By Louetta

I try to give a boy my first blow job but mess it up and it turns
into a handjob.

My first summer at camp I had a wonderful time. There was a boy named
Troy who was an instructor on the obstacle course and in physical 
fitness. We became good friends. Friends with a few benefits, but
just some minor ones like light kisses and a little touch and smile.
He had a really nice body like you'd expect from a fitness instructor,
tallish and slim and nicely muscled. Great abs. If I had felt ready I
would have fucked him in a minute but I didn't. I was just too young
and he was six years older than I, an enormous difference at that age.

The last week of the summer we spent a lot of time together. On 
Saturday the campers left and the staff spent time closing things up.
Troy had a car with him that last night so he could drive home on 
Sunday so Saturday after we finished work around 8PM he took me into
Georgetown for pizza. We got back to the camp after nine and it was 
dark and we decided to go in for one last swim. We went to our rooms
to get our swim gear on. I put on my best bikini. I always wore tank
suits at camp but this was a date and I wanted to show him some skin.

I had already decided that since he had been so good to me over the
summer and he was so attractive that I wanted to do something sexual
for him and with him. Fucking him was out of the question. A blowjob
seemed like the perfect solution. I had never actually given one and
I wanted to learn how. I figured he would enjoy finally getting
something off me besides kisses and a little tit and ass. I wanted
him tied down when I did it just to give him that experience and to
make sure he didn't get out of control and rape me. It would be a
date rape of course, he would never force me, but still. 

So I collected a few ropes and a bottle of olive oil which came from
the cafeteria for massage. I knew a bit about handjobs and I had some 
practice in our bondage games. Ray and I had tied up her little brother
once and experimented on him. I knew how to fondle a guy's balls without
hurting him and had some practice stroking a penis to get it up. But
I had never taken a guy to orgasm with my hand or taken a penis in
my mouth. I had gotten some pointers from girls on the swim team and
from my brothers but I needed more practical experience. And I felt
like I owed him a good time.

We changed and headed for the water, me with my little bag of ropes
and olive oil. He had nothing but little swim briefs and a towel. We 
swam and then kissed and embraced in the water. We both were aware 
this was our last night and I let him but his hands down the back of
my suit and with his leg for a little pressure I got off right that.

"Hey, no fair," he said. "What about me? Are you going to let me fuck
you tonight, you little cock tease? This is our last night."

"Don't talk to me like that," I said. If he wanted me to fuck him this
was not the way.

"Let's go to your room."

"Come on. Your place." 

His jaw dropped. This was too good to be true. 

"What did you say?" he asked.

"OK, I admit I owe you something. Come on."

We toweled off and grabbed our stuff and headed for his room. When we
got there he locked the door and we started to make out standing up. 
It was really nice. Him and the moonlight and the warm August air.

"OK, off with your top," he said and he pulled my straps down.

"Stop it!" I said. 

"I'm not waiting any longer, before you leave this room I'm going to
fuck your little cunt til it bleeds." Now I was a little scared. There 
were very few people around. And he could easily rape me if he wanted.

"Are you alone in here?"

"Til later, maybe midnight. Some of the guys in the other rooms will 
come back but we'll be alone in here."

"OK, lie down on your bed," I told him. He lay down and opened a 
drawer on the nightstand and took out some rubbers and some K-Y jelly.
Those were things I wanted to learn about too. I picked up my bag and
took out my ropes and my olive oil. I was really mad at him now but I
figured if I could get him tied down I could proceed with my plan. I
didn't mind that he wanted to fuck me but he had no right to start 
calling me names.

"What are the ropes for?" he said expectantly. 

"I'm going to tie you to the bed. Will you let me?"

"Sure, but you'll never be able to tie me so I can't get free!"

Little did he know I had lots of experience with knots.

"We'll see. OK, lie back in the middle of the bed and spread your 
arms out over your head." He did and with his arms spread wide I 
proceeded to bind each of his wrists to the rail at the top end of 
the bed. It was just a simple cot. I knew how to do it, tying him
once with one half of each rope and a second time with the other half
so he'd have to get out of two ties to get free. Then I took a separate
piece of rope for each hand and twisted it around the other ropes in
between his wrists and the rail. Then I tied his ankles with his feet
spread wide.

He was beautiful. Naked except for his little swim briefs. I knew he
had a big package of course having seen at the bulge in his trunks when
we made out during the summer. Now the bulge was enormous. I would soon
see what he looked like without that little suit.

"What are you going to do?" he asked as I took out my olive oil. I put
some in a pan and started it gently warming on the stove. He was getting
impatient now and maybe a little scared.

"Let me spell it out for you. I want to have sex with you but I'm too
young. It's me, not you. So you'll have to settle for a blowjob but 
I'll make it as good a one as I can. Maybe next summer I'll feel like
I can fuck you. OK?"

"Oh no. I'm not waiting til next year to get your little cunt. Before 
you leave tonight I'm going to fuck you staright and then in your cute
little ass. So first a blowjob but why did you tie me up?"

"Oh I think you'll enjoy it. Guys say it heightens the experience and
it will do you good to surrender complete control of your body to me.
Has a girl ever tied you up before""

"No."

"Have you ever had a real blowjob before?"

"Of course, do you think you're the first little piece of ass I've had?"

"OK. I figured. A lot of guys haven't though they won't admit it. An
hour from now you can say you have and it'll be true." While the oil 
heated a little more I sat on the bed beside him and leaned over and 
kissed his mouth. He frenched me and I frenched him back. That was one
thing I had learned from him. While I kissed him my hand wandered down over
his stomach and finally it reached his bathing suit and while I kissed 
him I fondled his package through his suit.

"Oh, oh," he moaned. "Come on. Hurry." But I had no intention of being
in a hurry. I got up and poured the warm oil into a saucer and put it 
on the nightstand. Then I sat on top of him around the area of his belly
button. I didn't dare sit on top of his by now throbbing penis.

I reached around behind my back and undid my top from behind and lifted
it up over my head and threw it on the floor. Troy's heart literally 
skipped a beat as he saw my bare breasts for the first time. Not to say
there was much to see, not much more than my breast buds but nevertheless
he gasped when he saw me bare chested. Under my top, what passed for my 
tits were lily white, with little pink areola. My nipples were rock
hard which they usually were when I was with him even with my shirt on
and I felt wet between my legs. Slowly I leaned over and put my chest 
right over his mouth and he inclined his head and started to kiss and 
lick my bare nipples. It felt heavenly and I stayed there and him do it
for a couple of minutes. By now I was soaking wet.

I sat up and untied first one then the other side of my suit and slid 
it off. He stared down at my almost hairless crotch. I didn't even have
enough hair down there to shave. Just some along my pussy lips and a bit
of peach fuzz above it. My pussy lips were nice and pink and shiny with
wetness, still kind of thin. I shinnied on my knees up to his face and he
struggled against his bonds and tried to get his mouth on my pussy but 
I didn't let him. I spread my little pink lips with my fingers and let
him stare at my hot little cunt.

"Untie me, I have to fuck you right now. If you don't let me I'll tie YOU
down and do it."

"I thought you said you were going to be able to get free?"

"Don't torture me like this. Let me have some of your pussy!"

"Nope. I said maybe next year. But you've been great all summer. It's 
almost time for your reward. But first you have to answer a few questions.
First, are you a virgin?"

"Of course not, I get lots of pussy!"

"Just not from me. Have you ever had sex with someone so much younger 
than you are? Like me?"

"None of your damn business now stop torturing me like this."

"If I'm going to blow you, I think it is my business. Tell me the truth, 
Troy. Look, it's easy. Whether you're a virgin or not, you won't be a few
minutes from now, at least as far as blowjobs are concerned so it really 
doesn't matter, does it?"

"All right I've had plenty of younger girls like you. Satisfied?"

"Ok, I thought so. I was right in not letting you fuck me. I was hoping 
to be your first and I was stupid enough for awhile to think I might be. 
But nevertheless I'll give you a night you'll never forget. Well,
I'm naked now your turn." 

I got up and turned around and sat on his chest reverse cowgirl style but
up higher. I reached down and slowly slid my hand under the waistband of 
his little bathing suit.

"Uh, uh," he cried as my hand found his rock hard penis. He was soaking 
with pre-cum. That was something I wanted to learn about, how it tasted,
how much of it there was, how it smelled. It was slippery. I had felt
it before when we had RaeAnn's little brother tied up. I tickled Troy a
little down there and felt for his balls and squeezed gently. "Hey!" he 
cried. I giggled and then started to roll the band of his suit down to  
free his penis from it's little cloth prison and then with both hands 
pulled it down over his ass and down to mid thigh. 

His rock-hard dick stood up like a flag pole. He was really huge, by far 
the biggest I'd ever seen. Bigger than my brothers' and RaeAnn's brothers.
He was not circumcised and of course his foreskin was retracted down off
his dick head and I marveled at how red and sensitive the head looked.
He had a nice thatch of pubic hair which he had trimmed slightly it looked
like so he could wear such a small swimsuit without the hair sticking out.

"You have the biggest cock I've ever seen!" I told him.

"Come on, come on."

"Be patient." I got my oil and put it next to me on the bed and took a
half handful and started to lube his dick with it. "This looks delicious!"
I used both my hands to apply the oil to his dick and his balls. I stroked
him lightly. I wanted to make him wait as long as possible to get off and
feel the thrill of his life. It wasn't the first time a girl had ever 
touched him there but I figured with having him tied down and me being a
pretty young virgin it was the most intense and knowing what was going 
to come later would make it feel twice as good. My hand stroked his dick
up and down, sending wave after wave of pleasure through him. 

I took one of the rubbers he had on the nightstand. I wanted to try using
it, at least unrolling it and putting it on his dick. I took it out of the 
package and looked at it and smelled it. It didn't really smell good. I 
had read about how to put them on so I put it on the top of his dick head 
and started to roll it down over his cock. It was tough going because of
his size and I was clumsy. I think that was my mistake. Me handling him
pushed him too far. I figured I had to let him cum now but I wanted to see
it so I rolled the rubber off his dick and that really did it.

His breaths were coming in gasps now. His had been becoming more aroused 
with each passing second. I thought maybe he had passed the point of no 
return. My brothers had told me there was a point boys got to where they 
couldn't hold back from cumming. I took more oil and just stroked him with
my hand. It seemed his erection was almost painful. I had to get him off
now. I stroked him one more time and his whole body shook with the pleasure.
I was driving him crazy. Finally he couldn't take it any more, not letting
him cum was like torturing him. His body started bucking beneath me.

Then he felt something happening deep inside him. Inside his loins. The 
pleasure, already beyond anything he had ever experienced, began to climb 
to new heights. The pressure was building in him. In a few seconds he was 
going to explode.

"Oh god oh god oh god oh god!" he screamed. "Help me!" The world began 
spinning and he knew he was experiencing something he had never felt before.
His whole body shook and he started to cum, first just some then more then 
more and more and I tried to catch it with my hands and I got most of it
and I rubbed it on my bare tits and down my stomach. I was amazed at how 
much there was of it. And it lasted like a minute and a half and his body
was still throbbing and cum was still leaking out of his dick hole even
after it stopped squirting and then gradually his body became still and he
just lay there.

A couple of minutes later he was still breathing kind of hard. His dick 
stopped pulsing and the pleasure became a memory. I watched his penis with
care as it softened slowly and then kind of leaned to one side and after
two more minutes maybe was completely flaccid.

"So how was your first blowjob?" I asked.

"My god!" he exclaimed. "That was amazing! I never knew it could feel 
that good." He didn't even realize I hadn't had a chance to use my mouth. 
I got off him and stood up.

"It gets even better," I said. "But you're probably not up to it at the 
moment."

"Probably not," he replied. "I'm exhausted. Look, have you ever been fucked
in your bum?"

"Sure, lots of times. Just use lots of K-Y on me." That was a lie of course.
I'd never been fucked in my pussy not mind my bum.

"I don't believe you. Untie me, Louetta, I'm going to fuck you in that cute
little ass!"

"Not yet I won't untie you," in fact I wasn't going to untie him. "Next year 
and I'll let you fuck me. Maybe." I ran some water on some paper towels
and wiped his cum off my tits and my tummy. I tasted a little of it. It
was kind of salty maybe. I put my suit back on.

I had an idea. I started for the door.

"Where the hell are you going? Fuckin' untie me!"

"Shut up, I'll be right back," I didn't like people swearing at me. I didn't
like people calling me names or telling me they were going to fuck me in the
bum. I peaked in rooms down the hall and found one that was still occupied. 
I opened a drawer and took out a pair of men's underpants. Further down
the hall I found a trash can with a coffee cup and a few cigarette butts
in it. I took the stuff back to Troy's room. I rubbed the crotch of the
men's underpants on his crotch where he was wet with cum and put the 
underpants on the floor by the bed. I put the coffee cup with the cigarettes
on the nightstand. I wanted to make it look like he had been with a man.
I don't mind gay people but I knew he'd be mortified if the guys found the 
stuff.

I picked up my bag and headed for the door again.

"Hey, you little cunt, where are you going?" Nobody calls me cunt. I was
glad I was leaving him tied there.

"Home," I said. And I left him bound there to his bed. I knew some guys
would be back in a few hours to release him. What they'd think of the
men's underwear and the cigarettes was up to them. On the way back to my 
room I called my dad from the phone on the outside of the cafeteria and 
asked him to come get me. It was 11PM but he was glad to do it. Boxford 
isn't far from Hamilton. I went to my room and put some clothes on and
put the few things I had left in my room for that day into my bag. I
left the dorm and started walking out the camp road to the main road. 
Dad was there soon. As we drove off I saw the guys from Troy's dorm coming
in.  

I thought about what happened. I had been naked with a guy who had been
a potential boyfriend, not some guy in a bondage game. That was important.
I had to learn to relax in the nude, to show myself off to boys and not
feel embarassed. I already knew I was probably going to be flat and keep
my boyish ass and I had to learn to be sexy that way. I learned a little 
more about guys. All summer long had Troy just been lining me up to fuck 
me? One more young piece of ass? Who knows. 

From an experience point of view I tried to give a guy a blowjob and was
willing to do it. Things just didn't work out. Maybe I can practice on
RaeAnn's little brother. I won't even have to tie him up. I really didn't
even give him a hand job. He was already almost off. Just a few quick 
strokes to get him off. I had got to put a safe on a guy's erect penis.
And for that matter had seen a new boy's penis and his balls and his hair 
and felt the penis and his balls. And I had seen him erect and seen him
and go soft again. And rubbed his cum on my body and tasted it and smelled 
it. 

All in all it was a success. Soon we were home. I had a little to eat
and went upstairs and stripped naked and got into bed. I lay on my back
and did myself with my hands. When I was done I rolled on my side, put my
favorite teddy between my bare thighs up against my wet little snatch
and fell right asleep. 

I never saw Troy again.

louetta_keene@yahoo.com

  
A Virgin Sacrifice - August 1996