Title: Hyfrydol Author: Sara Keywords: FM cheat My groom is with his best friends and the minister. Jesus. This man's tongue, beneath me, is driving me insane. My head feels strange, light. I haven't been drinking. I first met the man beneath me last night at the rehearsal. Alex, mostly unconcerned and whatever-you-wanting about wedding details, insisted on bagpipes. "You take care of it," I had told him, too full of wedding disorder to attend to this need to have the recessional done to the tune of fucking "Hyfrydol." I'd remembered the tune as "Come To Jesus" from my younger days in the Presbyterian church. And so Jesus came to the rehearsal in the little Presbyterian church, a young man with long hair and a beard, pierced ear, tattoo, but gentle, deep eyes. He was dressed in khakis, an open white shirt, a black blazer, casual and elegant and perfect. He looked like a young, hip Jesus. I saw him arrive, saw Alex shake his hand. The first thing I noticed about him was the intent, serious look he wore when Alex talked to him, as though he were drinking in every word. "Katie, this is Matthew." I held out my hand, and he took it. His fingers were long and slender and confident, his hand a little chilly but firm. He never took his dark green eyes off of mine. It was a little unsettling. "Happy to meet you," I said, smiling. "Alex's bagpiper." He smiled at me. How do you explain these moments? You could meet a hundred people in a week and say these things, look them in the eye, and not feel what I did. The only thing I can say by way of explanation is that he never took those smiling, warm green eyes off of mine, and when he released my hand his thumb slid slowly along the curve between my own thumb and index finger, and there was no pretending that it was not deliberate. The chatter of my bridesmaid Rebecca and my niece Andrea called me back to the moment, and I smiled at him. Did I mean the smile to be so... private? I couldn't have. But his answering look was so self-assured. Wedding rehearsals lend themselves to day-dreams, even for the bride. Ministers want to exercise their professional prerogative to preach and pray. Friends want to exercise their right to laugh and joke and extend the thing longer than it ought to go. Matthew sat in the front pew with the organist, drinking in every word. I had the feeling that he would comprehend my wedding more deeply than I would. When at last the thing ended and the small knots of attendants and parents and visiting family had drifted out towards their cars and the rehearsal dinner, I managed to detach myself from my groom... I love Alex, but he is apt to cling a bit, to hover over me. I don't know why but I found myself standing in front of Virginia, the organist, a matron of some sixty years, and Matthew, who treated her with a stunning, almost courtly courtesy and deference. "Are you coming to the dinner?" I asked them both. Virginia waved as though shooing a fly. "No, Katie, dear." She's known me since I was a toddler in the church. "Too many of these things, and I'm a little tired. But I'll see you in the morning." I smiled at her, and realized that for some reason I had not looked at Matthew at all. I did so. I almost stopped breathing. His eyes were calm but hungry, alive with a light I can only describe as joyful in their desire. I am used to other peoples' desire, the casual lusts of both boys and men. But Matthew... here was something different. It was as if he knew me, had ached for me for longer than I'd thought possible. His eyes traveled up my legs from my ankles to my thighs. I had on a pleated skirt and a green blouse. My hair is long and thick and fell around my shoulders. His eyes seemed so familiar with my body. He smiled and shook his head. "Too many people," he said, his eyes never leaving my own. He stood and left. I felt a touch on my shoulder. It was Rebecca. She guided me gently a few steps away. "Hey," she said. You okay?" "Oh, I'm fine." I smiled brightly. Too brightly. Her face showed a perception that made me a little uncomfortable. She stared at me. Her face was blank. She knows me too well. "Come on," she said finally. "Let's get you to your last single party." The morning of a wedding is, for a bride, a mixture of nerves and decisive action. She has to decide the moment she wakes (if she slept at all) to make decisions, not to agonize. I showered and shaved my legs and my vulva for my groom. My hair was put up with two tendrils curled around my temples. I slipped on sheer white lace panties, my legs were put into stockings, my small breasts and slender waist were slipped into the dress. And then there was interminable waiting, and a coming and going of bridesmaids, my best friends, with whom I laughed and reminisced and whose jibes I endured. Rebecca in particular seemed intent on harping on this being the last hour of my freedom. "And about time," I told her lightly. "I'm tired of being single." She didn't smile. There were thirty minutes to go. My stomach felt like water. We were waiting in a sort of lounge. There was a couch, and no windows. I would have liked to have opened a window. Suddenly nobody was talking. "Come on, everyone," Rebecca said. Let's leave Katie alone for a little while. That suit you, Katie? We need to go do our last touch-ups. You, love," she said to me, planting a light swift kiss on my lips, "are perfect." I wasn't sure what to say or do. That kiss was a strange thing. "Yeah," I said. I'd like to be alone. Thanks. See you all in twenty minutes or so?" Rebecca smiled again, that enigmatic sad smile of hers. They had scarcely been gone a minute when the door opened, and he came in. Matthew. Jesus. He was in a red and black kilt, and he had a sporran at his waist, a beret on his head, and his long black hair was pulled back from his head. He closed the door. He turned to me. His eyes held a question. Now he is beneath me. My panties are in his sporan. They will stay there. When he plays "Hyfrydol" they will be with him, damp, the scent of my pussy lingering on them, and in his beard. His tongue is buried in my pussy, and his beard tickles my clit. I have come three times in ten minutes, and his cock is in my right hand, his kilt pulled up around his waist. His cock is fucking glorious. The hem of my dress, when it slips from my trembling left hand, covers him. The only words he said to me were, "It seems a very long time." I don't know what he meant. I can't think what that meant. I don't care. But I will not marry Alex without my Matthew's sperm on my thighs, without tasting myself on his lips. He stops what he is doing to tell me that he loves me. I bend to kiss his cock. "Make me come, my love," I whisper to him. What am I saying? This man is not my love. I marry my love in twenty minutes. Oh, Jesus, I am coming. I am breathing hard as I pull him to me, kiss him, and he slips inside me. "Matthew," I tell him, drunk, or high, or bewitched. "You are going to love taking my ass."Hyfrydol