Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. *************************************************************************** **** This story is a part of a trilogy (One Week for Stefan Berg, A Perfect Husband and Another Woman) which is about the young man Stefan, who is forced into slavery by his cousin and his friends. If you are underaged or offended by the following, please don't read further. BDSM Bondage Discipline Humiliation Slavery Scat Wet Chastity Diapers Infantilism Spanking Smothering Body Modification Blackmail Transgender Forced sex And many more lovely fetishes and stuff! If you love it, enjoy! I, Mariette Sadine, own this story with its copyright (c). Please don't copy or publish it anywhere else without my permission. If you love or hate my stories, please email me at mariettesadine@gmail.com and tell me what you think. Or if you have anything else to say. I love to get emails but without sexual suggestions if it is not ideas to more stories of course... If you want to be kind to me, send some similar stories to me or pictures and illustrations showing the things inside my stories. Love you! Mariette *************************************************************************** **** Chapter 1 It was not supposed to be like this. But at times, unexpected things that sets everything to a head when life takes a different turn, a strange direction. When the trail leads to the existence of the unknown. When the church bells created their dreary tone, I could not hold back my tears. I pressed Nina's big hand harder and leaned against her shoulder. As a security in the cold and outlandish that hurt so badly inside me. Who supported me through a grief deeper than the darkest ocean. She was my cousin, my enemy since childhood, a fat girl who I always used to bully and humiliate, but who now sat beside me in church and gave me warmth and closeness. And consolation. There were not many gathered in the small church. There were the closest mourners, namely I, Stefan Berg. Beside me was Nina who was three years older, and beyond her, her parents who were my closest relatives when my grandmas and grandpas had been away for many years. On sporadically dispersed locations, silent in the hard wooden benches with low backs, people with faces I had never seen and barely heard of were sitting. They were my parents' customers and acquaintances. In the front of the church were, almost at the altar, two dark brown coffins arranged. In them were my mother and my father. The last two weeks I had been living in a fog. Fourteen days earlier I had woken up in my bed and felt a silence I had not felt for a week, the first day I was free and without rompers and diapers. And as a subtle coercion led me to expose myself to it was my own cousin, Nina, who was now my only security. How ironic. But now it was difficult to laugh at the situation. During a week when my parents traveled on their first vacation in many years, after having built up their business, Nina had emerged as a clown in the box and acted as my babysitter. I who just left school and looking forward to a long wonderful summer without any demands, and then when fall came, plan for my future, had put up for party preparations together with my girlfriend Sara and my friends. But it had not become so. I'd instead seen myself unlocked and humiliated. What could have been a week of freedom was instead six days of captivity and punishment. Everything was about how I during childhood and adolescence bullied and irritated Nina each time we met. And her revenge had been sweet. But not for me. The same morning I was finally free from her and I woke up in freedom Nina had been standing in front of me again. But this time her smile had not been malicious. It had been full of shock and radiated compassion. Her words, I would never forget. "Stefan, I'm so sorry. So sorry," she had said and sat down on the edge of the bed. "What is it? Have you not left yet? "I had asked and she had shocked her head. Then I understood that something was wrong. "Stefan, your parents. It was a car accident. They went home from the airport. When the taxi crashed. Oh, I'm so sorry," she almost sobbed and she hugged me. She had hugged me a long time and everything had turned black. Despite what she did to me, I had at the end the week, begun to forgive her behavior, even though I have suffered terrible things. Because I had realized that she had every right to punish me for what I for many years had exposed her to. "It doesn't matter if you cry, Stefan," Nina whispered and I sobbed, as a child, helpless and hopeless. She pressed me tighter to her and I closed my eyes while tears ran down my chins and tears mingled with the monotonous organ church hymn playing. No one sang, and the only voice that echoed from the building's whitewashed stone walls was the organ player. "I promise to take care of you. I'm here with you. Not leaving you," she promised, and stroked the tears in my face away. And then I felt safe and could devote myself to grief and the two coffins, which contained what once had been my mom and my dad. Now they were gone. As a consolation was that they had passed away quickly. According to Nina who got the news first they had died instantly when the taxi crashed on the road from the airport. Nina had met the police on the outside of our house just as she was about to go home. My plans had been ruined, when Nina would have gone home and allow me to enjoy the summer. But it hadn't been any. Despite my dislike for Nina, I felt safe when she still took care of everything. I had spent the days after the accident in grief while Nina took care of the contact with lawyers and planning for the funeral and arranging all the paperwork. And Nina had taken care of everything when I was not capable of it after the shock. What was done and what had happened, I had almost no memories of. God knows what papers I signed in the recent weeks. Inheritance, debt cancellations, life insurances and other things that I didn't understand anything of and that Nina told me to sign. While I wandered around in the summer heat in shock and frozen in a quiet solitude. She had been like a mother, as an aid in the storm that was my life until the moment in the church, where we now sat. The priest talked while I let the tears run against Nina's dark dress. "Sorry," I sobbed when I saw how I made her clothes wet but she just giggled. "Weep, Stefan, it doesn't matter," she simply answered, and pressed my face harder against her muscular shoulder. When it was time to say goodbye one last time Nina stood up and took my hand. Together we went over to the coffins while the crowd looked at me. Sad smiles and whispers. Maybe they felt sorry for me, who have been orphaned and alone. Perhaps they were waiting to get up from the uncomfortable benches and stretching their stiff backs. I felt like a child next to Nina, who was almost 12 inches taller than me but it wasn't anything I no longer responded to, or pondered over. She was like a rock in my brittle world. Then everything went quickly, as if everyone was in a hurry to get back to their everyday life. The people, the faces I saw for the first time and probably would never see again, scattered in the wind and I was suddenly outside the church, beneath the stairs on the gravel with Nina next to me. Her parents looked sadly at me. "Take care of yourself now, little Stefan. Nina, you may call us and tell how it goes," her mother said and patted me on the cheek. I just nodded. "Thank you for coming." "Of course. Your mother was my sister and will always be there, even though she is gone from mortal life now," she answered, and I saw tears in her eyes. They had been close to each other, although they lived on different sides of the country. Perhaps it was just as awful to lose a sister as to lose a mother. Then Mr. and Mrs. Lager walked toward the parking lot, arm in arm and waved at us before they sat in the car and were gone. Nina and I stood there for a while and watched the empty cemetery. A cool breeze played among the trees. It was Friday afternoon. The month was July. "Would you like me to stay with you for a while? I am happy to help so that you will come back after all this," Nina said, and held my hand. I felt ambivalent. The woman who previously had been so evil wanted to help. I just nodded. Perhaps it was the shock not released yet, the shock of being alone without parents. "Now let's go home. Now we look into the future, Stefan. I understand that it is hard and painful but I am here. Do you understand?" And I nodded as she pressed her hand tighter around mine. Together we walked down the gravel to the car. While Nina drove, I sat beside her and looked out of the window. The sun, heat, out there were my old friends, those I have not seen in a long time since all the time after the week with Nina had passed in sorrow and to bring order to my reality. Then I thought about the pictures. The ones Nina had taken when I was dressed in baby clothes and diapers, sometimes with girl's clothes. What would happen to them? She had threatened to publish them on the Internet if I ever stopped obeying Nina and my ex-girlfriend, Sara. Quiet, I wondered if her threats were still valid after everything that happened. But it was probably put a side. Her threatening to let others see the photographs might well not apply now when everything was as it was. Then I wondered how I was able to think about it now, when I was an orphan. A tear fell down my cheek. But Nina didn't see it. She looked straight ahead. She drove. And was in her own thoughts.. We went through a summer landscape. In recent weeks, I had seen very little of nature and its beauty, then I mostly found myself indoors, the first week of summer vacation locked in my own home, and then, after the death bid, at home because of grief. I hadn't been out at all, and was probably paler than most of my friends who were at parties and down the beach. I was not in a party mood, although a real drunkenness could have been fitting pretty. Nina had been of a different opinion on that issue and kept me at home and sober. And I was eternally grateful to her for that. It was Nina who kept me alive during these weeks. She gave me food and made sure that I didn't sit up all night watching TV or using the computer too much. I had not even been in contact with my friends. I Just chatted occasionally on MSN when I managed but had not talked physically to someone. Some had called but those calls Nina had looked after and explained how I was feeling. They had understood but not called again. Perhaps it was too much for them. Death scared most people. When Nina drove up on the street, I saw neighbors sadly watching me. I refused to meet their eyes. I did not want to talk to them, not to talk to anyone. Just be by myself. So much was torturing my mind. What would happen now? How long would Nina stay? I knew nothing and desired most of all that I could hand over everything to someone else. But reality didn't work that way. I was bitterly aware of that. The warm air greeted me as I opened the car door when Nina parked on the driveway to our house. What would happen to the house? And everything that was in it? All memories of my parents. When I was the only heir it was there for me to take care of everything, to go through every item to determine what would be saved or not. It would take forever. Some papers that were important from my parents' business had been taken care of by an accountant and lawyer. I didn't worry about that. But everything else, it was memories of them, what my parents loved. "Come on, Stefan. Let's eat something and then we begin to clean, or what do you say?" Nina said, and tried to sound happy when we went to the front door. I just nodded in reply and walked behind her. We ate sandwiches and drank milk in silence and then we spent the whole afternoon to go through the papers, and Nina helped to see what could be saved or not. Bags of recycled paper grew as the day turned into evening. The work helped me to move on because I would not drown in grief. "We have to order a container so that we can throw everything that should not be saved, right?" Nina said, when we were so tired that we could not manage more. Sweat ran down our bodies and we finished the job for the day. "It feels weird. Just a few weeks ago, there was mom and dad. Now they are gone," I thought. Nina met my gaze and smiled. "It takes time to understand and get over it, but it will, Stefan. And I'll stay here as long as necessary. Okay?" She said and continued. "It wasn't supposed to be like this, Stefan, you understand that, huh? None of us knew it would be like this." It sounded almost as if Nina had some sort of bad conscience. "I know. It's nobody's fault. If you don't want to stay here any longer, you can go. That was what you had in mind from the start, right?" I answered and looked into the TV, but didn't reflect on what I saw. "I'm not going, Stefan. I remain here as long as you need help. How ironic," she thought as she tidied up a bit in the kitchen. "What?" "A few weeks ago, I was pissed at you. I took revenge for what you did to me for so many years. Now I don't know who you are but I'll probably will find out," Nina said, and continued to pick with glasses and plates. And she was right. It was an odd situation. I could not really be angry at her, although what she exposed me to during her revenge. Memories remained of how she tied me up, spanked me and forced me to wear a diaper. Now it was memories, but they would not disappear. In a strange way, I had become dependent on her and didn't want her to go home. Then I would sit in this house all alone with all responsibility, and I didn't know what to do. "What happens now?" I asked. Nina came and sat beside me on the sofa. She put her big hand on my thigh and squeezed a bit, mostly of caring and closeness. "I don't know. We must make the best of the situation, right? I've helped you so that what remains in the estate is yours and that the money lands in your bank account. Maybe you can sell the house and move into an apartment?" She suggested getting me to look ahead. And I thought and reflected about it. . "Will you help me with that?" I wondered, and felt alone. I knew nothing about the legal work. Everything was just too much, like a dark, black, night. "If you want me to." And I nodded. Nina prepared tea and cakes which she put on the living room table. None of us were really hungry for food so we ate cake and drank tea while we watched TV in silence for a while. The memories came back from the week she humiliated me. I had not been allowed to watch TV. TV was for adults, Nina had said but sometimes forced watch the children's programs as part of her revenge. Now we were equal in some strange sort of way. As if everything was forgotten. During the two weeks after my mother's and father's death, we had not talked so much about what happened and it appeared to remain so. As a tacit agreement. I tried to do as she said, mostly because she would stay and help me. I managed nothing else because I needed her support in my grief. Then we saw what happened, and until I came back to my normal self again. Meanwhile, Nina gladly took care of everything and supported me through every day. About an hour later, we decided to sleep. I was tired after the funeral and the process of throwing and sorting things in the house, and Nina seemed tired as well. At night I slept in my parents' bed with Nina. She never touched me in bed and we had never had sex because it felt so wrong for what she did to me earlier. Yet I felt something for her. She was beautiful, a sense of security. But in the bed we slept as friends.A Perfect Husband 1