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 Author: Sir.Ocontrol
Title: Pleasure in Denial - Updated 12-20-07
Keywords:Mf, Female Orgasm Denial
   I know, sounds like an oxymoron to some, however I'm sure those of you
whom have tried can attest to the validity of this point.  If your a lady
who enjoys a bit of denial, or one who would like to increase your interest
as well as pleasure in sex, the please read on.  For many women, being
truly interested in having sexual relations on a regular basis with their
lover can be difficult, even causing tension at times.  However, if your
willing to make a few changes, to give away what your after, in the end,
the pleasure will increase more than you can imagine.  What I'm talking
about is denying yourself orgasm, not necessarily all the time, but say,
whenever you make love to your lover, agree ahead of time that for you will
only have an orgasm every third time they do.  This may seem a bit scary,
or overwhelming to begin with, however ask many of the ladies on this site,
and they will likely be glad to tell you, it works.  If your unable to get
a conversation going on these matters, write a letter, with the holidays
upon us, giving yourself this way as a gift, would be a wonderful surprise
for your partner.  If your squeamish about this you could even say for the
next sixty days, you wish to give yourself in this way.  If after that time
you do not feel that you've enjoyed this, that giving up those orgasm's did
not increase your pleasure, your desire, then you've not truly lost
anything, you can go back to normal.  However for most that try this, the
outcome would be remarkable, for most ladies, if your honestly willing to
give this a try, you will look forward to sex much more often, your
interest will go way up, and your love life will amaze you.  After you
learn the joy of denial, after you learn the pleasure of giving your lover
your orgasm, you will be able to feel it all over, your body will be
aflutter with excitement much more often.
   So what will all this mean, how should the two of you approach something
like this.  First you need to have a faithful, loving partner, one who will
care for you, one to whom you can turn to, cry with, one that is willing to
hold you close in your times of need.  This will not only build a pleasure
bond between you, it will also tie you together emotionally in a much
deeper since.  Imagine if you would:
   The two of you enjoying an evening together, a light dinner, a bit of
wine, relaxing, in the arms of the one you love, candles glowing, fire
crackling.  Your alone, relaxed, excited, knowing you've just discussed
this with him, you've talked about this, how you both feel, what your
afraid of.  Knowing your scared, not sure what to expect, he's extremely
gentle with you, taking time to love you, building your desires, holding
you, caressing, rubbing your back.  As you continue, you feel yourself
getting wet, the moisture surprising you, knowing you've just offered to
give him your orgasm the next two times you make love, that you'll be left
needing to cum.  Somehow this in exciting and scaring you, can you do this,
how will it feel?  As your need builds, he slowly lays you back, kissing
you gently, kissing your thighs, higher, knowing he's able to smell your
arousal, to him, it's wonderful.  Gently he removes your panties,
uncovering the your nature, your womanhood, enjoying the sight.  Teasing
still, he gently kisses higher, brushing your outer lips.  Wanting, no
needing more, your fingers find his hair, gently guiding him, trying to
hurry him along, but no, he takes his time, building your need.
   Finally, after what seems like forever, he's there, enjoying your
flavor, the nectar of your flower.  You may not understand, but to him, you
taste wonderful, he fully enjoys this most passionate of kissing, his
tongue entering your body, preparing you, loving you.  Gently, so very
carefully, he opens your petals, your flower unveiled before his eyes,
seeing your very core.  His tongue, tracing, learning, knowing your curves,
your inner labia, tender, sensitive, your beginning to leak, moisture
forming inside your body, pooling, starting to drip.  Dipping his tongue
deeper into you, collecting, enjoying your nectar, your fluids, he
continues, working higher, around your clitoris.  Stretching, your clit,
now begging for attention, stretching up, out, searching for contact, his
tongue, working around, teasing, tracing it's base.  He continues,
stimulating you, teasing, arousing you, driving you towards release,
towards orgasm, that wonderful feeling, that feeling you crave, you so
desire, that very feeling you've now decided to deny yourself.  As you
approach release, your mind is screaming to cum, you want to beg for
permission to cum, but no, not now, now you need to beg for something
different, now you beg, please, please....  please don't make me cum. . .
   Aching inside, ready to explode, you've done as you agreed, you've
allowed him to push you to the point of release, only to withhold that very
release.  Softly, your eyes, pleading, you whisper, asking, begging for his
help, please, I don't think I can do this, please help me.  Kissing you,
softly, tenderly at first, then, slowly, deeper, more passionately, your
feel yourself letting go, feel yourself melting into his arms, his kiss,
you realize your tasting your flavor.  Unsure how you would react, you
surprise yourself, he tells you how wonderfully beautiful you are, how
amazing you taste, and now, you too realize, your flavor, it's not that
bad, you can sort of understand he's telling the truth, he likes the way
you taste.
   Feeling him hard against you, your ready for him to enter your body, but
no, he's wanting to wait, wants to further tease you, wants your needing
him even more.  Picking up the cream he uses to make himself even harder,
he begins to put that cream onto his cock, already hard, it causes his
shaft to swell to even greater girth.  Next, he's applying some to your,
rubbing it into your clitoris, the cream, cool at first, almost immediately
begins to warm, almost getting hot, a cool hot, a stimulating heat your
clit almost throbs, it's stretching, reaching for more, the contact, his
fingers.  Touching you, kissing you, his mouth, circling your breasts, your
nipples, finally stimulating your nipples directly, his palms grazing over
their erect tips.  His mouth, engulfing, suckling your nipples, his fingers
pinching, pulling lightly, hard, sensitive, fully erect, it feels so good.
   Finally, kneeling, he begins to enter your body, slowly stretching you,
teasing you, he begins to penetrate, deeper, filling your core.  Wet,
smooth, your body has paved the way, prepared for his entry, supplied all
the lubrication needed.  As he continues, he reaches down, his fingers,
parting, sliding, grazing your clitoris, moving, in time with his member,
driving you mad, you need release, need to cum, and you've just started. 
Again you ask, beg him, not to make you cum, to be careful, your close,
sensitive, in need.  When your ready to loose it, ready to loose control,
he finally removes his fingers, grasping your ankles, your feet, feeling
your toes curl, trying to control your need.  Reminding you to relax, to
open yourself, your body, allow him to enter fully, deeply into you. 
Changing his angle, his head, rubbing just so, massaging that magic spot,
inside your channel, under your clitoral root, the feelings, almost as if
you need to pee, but different, it feels amazing, things are building, your
clit sensitive, in need, inside, something building, behind your clitoris,
your body clenches.  All movement stops, holding still, he waits, holding
yourself still, panting, in need, desperate.  Beginning again, slowly,
varying his speed, his tempo, he continues.
   Wanting to drive you mad with desire, with need, he again stimulates
your clitoris, rides his cock head against your inner trigger, watching
your breathing, your eyes, your reactions.  As your begging, pleading, your
cannot take any more, he slows, deep, slow strokes, telling you to prepare,
he's about to explode, open yourself, your body, to receive his seed, the
pulsing begins.  Your eyes, wide, your mind racing, your feel as if your
orgasm will erupt at any moment, concentrating, you force it back, contain
it, forcing your legs wider, pulling yourself open, breathing deep,
anything to stop your orgasm.  You can feel yourself fluttering, your
stomach, your uterus, your vagina, all feel as if a butterfly is flapping
around inside, you feel him stretching your channel, the splashing of
seamen continues, the creamy heat, filling your core, driving you mad, you
love to cum with him, the feeling your denied, it's maddening, you feel
like crying, your so on edge, so turned on, it aches, your clit aches. 
Even through the ache, you feel different, you feel something more, instead
of concentrating on your orgasm, your now concentrating on feeling his
release, on avoiding your own release, your feeling his seamen splashing
inside your body, feeling each pulse in ways you'd never felt before.  Your
dying to cum, to feel your own release, your swollen, needy, ready to cry,
however you also feel excited, in a way you cannot explain.  Your body,
it's so sensitive, so ready to receive your partners pleasure, even missing
your own orgasm, even though you desperately need to cum, somehow, you can
understand a bit of why so many women seem to be enjoying orgasm denial.
   As your partners eruption of semen finishes, as he comes down off his
orgasm, somehow, her remains hard, not just firm, but rock hard.  Something
about the way you feel, your reaction to his orgasm, the fact that you need
to cum, but are not allowed your orgasm, all combined to keep him
extraordinarily hard.  Slowly again he starts to move within your folds,
your body, excited, needy, welcomes the sensations, needing the sensations,
begging for this to continue.  Slow, being careful not to set you off, he
works himself inside your body, you both feel the excitement, you feel your
labia, caressing his shaft, watching his cock entering, then exiting your
body, seeing yourself inflamed, swollen, already your getting close again.
Leaning down, holding you close, he continues, adjusting himself so his
shaft rides against your clit, moving slowly, he kisses you, speaking
softly, asking you to help him drive you to the peak, to slowly move until
you can no longer continue, asking you to relax, open yourself, allow your
body to scream for release, but still enjoy the feeling.  Together you
continue, you feeling your body continuing to open to your lover, inside,
your screaming to cum, however, by remaining in control, continuing to move
slowly, you have the most amazing feelings overwhelming you, you feel as
though he is pushing into your clitoris, your body is reacting in
unbelievable ways, your nipples ache they are so hard, however feeling him
above you, when they contact his chest, when he touches, or even pinches
them, they feel wonderfully good.  Finally, after another fifteen minutes,
you feel him release a second time into your body, amazingly it seems to be
directly against your cervix, almost as if he's injecting directly into
your womb, the feeling is amazing, your having trouble stopping yourself
from orgasm, you can feel your vagina beginning to flutter, holding still,
you feel the last few pulses of his cock, deep inside, almost as if it's
pulsing against your clitoris from the inside.  Slowly, ever so slowly, he
begins to withdraw, pausing every inch to allow you to regain control. 
Even after he's out of your body, you still feel as if your about to cum,
to loose control, you feel your clitoris throbbing, aching to cum. 
Remaining still, afraid to move, it's another ten minutes before your away
from the edge enough to even roll over onto your side.  Still beside you,
he wraps you into his arms, asking you to promise to allow him to be your
only sexual outlet, to allow him to take care of you completely in that
manor.  Holding you, kissing your neck, you still need to cum, you feel as
if your empty, unfulfilled, yet the feeling is wonderful.
   To be continued:
   Please let me know what you think, are you willing?  How do you think it
would feel?
   Please drop me a note - mr.ocontrol@yahoo.com
  
Pleasure in Denial