
THE MEASURE OF MAN

An Epic by Gil Gamesh

Chapter Seventy


As for you, Gilgamesh, fill your belly with good things; day and night, night and day, dance and be merry, feast and rejoice. Let your clothes be fresh, bathe yourself in water, cherish the little child that holds your hand, and make your wife happy in your embrace; for this too is the measure of man.


CAST OF CHARACTERS:
Kieran Connor Stuart, 49; Siobhan (Kelly) Stuart, 48; Alannah Niamh Stuart, 4

Kavan Kelly Stuart, 22; Kathryn (Jenssen) Stuart, 23

Brad Alan Weaver, 22; Arial Erin (Stuart) Weaver, 21

Kerry Lee Stuart, 17; Tara Wingard, 17

Stuart Andersen, 31; Joanne Andersen, 29; Paul Andersen, 9; Kieran Lee Andersen, 5 

Luke Bridges, 30; Rachael Bridges, 31; Adrianna Bridges, 8; James Connor Bridges, 5 


TELLING THE STORY
Kieran Stuart, Siobhan Stuart, Kerry Stuart, Luke Bridges, Rachael Bridges

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(KERRY)

Kieran removed my blindfold so I could see what I’d done. I looked to my right at Rachael and saw a splooge of my semen running down her face. She had one eye closed, with a white string slanted diagonally across it. She wiped my come off with a finger and then wiped her finger on my stomach.  From the expression on her face, I couldn’t tell whether she was mad as hell or was trying not to laugh. I decided I’d be wise not to laugh at her.

I looked to my left at Siobhan and saw my come running off her breast. She was smiling and didn’t seem to mind. While I watched, she smeared my semen all over her breasts with one finger, winked at me, and then stuck her finger in her mouth. 

“I’m sorry, Rachael,” I said. “Don’t be mad at me. I didn’t mean…I didn’t know…oh, shit!”

Rachael was still rapidly blinking her eye. “I’m not mad at you, Kerry. I’m mad at two fucking little boys who planned that dirty fucking little…little…trick…whatever it was. It burns, damn it!”

“Let Kerry lick your eye clean, Rachael,” Siobhan suggested. “Kieran gave me a facial once and got it in my eye. I made him lick it out.”

Rachael leaned over me with one eye closed and turned her head so I could reach her eye with my tongue. It was something I wouldn’t have thought of in my wildest imagination but I did it. I licked while she batted her eye. At first all I felt were her eyelashes moving rapidly. Then I felt the smoothness of her eye and her eyelashes gradually stayed open. I suppose there was something in her eye because I could taste my own semen mixed with something else, a little salty, maybe tears. Finally she pulled away from me and smiled down at me.

“Thanks, Kerry,” she said. “You’re sweet. You can give me a facial any time. Just let me know so I can put on my sunglasses.”

“You don’t mind, I mean, as long as it doesn’t get in your eyes?” I asked. “Do women like stuff like that?”

“Kerry, I’ll tell you a secret,” she said. “When I’m hot and horny and wanting to be fucked, I love for Luke to come on me. When he comes on my breasts and smears it all over them, and I feel it and smell it, it’s almost enough to make me come. All he’s got to do it touch my clit with his fingers and I go off like fireworks.” 

I looked at Siobhan but didn’t even ask the question.

“Yes, Kerry, I like it too. I’m like Rachael. When Kieran’s got me aroused, I don’t mind getting a facial as long as I know it’s coming and can shut my eyes. I like it more when he comes all over my breasts and rubs it in. I’ve even made him lick it off my breasts a few times.”

“It’s the same way when I give Luke a blow-job,” Rachael said. “When I’m really aroused and needing a good fuck, I like for him to come in my mouth. I just don’t want him to push his dick down my throat and gag me. I like it when it’s just the head of his dick in my mouth and I can feel him shooting off.”

I looked at Siobhan again.

“She’s right, Kerry,” Siobhan said. “When Kieran gets me horny and keeps me that way for a while, his semen is almost an aphrodisiac. The taste of it, the feel of it in my mouth just makes me hotter.”

All I could do was shake my head in wonder. I was learning things about my parents and about Luke and Rachael that I’d never imagined.

“Rachael, I’ve got to pee,” Siobhan said. “Are you coming?”

They went to the bathroom together, like women do, and Kieran and Luke moved back up to the head of the bed beside me. It was evident that they were the only ones who hadn’t come. Both their dicks were still hard enough to crack a pecan.

“Did you think I was going to fuck you, Kerry?” Luke asked, grinning down at me.

“For a second, I guess,” I answered truthfully. “Kieran said you two weren’t into that. I believed him.”

“Well, I didn’t believe him when he said you would shoot off like that,” he said. “I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“I told you, Luke,” Kieran said. “He’s got unbelievable fire power.”

“Shit, you’d squirt too if you had a finger up your ass massaging your prostate,” I said.

“We’ve both had it, Kerry,” Luke said. “We didn’t squirt like you did, though. Kieran’s finger wasn’t enough to make me come. Siobhan had to give me a little stroking. Sure as hell makes for an intense orgasm, doesn’t it?”

Just then, Siobhan and Rachael came out of the bathroom, faces all wiped clean and hair brushed. One of Rachel’s eyes looked a little red but she wasn’t blinking as rapidly. They smiled at me when they crawled onto the foot of the bed on each side of me.

“What were you boys talking about?” Siobhan asked.

“Oh, nothing,” Luke said. “Just boy stuff. Do you think you could help me with my dick now? It’s been hard so long it’s aching.”

“Yeah, me too,” Kieran added. “Rachael, do you think you could help me with mine. My dick’s throbbing and painful and I’m getting a bad case of blue balls.”

“Oh, you poor things,” Rachael said, not at all sympathetic.

“Do you think I could have my arms untied now?” I begged. ”My dick ain’t aching and it’s getting soft and my balls feel drained and my prostate’s empty and I’m prostrate and completely harmless.”

“Not yet, Kerry,” Kieran said. “Luke and I have something we want to do first. We want you to watch.”

“What?” I asked.

“Kerry, do you know what a housewife is?” Luke asked.

I knew it was a bad joke but I didn’t remember it. I started to say no but I remembered in time and just shook my head instead.”

“It’s something you screw on the bed and it does the housework for you,” Luke said with a straight face.

Rachel tried to reach over me, from the foot of the bed on my right side to the head on the left side, to hit Luke. He rolled off the bed laughing. She was on her hands and knees, over me, and suddenly pretended to discover something.

“Why, Kerry, you must have had an accident,” she said, looking down. “Your stomach is covered with semen and your dick’s still drooling it. Did you have a wet dream?”

She leaned over further, licked up some of the come on my stomach, held my dick up, licked the head clean, and then settled down on my right side again. She swallowed noisily and then stuck out her tongue and made a face at Luke. My dick had started to soften but it quickly reversed the blood flow. 

“Shit, Luke, how many times do I have to tell you?” Kieran asked. “You can screw them anywhere and they do the housework for you.”

He rolled off the bed before Siobhan could even think about responding. She just shook her head in disgust, then leaned over me and looked at my stomach.

“Why, Rachael, you’re right,” she said. “He must have had a wet dream. He’s all covered with his own semen. It must be his because Luke and Kieran… haven’t… come… yet.”

She leaned over me, licked up a little more of the semen on my stomach, licked the head of my dick, sucked on it for a few seconds, swallowed just as noisily as Rachael, settled down on the other side of the bed, then stuck out her tongue at Kieran.

“If you screw them outdoors, will they do the yard work for you?” I asked. “I could use some help with that.”

“Don’t you start, Kerry!” Rachael warned and slapped me on my stomach.

“Hey, Kieran,” Luke said. “There’s lots of housework that needs to be done around here. Do you think we could screw them now?”

“Yeah, sure,” Kieran responded. “You do mine and I’ll do yours.

“Oh, yeah?” Siobhan said. “You and what army? You two are going to have to beg for it now.”

She pulled her knees up, wrapped her arms around them, and sat there at the foot of the bed on my right side. She had a mean look on her face but when she looked at me she let it slip a little and I could see the laughter waiting to be turned loose. Luke just sat there playing with his dick and pretending he didn’t know why she was mad.

I looked at Rachael, on the foot of the bed to my left side, and she had adopted the same posture. She had her lower lip poked out and her eyes were squinted into mere slits looking at Luke. When I looked toward the head of the bed at Kieran, he was pretending to be looking at the ceiling where his dick was pointing.

Kieran and Luke gave in. Kieran apologized first. He apologized but it was evident from what he said that he was still just having fun.

“I’m sorry, Siobhan. I’m sorry, Rachael. If my poor attempt at levity offended you, I most sincerely beg you to forgive me. My brain doesn’t function well when my dick has drained it of blood.”

“I beg your forgiveness too,” Luke said. “Kieran and I are both much in need of sexual relief. Could you find it in your hearts to excuse our crudeness and to assist us in releasing all the blood that’s locked up our dicks? I promise we’ll be good the rest of the night.”

It was evident that Luke was just having fun too. When I looked at Siobhan and Rachael and saw how they were grinning, it was just as evident that they didn’t really want an apology.

“Oh, all right,” Rachael said. “I know you guys really can’t think when you’ve got a hard-on. I forgive you.”

“I forgive you, too,” Siobhan said. “After such sincere apologies, pathetic as they were, I have no choice. Would you throw me a pillow?”

Luke threw her a pillow from the head of the bed. She put it behind her, at the foot of the bed, laid down on her back, head on the pillow, bent her legs and spread them, and then held out her arms to Luke.  Rachael followed Siobhan’s lead and held out her arms to Kieran.

“Well, come on, don’t forget about me,” I said. “Turn me loose. I promise I won’t interfere with you getting the housework done.”

“Not yet, Kerry,” Luke said. “We want you to watch. Kieran said you like to watch. We thought we’d put on a show for you.”

“I’ll watch. I promise. I’ll just sit quietly and watch. Just turn me loose,” I begged.

“Uh uh,” Kieran said. “We want you to watch without being able to put your hands on your dick. We don’t want you jacking off watching us. How’s that for depraved?”

“Oh, shit,” I said with a big sigh, “Maybe I can stand it. Well, on with the show.”

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(RACHAEL)

I don’t understand men sometimes. I couldn’t understand why Luke and Kieran wanted to fuck Siobhan and me while Kerry watched. They even wanted to do it before they turned him loose. When Luke asked me if I’d be OK with it, I asked him why they wanted to treat poor Kerry that way. He just smiled and said they just wanted to see when Kerry would do when they finally turned him loose, all hot and horny and ready to fuck somebody. 

We proceeded to put on quite a show for Kerry. Kieran crawled on top of me, tugged my legs back so I was almost bent in half, spread his legs slightly so that Kerry could see, I suppose, and proceeded to slide his big dick into me. My cunt was so wet and dripping that his dick slid in to his balls in just one push. As soon as I felt it hit bottom, I turned and looked to the side to see what Luke and Siobhan were doing.

Luke had Siobhan in the same position and was already slowly moving his hips back and forth. I couldn’t see what his dick looked like in her cunt but I suppose Kerry could. I leaned to one side and looked at him. His long legs were close together between me and Siobhan and I could see his balls resting on his thighs and his dick hovering in the air over his belly. He had his head lifted from the pillow, looking to one side and then the other. 

“Is he watching?” Kieran whispered in my ear.

“Yes, he’s watching,” I said. “Now fuck me.”

I locked my legs around his middle, put my hands on his butt, and let him feel my fingernails.

“Oh, shit,” he said, when I dug in, and then he proceeded to fuck me.

He slid one arm under me and curled his hand around to hold me by my shoulder. With the other he found my breast and started tweaking my nipple with his thumb and finger. I opened my mouth and fastened my teeth where his neck joins his shoulder. Then he started pistoning his dick in and out of me, making me grunt every time he hit bottom. Every time he pulled out, almost out, I gave him another touch of fingernails and then pulled his butt back toward me as hard as I could.

I expected him to come quickly since he’d been aroused so long but he surprised me. He didn’t; he just kept fucking me and fucking me. So maybe I surprised him because I started coming before he did. It started as just a series of faint pleasurable contractions, slowly built into much more intense pleasure, so intense I was nothing but cunt with a hard cock inside, and then, just when it was fading away, I felt Kieran’s cock start pulsing inside me and my orgasm peaked again and I faded into oblivion.

When I could think again, I looked to the side. Luke was still on top of Siobhan but they were both motionless except for the heaving of Luke’s chest. I couldn’t see his face, just Siobhan’s, and she had her eyes closed and had a smile on her face like she’d got hers too.

I let Kieran rest in place for a minute or so before I pushed him away. He rolled to one side, almost fell off the bed, and then sat up on the side of the bed. He looked at me with a big grin as though he’d proved something.

“Untie him,” I said. “Now, damn it!”

Siobhan must have heard me. She pushed Luke away and he rolled off her and sat on the side of the bed.

“You heard her,” she ordered. “Untie him!”

Luke and Kieran untied Kerry and then moved to the two chairs on each side of the bed. They sat there slouched down with their dicks swollen but limp, shining wetly and still oozing come. I suppose they wanted to see what Kerry would do.

He rubbed his wrists, one after the other, rolled his arms around and around, and then moved back until he was sitting upright against the head of the bed. I lay there flat on my back at the foot of the bed, pillow under my head, legs bent and spread. I took a quick glance to the side and saw Siobhan in the same position. I knew Kerry was getting his eyes full of two freshly-fucked pussies. I could feel Kieran’s come running down the crack of my ass and I would have liked him to lick up his cream pie. I knew he was very good at that. I wondered what Kerry would do now that he was free.

He stayed there, propped up against the head of the bed for a minute or so, looking at me and Siobhan, or rather, between our legs, and looking at Luke and Kieran. Kieran was sitting in the chair on my side, his big balls hanging down between his spread legs and his big dick drooped down over them. I lifted my head and looked at Luke on the other side of the bed. He was in the same position as Kieran, just watching me and Siobhan and Kerry.

Finally, Kerry shook his head, smiled his big Kerry grin, rolled forward and crawled on top of me. I held out my arms to him and smiled back at him. He propped on his hands and knees over me for a few seconds and then lowered his hips. I reached down with both hands, caught his dick, and guided the head to my vagina. He pushed gently and his dick slid in me until I felt his balls on my ass cheeks. He lowered his body until his face was directly over mine, gave me a quick kiss on my lips, and then dropped his head down beside mine. I wrapped my legs around his hips and my arms around his chest and waited for him to start but he was not moving. I didn’t know what to think.

“Are they watching?” he whispered in my ear.

I knew they were watching before Kerry crawled on top of me. I knew they still were but I didn’t want to open my eyes.

“Wouldn’t you be?” I asked him. 

“I love you, Rachael,” he whispered. “I know you’re Luke’s but I’ve loved you as long as I can remember and I’m not going to stop if I start loving Tara. Can you understand that?”

“Yes, Kerry,” I whispered back. “I love you too, you know.”

“I know,” he whispered. “I’m a reflection of all the love I’ve had poured on me all my life. You’ve given me so much love I can’t help but return it. I love you and I always will. If you or Luke ever need a friend, I hope you’ll call on me.”

“Kerry, have you kissed the blarney stone?” I asked.

“It’s not funny,” he said. “I mean it with all my heart. I’m never going to stop loving Siobhan and Arial and Kathryn and Lauren and Joanne and you and…and everybody who’s loved me. I love all of you more than my poor words can ever tell.”

“Kerry, you’re going to make me cry,” I whispered.

“I want to stay in you for a minute or so,” he whispered. “I’m not going to fuck you yet. That’s what they expect me to do so I’m not going to do it. I’m going to let my dick marinate in Kieran’s come for a minute and then I’m going to pull out without adding to it. I promise I’ll give you a good fuck later. Is that OK with you?”

“Yes, Kerry, it’s OK,” I said, quite untruthfully. His dick felt so good in me I didn’t want him to pull out. I wanted him to fuck me, to fuck me even harder than Kieran had done.

“When I pull out, I’m going to see if Siobhan will let me have a minute or so with her,” he whispered. “I’m not going to fuck her either. I just want to be close to her, like I’m close to you. I want to tell her I love her too, especially her. I’m going to get my dick in her and let it soak in Luke’s come. I’m going to pull out without fucking her either. I’ll give her a good fuck later.”

I pulled him tighter with my arms and legs, kissed him on the side of his neck, and waited for him to go to Siobhan.

When he pulled away from me, he quickly moved over to Siobhan. She was turned on her side and he pushed her on her back, I could see she was puzzled at his behavior but she welcomed him the same way I had. He ducked his head down beside hers, whispered something, and she reached down and showed his dick the way to her cunt. Then she did the same thing I had done, wrapped her legs around his butt, pulled his head down beside hers, and wrapped her arms around his chest. They both wiggled a little until they were comfortable with each other and I heard him whisper something to her. I heard her whispering to him and I could understand the emotion even if I couldn’t catch all the words.

After a minute or so, he pulled away from Siobhan, rolled out of the bed, and started to the bathroom. His dick was wet and red and shining and pointing the way for him.

“Kieran, Luke, I’ve got to pee,” he said. “Are you coming or are you old voyeurs just breathing hard?”

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 (LUKE)

I was right behind Kerry going to the bathroom. He didn’t go to the commode. He grabbed a small towel, wet it in cold water, wrapped it around his dick and balls, and leaned back against the counter waiting for his dick to go down.

I went to the commode, lifted the seat, and was about to start pissing when Kieran walked in. He took one look at Kerry and started laughing. Kerry looked at the ceiling and started whistling. I turned back to the commode and was again about to start pissing when Siobhan walked in, followed immediately by Rachael.

Siobhan went to one side of me, Rachael went to the other side, and they both stood there bent over watching me trying to piss. Have you ever tried to piss with two women watching? I couldn’t. I shut my eyes, held my dick with the fingers of both hands, grunted and squeezed, dribbled a little, and finally started. I foamed up the water in the bowl, flushed, put the seat back down, and swept my hand from Siobhan to the commode in an invitation to take the throne. She put the seat back up and pointed at Kieran. He stood in front of the commode, grunted a few times, finally pissed, shivered, flushed, and backed up. We all turned to look at Kerry.

He unwrapped his dick, walked over to the commode, and tried to start. It wasn’t quite as stiff as it had been earlier but I could tell he was having trouble too. I reached over to the sink and turned the cold water on full force. That usually works for me. He gave a big sigh of relief and drilled a heavy stream down in the bowl. While we all watched, he pissed, slowed, took a deep breath, sighed, and pissed some more. I wondered how he’d managed to hold it all.

“You all three do it the same way, you know,” Rachael said, when he finally finished. “Uncover, aim, piss, shake, and cover up. All of you even had trouble starting with me and Siobhan watching.”

“Well, you didn’t have to watch, did you?” Kerry asked.

“I like to watch, Kerry,” Rachael said. “I think it’s cute.”

“Good, you won’t mind me watching you then,” he said. “You sit down and spread your legs. I’ll kneel in front of the throne and watch.”

“Oh, no, you won’t,” Siobhan said. “You three can just get your butts out of here. I need to do more than just pee. You go back to bed. We’ll be there in a few minutes.”

“Can they wait a minute, Siobhan?” Rachael asked. “I think they all three need to wash up a little. I’d like to find three nice clean dicks all in a row at the head of the bed when I go back.”

All three of us washed our dicks and everything around them. We got our butts out and went back to the bed. We all propped up against the headboard: Kerry, Kieran, and me. We waited. Kerry hummed a melody from a song. I pulled my knees up and put my hands behind my head. Kieran and Kerry imitated me. Kieran started whistling. We waited. I didn’t know what we were waiting for but I knew I’d like it when I found out.  I put my hands on my knees and twiddled my thumbs. Kieran and Kerry imitated me. We waited some more.

Rachael and Siobhan finally came back with their hair brushed and faces clean and refreshed looking. I assumed they were cleaned and refreshed somewhere else but I couldn’t tell by just looking. They both laid down on their stomachs at the foot of the bed and looked at us.

“Let’s just take a little breather and relax a little,” Siobhan said. “Rachael and I want to window shop a little.”

“Are you buying?” Kieran asked.

“Maybe,” she said. “If I see something I really want.”

“Kerry, you’re new to all this,” Rachael said. “It’s always about like this but it’s never the same. Is there anything you want to know, anything you want to ask?”

“Yeah, is if OK is I want to ask about something kind of personal?” Kerry asked. “I don’t know who to ask so I guess I’m just asking all of you.”

“Sure, Kerry,” I said. “Ask away.”

“Well, it’s about you four getting together like this. You’ve been doing it a few times every year as long as I can remember, haven’t you?” 

“Yes, Kerry, we have,” Kieran said. “We haven’t tried to hide it from you.”

“Well, Rachael told me once – it was that weekend when we were all at the cabin and Luke was with Arial and I was filling in for him - that you four weren’t going to get together any more after that weekend.  She said Kieran wanted to stop because Siobhan was the only woman he wanted.”

“I did say that,” Kieran said. “At that time, I meant it. Siobhan welcomed Lauren when she came back into my life and even shared me with her. Then Lauren said she wouldn’t do it anymore because she wanted to think about marrying Jack. I guess I was a little overwhelmed by all the things that were happening about then. I didn’t want to hurt Siobhan and I was afraid she wouldn’t want me to be with Rachael too.”

“But you didn’t stop,” Kerry said. “I think there was a long break when Rachael was pregnant with James Connor and when Siobhan was carrying Alannah. I don’t know when you started doing it again but I think it was before Alannah was a year old. What made you start doing it again?”

I looked at Rachael and Siobhan and then leaned over to look at Kieran. They all had big smiles on their faces, just like mine. I didn’t know how to answer Kerry’s question. There wasn’t a simple answer. I suppose the only answer was that we all enjoyed doing it but that didn’t begin to explain the real reasons. 

Rachael crawled up on the bed between Kieran and Kerry. She stuck her nose in Kerry’s balls, rooted around and sniffed, licked his scrotum, and then gave Kieran the same treatment.

“I love the smell of a man’s balls,” she said, raising her head. “I can just smell the testosterone being produced.”

“Kerry, there’s no easy answer to that question,” I said, when I remembered the question. “I’ve asked myself why we do it more than once. If I tried to answer you, I’d start with the very first night I spent in your house. That’s where it all really began.”

Siobhan crawled up on the bed until her head was about even with my dick and with Kerry’s. She leaned over to me, lifted my dick up, retracted the foreskin, leaned it to the right and to the left, lifted my balls up and craned her neck to see underneath. She was inspecting it like she wanted to see if I’d washed properly. Finally, she kissed it on the head, licked it like a lollypop a few times, and then sucked on the head until it started getting erect. I suppose she was satisfied.

“I like the taste too,” Siobhan said. “I really like it when it’s nice and clean and just oozing that clear stuff. It tastes sweet.”

We watched while she turned to Kerry and gave him the same treatment. When his dick was standing proudly, he picked up the thread of our conversation. I was about to forget it. 

“I don’t remember that,” Kerry said, looking at Siobhan examining his dick like she’d done mine. “I think I was about two or three. I can’t remember a time when you weren’t close to our family, like you’re a part of it.”

“He is part of it, Kerry,” Kieran said. “He and Rachael are family as far as I’m concerned. Damn, that’s good, Rachael.”

Rachael was giving her full attention to Kieran since Siobhan was occupied with Kerry. She was lazily stroking his dick and licking it on the frenulum every time her hand slid to the bottom of his shaft.

“He’s right, Kerry,” Siobhan said, taking her mouth off Kerry’s dick. “It’s a crazy mixed-up relationship but they’re both family. I feel like Adrianna and James Connor are my grandkids.”

She started sucking dick again but I didn’t mind. It was mine she was sucking.

“What happened that first night?” Kerry persisted. “All I’ve heard is that you didn’t know we were nudists when you came to spend a weekend with us. Did something happen that makes you remember it so well?”

“I suppose you’d think nothing much happened but it was a turning point in my life,” I said. “Did I ever tell you how my mother was about sex and love?”

Rachael got on her knees between Kieran and Kerry. She lifted Kerry’s dick, slid the foreskin back and forth a few times, and then did the same thing to Kieran’s. She leaned over a little further and blew her breath at Kieran’s dick, then Kerry’s.

“Blow-job?” she asked. Kieran and Kerry both nodded.

“I don’t remember,” Kerry said. “I know she got wrapped up in her religious stuff and that’s why your father couldn’t live with her any more.”

“Kerry, she wasn’t just wrapped up in it,” I said. “She was consumed by it. She believed sex was always something dirty and she couldn’t love me or my father because we were interested in it. She found semen in my bed sheets once and yelled and screamed at me for a week or so. She said I was going to burn in hell for doing it. She couldn’t even accuse me of masturbating because she couldn’t say that word. She just said doing it.”

“Is that why you wanted to come live with us?” Kerry asked

Rachael’s head was bobbing up and down on Kieran’s dick and Kerry was leaned over watching. And slowly stroking his dick.

“I used to think about killing myself to get away from her,” I said. “I think my father realized how depressed and unhappy I was. I think he and Kieran arranged it so I could stay with your family during my last year in high school. That’s the only thing that saved me, getting away from my mother and coming to live with all of you.”

Nobody said anything for a while and I suppose we were all thinking about what I had said. After a minute or so, I looked at Kieran. Rachael’s head was now bobbing up and down on Kerry’s dick and Kieran was watching and slowly stroking his dick.

“Kieran, did you know how bad off I was before you let me come to live with your family?”  I asked. “Did you and my father arrange it so I wouldn’t have to stay with her?”

Siobhan quit watching Rachael sucking Kieran’s and Kerry’s dicks and started playing with my balls, trying to suck one of them into her mouth. When she did, I held my breath wondering if my family jewels were safe. 

“Your father arranged it, Luke,” Kieran said. “He didn’t really want that job opening the new plant in Cincinnati. He took it so he could move there with your mother. He asked me to take you in until you were eighteen. He knew how different our family was.”

“So you took a chance on me without knowing how messed up I was,” I said. 

“No, Luke, you father told me a lot about you. We decided to give you a tough interview to see whether you could fit in with us. You passed the tests with flying colors.”

“What did they do to interview you,” Kerry asked.

Siobhan leaned over to Kerry, held his dick up, and took it in her mouth. She sucked and licked it while Kieran and I watched.

 “I suppose it was like an interview, making me help bathe three naked little kids,” I said. “Then they made me sit there on the couch and read you and Kavan and Arial a good-night story. You three kids were naked as jaybirds and so was I. You were sitting in my lap while I read Dr. Seuss. Some interview.”

“Kerry, I gave Luke a really hard interview before he went to bed that night,” Siobhan said and then sort of giggled. “Make him tell you about that.”

She leaned over to my dick and blew on it. It wasn’t really the kind of blowjob I wanted. Then she moved up a little closer and took the head of my dick in her mouth. That was better.

“Yeah, it was a hard interview, all right.” I said, watching her suck my dick. “She hugged up against me until I got a hard-on and then gave my dick a yank and told me to take it to bed and jack off. I did it twice, once thinking about Arial and once thinking about her.”

“Thinking about Arial?” Kerry persisted. “Shit, she wasn’t but about seven or eight years old. What was sexy about her then?”

Rachael stopped sucking Kieran’s dick and started sucking Kerry’s. For a moment, we both watched Siobhan sucking and licking my dick and Rachael sucking and licking Kerry’s. Kieran watched and slowly stroked his hard-on. Finally I remembered I was supposed to answer Kerry’s question.

“Kerry, she was the first female I ever saw naked,” I said. “I was about eighteen years old and I’d never seen what a real live girl or woman looked like. Maybe she wasn’t sexy but she was beautiful. Siobhan was the one who was sexy. Was sexy, hell, she still is.” 

“Thank you, Luke,” Siobhan said, taking her mouth off my dick for a moment. “That’s a nice compliment from a middle-aged woman who’s had four children. I love you too.”

“It’s the truth, Siobhan,” I said, to the top of her head. “I know you’re not a girl anymore but you’re still a beautiful woman. Brad told me once he’d like to have a nude painting of you lying on a red velvet couch. He said he’d just call it ‘Woman.’ I can understand why he thinks of you like that. I do too.”

“But why did you start having sex with each other,” Kerry asked. “There must have been something that…”

I looked at what Rachael was doing to Kerry that caused him to drop his thought in mid-sentence. Rachael was sucking on his balls and had one of them in her mouth. I didn’t think she could get both in her mouth at once. She couldn’t. She let one go and sucked the other in. When she started sucking Kerry’s dick again, I answered his question.

“It started just after Thanksgiving the year I came to live with you, I went to my parents for Thanksgiving and found out they were getting a divorce. I came back home, that’s what it was to me then, and went in my room and cried. I think that’s what made Siobhan and Kieran decide they’d let me learn what loving sex could be like. The next weekend, Siobhan took my virginity and I was so fucking glad to give it up. I learned what love and sex can be like with a woman.”

“Kerry, the answer is really very simple,” Rachael said, looking up from his dick. ”We enjoy what we do. In some ways, Kieran’s like a father to me but he’s a friend and a lover too. Siobhan’s my best friend in the whole world. Sometimes she’s like a mother to me. Sometimes she seems like a sister. But she’s always a friend. I think we do it because we love each other and trust each other and it’s lots of fun.”

She leaned over to Kieran, sucked the head of his dick for a few seconds, and then pulled back and started blowing little puffs of air at it. He put his hand behind her head and pulled it back down. She opened her mouth and started sucking again.

“Rachael’s right, Kerry,” I said. “Kieran’s like a father to me. After they divorced, my dad and I were a lot closer but Kieran’s always treated me like a son. He’s a mentor to me at work. He’s always my friend. Shit, I sound like I’m buttering him up and maybe I am. Maybe guys aren’t supposed to love other guys but I love him.”

“You didn’t tell him how you feel about Siobhan,” Rachael lifted up her head to say.

“There aren’t words good enough to say how I feel about her,” I said. I had to stop to swallow and to get my emotions under control. “She saved my life. She and Kieran, they made me want to live and find a love of my own and have kids. I wanted a family like theirs. Stop biting my dick, Siobhan. She…”

She had her teeth in the notch between the head and the shaft of my dick. I waited to see if she was going to bite me again. She took her mouth off to say something.

“You’re embarrassing me, Luke,” she said, and then took the head of my dick in her mouth again, this time without using her teeth.

“It’s true,” I said. “You’re the mother I never had but always wished I had. You’re one of the loves of my life. You’re my friend. I love you. I’m not ashamed to say it. I love you. Rachael and I both love you and Kieran.”

“Was there any ice cream left over?” Kieran asked. “I think a little bowl of real vanilla ice cream with some fresh peaches would hit the spot.”

Rachael took her mouth off Kerry’s dick. “Did we answer your questions, Kerry,” she asked, looking up at him. “I think there’s enough for five small bowls of ice cream. There are plenty of peaches if somebody wants to peel them.”

I had planned a special peaches and cream treat for Kerry and Kieran after we took our break tonight. Rachael and I had enjoyed it last weekend so I thought they might like it too. Rachael had talked to Siobhan and she had agreed to cooperate. If Kerry and Kieran don’t like it, I’ll eat it myself, both of them.

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(SIOBHAN)

All of us tiptoed down the hallway toward the stairs. Rachael and I took time to look in on the kids. We’d put the three of them in Adrianna’s room. Alannah was supposed to sleep with Adrianna in her queen-size bed. James Connor wanted to sleep in the same room so we’d put his twin-size mattress beside Adrianna’s bed. He wasn’t in it. He was in bed between the girls. The girls both had on nightgowns but no panties. James Connor had on the top to his pajamas and no bottom. I wondered what had gone on in the room after Kerry left them asleep.

When we got to the kitchen, Luke was sorting through the peaches, and Kieran and Kerry were already peeling the best ones. It was an interesting scene – three men with erections that still hadn’t gone down doing a domestic task like peeling peaches. 

We sat at the kitchen table, ate the last of the ice cream, topped with peaches, and talked, not about what we’d just been doing but about what we were going to do. Kerry put his ice cream bowl on his dick and it went down. Kieran’s and Luke’s subsided without being chilled.

“Are we all going to the cabin sometime this summer?” Kerry asked.

“I’d like to but what about Arial and Kathryn?” I answered. “Arial is about a month from having her baby and Kathryn should have hers a week or so later. After the babies come, I think they’ll want a month or so to get used to being parents. After that, maybe we could do something.”

“Why don’t we go two weeks from now?” Rachael asked. “There’s no ball game and we’re not doing anything. Kerry could invite Tara.”

“I’m not sure that’s such a good idea,” Kerry said. “It may be a little too fast. I haven’t told her we’re nudists. I think she’ll be OK with it but I’m not sure. 

“Well, we can all keep our clothes on for her, Kerry,” Kieran said. “I think it would be a great idea. Let’s check with the others. I know Lauren and Jack will be home for a change. What about Stuart and Joanne?”

“They’ll be back on Monday and I can ask him then,” Luke said. “I think I can already tell you they don’t have anything planned for that weekend. We were talking about the first time we went to the cabin just the other day.” 

“Do you think Arial and Kathryn will be able to go?” Rachael asked.

 “I don’t see why not,” I said. ““It’s only about an hour’s drive and the road’s good except for the dirt road after we leave the highway. First babies usually take longer to deliver anyway. If one of them went into labor, we could have her to the hospital in plenty of time.”

“A few weeks ago, when Kavan and Kathryn came over, Stuart and Kavan and I went for a walk,” Luke said. “We got to talking about doing something like that first time at the cabin. Stuart said we should all spend the night in the haunted house again. What do you think?

“I think we’ve all got some little kids,” Kieran said. “I don’t think they’re ready to play grown-up games yet. It was a little awkward last August when we were all there.”

“Well, I think we could find some way to keep them in the dark,” Rachael said. “We usually do. If they’re bedded down in the big room at the cabin, they’re not going to know what goes on in the bedrooms.”

“I don’t think Arial and Kathryn will be ready for anything by August,” I said. “Why can’t we wait ‘til sometime in the fall, like Thanksgiving?”

“Let’s plan for two weeks, for Kerry inviting Tara, and for everybody keeping their clothes on,” Kieran said. “Of course, if some little kids start taking their clothes off to go to the creek, I’m not going to stop them.”

“Well, how about later in the fall? I like the idea of Thanksgiving at the cabin,” I said. “Kieran and I could keep the kids and you could all spend the night in the haunted house again.”

“Uh uh, that’s no good,” Luke said. “Stuart specifically said he’d like you and Kieran to commune with the ghosts with the rest of us. Do you think Lauren and Jack would keep all the kids?”

“Are you sure you want to go to California this fall, Kerry?” I asked. “I hate for you to miss out on all this.”

“Yeah, I hate to miss it too. I’d like to be ravished by all the women again,” he said. “Who knows? Maybe Tara and I could fly home for Thanksgiving. We’ve already talked about coming home for Christmas.”

“Have you already made love to her, Kerry? Luke asked.

“Not yet,” Kerry answered, grinning. “Give me time.”

 “I think we should forget Thanksgiving and plan for Christmas” Kieran said. “We’re all going to have some time off and it would be great to go to the cabin and get away from all the fucking Christmas carols and the commercial crap.”

“Don’t be that way, Kieran,” I said. “Even atheists can enjoy Christmas.”

“No they can’t. It drives them crazy,” he said. “They can enjoy being with their family. That’s all that means anything to me.”

“We would certainly be OK with Christmas,” Luke said. “I’ll check with the Andersens as soon as they get back. I know Stuart would love to go then.”

“Well, I move we plan on a trip to the cabin in two weeks and another at Christmas,” Kieran said. “Kerry can bring Tara and we’ll know by then whether we have to keep our clothes on. When they come home Christmas, I assume Kerry and Tara will have made love and maybe she’ll be OK spending at least part of the holiday at the cabin with us. We can work out all the details later. All in favor say ‘aye’.”

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(KIERAN)

When we went back upstairs to Luke’s and Rachael’s bedroom, Luke said he had something he needed to do and he’d be up in a few minutes. He asked Rachael if she knew what he wanted her to do and she said yes. I didn’t know what he meant but I knew I’d soon learn. He was usually good about dreaming up some sort of fun, almost as inventive as me.

“Kieran, would you and Kerry sit in the chairs for a minute?” Rachael asked when we were back in the bedroom. “Siobhan and I need to get you ready.”

“For what?” Kerry asked.

“For something you’re going to love,” Rachael said. “We need to blindfold both you and Kieran both this time.”

“Huh?” I grunted. I hadn’t heard anything about me being blindfolded.

“Yes, Kieran, you need to be blindfolded for a few minutes,” Siobhan said. “Luke’s got a surprise for you and Kerry.”

“What?” I asked.

“If we told you, it wouldn’t be a surprise, Kieran,” Rachael said. “Did you get enough ice cream and peaches?”

I didn’t have any idea why she would ask me that. I’d had one bowl of ice cream with peaches and one bowl with just peaches. It was hard to get enough of something so good.

I shrugged and sat down in one of the chairs. Kerry took the other one. The last thing I saw was Siobhan putting a burgundy-colored blindfold over Kerry’s eyes. Rachael did a good job with the cloth over my eyes. I couldn’t see a thing.

I heard the bedroom door open and shut and I figured Luke was with us again. 

“You didn’t tie their hands yet?” he asked somebody.

“I was about to,” Rachael said behind me. “Kieran, lean forward and put your hands behind your back.”

“You too, Kerry,” I heard Siobhan say.

I didn’t resist. I had no idea what they were about to do with me and Kerry but I knew I’d enjoy it. Rachael did a good job of tying my wrists together behind my back. She used some of the same material we’d used in tying up Kerry. I knew he couldn’t get loose.

I heard somebody walking around and then somebody sitting or lying on the foot of the bed. Then I heard something that baffled me. It was a kind of wet squishy noise. I smelled peaches again. Somebody had done something with peaches.

I heard somebody moving around again and then Luke said, “I’m going to give you first choice, Kerry. Do you want the one on your right or the one on your left?”

“Shit, I don’t know,” Kerry said. “What is it?”

“Just choose,” Luke said.

“Oh, fuck,” Kerry said. “I’ll take left.”

“OK, get down on your knees,” Luke said.

Somebody touched me on the shoulder. It was Luke.

“Stand up, Kieran. It’s your turn,” he said, and led me around to the foot of the bed.

“Kerry’s already chosen the one on the left so you get the one on the right,” he said. “Is that OK?”

I had an idea that it was either Rachael or Siobhan but I had no idea which and I had no idea what I was supposed to do.

“Sure,” I said.

“Ok, get down on your knees,” Luke said. 

It was a little awkward to get down on my knees blindfolded with my hands tied behind my back. I managed to do it.

“OK, have at it,” Luke said. 

“At what?” Kerry asked.

“It’s up to you to find out,” Luke said. “If you want me to, I’ll take your blindfold off so you can see. I can’t free your hands though.”

“I’d like to see,” I said.

“Me, too,” Kerry said.

Luke pulled my blindfold up and off my head and got some hair with it. When I opened my eyes, I saw I Rachael in front of me and Siobhan in front of Kerry. They were both lying at the foot of the bed, legs bent and hanging down and spread apart, pillow under their head, doubled towel under their ass, hands on their stomach, and big smiles on their faces. Between Rachael’s legs, all around her vulva, I saw what looked like mashed peaches. In between her labia, I saw a vertical slice of yellow peach. I looked at Siobhan and saw the same thing. Damn, it looked good enough to eat.

Kerry must have thought the same thing, “Damn, that’s the prettiest peach of a pussy I’ve ever seen,” he said.

“Bon appitit, Kerry,” Siobhan.

“And bone appetite to you, Kieran,” Rachael said.

 “Kerry, I think I’m going to have some more peaches,” I said. 

“Me too, Kieran,” Kerry said. “And maybe just a little pussy too.”

I shuffled forward toward Rachael on my knees and looked closer. There was one slice of peach between her labia, small pieces of smashed-up peach around her pussy, even some in her pubic hair, and peach juice running down the crack of her ass. I leaned forward but I realized I was going to have trouble getting to her without using my hands.

“Can you lift your ass a little, Rachael?” I asked. “Put your feet on the bed.”

She put her feet on the bed, legs bent and spread and shifted her pelvis so her pussy was more accessible. I leaned over and started eating her peachy pussy. I started at the bottom at her brown pucker and licked up the peach juices that were running down. Next I licked up and to each side and, whenever I encountered a morsel of peach, I sucked it in and swallowed. I got pubic hair with some of the pieces but I swallowed that too. After a couple of minutes, I pulled back and looked to see if I’d got everything except the slice of peach in the middle. I had.

I thought of Kerry licking Siobhan so I straightened up to see how he was doing. He was doing the same thing I had done, cleaning up everything around her pussy before trying to get the slice in the middle. He looked up at me, smiled, little peach pieces all around his mouth, and took a few deep breaths.

“You ready for the main course?” he asked.

“Ready when you are,” I answered.

We leaned over again at the same time. I probed with my tongue as far back in Rachael’s slit as I could, where the bottom end of the peach slice was tucked slightly in her vagina. I thought I could pry it out but all I did was push it in further. So I moved higher an inch or so, pursed my lips, and sucked. That worked. When I pulled back, I had the peach slice between my lips. I sucked it into my mouth, chewed a few times, and swallowed. There was a distinct taste of peach and pussy combined.

I straightened up again and took a swift glance at Kerry and Siobhan. He had cleared the peach obstruction and was already licking up Siobhan’s labia. They were spread to each side and, until his head blocked my view, I could see her clitoris uncovered and blood red.

I leaned over again and licked and licked and then licked some more until I felt Rachael’s hands on each side of my head. She was holding me lightly so that I was licking upward and over her clitoris. I assumed that meant she was getting close to coming so I concentrated on pushing her little button. When she started coming, she grabbed me by my hair, pulled me against her pussy, and rotated her hips around and around.

When she turned me loose, I came up for breath and looked to see how Kerry was doing with Siobhan. I suppose Luke felt I’d earned my freedom because he untied my hands. I put my arms on the foot of the bed and watched Kerry licking Siobhan’s pussy. After a minute or so, Rachael leaned over, propped on one elbow, and watched too. Luke put his hand on my shoulder and I looked up at him stroking his hard-on and watching too. Kerry was a persistent little devil. He didn’t give up until Siobhan had an orgasm and tried to pull his head into her pussy.

(KERRY)

We all took a mini-break while Rachael and Siobhan recuperated and Kieran and I caught our breath. Luke brought us four washcloths so we could wipe up all the sticky peach juice. Kieran and I wiped our faces clean while Rachael and Siobhan wiped other places clean.

We all sprawled or sat on the bed and talked for a while. I was about ready for some fucking and I suppose Luke and Kieran were too. Their dicks were pointing upward about as much as mine.

Finally Rachael asked the question. “Well, what now, little boys?”

“I know what I want to do,” Luke said. “I want to play Pile On for a few minutes and then I want a good fuck from somebody.”

“I can give you the fuck, Luke,” Siobhan said, “but I don’t think we should play Pile On. I’m not sure Kerry’s ready for that.”

“Oh, fuck, Siobhan,” Rachael said. “He’s the one who wanted to play with us. He might as well enjoy everything. I do.”

“What’s Pile On?” I asked.

“It’s just more oral sex, Kerry,” Kieran answered. “Somebody gets pinned to the bed and everybody else goes down on him or her, whichever it is, and I do mean everybody. You’d better think about how that’s going to work before you say you want to do it.”

I thought about it for a second or two and knew what it entailed.

“You mean if Luke’s pinned down, all the rest of us suck his dick, including me?” I asked. “If it’s Rachael, all the rest of us lick her pussy, including Siobhan?”

“That’s right, Kerry,” Kieran said. “Of course, there’s more to it than that. While one person is sucking his dick, somebody else might be offering him something to do with his mouth, like licking a pussy or sucking on breasts or sucking another dick. There are no rules; well maybe one – a Pile On can’t last more than about a minute and we’re all involved. We all just try to see what we can think up.”

“Shit, let’s play Pile On,” I said. “I’m ready!”

“I was hoping you’d say that!” Rachael yelled, and piled on me. 

The next half hour or so was so damn tangled up that I didn’t know what I was doing half the time. I was so fucking hot after I got piled on I was close to coming. I guess they tried to hold it to about a minute because I didn’t see how any body could take more than that without coming. When Kieran yelled pile on Siobhan, we all got her next. I think Kieran was the next one and then we got Rachael or maybe it was Luke. I know I was piled on three different times and I suppose that’s about what everybody got. I didn’t want to stop but Kieran finally called a halt.

I crawled off the bed to one of the chairs and watched Siobhan crawl off too and go to the other one. Luke and Kieran were sprawled out against the headboard and Rachael was flat on stomach between them. Everybody was out of breath and sweaty and we just sat or lay there and looked at each other and grinned for a while.

After a while, Rachael raised her head and looked around for me. 

“OK, Kerry, are you ready for the grand finale, the last inning, the coup de gras, whatever the fuck that is?” she asked.

“It depends,” I said. After what we’d already done, I didn’t know what we might do next. “What is it?”

“Some good old-fashioned, missionary-position fucking,” Luke said.

“Yeah, I’m ready,” I said, waving my dick around. “You and Kieran go ahead with Rachael and Siobhan and I’ll take sloppy seconds on both of them.”

“Uh uh, we want you to go first,” Luke said. “You’ve been good about playing with us tonight. We think you should go first.”

“OK, which one?” I asked. 

“Both of us, Kerry,” Rachael said. “We want you to fuck me and Siobhan both. Then Luke and Kieran will take sloppy seconds.”

“How am I supposed to do that?” I protested. “I can’t do both of you at once.”

“No, but you can fuck one of us first and then the other,” Siobhan said. “Luke and Kieran have already agreed to wait until you’ve screwed both of us.”

“I’m supposed to come in both of you so they can have sloppy seconds?” I asked, incredulously. “Can I just do one of you for a while and then finish with the other.”

“No, Kerry,” Siobhan said. “You’ve got to come in both of us.”

“It may take a while,” I said.

“I don’t think so, Kerry,” Rachael said. “I’ll bet Siobhan and I can make you come twice in fifteen minutes.”

They did it in less than ten. I wanted Siobhan last so I started with Rachael. I crawled on top of her and she guided my dick to her pussy, locked her ankles behind my ass, put one arm around my chest, a hand behind my head, sucked a hickey on the left side of my neck, and had me coming in her in just a couple of minutes. She didn’t let me rest afterwards. She shoved me off,

I crawled on top of Siobhan and she had my dick in her cunt before I could even begin to lose my hard-on. I took a few seconds to rest, started moving, decided I wasn’t going to lose my hard-on, and started fucking her. She wrapped me up in her legs and arms like Rachael had done, sucked another hickey on the right side of my throat, and had me coming again in a few minutes. She didn’t let me rest afterwards either. She shoved me off so I crawled up to the head of the bed and propped up to watch.

Siobhan and Rachael immediately held out their arms and Luke and Kieran got up from the chairs and came back to bed. I don’t know why but I expected them to swap partners again. They didn’t. Kieran went to Siobhan and Luke went to Rachael. I lay there, completely dead, my dick limp as a noodle, and watched Luke and Kieran fuck their wives. I might have been exhausted but I had a smile on my face. I thought it was a good way to end the night.

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Afterwards the five of us lay in bed together, still and quiet, relaxing in the afterglow or maybe exhaustion. I was in the middle, propped up against the head of the bed. Siobhan and Rachael were next to me with Kieran and Luke behind them and dangerously close to falling out of bed.

“Are we all ready to go to sleep?” Kieran asked. “I sure as hell am.”

“Me too,” Rachael groaned. “I’ve been fucked so much I can’t move.  I can’t even think.”

“Me too” Luke said. “I couldn’t get it up again with dynamite.”

“How ‘bout a blow-job?” Kieran asked. “Would that help?”

“Sure, if you want to give me one,” Luke said.

“Well, I’m not spreading my legs for anybody else tonight,” Siobhan said. “I’m completely fucked out.”

“I could go again,” I lied. “Maybe a couple of times. Who wants to accommodate me?”

Kieran and Luke both tried to hit me at the same time. Siobhan pinched my butt and Rachael grabbed my dick. It was limp.

“He’s lying,” she said. “His dick’s as dead as Kieran’s.”

“Just tell me where I’m going to sleep,” I said. “I’ll go to bed and jack off and let you old folks go to sleep.”

“You’re sleeping right here,” Siobhan said. “Kieran and I are going to sleep in the guest bedroom.”

“Don’t you all usually sleep together?” I asked.

“Yeah, but we’re not doing it tonight,” Kieran said. “You slept with us Thursday night. You can sleep with Luke and Rachael tonight. If you don’t like it, blame Rachael and Siobhan. They’re the ones who arranged….” 

He yawned, rolled off the bed, and held out his hand to Siobhan. “Come on, Honey, let’s go to bed and leave the youngsters to finish up. I’m shot.”

Siobhan gave me a quick little kiss and scooted down to the foot of the bed. 

“Good night, Kerry. Be good,” she said. “Good night, Luke. Good night, Rachael.”

They left with Siobhan holding onto Kieran’s arm with one hand and holding a towel between her legs with the other.

Rachael rolled over on her back, removed the little towel, and spread her legs. 

“OK, Kerry, you can fuck me one more time,” she said. “But don’t blame me if I go to sleep while you’re doing it.”

“I guess I can wait a while,” I said. “Maybe later.”

“Is it OK if I take your turn, Kerry?” Luke whispered. He didn’t move.

“Yeah, go ahead,” I said. “I’ll shove a stick of dynamite up your ass. Maybe you can get off that way.”

“You little boys shut up,” Rachael said. “Which way are we sleeping? Who’s going to spoon with who…whom…what…fuck it, whatever?”

”Let me spoon up to you,” Luke yawned. “You can hug Kerry’s butt.”

We all turned on our right side at the same time. I moved back against Rachael and Luke moved forward. We had a little trouble figuring out an arrangement of arms and legs but we gradually got settled. I could feel one of Rachael’s breasts against my back and Luke’s hand over the other one. Rachael curled her hand around and played with my dick. It didn’t respond. She moved her hand up to my waist and let it rest there. Nobody had anything to say.

I was more than ready for sleep but thoughts kept popping up in my brain. I thought about what I’d done with the four of them tonight and what I’d done with Siobhan and Kieran on Thursday night. I guess I knew it might be the last time I ever did anything like that with my parents. I’d wanted to do it with Siobhan for years and I had finally satisfied that yearning. I didn’t think I’d be playing with Luke and Rachael any more either. Maybe I would but I just had a feeling I wouldn’t, at least not any time in the near future.

I kept thinking about going to California, driving all the way out there in my car, finding a place to live, getting started in college there, getting a real challenge in the science classes I wanted to take. I wanted so much to be out on my own, not dependent on anybody, not having to answer to anyone but myself, just being a man, I guess. I could not stay at home. I loved my family but I had to get out on my own.

Then I thought maybe not exactly out on my own. Tara had said she would go with me but I guess we both know we have to learn a lot about each other during the summer and she might not like me enough to go with me if she learned about me and the stuff I’ve done, like playing with Kieran and Siobhan and Luke and Rachael tonight. I wasn’t ashamed of it. I was content and happy knowing that they loved me enough to share their love with me.

But still Tara was a big unknown. There was something between us that drew me to her and her to me. We were like two bodies in space being drawn to each other, something impossible to resist, at least from my side. I wanted to have sex with her but that was just part of what I wanted. I wanted her to be with me going to California, going to school out there, both of us juggling our classes and our lives to be with each other. I wanted her mainly just to be with me.

I didn’t have any idea whether she was a virgin or not. When I kissed her, she was as hot for me as I was for her. She pressed her belly against mine like she wanted to feel me and I guess she felt my hard-on. My dick had gotten hard so quickly I thought it was going to rip its way out of my shorts. She just rubbed against it and groaned.

“Luke, turn over,” Rachael said and I remembered where I was. She turned over too and spooned up to Luke. I gave her a second to get comfortable and then I spooned up to her. My dick wasn’t hard but it was kind of firm. She must have felt it nosing around because she lifted one leg, pulled my dick up and put it against her vulva, then closed her leg on it. She gave a big sigh and was still.

I felt like a shit, thinking about Tara when I was in bed with another woman, lying there with my dick between her legs, and with her spooned up against her husband. I knew I shouldn’t feel that way because Rachael was the same way my Mom was…Siobhan was…shit she is my mother. They both wanted me to find somebody for myself. They were both happy for me. Maybe I have found her. 

I hope she likes them if she comes to the ball game next Saturday. I hope they like her. I know they will. She’s sweet and beautiful and warm and loving and I want…I don’t know…what do I want?  I want her. I know that. I wonder what it would be like to have those long legs wrapped around me with my dick buried to the balls in her. Or maybe how it would be to get my mouth down there between her legs and my tongue teasing those little lips apart.

Shit, I’ve got to think of something else. I’m about to get a hard-on from thinking about Tara when my dick’s between Rachael’s legs. I tried thinking about playing baseball next Saturday and pitching and then going out to dinner with her and my family and I guess that worked because I felt myself jerk when I was about to fall sleep. I tried to relax and quit thinking and I guess it worked. Tara popped up one more time and I was thinking she eats my soul and I couldn’t understand why I thought that. 


TO BE CONTINUED:
