Chasing Rabbits

I've always taken fairly good care of my body and my appearance, well reasonably so, I'm not a slob or anything like that and even now I still have a full head of hair and females regard me as 'all right'. I expect it's because of something subconscious really from around puberty when I suddenly realized what girls were for. I wasn't circumcised either, I'd hate to have been circumcised it's great to have a foreskin. Expect I was a bit lucky too when they handed out cocks and bollocks, I started measuring my cock almost every day from when I was about eleven hoping it would grow and grow to like fourteen inches or something. I always had a good selection of Penthouse magazines to help me get it as hard as possible before the tape came out. I think it stopped growing when I was around eighteen or something when it was seven and a quarter inches long and five and a half inches around the circumference. I still measure it now from time to time for christ's sake and I'm 45! My knob-end always looked thicker than that but I never did have the courage to put a tape around it, the only thing I can tolerate around my exposed bell-end is my own or a girl's hand when wanking off or if she's feeling me up. Expect my cock may be a little over average but it's my balls that I have always been very proud of. My ball bag is really quite big and always hangs down low looking as if it contains two golf balls, fuck my balls are big I don't know why but they just are. Maybe it's because my balls are so big that I've always had such a bit sexual appetite and I always cum lots of semen. Like when I was twelve I was wanking off every single day and sometimes two or three times if I saw up a girl's skirt at school, shit there has always been something about looking up a girl's skirt when you're not supposed to that has turned me on especially if she's wearing navy blue coloured knickers. I don't know why it's just like that. I remember one day at school when I was thirteen this girl in a class two years below me who I fancied, Alice Smith, was sitting on a wall with her friend at breaktime and when I went over to talk to her I could see the crotch of her knickers right up her skirt. Fuck that turned me on and I couldn't take my eyes off it as we chatted about nothing so what does she do? She opens her legs just a little so I could see her whole goddam crotch and she was wearing navy blue knickers. I swear that's why I still get turned on by girls wearing navy blue knickers. As soon as break finished I had to go straight to the can and beat the head off myself, I remember shooting my semen over the wall as I imagined pulling Alice Smith's navy blue knickers down.

The wanking was nice and a relief but as I was approaching fourteen the urge to mate was becoming very strong and most days thoughts were filled with wondering what it would feel like to push my cock up inside a girl's vagina and whether a girl liked that sort of thing. It was becoming regular that I walked home with Alice Smith, she was twelve by then, then one warm sunny afternoon as we strolled along I asked her if she'd like to come to the field near the farm and chase the rabbits. She hadn't done it before and was intrigued. It was a small field with lots of bushes and for some reason lots of rabbits lived there too in dozens of warrens. We hid behind a large bush and on my order we rushed out ran as fast as we could and tried to catch a rabbit. Of course there wasn't a snowball's chance in hell of us actually catching one but it was great fun. We did it on three separate occasions and Alice laughed hysterically, the way kids do, almost wetting herself.
We were both hot, tired and panting with the effort and we were both smiling broadly at each other. It was fun. Then I kissed her I don't know what happened I just grabbed her shoulders and kissed her.
'What did you do that for?' she said to me. I just told her straight that I thought she was really pretty and I fancied her. Then she kissed me like gentle on the lips and stood back smiling again.
'Do you want me to lift my skirt up? I know you do because I saw you looking up my skirt the other week at breaktime'.
All I said was OK and sure enough she took hold of the hem at the bottom and lifted it clean up above her waist. I was mesmerised, she wore plain navy blue knickers and I saw all of them. I knelt down right in front of her, Christ she looked good.
'Can I pull them down?' I asked her.
'Oh all right then' she said
I took hold of the elastic at each side and just very slowly pulled them down to just above her knees. I swear that the most beautiful sight I had ever seen was about six inches in front of my nose. She had no pubic hair whatsoever and had the most beautifully formed girl cleft. Her pubic area was quite pronounced and then her cleft started, just a narrow dark slit with plump, firm labia majora lips. That is what being female is all about. To this day I still dislike pubic hair, it's too masculine.
'It's beautiful Alice absolutely beautiful' and I swear I was telling the truth.
Then she said 'Do you want to come home and go up to my bedroom and you can take them right off if you like?'
Right at that moment if she'd have said 'do you want to come to the North Pole and you can take them off' I'd have said yes.
We walked to Alice's home where she thought her parents would be out, I had to pull my shirt out to cover up the bulge I had in my pants. I could think of nothing else except Alice's knickers and her hairless pussy all the way and prayed her parents were out.
They were.
Her bedroom was incredibly clean and tidy and girly. Pink dominated. 
I didn't need to be asked a second time so as soon as she got to the side of her bed I pulled her skirt up to her waist and she held it there, her knickers came off in one movement. She parted her legs a little and I ran my fingers gently along the whole length of her cleft. I swear it was the nicest thing I had ever touched in my life.
Then she wanted me to show her mine.
I dropped my pants, I was stiff as a poker and probably about six inches then. 
'It's horrible' she kept on saying but kept on looking. Though she still suggested it might be fun to rub it up against her pussy. She sat at the edge of her bed, leant back and opened her legs. It looked different now, the slit had opened up and it was sort of pinkish, like her bedroom. Her bed was low enough for me to kneel in front of her so that our groins were at the same height.
I took hold of my cock and lay it against her cleft and moved it up and down watching her vulva move around against the glistening purple head. It was the nicest goddam thing I had ever done, I swear.
Then I suddenly felt the head slip into the hole she had there, almost naturally like, just a little and Alice sort of  gasped, a nice, I like that, sort of gasp if you know what I mean. I just pushed it a little more and the head of my dick had disappeared and boy did this feel good, even better than rubbing it along her pussy, I swear. And Alice had her eyes closed now but she gave out another sort of 'I like it' gasp.
Then my brain went to sleep and something else took over in my head and my body, something basic and animal. I began to lurch and push my cock inside her, her gasps changed to 'ouch that hurts' type of gasps but I couldn't stop and the more I pushed and lunged the nicer it felt even though it was hard to get it in because she was so tight. It sounds like it went on for ages but the truth is it only lasted for a frantic mad thirty seconds or so because as soon as I began to enter her properly I began to cum at the same time. And as I came I instinctively pushed and thrust in harder. It's the most natural thing. You ask any man, when you're cumming you want to push your cock into her pussy as hard as you can no matter who's on the other end of your cock, no matter how old she is. So by the time I'd finished cumming I was on top of Alice with my balls resting against her ass and she had all of my six inches inside her. So that's how we both lost our virginity.  There was blood on the bedsheets and she was sore at me for hurting her and all, but I hadn't done it deliberately like, it was natural. 
It was then that I realised that sex was an extremely serious business, a million times better than anything else like sport or drugs or alcohol.
We did it another few times after that during the next few weeks and every one of them was better than the first time, I managed to keep it going for almost five minutes the last time I fucked her. Then her mother caught us both naked and I didn't see Alice again for sex.

The thing is, as I got older I still found young girls far more attractive. I dated girls around my own age and enjoyed sex with them but nothing was ever like Alice. 
I bought a video player and bought some porn movies. I'll tell you I've never seen an erotic porn movie yet and I've seen a hundred or more. I reckon all the porn directors must be morons or something, don't they know what sexual tension is. Even that one mild sex scene in Titanic where Leonardo de Caprio fucked Kate Winslet in the carriage was more erotic than most porn movies, they're just so gynaecological.  Yea we all want to see close up penetration and the whole fuck but wouldn't it be nice from time to time to see sex with clothes on (skirt pulled up, knickers pulled to one side) or slow undressing to just build up the sexual momentum like. And what's wrong with the guy actually shooting his load inside the female's pussy? If he's genuinely cum you'll see his semen oozing out around his cock and that's a really erotic sight, it proves she's been properly fucked.
Then when I was in Thailand working when I was thirty it was like a kid going to a candy store. You could rent a ten or eleven year old girl for the whole night or longer for a few bucks, and she would be attractive too. I never harmed any of them deliberately and as far as I was concerned I was just making love to them all night. I always liked to inspect them closely all over everywhere, if you know what I mean and then there would be lots and lots of kissing and fondling. Every single time I bought a girl I never actually had intercourse with her until at least an hour had passed just to let her get to know me a little. Yea sure I did hurt some girls a little with my cock as I entered them but not as much as some other guys. I talked to one guy who was having little girls like me and he said that as soon as he took her to his room he'd be trying to fuck her within two or three minutes, well that's just crazy. 
Then I bought a computer and boy did that open up another fantastic world. There were so many pictures of beautiful naked little girls, girls with no pubic hair and I never realised that so many other guys out there around the world were also having sex with girls under thirteen and they were taking pictures or videoing themselves as they fucked their sweetheart. It was great to see it all happening.
But then the thought police decided it was not natural or something and decided to carry out a witch hunt. What a bunch of bastards.
I can't understand what's bad about seeing a beautiful little girl naked. It's the most beautiful sight in the world, and what the hell is wrong with touching and loving a little girl. Sexual intercourse is the most natural thing in the world what difference does it make if she's forty, fourteen or ten years old? It's OK is it to let millions of people starve when others are fat bastards, to wage war for the sake of oil and to destroy the earth's environment. I tell you the world's crazy and I just don't understand it, I swear.  

