scat poop constipation constipated

I remember it must have been right after I was potty trained
probably, one of my earliest memories. I would poop into toilet
paper I pushed against my butt probably to feel like a diaper
again.

When I was a little older maybe five my friend and I were playing
and she said she needed to poop I told her to go since we were at
her house but she said she didn't want to because she liked to
hold it. I had never even thought about not pooping when I had
the urge but it sounded like a fun game. I started not going when
I had urges.

I remember one day shortly after lunch I was playing outside at
school I had a really strong contraction and I pooped myself
accidentally. It was the first time my body involuntarily had a
contraction and I wasn't ready for it. It was a really huge load
I must have been pretty backed up it filled my panties and went
down my legs ruining the pants I was wearing.

I had to tell an aid and she took me in to see the nurse who was
too disgusted to touch me and made me clean myself as best I
could with some warm wash cloths in the bathroom while I waited
for my mom to come get me. I remember the nurse getting mad at my
mom for letting me get so constipated telling her there was no
way a normal girl should have so much poop inside them and waving
my loaded panties which she had put in a clear bag in my moms
face.

All my mom said was that I needed to be more careful and to go
when I needed.  My parents basically didn't want to talk to me
about it I think they figured I was embarrassed enough so they
didn't confront me.  After that I still liked to hold my poop as
long as I could but I was more careful to control my urges when I
knew I had to poop.

After a while I didn't even feel like I needed to poop more often
than once a week, and going two or three weeks with out pooping
wasn't uncommon. When I was a little older it became my main
turn-on. I liked hanging out with my friends and having a dirty
little secret, I had three weeks worth of poop inside me. I
always wanted to go a full month 30 days but the most I ever
managed was 26 days, not even February. When I was old enough to
drive I started going out to all night techno parties where I
started taking ecstasy. It felt so good to have the huge poop
inside of me while on the drug.  I used to sneak out of the
parties and go to my car to play with myself then I would find
someplace dark to poop where someone would be likely to see it I
knew.

Stories of my huge logs began to float around and it always
turned me on when I heard other people talking about it while I
pretended I didn't know who did it. They always thought it was
some sick dirty pervy guy, no one ever suspected it was a cute
little girl like me. I almost got caught mid poop a couple times
and even had to pinch it off once but I always managed to hide
just in time.
