In front of the school
By Emi Tsuruta

Note: this is one in a series of posts about my life.  If you'd like to know more about me, my friends and the background to this post, please check out my home page at:
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/


This happened quite a while ago back when my boyfriend Ryosuke were just starting to get more serious about this kind of stuff.  Ryosuke had this idea that he wanted to go out, and take some pictures of me sort of like I was a model or something.  I didn't mind, but anyway, if we were going to do all this, I wanted some new clothes to wear.  Ryosuke doesn't like shopping much, but anyway, I finally managed to talk him into coming to the mall downtown with me.  We went to the big department store first, and tried out a few different dresses.  We finally found this robin's egg blue hooded knit dress.  It looked conservative enough with long sleeves and a mid-thigh hem.  We got the sales clerk to let us in to the change rooms, so I could try it on.  It's so soft on the inside, and it was loose enough that I could pull it off over my head without having to struggle or anything.  It's nice and warm too.

After that, we started going out on these "photo shoots" whenever we both had time.  I think the first time was a Sunday morning.  I guess it was in the spring just as the weather started to get warmer.  Ryosuke's idea was that we'd go up to the hills on the east side of town, and find some place where there was no one around.  I hadn't been to the part of town so much, but Ryosuke went there one day to look around.  When he got back, he told me he'd found some good places where we could take some pictures and stuff.

We took a bus up, and then we walked a bit.  It is a nice neighborhood, kind of pretty, picturesque.  Near the station, there were some small shops and office buildings, but being a Sunday, everything seemed to be closed.  There were a lot of cars driving around, but not so many people walking on the street.  I started to wonder what Ryosuke was planning because there didn't seem to be any parks or anything nearby.

We turned down a side road, and then on the left, there were these two car ramps running next to the road that turned up around a hill.  Ryosuke walked across them, and then got me to follow him up these big stone steps on the other side.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Some kind of high school."

We walked up the steps, and there the school was on the left.  There was a wide concrete walkway running up to it, and down at the end, another set of stone steps leading left.  I went up to the door of the school, but it was locked and quiet.  No one comes to school on Sundays I guess.  We went up the second set of steps, and at the top was this nice grassy yard with trees around the edge and a big stone slab - I guess it was a sculpture - in the middle.  Beyond that was a driveway with a rail yard on the far side.  It was pretty quiet.  All you could hear was the rustling of the leaves and the birds chirping in the trees.

"Well, what do you think?" he asked.  Even then, I guess I kind of knew that he was asking me if I thought I could take off my clothes there.  We hadn't really talked about exactly how we were going to do this, so I was still pretty worried.  At that point, I don't think I'd ever gotten naked in such a wide open place before, at least not in broad daylight.  I looked out across the yard at the upper floors of the office building across the street.  I couldn't see anyone in the windows, but for all we knew they could be there but just sitting a bit back from the windows.

"Can we look around some more?" I asked still nervous about the whole idea.  The school looked deserted, and the train cars in the rail yard were just sitting there.  I walked out into the yard, but because we were so high up, you could see some of the houses and other buildings in the distance down the hill below.  I took a deep breath.  It was kind of scary to think about getting naked here.

We walked back down the stairs, and once I was pretty sure that the school was empty, back toward the street to check again on the office building.  The lights were all out, and there was no sign of people.  A car drove by, but the driver kept looking straight ahead.  We walked back out to the street, and back on the main road, we could see cars going by and people walking.

"What did I tell you?  It's perfect, don't you think?" Ryosuke said, clearly wanting to take the chance, and go ahead.

"I don't know.  I mean do you really think this is such a good idea?  Like, don't you think that the school or office have guards inside?"

"Last time I was here, I walked all the way around both buildings, and no one came out.  They're both locked up pretty tight."

"Maybe there's a security camera or something."

"Emi, there's no security camera.  There's no one there at all.  I think it's some kind of graphic design company."

"It looks pretty expensive."

"I tell you, Emi, there's no one there."

I pouted a little, but he came over, and took my hand.

"If anything happens, I'll protect you.  You don't have to worry.  Anyway, nothing's going to happen.  C'mon, relax, and try to enjoy yourself.  I know you like this kind of thing.  You can't pretend with me."

It was true.  I do like getting naked outside, especially somewhere nice with grass and trees and stuff.

I took a few more deep breaths, and we headed back up the stairs.  When we got to the second set of steps, I sat down hiding behind the concrete wall that ran alongside.  I looked over at Ryosuke, and he gave me a reassuring grin.

I looked up at the school.  I wonder how many hundreds of kids go through here on weekdays.  What would they say if they knew I was here about to take off my clothes?  I tried to imagine their reactions.  'Hey look there's a naked girl over there.  What's she doing here?  Let's go take a closer look.'  I smiled as I thought about it.  Maybe it wouldn't be so bad.  Everyone does crazy things sometimes.

Ryosuke had got his camera out, and was standing there waiting for me.  I peeked around the corner back toward the street, and then hid behind the wall again.  I took another deep breath.  OK, here goes.

I kicked off my sandals, and handed them to Ryosuke to put in his bag.  From the bottom, I reached up inside my new dress, and stood up just long enough to pull down my shorts.  I was wearing these very loose fitting summer shorts and no underwear, so I wouldn't get any marks on my skin from a tight waist band.  I took them off, and gave them to Ryosuke.

I always get excited when I go pantiless, even if I look normal.  Starting to get into it more, I stood up again, pulled off my dress, and set it down on the step.  I felt like my senses were on fire, all heated up from getting naked in broad daylight in such a wide open place.

Next, I took off my t-shirt, and handed it to Ryosuke.  I looked around again to see if anyone was watching, but I was so excited I could hardly keep from shaking.  Here I was, completely naked on the steps of some school I'd never even been to before.

I was absolutely terrified to step away from the wall, so at first Ryosuke just took pictures of me hiding there on the steps.  He told me to back up a bit, so I turned, and cautiously climbed up the steps one by one.  I could see the train cars, but even though there was no one there, I still felt afraid.  I made it all the way to the top of the steps, but then I ran back down, picked up my dress, and pulled it back on.

"What?  What's wrong?  Did you see someone?" Ryosuke asked.  I sat down, and pulled my knees to my chest trying to fade into the background.  I suddenly felt so embarrassed about what I had done.

"Aw, c'mon, Emi.  Don't be like that.  You were doing great."

I looked up at him still uncertain.  He came over, and sat down next to me.  He looked at me smiling as he gently tousled my hair.

"Anyway, I'm so happy that you were able to go that far.  I don't think I've ever seen you looking more beautiful."

I eyed him suspiciously, but inside I felt so happy to hear him say that.

"Well, what do you want to do?" he asked.

I looked at him still not saying anything.  Actually, I didn't really want to just go home.

"It's OK.  I'm alright.  I just got a little frightened.  That's all."

"Anyway, Emi, I told you.  Don't worry.  There's no one around.  No one will ever know we were here."

I looked deep into his eyes, trying to gather up my courage again.  I don't know if you have ever tried this kind of thing, but it is so nerve-wracking.  Ryosuke was right though.  I just have to relax, and enjoy the freedom and excitement of being naked outside.

I went to the bottom of the steps, and took a step out into the sun.  I could see the office building off to the right, but I kept telling myself, 'There's no one there.  There's no one there.  Even if there is, they probably can't see this far anyway.'  I didn't quite believe it, but anyway, somehow I managed to get up my nerve again.  I slowly lifted up the hem of my dress.  I heard a car go by back on the road, and I almost jumped out of my skin.  I stared back down at the road, worried about what the driver might do, but I guess he hadn't seen me.  I waited a moment trying to calm back down, and then slowly pulled off my dress again.  I set it back down on the steps shivering a bit, as I felt the breeze on my bare skin.

Ryosuke started taking pictures again.  Trying to calm myself, I walked up and then down the steps.  I heard another car approach, so I swung my head around to see what it would do.  I swear that was the worst when I was out there naked with cars driving by.  Once, I'd reassured myself that they hadn't seen me, I went out into the middle of the walkway, and walked up and down while Ryosuke took more and more pictures.  I was trying so hard to look calm and confident.  Later when I saw the pictures, I looked like a complete nervous wreck.  It's not so easy to look calm where you're walking around outside naked.

After I'd been standing out there in the open for a few minutes, I began to feel a bit braver.  I looked back toward the street, and felt this strong urge to head that way.  It's not every day I get a chance to walk around in the city naked, and I wanted to make the most of it.  I started walking toward the street, my body quivering with this strange mix of fear and excitement.  I wonder how far I can go.

About halfway to the stairs, I stopped.  I could almost see the street.  There didn't seem to be any cars, but anyway, I was already a long way from my dress.  I turned, and stood to pose for a few shots for Ryosuke.  He looked so happy that I'd actually walked down this far.  I was getting pretty worked up too.  It felt absolutely amazing to do such a crazy thing right in the middle of the city.  Still, I realized that maybe I'd gone a bit too far, so I scurried back to get my dress.  Ryosuke ran alongside me laughing out loud.

"Ah, Emi, you are just too much.  I didn't realize that you had it in you," he shouted, kissing me as I pulled on my dress.  It was pretty amazing.  I felt like I would burst I was so excited.  "Listen, I've got an idea," he went on, digging my sandals out of his bag.  I was still breathing heavily and giggling at my own bravery.  I pulled the sandals on, and he led back down the walkway toward the street.  I straightened my dress, and peered out nervously wondering if anyone had seen me a few moments before.  Everything looked just as quiet as before.

At the bottom of the stairs, Ryosuke turned left, and I followed him around the corner and back a bit.  There was kind of like an alleyway, brightly lit and clean, between the wall of the stairs and the ramps which led up to the school parking lot.  There was a railing running along the side of the ramp, but you could still see the street.  There weren't any cars, but we were now really really close to the road.

"You're not serious, are you?" I asked, my heart beating like a jackhammer at being so close to where all those cars had driven past.

"C'mon, you walked halfway down here a minute ago.  You can hide behind this wall."

"But the office is right there.  If anyone's there, they'll see us for sure."

"There's no one there.  Stop worrying."

I stared up doubtfully at the office.  My heart sped up even more, as another car went by just a few yards away from where we were standing.  The cars seemed to go by pretty fast though, so maybe they wouldn't notice us, but still this was almost like we were asking to get caught.  The road was so close that you could clearly hear the cars that drove by, as well as the noise of the main road just a few blocks away.  I just stood there for a while not knowing quite what to do.

"Are you sure this'll be OK?" I asked.

"Yeah, it'll be fine.  You'll see."  Ryosuke gave me this calm smile.  I wanted so much to make him happy, but this...

I pressed my back up against the wall trying to make myself as small and hard to see as possible.  I just stood there peering out anxiously at the street for what seemed like forever.  The cars seemed to have stopped coming.  I could hardly believe I was actually doing this, but I reached down, and unsteadily lifted my dress up and off over my head.  I suddenly felt very naked and vulnerable, standing there so close to the street.

Ryosuke put his hand on my shoulder, and encouraged me to go ahead.  Almost out of my head with fear and excitement, I teetered along uneasily staying as close to the wall as I could to keep out of sight.  I made it all the way to the corner, but I was so terrified I just huddled there in the shadow of the wall.  A car went by, and I stared at it in shock, hardly able to believe I was out here naked.  The car went right on by without stopping.  Before I could run back, another car came, and went.  It looked like they hadn't seen me, but every time they drove by, my heart skipped a beat.

I remembered that Ryosuke was taking pictures, so I stepped away from the wall a bit to pose, but still keeping in its shadow.  He stopped to fiddle with the camera, so I ran back, and quickly pulled on my dress.

"You're so cute, you know that?"  He leaned over, and gave me a kiss.  He was looking through the first batch of pictures on the digital camera's screen.  I could tell he wasn't completely happy.  I could kind of tell he wanted me to relax more, but it was nearly impossible.  Once he was ready again, he motioned for me to walk down to the corner again.  I kept my dress on this time, and squatted down peering out at the street.  It was going to be hard to look relaxed if I got naked again, but anyway, I decided to try my best.

I pulled my dress off, set it down on the ground, and stood up.  I thought I saw another car whiz by, and then suddenly, Ryosuke was there right behind me.  Shivers shot up my spine.  I thought someone had come, so I pressed up close against the wall to hide, but then he just picked up my dress to move it out of the picture.  I was so relieved that I moved away from the wall long enough for him to take a picture, and then hid again.

I could feel the breeze on my face and skin, and I was getting excited again.  I turned my back to Ryosuke, squatted down, and leaned forward, so Ryosuke could get a shot of my bare bottom.  I thought I heard someone coming, so I ran back to where Ryosuke was, and hid behind him.  It was a man walking along the street, but he didn't even glance this way.

"See I told you," Ryosuke whispered.  So far, no one had even noticed us.  I wrapped my arms around Ryosuke, and felt his warmth protecting me.  Suddenly, I didn't feel afraid anymore.  I was beginning to feel very naughty, dancing around outside in the nude.  I gave him a very soft kiss on the lips.  We were both breathing heavily by then.  I moved closer as if I was going to kiss him again, but instead ran away right down to the corner.

I walked right to the edge of the corner to the point where I could see not just the building across from us but also the parking lot and the other buildings further down the road.  I could hardly believe how daring I had become.

I leaned forward, and put my hands on my knees sticking out my bare behind to tease Ryosuke, and try to tempt him.  I was getting so high though, I was starting to think seriously about stepping up onto the sidewalk into full view of the whole street.  I came very close to doing just that.  I leaned forward even more, almost touching the ground with my hand, but then looked back at Ryosuke, and ran my hand along the curve of my rear to get him even more excited.

Looking out at the street, I spread my legs, and tried to fight back the urge to step out from behind the wall.  I inched forward out of the shadow, but stayed close to the wall.  It felt so delicious, so amazing to be there like that.  I wanted so much to walk right out into the street.  I wanted to touch myself.  I wanted to make love.  I was definitely losing control.

I would have stepped right out into the street, but just as I lifted my foot to move forward, a car drove by, startling me.  Even so, I moved further away from the wall.  I was standing right in the middle of the passageway with nothing blocking my thick black pubic hair and pink breasts from view of the street.  I realized this was a bit much, and so I squatted down to hide a bit, still standing away from the wall.

I watched as one car and then another drove right past just in front of me.  Ryosuke came closer, and I leaned against the corner till I was almost halfway around it.  I heard some people out on the street, so I pulled back in a little.  I looked back at Ryosuke, and let him take a picture of me with the people walking by in the background.  (He's been raving about this picture ever since).  I realized though that was going way too far, so I ran back, and put on my dress.  Ryosuke didn't say anything, but I could tell from his smile that he was very happy.

Once the people were gone, we walked back up the steps to the school.  Compared with being right next to the street though, this felt like such a safe place.  Being back dressed again made a difference too, and I started to come down a little, but I was still too high for it to dawn on me what a foolish thing it was I'd just done.  We took a few more shots on the grass at the top of the stairs.  At one point, I took off my dress, and stepped right out into the sun, so Ryosuke could get a picture of me with all these houses behind me.  It was fun, but I got dressed again before someone noticed us.

In case someone had seen us, we decided to get away from there pretty quickly.  I still donft think anyone got a really good look at me while I was naked.  It's really funny though.  It's like there's some kind of guardian angel watching over me.  I guess I have gotten caught more than a few times now, but still, nothing really bad has ever happened to me.  Even so I realize that things can't keep going like this forever.  It was a lot of fun though.

Emi Tsuruta
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/
