    Title: Bedroom Window
    Author:Anne
    Summary: Another short, erotic presnetaion from Anne. A young lady learns about love.
    Edited: Eskimo1958
    Keywords: MF, virgin romance

It is the summer of my eighteenth birthday. The night is full with the sweet smell of the honey flowers. It's the type of night you can feel how heavy the air feels. Your skin is always damp and your hair seems to hold the dew. The hour is late and sleep is almost impossible. I find myself restless and wanting. I am past my childhood and have become a woman. Well, at least I think so. I am tall with raven hair that is almost down to my waist. I have perky boobies and my nipples always seem to be hard. Maybe it is because I am horny. I have a boyfriend but, I have never let him have my cherry. I have been saving that part of me for a husband. I have been able to find relief by rubbing my little clit and making myself cum. I have come to realize that the boy next door hides behind a tree in our backyard, then watches me masturbate. He doesn't think I see him but, I do. This helps me get the job done. I also know that I won't be able to hold out much longer. I want to feel a man inside of me. I want to feel his dick in my mouth and in my little pink pussy.

I am going to spend the summer on a hunt. I want to find the perfect man to pop my cherry. I am about the only girl who has not slept with a lot of guys. So I want this to be very special. Little did I know what was really going to happen. One likes to think you have control over ones own life. That is not always true.

The summer has just begun and I have the chance to visit my aunt Lee in the next town. My mom said I could go and stay with her and my uncle for about two weeks. My aunt has no kids and she love to sew. She loves to make new outfits for herself and me. That means new clothes. My aunt Lee is a lot of fun and next door to them is a family that has six kids. Five girls and one boy. The boy is my age, he is tall brown hair with green eyes. He makes me laugh and likes to hang out at the lake. We all sneak away in the night and go skinny dipping. His name is Billy.

As I got out of the car Billy ran up grabbed me up by my waist and swung me around and around. We both started to laugh and hug. Billy is gotten taller and I seemed to be just the same. As he let my feet drop back to the ground he whispered in my ear how much he missed me. My mom was going to stay the night at my aunts house and start out for the drive back home. As my mom and aunt walked towards the house Billy carried the suitcases. We talked on the walk up and he asked if I would come over to his house after dinner and we all would go down to the swimming hole for a dip. I told him sure. I don't think I can wait until then.

Billy was taller and better looking then I remember. His braces were gone and his hair was almost white from being outside in the sun. He helps with the farm work and he spends about eight hours a day working the fields. I wouldn't mind if my hair started to lighten up like that.

Billy waved as he walked down to the road and over to where he lived. I started to unpack my stuff and got ready to eat dinner. My aunt and uncle got caught up with all the news of the family and went to sit on the front porch. I in turn ran over to Billy's farm with one bathing suit and towel.

Billy was already to head to the lake. We walked down the path through the woods to the lake . It was just like I remembered. Trees that surround the shore with a raft out in the middle of the lake. Best way to sun bath. I changed into my bathing suit and waded in the water while Billy got his suit on. We were totally alone. He told me the girls were gone for a couple of weeks and would return home before I had to head back to were I lived. I could feel my face warm up from the sun and the thrill that came over me with the thought of having Billy all alone. I could just feel that smile on my face. You could tell how taken the both of us are with each other. We swam out to the raft and laid down to let the sun cover our bodies. We talked about the last visit I had with my aunt and uncle.

Billy seemed to be just as interested as I was to picking up were we left off. We spent an hour talking about us. I was somewhat surprised that he felt the same way. He also wanted to see if it was meant to be.

I smiled at him and he drew me up tight to his chest and kissed me. Between the warmth of the sun and his body I was so warm and safe. We were alone and the world was ours.

It wasn't long and my bathing suit was down around my hips. Billy's hands were in my hair and over my boobs. Kissing me stronger and harder. As his one hand was roaming down to my wet pussy, I asked him to stop. He looked at me in wondered what was wrong. I told him without a condom there would be no playing. I still wanted to wait for a while and see just how strong the feelings were going to be. Billy was not happy with that piece of news. That also gave me some concern about how true were his feelings.

It was close to dusk and I wanted to start home because my mom would be leaving in the morning and I wanted to spend time with her before she leaves. This was a good excuse to leave. We walked back to my aunts and Billy tells me he will see me after dinner tomorrow.

I get back to the house and mom and my aunt were still up talking. My aunt Lee begins to tell me of the new guy at Church. They have a new preacher and his son is twenty and works with my uncle on their farm. His name is Paul. I just sat there all ears not wanting to miss a word. My aunt tells me he is tall with dark brown hair and loves to work out. Mom mentions that I should go to Church with my aunt and uncle and meet the new preacher and his son. No harm in that now.

I spent the next two days shopping with my aunt and swimming at night with Billy. Then Sunday is now the next day. Looking forward to meeting Paul. As I slip into the bed with a book I lay back and do a Little day dreaming about the guy. Wondering what he will be like and hoping there is no girlfriend in the picture.

Sunday morning and I put on my best dress, fix my hair and get ready for Church. We all leave on time which will give my aunt time to introduce Paul to me. It wasn't hard to pick him out. He was tall with big dark eyes. Paul came up and introduced himself to me. I was taken with how tan he was and his dark eyes made him a mystery. After Church my aunt invited Paul and his father for dinner at there house. We all agreed that five would be great.

After we got home I helped my aunt in the kitchen making pies and putting a roast in the oven. It wasn't long before Paul and his father Jake would be there. The table was set and I changed into something less dressy.

As we sat down to the table and grace was given the plates were passed. Just about everyone had seconds. My aunt is the best cook in the county.

Paul and I went for a walk he wanted me to see the new barn that he and my uncle built. My aunt had this huge garden planted next to the barn and lots of flowers everywhere. We went into the barn and climbed the latter to the top in the barn were extra hey was being stored. We found a soft spot to sit and talk. He told me how his mom had died and that his dad packed things up and they moved to where they live now. He told me how much he misses his mom and that he is glad to be working for my uncle. He enjoys working the fields.

Before you know it we were talking like old friends catching up on their lives. We were leaning back and Paul leaned into me and kissed me. I was surprised a little but, I was happy. We both were taking time with this, we seem to fit together and didn't want to spoil it.

It was almost time to get back to the house and as we held hands we just talked and ask each other questions.

Jake told Paul they had to head home and I went into help my aunt clean up. Before I left to walk into the kitchen Paul told me he would see me Monday during lunch. I smiled and knew I could not hardly wait.

After finishing up cleaning the kitchen I excused myself and got ready to go to bed. I was tired and Monday morning was going to be here at six a.m. I drifted off to sleep thinking about Paul.

The alarm was going and it was time to get up and start cooking with my aunt. On a farm we cook three large meals a day. The hard labor that goes into working a farm needs a lot of fuel. Breakfast was laid on the table and my aunt rang the bell. The guys came in , there was my uncle and Paul and two farm hands that worked with my uncle on three days a week. Then they spend three days with another farmer. The part timers where Sam and his son Nick. They moved around during the year to the local farmers helping out. This crew could eat, and I was amazed at how much my aunt had to cook.

It was great seeing Paul every morning and being with him at night was awesome. After they finished eating and were leaving for the fields, Paul stopped and asked me if I would like to go swimming at the lake tonight. I told him yes. I was excited and started to count down the hours.

It's now after dinner and I hurried up and finished the dishes and grabbed my swim suit. Just as I looked out the front door Paul was there. We walked down to the lake. We both changed and we held hands as we jumped into the lake together. Laughing and splashing each other. It was great, I found myself very relaxed spending time with Paul.

As we sat up on the beach and let the sun dry us off we talked about our family and friends. Paul was three years older then I and he had been around a lot more then I. He didn't seem to be concerned about that. In fact he seemed to be very interested about the fact I had never slept with anyone before now. I guessed that he liked the fact he could be the first. I have to admit I was very taken by him. He seems to act older then he is but, time will tell.

It wasn't long and we started to kiss. I was having a hard time keeping his hands off of my boobs. I wanted him, yet I wasn't ready for everything at one time. We started to kiss and as he put my arms above my head, he ran his hands down to my breast. He kept one hand on my arms and the other roaming across my suit. Pulling my top down and reaching down with his lips he sucks my tits. I just didn't want it to stop. My heart is pounding fast and my head tells me to stop. Yet I know my heart is going to win out.

Now it is dusk and we are still wrapped in a dream like we were the only ones here. Both of us are naked and we are exploring each others bodies. I start to suck on his dick and enjoyed watching it grow. Paul has been fingering me and I have already cum and working towards more. Next thing I knew Paul was between my legs with one hand on his cock and slowly pushing it in as he puts my legs up around his waist. He pumps it harder and I moan in pure pleasure. I was so caught up in everything that I let him cum inside of me. I was scared but, I wasn't worried. I just didn't think.

We spend a lot of nights ravishing each other and I still kept on seeing Billy. It was close to the time I was leaving to go home. My aunt asked me if I would like to stay to the end of summer. I told her yes. My mom was OK with that and she would pick me up at the end of August. This means more time with two guys I really do like.

After the first two weeks spending more time with Paul, I started to spend time with Billy. I still wasn't sleeping with Billy but, I thought I might be in love with Paul. Paul never mentioned a word to me that he even cared. So having the summer between them I thought I would be the one to choose.

It was one of the hottest night we have had and its late and everyone was asleep. I grabbed my suit and waked down to the lake. I heard a noise and there was Billy swimming and making more noise as he yells come on in. I started to laugh and jumped in without my suit. Billy swam over and he was naked as a Jay bird. We both were laughing and splashing water on each other. I think this was the most fun I have ever had with Billy.

After awhile we swam up to the beach and walked out hand in hand. Billy was striking with his blond hair and dark tan. He dried me off and I in turn dried him. We sat down and Billy opened two beers and we started to drink and talk. I found out more about Billy that night. I found out about me that night. We have this bond and I thought it was more like brother and sister. I was wrong. He lights up the world around him.

We still didn't make love and it wasn't because of me, it was because time wasn't right. I still believed it had something to do with Paul. I could not be sure but, I would find out in time.

Billy walked me back to my aunts and we kissed. He held me tight and told my how beautiful I was in the moonlight. As he hugged me he asked if we could spend time together over the weekend and I said yes.

When Paul called the next day he said he was leaving with his dad to visit some of their family in the next city and would be back by Sunday. I told him to have a good time and I would talk with him then. I was lucky for once and was looking forward to being with Billy.

As the weekend came Billy and I made plans to spend time together. There was a family picnic at the lake Saturday and the night would be ours. I had a lot of fun with Billy and his family. I eat so much I thought I would burst. His mom makes the best potato salad I have every eaten. His aunts and uncles from around the county were there and lots of kids. The one thing I have always loved about his family was how they made me feel as if I were one of them.

As the night came in people were packing up to head back to Billy's house with his parents. We were going to stay behind and pick up. Now you know that was just an excuse to have the place to ourselves.

We spread out a blanket and laid back and looked up into the sky. The night was covered in stars as far as the eye could see. We talked about what we wanted out of life and what we hoped for in life. We still share that in common.

Billy leaned over me and brushed my hair from my face and kissed me. I put my arms around him and drew him close to my breast. His hand were roaming over my body and I closed my eyes and thought of his touch. We stripped off the clothes and Billy had a condom. We smiled and let nature takes it course. I have a deep feeling for Billy, more then I thought. Now I have two guy in my life and that was not what I wanted. I just wanted one. Now I have a problem, a bigger one then I thought.

Billy took his time and he made love to me. He was gentle, and his touch was soft. There was a sense of responsibility that came with it. Treating me as if I were his wife and love. His gentle touch , his soft kiss, and the way he took me into his arms. Protecting me from all harm. My heart was beating fast and my body felt like screaming out to the world how wonderful this man is.

As the new week started things were starting to get complicated. Making time for both guys and still not ready to make a decision. My time was running out and I would be leaving soon.

This was my last week and I had a lot to think of, the fact that not one guy has told me he wants to be with me. I have slept with both, but Billy was the only one who used a condom. I find myself late and in a jam.

I was to see Paul tonight and I know its his and I don't know if he will except that. It wasn't long and he was there. We got into his car and left. As we drove down the street to the dance I told him I was late and he was the only one I have been with. I was almost in tears. This is not what I wanted, not this way. Paul pulled the car over to the side and told me there is no way. I was shocked. I told him he was the first and we didn't use any protection. He told me I was on my own. and he was not going to end up married to me and still live on a farm. He was getting ready to leave for collage and that it was my problem. I jumped out of the car and started running down towards the lake. He left me and never returned.

I was at the lake and its dusk I was so scared and crying so much I didn't hear someone behind me. I jumped up and it was Billy. He grabbed me and asked what was wrong. I was so ashamed. He kept telling me nothing can be that bad and he would help me. I felt my face getting red as I told him the problem. Out of shame I told him. Billy held on tight to me. He called me his girl and told me everything would work out. As we sat down on the beach Billy explained that he knew about Paul and his reputation with girls. That I was not the first one to be in this boat with him. Billy also told me I had nothing to worry about because after tonight the baby was his. No one need to know any different. I told him I had told Paul. He smiled at me and said do not worry I will take care of that.

This was really the first time Billy and I made love. No condom and no fear. He made love to me and the baby was his. I never had one worry and Billy was the man I thought him to be. The baby will never know the difference and I can't believe how lucky I was.

Every night Billy and I share so much with each other and never once did I ever think I made a mistake being married to Billy.

There was about two weeks left before I was to head home. Billy and I hung out most of the night. Making plans to run off to get married in the next town. We were going to go on our own. Just for now it was best to keep it low key. We thought we would tell everyone about it after it was done. That way I could live on here with Billy and have the baby. We both agreed we wanted the baby.

The weekend was here and there was a fair going on two counties down and that's where we headed. We find a minister and he married us. Billy's parents came along so there would be no problems about age. Billy's parents have always treated me like one of their own and that makes this easier for us. Billy held my hand so tight as we exchanged vows. I was in heaven. His parents were thrilled and couldn't wait to get home and have a party in the house to welcome the newly weds.

We didn't know that Billy's mom called my aunt and she told my mom. She told them to come down to the house on Saturday and we would have a party. So the surprise was really going to be on us.

By the time we drove back home we only had about seven hours before family would be arriving. Billy and I ran off to the barn. No one was allowed to follow us and everyone was to leave us alone.

There we were in the top section of the barn and the hey bails surrounding us. We cuddled up and started to kiss. There was a blanket put up there for us and a bottle of wine with snack food. Billy's mom was the one who fixed that part. As we settled in and kissed for a while, we started to remove each others clothes. I look at Billy and I was just seeing him for the first time. That beautiful sun streaked hair and dark tan. He was a man , a wonderful man who will kept me from harm. We laid back on the blanket and wrapped arms around each other. Billy slips in between my legs and his swollen dick was deep inside of me. I was so taken with this man that I started to cry. He stroked my face and called me baby girl, don't cry I love you and we will be fine. Now I know what it is like to be loved. A man who stood by my side and took responsibility for a child that wasn't his but had enough love for me and this baby. I was out of harms way. I vowed that I would spend the rest of my life being the best wife a man could have. All my intentions were on track but, I didn't know what was to happen in the near future. I thought that all was settled , it wasn't . We fell asleep in the barn with dreams of a beautiful future to be had.

After Paul was finished we sat up and started to put on our clothes. He smiles at me and he tells me he still care about me. Paul is not ready to let me go. I recognize that and the fact he really doesn't love me. I am just the next conquest that he has for the moment. He makes me hate him even more than I thought. As he started to walk away he turned and told me he will get the baby. I was upset and to make matters worse I was so angry with myself. Billy didn't need this from his wife and I really do love Billy. All I could do is sit there and cry. I feel I may have lost all because of person who has no thoughts of me or the baby. He loves to hurt people and leave.

I had to collect myself and get back to the house. I was almost to the porch and Billy's mom called to me. As she walked over she saw that I had been crying . What is wrong girl, just tell me and we will fix it. I broke down, I told her what happened. I begged her to forgive me. As she held me tight and stroked my hair. She explains to me that she is there for me and we could change this. I sat up and looked at her. How ? I asked . As she wiped my face a smile came of across, its a long story . I will make it short. Paul is not a nice person and you are not the first to be taken advantage of. I can take care of this and Billy need not to be involved . He has too much to do at this time. He and dad are working hard to get the house ready for the two of you. You need to put this out of your mind and let me talk with my husband and I will tell you this , that Paul will never be around you and see you again. I promise. As she smiled at me and whipped my tears from my face. I felt the sadness leave and I wasn't so scared. I asked her about Billy and should I tell him. No was her reply. Just focus on having the baby now. She told me to take a quick shower and that she would make tea. Telling me she would bring it to my room and then just lay there with the cool breeze blowing through the window.

It wasn't long and I had fallen asleep. I heard voices from down stairs and I got up. The kitchen was busy. Everyone was there , the whole family. The girls setting the table and food being put into dishes. I offered to help but I was to sit down relax and rest today. Billy's mom smiled at me and just put her finger up to her lips. I know I had not mention anything to Billy and I had nothing to fear.

We never talked about this again. Everything was back to normal and I could relax.

After dinner the guy's took their coffee to the front porch to sit and relax. The girls got busy cleaning up and Billy's mom and I went up stairs. We were going to check out things she bought for the baby.

I couldn't wait any longer , please tell me what is going to happen. She explains to me that Billy will have a blood test done and it will match the baby. How I asked. Well over twenty years ago the same thing happened to Billy's mom and its was Paul dad. So Billy has the same blood type. That will stop all things in there tracks and Bill Sr. will be talking with Paul's dad making it very clear that Paul is not the father. That is all it will take. I couldn't believe that the minister of this town was Billy's father and he left his mother to fend for herself the same way Paul left me. I promised that I would never talk about it again and that the secret was a bond between us

As my husband joined me in our bed. I felt the most gentle hand run over my entire body. Kissing my breast and my nipples. Rubbing my belly and smiling at me. As he pulled me close and up on top of him, he slips in in cock. I start to feel myself getting so wet. His hands around what little waist I had left and he helps my hips move back and forth to his thrusting inside of my body. I still moan when he does this. I find myself so focused on him and my wanting so much from this man. Not only to full my body with his cum but to feel his life inside. This is the day I became a woman and his wife.

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