Author: ocontrol (ocontrolfd@yahoo.com)
Title: Weekend home - day 2 (Her submission continues)
Summary: Denied her orgasm before their trip, she must make a decision.  A loud orgasmic experience, or quietly giving it away.
Keywords: Mf, Mdom, Cons, Female Orgasm Denial

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Weekend home - Day 2

After a fleeting night, a night of thinking, wishing, I wanted to
cum so bad, needed it really, and still was forced to make the
decision to give it up. I think that's part of what's made this
such a difficult night, not only was my orgasm taken from me, at
the same time he made good on his promise to let me cum. The
worst part was, I had to decide, it was my decision, it's hard
enough being told you must not cum, even more difficult being
told to let it slip away, being told to give away the pleasure,
but to be forced into making that decision, to ask him to take my
orgasm while being offered many pleasures, that not fair. Damn,
he knows screw with me, 'weeping softly, thinking' I want to cum,
it aches.

He's awake now, smiling, kissing my neck, his hands gently
fondling my breasts, my nipples so hard they ache, I've got to
pee, and my clitoris is already standing, begging for attention.
Im sure today will prove to be painfully difficult. He continues
to seduce me, working me, driving me insane, still wet from last
night, I'm never allowed to clean up after bed. He loves putting
me away wet, so to speak, wants me to remain moist, to wake
feeling what he's given me. With this mornings excitement, I'm
dripping, totally filled with need. I want to ask, beg for just a
small orgasm, plead for true relief, but no, my orgasm is his to
give, I made him a promise to give him my pleasure, to let him
decide, if, when, how there allowed.

Sensitive, I'm very sensitive this morning, tender really, I
guess the constant attention, being constantly on edge, aroused,
it's taking a toll. Over, on his back, taking my hand, he brings
me over, onto him, straddling him. "Easy, just slide, feel me get
hard" he tells me, my pussy, my clit, moving my hips, I'm
masturbating him, myself, slowly, he's keeping me slow, forcing
me to take my time, letting it build. Finally, he's allowing me
to take him inside, slowly again, holding my hips, being
deliberate, guiding, entry takes impossibly long. Stretching,
again I feel him stretching me, the fullness, so wonderfully
filling. Turning me, lifting, never actually loosing contact, he
has me turn, facing his away, I know what he's after, what he
wants. Feeling, he loves the feeling when my hard, swollen, needy
clit is rubbing, caressing his cock. Loves making me lean
forward, rubbing it along the bottom of his shaft, driving me
crazy with need. Slowly, always forcing me to move at his pace,
maximize his pleasure, slowly, together, yearning, climbing,
higher, closer. "Clench", we stop, I remain still, clitoris still
pressed tightly against his shaft, not moving, I've almost cum,
almost lost control, almost had an orgasm. Caressing, gently
rubbing my back, "Easy, Slow, Open yourself, Tease yourself,
Press down, Breathe", he's again guiding me, enjoying my torment,
his pleasure. We continue, it's so hard, so hard not to cum, not
to clamp down, the fire, the feeling, my clit, my pussy, my body
again, screaming for release. Continue, we continue, stroking,
sliding, in, out, then, the swelling, I feel him swelling,
guiding me back, pressing deeper, pulsing, surging, pumping me
full, my clitoris screaming, in direct contact with the underside
of his cock, each surge, it's transfered directly to my clit,
splashing inside yet feeling like it's into, directly into my
clitoris, I need to cum, ache to cum, it's only morning, not even
out of bed and I'm dying inside, ready to beg, plead, cry for
release. Still, I remain still, afraid to move, afraid to
breathe, I'm throbbing, twitching, fighting the clench, not
allowing myself to tighten, denying my orgasm. Again, weeping,
softly weeping, tears, soft sobbing. Caressing, he's again
caressing, rubbing my back, lovingly, softly, tenderly, I'm
leaned back, lying, on his check, kissing my neck, rubbing my
breasts, reaching, touching, touching my clit. Whispering, he's
telling me how much, how very much he loves me, he's so proud, so
happy I'm his.

Asking, remembering his request, his command, asking his
permission, please, I've got to pee, please, together, again
blushing, embarrassed, keeping myself open, allowing him to see,
I can finally relieve myself. Tenderly, he wipes me, gently,
taking my hand, leading, guiding me, into the shower, guiding my
hands, leaning me back, soap, coating my fingers, he's again
preparing me, touching, "wash, caress, remain close", I'm to
masturbate, tease myself until he returns. Slowly, lightly, not
wanting to disappoint, screaming to cum, ever so close, i
continue, waiting, seems like forever, waiting for his return,
it's so hard, so hard not to cum, so swollen, achy, needy.
Surprised, eyes closed, leaning against the wall, shower running,
rubbing, throbbing, masturbating myself, inside my mind when he
steps in. Washing, again he's washing me, caring for me, rinsing,
he's rinsing me, "open" telling me to open, spray, stifling a
scream, the sensation of the water, teasing, fighting for
control, holding, gripping his shoulders, somehow still
controlling, still maintaining, still denying my desires, my
needs.

We finish, exiting the bathroom, once again he's leading me,
guiding me back, on the bed, begging, I'm begging, can't take
much more, loosing control, smiling, he's smiling, kisses me
tells me to trust. His mouth, tongue, again, he's teasing, legs,
resting on his back, opening myself, my labia, swollen, laying
open, sensitive, tasting me, kissing deep. !Sensation! that
aching, good kind of pain, on my clit, my tinder labia, he's
gently running his chin, unshaven, razer stubble, lightly through
my crease, grazing my clit, scratching along my labia, so tender,
so shocking, softly, kissing now, smiling he again brings me
close, too close, open, slowly, gently, he moves back, even his
breath would set me off, my mind, SCREAMING, needing to cum.
Resting, regaining control, swollen, sensitive, aching, it's time
to dress, afraid, begging, he's smiling, grinning, showing me
something. Panties, different, the beads, not pearls, gold, gold
balls, "Conductive" he's explaining, "these are conductive",
again, today, asking, begging, I cant do this.

I'm helped into the panties, beads coated with stimulating
lubricant, liner in place, he makes sure my clitoris is between
the strands, again, being stimulated, lightly squeezed. A wire,
leading up, around, another connection, a conductive pad, low on
my back, remotely controlled. What to expect, I'm not sure what
to expect, we've never tried this one, my bra, again connections,
more pads, pads placed on each breast, he's explaining. "The
pads, that's the grounding point, keeping the stimulation in that
area, you must always avoid allowing electrical stimulation
across the heart" Adjusting, Sensation, slowly, my bra in place,
nipples having been coated "conductive lubricant", the sensation
begins, lightly, barely there, as the thin chains in my nipple
shields brush my nipples, a light buzzing sensation. The pearls,
the gold beads, again adjusting, !Shit!, I'll loose it, this
isn't fair, please, my family. Kissing, he's kissing me, telling
me it'll be fine, relax, enjoy, to trust him.

As we go about our day, the beads, that alone is driving me mad,
I'm swollen, sensitive, moving slowly, trying not to cum, soaking
my panties, the liner. !Jump!, i jump at the shock, tingle
really, in the kitchen, refrigerator open, I almost drop the
plate, holding on, waiting, on edge, finally, finally it's off.
Dinner, were having dinner, sitting together, discreetly, showing
me the remote, preparing myself, again, he switches it on.
Thankful, I'm so thankful for the warning, leaning, supported by
the table, flushed, gripping the edge, forced to relax, try to
regain control, he's pushing, watching, then thankfully it's off.
That was close, too close, mom staring, looking at me, knowing,
not knowing, I ask to be excused, whisper my request, you
acknowledge.

Bathroom, Sorry, I excuse myself, as I leave the table, again,
you pass me something. Afraid, quickly, quietly, I go, closing,
locking the door, remembering, unlock, I unlock the door. Again,
once again, I'm removing my dress, hoping, not to be seen,
reading your notes, your instructions. Careful again, unhooking
the wire, lowering my panties, wet, there wet, the liner is wet,
my panties are wet, checking, my dress is fine, what relief.
Finishing, so turned on, so on edge, I almost lost it again, just
relieving myself, this can't continue. I open your note, reading,
blushing, cherries, balls, strange, the stick together, magnetic.
the note: Masturbate, yes again, get close, very close, careful,
be careful not to go over, but I want you very close. Insert the
balls, not too deep, be sure there under your g-spot 'different
this time, magnetic, clinging to each other, turning, twisting
with movement'. Now the cherries, be sure stems still hang out,
touching, if possible contacting just the bottom edge of your
clit. Remember, wet your lips, you must allow me the satisfaction
of a taste, your flavor, your need. You insert the new liner,
apply the liquid-v your clit throbs, aches, then dribble a few
drops along the balls, coating them as directed. Now carefully
you pull up your panties, being sure your clit settles once again
between the golden balls of the necklace links. As you plug in
the connecting wire you jump, Sudden Tingle, thin it's gone.
Unsure you continue, dress on, hands washed, you prepare to
leave, then again, that sudden tingle, he must know, you steady,
then notice, shifting, the tingle is shifting, your breasts, then
your clit, random, you can't do this, you can't walk this way,
hoping, you must return, afraid, you open the door, begin
walking, careful, ready to cum, clit, sensitive, massaged,
caressed, balls slowly sliding, moving. As you approach, kindly,
relieved, it's turned off, again, on edge, flushed, embarrassed,
you return to your seat, sitting carefully, too much movement,
you'll go over, loose control. Remember, you remember, leaning
lightly, you kiss, again, red, your turning red, feeling their
eyes, do they know, how could they.

As you finish dinner, mom wants help in the kitchen, scared, you
go, again afraid to move too quickly, afraid your not moving fast
enough. Carefully, you go, relieved, she just ask for help
serving dessert, cherries, she hands you a jar of cherries, you
flush, looking "are you OK dear", "yes, I'm fine". Somehow, why
you don't know, she doesn't push, is she smiling, can she
know?Together you return with dessert, conversation, family,
happy, your evening continues. It's late, together, you retire,
head for your room, relieved, you weren't cornered, questioned.
Somehow that alone worries you, do they know, could they know.

He closes the door, pulls you close, Loved, you feel loved, he
begins, unties your dress, removing it, kissing, holding, your
lips, neck, ears, throat, the sensations, the light shocking
sensations, returning, constant now, moaning, into his mouth,
moaning, begging, please. Your bra, removed, unhooked, nipples
hard, sensitive, the chains have been lightly brushing them all
day, barely there, but always there. Up, he's adjusted the
controller, more sensation, not pain, no but unbelievable
pleasure, unbearable, you must cum, unable to hold out but your
not allowed, you had your chance. You beg, Please, moaning,
please, please don't make me, please don't make me cum. Off, the
unit is turned off, relief, sadness, you did not want to fail,
couldn't allow yourself to cum, must deny your orgasm, but hope,
you still had hope, hope he would force your, make you fail.
Slowly, gently, he lays you back, again, weeping softly, again
such longing, such need, your mind, unable think straight, unable
to continue, unwilling to fail. Slowly, gently, your panties are
removed, connections removed, lifting, open, he's lifting,
opening your legs, his mouth, his tongue, kissing, touching,
torturing. Begging, begging for relief, begging to cum, knowing
the answer. Gently, ever so gently the cherries are removed, on
edge, your again on edge. Confused, he's taking your hand,
setting you up, confused unsure, what's he doing? "Squat Down" he
tells you to squat down, helps you steady, tells you to
masturbate, Please, you beg, "open yourself, masturbate, allow
the balls to drop, to fall out". Your to continue, to open, to
bear down, allow the magnetic balls out, you almost cum, you
don't move, afraid to breathe, you wait. Smiling, looking,
watching you, he helps you up, again laying you back, the pillow,
under your hips, you on edge, needy, body shuttering, needing to
cum, knowing again knowing you can't, you must not. Gently,
tenderly, very slowly, he begins, watching, carefully watching,
whispering, guiding, helping. He's again inside, such exquisite
torture, such wonderful torment, YOU NEED TO CUM. Your mind is
screaming, head back, mouth open, panting, trying, fighting,
desperate, but he continues. Sliding, in, out, slowly, stroking,
gently speaking "Open, relax," whispering "ask me deep, welcome
me inside" your loosing control, fighting to deny yourself, you
feel his swelling begin, the first pulsing, his crown, grazing,
inside, deeply, the surge, somehow, somehow.... you remain,
unwilling to fail, your his, receiving his seed, enjoying his
orgasm. Whisper, a quiet whisper, kissing your heart, "cum" he
wants you to cum. Kissing, kissing you deeply, quieting your
screams, your moans, breathing as one, his breath, shuttering
your orgasm explodes.

He knows, knows just when, just what you need, just how far to
push, just how much to deny, to tease. Thankful, your so very
thankful, you've longed for, dreamed of this for so many years,
never thought you would find the one, and now you have. Even
after all this time, you still cant believe it's true, Loved,
again you feel so totally loved, relaxed, cared fore, together
your complete, together your one, together you sleep.




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What should happen next, Ladies, how would you like her to suffer?
How would you yourself enjoy this kind of denial, what's your fantasy?

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Weekend - Day 2