
THE MEASURE OF MAN

An Epic by Gil Gamesh

Chapter Sixty-Nine


As for you, Gilgamesh, fill your belly with good things; day and night, night and day, dance and be merry, feast and rejoice. Let your clothes be fresh, bathe yourself in water, cherish the little child that holds your hand, and make your wife happy in your embrace; for this too is the measure of man.


CAST OF CHARACTERS:
Kieran Connor Stuart, 49; Siobhan (Kelly) Stuart, 48; Alannah Niamh Stuart, 4

Kavan Kelly Stuart, 22; Kathryn (Jenssen) Stuart, 23

Brad Alan Weaver, 22; Arial Erin (Stuart) Weaver, 21

Kerry Lee Stuart, 17; Tara Wingard, 17

Stuart Andersen, 31; Joanne Andersen, 29; Paul Andersen, 9; Kieran Lee Andersen, 5 

Luke Bridges, 30; Rachael Bridges, 31; Adrianna Bridges, 8; James Connor Bridges, 5
 
TELLING THE STORY
Kieran Stuart, Siobhan Stuart, Kerry Stuart, Luke Bridges, Rachael Bridges

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(SIOBHAN)

On Saturday, Kerry wanted to go to the Bridges in his little car. Kieran insisted that there wasn’t room in the back for two people and wanted to go in his Mercedes. I volunteered to sit behind Kieran if he would slide his seat forward and Alannah said she’d sit behind Kerry. Even with the seat forward, I still had to turn my legs to the side to squeeze into the back. Alannah didn’t have a problem.  She sat behind Kerry with her legs folded Indian fashion. She giggled when I said something about boys and their toys.

On the ride to the Bridges, I kept thinking about what I’d done with Kerry and Kieran on Thursday night. I didn’t regret what we’d done. Perhaps the religious proscription against incest made sense in a different time and place but, like Kieran, I didn’t care. Or as he usually put it, he didn’t give a shit what any fucked-up religion said about sex. I knew I couldn’t get pregnant again and I certainly didn’t see how letting Kerry make love with me could hurt him.

It had been a memorable experience, having both of them love me. It had been as erotic as anything I’d ever done and I had come so many times I’d lost count. As wonderful as the experience had been, I felt a little sad because of what it meant – that Kerry had done something with me that was irreversible, a clear demarcation between childhood and adulthood. I could never think of him as a child again; I had to accept that he was a man in every way. I knew it was Kerry’s way of saying goodbye to his childhood but also goodbye to his family. I knew he wanted to go to CalTech where Stuart had got his degrees. If he did, I knew I’d be seeing him only a few times each year and I couldn’t imagine what life would be like without him.

I thought of the twists and turns of fate that had shaped his life. During his sophomore year in high school, he and Nicole had starred in the Porky’s musical and he had started modeling for Cruise Classic. For the rest of high school, he was active in drama events. He always got rave reviews for his dancing and his singing was usually given passing marks. When his Cruise Classic contract was renewed, he had slowed down in school, eager to earn a paycheck, no longer so eager to graduate before he was fifteen. Still he’d graduated as Valedictorian just a few months before his sixteenth birthday.

In college, his Cruise Classic work had taken more of his time but he’d still finished his freshman and sophomore years before he was eighteen. He’d become disillusioned with the quality of his math and physics classes at the local university and I knew he wanted to go to CalTech. But now fate had taken another turn in the form of a girl his age who had just graduated from high school. There had evidently been something about her that made him want her, not just for the moment, but possibly for a lifetime. I knew he’d have to make up his mind what he was going to do about her and CalTech. Kieran and I would have to stay out of the decision.

Even though Rachael assured me that she and Luke were OK with Kerry playing with the four of us, I still harbored a little doubt. As a foursome, we’d settled into a relaxed, playful state where we never knew what would happen but we always had fun. I didn’t care for anal sex so we’d ruled that out even though Rachael said she and Luke enjoyed it on rare occasions. Our play was almost always with the opposite sex but occasionally I got it on with Rachael and Kieran did the same with Luke. I wasn’t at all sure how Kerry would react to seeing me with my tongue in Rachael’s pussy or seeing Kieran sucking Luke’s dick.

For the last few years, Luke and Rachael had been encouraging me and Kieran to expand our group to include Stuart and Joanne. I wasn’t comfortable with it and I didn’t know why. I remembered how Kieran had said it was a mistake for him to fuck Kathryn and how he thought it had caused Kavan a problem. I didn’t want him to cause Stuart a problem by fucking his wife. I suppose I was also a little reluctant to let Kieran’s son make love to me even though Stuart wasn’t my son.

And now, Kerry has made love to me. That’s the right way to describe it, making love, the way he licked and fucked me into orgasmic nirvana. I was looking forward to tonight, when he and Stuart and Kieran could all three make love to me and Rachael and fuck us into oblivion. 

I suppose there’s no real reason why we couldn’t play with Stuart and Joanne too. I knew they already played with Luke and Rachael every few months. Rachael had told me about what they did and it was the same things we did with them. She said Stuart and Joanne had told her they’d love for me and Kieran to join with them. I suppose it would be fun. I think I’ll tell Kieran I’m OK with it and see what he says. Shit, to use Kerry’s favorite expletive, I know what he’ll say. 

“Siobhan, what are you thinking about?” someone asked and I realized it was Kieran. I looked out the window and saw we were turning off the main highway onto the road that split and led to the right and downhill to the Freeloft Center or to the left and uphill to the Andersen and Bridges homes. I had not even been conscious of the short drive until he spoke.

“Oh, nothing,” I answered, not truthfully, “just day-dreaming, I guess.”

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(KIERAN)

On the drive to the Bridges, I kept looking at Kerry, not directly at him because I didn’t want him to know I was looking but sort of out of the corner of my eye. He had on his usual Cruise Classic outfit, khaki shorts with a red- patterned shirt, and sneakers with white socks with the CC logo. He was probably the most beautiful, sexiest young man I’d ever seen and I’d stick by that even if he were not my son.

All my kids were beautiful. I suppose all parents think that but I really thought of mine, all four, no five, as exceptionally beautiful.

Kavan was a handsome young man, a real head turner for women. He was more square and solidly built than Kerry. He kept his body in great shape. He ran with me and occasionally worked out at the gym at Andersen Securities. He lifted weights but he wasn’t muscle bound like weight lifters sometimes get. His crowning glory was his lion mane of dark red hair. Since his marriage to Kathryn, he’d kept it long to please her and it was almost always neat and flowing. 

Even pregnant, Arial was still my beautiful princess. She was letting her hair grow long again and her golden tresses were down to the middle of her back now. She still had the little-girl face that made me give in to her so easily. Her breasts were much fuller now. She had started kidding that she didn’t need to wear a bra; she just let her boobs rest on her belly. 

Alannah was her mother made over, the same unruly red hair, the same facial features, and the same sort of loving personality. Arial always knew how to work me to get what she wanted and Alannah was just as good at it. I was glad Siobhan had talked me into having another child even if it was a crazy thing to do at our ages.

But Kerry was exceptional in every way. He was tall and slim, at least a half-inch over my six two but twenty or so pounds lighter. He rode his ten-speed bike all over the hills around home, he ran with me, and he worked out in our little home gym and at Andersen Security occasionally. His hair was long too, parted in the middle and swept back into a curl on his neck.  Like me, he had very little body hair. I couldn’t see any on his arms or legs until the sun hit them the right way and I saw the golden hair shining on his forearms and calves. His broad shoulders sloped down to a small waist and hips. But the one thing that could capture and hold anybody’s attention was his face, a beautiful young-man’s face that almost always had a grin on it, his Kerry grin that he’d used on me for most of his life.

“I had an interesting telephone call yesterday,” he said, speaking so low I almost missed it.

“I didn’t think you let your cell phone number get out,” I answered. I answered in almost a whisper; I knew he didn’t want Siobhan or Alannah to hear.

“I didn’t. They called me through the Cruise Classic offices. I don’t know how they talked somebody into putting the call through to me.”

“What was it about?”

“Another modeling engagement,” he answered.” It was a European company that’s trying to get American models. Their come-on was that it was different but it was high class and paid rather well.”

“Are you going to look into it?” I asked.

“I already did. You’d never guess what they wanted me to do.”

“What?”

“Jack off. It was a European gay porno site. The guy hinted at it but he didn’t come right out and say it. He said he’d like to have me as a model as soon as I turned eighteen. That was enough to make me suspicious.”

“How do you know it was a gay porno site?”

“He gave me the URL with a password so I could see everything on the site. I looked at it last night. Supposedly all the guys that model for them are gay. I don’t know whether they really are but some don’t mind being portrayed that way. I saw more jacking and fucking and sucking…well, if they’re not queer, they were doing a damn good imitation.”

“I hope you’re not interested in it,” I said.

He looked at me and smiled. “Don’t worry. You raised me better than that. I’m not the least bit interested. I could do it but I’ve got no desire to become a jack-off model for old queers. I like what I’m doing for Cruise Classic but I’m going to quit after this contract. I’ve got other stuff I want to do, like get a college degree and maybe a Ph.D., like Stuart.” 

As we turned off the main highway onto the road leading to the Freeloft Center and to Stuart’s and Luke’s homes, I spoke to Siobhan and brought her out of whatever reverie she was in. As usual the entrance wasn’t manned on weekends so Kerry stopped at the gate.

“Kerry Stuart,” he said, when Hal asked if he could help us.

“Thank you, Kerry,” Hal answered but the arm of the gate didn’t go up.

“Kerry Stuart,” Kerry said. I knew the voice recognition program was supposed to know him by voice and to lift the arm.

“Just a minute, Kerry,” Hal said. “Is that beautiful little girl in the backseat authorized to enter?”

I knew it wasn’t Hal and that somebody was remotely monitoring the gate. Somebody was also doing a very good imitation of Hal’s voice. 

“Yes, Hal,” Kerry answered. “You’ve scanned her. Don’t you remember?”

“Oh, yes, now I remember,” the voice answered. “She’s so beautiful she blew my mind for a minute. Hello, Alannah. How are you today?”

“Hello, Hal,” Alannah said, laughing and pleased with Hal’s compliments. “I’m fine. How are you?”

“I’m fine too, Alannah. Please come in and let Kerry in with you.”

The arm of the gate lifted and Kerry drove into the Freeloft property.

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(KERRY)

After lunch we all went for a walk around the crest of the hill. Stuart and Luke, with help from me and Brad and Kavan, had finally finished a walking or running trail that extended around the top of the hills of the Freeloft property. The trail was almost two miles long, through the woods, with a small parking area where the road came up the hill to the Andersen and Bridges houses. The Andersen Security people used it for running but they were unlikely to be there on Saturday.

James Connor held Alannah’s hand and they led the way. Adrianna held mine and chattered away, trying to act older than she was. I knew she had a crush on me. I didn’t encourage it but I didn’t think it would hurt to be nice to her and let her think of me as her boyfriend. Kieran and Siobhan and Luke and Rachael meandered along behind us, both couples hand in hand. 

“Uncle Kerry, are you going swimming with us when we get back home?” Adrianna asked.

“Are we going swimming?” I teased. “I didn’t see a pool at your house. Have you got one hidden somewhere?”

“Don’t’ be silly,” she replied. “You know we can use the Andersen’s pool any time we want to. Now that the weather’s warm, Little Paul and I go swimming every day. We’re teaching Kieran Lee and James Connor to swim.”

“Why do you call him little Paul?” I asked. I knew the answer even though I’d never known big Paul.

“That’s so we don’t confuse him with his grandfather. His grandfather was big Paul. Mom says big Paul was Uncle Stuart’s dad but Granpaw Kieran is his father. She said big Paul couldn’t make babies so Granpaw Kieran helped Granma Lauren have Stuart.” 

I wasn’t sure how much of that story she understood so I tried to change the subject. “I don’t think I can go swimming with you, Adrianna, I didn’t bring a bathing suit.”

“You’re being silly again, Uncle Kerry,” she admonished. “You know we don’t wear anything when we go swimming. Mom and Dad let me and James Connor go naked at home sometimes. They don’t make me wear anything when I go swimming.”

“You swim with three boys?” I teased some more. “Naked?”

“Oh, foo,” she said. “You know we do. Uncle Stuart and Aunt Joanne and Mom and Dad and us kids, we’re all naked. I like it when I don’t have to wear clothes.”

“I’ll bet the boys like it when you don’t wear any clothes,” I said, not ready to give up. “Boys like to look at beautiful girls when they’re naked.”

“Well, I get to look at them too,” she said, accepting my assertion that she was a beautiful girl. “I think they’re funny. Their dicks aren’t big like Dad’s and Uncle Stuart’s but Mom says they will be some day. She and Dad are teaching me about what boys and girls do to have babies. She says the boys can’t make babies with me yet.”

I wasn’t sure we ought to pursue that topic either so I changed the subject again. “OK, I’ll go swimming with you. Do you want to invite everybody else?”

“Mom said she’s already invited them. She said we’d all go swimming later this afternoon and them come home and cook something on the back porch. She said Dad’s got a surprise for us for dessert. She wouldn’t tell me what it is.”

Now that the weather was warm, I knew Luke and Rachael were using their big back porch more. That’s what they called it even though the house didn’t have a front porch. They almost lived outdoors on the big screened porch in the summer. I knew what the surprise was too. At our last baseball game, Luke had told me. He’d bought an old-fashioned ice cream maker at a garage sale and he was going to make fresh peach ice cream for us.

“Kerry, don’t tell her what it is,” Luke said. He and Joanne were just behind us and I hadn’t realized they were listening to our conversation.

“I can’t tell her,” I lied. “I don’t know what it is.”

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(LUKE)

Kerry was lying on his back in the sun on the side of the pool, hands behind his head, eyes shut, one knee raised. I could see the slow rise and fall of his chest. He straightened one leg, raised the other one, and his dick flopped off one thigh and onto the other. It was full and heavy looking, not hard, probably just engorged from the warmth of the sun like mine.

Adrianna was playing with James Connor and Alannah just a few feet away from Kerry. They were sprawled out in the shade of the patio umbrella, whispering back and forth. Every minute or so, I noticed Adrianna lift her head and look at Kerry. What was she looking at so intently? His dick? She’d seen him nude for all of her life. Why would she be looking at it? Could she be thinking of him and what he could do with it? To her? A sudden idea came to me.

Could I do it? Kieran and Siobhan had arranged for me to be the one who made Arial a woman, for me to take her virginity when she was just fourteen, almost fifteen years old. The night we spent together in the upstairs bedroom at the cabin was so imbedded in my memory that it would stay there until the day I died. Someday in the future, could Rachel and I ask Kerry to be the one to make Adrianna a woman?
 
I was just eighteen when I went to live with the Stuarts. Arial had been seven the first time I saw her, a golden-haired Princess, flat-chested as a boy but with a girl’s shape and a plump little hairless vulva, just a little crease between her legs to prove she was a female. I’d watched her grow into a young woman with a woman’s wider hips, breasts that two hands could easily cover, and a silken tangle of curls that barely hid that little crease. She’d said she loved me for years but I’d pushed her words aside. I’d promised Kieran and Siobhan I’d never hurt their kids. I couldn’t believe it when Rachael told me what they wanted me to do with her.

Now Kerry was almost eighteen, would be in a few months. Adrianna was eight years old and was already proclaiming her love for him as well as for little Paul. What could she know of love at her age? We were already teaching her about sex and she knew what a man and woman did together. Still, she couldn’t possibly understand what hormones would do to her in a few years. She would want a man to satisfy her yearning for completion. Could I, could Rachael and I, ask Kerry to be that man? If we did, when she was fifteen, Kerry would be about twenty-four, about the same age I was when I made love to Arial.

“Kerry, are you going to tell Luke and Rachael about Tara?” Siobhan asked.

“Sure, I was just thinking about her,” he answered.

I had already heard about her from Kieran. As usual, we had met for lunch on Friday in Andersen’s small cafeteria. Because of Andersen Security’s remoteness from any fast food places, Kieran had insisted on a place for all employees to have lunch. It provided good food, one meal a day, sort of healthy Southern cooking, if there is such a thing, and at a subsidized price. Most employees ate in the cafeteria and Kieran was no exception. He and I met a few times every month to talk about any problems.

He had not only told me about Tara but also what he and Siobhan had done with Kerry the previous night. He didn’t provide specifics but he made sure I knew that it wouldn’t be Kerry’s first time with Siobhan when we played tonight.

It wasn’t really a surprise. If there was any surprise, it was that it hadn’t happened before. I knew how unconventional Kieran’s and Siobhan’s attitudes toward sex and love were. Rachael and I were both well aware how their attitudes had changed our lives for the better. We had been enjoying sexual romps with them for years. We were also comfortable emulating them. We had been enjoying the same sort of sexual arrangement with Stuart and Joanne for years. Kerry had been with me and Rachael on a number of occasions. He also enjoyed playing with Stuart and Joanne sometimes. On a couple of occasions when Rachael and I were with Stuart and Joanne, we’d let Kerry play with all of us.

I kept my eyes on Adrianna while Kerry told us all about Tara. If she was concerned that Kerry had found another girl friend, she didn’t show it.  When James Connor offered to show Alannah an empty turtle shell that he and little Paul had found in the woods, she went with them, as if she was more interested in it than listening to Kerry. I felt relieved that she didn’t learn how much Kerry was interested in Tara. 

“There’s something else that I haven’t told anybody,” Kerry said. “I made up my mind about it last night.”

“What, Kerry” Siobhan asked.

“I’m going to CalTech this fall,” he said, dropping a bombshell and waiting for the explosion.

I looked at Kieran and Siobhan and I could tell they were both surprised. Kerry had been pondering his future for some time and, with Kieran and Stuart’s help and encouragement, had applied to CalTech and some other colleges and been accepted at all. Stuart had said CalTech would be glad to get him and would offer him financial assistance. In fact, all of them had offered Kerry an attractive package to get someone with his potential. The last I’d heard, he hadn’t made up his mind.

“What made you make up your mind, Kerry?” Kieran asked. “I thought you were trying to decide what to do about Tara.”

“She’s going with me,” Kerry said, dropping another bombshell.

“Kerry, what…how do you know?” Siobhan asked. “The last I heard, you hadn’t even kissed her.”

“I have now,” Kerry said, grinning proudly. “Yesterday, we took our lunch to the outdoor tables near the cafeteria at school. After we ate, we sat around and talked about what we wanted to do, you know, going to college and stuff. She’s been accepted at two different colleges but she didn’t know what she wanted to do. I told her I wanted to go to CalTech where Stuart got his degrees. She encouraged me to go and said she wished she could go too. So I asked her to go with me.”

“And she decided to go with you, just like that?” Siobhan said. 

“She did after I pulled her up and kissed her,” Kerry said. “We’ve still got lots of details to work out but we can do it. With her grades, she probably won’t have to pay out-of-state tuition and her parents were planning on helping her anyway. 

“And after one kiss, she decided she wanted to go with you?” Kieran said. 

“Well, it was a good kiss,” Kerry said, with a dreamy look on his face. “She knows how I feel about her and she feels the same way about me. We just haven’t had time to do much about it.”

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(RACHAEL)

“When are we going to get to meet her?” I asked.

“I don’t know,” Kerry answered. “Maybe some weekend soon. We’re both pretty busy with the Cruise Classic job during the week.”

“Why not next weekend, Kerry?” Luke asked. “We’ve got a ball game with Guardian Credit Union next Saturday afternoon. Invite her to that. She could watch the game with Siobhan and Rachael and the kids. Maybe we could all do something for dinner afterwards.”

Andersen Security was part of a loose confederation of baseball teams that played on weekends during the summer. Kieran and Stuart played intermittently, usually in a field position, Luke was catcher and team captain, and Kerry played second base and occasionally pitched. Siobhan and I cheered them on and tried to watch the kids.

“I’ll think about it,” Kerry said. “You still want me to play second base?”

“Nope,” Luke said. “I want you to pitch. Andersen Security needs you.”

“I don’t want to pitch,” Kerry protested. “Ralph Samuels is a better pitcher than me. What’s wrong with him?”

“Nothing,” Luke said. “His wife’s supposed to have their first baby some time this week. He says we can’t count on him.”

“Haven’t you got anybody else?” Kerry asked.

“Nobody nearly as good as you and Ralph,” Luke said. “If you don’t do it, we’re going to lose again.”

“You can do it, Kerry,” Kieran said. “Invite Tara to the game. It’s a good way for her to meet us. I’ll treat everybody to dinner afterwards. We’ll all be on our best behavior.”

“No surprises?” Kerry asked. “I’ll tell her how we are about nudity and sex when I think she’s ready for it.”

“No surprises from me, Kerry,” Kieran said. “If the kids tell her we were swimming naked today, I can’t help that.”

“OK,” Kerry said. “I guess I can live with that. I’ll invite her.”

“I think it’s time for us to start supper,” I said. “We’re eating on the back porch. Do we need to get dressed or can we just stay as we are.”

Luke grilled steaks for dinner, or maybe it was supper, and we stayed nude, except for Luke’s apron. I never could understand why Southerners sometimes called the evening meal dinner and sometimes supper. I baked potatoes for the grown-ups and made fries for the kids. Luke put ice around the old ice cream maker he’d got at a garage sale and got Kerry to turn it.

Luke had told me the ice cream was going to be peach but it wasn’t. It was vanilla with peaches spooned over it.  I gave Siobhan a big bunch of over-ripe peaches and asked her to peel them and cut them up. Andersen Security had a contract with somebody who delivered a load of fresh fruit for the employees every Monday. On Friday, if there was any left over, somebody took it home. This time, Luke had brought home about a bushel of over-ripe peaches. Tossed with a little sugar and spooned on top, they made the ice cream a treat for all of us.

We sat and ate and talked until dark. Siobhan and I kept an eye on Adrianna and James Connor and Alannah. When the two younger ones showed signs of being sleepy, I knew it was time to ask Kerry to read to them until they fell asleep. He didn’t seem to mind, especially when I told him to come to our bedroom when they were asleep.

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(KERRY)

“Come in, Kerry,” Luke said. “Shut the door,” 

I hesitated, standing in the doorway of Luke and Rachael’s bedroom, trying to understand what the scene portended. The king-size bed against the far wall was flanked by two bedside lamps, both dimmed. The two easy chairs had been moved to each side of the bed. The four of them were naked and sitting or lying on the four corners of the bed - Kieran at the head of the bed on one side with Rachael at the foot, Luke at the head on the opposite side with Siobhan at the foot. The center of the bed was empty except for pillows. I knew that place was for me. My heart began to beat faster.

There was also something at the head of the bed that had not been there the last time I had played with Luke and Rachael. Their king-size bed had a headboard that was just high enough to prop pillows against it. Above that, there was now a large mirror that was about eight feet long and four high.  The mirror was attached to the wall at a slight angle, top leaning out slightly. From where I was standing, I saw myself only from chest down. I knew why it was there.

Rachael moved her hand and I saw a red or burgundy cloth with a trailing end that extended back under the bed. I looked closer at the others and saw that they were holding the same thing. In the empty center of the bed, there was one pillow in the middle and a bigger one against the headboard with a strip of the same burgundy cloth spread across it. I thought I knew what it all meant but I wasn’t sure. 

“Come stand at the foot of the bed, Kerry,” Rachael said solemnly.

I swallowed hard and did as I was told.

“There are two important words tonight, Kerry: yes and no. Do you understand?” Siobhan added, just as solemnly.

I shook my head.

“I didn’t hear you, Kerry! Do you understand?” she said sternly.

“No.”

“Kerry, do you trust us, absolutely and completely trust us?” Luke asked. 

When I looked at his face, he was frowning slightly. I tried to put on a stern face too but it was hard to keep from grinning. 

“Yes.”

“Stop grinning, Kerry!” Luke ordered. “For once, it won’t do you any good. You wanted to come play with us. Well, we’re just going to play with you first.”

I took a couple of deep breaths and wiped the smile off my face. As I did, I glanced at myself in the mirror and struggled to make my countenance serious.

“Kerry, will you submit yourself to our pleasure?” Kieran asked. He was trying to put a scowl on his face.

“Yes.”

“Will you surrender your body to us, to use in any way that pleases us?” Rachael asked, totally serious. 

“Yes.”

They were all unsmiling. I felt a stab of uncertainty. Maybe I was getting myself into something in which I didn’t really want to participate.

“Before we do anything with you, we will ask you to submit,” Siobhan said. “If you say the word ‘yes,’ we will continue. If you say the word ‘no,’ we will stop what we’re doing. Do you understand?”

“Yes.”

“Will you trust us to use you as we please, no matter how pleasurable or painful it is to you, no matter how delightful or depraved it is?” Luke asked.

I hesitated before answering. What could Siobhan and Rachael do to me that was painful? I didn’t see any evidence of whips or clips. What could Kieran and Luke do that was painful or depraved - fuck me in the ass? I’d believed Kieran when he said they weren’t into that. He’d never lied to me. The most depraved thing I could think of was a rim job like gays do before they fuck somebody in the ass and there was no way I’d ever do that. Anything else would probably be OK, if it wasn’t anything worse than making me suck their dicks.

“Yes,” I finally answered.

“Kerry, if you submit, then get in the middle of the bed, on your back, head on the big pillow, butt on the small pillow, with your arms and legs spread,” Kieran said.

My heart was pounding, my mouth was dry, and my dick and balls had crept up between my legs. I crawled up on the bed and lay down on my back.

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(LUKE)

I managed to keep a straight face while we were doing our best to intimidate Kerry. Judging from the flaccid state of his dick, maybe we succeeded. I looped one of the strips of cloth around his right wrist, tied it to the bedpost, and, when I looked up in the mirror, he was spread-eagled with four burgundy-colored restraints. When Kieran and I blindfolded him, his eyes flicked back and forth between our faces. I almost felt sorry for him but I wasn’t worried about him. I’d already had my turn.

We didn’t really have anything in mind that would be painful or depraved. We’d talked about what we could do to him and decided that just the belief that we might do something like that would be enough. The four of us sat there for a minute, grinning at each other.

Finally, Rachael leaned over and ran her fingernails up the inside of his left thigh, over his balls, and down his right thigh. Siobhan leaned over him and raked her fingernails from his throat down to his dick.

“Kerry, do you want somebody to kiss you,” Siobhan asked.

“Yes,” he whispered.

 Luke and Kieran immediately leaned over and kissed him on his cheeks. We all waited to see what he would do. Even blindfolded, he must have known who was kissing him. He grinned his big Kerry grin and said, “Yes.”

This time Rachael moved up on the bed, pointed his soft dick upward, and straddled him. She leaned over, rubbed her breasts against his chest, kissed him lightly on the lips, and immediately pulled away. He lifted his head but she kept just a couple of inches away from him.

“Yes,” he said.

Rachael leaned over, gave him the breast treatment again, rubbed her pussy around on the underside of his dick, and gave him a real kiss with open mouth and tongue. When she pulled back, he lifted his head again, mouth open. She grabbed his long hair in her hands, jerked his head back down on the pillow, kissed him again, and rubbed her breasts and pussy against him again. After a minute or so, she came up for air and Kerry was gasping for breath.

I was ready to take his place. When I looked at Kieran, he looked like he was ready to swap places too.

“Kerry, do you like oral sex?” Rachael whispered.

“Yes.”

“Good, we want you to suck Luke’s dick,” she giggled. “Do you want to?”

We didn’t really want him to suck my dick. We’d decided to test him with it because many people think it’s depraved. I could almost see the conflict he was experiencing. Rachael moved out of the way and I straddled Kerry’s chest and leaned forward on one hand. I held my dick with the other and gently rubbed the head back and forth on his lips. I waited.

“Yes,” he finally said, and craned his neck up and opened his mouth.

I guided my dick to his mouth and, just when the head touched his tongue, I pulled away. I rolled over to the side and Rachael immediately pounced on him again.

She straddled his head this time, grabbed a handful of his hair, and pinned him against the pillow. She wiggled back and forth, settled down with her legs spread wide and her pussy just an inch or so above his mouth. 

“Lick me,” she whispered.

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(SIOBHAN)

I gave Kerry a minute or so to use his tongue in Rachael’s pussy, keeping an eye on his dick and balls. They had been shrunken and drawn up when we started. Now his balls were relaxed, hanging down between his thighs, and his dick was engorged but still soft. I moved between his legs, held his dick up, and pulled his foreskin back.

I wanted to do for Kerry something Kieran loved and I enjoyed just as much. When Kieran’s dick was soft and relaxed, I liked to take it in my mouth, entirely in my mouth at first, all soft and curled up. I’d simply hold it in my mouth, with just a little sucking and tongue action, until it began to harden. Gradually it would force me to pull back and back until I couldn’t hold even half of it in my mouth.

I slid my lips down Kerry’s dick until my nose was in his pubic hair and I felt the smooth head pressing against the back of my mouth. I pulled back and off, sucking on the head as I did, and then slid my lips down again, until I felt the head touch my the back of my mouth again. After a couple of times, my nose was a few inches from his pubic hair. I did it some more and my nose was four or five inches from his pubic hair. I wished I could deep-throat him but I knew I couldn’t. I’d never been able to do it with Kieran. I concentrated on the couple of inches I could get in my mouth. 

I looked up at Kieran and Luke, leaned back on each side of Kerry and Rachael, and almost laughed. They couldn’t make up their mind whether they wanted to watch, in the mirror, Rachael trying to smother Kerry with her pussy or watch me trying to suck the head off Kerry’s dick.

“Let’s swap, Siobhan,” I heard Rachael whisper. “I’m going to show you what to do with that big thing.”

We swapped places. I hung onto the headboard with both hands, spread my legs wide, and lowered myself until I was almost sitting on Kerry’s face. I stopped when my pussy was just an inch or so away from his mouth and waited for him to smell what was hovering over him. He sniffed, took a couple of deep breaths, and craned his neck up until his tongue found my clit. I watched in the mirror as he worked his magic with his tongue until I was weak in the knees and just short of coming.

“Damn, Kieran,” I heard Luke say, “I like that. Somebody sitting on your face while somebody else sucks your dick. That’s depraved. Do you think they’d do it to me?”

“I hope so,” Kieran said. “Right after they get through doing it to me.”

“I think they’re neglecting us, Kieran,” Luke said. “Look, I can’t even keep a hard-on.”

“Yeah, I know how you feel, Luke,” Kieran said. “I wish I could get mine hard again.

In the mirror, I looked to both sides. Kieran and Luke were leaned back on each side of the bed, over Kerry’s arms, both holding a rigid boner straight up. I moved away from Kerry and started to give Luke a little attention.

Rachael grabbed my arm, silently mouthed, “Wait!” and pointed first to Luke and then to Kerry’s dick. He shook his head no but he was grinning. She shook her head yes and she wasn’t grinning. He shrugged, knelt between Kerry’s legs, and started sucking his dick. He cupped Kerry’s balls in one hand, wrapped the other around his dick, held it straight up, and alternated between licking and sucking the big shiny head.

I moved up closer, just a foot or so away from where Luke was sucking Kerry’s dick, and craned my neck around so I could watch. He licked it like a lollypop, up the underside of the shaft and up to the sensitive strip where the foreskin was attached to the head. After a few licks, he opened his mouth wide and sucked on the head. Then licking again and sucking again. Not bad technique for a man.

After a minute or so, I pointed to Kieran and to Kerry’s dick. He shook his head no, I shook my head yes, and he shrugged and gave in. For a man, I suppose he did a respectable job of sucking dick too. He gave Kerry about as much hand action as mouth action. After a minute or so, he stopped, stuck his tongue out at me and then at Rachael, and moved off the bed to one of the chairs. Luke wiggled his tongue at me and Rachael and moved to the other chair.

I suppose we had been neglecting poor Luke and poor Kieran and had been having too much fun initiating Kerry. I decided to give Luke a little of what he’d just given Kerry. I followed him to the chair, grabbed a pillow off the bed and put it under my knees, knelt between his legs, and gave him the same treatment he’d been giving Kerry. His dick wasn’t quite as long as Kieran’s or Kerry’s but it was about the same in girth and it was quite a mouthful. I gave him the same combination of hand and tongue and mouth action as I usually give Kieran. He held onto the arms of the chair while I played my mouth music on his skin flute.

“Where did everybody go?” I heard Kerry ask behind me. “Now you’re neglecting me and I’m losing my fucking hard-on.” 

I turned around to look. Kerry was lying. He wasn’t losing it. He was still spread-eagled on the bed, bowed in the middle with the pillow under his hips, and his dick was suspended in the air inches above the concave bowl of his belly. Beyond him, I saw Rachael kneeling between Kieran’s legs with her head bowed and bobbing up and down. As I watched, Kerry’s dick started to bob up and down too. Nothing else was moving, just his dick. I couldn’t help but grin as I crawled back on the bed next to him.

“Rachael, maybe you’d better help me with Kerry again. He’s losing his hard-on,” I said,

She turned and looked. Kerry’s dick kept up it’s slow up and down movement. Her face broke out in a big grin and she moved back on the bed on the other side of Kerry. 

“Kerry, did you like it when Siobhan and I sucked your dick?” Rachael asked.

“Yes!”

“That wasn’t me and Siobhan,” she giggled. “That was Luke and Kieran.”

“Oh, shit!”

That’s not a good word, Kerry,” I said. “Do you want to keep playing with us?”

He hesitated for a moment or so but he eventually said, “Yes.”

Rachael pointed at me and then at Kerry’s dick and I started sucking him again. After a minute or so, she took another turn. I straddled his stomach, offered him a breast or two, and watched in the mirror as he sucked on them. Kieran and Luke sat slouched in the chairs on opposite sides of the bed, long legs stretched out, grinning, stroking their dicks, and watching us play with Kerry.

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(RACHAEL)

I gave Kerry a minute or so of slow gentle mouth music and then pulled back.

“Kerry, are Luke and Kieran good cock-suckers?” I asked.

Siobhan had her hands cupped under her breasts and was offering them, one after the other, to Kerry. She lifted up so Kerry could answer.

“Yes,” he said, “but the last couple of times, it wasn’t Luke and Kieran. It was Siobhan first and now it’s you.”

“How can you say that, Kerry?” I asked. “If somebody is sucking your dick, I thought you guys couldn’t tell and didn’t care whether it was a guy or a girl.”

“You both had your hands on my dick and balls,” Kerry answered. “I could tell the difference between a man’s hand and a woman’s. You’ve been sucking me while I was sucking Siobhan’s nipples. Besides, I heard them move off the bed to the chairs. I know it was Siobhan and you.”

I decided it was almost time. We’d agreed to bring Kerry close to orgasm and then let Kieran or Luke do something. Kieran wouldn’t tell me what it was. He just said he was going to teach Kerry something new. He wanted me or Siobhan to let him know when we thought Kerry was close to coming.

I knew what I wanted. I wanted to feel Kerry’s big dick filling my pussy. Luke’s dick was big and it was always enough for me. But Kieran’s and Kerry’s dicks were both a little longer than Luke’s. Their dicks were almost identical except that Kieran’s was straight and Kerry’s had a slight curve. I knew I was going to have all three plumbing the depths of my pussy before we stopped playing. I was in no hurry; I decided to give Siobhan first choice.

I pointed first at Kerry’s dick and then his face and raised my eyebrows. She understood. She pointed to his dick. I nodded and moved up to Kerry’s head. I put my knees on each side, spread myself as wide as I could, and lowered my vulva down to his mouth. I stopped an inch or so away because I wanted him to have to work for it, to have to bend his neck upward to reach my pussy. I watched in the mirror as he sniffed a couple of times, lifted his head off the pillow, and started licking me. I wondered if he could tell if it was me or Siobhan from the smell and the taste.

I leaned to one side so I could see Siobhan behind me in the mirror.  She was watching me. I wasn’t sure she was actually going to fuck Kerry. I raised my eyebrows in question. She smiled and nodded to me. She straddled Kerry’s hips, held his dick upright, and started easing her way down on it. I alternated between watching her face and watching Kerry’s dick disappear inside her. When I saw her red pubic hair mingle with his blond, I closed my eyes, and concentrated on what Kerry was doing to my pussy with his tongue. 

(KIERAN)

Watching Siobhan and Rachael with Kerry was about as erotic as anything I’ve ever seen. I don’t know what they were feeling but it was evident they loved it.

Rachael was hanging onto the headboard, her pussy over Kerry’s face, and he had his head lifted slightly to get his tongue to her. I couldn’t see him licking her so I stood up and moved beside the bed so I could get a better view in the mirror. When I looked up at her face, she had her eyes closed and the expression on her face told me Kerry’s tongue was licking where she liked it.

Luke moved up on the other side of the bed, grinned at me, and shook his head. The two of us stood there, slowly stroking our dicks and watching Rachael getting her pussy licked and Siobhan getting hers filled.

Siobhan was sitting on Kerry’s hips with his dick buried completely inside her. She wasn’t sliding up and down on it. She was just rocking her pelvis slowly back and forth. From the expression on her face, I knew she was close to coming. I’d seen that facial expression, that grimace, often enough and there was no mistaking it. Suddenly she stuck one hand down between her legs, two fingers extended, and, in a few seconds, stopped moving and started groaning. 

I hoped she would remember to cuddle up to Kerry the way I asked her to do. For a minute or so she sat there, breathing heavily, squirming occasionally, and smiling like a Cheshire cat. Finally, she rolled off Kerry, laid down beside him, put her head on his shoulder, and whispered something in his ear. He grinned and whispered something back to her. 

As quickly as Siobhan moved off his dick, Rachael moved off his face, straddled his hips, and encunted his dick again. She started riding him, up and down, back and forth, and I was afraid she’d make him come inside her. Finally she stopped the ups and downs, started squirming around and around, and it was evident from her groans that she was coming too. She sat there with his big dick buried out of sight in her cunt for a minute or so, just like Siobhan, moaning and breathing heavily. 

When she finally opened her eyes and moved off Kerry, she cuddled up to him on the other side, kissing him and whispering to him. When she put her head on Kerry’s other shoulder, I knew it was time to do it. 

It was hard to believe that Kerry still hadn’t come with either of them. I knew he had to be close and the time was right to put him out of his misery. His dick was suspended over his lower stomach, red and glistening, and his balls were drawn up, one on each side of the base of his dick. My balls did the same thing when I was on my back and about to come.

“Luke, are you ready?” I asked.

He understood and nodded. He untied one of Kerry’s legs while I untied the other. He opened a drawer on the nightstand, took out the Vaseline I’d asked him to put there, and tossed it to me. He knelt between Kerry’s legs and lifted and spread them, knees bent. I scooped up a big glob of Vaseline on two fingers of my left hand, applied it liberally to Kerry’s asshole, and stuck my index finger into him. He stopped breathing and stiffened. Luke had to struggle to hold his legs suspended in the air.

We wanted him to think that he was about to get fucked by Luke. I waited but he didn’t say “no” and I wondered what he’d do if Luke actually tried. I pushed my finger deeper into him, feeling for his prostate gland, and found the hard little walnut.

Luke passed one of Kerry’s legs off to me and held the other one. With his freed hand, he reached down to Kerry’s dick, pulled the foreskin back, slid his hand down his dick, and held it there. We wanted to see if it was possible to make him come with just what I was doing with my finger without actually stroking his dick.

I applied pressure on Kerry’s prostate while Luke just held his dick with the foreskin tightly retracted. I tried to pulse hard pressure on the gland at the same eight-tenths of a second that happened when a man had an orgasm. I knew how intense it made it feel, like you were going to blow your balls out through your dick. With Siobhan’s and Rachael’s help, we’d both tried it, with mixed success. Kerry was young and he’d been well primed. It took less than a minute for the two of us to have him squirting like a fire hose.

When he came, he lofted the first white stream of come over his stomach and chest and directly into Rachael’s face, just like Luke and I had planned it. Luke’s aim wasn’t quite as good with the second squirt of semen. It caught Siobhan on her cheek, throat, and breast. The other squirts landed mostly on Kerry’s chest and stomach.

Rachael exploded angrily and Siobhan burst out laughing. 

“Luke, you….you shit, you turd…you fucking asshole,” Rachael screamed, “You did that deliberately.”

She was blinking her eyes and shaking her head while she cussed Luke. Siobhan was giggling and laughing, almost hysterical. Kerry just lay there grinning. I don’t suppose he knew what he’d done.

Finally he managed to say something. “What did you do, Luke?”

“He didn’t do anything, Kerry,” I answered. “You did. You shot her eye out, kid.”
 

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