100 REMINISCENCES OF A MARRIAGE TO A CHILD.
Foreword.
100 Reminiscences of a marriage to a child is a work of fiction, and as such for the purposes only of fantasy, not intended to condone or encourage paedophilia. It is set on a fictional island community, where child-sex is legal, and told from the 1st-person viewpoint of a 39yo man who has taken a child-bride. It is, therefore, a serious contemplation of how such a culture might work (or not). Moral pronouncements will be made through the voice of this fictional character and his fictional society. It is a series of reflections, 250 words each, and will be posted 10 at a time.
Reminiscences 1-10.
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1. MY GOLDEN LITTLE ANGEL.
I guess it would be good to start with a description of Amy, so you can envisage the form and personality of the little person who has been mine for 2 whole years. First let me say `face' is vital to me, on any age of girl. It embodies their character, and of course needs to be `pretty' in some way. Amy was exactly that, and it was her gentle smile set within a fair-skinned face with a slight sprinkling of nose freckles that drew me to her. Sweetness emanated from her blue eyes, and my hunches were to be proved correct that she would be well-mannered and obedient. Her hair was a light blonde, with a fine and dry quality - not particularly thick (her only real flaw perhaps) - but a good length, spilling loosely over her shoulders. A headband keep it in place around her ears: this made an erotic focus in love-making - the taking off of it, and enjoying her with totally loose `bed hair'. She was 4 foot, 2 inches at 9 years old, which was pretty average, as was her weight - in other words, very delicate. Needless to say, she had no tits or hairs, although she was showing signs of both by the time she was 11. In many senses, she was indeed a `golden angel', yet not a model but just a regular little girl. She was a girl - indeed person - I felt I could love, as well as merely enjoy paedophilic sex with.
2. IS IT REALLY CONSUMMATED?
This is possibly the most commonly asked question, especially from non-pedo folk, who have wondered about marriage to a child. Often it's asked in a spirit of abhorrence, sometimes with a repressed fascination. Yes, a child's body is small - we're talking 9-year-old here - and it's not technically mature for sex nor is she mentally ready in the way an adult is (or might be). However... she has a cunt - a hole - and it can be penetrated. It's just that it's much narrower, tenderer, and is a delicate skill. So, the answer is a frank 'yes': erection, semen, the lot. In fact, on Pedo Island, the law is that the marriage MUST be consummated on the first night, and is verified by medical examination the next morning. This is to prove commitment to the culture, and also that he has not `unduly hurt' her - another law. This pretty much sums it up: on my wedding night with Amy, I basically had to find a way to put my erection - assuming I had one, when faced with the reality of fucking a little girl - far enough into her to achieve the desired effect. I can tell you that I approached the night with giddy excitement at the prospect of spurting a load into her bald little vagina, mixed with curiosity and a bit of anxiety over whether, for want of a better expression, I would `fit'. Frankly, I wanted very much to do it.
3. GLOSSARY OF A SEX-LIFE WITH A CHILD.
Often I'm asked, by pedos and non-pedos alike: "So, what did you do with her?" Well, sex with a child is not the same as sex with an adult, and I'll explore those nuances throughout these memoirs. In essence, as per island law, no concession was made for her age - apart from caution and gentleness - and every typical marital sexual activity was expected of her. Here is the bare summary of what I got up to over the course of 2 years, ranked in order of most regularly done:
Tender cuddles and touching, with face and mouth kisses.
Hair play - using fingers or comb, and messing with her headband.
`Simulated' fucks - eg grinding on her vulva, both naked.
French-kissing, the gradual learning of.
Kissing other parts of her - especially chest, thighs, vagina and bum.
Hand jobs from Amy, often to completion.
Finger-penetrating her vagina.
Clit sessions - focused on giving her orgasm by my hand or mouth.
She sucks my cock - various positions.
Taking bath together - not ostensibly 'sex', but often becomes sexual.
Bum-grinding in doggy position.
Cock-sucking with ejaculation in mouth.
Finger-penetrating her anus.
Licking her arse (as opposed to merely kissing it).
Cumming over her a face or/and in hair.
Fucking her (cum inside her vagina) - various positions.
Sodomy - some degree of penis penetration and cum in her rectum.
Spanking her - primarily for discipline, but also my pleasure.
4. WHAT DID I LIKE BEST ABOUT AMY?
If this is asked as a completely open question, thereby including looks or personality, I have no hesitation in my answer. Her SMILE is number one, closely followed by her SWEETNESS OF PERSONALITY, which it embodies. I am not being hypocritical, and yes of course I did hugely enjoy the purely physical aspects of her, but the bottom line is it was a relationship. I got to know her, and to love her even more than I did at the outset. Her smile is best described as sunny, kind and pretty. It was not always easy for her, and of course she did have tetchy or melancholic episodes, but by and large her attitude was wonderful and agreeable. Though basically shy, she had a natural spirit to enjoy life and new things, and this fed into even some of the tawdrier and most challenging sex acts. Example: after a few months she would giggle at half-successful attempts to take all my semen in her mouth, and also at efforts to squat over me and get some of my shaft into her vagina, even if it hurt her a little. She always found anal penetration difficult and distressing, even with all due care and full use of lube, but rightly saw it as an obligation to me and whined less as time went on. I'd single out her bubbly little BUM as third favourite attribute.
5. A SUMMARY OF ISLAND LAW.
The Island has laws for both males and females. These are to protect females, particularly young, but also to ensure the men's continued sexually satisfying way of life. The founding principle is to make a culture of child-sex workable. Here they are...
Laws for men:
`Reckless penetration' - lack of consideration for the girl's age/ability, causing injury.
`Very reckless penetration' - as above, but serious injury caused.
`Deliberate violence' - the perpetrator has set out to hurt the girl.
`Deliberate extreme violence' - sadism, with severe injuries.
`Unjustified coercion for sex' - can be psychological or physical.
`Bullying' - relates to general behaviour towards the girl.
`Severe bullying' - in attitude or deed.
Laws for females (age taken into account):
`Resisting sexual acts without due cause' - eg illness is acceptable.
`Poor generalized attitude' - eg sulkiness, lack of effort in sex.
`Minor assault on the man' - eg kicking, scratching, slapping.
`Major assault on the man' - eg food-poisoning (it has been known!)
`Disrupting the island's sexual ethos' - no feminism allowed here!
Punishments for both genders include...
bans on sex (for men) of varying lengths; imprisonment; public birching; community service; ostracizing (a kind of sentencing to hermitage within the island); banishment from the island, temporarily or permanently; execution by firing squad (for murder - it's happened 2 times in its 11-year history). Obviously, every case large or small, is treated on its merits from both parties viewpoint.
6. THE IMPORTANCE OF MOUTH.
This really relates to child-sex in general, not just my child-marriage. I refer to the fact that, to get any kind of sustained pleasure with a prepubescent partner, one simply has to make lots of use of her mouth. I refer specifically to `fucking her mouth', although that crude expression barely does justice to the variety of session possible. The plain fact of the matter is that standard love-making interaction, as in adult-on-adult, is in many ways not possible with a child. Hard vaginal or anal intercourse is not possible, and even kissing is often not reciprocated in a proper sensual way despite teaching and practise. The trained child can come close to expertise in giving hand-jobs, which can be pleasingly intimate, but it does not solve the need to achieve release by penetrating something. Her little mouth, however, can achieve this, and with practise I found it became an extremely stimulating receptacle for my penis. It is pain-free for her; she only needs to get used to the crudeness and to semen. Of course problems of size still apply, but with subtlety and skill this can be turned into a plus. Positions are numerous [see 8]. It brings a wonderful feeling of being `serviced', in a massively intimate and marital way. In my time with Amy as my wife, her mouth was in a sense her vagina, with perhaps as much as half of all my ejaculations being inside it.
7. "HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK..?"
Good friends, or perhaps a sex therapist, might ask you this question once in a while regarding your relationship with consenting adult spouse. Well, obviously a marriage is not all about sex, but it needs to be in there or else it is something of a sham. I had no intention of living a `sham marriage' with Amy, whether she be 9 or 29. So, we `did it' regularly, although how many times a week exactly is not so easy to say. If we just count what I would regard as an actual `session', as opposed to little random moments of affection or dirtiness or `quickies', then I'd say 2.5 times a week - roughly - on average. This is 2.5 times a week of a deliberate session of sex, lasting at least half an hour but quite often 2, where the scene was set and we were fully naked, man and child. Half the time it would be in the bedroom, half the time on the living room carpet, sometimes using items of furniture such as a firm chair or the sofa to assist. It would include a great deal of foreplay, with touching and kissing of all kinds, with the focal point of course being at least one cum for me. Where this was varied tremendously, as a rule penetrative becoming more regular over time, as we both got more experienced and skilled with our age and size-difference.
8. POSITIONS OF FUCKING AMY'S MOUTH.
Some were more suited to the early stages of our relationship whereas others came a bit later, and all kinds of variations are possible, but for simplicity's sake I'll identify 7 ways in which I commonly enjoyed having my adult cock in her kiddie-mouth. I) Sitting in an armchair, with her kneeling betwixt my legs. This was our earliest attempts at it, great for `coaching' her, and always a relaxing pastime. II) Sitting in a sofa, but with her kneeling `across' me. A particular pleasure of this is the way her bum sticks in the air. III) Standing, both of us. Obviously not as relaxing, but delightfully crude, and it brings home our age-contrast. There was temptation to thrust, which can cause difficulties. IV) I kneel, and she sits on the floor astride me. Beautiful for petting her head whilst she sucks. V) I lay on my back, whether it be carpet, sofa or bed, and she sucks my cock. This method came into its own after she'd acquired some measure of pro-activeness and skill. She can come at it from all angles, and I can caress her body while she is at it. VI) As above, but on the sofa with my head propped forward, making a 69 possible. VII) Sitting up in bed cuddling, I have her leaning down and sideways into me to suck. If done to completion, it can make a lovely end to a day for me.
9. AMY'S HEADBAND - A `SEX-PROP'.
This may seem a trivial thing to many, but for me it is so significant it merits an entry of its own. You see, I have always loved those bands little girls (often older ones too, hell even women occasionally) wear over their head to keep their hair in place. `Alice bands', sometimes known as, and I find them super cute, assuming the girl is basically pretty of course. Amy usually wore one at first, as indeed she did on wedding day. On that occasion, it was a red and white dotted thing, nicely matching her red dress. I soon established a habit of fiddling with it: adjusting it on her head, if some hairs had gone astray, or removing and replacing it just to compare her fine blonde lengths with or without it. `Without', seemed to me to represent `having sex mode'. Only a pedo guy would see it this way with a 9-year-old child, but to me it is comparable to the way an adult woman/wife/lover will sensually let her loose if she's going to fuck, and indeed her man probably wants it that way. Amy soon caught on, nervously realising that it was a `signal'. Often it was obvious before then, anyway, as it became almost ceremonial for me to leave it as the very last thing I removed from her naked little body prior to a focused and lengthy session of exquisite marital child-sex [see 14].
10. GYMNASTIC ORAL SEX FUN.
This is the 8th way I sometimes enjoyed having Amy's child-mouth around my penis, but it is so rich in sensation and enjoyment that it deserves a separate description. Also, I got to eat her cunt in this position, so it represents one of those special ways an adult-child can 69 despite the height-difference. I sat up against something, whilst she perched gymnastically up-ended, her crotch in my mouth and legs up around my ears. She rested her weight on her elbows, and I could assist her in this by supporting her shoulders or hips, and her objective was to suck. Simple. Well, no - obviously it's a most skilled position, and early on there were difficulties as gravity could all too easily make her choke on my erection or even pop her jaw out, not to mention causing teeth-scrapie for me. However, her stress reduced and it became fun over time, as she trusted me to handle it carefully. There would be giggles, as she wriggled, and seeing how it made the blood drain to her face was super-cute! The gold medal session at this was if I could manage to bring her to her juvenile version of orgasm at exactly the same time I was shooting off in her mouth. I'd be manoeuvring her with my hands on her thin hips, seeking accuracy with my lips and tongue on her immature little cunt. Usually she was too uncomfortable for it to happen, though.
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