    Title: Sarah's Story, Finding Her Inner Submissivness
    Author: Gilda
    Summary: An unsatisfied wife finds new love, and new ways to enjoy
    sex.
    Keywords: M/F, gb, rom, bond

(Eskimo: This story was sent to me by one of my readers. I'm gladly sharing it with you, and I hope you enjoy it. It does contain bondage, which is not exactly my cup of tea, but it's a good story none the less. I'll be adding chapters as the author sends them, and I finish editing them.)

I was born and raised in Los Angelas. Married, no kids, and bored. One day my friend Missy called and asked if I would come over for a visit. Without a doubt I said yes. She lives on the ocean and has one fine house. What perfect timing! I needed to get away.

I drove down to meet her for lunch and then out to the house. She was going on a trip for work and asked if I minded coming down and check on her place on the weekends. I would love too. Of course hubby was invited too. She was going to leave tomorrow morning, as she said and handed me the keys. Missy went to packing as I made use of the beach. We talked through dinner and went to bed early for she was out on a 6am flight. When she was ready to leave the next morning we stopped for a cup of coffee said goodbye and off she went.

Its 5am and I am wide awake, board so what’s new. I decided to take a walk down the beach. Bare foot and cold makes no difference, as I was doing something new. I don't know how long I walked but the sun was just about to rise. I stopped and sat down to watch. Still feeling the cold air around me and looking up at the sky, I didn't hear someone walking up behind me. Then I hear a mans voice saying "Hi, I am Jack. I live at the house behind you and I saw you and thought you might like to have a hot cup of coffee since its chilly out here today."

As I turned around and looked up there stood a man with dark hair, blue eyes, and very handsome. I said "Sure."

At this point he sat down beside me and asked "Do you mind if I join you?"

"Not at all.", I replied. Jack asked what my name was, I told him "Gilda." Not really the truth, but I didn't know him. That was about to change quickly.

"I am Jack Morris, nice to meet you. Tell me Gilda do you live around here?" he asked. I told him about my friends house that I was watching. I was feeling that I had nothing to lose at that point.

Jack asked if I were married, "Yes", I replied. "How about you." I asked.

"No, single for 2 years now." was his answer. He asked "Do you walk here on the beach everyday?"

"Starting now I am." I said with a grin, adding "As long as I'm staying here."

"Oh, and how often will you be here?"

I told him "Every weekend!" What made me tell him that I am not sure. I was really interested in him and I wanted to make sure he knew that.

He then asked "Well Gilda, do you mind if I join you tomorrow for a walk?"

"Not at all! What time would you like me to be here?" was my very quick reply, with a smile on my face like I was 16 years old again. Jack asked if 6 am was good. To tell you the truth he could have said anytime and that would have been fine. My heart was beating in my chest so loud I swore he could hear it. We agreed 6am

I said goodbye and walked back to Missy's. The rest of the day was spent with wild dreams of a man I didn't even know and didn't care. I thought of fucking him all night long. Trying to think of how his touch would feel like, touching me everywhere. Making me hungry for his touch, his mouth, his whole body against mine.

Finally, it was 5am and time to get ready. I was thinking that I wanted to wear something that was see-thru, but I was a little unsure if that was going to far. What the hell, what do I have to lose? So on went the little white cotton dress. The one that leaves little to the imagination. So off I go.

Jack is there waiting for me. Now my heart is really pounding and I just want to be with him more. His hand goes up and waves for me to come over. "Hi, have you been waiting long?" I asked.

"Not to long , want to go in for coffee first?" he said.

"Sure, that’s fine." I replied, all smiles.

We go up to the house. Jack is looking and he smiles, it's obvious that he likes the dress. I could feel my face blush. I smiled back. Jack takes my hand and leads me to the front room where there is a fire going in the fire place, fresh coffee waiting for us. "Hmmmmmmm you were very sure of yourself." I stated.

He chuckled, saying "Yes I was, your a beautiful woman and I don’t believe in wasting time. Hope that doesn’t scare you."

I croaked out a soft "No, not at all. I too like to live moment to moment." We sat down and shared stories with coffee.

But finally, just as I sipped the last drop of coffee, Jack turned to me and said "I want you, I would like to share something with you. I not only want to fuck you, I want to take you into my world and show you what it is like to have a master. To give submission like you have never know before."

I didn't move, my face telling him to go on. As I sat there Jack started to tell me how he got into domination. I was all ears. This was going to be a fantasy I had always wanted. He told me he had been a master for over 10 years. As he explained how he wanted to teach me, I was already starting to cum. The trill of living out something I had thought about for a long time.

He explained how he wanted to take a cat of nine whip and start to run it over my entire naked body, slowing working it around my nipples. Down toward my pussy, and whipping me. I could close my eyes and try to feel everything he was telling me.

Jack told me after a time of learning to trust him, I will realize I have nothing to fear. Being someone’s master has a great deal of not only trust, but a great degree of responsibly to the submissive. He would make sure I would not just feel the trust, I will feel like I belong to him. My mind is running wild at this time.

He said that in time we would progress to blind folds, tied, masturbation, ropes wrapped around my pussy so he may enjoy the availability to take me anytime he wants.

As Jack keeps talking I feel his touch on my breast. Not once did I raise my hand to stop him. All I could think about was being taken. He asked me if at anytime have I read the book of O. This I had done. He would like to teach me what it is like to be tied and be totally under his control. Sitting at his feet, being fed and begging. Strip of all garments with nipple clamps and not to say a word unless he tells me I can speak. Jack told me that he would give me something to read, so that when we began, I will have an ideal of what to expect. All I could think was the feelings I was already having.

He instructs me on what to do before we start, he wants to shave me first, spend sometime exploring my body, and that in time I will be taken to total submission.

But for now we will talk and find out about any fears I may have about what I am about to submit too.

I have to admit, not knowing Jack that well was my biggest fear. I still didn't want him to know my real name, that way I was making sure I would be hard to find. I thought I was just looking for a good time, a one time only. This was not what was about to happen. Hours passed while we talked. Looking at the clock, Jack asked if I would like to have dinner with him. Now you know what I said as I felt like my body was bolted to my chair.

We went into the kitchen and started with a class of wine. My down fall, I love wine and romance. Jack was pouring my second glass as I was looking up at him, and realized more was about to happen.

In a split second his arm crossed over the counter and glasses went flying to the floor. He pulled me so close to his body I could not catch my breath. Grabbing the back of my hair and kissing me so deeply my body was reacting. Jack whispered that he never has sex this soon after meeting someone, but he was going to this time. He felt that I was worth going for and didn't want to wait to feel what it was like to be inside of me.

By now he had my clothes off of me and we were standing both naked. As Jack's hand moved down on my breast and across to my nipple he started to tighten his grip. I couldn’t stop now. I felt myself getting very wet. His hand was moving down to my pussy to check. Jack just smiled at me and was looking at how hard my nipples were at this point.

He lifted me up and I slid down on to his hard cock. My legs wrap around him, never wanting to leave being on his body. He is sliding me slowly up and down as I feel my pussy getting wetter and his cock getting harder with every thrust. Jack lays me face down on the counter, entering me from behind. He would take his time moving in and out. By the forth or fifth time in, he hits that spot, as I am now starting to moan and move.

He pushes hard on my back so he can keep my legs spread so far apart it is now hard to me to even move. With that, I feel an excitement that I have never had before. Jack with one hand slaps me hard on my ass. Pulling my hair and slapping me again. I can feel I am starting to cum. He knows this, he slows things down almost to the point I felt like begging him not to stop. He puts my arms above my head and holds my hands down with a lot of pressure on me. He tells me he is not done with me as yet and that he was going to enter every hole I have. My heart is beating fast, my body is wet from sweat coming from both of us.

Jack has done to me what no other man has been able to do, making me cum by entering me, speaking to me, and taking control of my mind and body. By this time I have started to beg him for more and I want to cum again. He lets go of my hands and he is working on my nipples. "Stand up", he commanded, "Stand still, do not move. Don’t even say a word, you are not allowed to speak!" He reaches into a drawer under the counter, pulling out nipple clams and attaches them to my swollen nipples.

I was starting to feel pain, they are tight.

He moved back onto the counter and once again spreading my legs far apart and he is pushing on my back. He takes his swollen cock back inside of me and starts again. I am so wet its dripping down my thighs. Feeling as if I was so close to cumming, Jack picked up speed. Now I am begging and moaning as he realizes I am at a high point. Without stopping he is in me deeper and deeper. I feels if there is no room inside of me. I start to shake, as my body is reacting to his cock. I am now cumming, my mind is in a place that is very hard to describe. Jack also cums, I can feel my pussy filling up.

Jack lifts me up and smile, as he says "We have only just begun."

Jack carries me to the master bedroom, and as we walk to the large tub he sits me down. While I sit there, I watch him start a bubble bath for me. This was the first time any man had done that for me. The lights are off and so many candles are lit, and the pace was set.

As I soaked Jack joined me in the tub and we toasted with more wine. This is just the start for the two of us. Here it is, Saturday night, and the hours where slipping by fast. I knew that it would end by Sunday and I will have to return home. I was trying not to think of what I was going to have to leave behind. I have already formed an attraction to Jack, but how long it would last was anyone’s guess.

As we both were in the tub, Jack started to ask more question about my life, which I do not like to talk about. He asked me my age, he knew I was older them him, but how much more he did not know. I told him the truth, "I am 45 yrs old.", and smiled. He replies he knew I had to be somewhere in my late 30s. He is only 32 years old and looked somewhat younger.

He told me he would like for me to come back on most of the weekends, but when my friend returned would I still come ? He knew I would, I wasn't about to leave and never return. I kept most of my life as private as I could, I didn't like share background with anyone. That would mean someone might get to close to me. I was starting to realize that Jack just might be the one to change that.

We never did make dinner, but I spent the entire night with him. I was trying to figure out if this was going to last for an extended period of time. All things pointed in that direction, but I am the type to never assume anything. Sunday morning was fast coming and that left a few hours for me before I had to leave and return home.

We exchanged cell numbers, Jack said he would call everyday. I told him I would return next weekend. I really wanted to spend as much time with him as I could. On the drive home all I could think about was what was happening to me. I am trapped into two different lives. This is a new thing for me. I also was hoping that my husband would not see that changes that are taking place, let alone whom I have been with.

Finally back home, and time to face the music. My husband was happy to see me. He told me he tried to call, but no one answered the phone. Trying to look not guilty I said some of my old friends came by and I spent most of my time with them catching up with our gossip. I knew by telling him that he wouldn't be interested in the conversation. That left most of my time over that weekend, free of explaining of where I had been.

I hearted from Jack everyday. Two more days before I leave again. My husband was hinting around that he would like to go with me, I was fast talking that one down. He didn't argue the point. That was somewhat surprising, but I was bound to not let that happen.

Just before I was to leave and see Jack again. My husband insisted we spend some time together for I have not been with him sexually for some time. I really wasn't interested, but I couldn't say no.

Now I am trying to play it on all sides. This I could see, might be my down fall. I still love my husband, we have had many years together. That made my life like living on the roller coaster. The ride is a thrill when you are with two men.

Here it is back to the start of a new relationship with a man I hardly knew. I dropped off my suitcase at my friends house and started down the beach. There was Jack, on the beach soaking up the rays. My heart was beating so fast it was amazing. He was tan and gorgeous and I wanted to jump him right there. Getting fucked on the beach is one of my dreams. I didn't even care if anyone even saw us. Hmmmmm!

Jack was very happy to see me, he was hoping I would show up early. There was never a doubt of that in my mind. He embarrassed me as he said hew was worried that he might never see me again. It's hard to explain that feeling, it was as if he owned every inch of my body. At this point I was getting to realize just what it is like to be a submissive.

This is a side of me that wasn't really and truly new to me. When I looked back in my life, I could see the times that I leaned towards being that way. I love for a man to take charge of me and my body. The feelings that come with that are amazing and I thrive on it.

Jack held my hand as we walked towards the house. He could tell something was amiss. Asking me wouldn't have been the best thing at the time, but he took his chances.

"Is there something wrong?" he asked. My stock answer is always no. I have learned to keep my feelings to myself. It affords me a kind of protection from having to deal with things.

I smiled and said, "I just miss my training."

We sat down at the kitchen table and as Jack was trying to see how to approach me, I let my guard down. "Look", he said, "Everything is alright. We are trying to learn from each other and that takes time. I know we cant afford to let emotions take over to soon, for that could end up with someone hurt."

He took me into his arms held me so tight that I forgot to breath. As his hands ran down my breast I felt his long deep kiss. I was already wet. He spread my legs just enough to slip his fingers into my pussy. He really knew how to finger a woman and work her clit at the same time.

I couldn't wait to see what was going to happen next. Jack put a blindfold on me and said, "Don’t say a word. Just do as I say." Leading me somewhere in the house, not really knowing for sure. He bound my hands at the wrist and pulled the rope upward. I could feel how tight it was getting. I was tied to a hook above my head. I felt nothing close to me, only him. As he stripped me of my clothes, he touched every inch of me. Soon the nipple clamps where placed just right and just a little amount of pain. Next he had me open my mouth and in went a ball gag. Some fear was taken place, and also a thrill that was unbelievable. Feelings that I could only dream of having, were now taking place and my body was responsive.

Wanting him inside of me at this point was all I could think of, and Jack knew that. He was teasing me and getting me so aroused that I would do anything. He walked behind me, and soon I could feel him sticking his finger up my ass. This was new for me, and I loved it. Holding me and rubbing his hard cock against me while fingering the inside of my ass made me cum.

Next he was in front of me, lifting me up with my legs apart. Then I felt his hard cock in my pussy and my juices started again. As he let me ride up and down on him, he took his one hand and slipped under my ass and a finger slide up inside of me and the feelings was over whelming. I could still feel the nipple clamps and as my nipples were getting harder, then got tighter. I didn't know pleasure and pain together would be so exciting. This was the day I found out that I was multi-orgasmic.

Time felt endless, the pleasure was great and I could have begged for more. I was slowly put down and untied. Jack lifted off the blindfold and smiled. I loved having him and feeling him in control was a dream come true. My thoughts were of only how to please Jack. We both took a quick shower, and slipped on jeans and t-shirts.

Jack ask if I would like to help make breakfast and then go walking down the beach. I agreed, looking forward to finding out more about this man. He had my emotions and I felt like I was losing something, I just didn’t know what. That was about to change fast.

As we finished eating, we left to go out to the beach. You could feel the sun coming down and warming our faces. A light, warm breeze was blowing and I felt like I was in heaven.

Jack asked me if I felt safe enough to tell him my real name. I had to smile, saying "Yes, my name is Sara Hunter."

He smiled and said, "I was hoping you would finally tell me." We both laughed, and with that a bond started.

I asked Jack how long he had been married, he started to give me more details of his life. He was born in the east, raised and went to an eastern college. Got married and that lasted about five years. He had no children and didn't want any. He travels overseas a lot, but stays at the beach house when he takes time off.

Now Jack is asking me to fill in the blanks. I take a deep breath and here it goes. I am married, no kids, don't want any. That does make a problem with my husband and I just don't care. I am not sure I had made the right choice with him and I didn't want to complicate the relationship with kids. I never thought I would be with him even this long.

I also have traveled overseas, and knew what it was like. It's a world that's different then the states. It's a lifestyle that is something that I enjoy and would someday like to return there. I have no family, we were a small family to start with, parents gone, and the rest live all over the world. I have felt like I had been searching for a long time for a person who knew my feelings and would know how to relate to me.

Jack gave out a laugh and hugged me, "You are a woman who see's everything like it was for the first time. You have an intense being. You, eat , drink , up with life, and enjoy what it has to offer. You are a true submissive. You enjoy the trill, the feelings, and the pain and pleasures of it all."

This man seems to almost see into my most private thoughts. I enjoy responding to him while he teaches me of a world I had never been exposed too. My only concern is how much will I start to depend on him. And if so, how long will this last. I was still worried about losing part of me, yet wanting to give it up without being abandoned.

We exchanged childhood stories, laughed, and walked along the shore line. As the waves rush up on our feet, we held hands, looking at each other and just knowing and feeling this bond getting stronger. My trust in Jack was growing faster then I have ever felt in my life. At times I couldn't believe it. He seem to touch me in every way possible.

It was getting late afternoon and we started back to the beach house. Jack wanted to take me out to dinner. I wanted to go , but I hadn't brought any dresses with me. "No fear," he said, "For that is what the mall is for!" He smiled at me and I was looking forward to shopping and dinning.

Jack has expensive taste and I love it. He enjoys nice things, good wines, and great food. He lives his life with a passion and shares it with the one he loves. For the first time I felt like a queen, a lady , and a woman well taken care of. These feelings are really difficult to explain. It's like a strong wind that has been sweeping across you.

We went to dinner, we where seated and the wine severed. As we smiled and sipped our wine I felt Jacks hand slid up the skirt of my dress. He smiled, "My, you have on panties. We cant have that now can we!" He raised his finger to his mouth and shhhhhhhhhh. He was touching and sticking his finger into my pussy. He is slowly removing my black thongs. He slides them down, I left my legs up one at a time. His hand comes from under the table with my thongs.

He places my panties in his jacket pocket, smiling and letting me know panties are not to be worn unless he tells me too.

Jack and I spent the rest of the time of dinner enjoying each other with some of the best food I have eaten in a long time. Jack is just amazing, his love of pleasing me has no limits.

As we left, Jack asked if it would be alright with me if he made a stop before going back to the house. I didn’t mind at all.

We drove for about an hour, up a hillside that really was not meant for traffic, I was a little concerned. The night seemed darker due to the fact there was no street lights and all one could see was the stars. Scared and excited at the same time.

We came to a stop at what seemed to be the top of a crest surrounded by trees, and only the moon and star for light. Jack smiled at me and wanted to know if I was ok with this. I stopped for a moment and then told him I trusted him and I was fine.

Jack stripped my clothes off of me, leaving me standing there naked and horny. He pushed me against a tree. At this point he bound my hands behind me and then threw the rope over a tree branch. Next came the blindfold and ball gag for my mouth.

My heart is beating fast as I felt his touch on my nipples. I am starting to hear others walking up. I can't speak nor scream. I am now feeling more then one set of hands on my body. I am getting fingers into my pussy and someone is working my ass with a great deal of force. Two sets of mouths are sucking my nipples and sucking hard as I am trying to wiggle and get away. I have different people grabbing my legs and spreading them apart, then one person is sticking a large, hard cock into my pussy and pounding hard. I can't stop for cumming! As he is done, another starts, soon I am lifted up just a little and at the same time someone is sticking another hard cock into my asshole. While two still hold my legs apart a set of hand now are pinching my nipples very hard. Jack whispers into my ear, "Don’t be scared, this is a surprise for you. I wanted to feel a gangbang at its best."

By this time I must have been fucked at least six times and lost count of how many were there. Before this event ended, I felt another set of tits sliding up and down on my body as I was still being held above the ground. She started to eat me out. I never had a woman eat me out before and she was good. I started cumming and wanted more. How long we were there, I don't know. All I know is the excitement was over the top and I just couldn't get enough.

I heard people leaving and thanking Jack for the fun. Jack was saying we would all get together again soon. I was still there, blindfolded and gagged. As everyone left and we were the only ones left, Jack removed the blindfold and gag. He smiled at me, and said "You were great. I hope you liked your surprise."

I really wasn't sure of my feelings, I would have to admit that it was the most sexually charged moment of my life.

We got back into the car and headed back to the beach house, on the way home he asked if I would mind that we do this again. I admitted that I wanted to try it again and I would like to be fucked and bound. Jack told me I would but, only when he wanted me too and he would plan it.

We are back at the house and I retreat to the bath tub and bubbles. Jack comes in with two glasses of wine. "I am glad you loved my surprise." He said, with a big smile, "I have so much more planned to you. You seem to enjoy the fact of my control and I want to take you beyond your limits."

Knowing this I feel myself cumming and cumming with every word that Jack speaks. He smiles this is just want he planned. The first lesson of a good submissive is to learn to come at her master's voice.

Morning came all to fast and its time to leave again. Soon I would be back to the routine of being board and lonely. The drive home seemed endless. My mind was back at the beach with Jack. I am asking myself all the question of what I was doing and hoping to understand just what I wanted.

I felt my emotions growing deep for Jack, yet I couldn't leave my husband. I still didn't want children no matter who I was with at the time. I was trying a life style that was not smiled on with approval. That didn't bother me as much as whom I would be choosing to spend my time doing this new life. I was trying to figure out how not to get hurt emotionally or hurt someone else.

There is no easy answer, someone was going to get hurt, and I had not figured out how to balance my double life. I felt my fantasy may be getting out of hand, yet I just couldn't let it go.

I arrived at home to find my husband waiting for me. Two dozen red roses and a gift. I asked what was the special occasion. He was just glad to have me home. He hugged me so tight I though I couldn't breath. Now I am feeling guilty, just what I didn't need.

We went out to dinner and drinks. I was try to hold my composure and not let him see how upset I was. I was missing Jack and needing him more then ever. Yet, I couldn't just let my husband go. I felt an obligation to him and it wasn't going to be easy.

I got through dinner and we drove home. I felt relieved to be at the house, hoping no argument would take place. I was tired and I had to get up early for work. So I asked if we could call it a night and get some sleep. Of course, he agreed. I undressed and slipped into bed before he did, I closed my eyes so he wouldn't bother me and fell asleep.

I started the week with the same routine and went though it and the usual things one does in life. Taking time out to day dream about Jack. The week was going fast and I was counting the days down for the weekend.

Making plans to leave early from work on Friday to avoid the husband, I felt bad about that and I felt it was easier then going home and leaving from there. Talk about bailing out, I was good at that.

I had packed my suitcase two days earlier and set it in the trunk of my car. I had written a note for him to find when he got home. That way there was no chance of him asking to come with me. I knew that it would mean a fight later, but I just couldn't help myself by not wanting to face up to what I was doing. I could only think of how I felt when Jack touched me and all my dreams seem to be coming true.

Living out a double life is not easy. Throwing caution to the wind I made my plans. Just one day, I told myself, I will get through the evening and leave for work and by noon I will be headed back to the beach. Back to Jack.

End of chapter one.

Chapter Two.

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