Author: Sir.Ocontrol Title: Becoming His (Giving yourself to his desires - her orgasm to his control) Keywords:Mf, Female Orgasm Denial Before we begin, Your feedback is important, please let me know what you think, Your comments help encourage new stories. - mr.ocontrol@yahoo.com Becoming His (Giving yourself to his desires - her orgasm to his control) You've just celebrated your 18th birthday, on the kitchen table is the letter you've been hoping for. An invitation of sorts, during the school year, you met, and befriended a foreign exchange student. You've been enamored by his stories of home, the gold inlay floors, the tapestry drapes, the beauty of his country. Never having traveled, your family just didn't have the income for that, you've wondered, dreamed of other places. Now, now you just got the chance, your chance to see for yourself what discovery channel has been showing you for some time. Now, your holding a round trip, first class ticket, a voucher actually, your to be flown on a private jet, just you and your friend, to spend the summer working for his family. You've been given the honor of helping their secretary with advertising selections, advertisements for their resort, golf, vacation timeshares. They have a beautiful oasis in the desert, a one of a kind, fully catered, pampering vacations spot. Why, why choose someone so young, so inexperienced, everyone keeps asking. They would like to make this an attractive spot, not just for the elderly visitors, but to attract the young as well. Preparations, there are many preparations that need to be made, you need a passport, full physical, as well as a few inoculations. Not a big deal, everything ready, packed, boarding the plane, saying bye to your family, and your off. On the flight, the serve foods your not accustom to, caviar, cheese, wine. You've always been a good girl, never drinking, no drugs, you haven't even had a chance to sleep with anyone yet. Somehow you wonder, if, if that had anything do do with your invitation, why this thought, your not sure. The wine, your not used to the wine, so slowly, you sip, more, the flight is long, again you have still more, soon, soon your asleep. You wake, slowly, confused, unsure, you wake looking around, this room, this bed, where are you. Your dress, confused, scared now, your clothes, there not yours, beautiful yes, but what's happening. As you sit, again looking around, scared, someone enters. She's beautiful, hard to describe, dressed as you. She approaches, soft smile, olive skin, green eyes, speaking, she's speaking to you, it's English, broken English, but still you can understand. Questions, you have many questions however she answers none, she's just your handmaiden, there for you, to help, to guide. Bidding you come to follow, she leads, your in a bath, large, stone carved, beautiful, yet uneasy, something makes you very uneasy. The tub is full, very large, and unbelievably beautiful. Waiting, your told disrobe, but your want to be alone, not used to having others around, especially while you use the restroom, relieve yourself, bathe. But no, your told she must stay, she's to help, not allowed to leave. Slowly, blushing, ashamed, you do as your told, fearing you'd disrespect their customs, you disrobe. Your guided back, she helps you sit, telling you, explaining, this is required, our ways, you must not be alone. Finally you calm, finally your able to relieve yourself, again, blushing, uncomfortable, but your choice, you have no choice. The tub, your led to the tub, helped in, still blushing, hot, the water is hot. After your bath, again she helps your out, takes the towel and begins to dry your body. This is so embarrassing, your not a child, you can dry yourself. Clothing, your clothing is strange, your not given any undergarments, the top, the flowing skirt, semi transparent, your can't wear this. Your told you must, this is what he's provided, this is what he wants, we do not disobey his orders. Mad, your getting mad at this point, till now it was tolerable, this is going too far. With no other options, you allow her to help you with the clothing, unnoticed by you 2 other ladies arrive, coming up from behind. Gasping, looking back, your arms are grabbed, fighting, twisting, trying to get away, your beginning to cry. Together, the three of them attach cuff's, both wrist's, both ankles. Leather, Strong, rings attached, a collar, now a collar is being placed around your neck. This can't be happening, you must be dreaming, this isn't real. Leading, holding your arms, they lead you through the halls, finally arriving at a large wooden door. Knocking, the door is opened, revealing a large banquet hall, waiting, standing there, smiling, he motions you over. Confused, so many questions, yes, he's told you things would be strange, told your their customs must be followed, being hear is your choice, but still this scares you. Having you tied, wrist's bound, visible to others, you didn't expect, didn't know to ask, flushed, your just glad, glad to see his face, hear his voice. The job, the internship, a farce, if they new, wedding, marriage, your family wouldn't have agreed. Explaining, standing hear, listening, trying to understand, he's explaining, their customs, not easy, but must be adhered to, cannot be changed, you must submit, allow things to happen, you love him, scared, but you acknowledge, agree, consent. First, the engagement, the vale, a white vale, again transparent, it's placed over your head, a tiara follows. A ring, he's giving you an engagement ring, asking, making it official, he's asking for your hand, your devotion, asking you to be his bride. Explaining, again telling you, things will be hard, their customs difficult, sometime cruel, sometimes impossible hard to follow, but you must. This is what you want, your scared, terrified, hoping, praying, this is the right decision, hoping you won't regret, knowing, once committed, once you accept, it's final, you can't go back. Yes, crying, happy, scared, YES, I'll be yours, your companion, you lover, your faithful servant. Hugging, holding, the closeness, softly, whispering, prepare, they must get you ready, for tonight it will be announced, they'll bring you in, present you, lead you to me. Lovingly, I lift your veil, kiss your lips, Gently, I take your arms, behind your back, hooking your wrist. Tonight, I continue, they'll bring you in, you must kneel, silent, waiting, I'll stand, help you up, leading you, guiding you, showing you off. Wrist's still bound, the feast will begin. I'll help you set, quite, you must not speak, sit quietly, eyes down, waiting. Dinner will be served, I'll help you eat, give you drink. As we finish, I will stand, help you up, and together we'll leave. Tonight, leaving the hall, servants, female servants, they will follow, watching, assuring, our customs are followed. I'll lead, to my chambers, silent, again you must not talk, just follow. Once we arrive, they begin, taking you, preparing you, you must go, do as they say, remain silent, don't question. It happens, just as he's said, you follow, doing as your told, again, scared, nervous, not knowing. The bath, back at his room, undressing, thy lead you in, remove your clothes, unhooking your wrist's, again your bathed, perfumed, prepared. Again, leading, taking you in, laying your down, hooking your wrist, your legs, freshly shaved, your bare, so very exposed. Watching, I approach, explaining, telling you more, kissing, touching, exciting you. I begin, moving down, kissing, tasting your skin, your neck, exploring your breasts, touching, stroking. Kissing, continuing down, your stomach, lower, panting, your scared, unsure, uneasy. Exploring, kissing, I continue down, your flower, a virgin, you've never been touched. Scared, ashamed, exposed, our custom, I continue, slowly, gently, I begin. Approaching, the servants approach, verifying, they must be shown, see the proof, are you pure, untouched, intact. Flushed, exposed, they see, your most intimate parts, the look, verified, we continue. The kiss, my lips, barely touching, moist, your moist, sensitive, don't know what to expect. Nightly, for one month this takes place. Nightly, your examined, teased, brought to the most unbelievable orgasms your can imagine. Nightly you cum, continuing, until you beg, can't take any more, we continue, together, enjoying your orgasms together. For now, I wait, for this month, your pleasure is realized, many times, over and over your brought relief, for this month I must suffer. It's our custom, you may cum, I cannot. After our wedding it will be different, but for now, for now, I'm not allowed relief. I must endure, be satisfied by your release, your extasy, your orgasm. Once we marry, after our wedding night things will change, that night, the night we wed, for that one night, together, we may share the experience, share the pleasure, we shall both be allow orgasm. For that one solitary night we may experience bliss, we may cum, time and time again. Once morning brakes, once the new day begins, my love, you my darling wife, you shall be denied. After one full month, a month of many pleasures, of you feeling your orgasm crash upon you time and again, once we are married, you must give that up, must give your pleasure, your orgasm, as your gift. That will be your sign, the sign of your surrender, of your love, your orgasm, your pleasure, your need, that's to be your gift to me. In the morning, things will change, again customs must be followed, after that night, for a period one full year, you must face denial, your not allowed to cum, your orgasm must be withheld. Failure, the consequences of failure are unspeakable, they would be forever changing, my love, my precious love, you must not fail. Your flower, your womanhood, if you fail, your pleasure would be taken, never again would you cum, never again would you feel the same, your flower would be changed. Our wedding day, our day has arrived, it's morning, everyone scurrying, movement, excitement everywhere. This morning, you are waken, you are bathed, this morning, clothing is denied, confused, scared, you wonder, something different, something unexpected. Bound, your are escorted to a table, your wrist, your ankles, your knees, all are bound, strap across your waist secured in place. Scared, crying, mind racing, you wait, wondering, what is happening, you remember something about adornment, something about purity, but confused, bound, helpless, you wait. Begging, with your eyes, I approach, I see you begging, wondering, what's happening. Gently, softly, kissing, stroking your hair, looking into your eyes, leaning down, I whisper, softly, gently, explaining. Preparations, your being prepared, made ready, I must help, must take part, relax, there may be some pain, but relax, pleasure will follow. Shields, nipple shields, beautiful golden shields, These, there to become a part of you, once in place, they cannot be removed. These announce your standing, your place in our society, your place of honor. These shields signify your the first, the first wife, to be obeyed, your commands must be followed, any other wives, they must submit to your desires. Sucking, I begin sucking gently, passionately on you nipples, first one side, expanding, swelling, enlarging. As your nipple expands, extends fully, it's erection reaching painfully up, stretching, I place the shield. Carefully, working, again sucking, pulling you nipple, seating the shield, holding it in place, leaning, obscuring your view, kissing you deeply, while holding swallowing your scream the shield is crimped in place. Unseen, one of the slave girls crimps the shield, tightening it's base, pinching, restricting, squeezing the very base of your nipple. Repeating the procedure, your other nipple is prepared, your other shield installed, your nipples hurt, swelling, growing larger, your nipples are throbbing, painfully hard, wonderfully erect. Lower, my head travels lower, down your body, between your thighs. Kissing, teasing, sucking your clit, easing your pain, raising your pleasure. Gently I continue, swooning, this helps the hurt, eases the pain, builds your passion. Licking, sucking, your clitoris continues to grow, continues swelling, pleasure, such sweet pleasure, then you freeze, holding your breath, this time you see what's happening. Slowly, carefully, a ring, a little gold ring, cylinder really, is placed over your clitoris. Twisting, working it down, under the hood, sucking, again sucking you clit, harder this time, pulling it through. You clitoris is pulled through the ring, a suction device attached, tears staining your vision, again I'm kissing, kissing you deeply, stroking you hair, containing your screams, the crimp is made. Lifting, straining, your clitoris swelling, It's shaft stretching, pulling, trying to retract, trying to pull back, but no. Standing, erect, swollen, collared, your clitoris will forever be seen, never again will it be able to hide, to retract. Slowly, slowly you relax, slowly you come to terms, to realize, these adornments, these are the symbols, marks of love, of loyalty, jewelery of a queen. Released, the straps are removed, the preparations continue, your dress, again revealing, although exquisitely beautiful, it's totally revealing. The dress was designed, fitted perfectly to you, enhancing your charms, and the shields, now you notice, the dress is designed to draw attention. Showing, no announcing, outlining the shields, presenting your nipples, displaying your charms. Inspecting, in the mirror, your cleft, your shaven pussy, your clitoris, all is visible. The ring, that golden ring, forcing, enlarging your clit, pushing it forward out of it's covering, everyone will see. Steeling yourself, resigned to this fate, the realization you cannot back out, head lowered, you approach, taking my hand, telling me your ready. Your wedding, your wedding is beautiful, blushing, flushed, your escorted out, through the crowds, everyone staring, looking at you, at your charms, your beauty. Then, as you approach, your parents, you can't turn back, cannot hide, standing, watching, witnessing. Soon, your vows are said, wedding rings in place, your vale is lifted, and there, you are kissed, and pronounced husband and wife. Everything you ever wished for, different than anything you could have dreamed. Your now a wife, a queen, and tonight you become a woman. Tonight, you became a woman tonight, there was some pain, and much pleasure. Different, but unknown, somehow you know it was different, not like anyone else would experience. Lovely, yes very lovely, very beautiful, but you, you'll never know, with the ring installed, your clitoris always standing, you'll never know anything different. While he's making love to you, your clit, stimulated relentlessly, unable to retract, you cum almost continously. The pleasure, you cannot describe the pleasure, never could you believe anything could feal like this. So full, the sensations inside your body, your nipples, screaming for attention, hard as diamonds, aching with pleasure. You never want this night to end. He fills you, time and time again, squirting inside, your orgasm racking you with pleasure. It's too much, at one point, somewhere, darkness, you black out with pleasure. Together, arms holding you tight, morning is about to break, you wake, begging, realizing, longing, please, just once more, again, you begin, again your in heaven, again, your ready to explode. "NO, YOU CANNOT CUM" your pleasure screaming for release, clawing from within, trying to burst forth, and no, your forced to hold it back. Begging, crying, holding the headboard, straining, you receive, inside, you feel the swelling, the pulsing, injection of his semen, hitting your cervix. His pleasure this morning, like never before, seeing his face, feeling him within, surging, releasing inside your body, you begin to cry. You've been made to cum every morning, multiple times, daily, after lunch, after dinner, before bed, become addicted to your orgasm, and now, now you must not, you must only receive, must learn to partake of his pleasure, of his rapture, as your denial increases his pleasure, his extacy. Slowly, ever so slowly, smiling at you, kissing your lips, continuing to move, to thrust, again, he's getting harder. Somehow, your denial excites him, encourages him, makes him hungry for more. Your willingness, your body, your need, driving him on, driving you mad, insane with need. You must open, giving yourself, your womanhood, your excruciating need to cum, that you must lay open before him, your ultimate gift as his wife. Day one had begun, sobbing with need, wracked with desire, begging, pleading with him, please help me through this, help me not to cum, please, please don't make me cum. With that, smiling down at you, kissing, whispering how very much he loves you, he kiss you deeply, again swallowing your screams, holding you, caring for you, again placing his seed within, using your body for his pleasure, you begin your life as his. This next year, you realize this next year will be the most difficult of your life, this next year, this will be a wonderfully agonizingly beautiful year. If this story peaks your interest, please let me know mr.ocontrol@yahoo.comBecoming His