The Wanderings of Amy
Copyright 2002, 2004 by EC
http://www.ecgraphicarts.com
(Warnings: Adult sex, erotic discipline, public nudity)

Chapter 8 - Robert's Ghosts

Amy and Suzanne slowly walked back to Suzanne's car shortly after dark. Both of 
them were stiff from their punishments. Amy noted with amusement that Suzanne 
was much more careful about hitting the speed-bumps on the way back. Suzanne's 
cautious manner of driving had returned, and then some.

When it became clear to Suzanne that Amy was perfectly willing to forgive her 
for her behavior in the morning, she seemed almost bubbly with happiness. On 
their way back Suzanne seemed to be happily lost in thought. For once she 
seemed to have something else on her mind besides her next photo shoot. It was 
strange for Amy to see Suzanne like this. Amy started to wonder what had gone 
on between Suzanne and Robert while she was asleep.

----------

Amy's problems with her history of economics class were not over. The make-up 
term paper loomed over her and Wendy. That night Amy e-mailed Burnside to 
ask her if she and Wendy could do a joint paper. Burnside surprised her by 
responding within a few minutes.

"Have it your way. Remember that double the researchers means double the 
paper. Hope you know what you are doing. -Burnside-."

Amy called Wendy with the news. They agreed that they needed to meet early the 
next morning. Amy then decided to have Wendy drive her to Robert's place to see 
what insight he could give them on choosing a topic.

Amy and Wendy showed up at his apartment at 8:00. He delayed going to work to 
help them with their problem. He posed a question to Wendy that had never 
occurred to her, her family was in trade, why not research something related to 
her father's business?

Robert's probing of Wendy's family history revealed that they had made most of 
their fortune selling supplies to the US Army during the Vietnam War. That's a 
coincidence; said Robert. Both his father and Amy's grandfather were lieutenant 
colonels in charge of buying supplies from Taiwan during their tours of duty. 
Robert pulled out a photo album and showed Amy and Wendy his father's 
Vietnam War pictures, which also included many photos of John's father. Most of 
the shots were of groups of US officers, but suddenly Wendy's face brightened. 
She pointed to a picture of Amy's grandfather and two other US officers posing 
with a group of Taiwanese businessmen.

"That's my grandfather!" exclaimed Wendy as she pointed to one of the Chinese 
executives. Wendy grabbed the album and thumbed over the next several pages. 
She found two more group pictures that included her grandfather. It turned out 
that Amy and Wendy were linked in a way that neither could have imagined; their 
grandfathers had done business together.

"Well, it looks like you two have your research topic. My Vietnam books are on 
those two shelves. There are a couple about the economic impact of the Vietnam 
War and some others on logistics. Amy, your grandfather's Army file is in that 
file cabinet, with your father's other papers. That'll get you started. I got to go. 
Make sure you lock up when you leave."

After Robert left, Wendy pulled out her cell phone and called her uncle in Taipei. 
In Chinese she asked him to send her any information he had on her family's 
contacts with the US Army during the Vietnam War. Meanwhile, Amy started 
paging through Robert's books and her grandfather's military record.

----------

Amy's suspicions about her roommate and her father's friend intensified over the 
following weekend. Suzanne was gone and Robert was not picking up his phone. 
She did not know what to make of that. It was inevitable that Suzanne would find 
another boyfriend, and that Robert at some point needed to get over Tricia. But, 
Robert and Suzanne? What on earth did they have in common? Amy felt jealous, 
but she knew that she had no right to feel that way.

Suzanne headed over Robert's place Friday night. She had missed him 
tremendously. She felt an excitement that she had rarely felt in her relationships. 
While it was true that he was almost twice her age, she had hopes that this 
relationship would be different from all the others.

Suzanne's love of photography and the arts had come at a huge price, loneliness. 
Most of the men in the art department were self-centered, irresponsible, or both. 
Suzanne had gone through several relationships with guys from her department, 
none of which had given her any satisfaction.

Suzanne knew that making a living off the arts was next to impossible for most 
people; that a career back-up was needed for any aspiring artist. Most of her male 
classmates seemed either not to realize that fact, or to care. Suzanne saw the same 
pattern in relationship after relationship; this guy is going to live off me if we stay 
together. As a result of her caution about choosing a partner, Suzanne had become 
unpopular among the men in the art department. One of her ex-boyfriends even 
tried to spread a rumor that Suzanne was gay.

Robert was as different from her other boyfriends as Suzanne could imagine. He 
most certainly had his faults; his age, the ghost of his dead wife, his lack of any 
artistic taste, the fact that he seemed to think that he was right about everything. 
What made up for all that was that he was focused, he intensely cared about the 
other people in his life, and was more than willing to take the time needed to help 
others.

Suzanne fell into Robert's arms as soon as she walked through his door. He had 
fixed her dinner, but that could wait. She was hungry for something else. She 
buried her mouth into his. She pressed her pelvis against Robert's. The reaction 
from him was immediate. He reached for the waistband of her skirt and pushed it 
off her hips to the floor. Suzanne suddenly made a strange sight, dressed in winter 
clothes from the waist up and nude from the waist down. She struggled with his 
pants and pushed them down past his knees. She grabbed his penis and massaged 
it, enjoying the feel of Robert's erection throbbing in her hand. Robert ran his 
hand between Suzanne's thighs and brushed it past her crotch. She was wet 
immediately. Robert pulled off his shirt. He pressed his nude body against 
Suzanne's coat. He ran his fingers into her hair and kissed her hard.

Suddenly they were on the floor. Robert thrust hard, his sweat dripping onto 
Suzanne's coat. She dug her fingernails into his bottom, the pain just enough to 
excite him even more. Robert took his time, stretching his orgasm out as long as 
he could. This time was even better for him.

When they finished, Suzanne suddenly started to laugh. "You know, we didn't 
even say hello to each other."

That night, after another round of sex, Suzanne lay across Robert's lap. He took 
his time to enjoy the sight of Suzanne's bottom. He studied the marks remaining 
from her strapping a few days before, and gently ran his hand across her bottom 
cheeks. Suzanne enjoyed the feel of Robert's hand on her bottom. He pressed 
between her legs, teasing her. He traced her labia and bottom hole with the tips of 
his fingers. Suzanne closed her eyes, enjoying the intimacy Robert's touches. He 
took his time with her, a nice change from her last boyfriend.

The next day, while Amy and Wendy buried themselves in the labyrinth of 
military purchases and economic development, Suzanne and Robert enjoyed their 
first full Saturday together. Robert allowed Suzanne to do most of the talking, 
since what he did as an attorney was hardly the stuff for romantic conversation. 
They went to several art galleries. Suzanne actually was able to make art 
interesting for Robert, a real accomplishment. A couple of the galleries had photo 
displays that included Suzanne's pictures of Amy. Robert had seen some of the 
pictures before, but it was interesting for him to hear Suzanne describe how the 
pictures were taken and what Amy had to do for the poses. After the galleries, 
Robert took Suzanne to his favorite restaurant, the one that over-looked Chicago.

Suzanne's caution forced her to wonder about Tricia. When they returned to 
Robert's apartment, Suzanne walked over to Robert's desk to examine the items 
on top. From a large desk portrait, Tricia stared back at her. Suzanne picked up 
the picture, trying to read Tricia's personality by studying her eyes. Suzanne knew 
two things about Tricia. She had been killed by a drunk driver, and she had a 
wildness about her that made Robert think that he needed to keep a strap in his 
room. Suzanne needed to fill in the blanks, before committing herself any further 
to Robert.

Robert sat down in the largest easy chair in the apartment, with Suzanne sitting on 
his lap. They sat in the dark, looking out his living room window.

"Robert, I have to know about Tricia." Suzanne finally said.

Reluctantly at first, Robert began the story. As he progressed, he loosened up and 
the details flowed out.

----------

Robert and Tricia had known each other since middle school. They started dating 
in the 9th grade. They broke up and got back together again several times over the 
next 10 years. Finally they got married, each convinced that they were made for 
each other, given the numerous break-ups and reconciliations.

Tricia was addicted to alcohol. Robert was addicted to Tricia. He spent night after 
night helping her recover from her latest binge. Time after time Tricia apologized 
to Robert and promised to stop, but never managed to stay off alcohol for more 
than a few weeks. In a perverse way, her dependency fed his desire to take care of 
her.

After 10 years of dating Tricia, and 5 years of being married to her, Robert 
watched his wife get drunk and then sick at a party at her boss's house. She threw 
up on a sofa, in front of 30 guests. That finally did it for Robert. He left 
immediately. How Tricia got home was not his problem. He packed up the clothes 
he would need and headed over to his office, where he had a sofa to sleep on and 
a bathroom with a shower.

Tricia spent the next two months begging Robert to take her back. He had always 
taken her back before. They both knew that sooner or later he would take her back 
again. However, one night Robert decided that this time he would call the shots as 
to how they got back together. When Tricia got drunk, she would get punished. It 
would be that simple.

Knowing that Tricia would call him that night and do her usual begging for him to 
take her back, Robert went to a couple of adult sex toy stores after work to look at 
something that would be effective to use on her. Finally he settled on a thick 
leather strap and a pair of leather cuffs that hooked together. That task 
accomplished, he went his office to wait for Tricia to call him. Sure enough, she 
called him within a half an hour.

"I guess I'll come back tonight. From this point on there will be a condition if you 
want to stay with me."

"Oh please, anything. I want to be with you. I've missed you so bad."

She always said the same thing when they got back together. Robert was not sure 
if this would work, but he had tried everything else. She had gone for treatment 
three times. He could see no point in doing that again.

Tricia was no better than she had been when Robert left her. He could smell that 
she had been drinking as soon as she rushed into his arms. Robert sighed. She was 
getting worse. She started sobbing as she gripped him. She spent the next hour 
sobbing as she held on to him. Finally he ordered her into the bathtub. He gave 
her a couple of glasses of water to help her flush out the latest round of drinks. 
Tricia was quiet when she got out and came into the bedroom. She seemed fine, 
but Robert knew this was all part of her pattern.

"Don't bother to get dressed. You told me that you would do whatever it takes to 
have me back. Instead I show up here to see you drinking again. OK. I'm not 
going to take off again. We're going to do something else."

With that he ordered her to sit down. He told her that she was not to get up from 
that chair. If she did he would leave and she would never see him again. Then, in 
the same way that he would cross-examine any other witness, he cross-examined 
his wife. Pacing the floor, Robert bore into Tricia. He started with the latest 
incident, which, he found out to his dismay, had resulted in the loss of her job.

For hours, as she sat crying, Robert forced confession after confession out of his 
wife. He forced her to remember her worst binges in detail. He forced her to 
remember what she drank each time and how much. He forced her to remember 
all the times she threw up. He forced her to remember embarrassing incidents. He 
made her describe in her own words, the results of several of her binges. Then he 
returned to the latest incident. He forced her to describe the faces of her co-
workers as her vomit spread across the sofa. She could not remember, so Robert 
filled in the awful details.

Tricia was terrified, because she had never seen her husband like this. The truth 
was that Robert was acting; he had put on his lawyer's mask. But in the end he 
extracted from Tricia what he needed, a confession.

"Tricia, explain to me why you have done all these things. You have a problem, 
and that problem has a name. What is it?"

Tricia was still crying, but she had been crying so long that she was no longer 
sobbing. Robert repeated the question.

"I drink too much."

"You're close, but you haven't named your problem. I need the correct term, 
Tricia."

"I...I'm an alcoholic."

"What does that mean for our relationship?"

"If...I don't...stop, you'll leave me."

"Do you want to stop?"

"I'll try."

"There will be no 'trying", Tricia. Either you will stop, or you won't. Now answer 
the question. Do you want to stop?"

"Yes Robert, I want to stop."

"And how do you plan to stop?"

Tricia started crying again. "I don't know. I need you to help me."

"Well, here's the deal. I am going to make you pay for your drinking from now 
on. If you want to stay with me, when you drink, you will have a sore butt." 
Robert held up his strap. Tricia's eyes went wide with horror.

"You can't do that to me. You don't have the right..."

"You're free to go. You're free to tell me to take off. The choice is yours. You can 
drink, or you can stay with me. You can't do both. I told you that if you stay with 
me, it will be under a condition."

Robert held out the strap in both hands. "This is the condition. Every time you 
drink..." Robert swatted the dresser hard. The loud crack against the wood made 
Tricia wince. "...you'll get it."

"Robert...Please, I promise..."

"Yeah-yeah-yeah. You promise. You promise. You always promise. Well, don't 
promise, because we both know how much your promises are worth!"

She got up and tried to hug him. "I'm sorry." He pushed her away.

"Tricia, you don't get it! It's always the same! You promise. You're sorry. So's the 
damn airlines! They're sorry too! But they never improve their service! Just like 
you never stop your drinking. Everyone is sorry. 'Sorry' has become just a lame 
excuse to not do anything! But now you are going to learn what 'sorry' really 
means. Don't move."

Robert got a couple of hard pillows from the living room and stacked them on the 
bed. Tricia clasped her hands in front of her chest in anticipation and worry as she 
watched him.

"I'm going to do this to you every time you drink. You'll need to get used to it. Or, 
you can get dressed and leave."

Robert tapped the pillows and motioned his crying wife to lie across them, her 
bottom in high the air. She started to cry louder when he wrapped her wrists in the 
leather cuffs and hooked them together in front of her. Now she would have to 
keep her hands in front. She could not try to cover her bottom.

Robert suddenly felt aroused seeing his wife's nude body draped over the pillows, 
her white bottom waiting to be marked. He had not expected that he would 
actually enjoy this.

Tricia buried her head between her arms. She could not believe that her husband 
was actually doing this to her. Still, she realized that she had forced him into this 
situation. It was true that she had made his life a living hell for 15 years. In a way 
she actually respected him more at this moment. He had demonstrated that indeed 
he was not going to put up with this any more. Tricia had unconsciously held 
power over Robert by always coming back to him. Now with the threat of 
punishment every time she drank, the balance of power in the marriage suddenly 
shifted to his favor. Every time she drank, Tricia would be faced with a choice; 
leave, or take a punishment.

Robert hit Tricia hard. A thick pink stripe immediately appeared across both of 
her bottom cheeks. Tricia screamed and rolled off the pillows. He hit her across 
the thighs. "That's fine. Butt or thighs, you'll get it either way."

Tricia, sobbing, struggled to get back over the pillows. She managed to stay in 
place for the next four swats. He hit Tricia hard across both bottom cheeks. She 
screamed each time her husband struck her, and sobbed in between. Robert had to 
learn through trial and error how to punish effectively. He had not yet worked out 
the technique that he later used on Amy. However, what he lacked in technique he 
made up for in anger. There were 15 years of anger built up in him that came out 
in his strokes.

Tricia again rolled off the pillows. "Robert! Please! I'm sorry!" She curled up on 
her back to protect the fronts of her thighs, but in doing so she again exposed her 
bottom, leaving it turned up and at a perfect angle for another hard swat. Robert 
swatted hard, marking the spot where Tricia's bottom ended and her thighs began. 
Tricia screamed again and flipped onto her stomach. "Robert! I'm sorry! Please!"

"Sorry" was the worst thing that Tricia could say to Robert. She had been "sorry" 
for 15 years. He was sick of "sorry". He clamped his left hand on her back and 
slashed as hard as he could with the strap in his right hand. In spite of the 
inconvenient position, Robert took out 15 years of resentment over Tricia's 
behavior in his next series of swats against her bottom. She clenched her bottom 
cheeks hard, which seemed to reduce the effectiveness of the strap. Suddenly 
Robert stopped.

"Tricia, put your legs over the side of the bed! I'll show you sorry!"

Crying, Tricia managed to throw her legs over the bed. She put her cuffed hands 
close to her forehead and sobbed.

"SORRY!" screamed Robert as he laid the next swat hard against Tricia's bottom. 
This time Tricia struggled to stay in position for him. "SORRY!" he screamed 
again. He laid on another hard swat. "YOU'RE SORRY!" 
CRACK!...CRACK!...CRACK!... He hit her hard with three rapid strokes. 
"You're..." CRACK "...always..." CRACK "...SORRY!" CRACK....CRACK!

Robert ended the punishment and left her crying for a few minutes. Finally he 
helped her up. She was sobbing and shaking, but she threw her cuffed hands over 
Robert's head and hugged him. His anger turned into passion. He motioned Tricia 
to get on her knees and elbows on the bed. He pulled off his own clothes. The 
sight of the marks on Tricia's bottom excited him in a way that she had never 
excited him before. He grabbed her thighs and thrust hard into to her. Tricia's sobs 
mixed with groans of pleasure. She had her first orgasm in months.

Afterwards they lay together, their arms around each other, Tricia still in her 
handcuffs. She seemed relaxed in a way that Robert had not noticed before. 
Finally he took off the handcuffs. Tricia rolled on her back and held her arms out 
to him. Robert was aroused at the sight of her. They made love yet again.

The marriage changed after Robert started strapping Tricia. She still had episodes 
of drinking, but they became fewer and farther between. Tricia could count on a 
severe strapping whenever she drank. Robert improved his technique over time, 
making the punishments longer and more painful.

Tricia found that, as much as she feared being punished, she was always 
extremely aroused afterwards. Her best sessions of sex with her husband were 
always after a strapping. As much as she dreaded the strappings, she loved the sex 
that followed.

Robert approached his wife's boss to ask him to help her get another job. The 
response from Tricia's boss surprised him.

"I am changing departments two weeks from now. I can take her back then, if she 
gets some counseling. Tell her to turn in an application." Tricia's boss continued 
"I didn't want to fire her, but, you see, I couldn't just let her throw up on my sofa 
in front of 30 of my employees and not do anything about it. Tricia’s actually a 
good worker. I fired her because I had to for the morale of the others, not because 
I wanted to. I'll take her back when I transfer, because there won't be anyone from 
my old department in my new one."

Eight more years passed. Finally Tricia went for alcohol counseling and was 
serious about it this time. The punishments became more sexual, since the original 
reason for them disappeared. Tricia discovered that she was a masochist, which 
was part of the reason she drank. She enjoyed the pain and humiliation of being 
strapped, which over time replaced the pain and humiliation of binge drinking and 
getting sick. She was able to accept that part of herself and enjoy it with her 
husband.

Robert's anger with Tricia faded. They started to travel and have fun as a couple. 
They had passionate sex, at the cost of welts on Tricia's bottom. They had eight 
good years together. The Tricia of the final years was the Tricia that Amy saw and 
remembered as a young teenager.

It was ironic that Tricia's life was cut short by a drunk driver. Robert felt that it 
was fortunate that the drunk driver was killed in the accident as well; usually that 
does not happen.

The loss devastated him. Tricia had been a good partner for him over the last eight 
years. They had even been thinking about having a child, since Tricia had been 
completely clean for a long time. The morgue revealed that she was two months 
pregnant. There was a prenatal care book in her purse.

Robert closed his eyes and leaned his head back on the easy chair. This was the 
first time he had been able to talk about Tricia to anyone since she died.

Suzanne said nothing. She realized that Robert needed a few minutes of silence to 
recompose himself. She realized the responsibility she had assumed by getting 
him to talk about Tricia

Her thoughts went back to the picture on the desk. It must have been taken after 
the change in the marriage, she reflected.

