you it would be.  They don't know, and you won't ever do anything to harm them, so I don't see a problem.  It comes down to whether or not you can resist the temptation to have a grope occasionally."  I said it, but to be honest... I didn't even mind if he did.

"I think you would notice the wet patch if I did."

"Yes, I think so..."  we both laughed.  It was so good to be in this place with John.

The next occurrence happened one night midweek, maybe a Wednesday or something, I collected the girls from school and Id decided to walk as it was fairly bright and only about a quarter mile home, John would be there by the time we got back, When we got to the end of our street, the Heavens opened and an Almighty downpour came out of the sky, we all chuckled to ourselves as we jogged home, we were soaked to the skin by the time we got there... John met us at the door and handed us towels in the entrance hall, both girls thought it was hilarious. I had an idea, I hoped John wouldn't mind.

"Girls go on through to the fireplace and get out of them soaking wet clothes, I will be in to dry you in a minute."  I said.  Both girls kicked off their flat shoes and giggled as they dripped over the wooden floor through to the lounge. 

"You want to help?"  I asked him.

John smiled.....  and then nodded. 

"Which one do you want to do?"  I worded it like that, to sound even more inappropriate, and John flushed red.

" Today....  Jessica." He said

"Ok wait here."  I went upstairs and grabbed the girls Nighties and clean pants each then ran back down and handed John his 2 items.  His eye's bulged from his head when he saw I was about to allow him the chance to see my daughters Naked.

We both walked through to the lounge and the girls didn't even flinch that John had come in with me, both still too young to care about modesty.  I started to strip Holly and John stripped Jessica.

Jumpers off first..... then shirts...... then skirts.... Then socks...  I matched Johns pace because I knew he'd want to take it slow and I didn't want to be finished before he'd gotten her Jumper off.  1 Item at a time and before 2 minutes were up they were both standing in front of us in their knickers only.  They both faced the fire to keep warm and we were directly behind the girls.  I slipped Hollys pants down and off, John did the same to Jessica.  Their perfect creamy skin, so smooth and inviting... I picked up the towel and started drying her, John followed...  I wrapped the towel around Holly and rubbed her body, then I realised I was covering her doing it this way, so I switched to holding the towel in a ball and wiping her dry, We carefully wiped both girls till they were almost dry....

"Ok Turn around."  I said

Both girls turned without a seconds hesitation. 

Johns face looked like it was going to pop, he looked ready to faint... or cum!  I stared at him and he stared at Jessica's perfectly smooth hairless labia, so firm and deep they looked.

"Are you OK?"  she asked him.   This seemed to snap him out of his momentary coma and he gained his composure enough to go back to drying her.

"Legs open."  I commanded.   They both parted their legs by 2 feet, John Gulped.  I carefully wiped her tiny flaps with the towel and john did the same. With just 1 thin towel between the flat of our fingers and her tiny sex it was easy to feel the shape and texture of the girls most intimate parts.  I then wrapped the towel around the giggling girls head and offered her the replacement knickers.  John did the same, soon they were both dressed for bed and were laying on their cushions on the floor again. The fire cracked and roared throwing it's heat like a blanket over the room.

I dragged John out to the kitchen, he was panting again and there was a wet patch on his jeans.

"You cum?" I asked him

"Twice."  He said back.

I gasped and kissed him hard on his mouth, he pulled me close and we kissed passionately until a voice broke the moment.

"Can I have a drink now?"  Holly asked, standing in the doorway, we stopped the kissing and Holly giggled at us.   " I think you got a bit wet too John."  she said pointing at his crotch.  John stepped behind me and I laughed.  Later that night John made love to me so gently, like he was doing it to one of my girls.

Things went on like this for John and I, we enjoyed our life together and finally we felt like a family, it was different to anything I had done previously, sex was more a part of my life again, daily, it was a change but I loved every second.  John was nervous occasionally, when I asked him to dress one of the girls, or when he sat with them and read them a story, sometimes he even took them out on his own, although he wouldn't dream of doing anything to please himself, not without me there anyway. 

One Sunday I asked him if he wanted to Bath Jessica.  It didn't matter to me how old the girls got, when they asked to bath themselves, they would be allowed, if they didn't ask, then I would clean them till they were 18!  That was my philosophy, and even though Jess was almost 10, I still didn't see her as even close to asking for any privacy.  John agreed and I decided to do the 2 girls together so I could watch him.  Not because I didn't trust him, just because I Loved watching him so highly aroused and enjoying himself with the girls.

That night kind of changed everything, not for the worse... but definitely changed everything. I left John use his own hands to clean the tiny 9 year old, she is so petite, she's incredibly skinny, her arms and legs looked like they would snap if you put too much pressure on them. I followed the same routine as with the strip after the downpour, I had the girls stand Naked in the bath and they faced away from us, we washed their backs and shoulders, then their sides, then I had them turn around, we watched their arms and hands, and fronts, chests and tummies, then each leg in turn. John looked like he had suffered a major Orgasm somewhere during her left leg, he had soapy hands and was rubbing them firmly up and down her long skinny thigh... I broke the tension but not the mood.

"Legs apart."  I said. Both girls complied.  His first close up view of her parted baby smooth pussy was as strong as a heart attack to John, he was struggling to keep his breathing under control, I was talking rubbish the whole time to keep the attention on me, and I succeeded. Then I soaped my hand with "special" soap (organic antibacterial) and rubbed Holly's soft mons with my 3 middle fingers.... I looked at John and it seemed it might be a step too far for him, but after a minute or so.. He did it to Jess too.  He rubbed her baby pussy so gently and so lovingly she started moaning softly. I noticed but John didn't.... it was almost 5 minutes later when Holly piped up.

"I think it's clean now mum,"  I had forgotten I was still rubbing her, she was too young to feel much pleasure from it, or maybe I was just the wrong person, doing  it wrong.  We both stopped.

"Turn around girls."  I said, they both flipped and naturally bent over for their bum wash, I again did this with my bare hand and John did the same, Jessica even reacted to Johns attention to her bottom hole. He squeezed her cheeks and really pushed her hole inwards as he washed her, she seemed to really enjoy it.  Another round of slow motion drying and the girls were ready and packed off to bed.

When I tucked Jess in that night she asked me about the bath. " Why does it feel so nice when I wash my front bum bum? It felt like it was tickling but really nicely....  It never felt like that before mummy."  She said.

"I will tell you tomorrow, I promise, just go to bed now babe... I love you.  Goodnight."  

"Good night mummy."  

Lying in bed later, John had a guilty swing.

"I shouldn't be doing this, it's going further and further.  I almost lost it today in the bath and ........... licked her... what's going to happen if I loose control and the girls mention it to a teacher... you could even loose them!"

" You won't John, you have never been so close to 2 girls, you have never seen a real naked girl, or touched one.  You will be OK John, I promise you."  I put his mind at rest and began playing with his always erect cock, soon after we were in the throes of orgasm yet again.

After the bathing night I decided to stop the pimping of my girls to my man, not that I'd seen the error of my ways, far from it in fact I thought about almost nothing else. I just stopped for now, because I could see John getting scared and Id hate for him to leave because of anything I did. We went back to living like a fairly normal couple, John even got a job and started to socialise with locals by going to the pub. Everything was coming together nicely. 

I dodged the conversation with my daughter about sex, I knew Id have to tell her someday but the longer the better, the moment she knew what it was and why it happened, the sooner she'd realise John was lusting for them. She eventually asked and I couldn't change the subject.

"Why does it feel so nice though?  I never noticed before but when John rubbed me in the bath it was real nice and made my legs all wobbly."  She said

"Well, boys and girls have their private parts in between their legs, and it feels nice to touch and play with them. Alone, and with other people.  If you do that, it's called Sex. It should only be done when your older, but you can play with your own body when your younger."  I said.

"So I shouldn't get a bath from you no more?  I like it when you or John does it better."  She smiled.

"Well, it's ok for us to do it I guess, if you like it, but only us, nobody else, and you can't tell anyone either, not your friends or your sister."  I said

"Ok mummy, I won't say anything." She giggled enjoying that she had her own little secret.

That night when I made love to John I mentioned the conversation. He was obviously apprehensive, but agreed that he would bath Jess alone.  I told him I fully trusted him, and If she's ok with him touching her he should try and enjoy it himself.

When John got home from work the next night he changed in the bedroom, I was in the en-suite bathroom having just got out of the bath,  he didn't notice me watching him, he was masturbating.  

"I can do that for you if you like."  I said

John smiled and I got on the floor in front of him and sucked his beautiful cock. He shot a heavy load into my throat a few minutes later.

"My you were turned on about something."  I smiled at him.

" I've been thinking about bathing her all day, I can't get the image out of my head.  I needed to cum as soon as I got in so I don't blow in my pants later."  He said

" Well, I must say it does make our sex life incredible, you being turned on all the time."  I said

" I'm still worried Kate, I know you think this is all Innocent and nothing bad, but it's only that way because I haven't lost control,  I don't think this is something you should be agreeing to. Your meant to protect them."  He said

" I know John, please don't keep going over the same things.  I know you love ME, and I know you love THEM.  I know you won't hurt them. I want you to be in our lives, and I also want you to be as happy as you can be.  I don't think that this is going to do any harm.  Please just try and enjoy it.  I don't want you to feel guilty anymore."  I tried to calm his nerves.

I left John to clean up and went downstairs, Jess was in the kitchen getting a drink.

"You don't mind if John baths you tonight babe?"  I asked her.

"No, I like it when he does it. He's real nice to me." She said.

" You remember what we talked about."  I said

"Ah-hu mum, you don't have to remind me.  I won't tell anyone I promise."  She smiled at me.

"I'm glad to hear it."  I said back

" I was thinking about my bath today at school, and I started getting all hot and dizzy." Said Jess, unknown to herself she'd started having lustful thoughts.

" Don't worry sweetheart, you will be fine, just enjoy it and try not to think about it too much when your at school. John really loves you and he loves to bath you and touch you, so as long as you like it, I want him to bath you till you want to do it yourself alone."  I thought I would get the idea in her head ASAP because I was sure if things went along in the same direction she would still have John washing her when she was 16. 

Later that evening John couldn't keep his eyes off Jessica at the dinner table, and she was very excited too I could tell. Holly was none the wiser, she didn't even notice.  She ate her dinner and went back to watching Hanna Montana. 

"Jess babe, I want you to go and run a bath.... John will be up in a bit to wash you.  Get your night clothes and clean pants ready too.... Make sure you put cold in first so you don`t burn yourself."  I said

Jessica Smiled from ear to ear.  "Ok Momma... "  and off she ran.

John waited a few minutes and help my hand at the table, then he kissed me... almost as if to thank me for what I was giving him, then he left.  I was clock watching.... For what felt like hours, but in fact was only a few minutes... I wished I could watch what they were doing but I didn't want to spoil it for John, and I wanted him to know I trusted him.  I watched the clock and when 30 minutes had passed I thought perhaps he'd put her in bed and was reading her a story... but after  60 minutes Holly had fallen asleep on the sofa... I went to check.  I couldn't help myself anymore.  As I was walking up the stairs John had just left the girls room and he looked guilty.

"She's asleep."  he said.

"Ok.  Don't panic."  I said... "Was everything OK?  You've been up here for over an hour. She don't take that long to wash!"  I joked.

"She seemed to enjoy it."  Said John

"So did you by the look of that bulge."  I giggled.

John went and picked up Holly and carried her to her bed, then met me in the bedroom, In the mean time I went and kissed my lucky daughter goodnight she kissed me on the lips and said she loved having John with us... I told her I hoped we could keep him forever but she might have to help me... she said she would do anything. I winked at her and hoped beyond all.... That she meant it.  

When we were comfortably in bed I asked him "What did you do to her tonight?"  

"Well I washed her and I finished on her bum and ......... "   

He didn't know what to call it.  A 10 year old vagina.

" Pussy."   I said 

"Yes."  Said John embarrassed.

"Ok, carry on... what did you do, tell me every detail." I said as I grabbed his meaty cock and started pulling and squeezing it.

" Well, I washed her and I asked her where she liked to be touched, I touched her all over slowly and I took my time on every part of her.  I spent a while playing with her nipples and after some time she said she......... liked it."   It was fun to see Johns Enthusiasm, but it quickly faded back in to guilt and shame.

"Keep going John, I just spoke to Jessica and she was so happy.... It doesn't bother me what you did to her... she loved it.  Keep going."

" Well, when Id washed the rest of her I had her bend over forward and I washed her bum. I spent 10 minutes playing with her bum, then I started pushing my thumb against her bum hole, she was really pushing back on it, it went inside a little and still she kept doing it... it was very slippery with the liquid soap."   

"Keep going John."  I was getting so turned on by listening to the sexual abuse of my daughter.

"I.....I....."   John stammered... he didn't want to tell me...

" John, stop the nervousness now.  I won't feel guilty or ashamed if you fucked her."  I said.  It worked... he snapped out of it... and continued.

"I asked her if I could put my finger inside her bum.... She said ok.  And so I did... really slowly I pushed my index finger inside her, and I didn't stop till I was right up to my clenched fist, I wiggled it around and pressed against her insides.... She seemed to really love it... I switched to my middle finger and even pushed my Thumb up there, I continued till the water was cold around 15 minutes later, I slid  in and out and sometimes I left one in and explored around. She never complained, she just breathed heavy and moaned softly."  he said, staring at me as if to look for any disgust... any anger... he continued when he only found lust in my eyes.

" I wanted to tongue her ass hole.  But I didn't want to freak her out, so I told her I thought her bum was clean now and to turn around.  I washed her belly and all around her pussy... then I played with her flaps for a few minutes, maybe 10... I rubbed every inch of her, I liked to pull them apart with my thumbs and wash every part slowly, then I pushed a little inside and found her maidenhead... I pushed against it and looked in her eyes, she was so excited... she was leaning against the wall panting.  I told her to turn around again and sit in the water, she did... in spite of it being cold, I told her to lift and part her knees and she did... then I started rubbing her pussy with 3 fingers, I got the sweet spot and carried on for over 10 minutes... I masturbated myself while I masturbated her....... I think she may have even cum before me."  As the words slipped from his mouth, my own swallowed his cock.... I went to town on it until t exploded  and drained in to my stomach. 

" you should have tongued her....  I don't think she would object to anything at this point."  I said

"I know.  But I shouldn't do it, just because I have the chance... It's not right."

"It's only  wrong because I could damage the girl physically or emotionally, and I don't believe you doing anything to my daughters will damage them either way, so it's really up to you."  

"Why are you so up for this?"  Asked John

"It's surprised me as much as you, I just can't get the pictures out of my head, they are driving my wild....  I just want to watch you fuck them over and over and over while they scream in pleasure..."  I got carried away and it only turned john on more, his cock became huge in seconds and before long I was on the receiving end of an hour long hammering... I was sore after... it was incredible!

I spent the next few weeks forcing the 2 of them together. I took Holly out shopping almost every week so John could continue grooming Jess,  it worked... she never seemed to sit anywhere but on his lap in the house, and he often put his hand inside her dressing gown and held her bare skin while watching TV at night.  One such evening John must have felt a little more confident than usual after 2 or 3 glasses of wine, he was obviously playing with Jessica's little pussy, she had her eyes closed and she was purring like a cat... I was so turned on by the display I could feel my knickers soaking... this went on for over 10 minutes and when John pulled out his hand and sucked his fingers I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Right girls, bed time... go on upstairs."  

They were tired and didn't protest, they both kissed John and I and went upstairs. Seven seconds later John was balls deep in my dripping cunt. I held on to my scream as long as I could but it slipped out and John had to wrap his big strong hands over my face to stop it... he didn't stop pumping his hardwood cock into me though, and several minutes later he growled as his cum took away every remaining particle of secrecy he had left...  When I finally opened my eyes and looked around I saw John smiling.... I also saw another face smiling in the doorway.  Jessica.

As time went on John got less and less bothered by the 2 girls, he didn't make any advances towards Holly and she's much more of a private person so she didn't cling to him like Jess did, which is why Jess got all of the Extra attention John gave her. Every Saturday we would all sit together and watch a movie on the Sofa, Jess on Johns lap and Holly on mine, soon Holly would be asleep and that would be John's Cue to play with Jessica, she'd put her feet on his knees and splay her legs and he'd put his hand between them and rub her into a soft moaning orgasm.  Sometimes he went a little further and put his hand inside her little panties. I watched and got so excited by it.  Jess would kiss him on the mouth a LOT, and John just kissed her back,  then he'd take them both to bed and tuck them in before coming back to fuck me senseless, it was a routine that would be broken months later when Jess finally wanted more.

"I love John."  she said to me one day.

"I know you do babe, and he loves you too." I said back.

"You know when I'm older I want someone like John to be my boyfriend." I could see where this was going and I wasn't going to stop it.

"He'd really like to be your boyfriend babe, he likes you a LOT... he told me he thinks your really pretty."  I said

" I like it when he plays with my pussy. And when he puts his finger in my bum-bum.  I want him to bath me every day."  She said

"John would like that babe, but you can always ask him to play with you anytime babe, it doesn't have to just be on Saturday or when he baths you, he can touch you every night if you want him too, I know he would love that."  I was setting this up for him, and I knew he would accept.

And so it was, I moved the upstairs study into the downstairs reception room and decorated it for Holly, I told her that as they were getting older now they should have their own rooms,  in the weeks following that decision John was the happiest I ever saw him, He took holly to bed and then stayed in Jessica's room every night, I could hear her moaning when she came, I would lay and masturbate listening to John abuse my daughter and Jessica LOVING it... then he'd come to the bedroom and slip himself inside me.  Life was so incredible now, I hoped nothing broke us apart.

One day Jessica asked me " Mum, can I have sex yet?"  I knew what I wanted to say... I wanted to tell her yes and that John would do her straight away, but I couldn't rush it that fast.  I knew that was the direction we were heading.

"You can have sex at your age, but not easily.  It's quite dangerous to put things inside you when your small, you might tare something and it might hurt quite a lot.  You know when John rubs you and it feels nice, well if he put his finger inside you that would feel nice too, and then bigger things means more and more pleasure, but it's hard to do the first time, it will hurt."  I said

"Ok, so I should wait till I'm older like the teacher says."  Said Jessica

" You can do it when ever your ready babe, I know John would love to have play with you and do more sex stuff with you.  Maybe you could come into our room one night and join in some more adult sex and we can see if you can do more
?"  I said.

"Oh Momma, I would love to do that... can I come in tonight?"  She asked 

"I will have to ask John tonight, if he says yes then you can babe.  I want you to do something for me, when I give you the word.."  And I whispered in her ear as she smiled and nodded.

John agreed after 2 hours of persuasion.

As soon as Holly was definitely asleep Jessica sneaked out of her room and into ours, John and I had waited for her as promised, although we were already naked.  She lay on the bed between us and waited with a little embarrassed smile on her face.  John was first to break the silence having made the decision to cross the final line, he didn't even seem afraid anymore.

"Ok babe, I'm not going to hurt you at all and if you want to stop at any point just say and I will stop I promise. You should enjoy tonight as much as us. OK.?" John said

" Ok."  she whispered and smiled.

John began unbuttoning her top while I pulled the string holding up her pyjama bottoms.  She didn't look too frightened, but was a little uncomfortable being the centre of attention.  We stripped her to her pink panties and I let John to the honours, He slipped them off her skinny legs slowly and kissed her belly several times while she clutched at the duvet. I sat and watched him lick her tight smooth stomach, her skin is so white there you can see the tiny web of blue veins under the skin, she looks so small with Johns head over her, her waist is so much narrower than her `abusers' towering form.  

John is so gentle with her, he softly brushes his kisses against her skin and she's reacting nicely, pulling and scrunching the covers on either side of her perfect white ass.  I let John take his time and he kisses her all over, neck, arms legs, feet... just when he's getting close to the honey I decide to intervene, I pulled him back and started kissing him passionately, I push him on to his back and press his shoulders into the pillows forcing him to lye on his back,  then Jess can see his huge hard 9 inches for the first time, she gasped... I mean Really gasped... she'd only seen pictures in manuals till this moment and what a fine specimen for her first time.  I pulled her arm to get her to sit up and misjudged her lack of weight, she slipped down the bed and went face first into his cock, she screwed up her face and pushed away before looking at me with surprise... "Sorry hun" I said... and then we all laughed.  Soon the comedy of the mishap passed and I pulled Jess up to me on one side, she lay propped up on her left arm with her head only a few inches from Johns manhood.  I played with it gently and after a few minutes I stopped and looked at her... she knew what my silent staring meant, and she finally touched it, very gently and very slowly she wrapped her small right hand over the cock and picked it up, she held it like I would masturbate him, and she fucking did it!! She started pulling him off right there on the bed. 

I knew without a doubt the pressure on John to last more than a few minutes of her tiny childlike hands on his cock was too much, so I stopped her and I pushed her back to the bed.   I mounted John and Jessica watched in Awe, I slid him deep into my soft folds and sat back completely, then moved in circles, this was low impact for John but pretty great for me... I kept it up for a few minutes and Jess kissed him on the mouth, I was surprised and sooooo turned on by her childish attempts at kissing, he didn't seem to mind though.  

I pulled her by the arm a few minutes later and whispered an instruction in her ear.   I'd told her earlier in the day I wanted her to do something for John that he would LOVE more than anything in his life... and without hesitation she did it.  She swung her skinny left leg over his head and kneeled either side of it straddling his face, and she splayed her knees till her pussy opened like a flower, right onto his open mouth.... John sucked the 9 year-old's open hole with ultimate pleasure... I felt his cum flowing out of my quim and running down my legs around 10 minutes before I stopped moving, John had gone soft but was still inside me, and his tongue was still inside Jessica.... I didn't want to stop him as I could only imagine the feelings he was experiencing, to finally taste fruit from the tree of Eden, the untouchable fruit... must have been the sweetest taste of heaven... almost worth dying for. He sucked and sucked her for over 30 minutes and she had at least 2 orgasms, he became hard again and I rode him till he added a fresh load to my already soaking cunt.  

The following few months were the best ever, we were so happy, especially John. He invited Jessica often and enjoyed sucking on her tiny pussy, he finally got to tongue her asshole and she LOVED that, definitely a girl who liked her ass played with.  John didn't want to fuck her, and I wanted it so much It made me feel the kind of frustration John had felt his whole life.  I knew I would get him to do her in the end.  I told Jessica that she had to break her hymen the first time and it would hurt, we hatched a plan to get John to break it for her without his permission.  John had enjoyed pushing his finger into Jessica many times, and she often held his hand in hers and rubbed it more vigorously, the next time he did this, she grabbed his hand and pulled it in to her hard, johns big finger split her virginity in 2 and Jessica yelped, he pulled his hand out of her and carried her upstairs for further inspection. 

After Jess was lying on her bed with her knees up to her chest John removed her panties and parted her pussy flaps with his thumbs, he could see the damaged, irritated skin inside her. There was a long split in the stretched skin revealing a hole up into her body, john pressed his finger through the hole and Jessica winced, he hooked his finger round the skin and quickly tore it away, and then repeated the process on the other side, Jess was now fully open although very sore. John blew into the hole while keeping his eyes on Jess, soon she calmed down. John licked her clitoris and Jessica's moans turned to pleasure once again, soon after she built to a shaky orgasm that felt nice but painful, a combination Jess seemed to enjoy in equal measure. 

For 2 weeks Jessica complained of soreness until one night John bathed her and she said it didn't hurt anymore, he tested this comment by pushing his finger inside her pussy to the deepest point, it was tight but he managed to get his finger inside her and she loved it, she moaned and moaned and pulled against his arm trying to get it deeper, after several minutes humping johns hand she managed to cum with a squeal which john stopped with a kiss to her mouth.  I had noticed in the last weeks Jess had progressed her kissing of John to open mouth and he loved sucking on her tongue while they kissed. I was desperate to see her get fucked by John but he wouldn't consider it for another 6 weeks, he did enjoy fingering her tiny snatch, and always made her cum with his mouth after finger fucking her for several minutes.  

For her 10th Birthday we got her a vibrator, It was around 1.5 inches thick and about 7 inches long, which is quite big for a small girl to take, I decided that the size of it would be necessary for her to get ready for Johns huge thickness, she tried to use it several times but could never get it inside more than the first inch or so, she was just too small and tight.   

I walked into Jess's room one night while she was moaning sexually, she was really creaming and cumming so much I just had to look,  she was face down in her bed with the covers over her I just watched her for around 10 minutes and when she'd stopped cumming and calmed down she saw me and smiled.

"What's got you so worked up hun, having fun with your new toy?"  I asked her

"Yeah, it's amazing, I love it."  she said

"Any luck getting it in your pussy yet?"  it was liberating being able to talk to your young daughter so openly about sex.

"No.... I...... Errr,  It don't fit."  She said

"So what do you do with it?"  I asked 

"I....errr..... I.."  She struggled, embarrassed.

"Don't worry darlin, it don't matter how you use it as long as you enjoy it, that's what it's for."  I tried to get it out of her.

"I been using it in my bum." she said.

I was shocked and aroused!  My 10 year old LOVES anal!  I couldn't wait to tell John.

"That's normal babe, a lot of people like it, it's nothing to be ashamed of, how do you get it In there, can you show me?" I asked her

"Yeah of course, come and see."  she said

Jess threw the pink covers back and her small Naked form appeared, she held the Vibrator in her hand and there was some slimy white liquid on it.  I saw on her nightstand a bottle of moisturiser with the lid off,  Clever girl.  She lay on her back with her legs pulled back to her chest and pressed the rubbery cock against her tightly closed star, it was so small but she forced it through her tight opening and pushed passed the muscle till her fingers pressed up against her butt cheeks, she had around 5 inches inside her, then she turned it on and pushed her feet down into the bed trapping the vibrator under her, she played with her clitoris quickly with her right hand and steadied the vibrator with her left, using her legs to lift and drop 2 inches onto the Vibrating anal intruder.  I was amazed my beautiful girl had picked this up so quickly, and I was so turned on watching her I scratched my own itching pussy, around 6 minutes later John came into the room and joined me watching Jess's performance, he was ROCK hard already and kneeled next to me with his Jaw gaping open and his eye's popping from his face... She went on for over 15 minutes and was totally oblivious to the 2 of us watching until John pressed his finger into her pussy and pushed it deep into her, she started her orgasm right then and John quickly added a second finger, it was VERY tight but he just rammed them into her, it made her orgasm stronger and she physically shook through it, John looked at me almost surprised at something and when he removed his fingers to show them Soaked in her girl-cum he was delighted beyond belief, he quickly sucked them clean and then dove into her pussy and sucked that too.

" I hope I can get this in my pussy soon, It feels so amazing inside me."  she said

"Don't have to rush it babe, you have a lot of years pleasure in front of you."  said John as I wanked his cock.  

"Can you put it inside me? "  she asked...  " like you just did your fingers?.....  Like.... Hard."  she said

"I can babe, but I don't want to hurt you."  he said, I just watched the conversation, my heart was pounding in my chest.

"Please."  she said

"Ok."  Said John and he quickly wiped the Vibrator with a tissue and sucked it into his mouth, it must have tasted of her ass, bitter and metallic coppery ass. 

John pushed the end against her pussy hole and watched as her tight pre-teen flaps were dragged inside with it, He tried and tried but it wouldn't go inside. 

"I think I might need your help with this."  said John 

"Come and hold her as wide open as possible, use your thumbs to press her open and hold on tight."  he commanded me, and I did as I was told, I was on fire with desire watching the whole sordid scene unfolding,  John sucked the Vibrator again and got it soaking with his saliva, he pushed the end against her and kept on pushing, the vibrator parted the tiny hole and stretched it to it's maximum size, Jess was almost crying in pain now... and I was almost cumming watching it.. John was becoming aggressive as he fought to stay in control.  He pushed the veined plastic into my wincing daughter until it was almost completely inside her, 2 inches remained out of her body... the most amazing thing I ever saw, and it got ever Better... when he flipped the switch on the end.  Jessica screamed so loud, John pressed his face into her pussy and sucked her tiny clit as hard as he could, I jumped up off the bedroom floor and ran to the hallway to Stop Holly from walking in and seeing everything, I got her at her bedroom door and told her to get back in bed, Jess was just having a bad dream. She got back in bed and went back to sleep.   When I walked back to Jess' room I could feel my own pussy juices dripping from my knickers.  John was lying with Jess on her bed, the cover was over them both. Jess had her small head on Johns chest and was quickly falling asleep with her arms wrapped round him, totally worn out by her multiple orgasms.  John held her in his arms and smiled at me as I winked at him.  See... I told you everything would be OK I thought.  

For the next month Jess enjoyed a LOT of orgasms, she cum every night, every morning, sometimes in the afternoon, sometimes on John's mouth, sometimes with her Vibrator, sometimes in her ass. John and I enjoyed watching her sexual progression and watched many, many times, Jess always joined us in bed at weekends, and stayed in her own room during the week. 

The night Jess changed things again was a Saturday, she was naked in our bed and was sliding the vibrator into her young snatch while watching John doing me doggy style,  after John had cum she asked.



"Can you do me like that John?  I want to do it for real" 

John looked at me and I smiled, he knew I wanted to see it.

"I'm not sure you are ready for that babe." he said

"My pussy is growing, I can use this easy now, watch,"  She slid the vibrator between her smooth white flaps and it disappeared inch by inch till only the base remained.  John watched as Jess expertly fucked herself into another shuddering climax.  By the time she was finished John was rock hard again. He stared at me and begged with his eyes. 

"Do it John."  The words came out without me thinking, hearing myself say it made my head swim, I felt drunk on forbidden lust.

John thought about it for around a minute as Jess stroked the lifelike phallus into herself, then he nodded at me and I leaped from the bed to fetch the lube from my dresser,  I was shaking when I got back to the bed with it.  John made Jess straddle him, that way she was in control.

"This might not work babe, you are not designed to have sex for at least another few years. Just try and relax, don't hurt yourself."  Jess waited on her knees while I lubed Johns magnificent cock, It was throbbing and veiny as Id ever seen it.  When the time came I got behind Jess and watched her line up Johns cock with her own tiny hole, then she pushed back.... She winced and winced, John held her tight skinny body in his huge hands, for 10 minutes there was no progress, John just kept telling her to take her time and relax, then it happened, a strong intake of breath from Jess and Johns helmet disappeared between her  obscenely stretched flaps, she was still holding the base of his cock in her small left hand, john had his head back on the pillow with his mouth open in ecstasy, Jess lay on Johns chest and breathed heavily, she was exhausted from the effort, for a further 10 minutes my child lay on top of my man with his plum sized cock-head squashed into her recently 10 yr old vagina. Then Johns legs began to move slightly, he didn't need to be any deeper, the pressure and the pleasure was over and above anything in his life, Jess' flaps changed from pink to white as John pulled and pushed them in and out, he didn't slide any further in, he just rocked her back and forth. I was amazed, and I shoved Jess' vibrator into my own quim and rode it quickly till I cum, John was close I could tell, so when I pulled the slippery vibrator from my own soaking hole I had an Idea, I pushed it against Jess's tight anal star, I twisted the cock through her anus and pushed it 5 inches inside, then I turned it on and Jess went crazy, she yelped and squealed as she began riding the pleasure overdose, she pressed herself up on Johns chest and began pushing down on his cock, after 6 more minutes of this she cum, and it was an incredible sight, she bit a pillow to stop herself screaming, when the earth shattering orgasm  had subsided she lay back down on Johns chest, his cock was still being squeezed in her tiny pussy, he then took over and started pushing his pelvis from the bed, he held her still with his hands just above her ass on the small of her back as he rutted into her rhythmically, there was movement into her, around an inch of Penis disappeared and reappeared each second, amazingly she cum a second time before John lost his battle for this fuck to last forever and he squeezed her into a tight hug as he pumped the entire contents of his heavy balls into to the exhausted pre-teens cunt. That was the night that everything changed again, now I never wanted to see Jess use the Vibrator on herself, I wanted to watch John fuck her, and fuck her he did, almost every Friday and Saturday night Jess spent time with us in our bed and John fucked her, he never managed to get more than his helmet and first inch inside her before she was too tight to continue, but he enjoyed it all the same, Jess was insatiable, she'd fuck him 20 times a day if she got her way.... I made sure I kept Holly entertained throughout the next months, because she was starting to notice she was being left out of things.

For around 4 months, John and I enjoyed sex with  Jessica, I never once got Jealous that she took 50% of his desire away from me, because he never stopped fucking, or loving me, in fact he was probably even nicer to me, most likely because I made his wet dream come true.  Jessica made as much progress as she could in those 4 months and before long, she was sliding almost half way down his meaty pole while she rode him.  

He fucked her In the mornings, the daytime if I took Holly out and Every night on the weekends, then in the week he'd occasionally fuck her too, I made sure I took Holly to my mothers 1 or 2 times a week so they could enjoy each other, even thought I didn't get to watch.  One such night I got back and John was really nervous, I couldn't get nothing out of him but eventually found out why after watching Jess wincing and limping around upstairs.  

"What happened?"  I asked her

"I think we went a bit too far, it was all my fault."  she said back.

"What did you do?"  I pressed

"Well, I was on top and I was trying to get him in further, like deeper inside, so I could rub my clitty on him, but It wouldn't go in far enough, I tried and tried, but then I changed position and I slipped mummy.... It went all the way in... Really hard, and it did something inside me, I screamed.... Really loud... But John couldn't move, he was cumming so hard in me, right in my belly..."  She said

I was getting HOT and WET listening to her, it seems John's cock had been buried to the hilt inside my little girls cunt, Right to the balls!  I wish Id seen it. I was gutted that I was out when this had happened.

"I think you will be OK darling, just be more careful in the future."  

John and I had a long chat later, he was feeling guilty again.

" I shouldn't be doing this, I could really hurt her, this just go's to prove that I shouldn't' have done it in the first place, she's not designed for this."  He said

"It was just an accident John, she's OK now, it's nothing to worry about." I said reassuringly.

We went to sleep that night and when John got up in the morning he was sure he wouldn't fuck her anymore...  I was GUTTED.  But I knew deep down he'd never be able to keep his hands off her.

Weeks went by and he kept to his word, even with me and Jessica arranging to tease him.  Id have her wake him by sucking his cock in the mornings at weekends, Id make sure she walked in on him while he was taking a bath, while she was naked, and ask to bath with him, he let her, but still didn't fuck her... I was loosing patience. 

I made sure all the clothes I got for her were sexy.  Short skirts, short tops and high shoes showing off her perfect muscles, even in stick thin legs like hers the calves and thighs were defined and so smooth, he couldn't keep his eyes off them.  

It was his birthday when I got him to cave, it had been 3 Months since he'd fucked Jessica last, they went so far that night he hurt her, she wasn't traumatised by it, she even admitted that she liked that it hurt...  but he was devastated and said he wouldn't do it anymore... all that went out the window,  I took Holly out from School to McDonalds and instructed Jessica to Strip naked and lay on the sofa with her legs spread WIDE, so her pussy splayed open and showed her deep inner coral pinkness. It worked.  When I came back with Holly at 6pm, a full 2.5 hours after John would have walked into his treat, I could hear them still at it when I got to the door.... I quickly turned back and got back in the car and took Holly to my friends house where she stayed the night, I went back at 10:30pm and found John asleep in our bed, Jessica was in the bathroom when I got back.

"are you OK?"  

"God mum, I thought he was going to kill me.... He did me so many times!  He couldn't stop, look at my arms."  She lowered her top and there were bruises and finger marks all over her.  A bite mark on her neck would have to be covered, and her ass was covered in them too...  He must have really lost it.  I was shocked... but as usual,  I was completely turned on by seeing the abuse of her Immature pre-teen body.  

"Did he really hurt you?"  

"No.... I mean... yes...but...."

"You liked It."

"Oh yesssss" she swooned.  "It was A-MA-ZING!!  He was all over me, he did me so hard and for so long, I couldn't breathe, I was so hot and I sweated so much, I was soaking all over, especially down there!!"  she smiled at me as she continued to describe her ordeal.  "He was like, that's enough now... were done and then about a minute later he was hard again and said one more time.... And each time he did it he lasted longer, the last time he pulled me into him so hard I thought it was going to come out of my mouth, and he did it for about an HOUR like that!! I cum so much I practically fainted..."

When I talked to John about it he didn't seem upset like he was last time he'd accidentally hurt her while fucking her. I thought he was testing me, to see if Id have a go at him about his hard use of Jessica's young pussy, but of course I didn't.  We did eventually discuss it.

"Jessica enjoyed that last night, she told me she cum like 7 times or something, and that you fucked her constantly for hours, hard as you could... she said she almost fainted."  I told him

"I lost it again, she's so sexy I can hardly look at her without ripping off her clothes and fucking her."  he said back

"Well, you shouldn't have denied yourself the pleasure for so long it was bound to build up inside you, you only lost it because it's been so long, don't leave it so long in future."  I told him

"I won't."  he said and then smiled at me.

Later that same week Jessica was SOOO happy, she was Over the moon about something, she danced and sang around the house and was so nice to everyone, especially John.

"What's got in to her?"  I winked at John, more like WHO's got into her??

"She just asked me for something and I obliged her."  He said, not giving it away.

I ran after Jess and took her in to her room for the low down... Anal sex, my Daughter had Anal sex with my Boyfriend... 

"Oh my GOD!  How did he fit up there?"  I asked her

"It's easier than getting it in my pussy, and it makes me Cum SOOOOOOOOOOO hard mummy"  she said

It was Friday night so I had to get a demonstration, I lay on the bed and watched as my daughter got on all fours and stuck her tiny round ass up in the air.  John used a LOT of lube on his Steel hard pole, he was so swollen, like a REAL boner, the hardest it could be, I remembered when he used to get like that with me, it felt so much bigger.   He lined up the helmet and got himself in position, he held onto her tiny waist almost linking his hands around her she was so small, his cock looked so HUGE against her tiny body, looking at the length as well, it seemed like it would be up by her heart if he got it all inside her, but sure enough, I watched as he pushed it in... inch by incredible inch his entire length slipped and slid into her guts, he pushed forward with his strong hips while pulling her waist back onto his cock, It took about 20 minutes till he was deep as he could go, I couldn't believe what I was seeing, but I was seeing it... He held her still and found her clit with his right hand, he rubbed it fast and firm for 3 minutes till she began to Cum hard, then he started pulling his mighty fuckmeat out of her, slowly it re-appeared as Jess wailed through her orgasm, when he had 6 inches left in her, he slid back in to the Max... Then he repeated... I watched in Awe as Jess cum non stop for 20 minutes, her orgasm never subsided once... she was having multiple back to back orgasms as John sodomised her preteen anus.  John's orgasm wasn't close, although you could tell by his face he was LOVING every second, he wasn't sliding nearly quick enough to get him off.  I had an Idea...  I lay on my back and slid my head between Johns legs, I then grabbed Jess' legs and parted them, maintaining her doggy position, this brought her ass closer to the bed, almost low enough to suck her young cunt, I could see Johns cock sliding in and out of her , right in front of my face not 3 inches away, I moved back slightly and found what I was looking for, Johns sack was on my face, I opened my mouth to it's widest and got the whole sack inside, I had one ball in each cheek and I gently sucked them as I watched Johns cock getting quicker in it's assault, He pushed Jess' back down on to my head and started pushing himself into her every second, grunting on each inward stroke, Jess was screaming as he pounded into her obscenely stretched ass...  Slam, Slam, Slam went his cock, His sack was tugging against my mouth but I kept firm grip with my sucking, He steadily increased his speed and within 10 more minutes He was fucking her HARD... Twice a Second he removed and re-inserted 6 inches of his enormous pole.. Jess had stopped moaning, she'd stopped cumming, now she was fighting back the tears, she was trying her hardest not to cry and moan in pain.... I KNEW she was hurting, and I could tell John was LOVING it, I was soaking wet, I rubbed my own foaming cunt as John ass raped my beautiful 10 year old... When he Cum he hurt her enough to make he scream and cry.... But still he didn't stop, he milked his orgasm for over 5 minutes without Regard for her, slamming his cock in to her tiny back door with brute force, her whole body jerked forwards with his powerful thrusts... BANG.... BANG.... BANG.... The whole time I continued to suck his entire ball sack in my mouth.  Id cum 3 times just listening to Jess's pain and Johns Pleasure... watching the close-up ass-hammering she took...  For over 2 hours He'd rode her... As John pulled out I looked at her hole, it gaped open 2 inches for at least 30 seconds, I could see how Red it was all around the inside of the stretched hole, right up into her colon... John left the room quickly and got in the shower.  When Jess calmed down I talked to her.

" My GOD babe, that was the sexiest thing I've ever seen in my LIFE.... That's Incredible!" I said

" It feels nicer than Anything I've done before, I LOVE his thing inside my bum, it feels so hot and makes me feel weak I'm so turned on... I've never cum so hard and for so long before."  she said

"Even at the end when he was going really hard?"  I said

"Well, I like that for a while but It got really sore at the end."  She said

"But you didn't tell him to stop."  I said

"Well, It wouldn't be fair for me to do it till I'm satisfied and then not let John do the same, I want him to love it as much as me, so I don't mind him doing me for longer than I'm comfortable."  She said

"That's very mature of you darling, and really Brave... I'm really proud of you, for being so fair about it."  I encouraged her.

"I don't think I'm gonna be able to sit down for a while though!" she giggled and I joined in.

For Jessica's 11th Birthday we got her a new larger Vibrator and a butt plug. Along with all the other things an 11 year old wanted. 

As well as fucking Jessica as often as he could, John had moved in full time, he wasn't worried about needing somewhere to run off to anymore and rented his apartment out. At the start of the summer Holly turned 10 and she had Started to get interested in John, way more interested than anytime before, she often sat on his lap and held his hand if we went out somewhere, she had finally accepted him as her father figure and that was just wonderful to see, John started to spend a lot more time with the younger of my 2 girls, I wasn't sure what had happened to change Holly's situation with John but when I found out I was shocked.  She had started to play.  

Jessica caught Holly playing with her Vibrator, she must have found it in Jess' draw.

"What are you doing looking in my stuff... Get off that." Said Jess snatching the item from her younger sister.

"What is it??"   Holly asked.

"It's not anything you need to know about?" 

"What do you use If for?"  Holly

" It's none of your business."  Said the older girl

"Well, fine I will tell mum that you won't share your toys then."  Said Holly

"it's not a toy, it's private, it's for grownup stuff."  

"Well, why do you have it then, your just a kid."  she said

"Mum told me not to tell you."  Said Jess

"Come on please... I want to know what it's for, it feels funny."  Said Holly

Jess looked at her little sister, she knew the situation was pointless, she would never give up till she knew what the object was used for, and why she couldn't share or have one of her own.

"It's used for sex stuff."  She said quietly.

"Oh my god, your not supposed to do that till your old, my teacher told me that it was private and it was for grownups to talk about, kids shouldn't be involved in sex."  She said

"Well your teacher is lying."  Said Jess

Holly looked upset.

" No she's not, she told us when them police people came to talk about sexual abuse" 

"this is not for anyone else, it's kind of private, you use it when your alone. On yourself." 

Awkward silences were getting shorter now.

"How?"  Said Holly.

"See, you don't even know the basics about it your too young.... Just leave it alone in future"

"Well, if you won't tell me I will just have to ask John or Mum."  she said with a smug child look

"Ok Ok, so if I promise to tell you, you won't tell them you found it?  They told me to hide it from you, they will get really mad if they know you've seen it."

"Ok" 

"you have to promise"  

"Ok, I promise"  Said Holly

"It's called a Vibrator, you kind of tickle yourself with it, like here."  She pointed to her crotch

"Why?"  Said Holly

"It feels nice."  she said back "I can't really explain it, It makes you feel dizzy, and excited... It's amazing, it's like the nicest thing ever, but also it's only for YOU, it's selfish kinda.. It's really just lovely."  Said Jess, really loosing herself in her thoughts.

"Can you show me?"  Said Holly

The older girl looked at her sister, wondering if this was a good idea, for several minutes she just held the object in her hand and looked at her now 10 year old sibling...

"I guess so." she said, and she moved over to her own bed, she sat down and lifted up her school skirt, she slid her white panties off and her sister sat on the bed and gulped, she looked nervous.

"Just sit there and don't talk till I finish."  She said

Holly lay and got comfortable at the end of the bed and watched as her sister slid on to her back and lifted up her knee's exposing her smooth labia, she moved the vibrator in to position and turned it on.

Holly jumped as the motor started and buzzed, Jess instantly began to react to the machine's vibrations, she was rubbing just the smooth round end repeatedly over her clitoris, over the last year she had become something of an Expert at getting herself off and she predictably came after 4 or 5 minutes of buzzing her tiny button, Holly watched with fascination, Jess wasn't finished there, she continued rubbing her slit with the device and Holly could see that it was some how wet now, in fact, her sisters whole pussy was wet and shiny, what happened next took her by surprise, the vibrator, ALL 7 inches of it, disappeared into her older sisters hole, Holly was amazed as she watched her sister fuck the noisy phallus, within 6 minutes Jessica was moaning through her second orgasm.. After she had calmed down she put her panties back on and looked at her sister.

"That was called Masturbating, playing with yourself that is... it's awesome, it feels really nice... "

"I can see that."  she said with a giggle, both girls then laughed at the situation

That was the start of holly's interest in sex play, and especially her interest in her sisters sexual progression, within 2 weeks of that day Holly had watched her sister bring herself off several times, begging her to let the younger girl watch, Holly watching in awe at the displays of sexual satisfaction, even when Jess slid the plastic cock into her anus Holly didn't disturb her, she just watched wide eyed with wonder. 

Jess didn't share the information that Holly was now aware of her sex play with her mother or with John, she kept that to herself, it was after a weekend when Holly asked her something that scared her a great deal.

"What do you do in mums room at night?"  she asked

"What do you mean, I don't go in there."  she lied

"Yeah you do I seen you last weekend, and you make them noises like you do with your Vibrata, you always make them sounds like when your finishin, orgasmin, why are you in Mums room doing that?"  

"Well, you have to keep quiet, don't tell anyone.... I don't want John or Mum to know that I told ya."  

Holly just sat there and waited, she wasn't going to promise anything.

"I've been playing with mum and John too, we all play together, sometimes Just me and John play too."  

"That's called Sex."  She said after 2 or 3 minutes uncomfortable silence.

"But your REALLY not meant to do that when you're a kid Tho!"  Holly said with Wide eyes.

"I know, but it's really nice and I like it, I've been doing it for a long time." She said

"OH MY GOD."  Said Holly

The 2 girls didn't discuss the issue for another 3 weeks, Jessica still went to her mums room every Friday and Saturday night, and she still got fucked senseless by John a couple of times a week after school.  Holly watched as her sister slipped from her dark bedroom one night and went through to her mothers room, Holly waited till the door closed and then went down the hallway to listen, she was pressing her head against the door and what she could hear was AMAZING to her.... John was FUCKING her sister!! And Her MUM WAS THERE!!! Oh my god thought Holly, OH MY GOD!!  She was fascinated to the point she couldn't pull herself away, she just listened.

"Fuck me John."  Unmistakably that was her sisters voice.

"Oh yeah, you filthy little bitch, you like that... you like that cock in your ass!"  That was JOHN??!!? OH MY GOD he was fucking her in her ass! 

Holly could hear moaning coming from someone else in the room, her Mum... she was listening to all 3 of them making sex noises.  Holly listened for a long as she thought was safe, when the moaning had died down around 30 minutes later she ran back to her room quickly, making sure not to make any noise, then she waited, she thought her sister must come back soon, but nothing happened... she did come back, Holly waited another 20 minutes and then she went back to her mums door... they were all doing it again...  

Holly didn't sleep much that night, she felt so many emotions running through her mind, she wasn't fully understanding the situation, how could her sister be having sex with JOHN?? And why was her mum there at the time?  Why was her mum making noises?  There's so many questions she had in her mind, she must have dozed off at some point.

The next morning she checked upstairs, nobody was there, they must have all gone down to breakfast already.

She ran back to her room and rifled her sisters draw, it took her a few minutes to find the object she wanted, wrapped up in her sisters cotton panties.  She took out the vibrator and pulled off her tight underwear, she felt excitement welling up in her body as she turned on the device and sat up on her feet, she parted her knees and quickly pressed the firm plastic to her pussy, she rubbed around with the device not knowing what she was doing, for around 10 minutes she pressed the machine to her mons, but she felt nothing more than it tickling, it was nice, but she didn't feel anything sexual, or what she thought might be sexual, she decided to push things further.

Holly lifted her weight to her thighs and trapped the cock between her body and the bed, she knew where her hole was, she'd put her finger inside there in the bath before wondering what it was, she pushed the cock between her firm rubbery skin and pushed down, she got nowhere, it was too big for her, then she remembered something, when her sister had pushed it inside her, she was wet, Holly decided that's what she needed to be... so she grabbed a small bottle of moisturiser from her sisters bedside table and went to work on the cock, making it slippery all over, then she repeated her experiment, she pushed the end where she knew her opening was and she sat on the cock, it instantly made progress into her, she didn't have any idea there was skin there to stop it till it was too late, she sat down hard on the plastic and her body swallowed 5 inches before she screamed... she stopped herself almost instantly but it was too late, her mum was running upstairs to investigate and before she could even cover herself her mum stood in the room with her eye's and mouth wide open!  Busted!

After 2 hours of talking to Holly, Jess was called into the room.

"Right, I've talked to Holly about what she was doing in here, she said you showed her how to use it."  

"I told her what it was and how I use it, I told her not to touch it and that she was too small."  Said Jessica

"OK Ok, nobody is to blame, it's only natural that you would get curious about it some day, I just didn't expect it to be so soon."

"Now can I watch in your room at the weekends?"  Said Holly

Kate's eye's bulged again as she finally realised the cat was out of the bag.
At first she thought she'd just ground her daughter and take away all her privileges to teach her not to snoop, and also to keep her from being able to tell anyone, but after a while she knew it was hopeless, she was already in a position to destroy the family and the only way to protect it was to let her all the way in.  She had to talk to John.

The conversation did not go well, for hours John flatly refused to allow Holly to see anything more than she had already, but Kate had a way of getting through to him.

"You knew as well as I did that this was going to happen eventually, and that this is the final step, once you've gotten past this, it's all plain sailing, once everyone in the house is comfortable with it, then you don't have to worry any again." 

After another 20 minutes of arguing with her, John had stopped talking.

"But she's really just a little girl, Jessica has grown up a lot in the past 2 years but Holly is so much younger mentally than Jessica, she has no idea what sex is, or what it's about." 

"Well, you will teach her just like you have with Jess."  Said Kate

Around 3 months later, things were very different, when John had bathed Holly regularly he had rubbed her on her pussy, knowing that eventually her clitoris would become sensitive enough to feel sexual pleasure, and sure enough she had begun to enjoy it, he also took the opportunity to push a finger into her occasionally, because Holly had destroyed her Hymen with the Vibrator, there was nothing stopping him from entering her, a finger was obviously all he could use at this point but at no time did Holly ever complain about anything, she wanted to be involved in sex and when John asked her to bend over in the bath so her could "wash" her bum and crack, she always did as she was told without argument, she had already guessed that John liked to see her Naked, and to touch her, she had been told at school that there were men in the world who liked to see and touch young people and that it was wrong, but she loved John and she trusted him, and he was always nice to her so she guessed it was OK for him... She had decided that she was OK with it and if he enjoyed it she was going to make it easy for him.  One such occasion he asked her to bend for her bum wash and she did something different, she stood in the bath with her back to him and she bent over to grab her ankles, instead of using her normal hands and knees position, she could see Johns face from between her legs, she could tell he was excited about seeing her nakedness, at first he washed her bum like any other time, but afterwards he really pulled her ass cheeks open and using a flannel he pushed into her bum hole, he managed to get it to open a little bit and it felt funny to Holly, not unpleasant but strange, he continued.

After a few minutes he moved to her pussy, he washed it gently and used equal amounts of his flannel and his fingers, using his thumbs on her flaps he pried them apart, he was really staring at her hole, his face was close enough that Holly could feel the warmth of his breath on her pussy, she felt it... she felt something new and exciting, she was becoming aroused at him looking at her naked, even though she was wet and she was standing in water she wasn't cold, she had stared to get hot, after a few minutes of pulling her apart and washing her some more he pressed his finger into her hole, the first finger of his right hand, he pushed and pushed while pulling her open with his thumbs, soon enough he had his finger all the way inside the 10 year olds pussy, he let go of her flaps and felt her incredible tightness as he imagined what his cock would feel like inside her, he pulled the finger out slowly and then using his thumbs again he opened her up and re-inserted, after several of these he felt something that surprised him, she was wet, and not from her bath, her pussy was wet.... It was wet on the inside!  He used his thumb on her clitoris and made circles with it while his finger was buried to the hilt inside her, it took around 6 minutes till the pleasure had built to it's climax, the first of her life... She almost lost her balance in the bath and Johns strong hands grabbed her slender thighs as she shook, she fell backwards towards him and since both his hands were being used he had nothing to stop her with but his Face... he pushed his face into the girls sex, his nose was against her tiny ass entrance, his lips were over her pussy hole, and his chin rested on her clit, he couldn't help himself, John pushed his tongue inside the young girl and using his hands he pulled her back into him, she didn't complain, not even after 10 minutes of spearing her hole with his rough tongue and licking and sucking her entire pussy, he even licked and probed her anus without complaint. 

After had dried the girl, he carried her to her bedroom in a towel and took his time dressing her, she smiled at him and when he had finished she planted a kiss on his lips and climbed in to her bed. 

John smiled from ear to ear as he went downstairs to join Kate and Jess.

"You OK?"  She asked him

"Yes."  he said, barely controlling his grin.

"What's got you so happy?"  Said Jess

"Holly just had her first orgasm"  He said

"OH MY GOD, she's only just 10, I didn't have one till I was almost 11"  Said Jessica

"It was very surprising for us both"  Said John

Kate had a tear in her eye at how perfect everything was becoming, she watched as Jess sat on Johns lap and got comfortable, they watched TV for around 20 minutes before the usual happened, Johns hand would always creep towards the young girls ass, once he'd felt her for a while over the clothes she'd always open up her jeans for him to loosen them enough, then he'd push his hand down the back and squeeze her panty covered bum, this would go on for another 10/15 minutes, then he'd push it inside her panties and feel her up properly, normally Jess would either get up and go upstairs coming back in her nightclothes, or John would carry her up, sometimes for the night, tonight he continued feeling her up for longer than normal, I noticed Jess had opened Johns jeans and was already handling his cock inside his pants... I was on the second Sofa watching the 2, sometimes they used to glance over but now, when they were at it, they acted like I wasn't there.. John moved Jessica and put her down on her back, he slipped off her Jeans and panties and went to work on her pussy with his talented mouth, soon enough she was cumming on his face and he was drinking up her young nectar, I was so turned on I could hardly contain myself.... Another 2 hours later, he'd fucked her pussy, and her ass... I watched as my man Sodomised my child through several orgasms, she really did LOVE anal more than anything, he really went hard on her and she loved it, her anal hole had started to gape open for several minutes after a hard reaming from John. I had an Urge, I don't know what came over me but I just had to do it, when John pulled out of Jess's Ass to cum on her (He'd started pulling out lately, worrying about her becoming pregnant, he fell in love with cumming on her face and in her mouth so much he even did it after Assfucking her), She just took it,  this time I jumped on him as he withdrew and I swallowed his cock, I sucked off ALL of Jess's shit and slime, John managed to hold off his Orgasm till I finished cleaning his cock, then he pushed it in Jess' pretty mouth and rocked himself to heaven, exploding inside the child's small mouth as she gulped as fast as she could.

Watching John Ass-fuck Jessica was probably my most intensely enjoyable experience, It was INCREDIBLE to watch a full grown man the size of John pushing his much larger than average pole into my young daughters anus, over time he became more aggressive in his use of her, she had already told us months ago that she liked it best when it hurt, John used this to his advantage enjoying her screams of pain immensely while Slamming into her hard, Sometimes it looked like he went too far but Jess never complained, even when she bled afterwards she said she was OK and always up for another go later that day, John had started to wear rubbers too, sometimes he'd wear 2 at the same time, this wasn't for a conventional use, he'd do it so he lasted longer... a Pedofile fucking a girl like Jessica would struggle to last more than a few minutes, John had managed to extend this to about 45 at his best with practice, but when he wore the rubbers he'd last longer, One night I arranged for Holly to stay at my mothers house for the weekend, John fucked Jessica in both her pussy and her ass several times that weekend, on the Friday night he asked if he could use rubbers and Jess said she was OK with it, he warned her that he'd probably manage to fuck her for a long time but she still agreed without complaint, she was crying and meaning it after 2 hours of hard Anal, she was crying harder still after 3 hours, John never stopped once he just bounced his hips into her from behind as he slid his 9 inch long, 3 inch thick meat into her ass, His face told a tale of a Man in the deepest trance of sexual heaven, It's little wonder that he never stopped, even if she had screamed at him to stop it's unlikely he would have even heard her... After just over 3 and a half hours he pulled out of her back door with a fast pop and stood, removing the rubber he looked down at Jess who was struggling to move into position, he grabbed her hair and held her face still as he sprayed it with cum, she was covered in him... it was incredible.   More incredible still was that Jessica was right there 2 hours later with her already abused and sore hole in the air ready for John to stab her guts again for hours... I loved to watch this, repeated anal abuse was so demeaning in a normal relationship, in this one it showed just how much Jessica and John loved each other, they would do anything to please one another, it was a joy to see, and it was superb viewing. 

That weekend I watched John fuck Jessica 8 times, he never touched me once, but that was OK by me, the pleasure I got from watching him and Jessica turned me on to such a degree that Id simply rub myself to repeated orgasms while they fucked. 

Holly's involvement into our sexual family life took another turn when I saw her standing in the doorway one night, Jessica was bouncing up and down with Johns cock in her pussy, she'd cum several times already and Holly had obviously just had enough of being left out, I waved her over and she jumped on to the bed with me, she watched quietly as Jess bounced and Johns cock disappeared into her hole, It took around 20 minutes for John to cum, he patted Jess on her ass to let her know and she jumped off him, then she took position and sucked him into her small mouth wanking his thick pole quickly, when he came she caught some in her mouth and the rest sprayed over her face and dripped from her chin, then she got up close to John so he could watch as she scraped it from her face with a finger and ate the entire helping, she sucked and cleaned his cock and balls for 20 minutes after and as usual, he was hard again by the time she finished, neither of them had even noticed Holly watching them from just in front of me. 

"Can I do that?"  She asked, alerting everyone in the room to her presence.

"No darling, not yet, you are too small. Just watch for tonight, We'll see if we can't get your own vibrator tomorrow."  Holly looked satisfied with that.

John would usually fuck Jess's ass now, but he was reluctant to do this in front of Holly, Jess could see his reluctance and wasn't having any of it, She quickly lubed up his cock and impaled her ass on it, Holly didn't even notice at first, she thought it was just the same as before, but then she got closer and she gasped and looked at me.

"What is she doing?" She said

"She's getting fucked in her ass darling. Don't worry, just watch" Said Kate

At 30 minutes John wanted to change position, he always liked to be in control when he was in Jess' Bum, he liked to increase his speed and force constantly till in the end he was going as hard and fast as he could, He flipped Jess over and got on top of her, sliding himself back inside her rear he began at a steady pace, the whole cock was as deep as it would go, then he'd pull back to the entrance, almost withdrawing completely before burying his whole penis again, His hands on the small of Jess's back held his body upright as he sawed his cock through her colon, After 10 minutes of this Jess had Arched her back to such a degree that she was holding herself a foot off the bed, John was holding her hips and pulling her back into his cock, the slap of their thighs was loud over the moaning coming from them both. Holly watched amazed at the display, even after 1 hour of Johns thrusting still she watched patiently, I saw her hand inside her Pajama's rubbing herself and I didn't disturb her.  John's aggression increased as his orgasm drew closer, He was fucking her hard and fast now, like you'd see in a porn movie, but this was no porn star it was my 12 year old daughter getting ass0raped on the bed in front of me, and she was beginning to feel serious pain, her Anal hole looked Red raw, Johns cock occasionally slipped all the way out and the swollen red opening gaped open obscenely, John pulled Jess's arms behind her and put her hands on her cheeks, he wanted her to hold herself open for him, thus tightening the entrance and making it feel even nicer for him, she did as she was instructed and pulled he cheeks wide as John nailed her faster still, the finale was shocking to Holly, John went wild, obviously forgetting she was watching he raped the poor girl with wild abandon, he held Jess's shoulders and began thumping his pelvis into her ass, she was screaming now,  he turned her over onto her back, pushed her legs back to the pillow either side of her head and squashed her tiny frame with his bulk, Reinserting his cock he pulled Jess down on to his Balls, he was as deep inside her as he could ever be, she gasped for air as he fucked her like a jackhammer, holding her whole body tightly John pulled her back as he pushed himself deep into her guts, The excitement almost took over me as John pummelled the child's rectum, 10 more minutes of this and he roared his orgasm opting to cum inside her he painted her insides white with his hot creamy load.... Incredible.
When I remembered Holly was there I hugged her tightly, she was crying, seeing her sister screaming and crying through the anal abuse had scared her greatly, I took her back to her room and told her it was nothing to worry about, Jess had enjoyed it, pain can sometimes be nice but she didn't understand. Jess talked to her the next day and tried to explain further, it worked better than when I tried.

Holly got her vibrator, I got her one from an online sex shop, it was designed for anal penetration which meant it was small and smooth as silk, the penetrating phallus was only 5 inches long, it had a comfortable handle, it was around an inch in diameter, easily enough for the 10 year old.  I also got her some synthetic lubricant, the best kind I could find, I didn't want her to hurt herself again, I watched as she used it the first few times and she struggled to bring herself to orgasm with it, I guessed it would take time to get used to it. 

John still played with Holly, he asked her one night if she'd mind if he licked her between the legs before he bathed her and she said she wouldn't mind, so there he was on his knees by the little girls Hello Kitty bed, her with her legs spread wide, her ass on the edge, lying on her back while John pulled her apart with his thumbs and sucked hard on her young pussy, he fingered her more often and much more vigorously now, using her lube he'd force his middle finger inside her while sucking her clit, John managed to make Holly cum often, and enjoyed sucking the less experienced girl's hot young cunt. It wouldn't be for another year before he'd manage to fuck her for the first time.

Johns sexual use of my daughters reached it maximum that summer, he'd fuck Jess every night now, and he always made Holly cum before she went to sleep, he'd recently managed to get 2 fingers into her and was planning on fucking her for the first time after her 11th Birthday, she was very excited about it, she'd already progressed from her Vibrator to her sisters and she'd even tried it in her ass although she didn't like it much.

Johns treatment of the 2 girls changed In August.

After Holly had turned 11 and just before Jess' 13th birthday He was fucking Jessica one night, she screamed so loud I was worried that the neighbours in the street would hear her, I went to check on her and he wasn't fucking her any harder than normal I didn't think, I watched for several minutes and couldn't understand why she was screaming so much, John eventually held her face to quieten her although he didn't slow down his assault, several minutes later he pulled out and I noticed blood on his cock while he pumped cum into my baby's mouth, After john left the room I followed him and I asked what happened.

"I was fucking her and when we shifted position I felt the entrance to her womb on my cock, I fucked against it for a few minutes and got harder and harder till I opened it, then I went through it and She yelped like a wounded dog, I pulled out but she asked me to do it again and again, eventually she just asked me to fuck her in it so I did, it feels SOOO amazing, I can't believe I got all the way inside her at 12, that was incredible."  I kissed John passionately through his amazing afterglow, then I checked on Jessica, she was holding her belly and had a T-shirt between her Legs, Id used that trick many times to catch cum but I knew he'd cum in her mouth so I didn't understand until she moved and saw the blood, there was a whole lot of Blood, I panicked for all of about 2 minutes till I realised what had happened, John had opened up Jess' cervix for the first time and she'd come on her Period, her first ever period.  I carried her to the bathroom and got her cleaned up, then I taught her how to use a tampon, She had to use one of my own larger one's but I went to the supermarket and got her some tiny silks to use. I told her she'd have to stop having sex for a week now, she'd be in too much pain to take Johns cock in her ass, and fucking her while she was on her period wasn't a good Idea, she seemed upset she wasn't going to get her daily fucking, for that Week John went back to fucking me and I loved it, I considered asking if he wouldn't mind doing this once in a while, but I knew he'd had 30 years of frustration to get out, I couldn't deny him his daily pleasure in my daughter.  

When John was bathing Holly one night he had his finger in her pussy as normal, he was really pistonning his hand into her, he added a second finger and Holly didn't complain that it was hurting, he managed to turn his hand around while sliding his 2 fingers in and out, she was stretching quite well, he'd pushed a finger into her ass a few times but since she didn't seem to share her sisters love of anal play John had stopped doing it, now he was fingering her pussy he decided to add a third to her back door, Holly moaned as John pushed 3 fingers in and out of her, she was moaning quite loud as her orgasm drew closer, John waited till her Orgasm hit before adding a second finger to her ass and Shoving them deep, She queezed his fingers painfully as she shook through her Orgasm.

"Oh my god that was well nice.... " She said as she calmed down.

"I'm glad you liked it" said John between licks of her pussy. 

"Oh god I'm still shaking, I can't believe how big that was... it felt like I was going to faint."  Said Holly

While John dried and clothed the small girl, he had a devious thought

"You know,  your probably old enough to do more now babe." Said John, totally grooming the youngest girl.

"Really, like do it properly like Jess does?"  She asked hopefully

"Yep, I think if we take it slow you might be able to get some of the way."  He said

"When?  Now?"  She asked

"NO, maybe later, you know your Mums taking Jess to the Doctors this afternoon, we have the house to ourselves, maybe we could try it then?"  

"Oh Yeah, I'm going to tell Mum" She said excitedly 

"No, don't tell anyone, lets find out if you can first, if you manage to do it then we can show your mum when she gets home as a surprise."  He said, in truth he just didn't want her to talk him out of the Idea, he had longed to fuck this girl for months.

Sure enough as soon as I Jess and Kate left for the Doctors, Holly was straight in to see John in his Office.

"Are you ready now?"  She asked

"Sure thing Doll, Go up to your room and take off your clothes babe."  He said

John was just sending an Email to "STEVIESTIFF" one of his recently acquired online friends, they swapped stories about their recent sexual conquests... he typed the last line..

Sorry Steve, I have to go.... Duty calls... My girlfriends 10 year old daughter wants me to fuck her for the first time, speak to you again in about an hour.

John jumped up each step quickly and reached Holly's room just as she was taking off her final piece of clothing, she lay on her back on the bed, her long stick thin body as pale as the white walls of her room, she was intensely beautiful and arousing to him, his cock was Iron hard already as he stripped down, soon enough he was on the bed with his perfect sex toy... Lucky him.

John used the young girls own Lube to prepare his cock.

"Babe, now I don't want you to get upset if you can't do it, Jessica was older than you when she did it for the first time, so don't worry, we will do it one day, today might be too soon."  He said,  he knew she would do ANYTHING to get this to work today, she was so frustrated that Jess had such a close relationship with John and she couldn't do the things Jess could.

John held Holly's tiny waist and pulled her on to his lap, he leaned back against the headboard sitting upright on her Hello Kitty pillow, His cock was standing straight up and the helmet was higher than the target even when she was on her knee's, she really was petite for a 10 year old, at the most she looked 8

John lifted the girl easily with one arm around her waist, he lined up his cock with his right hand and lowered the young girl onto the head, it slipped into position and as he released her and she winced, he'd all but let her go when her 20 kilo' weight parted the tight hole over Johns cock head and it popped inside, Holly yipped and sucked breath into her mouth as the pain shot through her in waves, the helmet of Johns cock was about 2 inches long, and another inch of cock had slid inside her by the time she kneeled on the bed either side of his hips, John held the girl still and shushed her.

"It's OK babe, I think your just too young at the moment, maybe we could try again next month."  He was playing on her desire to please him, and he knew it would work.

"NO, I can do this, I can..... "  She pushed down slightly and winced as each millimetre slid deeper into her tiny pussy, John felt as If a bodybuilder was squeezing his cock hard! It was tight, so very very tight, the lube finally went to work then as John used his grip on the girl to force her down on to his Tool, she Owwwwed and Yeeeeeeelped through the next 5 minutes of pressure, until John felt his cock bottom out deep in her pussy, He had a good 6 inches inside her, and it felt indescribably perfect, He held the crying girl still as she calmed down and got used to his size... Now for the fun part.

"Your doing it babe, your really doing it."  Said John, smiling into her eye's.

"It hurts"  She whimpered

"Just keep still a while and you'll be fine."

John said that but his left arm was still forcing her down on to his concrete pole, stretching the young girls insides further than ever before.

"Ow... Owww...." Moaned Holly as John's inner Pedo took over and he began to move his ass on the bed, each movement brought a new pained noise from Holly.

"Yaaaa....Yaaa.a...Yaaaaa....Owwwww...Yaaaaa..." She moaned

With only a few simple movements John was already getting close to cumming, this felt incredible to John... and he couldn't bring himself to stop so he decided he wanted to fuck her till he cum, even through the pain.

"Babe, you were always going to hurt the first time, you'll get used to it, do you think you can take a little bit of pain?  I won't take long darling? I promise."  He said

"I don't know..." She cried.

"We can stop if you like, we can try again after your birthday."  

"NO... NO.... Just stop for a minute."  She said

"If you just get it over with this time, you can have a rest and we'll try again next week, If I just keep going quickly till I'm finished, then it will be over with."  Said John

Holly wanted to do it so much, she wanted to please him so very much, she couldn't deny him, she cried but eventually agreed with a nod to John she grabbed him into a tight hug and waited, John started slowly, he wanted this to take as long as possible.... Starting with the slowest movement possible he lifted the crying girl off his cock till she was up on her knees again, then he lay the girl down on his legs onto her back, his cock was still inside her, he lifted the girls knees and put her skinny lower legs over his shoulders, John held her hips around the middle and pulled her onto him, she screamed, very very slowly he pushed her off and pulled her on to his cock, he could feel the incredible friction as his pole slid in and out of the 10 year olds immature pussy, each time he pulled her down his cock he bottomed out and carried on till he was hurting his cock, then he'd push her back till just his helmet remained inside her, She cried and screamed in pain throughout the rape of her body, her frightened and pained tensing only made it worse for her and greater for John, for the next 20 minutes he pushed her back and pulled her forward 600 times, each one agony for little Holly, he kept one eye on the clock and one on the penetration, he knew it would take at least another hour before Kate got back, so he planned well and prolonged the ordeal for the maximum amount of time, eventually Holly was just whimpering through the movements so John upped the pace, each time she calmed slightly he went a little faster, till eventually she was squealing as he pulled her down on his cock every second. John still wanted more.

He pushed her off his cock and saw she was Red and Sore, but not bleeding, she thought her ordeal was over but John was just setting up the final leg of her first time.  He lay her down on her front and got on top of her, pushing his hard cock forward he found his target and didn't let up till he'd got it as deep as he could, Holly was trying to squeal her disproval but couldn't get her breath under Johns enormous weight, he began to fuck her and she gasped through each entry, for another 14 minutes John raped the crying 10 year old, towards the end he was holding her body still and leaving himself buried as deep as he could he rode her at speed, stretching and pushing in her depths, he felt himself cumming and didn't stop fucking her till he'd drained every drop inside her, even after he'd finished he still rocked his body into the girl as his cock shrank, then he slipped out.

John hugged the crying girl.

"Oh my god babe, that was amazing, you really did it.... And your way younger than Jessica was, your so brave darling, you felt AMAZING... your so sexy."  Then he kissed her face and hugged her, she hugged him back, and that told him she was OK.

After a few minutes, she wasn't crying anymore, she told him that it hurt her, a LOT... John just held her and stroked her head till she calmed completely. Then he flipped her over onto her back and checked out her goodies, the hole itself was swollen, her labia were dark red and her entire pussy was large and angry red, it oozed with cum... John helped Holly into some clothes and carried her downstairs, around 30 minutes later when Kate still wasn't back John asked Holly how she was.

"I'm ok now, it don't really hurt anymore." She said

"Awsome, so you want to try again?"  Said John Jokingly.

Holly rolled her eyes and then shook her head

"Maybe next week" Said John

"Maybe you could do it again tomorrow, just go slowly, it didn't hurt that much when I was lying on your lap, but it hurt loads at the end when you went faster."  Said Holly

"Don't worry babe, I won't hurt you on purpose."  Said John

"I don't want to tell mum or sis that we did it today."  she said, probably embarrassed at her crying throughout she didn't want to seem like a wimp, that was fine by John.

"That's OK babe, we don't have to tell them.  You can tell them when your ready."

For the next week John dreamed of when he would get to fuck the youngest girl again, Jess' Dr had said she'd noticed some strange development within Jessica when she'd examined her, but it was nothing to worry about, thank god she hadn't checked for sexual activity!

When Jess' period ended she was literally dying to have sex again, John didn't make her wait, It was Saturday morning and Kate had already gotten up, John lay on the bed dozing as Jessica ran in the room and held out her dirty panties she'd worn in the night.

"See, no spots, I'm finished... so move over and let me in."  She said to John, he obliged.

Soon enough she was groaning through a strong orgasm as John fucked her firmly in missionary position, Jess' slim calves wrapped around his waist as he nailed her.  An hour later They both lay in post Orgasmic bliss, Johns cock was hard again and Jess was waiting for him to make a move.... She saw his hand in the corner of her eye reach for the lube and she smiled.... She'd missed his hard cock in her ass. It was lunchtime before John had finished fucking Jessica, he took her ass with rubbers for another 2 hour session then fucked her pussy again after they napped for an hour... Kate smiled at them both as they came down the stairs holding hands.

It was another week after his first fuck of Holly, she wanted to do it sooner but once again she wanted to be alone in the house before she tried it, so when Jessica and Kate went food shopping on Saturday morning, John took Holly to her bed and stripped her naked, he sucked her to a climax before lubricating his pole and entering the tiny child.  They sat on the Sofa downstairs and Holly was sitting on his lap facing him, she wrapped her legs around his body and held on to his neck, John lubed his cock thoroughly and held her up by her tiny ass, he got the head in position and released her weight slowly, Holly was holding him so tight she didn't even move...

"Relax babe.  You need to relax your body a bit, it will be less painful."  He tricked her, hoping she would slip down too hard.

She held still but relaxed enough for a couple of inches to slip inside, after another 5 minutes they had still not made any progress, she was just too scared of the pain.

"Just relax babe... please." Said John

"I'm scared" She said

"I know, but just relax a bit until It's all the way in you, then you can have a rest." Said John

Just as Holly relaxed a little John pulled her down onto him, it worked, she slid uncontrollably right down his cock, with a  thud his helmet mashed against her deepest parts, she screamed for a few seconds and then began to cry. John was in heaven.  He lifted her and slid her back down firmly, and continued doing so for several minutes, Holly was not enjoying her second fuck, not even a little bit... John put her down on her back and took missionary position without removing his cock, then he fucked her quickly but not hard, by the time John was building to climax Holly was moaning with pleasure and not pain.  John thought the right amount of pleasure and pain would mean she would be keen on doing it again, but at the same time she'd be getting more used to his size. John decided it was time she tasted his cum, so when he was almost ready he pulled out and offered her his cock, she'd seen Jessica do this hundreds of times so she just grabbed the slimy shaft and took the helmet in her tiny mouth, she just about got it all inside, John masturbated the shaft for a few seconds and then unloaded the contents of his balls into the young pre-teens face, she swallowed the first load but then gagged so heavily she struggled to swallow again, she ended up with a full mouthful of cum.... John watched as she fought against the urge to spit, and she gulped... she looked sick, but she wasn't.  He kissed her mouth, using his tongue to explore hers he kissed her passionately for several minutes, by this time he was hard again.

"You want to do me again?"  She asked

"Why don't we save it and do it again later, in front of your mum and sister?" John said

"Ok, but nicely like you just did then, and not too hard."  She said

Later that night John had a chat with Kate in the kitchen, he'd already told Kate that Holly was getting used to having 2 fingers inside her and she was keen to try sex for the first time, she'd said that he could do her when ever he thought she was ready.  

"I think she's ready and she wants to try it.  Do you want to watch or shall I do her in private tonight?"  He asked Kate

"Of course I want to watch."  She smiled at him.

Later that evening when Holly was sitting on his lap John felt her up inside her knickers, he'd been rubbing her pussy and clit for 20 minutes and she'd gotten excited, he took out his hand and he began undressing Holly, when she was nude he lay her down on the sofa and licked her pussy, when she came around 10 minutes later he took off his clothes and lubed his cock, Jessica and Kate sat feet away on the floor in front of the sofa, John kept to his word and went very soft on Holly, he pushed himself into her inch by inch till he felt the end of her pussy, then he pulled back a little and set that as his safe point, he wouldn't go any deeper tonight, he began rocking back and forth fucking the panting child, around 3 inches of his cock and the helmet was buried at the deepest point, Holly had wrapped her legs around his middle and had linked her feet together, John lifted her weight off the sofa and had her swinging under him as he slid in and out of her pussy, Amazingly Holly came after 20 minutes,  John took a lot longer at around 35 minutes before he increased his speed and brought himself to Orgasm, he offered the load to Holly once again and this time she swallowed the whole load without any problem... 

"Wow, I'm amazed how well you did...."  Said Kate.

Jessica just smiled from ear to ear.

John was now openly fucking both of Kate's daughters, he couldn't  fuck one more than the other, even though he much preferred Jessica, he knew in time he'd be able to go harder on Holly, and he was looking forward to being inside her tight ass.

Jessica had begun to compete for Johns affection, she felt threatened by Holly, because the girl was younger and John had fucked her a lot less often, she thought he would enjoy her more, with this in her mind, Jessica thought of more and more ways to please John, she knew he liked to go hard when he fucked her, so she'd egg him on, "Fuck me John, come on do it HARDER You wimp"  she'd chant till he really nailed her, he hurt her often but she loved the pain, several times a week she would tell him to push himself balls deep into her, he'd struggle to find the hole but sometimes he'd oblige and Jessica would cry and wail as John fucked himself hard into her uterus. She also told him he could fuck her any time he wanted in any hole... which always made John smile.

Holly was still learning and still didn't enjoy pain during sex, it messed up her ability to grasp onto orgasms, John fucked her often, but not as often as Jessica.  When he did fuck Holly, he went easy on her, almost making love to the child. And this was the way it went, John appeared to be much nicer to Holly when they fucked, but increasingly violent in his use of Jessica.  He went too far on a number of occasions and hurt Jess so much she was sick, Even I winced sometimes when he fucked her... He also fucked me in that way, I LOVED it.. It was intense and sexually charged in our house all day everyday. 

After the 2 girls were always arguing about who got to sleep in our bed, I decided to write up a schedule, John agreed and I cheekily Scheduled him to fuck ME on Sunday nights, so Id at least get some of the action, that Divided it up perfectly, 3 nights for Holly and 3 for Jessica, I also put into the contract that if Jessica was on her Period, Holly would have all of her days, the 2 girls agreed and lucky for Holly the week we began the new Schedule Jess came on, she was gutted to be out of the picture for a whole week but obeyed under protest, so John fucked Holly every night, she could take him fucking her now, he wasn't careful and gentle every time, he used her hole to please him and bottomed out firmly each time he thrust into her, she began to have incredible orgasms while John was fucking her, sometimes 3 or 4 times in an hour.  

When I got in one night after working late, I noticed Holly was in the living room watching TV, Jessica and John were nowhere to be seen, I knew she was on her period so I didn't expect them to be fucking, but I was wrong, When I walked in the bedroom I could see Jess on all fours with John standing in a crouch behind her, I could see the strings of Jessica's tampon hanging from her pussy, and I could see Johns engorged cock sliding in and out of her ass. I stood and watched the scene for a while and loved every second of it, I was soaking wet while they went at it.  I also noticed John had on a Rubber, which meant he would most likely last a while, I had no idea how long they had been going, I left them to it and went down to prepare dinner for us all, When I went up to get the 2 of them 2 hours later he was still in her ass, the rubber was gone now and she was on top, her feet were flat on Johns Thighs and she was holding herself up with her hands on Johns chest, he was holding her waist and fucking her at 3 strokes a second, it was sliding in and out so fast it was hard to focus on it, the speed at which he fucked her was astounding, he had really loosened up her ass hole, It seems I must have walked at the end as John roared and pulled out of Jessica's rectum she quickly took the slimy brown cock into her mouth and sucked him to her throat as he painted her tonsils creamy white, she'd better save room for her dinner I thought as I smiled and told the 2 of them dinner was ready.

"I thought I told you that sex was off limits when your on your period." I said to Jessica

"Well, I thought you only meant my pussy." She smiled back

"It's not your rota'd day today, it's Hollys."  I said back

"John did her first but she was well quick and wanted to watch cartoons so I said he could do me instead after, that's OK isn't it?" she asked

"Yeah I suppose so as long as theirs no moaning."  I said

And so it was, John was Happy, The girls were fucking every day, it wasn't until Holly was 12 before she finally gave up her Anal cherry to John, and that was only because I forced her to let him, she screamed the whole time but It didn't seem to put John off, I make her do it every other week as a treat for John, She's never gotten used to the pain of being sodomised, even after several long Anal sessions she's still whimpering Ow Ow Ow, even at the end after an hours fucking, I explained to her that I want her to do it for John and she says she understands, she doesn't complain bless her, 

I encouraged John to contact his ex-wife and he did, a year later his daughter was spending some evenings in the house with us, his wife never asked anything of John, she seemend happy that her Daughter was allowed to see her father, Johns Daughter never became sexualy active with John, he had no problem fucking my daughters but he never touched his own sexually.

Four years have now passed and John and I are Married now, we have a baby Daughter and a GrandDaughter too, Jessica fell pregnant at 15, she said she hadn't fucked any other men so it must also be John's, Holly says she wants one when she's 16 and John and I are OK with it, One big happy Family. 




