Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. This story contains adult material. if you're under legal age where you live, or you are offended by materials that alludes to sex and sexual practices, you should stop reading before the dotted line below ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Story Name: NGE: Will to Live Based on: Neon Genesis Evangelion. Neon Genesis Evangelion original concept by Gainix. All characters from this story are their property. i didn't feel i could tamper that much with the classics by adding new characters. TimeLine: After all the angels were beaten, but before the weird movie where everybody dies. i didn't feel i understood the movie at all. =\ i liked the good 'ol days, of episodes 1-13, where everything was happy and funny and stuff like that, you know. Genre: MF, MFF, implied beastality (no actual description), implied spanking (lots of threats, no action) mast, voy, lots of funny and gross stuff. Genres it's NOT part of: non-consensual towards humans (i can't really say for poor PenPen or the watermelons), scat, violence, pedo (c'mon. shinji, askua and rei are nice characters, but i can't seem them going at it when they're only fourteen. maybe it's just me, but i don't feel comfortable right now writing about 14 year olds.) Author's Notes: Note 1: i'm not japanese; i'm just your typical north american (i'm afraid i'll have to say) fanboy whose hormones got the better of him. and i'm not exactly the most devout fan, t'boot. i will write as closely as i can to the personality to the characters, but i can't make any promises. i guess what i'm trying to say is that please don't flame me out of my inbox just because i got a few technical stuff and honorfices wrong; just tell me and i would be more than happy to do another draft. Note 2: though this fanfic is a lemon, i tend to write stories more for plot than for flash and show; if you're looking for a quick thrill, go rent yourself a viedo. but if you're looking for a good read with some naughty bits, you've found the right fanfic (i hope). Note 3: you will excuse my grammar, will you not? i know a lot of my verb tenses don't match. Note 4: if you must know, i like Rei much better than Asuka; but i feel for both of them equally; they are both tragic characters in their own right. hopefully, i will treat them in equal fairness in this fanlemon Note 5: am i trying to make a statement with this fanlemon? maybe i am; maybe i am. i have only heard horror stories about brainless guys who go out with girls, and all they want is sex sex and more sex. why is that? i can never understand that; okay, maybe i'm a conservative prude, but at least i don't go around with my hand around my organ waving it at anything that moves? if you're really that horny, why don't you just dig a hole (a small one, that is) and amuse yourself? at least you won't be hurting anybody's feelings. it greives me sometimes, when i lie in my bed at night, that so many people out there are just brainless dicks, messing with young girls' hearts. if you're one of those guys who just brag about who your last catch was, then fie on you, you scoundrel. fie on you indeed. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Act One : The Evas Awaken shinji was once again in the entry plug of his eva, ready to take another one of dr. ritsuko's experiments. though the angels have long been defeated, these experiments continue to test the ability of the evas and their pilots. funded by both public and private sectors, the eva project continue to explore the possibilities of biomechanics. on either side of him, asuka and rei stand silently in their own evas, waiting for dr. ritsuko's next command. it has been quite a while since the thirteen angel has left and gone. they're all 18 now, ready to get on with their lives and enter another phase of their lives; the unknown world of post-secondary education. though unknown to them, their evas has bonded with them in a way that they do not know, and us, the readers, can only speculate. asuka has always been in competition for shinji's attention. asuka thinks that shinji is a dumb, apologizing wimp, but she knows how he felt having to kill karouw; it is that wrecthed lonliness that comes with the loss of a person, the only person that every mattered in their lives. abandoned in the swirling ocean of a big city, among the crowd of faceless people who don't care, she knows that shinji is still hurting from the incident; but unwilling to give up the hostile exterior that she feels people expect from her, Asuka has no choice but to stay atop her emotional wall, unable to express her sympathy. Having lived by insult and arrogance, she has no choice but to remain in arrogance. shinji, on the other hand, has always had an unexplained fascination with rei. (author's note: don't we all? j/k) shinji knows, with the first rei, that there is enormous potential in the emotional growth of rei(s). rei is like a silent seed in the middle of a garden; easily unnoticed, easily forgotten. and yet therein lies her attraction; even the most unresponsive of seeds will bud under the right circumstances; rei is like a flower in the midst of a desert, only waiting to be watered and nurtured to grow and bloom again, mayhaps even more beautiful than the most arrogant of flowers. the central problem, of course, is similar to asuka's; how am i to approach this mistress of ice? rei, however, has always been lonely and depressed; all around the city, she sees children running to their mothers, who laugh and play with their children. she sees couples making out in the parks. she sees happy families; social units where she can truly belong. Who was she? she was Ayanami Rei. But what good is Ayanami Rei if no one remembered her? or interacted with her? how can she persuade herself that she exists when no one else acknowledged her existence? what makes her truly her? what is her identity? to pilot the evas. she feels secure when she is piloting the eva, because it fulfills her identity; as the pilot of the eva. and the people she is most comfortable with, are the other children (well, adolesence) who pilot the evas. the evas, of course, were silent for the most part. they don't really say much; you know how they are. as much as they try to communicate to the pilots they bonded with; sometimes the pilots get flashes of memory, or weird images in their heads after experiments, but dr. ritsuko just writes them off as stress related matters. but the evas know, it's been a good four years since they last fought; they have finally found a period of peace since they have been made. and as we will find out, there is something that many species do when there is a period of peace. and today is the day that we find out. Suddenly, alarms go off in the control room. myriads of flashing lights flickers, and sirens bawled loudly in protest. Maya: Control nerves snapping one after another. Makoto: No response from pilot. Maya: Trouble maintaining activity! Misato: What's the status? Maya: Synchrocity signals has reversed. Pulses are flowing backward! Ritsuko: Cut the circuits! Stop them! Maya: No use! The signal is refused. It can't be received! Makoto: No response from the monitoring systems. Life or death unknown! Shigeru: All Units have gone totally silent. Ritsuko: Misato! Misato: So much for this time... Stop the operation. Pilot's protection has top priority. Eject the plug by force! Maya: Systems not responding! (i know this sounds like the thing in episode one. actually, it sort of is, only this time they're not going beserk.) and as suddenly as the alarms began, they fell silent. medics rushed out in synchronized hurry to tend to the pilots. misato and ritsuko looked at each other dumbfounded. This has not happened before for a long time; not since the angel attacks. The children laid unconscious, carried out by stretchers. The adults scambled to read the logs and printouts from their once loquacious systems. Unnoticed to the technicians, the evas' shoulders slumped, as if a great onus has been lifted from them.ngewtl-1