Subject: Kelly's Diary is Back
Story Codes: nosex
Author: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
Published: July 22, 2016
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Dear Loyal Reader,
Every now and then my diary disappears and then reappears raising
questions as to what happened. Usually when this happens it means I'm
overly frustrated with the lurkers and pervs who seem to hang out at
sites like this. When it comes to the lurkers, ASSTR provides its
authors with reports of the number of hits for each posting and thus I
know that 99% of the readers never contact me. Well, it takes a lot of
work to write about my experiences and the only payback I get is the
response of my "fans". The people I consider perverts are the ones who
only want nude photos of me or free phone sex.
I made the mistake of mentioning in some diary entries about my daughter
Mia. I was astounded at how many men seem to be interested in sex with a
four year old girl! Not only does this not interest me, it's my own
daughter for goodness sakes. At first I played along with some of them
being curious about this sort of thing but it quickly became boring and
repulsive. Hey, if that's your thing then fine. I just ask not to be
part of it.
So one day in a fit I just blew up and deleted everything. We then went
on a cruise with another couple and before I knew it ASSTR has deleted my
account for "inactivity". My requests for reinstatement were ignored so
I opened this new account.
So if I was so upset then why am I reposting them again? Well, it goes
back to why I started doing it in the first place. Most people probably
don't realize that I've always been extremely insecure. My struggles
with my self-image go back to my middle school years, back when it seemed
I was the only one in my group of friends who hadn't graduated from a
training bra - albeit a theoretical milestone since I never even owned
one but you get the idea. My parents were so concerned that they took me
to a counselor who taught me coping mechanisms that helped me, some of
which I continue to use today. One of the most effective has been to
seek the attention of men which then serves to make me feel better about
myself. Yeah, I guess you could say I was officially sanctioned to be a
slut! It worked in that nothing boosts my ego and self-image like a guy
wanting me so badly that he's willing to sacrifice everything - his
marriage, family, girlfriend, even his job just to have me, even if it's
only a photo of me in a dress or jeans. Matter of fact, it worked so
well I still rely on it today for those days I am depressed and unsure of
myself.
Getting such attention is pretty easy when I meet guys in person.
Sometimes all it takes is just the right look, a smile, or a flick of my
hair to do the trick. Once he's on the line, a little bending over to
reveal some major cleavage or up-skirt views and he's hooked!
In contrast, on-line it's a LOT more difficult as guys can SAY anything
but who knows if they're telling the truth. I assume now after over 13
years of this they usually aren't. Thus I've come to rely on the old
adage, "Dicks never lie!" Hence my push for men to submit tributes as
nothing backs up their words like showing me photos and videos of them
masturbating, their hard dick shooting out their sperm all over my
pictures - or that of whomever they are lusting for be it their daughter
or another girl/woman in their family.
In the process there's one thing guys always seem to get wrong but I
really can't complain - they're guys after all and so when it comes to
girls they do most of their thinking with their little head. The reality
is that I could care less about nude photos of your wife and daughter.
Actually less than that - I don't want them at all, especially if your
daughter is under eighteen! I mean like give me a break. How many real
father have nude photos of their daughter? (OK, so I know of one!) My
immediate assumption in such cases is that they were stolen from the
Internet so I could care less about them as they're just porn. Even
worse, it tells me I'm being taken for a fool, scammed or worse - trying
to entrap me thinking what I do is more than what I say which simply
isn't true.
The thing to remember is that the only reason I'm on-line is to satisfy
MY ego, not yours. For the women out there, my therapist was right ?
this DOES make you feel better about yourself. So if that makes me sound
selfish or self-absorbed then so be it. At least I'm being honest which
is more than I can say for most people who contact me.
For me it's all about reality as the only thing I care about is if
you REALLY feel about me the way you claim. Thus I usually start by
asking for "normal" shots of your family as they tell so much more about
them and your relationship with them. My favorite ones are wedding
photos and family vacation shots. When it comes to photos, size DOES
matter (or at least numbers). I mean like in this day and age of cell
phones and digital cameras, who doesn't have hundreds of family shots?
Yet I still have guys who claim they don't have any or that they're "on
the other computer", or that their hard drive crashed and they lost them
all, or some other ridiculous excuse. C'mon... I have literally
thousands of me and my family so anyone who plays such games is telling
me that whatever web site or FaceBook page they stole them from doesn't
have more to "share" with me.
Then there are those that that claim they only have nudes. Like give me
a break - do you really expect me to buy that? The REALLY dumb ones send
me porn site photos! Both my father and husband have massive porn
collections so they can tell me instantly who has been stealing photos.
One more thing guys... pretending to be a woman doesn?t get you anything
special. First, most men are so horrible it's easy to identify them
almost immediately. Even some of the best "posers" trip up sooner or
later so trust me, I've probably already met someone trying to use your
line so don?t even try.
I don't expect guys to share with me without something from me in return
but most guys never get a single photo of me because they won't share
first. I NEVER initiate contact with anyone so sorry, YOU contacted me
first so you share first. Of those that do get one, 99% of them will
never see me out of a dress or jeans. As for the remaining 1%, most
won't get more than maybe a sports bra or bikini shot. I've decided for
my own privacy concerns that unless a guy is willing to be totally
upfront with me and open up completely about themselves and their family,
followed by tributes, then he isn't interested in me enough to earn a
naughty photo.
Usually this process take months if not years of interacting with
someone. This is because for security/privacy reasons I NEVER do phone
calls or video. People complain but I don't care as both are WAY too
easy to record and track. Thus please don't expect much if you're
contacting me for the first time. Pushing me will only get you blocked.
So yes, Kelly's Diary is coming back! I plan to restore it slowly and
use this opportunity to edit my stories as many were written a long time
ago and as a teacher I cringe now when I see the spelling and grammar
errors. Please have patience as this will take time! Also, people grip
when I post too many at a time which I understand as I feel the same way
when other like the Nifty folks do that.
If you want my diary to stay around this time then how about dropping me
a line to at least show your appreciation? Even better, do a tribute to
demonstrate to me that I turn you on and that you think I'm pretty and
sexy. Tell me your REAL thoughts about your daughter (or whomever in
your family turns you on no matter what age or relationship) that you've
never confessed to anyone else. Maybe you could even do a tribute to
them. Don't you think it's the least you can do in response to the hours
and hours I spend sharing my life so you can masturbate about it?
Oh... one final note. My belief is that ANY fantasy is OK so long as
that's all it is - a fantasy. Fantasies can be about literally anything
and while I may not be turned on by yours, it doesn't mean you don't have
the right to have it. On the other hand, it also doesn't mean you have
the right to expect me to like your fantasy so please don't bother if
you're into bondage, anal, scat, porn, animals or anything else I
personally consider disgusting or disrespectful of women. Also, I do NOT
trade porn so please don't ask me for nudes of me. When you've earned
them you'll get them so asking for them it just makes me stubborn and you
definitely won't get any.
Finally and most important... I especially want NOTHING to do with child
pornography, not even the old-time favorite "topless in the bathtub"
shots of your little girl. Sorry, the Wild West days of the Internet are
a thing of the past and everything we do now is being monitored by Big
Brother. Therefore to protect myself if anything of this nature is sent
to me it will be immediately forwarded to the FBI so you've been warned!
Luv,
Kelly
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