Usual disclaimers apply!

In this edited transcript, Daddy J dominates me online.

Comments welcome at: sub_casey@yahoo.com.

My Life as Femslut Casey
(self, cyber, anal, master/slave)

by Casey

I had logged on to YM at work and left it idle with my usual avatar (a boy in a white blouse and skirt with the hem lifted up to expose his hard cock and balls, his wrists bound over his head and his legs spread and up on the sofa, held humiliatingly wide apart with leather straps) for a while when a message came in from someone with a nickname I've never seen before.

DaddyJ: No hello, pissbucket?

As usual, the name-calling immediately made certain parts of me twitch.

casey : Uhh.. i would, if i knew who this is and if i could see you online.. sir

It was a habit I could no longer shake off. Any time someone, even a stranger, greeted me in an authoritative way on chat, I would automatically call him 'sir'. It turned out that he was no stranger after all; we'd chatted before - or more specifically, role-played, after he found my rp profile on RH, except he was using a different nick then. I could still remember the muscular, savage African man who'd 'slapped me around' and who'd 'pissed directly into my stomach with his (probably exaggerated) 14" cock'. Our session had been short, and I'd been wondering where he went, disappointed that it had ended so soon.

Once I've apologised for not recognising him immediately or noticing that he was online (both of which I was completely not at fault for), he wasted no time before asserting his superiority. He really knew how to treat people like me.

DaddyJ: What could i expect from a filthy toy like you
casey : I'm sorry, sir.. i know how worthless i am, sir :(
DaddyJ: I'm going to re-login. Message me again then with a proper greeting, cumstain

He logged off. I waited until he logged in again.

casey : Hello, sir. your little cumslut is ready for your use, sir. please let me serve you in whatever way you want, sir

No response.

casey : Sir, i am your slave and bitch in all ways. Please use me and fill my dirty holes with your manseed, sir

I tried again.

casey : Sir? please, i need your cock inside me. I need to worship your cock and whore myself for you

Finally, a response.

DaddyJ: Hmph.. barely acceptable.. but a worthless sack of fuckflesh can't help itself. Address me as 'Daddy' from now on slut, and I can't really play with you since I'm txting on the phone...

I promised to call him 'Daddy' from then on. Just the little exchange so far and I was already starting to get hard. The mixture of verbal abuse and forced self-degradation was getting to me as usual.

DaddyJ: Now since I can't rp in the usual way, how are you going to entertain me?
casey : Uhmm.. i can tell you how i'd like to serve you and what i'd like you to do to me, daddy
DaddyJ: I love your suggestion, fuck-sleeve.. but I would like to control all of you. What about the perverted slut sitting there talking to me, are you going to entertain your Daddy?

I think he knew that I was expecting some sort of role-playing, more of what we did last time, but this time he didn't want that. He wanted me, the real me.

casey : Yes, daddy! I would love to! DaddyJ: I'm visiting my friend for the next month. I'll be online on my phone 24/7 and I need a good gutterslut to dominate. So are you ready, to give your all to me, slut?
casey : Yes, daddy, i would love to, but how do i do that, daddy? I don't quite understand, i'm sorry for being stupid, daddy :(
DaddyJ: Thats fine, I don't expect much from a pocket pussy. It all depends on how much you are willing to show me (pics, audio, vids) and you following my orders throughout the day.. if you want it purely text based, your cell # would be nice so I can txt you wherever, slut

Well, there's the problem. Daddy didn't know then that I lived on a different continent (we didn't really have the chance to go into it in our short session earlier). I explained it to him, and we concurred that future communication would only be viable when I was online or via email.

casey : I can send other things that you tell me to through email, daddy
DaddyJ: Good, cumdump. Now then tell me about your real perverted self, be honest now

He wanted to know more about me. And called me cumdump and perverted in the same breath. Who was I to refue?

casey : Well, daddy.. i am asian, 26 years old, 5'2", short and petite
DaddyJ: Mmm don't you sound delicious, do you consider yourself a femboy? or just a filthy bottom?

I thought about that for a moment.

casey : Outside i am straight-acting, daddy.. i consider myself a complete bottom sub, not a femboy, but i do have a lot of panties and girl g-strings. I guess when with a top, i can be either, depending on which he likes, daddy
DaddyJ: Good answer slut. That reminds me, what are you doing and how are you dressed?

I was elated that my honest answer was the one he wanted to hear. And now he was forcing me to describe more of my filthiness, but I didn't hesitate.

casey : I'm still in the office, daddy. I often go back late, but i am alone and have my pants off and am dressed only in my shirt. I've been masturbating on my seat and eating my precum ever since we started talking, daddy
DaddyJ: You sound like Office Slut Casey... would you happen to know anything about that, slut?

What?? Are you kidding me? Daddy had actually read my 'Office Slut' story and apparently remembered it enough to mention it! Oh my.

casey : Uhmm.. oh god, you have read that story, daddy? i'm the one who wrote it, daddy

I didn't know if he was going to believe me straight away, but it wouldn't be hard for me to prove it at all. Still, it felt somewhat strange to be chatting like this to one of my readers. Strange and very exciting!

DaddyJ: Excuse me?
casey : Yes, daddy.. s***_casey and sub_casey are the same person

A pause.

DaddyJ: Do you still take care of your website?

I told him how I'd been so busy with work earlier in the year, and then how a few other things came up to limit my writing time. I was (and am) still writing, but only in little chunks that would need a lot of work before they could be published on the website.

DaddyJ: Well, I'm going to want some proof on the webpage later, slut

I told him that'd not be a problem. And then he told me to put my clothes back on, since it was late for him and he was tired and he didn't really have time to play with me. I was a little disappointed, not to mention frustrated because I was already leaking so much and having to confine my hard-on back in my pants was a pain.

DaddyJ: So when can you get online slut? by the time I wake up, you'll be asleep. When you get off work, it'll be 2am for me.. are your clothes back on slut?
casey : Uhh, not yet, daddy.. i will put them back on now.. you can look for me while i'm still at work, daddy.. It's a small office and i'm sometimes alone and other times not but still have a bit of privacy in my desk position. For example, i can be online usually by 1-2pm here if you want me to, daddy
DaddyJ: Oh? That would be fun. How well can you serve me at work? And why didnt you put them on right away, cock- hungry slut!?
casey : I'm sorry, daddy, i was too absorbed with our chat.. the clothes are on now, daddy. Well if i'm alone i can serve you in any way you want, daddy.. but if i'm not alone i can still do things that secretly humiliate me, daddy

I rifled through my memories to bring up some examples of what I'd been ordered to do in the past by one online Dom or another.

casey : I've been made to drink a cup of water mixed with my own cum while chatting with co-workers, daddy. And wear a buttplug at work and things like that, daddy
DaddyJ: Tell me about your sex life, cumbucket, and other people you talk to online.. are you still hard under those pants, slut? How big is your worthless dicky?

As usual, I decided just to tell him the truth.

casey : I have 1 or 2 tops who sometimes talk to me and use me online, make me do those things, maybe 1 or 2 times a week, daddy. My dick is only 5.2", daddy. I have some hair but I've been made to shave them all off before, daddy. I am still hard and leaking, daddy, since i've continued to rub my dick from outside my pants

Daddy seemed to consider this for a moment.

DaddyJ: Hmm good start.. then no point in working up to that level. I want panties as your only underwear as long as you submit to me, and to celebrate, a buttplug all day tomorrow. Shave the hair clean. Do you have coffee in the morning slut? How do you like your coffee?
casey : Ohhh, ok daddy.. i usually don't wear any underwear but i'll wear the panties as you want.. Sometimes i have coffee in the morning, sometimes later, Daddy.. We make it ourself in the pantry. I like my coffee white, daddy
DaddyJ: Then make sure to add a load of cum to the coffee, slut! Don't stir it in, let it float in globs.
casey : Oh god, okay, daddy, i will put cum in it.

I hoped that the precum stains on my pants wouldn't stay too obvious in a few hours, because just the thought of having to drink cummy coffee made me squirt a little bit more.

DaddyJ: No tops that use you in person slut? And tell me about the toys you have at home

I always get very embarrassed when asked this question. It's weird to be embarrassed about having to admit that no man have been using you for a while, but I guess that's what being a cockslut was all about.

casey : No tops for several months, daddy.. in fact no tops used me this year yet. I have an 8" dildo, 2 sticks of vibrating beads (one small, one big), 1 expandable buttplug with air pump, one smaller cock shaped plug, one huge plug that i only took once, and some other toys i made from before i had proper toys, daddy. I also have lots of panties and lingerie, a sort of leather suit, mesh suit, girl g-strings

I paused to consider if I'd gotten all of it. Well, everything that I could remember was there.

DaddyJ: Well you need to find some asap. Are there any rules/limits to who you will let use your fuckflesh?
casey : I guess there are limits but i'm not sure what, daddy.. I have to be careful over here

I went on to explain to him that, unlike in his country or some others, being found out as gay in my country could have dire consequences.

DaddyJ: Well be careful, but don't pass up a top because he's ugly!
casey : No, daddy, i will never do that.. all tops are above me and deserve my full respect and submission

I meant that, too.

DaddyJ: ********@gmail.com. That is my email, slut.. send me some pics of yourself, all the toys, and you with the plug/panties for tomorrow
casey : Ok daddy, i will send the pics
DaddyJ: How often do you cum, slut?
casey : If a man is using me online i cum maybe twice or 3 times a day.. but if not maybe once day, or once every 2 days if i'm too busy with work, daddy.
DaddyJ: What do you do with your cum, slut?
casey : If i'm told to eat it i will eat my cum, daddy.. but otherwise i cum in the toilet or into a tissue paper
DaddyJ: Good lord! Haven't you any manners? I know its your worthless boyseed, but its still cum! And all cum goes inside you..
casey : Ohh, i'm sorry, daddy :( Ok, from now on i will always eat my boycum, daddy, as you want
DaddyJ: Is there anything in the office that would fit up your boycunt? I can't have you sit there unused.

Oh my. That made both my boycock and my boycunt twitch. It was hot to know that Daddy was sitting there thinking about what should be stuffed up my pussy and how it should be stuffed immediately, without regards to my location or circumstances.

casey : Yes, sir.. i've been told to shove things like marker pens and stuff up my boycunt at the office.
DaddyJ: I want something wider than a marker pen.
casey: I've been made to take 3 marker pens at once so it could be very wide for me, daddy. (I looked around a bit). There is a bottle but it's too big.. oh, and a glass vase that is fairly thick. Oh, btw, daddy.. i have two of the buttplugs in my drawer at the office.. the small cock-shaped one and the inflatable one
DaddyJ: Then smaller one is now your tail.. if I'm not ordering you to have something up your ass, then that plug will be there 24/7. Make sure to clean it with your mouth
casey : 24/7, daddy? Even during sleep? Oh god, i've never had it that long, but i will obey, daddy.. i want to be your good little bitch

And I really did. This man knew what he wanted from me and I was really starting to want to please him with everything I did. The thought of having a plug inside me that much - having it become a part of me - made me apprehensive and excited at the same time.

DaddyJ: 24/7, don't forget slut. Do you have an enema kit at home? Are there any balls in the office? (golf ball sized)
casey : Yes, daddy.. i will remember.. No daddy, i usually clean myself directly with a hose, i like how it fills me up. No, daddy, no balls, but i can look for something similar.. or i can go and get/buy some?
DaddyJ: Hmm.. I need you to use your piss as enema fluid sometimes. Look for anything safe and some you can fully insert and not get "lost". Buy golf balls

Oh wow. Although I've often imagined about men giving me enemas by pissing inside me, it'd never crossed my mind that I could do it to myself. The idea was hot. And then the golf balls..

casey : Oh god.. i'm not sure how to get an enema kit for the piss, daddy.. Okay, but will golf balls be safe? I've never put one inside me before, daddy
DaddyJ: If you can't push the golfball out, you'll just have to shit it out later. You're a fucking useless toy, but I don't want to break you, so feel free to be safe
DaddyJ: The plug is your new tail.. it should be inside you right NOW
casey : Oh my, i'm sorry, sir.. ok i will put it in now.. can i use some lube, daddy?
DaddyJ: Yes, this time.. but your spit will lube it everytime you put it back in from now on

Oh damn.

casey : Thank you, daddy.. Oh god..

I took my pants off. It took about five minutes to lube up the buttplug and my hole and to push the former up the latter. I'd not used my hole for several days. The sensation of being forcibly pried open began to dominate me and I could hardly think of anything else other than my stuffed boycunt. I pulled my pants back on and sat down again gingerly, this time on the plug. It took a few minutes to get used to the sensation.

casey : Uhmm, when should i use the golf balls, daddy?
DaddyJ: Right after you buy them, maybe the bathroom of that store. Start with two balls, and make sure to plug up with your tail

Fuck, fuck, fuck.. Shit, Daddy makes me so hot for it. The idea of shoving the golf balls inside me right in the store blew my mind away. I had to stop rubbing on the front of my pants to keep from cumming. I knew how much my boypussy could take, and I didn't think it could take the 4" plug *and* two golf balls, without the latter at least going where nothing had ever gone before. I knew my chute had a 'bend' at around the 5-and-half-inch mark (pathetic, I know, but I'm a small person!), so at least one of the balls would have to get past the 'bend'. Oh fuck.

casey : I have to use them along with my tail, daddy? Oh god.. that'd make me feel so full inside.. oh god.. And.. and that means i have to go to the store with my tail inside.. and all day at work, to lunch and dinner.. everywhere.. oh god

And then another even worse thought struck me. I typed the question nervously.

casey : Sometimes i play soccer, daddy.. Do i still need to have my tail inside then?
DaddyJ: At all times, slut. You should wear your tail with pride, you'll learn to walk and sit normally with it in
casey : Oh my.. okay, sir.. oh fuck
DaddyJ: Try practicing some soccer and tell me how it feels. I may be merciful if its too painful. I don't want you to play less soccer. I hope you caught on thats its panties/lingerie/g-strings at all times now unless I say otherwise. It's fitting for something with a stuffed boypussy, don't you think? How big and wide is your new tail, slut? And what is the base like?

Yet another proof that Daddy knew exactly how to treat me. Calling me 'something with a stuffed boypussy' was like calling a girl 'pretty'. It made me blush hard.

casey : Yes i got that, daddy (I've been told to play soccer wearing only a girl g-string under my shorts before).. My tail is 4" long, cock-shaped and about as thick as my dick.. the base is flared and has suction, daddy
DaddyJ: Tsk. Thats barely big enough.. how is your cock doing, slut?
casey : Sorry, daddy.. it's still hard, daddy. Uhmm.. daddy, i hope i don't have to keep the golf balls in 24/7 too? It'd be so bad to have it clunking into the toilet bowl when i take a shit
DaddyJ: No the balls aren't... yet, but the day you buy them keep them on til sleep. Make sure to remember to tell me when you buy them. I'm going to bed now slut, if you have nothing to do, write a short story about tonight, include all my laws. Post it on your webpage as proof.
casey : Okay, daddy, i will remember. And i will write the story and put it up on the site as soon as i can, daddy
casey : What do you want the story to be called, daddy?
DaddyJ: Something along the lines of "My life as Femslut Casey". Impress me, the huge loads of my hot cum was happy with your other stories, I rubbed my black cock raw
casey : Ok daddy.. ohh thank you so much for liking my stories, daddy! Which one is your favourite, if i may ask? Is it office slut?
DaddyJ: Yes, especially the first chapter's fuck.. the under- the-table bjs and the gangbang ending. Too bad you stopped
casey : I'm sorry, daddy.. so much work earlier this year messed up everything.. I have bits and pieces of the next chapters but nothing complete yet. Btw, i modeled the office layout from my actual, previous workplace, daddy.. i will send you some pics of it later
DaddyJ: Good girl. That makes me very happy slut.

A pause.

DaddyJ: I'll make sure a fat 12 inch dildo fits nice and snug in your boycunt by the end, with your tight anal ring closing behind it
casey : 12.. 12 inch?!! Oh god, daddy.. the furthest i've ever been able to take is just short of 6 inches.. oh god
DaddyJ: We need to shape that sissy bottom cumdump into a gaping cunt for all to enjoy. How else are you going to take two cocks up there at once?
casey : Oh god, two cocks, daddy? oh god oh god... oh fuck
DaddyJ: This my last txt for tonight, make sure to follow all my orders. Make a list if you have to, and slut.. Daddy is always capitalized. I would of let you cum if you did that even once.. too bad slut. Behave yourself my little cum-angel
casey : Ohh, i'm sorry, Daddy!! It won't happen again. Good night, Daddy!

That ended my first session with Daddy, or rather the second but the first in which he made me submit to him with his sheer dominance. Some of the rules he'd outlined for me made me think twice and even doubt if I would be able to to carry them through, but I knew for sure that I would try my best, because I knew I wanted to be his boy and that there was really nothing else that I was good for other than to please my Daddy and to please his cock with everything that I did.

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