# Information why it takes so long between posts & other things.

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Some people ask me why it's so long a time between posts, and then when I DO post, it's a whole series of stories at once?

Well first, I don't write down all the stories I think up. As stated previously, my stories usually start from an idea I have when I wake up with a hard-on in the morning. Usually; not always. Sometimes I can be driving down the road in the afternoon, and an idea for a story will hit me out of the blue. MOST of these ideas remain just that . . . ideas. Usually I'm too busy to write them down, so they get lost, unless I remember them later for some other reason. A few ideas are so sexy or persistent, or just plain GOOD, that I dream them up for several days, and add-to or modify them. Still, most of them get lost.

I've lost more ideas for more and sometimes far better stories than I ever wrote. I usually come up with about one new story-idea a day, and write down only one or two of those. (Some days have two or three ideas, while others have none, or are repeats.) Occasionally an ides is SO compelling, that am almost FORCED to write it down, to get it out of my head. Usually though, it's "the luck of the draw" on whether I remember a story the next time I sit down to write or not. About one story-idea a week ever makes it to my fingers to be written down even AS a story-idea; and only about half of THOSE ideas ever make it to completion. The ones that do, are usually the short ones . . . the only ones I have TIME to complete. Thus I average about one story every two weeks, or thereabouts.

So why is it so long (months) between posts?

Well first, (as mentioned before) I don't publish unfinished stories. It bugs

ME to read: "(To be continued:)" on a story I like, and then never see any more of it; especially if it's just getting to the "interesting" part.

I HATE cliffhangers! So I try not to do that myself.

That means the story is not only complete, but "finished" as well. No trailing strings left undone. Good grammar (where appropriate) spell-checked, and the story checked out for logical errors (Little "Suzy" can't be 7 years old in this part of the story, then two years older than her 4-year-old brother two pages later.)

It also has to READ well, and have any and all additions made BEFORE I post it, not afterwards. (If a scene is sexy, and I can make it even sexier, then do it BEFORE posting it. No changes allowed later.) Then, the story is checked for readability. Awkward sentences are changed. Repetitive uses of pronouns or nouns are substituted (using a thesaurus, if possible.)

Example:

"He stuck his thick prick so far up in her tight cunt that it almost came out of her mouth. Her tight little cunt squeezed his thick prick so hard he almost felt like she was going to cut it off" becomes:

"Jack stuck his engorged prick so far up in his sister's tight little cunny that it almost came out of the little girl's mouth. Diane's incredibly tiny slit squeezed on her brother's swollen member so hard the boy almost felt as if the kid was going to cut the damned thing off."

With a little polishing, even that can be improved.

Checks are made for consistency. (Does the girl call her father "Dad" in this part of the story, "Father" in that, and "Daddy" in a third part?) Descriptions are added to stories intended to be longer than one or two pages:

"Suzy was 12 years old"

Becomes:

"At twelve, Suzy was the kind of little brunette that made grownups' hearts ache; just to look at her. Long brown hair cascaded almost to her waist, in thick streamers that you just ached to run your fingers through. While the little girl hadn't yet developed the full-sized breasts and sensuous hips of her two big sister, the bumps on her developing bosom, and the slight swell to her body just above her thighs showed signs that the child would not be really a child much longer. A flashing smile, and big brown eyes you could almost drown in, ensured that the little girl could almost certainly get whatever she wanted from any male member of the human race, just by looking as if her smile might vanish if she didn't get it. Her beauty and personality had almost as much effect on the other half of the human race, as well." That way, you can almost visualize the child standing in front of you; and you get some idea of the personality she brings to the story.

Once the story is COMPLETE, the editing has only half begun. Even after every part of the story is in place, it must be read, and re-read until all the little glitches are removed. and those annoying little things like "your skate" misspelled as "You're skate" (or more commonly "its true" and "it's possessions" being wrongly used, as shown). This usually takes a MINIMUM of three to four readings and re-writes. Of course, these readings usually can take place in parallel with writing new stuff, as taking along a story-chunk to read does NOT require a whole computer (Not if you've got a good printer, that is.) So, a good story takes about four weeks to write, with about two weeks (on the average) between producing each story. This SHOULD lead to me posting a new story about every two weeks, right?

Wrong.

I mentioned all the trouble going through the stories.

Sometimes I am able to have people read them for me, and point out some of the mistakes I make (Kibitzing the story) thus saving me from having to do so many re-reads myself. For each kibitzer who comments on a story (and does a decent job of pointing out errors, not just saying "GREAT story!") I usually can re-read the story one less time myself, before it's in decent shape. Only right now, all of my good kibitzers have dropped out. (Not that I BLAME them; it takes TIME to do a good job of kibitzing.) So I have to do all the reading, verifying, and editing myself; and allow time between each re-read to forget the story for a week or so, so I can catch more errors next time. All this takes time.

The problem is: It takes time away from WRITING new stories, and the ideas are vanishing each time I don't write them down. So, I write several stories in a row, while they're fresh in my mind, and comb back and edit each one later, when they are NOT so fresh.

There's one other reason for the drought/flood syndrome:

It's EASIER to post a whole batch of stories, and update my web-page all in one big whack, than to do it on a regular basis. In other words, I'm lazy, and this is only done in my spare time for pleasure. I don't get one thin dime from anybody for this; in fact it COSTS me over $120 a year to maintain my web-site with enough space to contain the stories for those people who want to access them. So, I do it at MY rate, at what's convenient for me. That means, in batches. Sorry folks, but that's the way it is.

This note is NOT intended to be a complaint, or bragging.

It's just intended to explain to people WHY there is such a big gap between stories. Many people have told me that they like my stories because they're "quality" (whatever that is) unlike so much junk that gets put out in the newsgroups. Well, sad to say, THAT is the reason for the big gap. It takes TIME to produce quality; and I don't want to produce anything else.

(To those people who thing that ALL of my stories are garbage, not fit to be buried in a cess-pit, I say, "Be thankful I take this time, and don't write more!")

    As to why I bother posting at all, if it's that much trouble, it's:
    A.  Because I LIKE to.
    B.  Because I like to get mail commenting on my stories.
        (Yes, even flames and cops are welcome.)
    C.  Because I enjoyed the stories, so I want others to.
    D.  To make a point.
        Every story I write, is written to make SOME point.
        (Yeah, just like those stories with "morals" hidden in them, like
        your parents tried to get you to read as a kid, every one of my
        stories is trying to jog people's thinking.)  The most important
        thing most of my stories have to say is: "Love is what makes people happy."
        Not sex, not money, not who you are or where you live, or how.
        That I use incest/pedophile/pregnant stories to push this message
        is only because that is the type of fantasy that *I* have:  Being a
        young girl who can get all the loving she wants; whether sex or not.
        Having babies, is also one of the things I dream about.
        Too rarely in this world are people allowed to have all the loving they need.

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                      Why pregnancy, pedo, and incest?
                             An Erotic Story?

         Many people have asked me, "Why incest?" or "Why are the
    girls all so young in your stories?" or most often, "What's the
    deal with getting them pregnant?"  This essay, is to explain why.
    I've told this all before; but never wrote down the answers in
    one place.  I decided it would be easier to answer if I did it in
    one place, in a document I have control over.

         To start off, I'm probably the second or third horniest
    person who ever lived.  I like a LOT of sex.  When I was a child,
    I didn't get any ... and I missed NOT having sex tremendously.
    This lack-of-sex, when I was under the (probably mistaken)
    apprehension that everybody else (particularly girls) was getting
    all they wanted (or at least SOME, compared to my none) had a
    large effect on my sexuality and my daydreams (on which my
    stories are based).
         Probably the BIGGEST misaprehension I had as a boy, was that
    GIRLS could get all the sex they wanted ... just by saying,
    "Yes," to any boy that asked ... and boy (in my mind) would
    always be asking.  Thoughts of pregnancy or disease never entered
    my head as risks back then.
         Wint this in mind, since then my sexual dreams all seem to
    be based on the idea of beeing young again, and being able to get
    ALL the sex I so missed NOT having, when I was a boy.  All the
    rest is based on this ... AND the fact that force or coercion of
    any kind does NOT turn me on (usually).  The mere thought that
    somebody I love is hurting (for ANY reason, be it a cramp or
    hangnail) is enough to make me lose any erection or thought of
    enjoying sex I might have.  (I would make a particularly LOUSY
    rapist!)  This preoccupation with sex needing to be basically
    (not necessarily completely) consensual, has a LARGE effect on my
    stories.
         So ... with the above, you have the need for a YOUNG person
    getting LOTS of sex, and enjoying it completely, with no worries
    to fill my fantasy of being able to live over my life, and get
    all the sex I wanted back then.
         Thus:
         In the first place, the main character is usually a girl (or
    girls).  Even in those where the main character SEEMS to be a man
    (grandfather/father/big-brother), if you examine the story, the
    main action is with the girl or girls.  Often (as some people
    have pointed out) the male character is almost a cardboard-cutout
    with a prick; while the real character developement is all with
    the girls.  The reason for this, is again my (probably mistaken,
    but having some accuracy) idea that GIRLS can get all the sex
    they want ... unlike boys.  For sure, if a girl is willing, it's
    a LOT easier for her to seduce somebody, than it is for a boy of
    the same age.
         In the second place, I wanted LOTS of sex ... starting from
    the time it first "felt good" to touch myself between the
    legs ... not much after babyhood, if that.  The fantasy stretches
    do dream of being allowed to have as much sex as possible, from
    the earliest possible age.
         Third, (as mentioned before) I want it to be consensual ...
    NOT rape, and preferably with any coercion being only
    psychological ... and THAT at a minimum, if possible.  I can't
    keep a hard-on, if it's rape or anything like rape.  So ... I put
    that aspect of me into the people in my stories.
         The foruth item (incest) is mainly because of the above.
    While I HAVE written a few stories where the main characters
    weren't related, they are few.  Why?  Because if a girl is going
    to find a sexual partner at a young age, WHO is she going to find
    handy?  And WHO would she trust not to hurt her, or "use" her, or
    betray her trust?  Also, WHO is available for sex ALL the time?
    Who else, but a member of the immediate family.  While SOME
    stories manage to get around this, the difficulties of an
    underaged girl getting to someone OTHER than a family-member on a
    regular basis for sex, without getting caught or worse, is VERY
    hard to get around.  Thus incest with Daddy (who usually gets
    trapped into it) with Big Brother (who's usually as horny as the
    girl; and doesn't NEED to be trapped into it) or Grandpa (who is
    about the only male person OUTSIDE the normal houshold who would
    be seeing a young girl on a VERY regular basis (needed for that
    LOTS of sex thingy).  Sometimes (but rarely) an uncle might
    substitute for Grandpa.
         Besides, incestuous sex is kinky; and thus a turn-on in it's
    own right!  (So many "naughty" things are sexually arousing.)
         Next (to keep with the idea of it being FUN, and not scary)
    we have to get Mom into the act.  Mothers WILL find out ...
    especially if their precocious nubile young daughters are having
    almost continuous sex with male members of the household.
    SOOO ... Instead of Mom getting MAD at her daughters for having
    unprotected sex, I often (usually) have her as the instigator!
    All sorts of reasons are dreamed up (but not always covered in
    the story) for the woman to want her kids to have complete sexual
    freedom and/or all the sex most people only dream about.

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         The way *I* feel has nothing to do with abuse ... I just
    missed being loved, cuddled, and yes having sex when I was young
    (which I guess might be abuse of a kind; but it was never
    deliberate).

         That being deprived of having friends, and especially
    girlfriends at the time when I saw almost every other boy and
    girl pairing off, was REALLY hard ... and ever since I've had
    dreams of being that age, and being able to get not only what I
    missed that (it seemed to me) everybody else got, but far
    more ... in fact the wet-dream quality of being able to get all
    the sex I wanted.

         Which partly explains why most of my stories involve young
    girls ... I labor under the probably mistaken apprehension that
    little girls can get all the sex they want, just by indicating to
    any or all available men that she WANTS to have sex.  And so, I
    dream about being such a lucky little girl.

         Force, or rape, or hurting in any manner turn me completely
    OFF.  What I want is the sex and love I missed, NOT me or the
    other person hurting or being humiliated or even pressured into
    something I (or she) wasn't ready for.  The dream is to have (or
    BE) a little girl who WANTS sex; and doesn't have any
    compunctions about letting those she loves know it.

         The below is just the tail-end of a conversation that took
    place over the net with a another author (female) when discussing
    one of my stories, and one of hers.  I thought it might be
    appropriate to the newsgroups.  It also somewhat explains my
    story-writing style, and somewhat answers those who accuse me of
    being a danger to young girls.  As I have explained before, my
    fantasy is not to fuck some young girl.  It's to BE said young
         girl, getting fucked.  Yes: and even knocked up.

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    >Sure... send it my way.  Like I said... I remember pregnancy...
    >I wished HE would have found me attractive then...  of course,
    >I looked and felt like a beached whale...
    >
         Gee. . . Sounds like my wife felt.

         I was looking at her, so radiantly pregnant, and so
    gorgeous, and she was complaining that she looked FAT!

         To me, a glowingly pregnant woman is the most beautiful
    thing in the world.  It gave me a constant hard-on, and she
    couldn't understand it.  The other thing that it did, is make me
    envious.  God! how I wished that I could take her place for a
    while.  (So did she, and she told me so. . . repeatedly.)

         I always have fantasies about being a girl, and getting and
    being pregnant.  If I was a girl, I probably would have been
    knocked-up at age-11, and continuously pregnant since then,
    during the times I wasn't nursing.  I guess, it's really a good
    thing I WASN'T born a girl.     Anyway, that's why so many
    of my stories involve little girls fucking their fathers.  Where
    else would they even have a chance, that someone who really loved
    them, was the one who got them pregnant?  (This always assumes
    that the little girl seduces the man, not vice-versa, as usually
    happens in real-life.  Oh well, that's why it's a story.)

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