On my University Campus
By Emi Tsuruta
Posted February 16, 2002
This is one in a series of stories about my life.  To read more, please stop by my web site at:
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/ 

The other day, I sent out a letter telling how my boyfriend and I had ... well, you know, been fooling around in the park, and how one thing led to another, and I ended half naked there in the forest in broad daylight.  That was the first time that Ryosuke and I had ever .. um ... made love, I guess, so I was pretty happy, but I was also worried that we had gone too far, and I thought we'd been pretty lucky not to have gotten caught.

On my way home, I was pretty jumpy, and I always had this feeling that almost everyone I met had seen me, and knew what I had done.  I tried to act as if nothing had happened, but half the time, inside I was panicking.  When I got home, my host mother asked,

"Did you have a nice day?" but I got all confused, and didn't know what to say, so I didn't say anything.

The next day when I woke up, I still felt like everyone had seen me, so I decided to wear this big bulky sweater and baggy jeans to school.  Now that I think about it, that was kind of silly, but, at the time, I felt so frightened and mixed up.  I wanted to hide my body as much as possible.

By the time I got to school though, I began to realize that I was overreacting.  I saw Ryosuke in the hall, and he was joking with his friends the same as always.  I'd been worried that he might tell everyone what we had done, but everyone looked pretty normal, so I'm pretty sure he hadn't said anything about it.

I went to class, but I was still feeling pretty weird, so I decided to sit off in the back corner where not so many people would see me.  Usually I sit up at the front, but I couldn't get rid of the feeling that the prof or someone had seen me walking around in my mini skirt and no panties the day before.  I tried to calm down, and concentrate on the class, but I couldn't stop thinking about the other day.

The more I thought about it, the more embarrassed I got.  I started to feel hot.  I'm pretty sure my cheeks must have been bright red from thinking of the horrible things we'd done there in the woods and after.  It was so hot I decided to take off my sweater.  I accidentally pulled my blouse up with it, and I could tell from the look on their faces that some of the boys had noticed.  A few of them kept looking over at me and staring at my chest.  I pulled the collar of my blouse up tight around my neck to hide my breasts, and I folded my arms in front of me to cover them up.  That blouse is actually pretty conservative, but I couldn't help feeling like I was showing too much.  I don't think I wrote a single word in my notebook all class.

After class, I met up with Ryosuke again.  He was jabbering away cheerfully about some movie he wanted to see.  I couldn't believe that he could be so calm after what we'd done the other day.  I guess he could tell I was a bit upset because, for the next few days, we just kind of hung around in the cafeteria or library and talked about our classes and stuff, like we always used to do.  Slowly, I began to feel better about the whole thing too.

Time passed, and everything at school was going along just as usual, so gradually I began to forget about how worried I'd been.  I kept going out with Ryosuke, but he was being really nice about it, not pressuring me or anything.

I guess what changed things was this one day when I came home from school, and nobody was home.  I thought it was kind of strange because Loretta, my host mom, usually comes home pretty early to wait for Brandon and Jennifer, her kids.  I guessed that she must have picked them up at school, and gone out somewhere because their car wasn't in the driveway.

I went upstairs to my room, and started to change into my casual clothes.  I took off my dress, lay down on my bed, and got out a book I had bought.  It was about fun places to visit near Oceanview, the town in California where I am staying.

I lay there a while, leafing through the book and thinking about my day.  The house was so quiet.  Usually when Brandon and Jennifer are home, you can hear them playing out in the backyard.  I sat up, and looked out the window.  Sometimes I can't believe how warm it is here in California.  Here it is the middle of winter, and there are still leaves on the trees.

I undid my bra, and slipped out of my panties putting them on the bed next to me, when suddenly, I heard the phone ringing downstairs.  Oh, that's probably Ryosuke.  I grabbed a t-shirt out of my drawer, slipped it on, and then ran downstairs to get the phone.  Sure enough it was him.

"Hi Emi, what are you doing?"

"Not much. I was just looking through this book on places to go in California."

As we were talking, I looked down and noticed that my t-shirt wasn't really long enough to cover my ... well, you know my midsection.  There was this tuft of black hair sticking out from under the hem of the t-shirt.

"Listen Ryosuke, can I phone you back in a minute?  I just hafta go upstairs and ..."

"That's OK.  It'll just be a quick call.  I just wanted to ask you about ..."  He kept on talking, but I had trouble concentrating on what he was saying.  As I ran my hand through my pubic hair, I noticed these people going by on the street outside.  I quickly backed up into the kitchen, and shut the door.  I began to feel like I had the other day in the park, sort of this tingling feeling all over.  My host family could come home any second, and here I was standing half naked in the kitchen talking to Ryosuke.

"So what do you think?" he finally asked.

"Oh, sorry. Listen, can I call you back?"  I peeked nervously out the back window, pulling my shirt down to try to cover up.

"Naw, c'mon Emi, it'll be fun. Everyone will be there."

I sat down to try to hide, but the feeling of the chair seat on my behind was making it hard to think straight.  It's a bit embarrassing and all, but to tell you the truth, I was starting to get excited.  Before I knew it, I had lifted my shirt up, and was twirling one finger in my pubic hair.

"Ryosuke, why don't you just come on over?"

"Naw, you remember what happened last time.  I don't think I want to go through that again."

"It's OK.  Nobody's home right now."  I lifted up my shirt some more, and I kind of jumped when I accidentally brushed against my nipples through the soft cotton.

"Really?" he said clearly interested.  However, before he had a chance to answer, I heard a car drive up.  Panicking, I quickly pulled the shirt back down, and stood up.

"Oh no.  They're back.  Listen.  I'll call you back in a few minutes."

I slammed the phone down, and bounded up the stairs before they'd made it to the front door.  I slammed my door shut, and sat down on my bed breathing heavily.  I heard the front door open.

"Emi, we're back!"

Drat!  There goes my chance to be alone with Ryosuke.

"Oh hi.  I'm upstairs.  I'll be down in a few minutes."

To try to calm down, I decided to take a shower.  I took off my t-shirt, and started going through my drawers looking for a clean towel.  I was kind of enjoying being naked.  In some ways, it's really too bad we have to wear clothes all the time because it feels kind of nice walking around with nothing on.

I wrapped myself in the towel, and went into the hallway, and almost went downstairs like that.  At the last minute though, I changed my mind, had my shower, and got dressed.  It was pretty warm out, so I just put on this tube top and a pair of matching shorts.  I phoned Ryosuke, and arranged to meet him in the park after supper.

After eating, I biked over.  I was so glad to see him, but I was too nervous to tell him what I had done.  I really wanted to kiss him, and make love to him again, but I didn't have the nerve to suggest it.  I was so nervous with all these people around, and I felt exposed enough in the tube top.  I was also a bit worried about what he might think.  We talked for a while, then kissed good night, and headed back.

I was kind of confused and a little bit frustrated that things weren't going better.  I haven't really talked to him about it, but I am sure that he is worried about being seen too.  Guys feel that way too, don't they?  Modesty or whatever?

Anyway, more time passed, and I calmed down a bit.  Then one day, it happened again.

It's kind of a long story, but basically, there is this garden on our university campus which charges admission fees, and closes the gates at 4:30.  Ryosuke and I had got these free passes through the Japanese Student Union (It's just this club at our university).  The garden is supposed to look Japanese, but actually I've never seen anything like it back home.  Still it is nice enough with this gazebo, I think it's called, sitting next to a pond, and a tea arbor at the back.  Sometimes after school, we go, and sit in the gazebo, and enjoy the view till it closes.  Not too many people go there although it is supposed to be some kind of tourist attraction.

Anyway, one day after we'd be going for a while Ryosuke suggested that we hide at 4:30, and let them lock us in.  I thought it sounded pretty dangerous, but he kept saying it would be safe, so finally I agreed to try.  We went in as usual and once it started getting close to 4:30, we hid behind the arbor (It's like a little wooden shed).  We could hear the main gate squeaking as it slammed shut and the jingle of keys as the porter locked it.

We waited for a little bit longer till we were sure the porter had gone.  Then we came out, and checked the gate.  Sure enough it was locked tight.

"How are we going to get out?" I asked a little bit worried whether I'd done the right thing in going along with this.

"Don't worry. There is an emergency exit around the back."  He took me over and opened it to show me. I thought an alarm was going to start ringing, but it didn't.  Everything was quiet except for the sound of cars going by at the front every once in a while.

"C'mon. We've got the place all to ourselves now."  He seemed pretty happy to be alone with me again.

I still couldn't quite believe it.  I kept expecting the porter to come back.  We went back to the gazebo, and sat there for quite a while, but there was no sign of anyone.  Ryosuke sat close, and put his arm around me.  I rested my head on his shoulder, and tried to relax, though my heart was beating pretty fast by then.

Ryosuke leaned over and kissed me.  His lips were so soft, and he had this pleasant manly smell about him, not sweaty or anything but definitely Ryosuke.  I put my hands on his chest.  He is not a big man, but I could still feel the muscles through his shirt.  It is kind of nice to have these strong arms wrapped around me.  I felt so safe.

We began to kiss, more and more passionately till my head started swimming.  It was like riding this wave of pleasure.  I began to feel his hands on my breasts, but I didn't resist.  I just gave in and enjoyed his gentle caress.

Soon he started to pull up my t-shirt.  I pushed it back down, and remembering where we were, I looked around to see if anyone was there.  Ryosuke, giving up on the shirt, got a hold of my jeans and undid the button.  The walls of the gazebo were hiding our lower bodies, so I didn't stop him as he pulled down the zipper.  He motioned for me to lift my bum up, and I did.  I could feel the air on my skin as he pulled my jeans and panties all the way down to my ankles.  I sat my bare bottom back down on the cold painted wood of the bench, and felt this tingling run up my spine as he pulled my jeans and panties off completely, my shoes falling off with them.

Ohmigod, I'm naked again.

Ryosuke had got his own pants down pretty quickly.  He lifted me up and sat me on his lap.  I braced myself, expecting it to hurt a bit, but he just slid right in. It felt soooo good.  I kind of leaned forward to stand up, and I felt him sliding out of me, so I sat right back down.  He must have been pretty big because he went in so deep. I kept lifting my bum up then sliding back down trying to get it deeper in each time.

The wind kind of rustled through the trees, reminding me of where we were, but by that time, I didn't care. It might sound strange, but it was almost like I wanted to be seen.  He pulled my shirt up, and I lifted my arms to help him get it off.  He pawed at my bra strap and finally got it off too.  I couldn't believe it.  I was completely naked right there in the middle of my university.  It was such an incredible rush to be doing this.  I was in heaven.

Ryosuke motioned for me to stand up, and got me to bend forward and put my hands on the ground.  He stood up too and kept plunging it in from the back.  I felt like an animal doing it in the wild.  The feeling was so intense I almost blacked out again, but this time I held on till my body was gripped by this wave of pleasure.  He must have come too because we both just sort of fell over onto the dirt and lay there for a while.

When I finally came to my senses, I was even more shocked than I had been the last time. I couldn't believe I had done it right there in the middle of campus in broad daylight. Over the fence and through the trees, I could see one of the buildings where our classes are held.  I had this nightmare vision of the boys in our class all huddling around a telescope watching us.  I started gathering up my clothes and putting them on, but Ryosuke was just sort of laying there his penis still in plain view.  Once I was dressed, I kneeled down and tucked him into his underwear and did up his zipper.  Both of us had mud stains on our skin and clothes.

"C'mon, we'd better go."

Slowly he got up, and we headed for the emergency exit.  Luckily as we came out, there didn't see to be anyone around.  We went into one of the lecture halls to the washroom to get cleaned up.  Even though we didn't see anybody, I was so jittery I was shaking.  I cleaned up as best I could, but I was so shaken that I just sort of stood there staring at my reflection in the mirror.  I heard a knock on the door.

"Emi, are you OK?"

"Uh ... yeah ... I'll be out in a second." I straightened myself up, took a deep breath and went out. Ryosuke was smiling kind of gently.

"Um ... uh ... sorry," he said apparently regretting what we'd done.  I tried to smile, but I felt so weak I don't think it came out looking like a smile.

"Let's just go home."

I didn't have the strength to pedal my bike, so we waited for the bus.  He came as far as the bus stop near my house, but then said goodbye, and got on the bus going the other way.  I felt really sad to see him go, and I went back to my room, and just kind of lay there for a long time.

Now that I have had time to think about it for a while and write it all down, I feel a little bit better, but at the time it was pretty intense.  I still don't know quite what I should do.  I want to see Ryosuke, and I miss him when he is not around, but I think this time for sure we went way too far.  I guess I'm just as much to blame as he is, but at least we still haven't gotten caught or anything.  Anyway, if you've read this far, I would like it if you could drop me a line and tell me what you think I should do.  Thanks.

Emi Tsuruta
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/
