Going Commando
By Emi Tsuruta

Note: this is one in a series of posts about my life.  If you'd like to know a bit more about me and my friends and what we've been doing, please drop by my home page at:
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/


One morning, I woke up to see it was almost 9:20.  Oh no!  I have a 10 o'clock class.  I'm never going to make it.  There was no sign of my host mom Loretta or Brandon and Jennifer, her kids, so I got up, and madly rushed around trying to get ready.  I grabbed some bread and some milk from the kitchen eating it on my way upstairs.  I quickly stripped off my nightie, and dove into the shower.  Oh yeah!  I wanted to go swimming today too if I have time after class.  I rinsed, and dried myself off, and pulled on my bikini first, so I wouldn't have to waste time changing later.  I pulled on a navy blue mini-skirt and white blouse, and stuffed my notebooks and textbooks into my bag.  Do I have everything?  Hmm.  Soap, a towel, shampoo, sun block, my sunglasses, and my cell phone - I guess that's everything.  I quickly dashed out the door, and headed for the bus.

It wasn't until much later that I realized what I'd forgotten.  After class, I went in for a quick swim before lunch at the campus fitness center.  I was getting hungry though, so I soon got out of the pool, went into the girls' changing room, and stripped off my bikini to have a shower.  Once I was all showered off, I came back to my locker, and fished around in my bag for my bra and panties.  Hmm?  I thought I packed them.  Oh shoot!  I was so sure that I'd packed everything.  I must have left them at home.  Now what am I going to do?

My blouse was modest enough, so I guess I can just go without my bra, but my mini-skirt was the problem.  I pulled it on, but it looked awfully short.  I had another class that afternoon, but maybe I could just dash over to Satomi's dorm, and see if I can borrow a pair of panties from her.  I pulled on my blouse, and did it up, but one of the American girls nearby was looking at me a bit strangely.  I guess she had noticed I wasn't wearing any underwear, and thought I must be doing it on purpose.  It's not like that at all, I wanted to tell her.  I almost always wear panties.  It's just that I forgot them today.

Anyway, I pulled on my socks and shoes, picked up my bag, and headed out.  I was a little worried as I left the change room.  I smoothed my skirt down just to make sure everything was covered, and slowly stepped out into the main foyer.  My old boss Ted was at the front desk.  Fortunately, he smiled, and waved as I left, not noticing anything strange about me.

By the time I'd gotten outside though, I was starting to feel a little nervous, what with the breeze blowing up my skirt tickling my privates.  There usually isn't much of anyone on the back streets near the fitness center, so that was safe enough.  Satomi's dorm though is on the main street that runs through campus, so there are a lot of cars going by and quite a few students.  I almost had a heart attack when a car drove by, whipping up a wind that sent my skirt flying up.  I fluffed my skirt back down, and looked around, but luckily it didn't look like anyone had noticed.  Phew, that was close.  My heart was beating pitter-pat away in my chest.  I'd better be more careful.

At Satomi's, I went under the arch and around to the courtyard using the combination to get in the door to Satomi's 'house.'  The students in the common room looked up, as I walked past, but I soon dashed down the hall to the stairwell.  Satomi's room is up on the fourth floor.  I held my bag against my rear to cover up, a bit worried that someone might come up behind me while I was on the stairs.  Luckily, it was pretty quiet.  I made it to the top, and knocked on Satomi's door.  No answer.  Shoot.  Maybe she's off at class.  Unfortunately, Sarah and Natasha had moved out at the end of the summer, and I didn't really know Satomi's new dorm mates so well.

Now what do I do?  Does the campus bookstore sell panties?  I doubt it somehow.  There must be some clothing stores nearby, but the only ones I could think of were way off campus downtown or in the shopping malls.  I slowly walked downstairs in a bit of a daze wondering what to do.  I guess I could go home, but then I'd miss my tutorial.  Ernie, the T.A., probably wouldn't like it if I skipped his class.  He already thinks I'm ditzy enough as it is.

I was so lost in my own thoughts that I almost bumped into a boy who came rushing up.  He grabbed my arms to keep from crashing into me, and soon I realized it was Anton, this tall handsome medical student who lives in the same house as Satomi.

"Oops.  Sorry, I didn't see you there," he smiled.

"No, no, it was my fault.  I wasn't really watching."

He glanced down at my skirt for a second, making me wonder if he had perhaps caught a glimpse of my pussy on his way up, but soon went on up the stairs.  My heart was beating even faster now.  That was close.

I slowly walked out onto the street, and across to the Arts building where my class was, still in a bit of a daze, wondering what to do.  Once inside, I headed up the stairs toward my class, but as I turned, I noticed a guy, perhaps a young prof from another department standing at the bottom of the stairs looking up.  He was staring up at me with this confused look in his eyes.  Oh shoot, I guess he must have caught a peek up my skirt, and wondered why I wasn't wearing any panties.  I quickly dashed up and around the corner before he could get a better look.  Oh gosh, I'm really going to have to be more careful, or soon the whole school will find out.

In the classroom, those two jerks Brad and Luke were there early again.  They looked over at me with these sneers on their faces, but soon their expressions changed.  I deliberately sat down on the far side of the table near the front.  Surely they couldn't tell.

Anyway, soon Ernie and the other students arrived.  Ever since Ernie had come to visit me in the hospital that one time, he always got this twinkle in his eye whenever he saw me.  I had been wearing one of those thin hospital gowns, and I guess he'd gotten a peek at my bare behind.

Anyway, I guess I must have been blushing like crazy by then, all excited to be sitting in class with no panties on.  I was so flustered I couldn't even think straight any more.  When I leaned over to get out my books, I spread my legs wide apart.  It took me a moment to realize that Ernie might be able to see my pussy, but luckily, he was facing the other way, writing something on the blackboard.  I tried so hard to be good, but the feeling of the air on my pussy was driving me crazy.  I fiddled with the hem of my skirt, trying so hard to resist the temptation to show Ernie what a bad girl I was being.  I finally managed to keep control, and made it through class without embarrassing myself further.

After class, Brad and Luke followed me out into the hall, and stood there watching me as I walked off.  My face must have been beet red from the embarrassment, but fortunately, I think they hadn't figured out why.  I'd better calm down though.  I don't want to set anyone else off.

I didn't have any more classes that day, which was good because I was getting way too excited to think about studying.  I wanted so much to tell someone, to share my little secret.  I headed back to Satomi's dorm, and luckily, she was in this time.

"Can you lend me a pair of panties?" I asked straight off, slipping out of my shoes as I entered her room.

"I was just about to do my laundry," she said giving me the strangest look.  She knew me well enough to suspect why I was asking, but didn't say so.  Satomi doesn't really approve of my wilder side, but she doesn't make as much of a fuss now as she used to.

"Oh, OK.  I'll wait."  I went over, and peeked out her window while she gathered up her clothes.  "Why are you still up on the fourth floor this year?" I asked, picking up the Japanese hand fan she had lying on her desk.

"I don't know.  That's what they gave me."

"But I thought only the freshers live up here.  Can't you switch to the basement or something?"

"I guess I could ask.  Anyway, I'm just going to go down, and put my laundry in.  I'll be right back."

I lay down on her bed.  I went to push down my skirt, but there didn't seem to be anyone much around the dorm that day, so eventually I just left it.  Despite myself, I was really beginning to enjoy this little adventure.  It sure made school a lot more interesting than usual.  Even so, I was a little worried, so I got up, and checked the hall.  Everyone's doors were closed, so I guess Craig, Anton and them all must be off in class.

My face was all hot, so to cool down, I got up, and sat on the window sill to try to catch the breeze.  Satomi's room looks out over a university office building, and there is a narrow walkway that runs between the two buildings down below.  I sat there looking out at the alley for a while, but no one seemed to come down this way.

Trying to get comfortable, I lifted my feet up, and set them down on the sill sitting sideways, letting the breeze billow up into my loose-fitting mini-skirt.  The wind really felt so cool and refreshing on my bare pussy.  I flapped the skirt up savoring the feeling of the cool breeze between my legs.  I suddenly realized this would look pretty strange if anyone saw me, so I stopped.  Satomi sure was taking her time coming back.  I guess she must have gone to the office to ask them about switching rooms or something.

I glanced down at my pussy inside my skirt.  The excitement of the day had really been getting to me, so I guess I was a whole lot wetter than I had imagined.  I got up, and went to Satomi's door, and double-checked the hall.  It looked safe, so I came back into the room, and slowly started stroking myself, dabbing at my wetness with my middle finger.  I sat back down on the sill.  I could really feel the breeze now, and it felt so good.

Just then someone walked by Satomi's door in the hallway.  I freaked, and scrambled to push my skirt back down.  Luckily, I guess they hadn't seen me.  I guess this isn't the safest place to sit.  Soon I heard a guy's voice.

"Satomi?  Are you up here?"

Kevin and Hector appeared at the door.  I knew them from the toga party.  Kevin was a soft-spoken Chinese American boy, and Hector a roly-poly funny guy from Colombia.  I rushed to straighten out my skirt, but perched up there on the windy window sill, it was hard to get it under control.

"No, I think she's downstairs," I blushed.  The way I was sitting facing sideways with my feet up on the window sill, I was worried they might be able to see my pubic hair sticking out from between my thighs.  I glanced around for something to cover myself with, but there didn't seem to be anything around.  I pressed my skirt down between my legs trying to cover up as best I could.

"What cha doing?" Hector asked coming right into her room.  Kevin hung back keeping his distance.  I hope they can't see.  I tried to press my legs together, but I was having trouble keeping my balance on the narrow window sill.  I finally swung my legs around praying that the two of them didn't catch a glimpse of my pussy.  As quick as I could, I stood up, and straightened my skirt, but they still looked pretty calm.  I guess they couldn't tell.

"Um... I was just... uh."  I couldn't very well tell them I'd come up here to borrow a pair of panties.  I looked around for some other excuse.  "Uh, Satomi asked me to come help her straighten up."

Hector looked at me kind of strange.  Maybe it didn't sound like something Satomi would say, but it was the best I could come up with on the spur of the moment.  Slowly, I realized though that were probably wondering why I'd been sitting on the window sill instead of 'straightening.'

"What are you guys here for?" I asked, trying to change the subject.

"Satomi was having trouble getting into the online discussion group for our psych class, so I volunteered to give her a hand getting set up."

Oh, that's right.  I vaguely remember Satomi saying something about being in the same class as Hector.  He was in Computer Science or something like that, but maybe psych was his minor.  He nodded towards the computer, obviously planning to work on it now.  I'd been kind of hoping they would come back later, but not wanting to arouse their suspicions any further, I motioned for him to sit down.  He switched on the computer, and started busily tapping away, while Kevin continued to hang at the door.

I guess I'd better start cleaning.  I found a bucket and cloth in her closet, and scooted across the hall to the washroom to fill it with water.  Standing at the taps, I looked in the mirror at my all-too-short mini-skirt.  I vaguely realized how dangerous this all was, but I had to do something till Satomi came back with some fresh panties.

I went back to her room, and started wiping the dust away from the window frame.  I knew of course that bending over that way might give them a peek at my bare behind, but somehow I just couldn't resist teasing them.  Kevin was vaguely gazing over at me, but apparently he still hadn't realized.

"Are you taking any online courses?" Hector asked me.

"Um, no."

"It's really kind of interesting how they have all these forums set up now, so you can message your teacher, or chat with the other students."

Neither Hector nor Kevin gave any sign that they had noticed how short my skirt was.  I'd known them for a while, and I guess they didn't want to be impolite or anything, but I couldn't understand why they weren't even looking at me.  I began to take more chances, tempting fate a bit, bending over right behind Hector to see if they would react.  Still nothing.  Hector got up, and the two of them headed out into the hall apparently to get something from Hector's room.

I felt so strange, nervous to be standing here with no panties, but a bit exasperated that they hadn't even realized.  I even got down on my hands and knees, cleaning around the edge of the floor, all the while deliberately flashing my bare bottom at the open door.  I heard Hector coming back though, so I straightened up, and not a moment too soon.  He came right in just barely missing seeing me with my fanny in the air.  He sat down at the computer, so I continued to clean, sticking my bare backside up in the air whenever he wasn't looking.

I had to wring out my cloth, so I took a horrible chance, bending right over while he was facing this way, but strangely he averted his eyes, trying to be polite I guess.  I was beginning to warm to this game though, wondering how far I could push it.  Hector was a friend of sorts, and he didn't seem to object to being teased.

Still before I could do anything, he disappeared off somewhere again.  I bent over to wring the cloth out again flashing my pussy at the door.  Without even realizing it, I was getting more and more daring all the time.

He came back, and made some comment about how clean Satomi's room always seemed.  I came around beside him, still down on all fours, threatening to show him my family jewels, but ultimately keeping them just out of view.  He didn't seem to find my behavior strange at all, but I guess he still hadn't realized that I was naked underneath my skirt.

Kevin came back, and they talked with each other a bit completely ignoring me.  Kevin left again, and what happened next is a bit harder to explain.  Hector started fumbling with his briefcase, and it was obvious he was nervous.  I guess he must have caught a glimpse of my backside when I was bending perhaps while he was talking to Kevin or just after that.  Instead of feeling all embarrassed, I felt like I'd been freed.  Now that my little secret was out, there was no reason to hide it anymore.

I reached down, grabbed something up off the floor, and then straightened up to hide again.  I bent over a few more times, but it was obvious he was watching me, looking for an opportunity to get a peek, but trying not to get caught doing it.  My skirt had ridden so far up he could probably see my fanny even when I wasn't bending.  I didn't even try to hide.  I bent way over letting him have a good look, and then squatted down, enjoying showing off my little bare bottom.

The door was still open though, and I realized I had gone just a bit too far, so I stood back up, and pulled down my skirt to cover my bottom again.  I tried to listen calmly as Hector explained to me what Satomi needed to know to sign into her account.  He began gathering up his things and putting them back in his briefcase obviously intending to leave.  There was this long silence as neither of us knew quite what to say.

Embarrassed somewhat, I turned my back to him, but I couldn't resist giving him a last farewell peek.  I started wiping off Satomi's chairs, and Hector, the little devil, moved his briefcase to the floor to give him an excuse to peek up my skirt.  I didn't object though, leaning forward to give him a better view, all the while pretending I hadn't noticed he was watching.

He left in a rush, barely even saying good-bye.  I worried a bit that I had teased him too much, but I felt exhilarated actually, proud of my bravery.  At last, I'd managed to let someone in on my secret, and he hadn't even complained.  Wow!

Eventually, Satomi came back with her clean laundry.  She'd gotten into this big conversation with a couple of her American dorm mates, and lost track of time.

"I have a class tonight, and I have to go to the library before that," she told me grabbing her things and stuffing them into her backpack.

"Can I borrow some panties?  And have a shower maybe?"

She narrowed her eyes, and glared at me, but eventually, handed me her keys.

"Um, yeah, I guess.  I have to go now, Emi.  Give me a call later when you're done."  Once she'd got all her stuff ready, she paused at the door, and looked at me with this very serious expression.  "I don't know what you are up to, Emi, and in some ways, I don't want to know, but promise me you'll be careful, OK?"

I'm not sure what set her off, but I guess she knew me too well.  I nodded, and told her not to worry, but she was still shaking her head as she dashed away.

Well, now at least I had some panties, but my next problem was that all this excitement had gotten me more than a little... well... aroused I guess.  I plopped myself down on the bed, and gave my boyfriend Ryosuke a call.  He was still at work, and wouldn't finish until late, but he promised to phone me later.  I sat there vaguely stroking myself wondering what I could do to make this feeling go away.

With the door still open, I slid out of my skirt all excited now.  I stood up, and walked over to the door, slowly unbuttoning my blouse and taking it off.  I knew I was taking a terrible chance.  It was late afternoon, and there were probably people around in the dorm.  It felt so good to be naked though after walking around outside commando all day.  I peeled off my socks, and then stood in the doorway naked for a while, peeking this way and that to see if anyone was coming.  Slowly, I began to realize that this wasn't the brightest idea, so I grabbed a towel and the keys, and dashed across to the washroom to have a shower.

I guess the warm water calmed me down a little bit, but I couldn't stop thinking about all that happened that day, all the people who might have seen me.  There was something about the whole situation, out walking around in front of all these people that really got me going.  I eventually finished showering, and toweled off.  I wrapped the towel around me, and tip-toed over to the door, but it still sounded pretty quiet.  It must have been around six, so I guess most people must have gone to supper by then.  Some days, the dorm was like this with almost no one around.

Gathering up my nerve, I walked down the hall to the stairwell still dressed in just a towel.  My mouth had gone all dry, and my heart was beating away pitter-pat.  In the stairwell, there was sunshine streaming in through the windows, but they looked out over the courtyard, and I couldn't see anyone outside.  I felt torn, part of me wanting to go further, but my sensible side telling me I should go back.  I fiddled with the knot in the towel next to my breasts, and finally pulled it undone, letting the towel fall open exposing my naked body.  It felt so good, so absolutely delicious to be standing out here naked in the bright warm sunlight.

I bunched up the towel, my whole body shaking as I leaned up naked against the rail.  I guess it is hard to explain why I had stripped naked.  It just felt right somehow at the time.

Suddenly though, behind me, I heard two voices coming this way.  It sounded like Anton, the med student, and his girlfriend.  What was her name again?  It was kind of obvious that the two of them were in a sexual relationship, probably going to get married some day.  Even so, it would be hard to explain what I was doing out here standing at the top of the stairs naked.

I tried to unfurl the towel, but I was so nervous I lost my grip.  The towel floated out over the railing and down down down to the floor below.  I was now completely stark naked, but my reflexes took over, and I dashed down the stairs after it.  Anton appeared at the door just as I rounded the corner.  I caught a glimpse of his face, but it was hard to tell if he had seen me or not.

I gathered up the towel, and quickly rushed out into the third floor hall and into the washroom.  I quickly pulled the towel back on, and stood waiting at the door to see if Anton had come down following me.  I couldn't hear anything.  I guess he mustn't have seen.  Thank god.  I waited a bit longer, and once it seemed safe dashed back up to Satomi's room and inside.

It took me a long time to calm down after that.  I'd taken a few too many chances today, and in some ways, I was lucky to have gotten away with so much.  I didn't want to tempt fate anymore though, so I got back dressed, borrowing a pair of panties from Satomi's clean laundry.  I promised myself never to do that again.  Let's see how long I can keep the promise this time.

Emi Tsuruta
My web site:
http://www.asstr.org/~emitsuruta/
