THE MEASURE OF MAN

An Epic by Gil Gamesh

Chapter Seventeen

As for you, Gilgamesh, fill your belly with good things; day and night, night and day, dance and be merry, feast and rejoice. Let your clothes be fresh, bathe yourself in water, cherish the little child that holds your hand, and make your wife happy in your embrace; for this too is the measure of man.

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CAST OF CHARACTERS:
Kieran Stuart, 36; Siobhan Stuart, 35; Kavan Stuart, 9; Arial Stuart, 7; Kerry Stuart, 3

Luke Bridges, 18; Rachael Monteverde, 19

TELLING THE STORY:
Kieran Stuart, Siobhan Stuart, Rachael Monteverde, Luke Bridges, Kavan Stuart, Arial Stuart

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(LUKE)

Kieran and Siobhan each held one finger down to Kerry and he took their fingers as they went out of the room. The image – both parents looking down at their child with love – the child holding on to their fingers – just deepened my resolve to make my own family with Rachael. I had to agree with his parents that Kerry’s beautiful little butt was a jewel of perfection. I hoped my kids could be like him.

Rachael was still standing near the foot of the bed. I patted the bed and she lay down beside me, resting on one elbow, as I was. We both looked at Kavan and Arial.

“Rachael, if we’re going to give these kids their first up-close lesson, I don’t want it to be a quickie. I want us to be slow and thoughtful about what we show them. These kids think they want to learn what sex is all about. Let’s show them what love is all about. And while we’re at it, let’s let them have a close-up of sex.”

She looked from me to each of the kids and back. “Luke, I’m too new to making love to be OK with this. So are you. Are you sure we’re the ones to be teaching Kieran’s and Siobhan’s kids?”

“I’m sure. Kavan and Arial and Kerry are the brothers and sister I never had. They’re the family you never had. We’ve done a lot of talking about what we want and it always comes back to the same thing: a family like the Stuart family. It’s a damned unusual one but it’s a wonderful one. I hope we can stay part of their family for the rest of our lives. I’ll never stop loving my father; I never loved my mother. You never had a father to love and your mother was into drugs more than into you before she died. We’ve got a chance to shape our own lives into the same kind of marriage that Kieran and Siobhan have. Let’s do it. If they trust us to show their kids how we make love, let’s do it.”

Kavan and Arial were still sitting on the bed, Indian-fashion, holding still longer than any Indian ever could in that position. They were watching us with big eyes and open mouths. Rachael and I were both looking at them. Could we make kids their age understand?

“Kavan, you and Arial didn’t do anything wrong by being curious about sex,” I said. “But I don’t think you two can understand everything yet. I’m going to tell you some stuff you don’t know. Maybe Rachael will too. If we talk to you like grown-ups, will you promise to listen real carefully and think about it? Like I’m your big brother and Rachael’s your big sister.” 

Both of them nodded vigorously.

“Well, first of all, you need to think about what love means. Your Mom and Dad love you so much and show it so much. I’ll bet you don’t ever think what it’d be like not to have that love. Can you imagine your parents not loving you?”

They both shook their heads. “They show us all the time, Luke,” Kavan said. “Dad’s a hugger. He’s always hugging me. He does it sometimes when I’m around my friends. It sorta embarrasses me but I’m glad he does it. I think they’re jealous. I like it when he does it.”

“Mom does it too,” Arial said. “Almost every night she hugs all of us when we go to bed. She always tells me how much she loves me. I used to think she thought we’d forget it quick if she didn’t say it every night. Now I’m older and I just think she likes to tell us. It’s nice ‘cause it helps me go to sleep at night.”

“Well, you kids have got to understand that not all families are like that,” I said. “I can’t remember my Mom or Dad ever hugging me. They never hugged me or loved me when I went to bed. Just told me to go, like I was a pest. Mom never said she loved me. Dad tried to sometimes. It was like he choked on it.

They looked at me in disbelief, clearly not able to comprehend.

“I was like a Jack in the Box most of the time,” I said. “Like I’d been cooped up there for years and nobody’d even let the lid up. Try to imagine that.”

I saw tears in Arial’s eyes. Maybe they could understand the pain I had suffered.

“Arial, they never talked to me about sex. I never learned anything about it from them. When I heard about it from other kids, I couldn’t believe my parents ever did that. I figured I must have been adopted ‘cause they couldn’t have sex.”

“But why, Luke? Mom and Dad tell us anything we want to know. They give us books that show us all kinds of stuff. Arial and I read’em and look at the pictures and then ask questions. Sometimes they make us stop if we ask too many. Sex is OK for kids to know about, isn’t it?”

Rachael had been sitting quietly, listening. Now she wanted to say something too.

“Kavan, you and Arial take your family for granted. Luke had a family even if they were bad parents. I never even had a family. My Dad left my Mom so long ago, I can’t remember what he looked like. My Mom loved booze and pills more than she loved me. I had to go live with my aunt by the time I was fourteen. My Mom died when I was sixteen. My aunt tried to help me. She did the best she knew how. She got me to be a good student in school. I love her for all she did. But I felt like Luke did too. I can understand when he says it was like being a Jack in the Box.”

“But, Luke, why did Mom and Dad let you come live with us?” Kavan asked.  “I’m real glad they did, ‘cause you’re like a brother now. And why did they let you do sex stuff with them? I thought that was just supposed to be between a married man and woman.”

“I don’t know why they let me come live with you, Kavan. You’ll have to ask them. The first time I came, your parents let me know what I was getting into and said I had to choose.”

“Choose what?” Arial asked.

“I had to choose whether to come live with you and finish my last year of high school or go with my parents to another city and live there.”

“What made you choose us, Luke?” Kavan asked.

“I choose your family the first night, when I had to decide whether or not to take my clothes off and help bathe the three of you. Then when I got to touch all three of you. When I got to wash Arial’s hair. When you leaned up against me while I read to you. When Kerry crawled up in my lap for me to hold him and we were both naked. That’s when I knew what love and trust could be like. That’s when I began to believe I could find someone to love me and I could love someone too. I cried when I went to bed that night, Kavan. I never cried in bed at home.”

Arial crawled over the bed to me and wrapped her little arms around my neck. Kavan followed. When I looked over at Rachael, she had tears in her eyes. When the kids sat back down, she had something to say.

“When Luke told me about bathing you kids, I couldn’t believe it, Arial. I wanted so much to be able to do the same thing. That’s why I agreed to start going with him. But there’s something I want to tell you about me that’s different from Luke. I’ve already told him about it. I thought I knew all about sex before I met Luke. I’d let a few guys do things with me but I didn’t know anything. I never had an orgasm ‘til Luke and I started making love with each other. He learned from your parents what sex can be like when people love each other. He taught me that. He got lessons from your folks; he gave lessons to me. I couldn’t believe it when I started having orgasms with him. Do you know what an orgasm is?”

‘Yeah, it’s when a man comes and squirts out his stuff,” Kavan said. “Dad says it feels real good.”

“Women can have orgasms too, Kavan,” Arial said. “Mom says she almost always has an orgasm with Dad.”

“You’re right. Both of you,” Rachael said. “But maybe women are different from men. Maybe they need to feel like they’re loved and can trust a man before they have orgasms. That’s the way I was.”

“Your parents gave me lessons in sex,” I said. “But they taught me how to love first. That’s what I tried to do with Rachael.”
 
Kavan was evidently deep in thought about something. “And you and Rachael love us; that’s why you’ll give us a lesson?”

“Not the same kind of lesson, Kavan. You’ve got to promise you’ll just watch. You’re too young to have sex with us. Your parents are letting us decide what sort of lesson you’re going to get. Well, you can watch and that’s all. No talking. No touching us. No asking questions while we’re doing it. Just be so quiet we don’t even know you’re here. Can you both do that?”

They looked at each other and then nodded affirmatively.

Kavan held up his hand, as though he were about to receive a school lesson. I nodded permission for him to speak.

“Luke, I wanna see you shoot your stuff. The books Mom and Dad gave us tell all about how it works. The pictures in the books help me understand what the writing says. But they don’t ever show a man shooting.”

I smiled in spite of myself. “Kavan, I guess they don’t have pictures of that because most of the time a man ejaculates when his penis is in a woman’s vagina and you can’t see it happen.”

Kavan looked at Arial. She looked back at him. She leaned over to him and whispered in his ear.

He looked at us. “Arial’s too little to understand it when you talk like that. We just call a man’s thing a dick. And he shoots off it.”

“Yeah,” Arial piped up, “Mom and Dad don’t mind if I call my ‘gina a pussy either. They say it’s the same no matter which name we call it. They say it’s where a man puts his come when they wanna make a baby.” 

“Yeah, Arial, I know all about that,” Kavan said, impatient with his little sister. “They let us say fucking too but just not around people.”

Kavan’s tone of voice with his sister surprised me. They were usually considerate of each other.

“Kavan,” I said, “Don’t be such a brat with your sister. You just think you know all about it. You don’t know anything!”

“Yeah, well, she’s such a little pain in the ass sometimes. She’s just a girl. What’da girls know about sex? Why do they wanna do it if they can’t shoot off?”

I looked at Rachael. She looked at me. Maybe these kids had read and talked about sex but it was evident they had no real understanding of it.”

Kavan continued when he should have shut up. “Besides, I want to play with you too, Rachael. I’m old enough to do sex stuff even if Arial isn’t.”

“Kavan,” Rachael answered, “in about six or seven years, you’ll be sixteen. You’ll be so full of testosterone you’ll think your balls will bust. Luke and I could invite you to share our love and sex then. But I don’t think we will. You’re going to have to find your own girl to love. Someday, when you have, maybe Luke and I’ll invite you and your girl to have fun with us. Maybe we can teach you a thing or two, or maybe you can teach us. But let me get something straight with you, Buster, all you can do right now is watch. That’s all. Nothing else. Get it?”

I put my hand out toward them. I took Rachel’s hand and put it on top of mine. “If you kids agree, put your hands on mine and Rachael’s.” Kavan put his on Rachael’s; Arial put hers on her brother’s. “You’ll never talk about this with the other kids. You’ll never ask us to do this again. Until maybe you’re much older. If your parents ask, you can tell them but nobody else. Do you agree?” They looked at each other and then nodded.

“Kavan,” Rachael asked, “you wanted to watch us. What do you want us to do? What do you want to see?”

Kavan looked from Rachael to me in amazement or maybe in disbelief. Now that he could have what he wanted, he seemed afraid to ask.

“You’ve got to tell us something, Kavan,” I insisted. “You want to be treated like an intelligent young man. I want to teach you. I love you like the brother I never had. Just pretend I’m your big brother. Ask me to help you. I will.”

“I wanna know what a quickie is. I wanna know why you put your face on Rachael’s pussy. I’ve looked at Arial’s and we’ve tried to figure it out. We know what the books say. We look at the drawings in the books and then I look at Arial’s pussy. What’s the big deal?  There’s not much down there to do anything with.”

I couldn’t help but smile. “Kavan, Rachael and I are going to show you that. We’re going to show you everything we do. I hope you two enjoy your lesson. I’m even going to show you what it’s like when a man comes. I’m going to try to take my dick out of Rachael’s pussy and let my come shoot out on her stomach. OK, Rachael?”

“It’s OK with me. And Kavan,” Rachael added, “a quickie is just a very quick fuck. That’s all. We were going to have one. Now we’re going make it longer. Do either of you need to go pee before we start?”

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(RACHAEL)

They both had to pee. So did I. Maybe Luke thought he might as well too. We all lined up for the little half-bath in the loft. We peed: little girl, big girl, little boy, big boy. Arial didn’t shut the door and so nobody else did either. Luke showed off. I could tell he was pressing down on his bladder with his stomach muscles. He stirred up foam in the bowl of the commode. Arial seemed to like his performance. I know I did. I wondered if Kavan was envious.

Luke closed the door to the stairs. He ignored the kids. I ignored the kids. I went up to him, wrapped my arms around him, and held up my face for a kiss. When his lips touched mine, I opened to him. We both ignored the kids. Our tongues played tag with each other while our hands went searching for places to hold on. Mine found his ass at the same time that his hands found mine. Luke’s mouth was all over me, from shoulder to neck, to mouth, back to shoulder, back to mouth. He was pushing against me or I was pulling him against me. I was pushing or he was pulling. We both forgot the kids.

His cock began to engorge and lift. He was a head taller so our bodies weren’t a perfect fit while standing. He bent his knees and lowered himself a little until I could feel his pubic bone pressed against mine. Now we were closer to fitting. His cock swelled and lifted more. I moved my legs apart slightly, allowing it room to lift. It lifted until it was hot and hard, pressed upward between my legs and against my vulva. I reached around and behind and found the smooth head of his cock poking out from between my thighs. I stroked the satiny glans with one fingertip. Luke shuddered.

Without releasing me or taking his mouth off mine, Luke began moving me back toward the bed. We shuffled the few feet together. When I felt the bed against the back of my legs, I let myself fall backward, holding Luke, bringing him down with me.

I landed flat on my back. Luke landed flat on me. The sudden impact of his weight almost drove the breath from me. Luke rolled onto one side and his mouth came back to mine. His hand searched for and found one of my breasts. A few minutes later, I searched for and found his cock. It was distended, with little softness and almost no flexibility, just a big hot hard handful.

Luke moved his mouth down to my breast. His hand down to my cunt. His mouth sucking on my nipple. His hand cupping around between my thighs. Mouth sucking so good, finger spreading cunt lips, mouth lips teasing nipple, finger dipping down into honey. Damn, he’s so good, feels so good, where’d he ever learn, so good. Oh, shit, mouth sucking and teeth nipping nipple, love that. Finger spreading honey, finger pushing into cunt, moving around, pressing against wall of cunt, heel of hand pressing on clit, Oh, damn, that’s good. Can’t hold still. 

Luke came up for air, looked into my eyes, and gave me a big smile and got one in return from me. He looked at my face for a minute or so while his finger was busy stirring up more honey in my cunt. I knew I was going to come if I didn’t stop him.

I pushed him down, making him lay on his back. I moved down. Pushed his legs apart. Kneeled between them. His cock was suspended above his stomach. I used one hand to milk it up, from balls, up shaft, toward glistening head. A drop of clear syrup oozed out the slit on the end. I leaned over, held his cock straight up, and licked the drop away. Sweet.   

I slid my hand up and watched Luke’s foreskin cover the shiny head, slid it down and watched as the inner angry-red side of his foreskin was exposed. I lowered my head and took just the end of his cock in my mouth. I gave him just what he had taught me, what he had learned from Siobhan, slow strokes downward toward his balls, mouth sucks up and off the head of his cock. He groaned.

I knew the drill, knew the signs, knew the routine. Suck, stroke. Suck, stroke. Check balls, hanging low. Suck, stroke, suck stroke, suck stroke. Balls drawing up. Suck stroke, suck stroke, suck suck suck. Balls tight, little rounded bag at base of cock. Suckstrokesuckstroke. Stop for breath. “Do you want to come?”

“Yeah, no, shit, I don’t know. Wanna come in you. Let me?”

“No.”

“No?”

“No! Eat me first.”

He flipped me over on my back. Spread my legs. Lifted. Spread. Splayed me. Cunt spread, wet, drooling, wanting. Cunt open. Black hair all around, hadn’t shaved it since he asked me not to, loves it hairy, loves it, loves it. Thumbs on each side of lips, spreading me open like ripe fruit. Shit, where did he learn this?  Combing cunt hair out to sides, laughs when he gets it in his mouth, spits it on my stomach, damn, Luke, do it. Lick me.

Luke lowered his mouth to my vulva. He knew what I liked, knew what he’d taught me to like. Tongue down to asshole. Hope it’s clean. He doesn’t care. He’s too hot to care. Licking up toward cunt, both sides. Drilling in cunt, trying to strike oil. Tongue fucking in cunt. I’m gonna come. Licking up again, licking over and over again, licking all those screaming nerves between vagina and clitoris. I’m gonna come. Licking up and down and around clitoral shaft now. Teasing, trying to find out if clit is out from under hood. It is. Fastens his mouth on it. Sucks but can’t suck it into his mouth. Clit won’t come off. Stuck to me. Sucks harder, flicks it with his tongue. I’m gonna come. Sucks gently. I want harder. Finger finds way into my cunt. Long finger, short ones on each side against cunt lips. Long finger curving around, pressing, tongue flicking, lips sucking. I’m gonna come. Mouth like leech. Finger frigging, frigging, good word. Oh, shit, I’m coming!

I heard unintelligible noises. I wondered who was making them. Heard shit and god in same breath. Ashamed I was saying it. Cunt and womb and everything else down there in convulsions. Can’t breathe. Can’t think. Can’t take any it any more….

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(LUKE)

Rachael finally let go of my hair. I rose up, suspended over her on hands and knees, watching her face. She was beautiful. I loved her like this. I loved to watch her like this. I loved her when she let herself go when I was loving her. She opened her eyes. She smiled at me. I smiled back. I loved her.

She reached up and plucked one curly black hair off my lower lip. I tried to find the other one with my tongue and get it to the front of my mouth. When I stuck out my tongue, she wiped it clean with two fingers. She got the hair.

She looked down between our bodies. I looked down too. My cock was ready, poised, angled, needed to be in her.

“Fuck me?”

“Yes.”

I lowered myself down while she used two hands to guide. She rubbed the head up and down her cunt, spreading honey. No spreading needed, she was drenched. I pushed slowly, continuously, no backing off, just pushing, felt my cock swallowed in hot wet cunt. She spread legs wider, grabbed ass with hands, pulled me inside her. All of me? Just cock?  Wish it could be all of me. She tied me down with arms and legs. Bondage. She had strong legs, strong arms. Couldn’t move, didn’t want to. Couldn’t not move. Had to move. Had to feel cock moving in cunt. Cock in cunt. Encunted. Cockheaded, wood pecker, shut up, laugh later. No friction, smooth as glass, no smooth as wet flesh. Just flesh in flesh, flesh on flesh. Gonna come. Shove it in, gonna come. Shove it in harder, gonna come! Shove it in! Slapping noise. Belly against belly? Balls against ass? Gonna come! Oh shit, fingernails in ass! Oh shit. I’m coming, coming! Ah shit, I….

 (RACHAEL)

Luke was completely relaxed on me. His chest was heaving, his breath rasping beside my ear. I could feel his cock still hard inside me. Every other muscle in his body seemed to have gone soft. My eyes were closed but I could still see the red heat.

His breathing slowed and became regular again. He regained enough strength to take some of his weight off me. His cock was still in me and still hard. He rose up over me and looked down at me. He smiled. I smiled back.

“Luke, you came inside me.”

“Huh?” he responded, not remembering what he’d said earlier.

“You came inside me. You told Kavan and Arial you were going to come on my stomach so they could see you shoot off. They wanted to see what it looked like.”

He looked around. Kavan was one side of us, Arial on the other. Luke seemed puzzled, as though wondering what they doing here in the bed with us.

“We were giving them a lesson. Letting them see what it’s like to make love. You promised to pull out and come on my stomach. They wanted to see what it looks like when semen is squirted out of your dick. It was part of our lesson plan.”

He shook his head, trying to find his brain again. He looked at Kavan and Arial. They smiled at him. He smiled back. He shook his head again. I felt his cock beginning to soften.

“Well, shit, Rachael, maybe they got a good lesson. They might as well learn it now. Can you believe a guy who says he just wants to put it in, he won’t come? He’s lying whether he knows it or not.”

I looked over at Arial. She eyes were wet and red. Was she scared? Had she been crying?

“Arial, what’s wrong, honey? Did we scare you?”

“It’s so…it’s so beautiful. I didn’t know it was ‘sposed to be like that. I wish Luke could do me too.”

“Luke can’t do you, Arial,” Kavan said. “Your cunt’s not big enough. Luke couldn’t get his big dick in your little hole.”

“Yeah, well, you wanna get your little dick in Rachael’s hole. It’s not big enough either.”

“Do not.”

“Do too.”

“Do not!”

“Yeah, well, why’d you tell me you wished you were old enough to fuck her?”

Brother and sister? I loved them anyway. I wished they were my brother and sister. 

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 (KIERAN)

It was well over an hour before the door from the loft opened. Luke came down the stairs to where Siobhan and I were sitting. He smelled of sex and sweat. His hair was tousled, and his dick looked swollen but soft and well used.

“I assume you know what we decided, Kieran, Siobhan. I just want to tell you why.”

We both nodded, waiting.

“Before you took me into your family, I went for years waking up every morning, hoping that day would be the day I died. Now, I wake up every morning and hope I never die. You taught me how healing love can be. The sex helped too. I figured if your lessons could change my life, a lesson for Kavan and Arial couldn’t hurt them.”

Siobhan stood up and hugged Luke against her. I remembered an occasion in our home the first time she did that. I stood up too and we had a quiet group hug.

“There’s something else you two need to decide on together,” Luke said. “Rachael and I have been talking about it for weeks now. We really would like to share our love with you. We can’t separate it from sex. Rachael wants me to ask you again to join us tonight in the loft room, after the kids are asleep.”

“We’ll talk about it, Luke,” I said. “You’ll know our decision before we put the kids to bed.”

“Please, Kieran, Siobhan. You’ve saved two lives. We want to share the love we’ve learned with you.” He paused for a moment and looked at both of us. “Rachael is still talking to Kavan and Arial. I guess they’ll be down when the kids run out of questions. I had to go pee and Rachael told me to go ahead and shower. When I get through, I’d like to take Kerry for a walk. You two can have some time alone before the other kids come down.”

He went downstairs to the basement shower, leaving us to think.

“Well, Siobhan, is this what they call a quandary? I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know what I want to do. Damn, I don’t know anything. I’m stupid for getting myself in a situation like this.”

“Don’t say that, Kieran! You’re not stupid. You’re the man I love, the man who loves me. You’re not stupid for wanting to have sex with Rachael. Am I stupid for giving Luke the first love he ever got?”

I looked at her for a minute or two, trying to sort out how I felt about Luke and Rachael’s invitation. I didn’t need to sort out my feelings for her; I’d loved her for over a decade with all my heart.

“Siobhan, I can’t ask your permission, I mean about accepting Luke and Rachael’s invitation. I can’t ask you to make it easy for me. I know you love me. If you think it’s what I want, you’ll try to talk me into it, whether you want me to do it or not. This is something I’ve got to decide for myself.”

“I’m involved too, Honey. I’ve already shown Luke what love can be like. I even did it in our own marriage bed. You didn’t make me do it. Was that the right thing to do? It was the right thing for Luke. Was it the right thing for us? Has it changed anything between us?

“It hasn’t hurt us in the slightest. That’s the part I’m worried about. You know I love you. I don’t think I could live if I didn’t have you. If I do something stupid, if it hurts our marriage, I don’t know what I’d do. Without you and the kids, I’ve got no reason to live.”

“I feel the same way, Kieran. But think about this. We both know Luke’s made our family stronger. I had sex with him and it just made him stronger. Rachael loves Luke. If they want to give you something, even if it’s sex with Rachael, it can’t hurt our marriage.”

“I’ll admit I’m like Kavan about Rachael. I love looking at her breasts. I fantasize about getting my mouth on them. I love that little brown fur cap of hers. I’d love to get my mouth down there and see what she tastes like. I’m not ashamed of any of that. If I say that, does it make you jealous?”

“No! She’s Luke’s love. I’d only be jealous if I thought she could take you away from me. I don’t think that.”

“It would be fun.”

“Yes.”

“Would it? I mean - would it be fun for you – to have Luke to make love with again? It wouldn’t hurt our marriage?

“Yes, it would be fun. And no, it wouldn’t hurt our marriage. If I thought it could, I wouldn’t let it happen.”

“I still don’t know what do. I’m going to think some more. I’ll let you know later tonight. Whatever I decide is OK with you?”

“Yes, Kieran, it’s OK with me.” 

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Later I started the assembly line for our evening meal – a fish fry. Siobhan had found some beautiful grouper fillets at the market near home. I knew I had to prepare them the first night while they were fresh. I set up the deep fryer on the deck and filled it with peanut oil to get hot. I asked Siobhan to fix coleslaw. I asked Rachael and Arial to peel potatoes and slice them and onions and to start them cooking on the stove in the old cast-iron covered frying pan. I showed Luke and Kavan how to prepare the beer-batter for the fish. I carefully patted the fillets dry for battering. I asked Siobhan to have the hush-puppy mix ready by the time I finished frying the fish. Finally I looked around, saw that everything was ready, and started the production line.

I put on my heavy canvas apron, to protect the family jewels, and sent Luke for our first cold beer. I quickly battered the fish and dropped them in the hot oil. I guessed at half the fillets for the first frying. A few minutes later I dipped those out and spread them on paper towels to drain. The other fillets were in and cooking within a minute. A few minutes and they were out and draining. I sent Kavan for my second beer. When he handed it to me, I offered him a taste. He smiled at me and took a big swallow.

I poured the hush-puppy mix on my board, a paddle with a bowl-like depression down most of its length. This was where the art came in. I tilted the board downwards slightly and let the mix begin to slide off the end. As it slid off, I cut sections with my knife and they dropped into the hot oil. They all swelled into perfect thumb-sized hush puppies, already delicious smelling with onions. A minute later, I dipped them out and put them on another paper-towel-covered platter to drain.

I turned around to the big picnic table on the deck. It was already covered and set for our meal. The onion-potato skillet was one serving dish. An old stoneware bowl held the coleslaw. Cold drinks were already on the table. I handed the hush-puppy platter to Kavan, one fish platter to Luke, took the other for myself, and called out the official words, “Let’s eat!” 

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We were all stuffed and hardly able to move. Finally, Siobhan stood up and started to clean off the table. I was sitting beside her. I put my hand on her shoulder, made her sit back down, and stood up myself.

“Could I say something before we leave the table?”

I waited for the talking to stop before I continued.

“This might be the last time we’re at a table together, like family. So I want to say something to Luke and Rachael.”

I looked at the two of them and saw the others in my family looking too.

“I’m glad you two are part of our family. You’re about to move out of our home. You’re going to start making a home of your own. I hope you can tough it out and make yourselves into a family. But we never know what will happen. This may be the last time we’re together like this. Just remember a couple of things: we’ll always be here for you and you’re welcome back anytime you want to come back.”

I looked around at my three children. Kavan and Arial were sitting up paying attention for once. Kerry had crawled in his mothers lap and was playing with her breasts as usual.

I waited for a few seconds for my next announcement.

“I want us all to help clean up the deck and kitchen now. When we’re through, I’d like to play a game until it’s bedtime for you kids. I’ve got a new one. It’s kind of quiet but maybe we can all enjoy it. I’ll tell you the rules before we play. It’s called reverse strip poker.”

I paused for a few more seconds before continuing.

“When you kids go to bed tonight, your mother and I are going to go upstairs to the loft bedroom with Luke and Rachael. We’re going to sleep with them tonight. Before we go to sleep, we’re going to make love with them, me with Rachael, your mom with Luke. We’ll shut the door. If you’re not asleep you may hear us. They gave you a good lesson today and you’ll know what we’re doing. Just remember one thing: you’re always included in our love. I don’t know whether we can ever include you in our sex. But we’ll always love you.”

When the kitchen was cleaned, we dragged the foam mats into the center of the big room and made a square big enough for all of us to sprawl on. I made the kids go on a pillow run so we’d have something to lean on. I found a deck of cards for us to play with. I looked around and everybody was waiting.

“Ok, here are the rules. Nobody’s a poker expert but we all know a little, except Kerry. Everybody’s got to get four pieces of clothes: shirt, shorts, and socks. We’ll keep it simple so we’ll play draw poker and forget about betting. I’ll deal five cards and you can draw as many replacements as you want. The winner of the hand doesn’t have to put on anything. Everybody else is a loser and has to put on one piece of clothes. When you’ve got all four pieces of clothes on, you have to drop out and everybody else keeps playing. The last one still naked is the winner. If we can’t remember which hand’s the winning one, we’ll let Kavan look it up in the rule book.”

Arial held up her hand. I nodded to her.

“Kerry can’t play, Dad. He doesn’t know how to play like me and Kavan.”

“We’ll let Mom and Rachael hang onto Kerry if they can. If he can sit still, Luke and I’ll play Kerry’s hand for him.”

It turned out to be quiet fun. Everybody started out with a sock when they lost and put on a second sock when they lost again. I had to drop out after four hands. Didn’t win a damned one. But I think Siobhan guessed I’d done it deliberately. Rachael won. They accused me of crooked dealing so I could keep looking at her naked. I told them I really didn’t know how to deal crooked cards.

While everybody except Rachael was getting naked again, Kavan asked me if he could say something. I was puzzled; I told him he could say anything he wanted to. I told the group Kavan had something he wanted to say. He pulled his socks off and sat down Indian fashion on the mat.

He looked at Luke and then at Rachael. “I just wanna apologize to you for sneaking around and watching you. Mom and Dad talk with us about sex stuff but I’m still curious. Guess I was just tryin’ to understand what it’s all about. Well, you showed me and Arial this afternoon. I sure have a hell of a lot to learn.”

I started to take off my shorts.

“Wait, Dad,” he said, “’I’m not finished.” He shifted his gaze to me and to Siobhan. “I want to apologize to you for sneaking around too. For watching when you were doing stuff with Luke and Rachael. You always tell me if I wanna know something, all I have to do is ask. Well, I guess I shoulda asked.”

I pulled my shorts off and sat back down.

“Damnit, Dad, I’m still not finished,” Kavan said. “You could keep your pants off for just a minute, couldn’t you?”

When everybody got tired of laughing at me and teasing me, Kavan continued.

“I just wanted to ask you to please keep teaching me and Arial and Kerry about sex. We may be kids but we’re not stupid. We’ll listen and do our best to grow up right. And I won’t sneak around any more.”

Arial butted in for a moment. “Yeah, Mom and Dad, I apologize too. We didn’t mean to do anything bad. Please don’t stop teaching us.”

Kerry didn’t have anything to say. He was sitting in Rachael’s lap again and playing with her breasts. I wanted to play with them too.

We started playing reverse strip poker again and I won the first hand. I noticed that Rachael didn’t really seem to be enjoying the game this time. She seemed to be thinking about something else. Siobhan noticed it too.

“Rachael,” she said, “a penny for your thoughts.”

It took a moment for her to respond.

“I was just thinking about family. How it makes me feel to be playing with all of you. About how nice it was when we all helped out and cooked dinner together tonight.”

“If you and Luke hold together, you can make your own family,” I said, “You won’t regret it.”

“I guess so. But your kids just take you for granted. They don’t really understand what its like not to have a family.”

“Then let’s tell them,” Siobhan suggested. “You and Luke tell them what it was like when you were growing up.”

She looked at me and at Siobhan. Kavan and Arial were listening to our conversation. They waited. She focused her attention on the two of them.

“Kavan, you and Arial don’t know how good you’ve got it. I never had a family. I never knew my father and I don’t even know where he is. My mother’s dead because she liked drinking and doing drugs. She never liked me. Her sister did her best to help me but I don’t think she knew how.”

“Luke had a family but they weren’t a good one. Luke’s mother never showed him any love. The only thing she ever loved was her religion. His father wasn’t much better. They never taught him about sex, not like your parents do. They wouldn’t let him grow up to be normal; just wanted him to be good, whatever that is.”

“Your Mom and Dad sort of rescued Luke. They taught him about love and sex. They let him be part of your family. Then Luke found me and they let me be part of your family too. Luke never had any brothers or sisters. Neither did I. Now we do. We have two brothers and a sister. Please don’t forget that.”

I looked at Luke and there were tears in his eyes. I looked at Rachael and tears were running down her cheeks. I looked at Siobhan and Arial and their eyes were wet too. Kerry was half-asleep on the floor.

We played another round, without Kerry. I won this time and made Rachael put on her shirt. Damn, I had really wanted to lose. I wondered if she was rigging the game.

Everybody but me got undressed for another round. Kavan sat down Indian fashion on the mat. I tried to follow his example but I couldn’t get my knees to bend right. Kavan looked at me like he had something else to say.

“What is it, Kavan?”

“Dad, I apologized for sneaking and peeking. I guess that was wrong. But I want to do something and I don’t want to apologize for it. I don’t understand it.”

“What? You’ve got to be more specific than that.”

“Well, I saw Rachael and Luke doing stuff. I saw you and Mom doing some of the same stuff. This afternoon, I saw Luke and Rachael doing it up close. Is it OK if I want to do some of the same stuff, like if I’d like to do it with Rachael?

“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that, Kavan. What is it you’d like to do?”

“I love Rachael’s breasts. Mom still lets me touch hers once in a while. I don’t understand why I like tits so much but I do. I’ve seen Luke with his mouth on Rachael’s pussy. I saw that again this afternoon. I’ve seen you with your mouth on Mom’s pussy. I wanna do stuff to Rachael’s breasts and her pussy. I don’t understand why I wanna do stuff like that. But I’m not going to apologize for wanting to do something with Rachael. I just don’t feel that’s something I ought to apologize for.”

“Kavan,” I said, “if you have to apologize for wanting to do stuff with Rachael, then I’ll have to apologize too. And I’ll be damned if I’m going to do it.”

Luke helped me out. “Yeah, Kavan, I wanna do stuff with Rachael for the rest of my life. I’ll be damned if I’ll apologize for it either. You’re just a man like the rest of us.”

I held out my hand to Luke. He took it and I shook his hand. I held out my hand to Kavan. He took it and I shook his hand, man to man. Siobhan and Rachael and Arial all had smiles on their faces.

Arial won the third round. Her pair of Kings beat my pair of Jacks. I don’t think anybody saw me deal her Kings off the bottom of the deck.

I took off my socks and started to pull my shirt over my head. While I couldn’t see, Kavan piled on my back. Arial piled on too. While I was trying to pin both of them down, Rachael and Siobhan jumped on me too. Luke got in the pile too. We woke Kerry up with our laughing and he got in the game too. We fought until the game got a little more serious. I had a hard-on. Luke and Kavan did too. I knew where mine was going tonight. I was one happy man.

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(RACHAEL)

Kavan, Arial, and Kerry were in their sleeping bags in one corner of the main room of the cabin. Kavan was reading a book out loud while Arial and Kerry looked on. Kerry’s eyelids were already drooping. Kieran and Luke were in another corner, their heads close together, talking. Siobhan was in the bedroom she had chosen for herself and Kieran. She came out, held out her hand to me, and I took it. We walked over to where Kieran and Luke were sitting.

“Listen, you two,” she said, “Rachael and I are going to take a shower by ourselves. After that we’re going to go upstairs to the big bedroom and shut the door. When we do, you two get a shower. Come to the door and knock quietly. We’ll let you in when we’re ready.”

In the shower, Siobhan held out both her hands to me and I put my hands in hers. We looked at each other. I wondered if she was as nervous as I was.

“Rachael, everything’s going to be fine. Kieran’s scared to death of you. He hasn’t been with another woman in over ten years. He’s afraid of what this might do to our marriage. Luke’s the only other man I’ve been with in well over ten years. But I know this won’t hurt our marriage.”

“I’m scared to death too, Siobhan. Is it really OK with you? And are you sure it’s OK with Kieran? We’d like to have a family like yours. We don’t want to do anything to hurt you or Kieran or the kids.”

She just nodded and then she did something that surprised me. She pulled me up against her, her breasts against mine, her head to one side of mine. She squeezed me with her arms, brought her face around in front of mine, and gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

“I’m very sure. Now, let’s shower. I want your help. I want us to take control. Give Kieran his fantasy. I’ll give Luke one. He doesn’t know it yet but he’s going to get The Blowjob from Hell either tonight or tomorrow night. We’ll make these two nights something they’ll both remember. I want you to have fun with Kieran. I’m going to teach Luke some things he may not know yet.”

We showered quickly, using shower caps to keep our hair dry. Siobhan reminded me that the hot water supply sometimes ran out. We didn’t want our men to take a cold shower. We both laughed at that idea. We helped each other dry off.

When we went upstairs, the kids were through reading. Kavan was the only one with eyes still open. Kieran and Luke were sitting in chairs facing each other, talking. Luke was gesturing and saying something to Kieran. He was almost in Kieran’s face. Kieran shook his head and looked up. When he saw us, he put his hand on Luke’s arm. Luke stopped talking and looked at us. Siobhan and I went up the stairs to the loft and I saw Kieran and Luke standing now, watching. As we went in the bedroom, I saw them going downstairs to the shower. Luke was saying something and Kieran was still shaking his head. I was worried but all I could do was to let Luke talk to Kieran. 

“Rachael, this room is always reserved for new lovers,” Siobhan said. “I keep some stuff here to help make it special for them. I’ll explain in just a minute. But first I want to do something just because I want to do it, no other reason. I want to do something to you. I want you to do the same thing to me. Let’s say it’s just a way of us getting really acquainted. Will you trust me?”

I was confused. I wanted to do something with Kieran. And with Luke. I hadn’t thought of doing anything with Siobhan. She saw my confusion. She smiled at me and waited. I nodded yes. 

She moved against me and put her arms around my waist. She brought her mouth to mine and kissed me, not a chaste lips to lips kiss, instead a tongue between lips kiss, while her hands moved down to my ass. I surrendered my tongue and wrapped my arms around her, hands on her ass. We stood locked together for a minute or so.

Siobhan pushed me back on the bed. She crawled over me and brought her mouth to my breasts, sucking on the nipples and licking. When she moved her face downward I clamped my legs together. She gently and insistently pushed them apart. She moved lower and I felt her tongue probing between my vaginal lips. Just when I started enjoying it, she was gone.

She rose up on her knees and smiled at me. I think I understood – we were joining together in a sisterhood that Kieran and Luke would probably never know or understand. I pushed her back on the bed and kissed her – mouth, breast, breast, and vagina.

Still smiling, Siobhan left me on the bed. She started humming the tune to some old song. She went to the closet came back with a small bottle of perfume.

“This is almost used up. Remind me to get some more. I like to keep it here for anybody who uses this room.”

She touched her finger to the perfume bottle and then to me. Once behind each ear. A touch on each shoulder. A touch between my breasts, another underneath each. And then one down each side of my vulva, in the creases where legs join body. Last a drop in my pubic hair.

She handed me the bottle and lay down on the bed. I anointed her neck and breasts. When she spread her legs, I was fascinated with how red she was, red hair, red flesh peeking out of her lips. It seemed so strange in comparison with my dark hair. I anointed her burning bush too.

Siobhan opened a package from the closet. It was a sheer nightgown, lacy, a very light pink color, of no use in hiding anything, useful only in revealing something. She opened another, just as lacy and diaphanous, ivory colored. We both put them on.

“Are you ready?” she asked, smiling at me. I nodded and returned her smile. I knew we were part of a sisterhood. I’d never had a sister, never understood. Now I did.

We heard a soft knock on the door. Siobhan called, “Come in.”

Kieran was standing in the doorway. Luke was slightly behind and to one side of him. Luke’s hand was on Kieran’s shoulder. They both looked warm and glowing from their shower. Luke looked at me and gave me a big smile. He looked at Siobhan and gave her one. Kieran was standing there, unmoving, frozen. Frozen was the right word for him, frozen like a deer caught in the headlights, scared to run, scared not to run.

Kieran’s hands were in front of him, his right hand holding his left. He seemed to be playing with something. It was his wedding ring. I looked at his cock and saw it in its everyday state. It was hanging down limply in front of his balls. I looked at Siobhan and then at Luke. Luke’s smile was gone. 

“Kieran, please come in,” Siobhan asked. “You too, Luke. Shut the door behind you.”

Kieran didn’t move.

“It’s OK, Kieran, please, let go just once.”

He stood there, uncertainty and fear clear on his face. 

“I’m sorry, Rachael. I can’t do it. I just can’t. Downstairs I wanted to. Up here, I just can’t do it.”

Siobhan walked over to the door and wrapped her arms around him. He stood unmoving, his arms at his side.

Siobhan lifted her face to his, put her hand behind his head, and brought his face down to hers. She kissed him on the lips and still he stood, lips closed, unyielding. Finally Siobhan stepped aside, pulled Luke into the room, and pulled the door closed. Luke and I were inside, door closed. Kieran and Siobhan were on the other side. I could hear two voices, talking low. 

Luke put his arm around my shoulders and we both stood waiting, looking at the door. We listened to the two voices, still low, still indistinguishable. The door opened and Siobhan led Kieran into the room by the hand. Kieran’s eyes looked red and wet. There was the beginning of a smile at the corners of his mouth. 

“I hope you’ll forgive us. Kieran usually has the good manners to accept a gift graciously. He’s just having a hard time letting go of his control. I made him a promise. He’s agreed for the first time since we’ve been married to let somebody else worry about him. He doesn’t need to worry about me and the kids all the time.”

“What did you promise him?” Luke asked.

Siobhan smiled at him. “Luke, when you and Rachael are married, when you’ve had your first child, ask me again. I’ll tell you then.”

Luke put his hand on Kieran’s shoulder again and nudged him over to me. “Kiss her, Kieran, she won’t bite. Not much anyway.”

Kieran took one deep breath, released it and wrapped his arms around my waist. He looked down into my face and I tried to give him a welcoming smile. He lowered his lips to mine. And that’s when he finally lost control.

What does a lifeguard feel like when a drowning man clutches at his rescuer? Kieran opened his mouth to me and his tongue forced mine open. He wasn’t the slow and patient man I had seen before when he was making love to Siobhan. He was hungry and desperate with wanting me. His mouth and lips and tongue were all over my face, even eyes and nose and ears. He was licking me on my cheeks and throat. I felt as though I were being inhaled or consumed.

His hands moved over my body with the same urgency. He raked the peignoir upward until his hands found my naked ass and then his fingertips traced down the crack there and then down further until he was feeling between my legs. He stooped lower, to enable his fingers to explore deeper, and I felt the tips brushing against the lips of my cunt.

I felt something hard pressing against my leg, just briefly, and then it was gone. He moved slightly to one side of me, not holding me now, just relying on our bodies to remain together, and moved one hand to my breast. The other one pulled the nightgown up around my thighs and his fingers tried to find their way between my legs. With his body, he began to push me backward toward the bed.

With what little reason I had left, I knew I had to stop him. Siobhan and I had giggled our way through our scenario for tonight. I couldn’t let him get back in control. I pushed him back. He looked at me in surprise.

“STOP, KIERAN! You’re being a bad boy. We’re going to have to punish you if you can’t be good.”

He looked at me, confusion on his face. Siobhan came up behind him.

“Kieran, you’re a bad boy. Get down on your knees.”

He looked at her, wondering, I suppose, what the hell was going on.

Luke took a couple of steps forward and got down on his knees at the foot of the bed. Kieran looked at him, smiled, and joined him.

I knew it was going to work. I improvised on the plan that Siobhan and I had talked about.

“You boys are being bad tonight. We’re going to have to punish you. Are you going to be brave and take your punishment now?”

Luke looked at Kieran. Kieran looked at me, at Siobhan, and at Luke. He nodded. So did  Luke.

Siobhan took the lead. “I’m going to turn the lights down low. Rachael and I are going to get on the bed. We’re going to spread our legs. You two boys are going to put your head under our nightgowns. You’ve got to keep them there until we let you out. If you don’t obey us, we’ll have to whip you.”

I think I heard Kieran chuckle. I knew it was going to work out.

Kieran put his head under my peignoir and I could feel his warm breath between my thighs. I wondered why Siobhan and I had them on. I assumed she knew something about Kieran’s fantasies. I looked over at Siobhan. Luke was already down between her legs. I knew what he was doing. He loved it when he was doing to me what he was doing to her. Siobhan took my hand and we let Kieran and Luke do their magic with their tongues.

Kieran seemed to start cautiously. I wondered if he was lost in my jungle of a bush. Since Luke had asked me to stop shaving, I had quite a thatch. My sporran, I called it. Luke loved it. I wondered if Kieran would since Siobhan kept hers neatly trimmed.

His fingers cleared the hair out of the way for his tongue. He started slowly with long licks up on each side and then directly up the middle. I squeezed Siobhan’s hand and she squeezed back. I let the world go away and gave in to Kieran’s fingers and tongue.

He pulled back just a little and I could tell his nose was just an inch or so away from my cunt. I waited. He was smelling me. Not touching at all. Just smelling me. Damn, that was hot. I didn’t remember Luke ever doing that, just that.

When his face returned, there was nothing patient and slow about him. He was almost ferocious. Pulling on labia with lips, with teeth. Tongue fucking me. Licking me, asshole upwards. Damn, he was good. He licked my clitoris out in the open and I squeezed with my hips and thighs and internal muscles and let one little orgasm roll over me. I don’t even think he knew of it.

He was relentless. Siobhan was squeezing my hand, almost painfully now. Someone was gasping and moaning. I looked over at Siobhan and saw just the top of Luke’s head moving up and down under her nightgown. Her legs were lifted and thighs splayed open. I lifted mine and spread them for Kieran. Her eyes were closed. I closed mine.

Kieran was at me like a madman now. Nothing slow and patient, nothing teasing and gentle. Just roughness, biting, licking, pulling, finger in my cunt, tongue deep in middle. I didn’t hear Siobhan and Luke anymore. All I heard was the sound of my own blood rushing through my body. All I felt was Kieran’s face and tongue and fingers eating me alive. I was building up to it. I knew it. Where was it? Kieran found it. He did that one finger up her cunt, curled around, while sucking on her clit trick. I lost it. I came again, no little one this time, just wave upon wave of contractions. I couldn’t stand to be licked any more. I pushed his head away.

When I opened my eyes, Kieran was still on his knees at the foot of the bed, looking at me and smiling. Luke was already in bed with Siobhan, both of them on their sides, watching me. I gave them a weak smile. “Wow.” I closed my eyes again, to let my breathing return to normal.

When I opened them again a minute or so later, I looked around again. Luke and Siobhan were still on their sides, Luke close up against Siobhan’s back, the red head of his cock sticking out between her thighs. I leaned over and gave it one little squeeze with my thumb and forefinger.

I looked at Kieran. He was standing now, at the foot of the bed, standing in more ways than one. His cock was pointed up more toward the ceiling than out toward me. I patted the bed behind me and he moved back behind me. I lifted one leg and let his cock find the space between my open thighs. I closed them. Damn, it was hot and hard and big. I pulled his hand around to my breast. 

“We’re going to take a rest break,” Siobhan said. “If you guys can keep it up, we’ve got a treat for you.” They could.

I stuck to the plan. After a few minutes of rest, I took charge.

“You two boys were good but not good enough. Now we’re going to have to punish you. We want you to stand at the foot of the bed. Siobhan and I are going to see how much control you two have. If you come before we say you can, we quit for the day. You’re not allowed to come anywhere except in a cunt. Do you understand that?”

Luke and Kieran smiled at each other and got into position. They were standing side by side, hands behind them. Siobhan and I turned around on the bed, on our stomachs, holding our heads up on our elbows, our faces directly in front of their cocks. Siobhan reached over to Luke’s and pressed it down with one finger and then let it go. We all watched as it bounced up and down a couple of times. I did the same thing to Kieran. When his bounced up and down, Luke’s did the same thing without help. Siobhan and I both giggled. How the hell did he do that? I pushed Kieran’s downward again. It bounced. So did Luke’s. Siobhan looked up at Kieran. He nodded. She pushed Luke’s cock down and let it go. Luke’s cock sprang up and bounced. Kieran’s cock bounced. One hell of a reflex action. Both of them were laughing now. 

Siobhan nudged me. When I looked over, she held Luke’s cock near the base and slowly milked it toward the head. She did it again and a clear drop oozed out. I did the same thing to Kieran. Once, twice. Damn, I thought, he came on my fingers. I looked. It was all clear. No sperm. Siobhan giggled. “Kieran’s always like that. He makes a hell of a mess on the sheets sometimes. Pecker tracks, he calls ’em.”

I thought it was time to go to the next step in our plan. I moved down to the foot of the bed and sat up directly in front of Kieran. Siobhan followed my example.

“You’ve got to keep your hands behind your back. No matter what we do. The one who comes first loses. The one who comes last loses. Remember, if your first load doesn’t go in a cunt, that’s all either of you get for the day.”

Siobhan said that. I couldn’t talk. My mouth was full. Was it ever full? Damn, Kieran’s cock was big. How did she ever do it? I tried to do it just the way Luke had taught me to do it. Stretch the skin down. Try to suck the head off. Fuck the deep-throat shit. All the action was in the last couple of inches of cock. It didn’t take that long to have both of them squirming in their tracks. When Luke pushed Siobhan’s head away, I stopped with Kieran.

“You’ve been bad boys again. You’ve got to be punished. Get your butt on the bed, belly down. Put your face in a pillow so the kids can’t hear you screaming.”

They obeyed. I looked at Siobhan. This was going to be fun. I gave Kieran a stinging smack on one cheek. Siobhan gave Luke one. We kept at it until we had two stinging hands and two red butts. Luke and Kieran kept their faces in their pillows and let us do it. I stopped only because my hand was hurting. It was fun.

“OK, you’ve earned it,” I said. “Now you can do it. It’s fucking time, plain old missionary position or variations on it. You’re allowed to come this time.”

Siobhan pulled off her peignoir and threw it to the side of the bed. I pulled mine off and threw it in Kieran’s face. We moved around so that Siobhan and I were side-by-side, pillows under our head, legs spread, ready. Kieran got on top of me. Luke got on top of Siobhan. I looked at Kieran’s big cock. I wasn’t ready. It was just so damn big.

At first I thought Kieran couldn’t find where his cock should go but then I realized that was ridiculous. He knew where a cunt was; he’d been in enough of them. Then why was it outside, just pressed up against my labia, just sliding up and down against my clitoris? A dry fuck, except it wasn’t dry. He pressed the underside of his shaft against my labia, sliding up and down. My juices were being spread all over the area between my legs. When he slid it up, I felt the ridge under the shaft riding up over my clitoris, pulling the hood off of it. It felt so damn good it almost made me come. He was looking down into my eyes. I could almost hear him laughing inside. Taking control again. Showing me he could make me come with his big dick without ever putting it in me. No tongue, no fingers, just dick in slot. He couldn’t make me come this way. No way. He smiled and kept on doing it. I squirmed. I wanted his big cock inside me, not outside me. He slid it up and down some more, dragging those big balls up against my spread-out cunt lips. God, that was sexy. He couldn’t make me come that way. He quit smiling. He pressed harder, looking at me, daring me not to come. Oh, shit, I gave in. I couldn’t help it. My cunt started convulsing and it rolled over my entire body. I shut my eyes and lost it.

I found it when Kieran reached down and notched that big head of his cock in my cunt. No way, it couldn’t be that easy. He pushed, pulled it back, pushed again, it started sliding, sliding in some more, pushed, slid in deeper, pushed, slid in until it couldn’t go any farther. His balls were resting on my ass cheeks. He had that big cock in me and it hadn’t hurt. It was in. It was so damn good. So damn big and so damn good.   Damn, it was good. I finished the second wave of contractions with that cock rammed halfway up to my throat. So damn good.

He let it rest for a minute or so, just letting me come down again. When I opened my eyes, he was looking down into them. He was smiling, almost smirking, He was showing me who was in control. He was the fucker; I was the fuckee. I resolved to myself to fuck him to exhaustion this weekend. Damned if I wouldn’t.

He lowered his face to mine and began to suck-face. I finally knew what it meant. He was sucking my mouth and tongue and everything inside into his mouth.

He reached down on one side and pulled my leg up. Did the same on the other side. I was bent almost in half. He pushed me further back, pulled my ankles up around his neck. I was bent in half. He finally started with that big cock, after I had been wanting it so long. In and out. In until his balls bounced. Out until just the tip of the head held my cunt lips apart. In slowly, that big head pulling my cunt lips down with them.  Fuck, it was good. He knew he was good. This was what he wanted. Siobhan had told me how he wanted me like this, nothing but hot juicy cunt wrapped around his big cock. He had me. Shit, I didn’t care. I had what I wanted too. He got faster, more coordinated, like a piston driving in and out. Where was he? Was he close yet? It was driving me crazy. I was going to come again. I couldn’t. Not after such a good one already. Damn, he had to come. I couldn’t wait. I started up again. My cunt was swallowing. I knew my cervix had to be sucking on the tip of his cock, trying to pull his load of come into my womb. Shit, where was he? He’s going to hurt his balls. I’m glad they’re not mine. Oh fuck, oh shit, he’s doing it. I can feel it. Hold on, just ride it out. Just hold on. He’s almost finished. Aaahhhh. He’s done.

I felt the sweat drip off his nose and plink down on my cheek. I could feel it running down between my breasts, down my belly, down between my thighs. I didn’t know it was so damn hot. I was gulping for air, trying to slow down, to come back down from wherever I had been. He was patient, waiting for me. He nipped at me gently with his lips, little kisses all over my face. I waited for him to get off. He let my legs slide back down on the bed, let me stretch out underneath him. Kept his cock firmly in place. I couldn’t tell if it was getting soft yet. It was still so big. Nice big.

He stretched out on top of me. Relaxing. Looking at my face. Still had that little smile on his lips. I’d get him before the weekend was over. He flexed that dick of his. Just like he and Luke had been doing when we were playing with them. He couldn’t still be hard. He flexed it again. Oh, shit, he was.

I heard noises from the other side of the bed. Who was it? Luke? Siobhan? He had her in the same position I had been in just a minute or so ago. Her ankles were locked around his neck. He was above her, arms straight, little contact except where his cock was in her cunt. God, it looked as big as Kieran’s. He was giving it to her the same way I had been getting it. I could see her cunt lips molded around the shaft of his dick. His dick was so wet it slid in and out with no resistance. Her cunt lips just held on while his cock slid between them. He started grunting on each in-stroke and his balls slapped audibly against her ass cheeks. Grunt, slap, grunt, slap. Damn, it was sexy. Kieran started flexing his cock in rhythm with each slap. Shit! How could he do that? It was supposed to be soft now. 

It wasn’t soft. He started slowly. Just easing it in and out, just sliding the head barely in and out of my cunt lips. Just playing. Quickly got serious again. Started shoving it into me again. Pulled my legs up again. This time, around his ass. I locked my ankles around his ass and held on for the ride. My cunt was sloppy. I could feel juices running down over my asshole. Kieran kept pounding. I shut my eyes, turned loose of everything except that big hot hard cock, and waited. He came again. Grunts and groans and then he shoved it in to the hilt and left it there. I couldn’t believe it.

This time, he rolled off me, dropped down to the side. He spread out, almost falling off the bed. He threw one arm up blocking the light from his eyes. He was gasping and heaving for breath. He finally slowed down.

“Shit,” he said, “I haven’t done anything like that in years.”

 I thought he did it all the time. I was glad we were through for the night. I was exhausted.

I looked over at Siobhan and Luke. They were curled up together. They had been watching us. They both gave me a big smile. Kieran was still flat on his back, his tumescent cock draped over one thigh, his arm still over his eyes.

“Have you had enough, Kieran?” I asked. “Are you through for the night?”

He was quiet for a minute or two. I saw another smile begin to play around the corners of his mouth. 

“No, there’s something else I want to do.”

I couldn’t believe it. What else could a man do to a woman? He sure as hell wasn’t going to put that big dick of his back there in me. That wasn’t what he wanted. He rolled over to the side of the bed and stood up. He grabbed me by both ankles and pulled me down toward the bottom of the bed. He let my calves flop down toward the floor and then spread my thighs apart. He pulled Siobhan down and put her in the same position. Luke was looking on in absolute disbelief. Kieran took a couple of deep breaths and got down on his knees with his face between Siobhan’s legs. He started on her for a minute and then moved over to me.

“Luke, I could use some help down here,” he said.

I couldn’t believe Luke would do it. I couldn’t believe Kieran was doing it. Kieran got Luke’s help. They gave us a damned good licking, swapping back and forth, snorting and laughing and slapping each other on the butt. I lost track of whose mouth was down there, whose tongue was in there. It didn’t matter. I knew I couldn’t come again. I couldn’t. It didn’t matter. But I decided I’d try if I got poked by a hard dick during the night.

Kieran finally had enough. He crawled up on the bed and pulled me up in the middle. I saw Luke do the same with Siobhan. Kieran pulled me around and gave me a good cunt - cum - sweat kiss. I loved it. He pushed me over on my side and spooned up against my ass.

“I’m through now,” he said. “Would somebody please turn out the light? I’m going to sleep.”


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