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 Note: the tone is real, but this is a work of fiction.  It will be a
regular series, 1500 words per episode, going spontaneously wherever it
goes.
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   EPISODE 1
   I'm looking at a very cute little girl, about 8 years old.  Brunettes of
that age, especially, are like little sparrows, but old enough to have
grown true girlie features and character.  This one has her fine, sleek
lengths held in place by one of those `Alice' headbands, white in this
case. Her brown strands flow back behind partially covered little ears, and
expose the line of her forehead and highlight a pretty and slightly cheeky
face.
   However, I'm not so much focused on this as on the erect adult penis
which is in her mouth.
   Only an inch of two of it, to be exact, and she's making a reasonable
attempt to suck it with skill, doing small bobs if looking rather vacant
about it.  She's standing, as is the man, with one hand tentatively around
the base of his organ whilst he has both his hands gently wrapped around
her head.  He is completely nude, whilst the headband and little white
panties are the only thing between her and total nudity.  His body is broad
and course, whilst her smooth and lightweight frame would reach just about
to his ribs if she stood up straight.  The aura of taboo is profound, and
I'm a little shocked if truth be told, even though it's what I wanted to
see.
   You see, I have acquired the power to travel the world in spirit, to go
where I want to go, unseen and effortlessly.  `Astral projection' -
something like that.  I've been thinking about all the ways I would like to
use this power - there are many, as you might imagine - but one
particularly came to mind.  You see, I've decided I will use it to indulge
a kind of hobby of mine.  A fascination, which I like to think is scholarly
and aesthetic, whilst admittedly `sick' in most people's eyes.  I want to
be a fly on the wall for all scenarios of child sexual abuse.
   Girls, especially, they are my main thing.  Although I'm more than a bit
curious about boys too.  Girls are the exquisiteness par excellence,
though. There are so many more interesting features about them.  I've never
done anything myself, being too cautious or perhaps `moral' (ha, I wonder),
but I'm intrigued to witness those guys who are bold (or reckless) enough
to act on it.  We all know there's a lot of it out there, but just how
much? We know it happens in many forms, but just what are they all?  I want
to explore the variety of deed and victim, in all the racial and class
types, and (with a deep, sober breath) all the severities.
   Back to the girl, because the scenario I willed to see first was a
`typical cock suck', in a common `style'.  I wanted to see it first on a
white girl, very pretty but any social strata.  How it works is I have the
idea in mind, which can be quite vague or very specific, and I am somehow
steered there as if in a dream.  I'm partially in control, but there's an
element of random.  It's real, though, not a dream.  I am witnessing a real
event, and I can linger as long as I wish and learn as much about the
people involved as I want.  Today, I don't have sound, though, for some
reason.  Perhaps that will come with practise.  I can view whatever angles
I choose, though.  I notice that she is standing on a big white towel.
   Right now, I'm going behind the girl.  I see that the length of her
brown hair is about half way down her back.  A lovely, white, smooth back
which looks so fragile.  She's being treated gently, though, which I'm
quite relieved about.  The man thrusts slowly, with limited depth,
apparently encouraging her verbally and by his grip to make the suck
herself.  She is slightly stooped, her head angled downwards to purpose. 
As I move to the side, I see her small jaws working and the amount of gape
her mouth has to make to accommodate him.  There is effort in her eyes,
which glance up to him now and then, and perhaps a trace of fear.
   Now I notice another thing.  A second man is in the room, hovering,
having just completed undressing I think.  He's eyeing the child up and
down as well as studying the action itself.  There is communication between
the two adults, and the current abuser gives nods of assent.  I realise,
soon, that he's indicating his finish is close.  You see, a further
specific I had for this projection was to witness cum-in-mouth.  I wanted
to verify that paedophiles do really ejaculate in the mouths of little
girls.  Common sense says of course they do, but seeing is believing.  A
little harder, I find, is to imagine precisely how the girls' react to it,
and exactly what it will look like.  I'm sure it varies.
   This girl - I must try to learn the sweetie's name - seems to approach
the whole thing with a mixture of stoicism and distaste.  I certainly would
not describe her as traumatized, but what do I know?  Maybe she's gone
beyond that.  This is certainly not her first time, or her current
mouth-fucker, but possibly the other man is new to it.  I would not
describe her as willing (needless to say?), but she `understands' to be
obedient rather than having to be made to be obedient.  The man's body has
an aura of tensing now, and the pleasure-torment is etching his face, and
he thrusts a bit faster but still in short motions.  His hands tighten on
her head, and she winces as the big stiff meat goes too far into her throat
a few times.  I know this, because he allows her to pull back, and she
coughs.  He gets her back on, without delay, compromising between wanting
her to have autonomy yet wanting to totally rape her child-mouth.
   She seems to have to increase the effort of her jaws, maybe because he's
stiffer still in these last moments, or because she is tiring.  There's a
touch of anxiety in her eyes, but not as much as I would have imagined for
this scenario, and I feel sure she knows what this is about.  If she hasn't
experienced it before, surely the shock would be massive.  The man scowls
and shudders, and stops his motions, looking down to her head.  Then he
looks up at the ceiling, an obvious look of release.  The girl is simply
staring for the moment, half the erection stuffed in her mouth.  He then
lets her go, and she draws back, immediately pulling a face.  Large globs
of semen flow from her mouth, and some is still spitting from the cock-tip.
She purses her lips, and it runs over her chin, dripping in an untidy
string onto her flat chest.
   She coughs a few times, acute but delicate little coughs it seems
although I can't hear them, and scrunches her face.  She made one distinct
swallow, but for the rest of event continues to drool it out in obvious
expression of non-enjoyment.  Now I see why the towel is on the floor.  Her
grimaces give way to a couple of half-convincing smiles, as words are
spoken by the two men.  She looks from one to the other.  More words or
said, and she nods, still wincing from the taste and wiping her mouth.  Her
oral-sodomizer passes her a handkerchief, whilst he wipes his own cock in
the background.
   Well, that was pretty messy and taboo for sure, I muse.  Distress, yes,
traumatization no though.  This is a little girl who is a bit cowed and not
having an easy time, yet within it all is displaying flickers of what can
only be described as `happiness' as she feels she has `done well'.  I
certainly hope the guys are telling her she's done well, and encouraging
her gently, because I would sure as hell be happy with what she gave! 
There's enough guilt in the deed itself, without being harsh to her.  I
hope this sweetie - whatever her name is - is taken care of, not least so
she'll give good service in the future.  It must be counter-productive to
be aggressive to them, that's my early impression on my travels anyway.
   Now I have a decision to make, more than one actually.  It's evident
that the other guy is going to do something now, as he has closed in and
gives her hair a friendly ruffle, followed by a gentle but somehow menacing
clasp and sizing up of her little shoulders.  He moves them about in their
sockets, and she stands there meek and mystified.  Still she waggles her
jaws, as we do in the after-taste of whatever we've eaten.  Do I stay to
watch, or shall I go somewhere else?  I can always return to this girl,
assuming this was not her last ever sex.  I'd like to know more about who
they are (I don't even know where they are, until I get better at this),
but I suspect I might not bother after I have visited others.  I could
`flit' somewhere else, but return before this session is over?
   Decisions, decisions.  Not least, if I do find out who they are, I guess
the onus is on me to report them.  I could be an anonymous knight in
shining armour rescuing the little darling from her life.  Her `ordeal', as
they commonly put it.  Christ, 8 years old (I am usually a good guesser of
their ages), and she's having her mouth fucked.  It's a big deal to imagine
that, this young child being made to do what many grown women might baulk
at.  What's it do to her psyche in the long run?
   Naah, I won't (report it, I mean).  I'll leave them to it.  They're not
hurting her, particularly, and quite frankly I want them to continue
enjoying her.  Partly why I refrained from describing them was for their
discretion.  Wel, anybody who appreciates me sharing this, and my little
`superpower', please tell me what you think.  Where should I go next?  Stay
here, or see something else?  If you've anything in mind YOU would want to
see, perhaps I can pay a visit and describe for you.  Be as specific as you
like.  I won't judge, but some things would be too much for me.  My email
is below.
   Jeesuz, that cock was big compared to her face.  I can see the cum
congealing on her chin and above her upper lip now.
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   ep1968@hotmail.co.uk 
  
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