Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Child pornography videos are taboo and disturbing material to most. This is the first in a series of critical essays on various fictional videos, but written as if a real analysis for perhaps a child-care agency, or teaching material for a medical or psychological or child-developmental department. Each essay follows the following format: A background and context to the video and girl(s) in it. Descriptions of the girl(s). Description of the video's events. Discussion on the 'power' of the video. Finally, a 'rating' is given for how disturbing it is. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * VIDEO (silent): 'NIKKI SUCKS BLINDFOLDED'. A whole suite of `Nikki videos' exist capturing a girl's sexual abuses from the age of about 9 through to 11 or 12 at most. Some have sound, some do not. The history of the girl before this is unknown, but it is clear by the age of 9 she had been initiated into the most intimate of sex acts, and that her abuser - probably her father - had developed the sessions into almost an art-form. This video is early on in Nikki's `career', possibly the second in sequence after `Nikki's Panic Attack'. Some time may have elapsed since that, however, as her engagement in proceedings here looks quite willing. Who knows how many takes were attempted before this result, however, or how bullied she had been to take part? Once again there is a third person out of shot filming the event. It was originally called `9yo Nikki's first blowjob.' Judging by the way she copes, we must be sceptical whether it was indeed her first. At the outset of the vid we see Nikki standing in the middle of the room, seen side on. With a magician-style blindfold and hands tied behind her back, and she is wearing only a pair of thin tights. Her nude torso is thin and devoid of breasts and fair-skinned. She has the basic hip tilt of a female child but with no hip-widening yet. Her bottom is accordingly perky but undeveloped, with little left to the imagination by the fabric. The crown of her brunette head comes up to just about chest height on the man, who is naked and well-built. His penis is semi-erect. Her places his hands on her shoulders, which is evidently a signal for her to turn. She first faces the camera and pauses there, for the purpose of giving the viewer a full-frontal. The small mound of her vulva is vivid, along with her flat chest. She then turns to give a back view in the same way. We get the impression the man was keen to have us see her bottom, and we are acutely aware of the thousands of viewers who must have stared at it. After a pause, he turns her to face him, side on to the camera once more. We know more or less what is to come, because of the title, but we are unsure of what the `tone' of the event will be. Viewers who have seen `Nikki's Panic attack' will particularly be unsure as to how willing Nikki will be for what is to follow. She seems very calm and fully cooperative, but it is difficult to tell if there is any distress due to her large black blindfold. We get the sense it must be humiliating at the very least, trussed up like this and filmed. We wonder what she feels at being this `plaything' for the erotic fun of adults which she can barely understand. She seems to understand the act expected of her, however. The man manoeuvres her by the shoulders, and gently by the head, to enable her to find his penis. He feeds it into her mouth and she begins to suck. This is revealing: there is no `shock' at all, just an immediate attempt at sucking. By this point, of course, an average viewer will be feeling the full pity and outrage for what this young child is being put through. Those with strong paedophile feelings, on the other hand, watch avidly to see how it goes. She sucks for a little while - she must surely have done this before - taking in 2 or 3 inches at most. The man uses his hands on her head for only limited amounts of `guidance', and it does not looks particularly coercive. Her cheek is seen to bulge at times, and occasionally he allows her to break off of her own free will to cough. It is uncertain whether he made her retch deliberately by pushing too deep, or whether it merely `happened'. He is close to full erection now, and withdraws to go into a sustained spell of masturbation. The time remaining on the video reinforces our expectation that he is focused on going all the way to ejaculation. With dreadful fascination, we watch to see how the cum will be executed. The size of his erect penis and her small body contrasting with his height reinforce how taboo this is. His hand has speeds up, and with his other hand he draws Nikki's pretty head quickly back to his penis. Those who are not inured to this kind of spectacle now think, `surely not?!' Very soon, though, the worst is confirmed: completely stiff, he ejaculates whilst in her mouth. The moment is quite smooth and non-violent, however, with the most minimal thrusting from him. Nikki continues to suck gamely, for a moment at least. Then she pulls back, or is perhaps prompted to pull back. It all happens very quickly. The man may well have wanted to viewers to see it this way. We get a brief sighting of the cock still splodging out around her nose and lip, at the same time Nikki is drooling a considerable trail of semen from her mouth. She is remarkably passive, standing well balanced and facing directly ahead, using only her lips to expel the conspicuous fluid. As it forms a thick rivulet down her chin, he re-inserts his penis for the last ebbs of his fluid. She opens to admit it in, but flinches back a little, perhaps now reacting to the taste or the hazard of choking. An attempt appears to be made to swallow, but the vast majority is drooling, and it feels like this was probably the plan for the camera. The man now backs off completely, his orgasm done. We wonder if he is feeling a flush of guilt at gratifying himself thus with such a young child, and the spectre of her standing there adorned like a `star' and a `victim' simultaneously. The camera, however, proudly documents the completion of the deed. It zooms closer on Nikki's upper half now, as a good deal of semen has now dripped from chin onto chest. Somehow this adds to the shock value, as the `non-sexual' chest of a 9-year-old girl is so incongruous with semen. It is hard to ignore that part of us which says, `there should be breasts there, as with a normal porn video of this kind.' Video Rating: Quite disturbing. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * any feedback or discussion welcome to ep1968@hotmail.co.ukChild porn Essay3