---------------------------------------------------------
WARNING!
This text file contains sexually explicit material.
If you do not wish to read this type of literature,
or you are under age, PLEASE CLOSE THIS FILE NOW!!!!
---------------------------------------------------------
This work is copyrighted to the author © 2006. Please
do not remove the author information or make any changes
to this story. You may post freely to non-commercial
"free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites.
Thank you for your consideration
--------------------------------------------------------
THE KELLY FAQ (FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS)
By Kelly
pghpa_girl@yahoo.com
http://www.pghpagirl.com
The Kelly FAQ
Some questions kept getting asked over and over again. This gets
tedious and some are hard to answer properly using instant messaging so
I decided to write up the complete answers to my most frequently asked
questions. I update this FAQ periodically as patterns emerge or I see
where I have inadequately explained something.
Love ya,
Kelly
Are your stories true?
======================
This is by far the number one question! Yes, they are all true except for
those I declare as fictional at the very beginning and keep in a separate
area of my website. Please read my article "My Thoughts About Incest" if
you haven't already so you don't get any wrong ideas.
The Fantasies section of my website has stories about situations I have
fantasized about. Please note that ALL of these are total figments of my
imagination. You might be interested to know that some of them were
inspired by real fathers who have chatted with me. Each of them wanted
to have sex with me and hopefully (that is, from their perspective mind
you), have sex with their kids as well. For me, when it comes to chatting
just about anything is fair game so I didn't mind discussing these topics
and admittedly I even fantasize about them sometimes. I am not afraid in
the least to admit that my fantasies can get a lot kinkier than I personally
ever would. In this instance I found myself getting extremely turned on
while I imagined what would happen if I did what they asked. Please
remember that my fictional stories are just for fun and fantasy so please
don't get all upset if you don't agree with the subject material.
To be fair, like everyone else I have a selective memory meaning that I
tend to remember the good times more so than the bad. I am not writing
an autobiography so don't expect to hear about my bad dates! (I have
published a couple of stories about some events that were not necessarily
the best days in my life but did have a significant impact on making me
who and what I am today.) Needless to say I don't have videos of these
experiences so the events and dialog are based on my memories - which I
freely admit are not 100% clear all of the time. I do the best I can to stick
to the spirit of the occasion and confess to the use of a bit of artistic
license at times. In many cases I have condensed the story to keep it
reasonable in length. All in all, in the end I sincerely believe they are a
reasonably accurate portrayal of each encounter.
Do you meet with people you chat with?
======================================
Easily the number two question and probably #1 for those who don't read
this article first! I have never met anyone I have chatted with on the
Internet as pghpa_girl nor do I ever intend to in the future. When I chat
with friends or family I use another chat service. When using this persona
I don't give out my real last name, full address or phone number. On the
other hand, when I chat using my "real" profile I don't publish bikini or
nude pics of me nor do I talk about my sexual background, especially
regarding incest or fantasies. Oh, please don't waste time asking me for
my other HIM name!
There are two primary reasons I will not meet with people I chat with as
pghpa_girl:
First, anyone who chats with me here knows personal things about me
that I could never allow to be publicly associated with me or my family.
Therefore I could never allow anyone to meet me and thus be able to
connect me in real life with the Kelly they know from here. I am not as
concerned about myself as I am about the rest of my family. My parents
have high-profile positions and are well-known and respected in the
community. I would never forgive myself if I messed all that up far the
short-term fun of meeting someone from here. Everyone says they would
never do anything to hurt us but I can't take that risk so please don't take it
personally when I say no if you ask to meet me.
Second and maybe most important, I am scared. OK, I know that most
people are truthful but frankly I know full well that many are not. While I
can live with that and even expect it in a chat room, I don't want to find out
in person. I have spoken with people who claim to have had wonderful
experiences and a few couples I have chatted with even claim to have met
on the Internet. All I can say is I am glad for them and I don't mean in any
way to criticize or judge their actions in the least. All I ask is that the same
respect be afforded me. For me the risks are simply higher than the
reward, especially given some of the people this profile attracts!
There have been people and couples that have made some VERY
tempting offers but the answer has always been the same. If the only
reason you want to chat with me is to eventually meet me, please don't
even bother or we will just both be frustrated in the end. Every guys
seems to think he is going to be so charming or exotic that he will be the
one in a thousand who finally changes my mind and thus gets really
persistent. I deal with people like this in one of two ways. Most I simply
stop chatting with. Sometimes I end up playing along with him simply
because except for the pestering about meeting them I do enjoy chatting
with him (I say HIM because 99.9% of the time it is). I really don't feel
guilty about this because I tell everyone the same thing from the start so if
they choose to disrespect me and insist on pushing me to meet then it's
their own fault when they eventually come to the realization that it isn't
going to happen.
Because I will never meet with anyone from here, that also drives other
behaviors that I know frustrate and probably irritate some people here. If
you don't like them please don't argue or berate me, just don't chat with
me! Sorry but it's that simple to me. I don't understand why people tell me
that I am conceited or immature when I say this, I am just trying to be
honest with people – a trait I find in short supply in chat rooms. At the
same time, I find that knowing I won't meet someone also allows me to
feel more freedom to discuss and say just about anything about me. It's
not that I would lie about anything in my life if we were planning to meet, I
just wouldn't say it in the first place. For instance, not a single guy I have
ever dated knows my true relationship with my parents. So I guess it's a
bit of a trade-off. You get to know all about me including my most intimate
secrets but you don't get to meet me. Guys I date get to have sex with me
but they never know everything about me. Someday I will get married and
that guy will have it all but until I find him then that's the way it is.
Why do you chat if you don't want to meet anyone?
=================================================
I first started chatting in adult chat rooms in January of 2004. It all started
as a dare by some friends who found out I had never visited an adult chat
site. To my surprise I found that I enjoyed it and it's been a lot of fun since
then. Eventually I grew weary of the adult sites where I was swamped by
perverts and fakers and I pretty much stay away from them. Yahoo! is
now the only place I chat about sex. I have stayed with AFF on and off
and will likely drop it for good the next time my renewal comes up.
"Adult" chatting has proven to be a great outlet for me. As pghpa_girl I can
talk about my sex life and fantasies in ways that I can't in my "normal"
social circles. I am sure that comes as no shock that pghpa_girl is NOT
the IM profile my friends and family use for e-mail and to chat with me.
People wonder why I typically chat late at night after I go to bed. Well,
during the day and evenings I chat using my "normal" profile, leaving this
one for the "fun" times.
What do you like to chat about?
===============================
I enjoy chatting on-line about topics and issues that are difficult to discuss
in "real" life. My preference is to discuss personal feelings and
relationships. I have talked to all sorts of people about their marriages,
their kids, fantasies, experiences while growing up and so forth. Usually
this involves the sexual aspect since if I wanted to discuss it from a non-
sexual perspective I wouldn't need this profile.
What I do NOT enjoy discussing here is the weather, sports, music,
celebrities and especially religion. Weather and sports - obvious reasons.
Music and celebrities - what's the point? Religion is simply too complex
for this forum and besides, I go to a Christian university so the last thing I
need is more debate about religion! Politics is ok so long as you're
informed and not just parroting some line. Please don't contact me and
say you're bored and then expect me to start up the conversation. If you
have something to talk about, I would love to chat. Otherwise please call
a 900 number if you want a girl to entertain you.
Some people express concern that they are too old for me to be interested
in them. Actually just the opposite tends to be true. This also ties in with
my decision not to meet with people I meet here. Since I am not meeting
with you, what does your age have to do with anything? Some of the most
fascinating people I chat with are older men and women. They have more
experiences to share and tend to be more mature in their discussions.
What frustrates you the most when chatting?
===========================================
People complain to me that I don't meet with them, talk on the telephone,
or show myself on a web cams. I chat here strictly for fun and have no
interest in meeting anyone or developing any sort of physical relationship.
If someone wants to do more than just chat or if they felt it necessary to
call or see a web cam to "prove" who I am, that I am simply not for them.
For the life of me I don't understand why people get upset over this! I
never initiate a chat so that means the person complaining contacted me
first so it's not like I am playing games with them. I do everything I can to
be up front with people and tell them where I stand from the outset. Even
if you don't like my rules, is it really that hard to simply respect them?
Please just leave me alone instead of complaining. There must be other
girls out there that will do what you want.
What is it with guys who contact me and tell me they're "bored"? How do
you think that makes me feel? Am I suppose to be your personal source
of amusement? People who start out that way wonder why I stop chatting
with them – DUH!
One more thing….. I want to just choke every time I get asked, "How are
you doing?" I know people are only being polite but you try answering that
question 20 times a night!
Why do you write and publish stories?
=====================================
That is an excellent question so all you psychology majors and amateur
analysts pay attention. I started keeping a diary when I was 12. I filled it
with all sorts other silly things girls write about and when I got older I
included notes about my sex life. I sort of lost interest and stopped it about
a year ago but it is fun to look back and read it at times.
I started chatting with strangers early this year and people kept asking me
about my sexual history. I soon found it a pain to keep writing the same
stuff over and over so I wrote short stories about some of my experiences
to send them instead. These grew over time as I fleshed them and
included more details. Then I started chatting with a couple of men who
wanted me to do things with them I never have done before such as help
them to cheat on their wives, have sex with their kids, and so forth.
Although I couldn't even imagine myself actually ever doing such things,
we had some erotic chats about it and before I realized it II found myself
fantasizing about them. I wrote out several of those fantasies for them to
read and was a bit surprised at how much it turned me on to write them. I
had never written any adult fantasy stories before and even though they
were stories about me I would get horny as hell when I wrote them!
Sometimes I even had to take a break and masturbate about the fantasy I
was describing– an excellent way to get past writer's block let me tell you!
At the time I was a member of an adult web site that published articles in
their on-line magazine. So many of them were horribly written and crude
that I knew I could do better so I decided to submit some of mine. They
were a smashing success! Every one was ranked higher than any of the
other stories and had the most viewings as well. The problem was you
had to be a member of the web site to read them plus I found they
wouldn't publish many of the articles I submitted for one reason or another
(incest and underage sex mostly).
When I learned about the Yahoo! Briefcase I decided to quit the adult site
and start my own on-line library. I found it fun to look back and recall the
good times I have had and to write down my memories of those times.
People seemed to be very interested in them and I found they make great
conversation starters for people who want to know more about me.
Unfortunately, Yahoo! sucks. The briefcase feature never worked right
and then they screwed up the password forcing me to open up a new
account under a different name.
Someone then suggested I publish my stories on an Internet site called
EroticStories.com. I started basically from the beginning of my diary and
added a new story every few days. I was overwhelmed by the response!
Hundreds of people e-mailed me to say how much they loved them. In
less than two months I was within 2 votes of being the most popular
author on the site. All of my stories were rated high with most of them
over 9 on a 10 scale. The problem was that my stories are about me and I
was only 14 and 15 in the ones I published. I tried to remove references to
my age but in some of the stories I missed a few. All of a sudden one day
I published a new story and then abruptly they all disappeared. My author
account was gone and I had no idea what was going on. I got nothing
from the web master saying why nor had I ever been warned in the past.
People that protested later told me he responded by saying I violated the
rules of the site so I was kicked off.
I went back to trying to use my Yahoo! briefcase but again something
always seemed to be going wrong and I even got to the point where I
asked had my credit card company to refund the charges I paid to have
my briefcase made available to the public. Finally someone suggested
that I create my own web site. It wasn't free by any means but now I had
my very own web site and I though nobody can tell me what to publish or
not. I thought everything was great but then someone got mad about the
name I used so I was forced to quit using the web site and had to depend
on my Yahoo! briefcase again. I changed names and tried a new account
but it didn't work any better than the first time around. Finally I started this
web site and I think I have it down now. It may not be as slick or fancy as
many but at least you can find my stories there – compete and unedited!
Why do you charge money for your "private" web site?
====================================================
I was being overwhelmed by request for my pictures, stories, and just
information about me so I decided to create my own web site where I
could put all of these at for people to get to on their own. I signed up and
over time developed my web site using an old version of Microsoft
FrontPage giving it a bit of an amateurish look but I think one that was
also fairly functional. I posted my stories there as well as pictures of my
family, friends, and other things I have collected. This pghpagirl.com was
born.
My web site was popular from the start and soon it was taking up more
and more of my time – not to mention I was paying for the site! In this day
and age it seemed silly to me that I was paying so other people could
have access to my stories and pictures! I also found people were ripping
off my stories and pictures and using them as their own on other sites and
chat rooms. Thus in November I created a "private" web site which was in
parallel with my "public" one. On the "public" version I allow people to
learn about me, to read some of my stories, and to view some of my
pictures (no nudes though). On the "private" site I allow access to ALL my
stories and pictures. I am not a web guru nor am I affiliated with any of
the commercial sites so handling subscriptions and such was simply not
an option. Subscriptions would also mean having to worry about periodic
updates to give people their money's worth. I went with a one-time fee
where upon payment I give the link to the "private" site. This means once
people join they have access forever (or as long as I do this) and it takes
the administrative pressure off of me. As an added bonus, I found that a
simple $19.99 seems to filter out most of those people who surf for free
pictures and stories to rip off.
Are those your pictures? Aren't you afraid you will be recognized?
Do you have more?
==================================================================
Yes, they are me. I started with some that were taken in the fall of 2003
by my freshman dorm roomie, Brenda. They were part of a larger set I
was planning to send my boyfriend but he dumped me the day after they
were taken. Since then I have added more of me and my family along with
some of the people I chat with. Someone commented that most of my
'friends" were girls. Well, that's because most of my friends ARE girls!
The guys I chat with in general aren't interested in ME, they just want
nude pics and hope to get to maybe meet me someday if there persist
long enough.
I really debated the picture "thing" from the beginning. Looking back I
probably would have shown only a few and left it at that. These have
been up for almost a year now and have probably been copied and are in
who knows what web site, something I had not considered when I posted
them. I figure now it's too late so what the heck and I left them up to make
people happy. Lately however my fans have been telling me they are
been appearing in more and more places so for the moment I have
restricted access to them while I contemplate what to do.
People ask why I post pictures of me in a bikini if I don't want sexy pics of
me around. Well, as I have mentioned this profile is for my entertainment
and it is where I chat about things I can't chat on my regular profile about.
Frankly, the pictures are intended to grab the attention of people who are
interested in chatting about such subjects. The basic bikini is as far a I
expose myself publicly. I am not a whore and I don't run a paid web site
so I don't want people to confuse me with those profiles that are just fronts
for those type of people.
A last word about nude pics…. Common sense has won out so far so I
NEVER post any for the general public. I don't want my future kids to surf
some Internet picture archive site and see their mom nude back when she
was a young girl. I have a few from when I was 14 to more recent ones
that I share occasionally but only after the person shows some interest in
me and not just out collecting pics.
Do you trade pictures?
======================
I do in a limited way primarily because people expect me to. I am willing
to give out pics of me at various stages in my life from age 12 to 20. I
never give our pictures of me having sex – EVER. I don't want to be
getting arrested for distributing what some people would call child
pornography which limits some of my earlier photos as well even though I
think they are tasteful. If you would like to see my family, I have
snapshots of all of them but I don't give out nudes of them. The easiest
way to see my pictures is to simply go to my website http://pghpagirl.com.
I'm not into porn so don't send me you're collection from the Internet. For
me there needs to be a personal connection for a picture to make me
horny. I get wetter from a picture of someone I have chatted with that is
fully dressed than I do from seeing a picture of some porn star.
What REALLY turns me on is having someone send me pics of their
spouse or kids. Family portraits are awesome as well. Sending me photos
(especially naughty ones) of your spouse makes me feel is like your are
cheating on them since they undoubtedly trusted you to never reveal the
photos to anyone. In the second case I find it erotic when a parent is
secretly turned on by their child enough that they are willing to share
pictures of them and their friends, maybe even the same pictures they
secretly look at when they masturbate.
Many guys send me "tributes" of them cumming on my photos or those of
my friends and relatives. If you use photos of my family members I may
share them with that person but don't worry, so far there have no
objections! I like these because I makes me feel good to know guys are
so turned on by me that they would print out a pic of me and then
masturbate to it and cum on it, undoubtedly dreaming of having sex with
the person in the photo.
The last type of picture guys send me is when they cum on an article of
clothing of their wife or daughter. These are much more rare but real turn-
ons, especially when they send in a pic of their wife or daughter wearing
the same outfit afterwards. Guys have sent me pics of them cumming in
panties, bras, bikinis and dresses. Why does this turn me on? I guess
once again it is because I know that I must be really turning on the guy for
him to do such a thing and then send me the resulting pictures.
Do you like cybersex?
=====================
As a general rule – no. I don't like to just have someone contact me and
immediately start chatting about having sex with me, I have worked up to
some dirty talking a few times but only when the conversation led to that
over time. Do I like to talk about sex? – certainly. So what is the
difference you ask?
To me cybersex is just two people who know nothing about the other
pretending to have sex with each other. I tried it when I first started
chatting on "adult" sites and although at first it was a bit exciting, as the
newness wore off I quickly lost interest. There are still times when I like to
talk about my fantasies and dreams and sometimes that evolves into how
I think the person I am chatting with fits in, but to just jump in and start
chatting like we are in bed together is not a turn-on for me. Sometimes
just to be sociable I pretend to have cyber sex but usually just read a book
or surf the Internet while the guy is jerking off thinking I am playing with
myself.
Do you like it when men shave their crotch?
===========================================
No. I love a bushy crotch, the more hair the better. I like to reach down a
guy's pants when we are out and running my fingers through his pubic
hair; then smelling my fingers later to enjoy his musky scent. When I suck
a man's cock I enjoy the feeling of his coarse hair against my face,
especially when I take him all the way in my mouth and my face is buried
in his crotch.
Now as for the rest of him – shave it off guys! I don't like being on the
beach with a gorilla, Well, it's ok I guess most of the time but given a
preference I like a clean-shaven guy.
Oh, as for beards and mustaches – UGH! And what's with this 2-day
growth crap anyway? I mean, who the hell decided THAT was sexy? Just
scratches so far as I am concerned!
Do you wear a bra and panties?
==============================
Actually most people ask if I wear panties but I will answer for both
anyway. Until the last couple of years or so my bust has been nothing to
brag about. Bras are uncomfortable enough and when you don't need the
support why torture yourself? In any case, since I was under no pressure
to wear one from my mother (my dad certainly never wanted me to) I just
never really got started with the habit. I keep a couple around for those
occasions that warrant one – typically church when I want to wear
something lighter or tight. As a rule though I rarely wear one even now
that my boobs are finally something I am happier with. There is one other
time I wear one and that is on special dates. It's amazing how so many
guys get turned on from taking off a girl's bra! It's as if they are getting
access to something forbidden or taboo. Oh well, if they like it I don't mind
accommodating them.
Panties are a similar issue. I wear them when I wear short skirts so I don't
get arrested for indecent exposure except on special times when I want to
show off. I have also found that guys seem to like the mystery of the
hidden pussy more than the easy exposure. For whatever reason, getting
a peek at my panties up my skirt seems to be more erotic to most guys
than seeing my bare pussy. They especially love it then when they get to
remove them. The one time I typically wear panties is during my period,
especially if I am having a heavy flow. That is just a matter of basic
hygiene and cleanliness.
Can I call you?
===============
No. Here we go again…..security is my main concern. Caller ID and other
features make it easy to get a phone number and there are plenty of way
to trace the phone number to a person. In any case, I honestly don't want
to get that "personal" with anyone here in the first place.
What are you wearing?
=====================
It's amazing how many times I get asked this! Well, I typically chat at
night, usually after I go to bed. The only other time I usually chat is in the
morning when I first get up. Mornings are easy. Usually I shower, wrap a
towel around me, and sit down for a few minutes to catch up on mail.
Yahoo! starts up automatically so if anyone contacts me then I chat for a
few minutes before class, church, or whatever else I have planned for the
day.
Thanks to the wonders of wireless, when I am home I chat from a number
of places, my desk in my room, in the family room with my parents, or
even out on our deck if it is a nice evening. At home I prefer wearing
something loose on top and nothing on the bottom. I have always loved
the feeling of a bare ass, the cool air against my bottom. I hate feeling
restricted down there which is why I rarely wear panties under a dress,
even to church (or should I say, especially to church!) My favorite thing to
wear around the house are my dad's dress shirts or sweatshirts
(depending on the season). I steal a fresh one from his closet each night
and although he likes to act as if he is mad about it, he really doesn't care
because he likes seeing me running around in them, especially when I sit
on his lap and his cock presses up against my bare ass.
Sorry guys, despite all the fantasies I know men have of me chatting with
them in the nude, I rarely am. The only time I normally sit around nude is
after sex, a shower, or using the hot tub. Otherwise I prefer wearing
something to protect me a little.
Do you have a web cam?
======================
No and I have no intention of getting one. Don't even bother bringing it
up, this is one answer that is carved in stone. Trust me, asking me to cam
is a sure fire way to get yourself on my "Ignore" list.
OK, I guess that deserves an explanation. Well, a girl down the street from
me at home had one. Once when she was just fooling around she flashed
a guy. Back then I did not know that your cam could be captured by the
person watching and neither did she. Well, we both know different now!
Her picture was plastered everywhere and she was terribly embarrassed -
not to mention having to explain how it happened to her parents.
So you tell me that I don't have to strip or masturbate on the cam, you just
want to see me. Unfortunately, that is exactly what that girl's intentions
were but she caved to temptation for just a few seconds and it changed
her life forever. I know myself well enough to know that there are times I
get carried away and do things I would not normally do under more
rational circumstances. We are taught here that it is better to avoid
temptation than to fight it. A web cam would be a monster temptation and
frankly, I know that there would eventually come a time that I would do
something which I would regret later. Hence, no cam.
For people wanting to meet others, I fully understand that for you a cam is
essential. Given all the fake people I have dealt with I would never even
consider meeting anyone without seeing them on a cam first. In my case I
have no intention if meeting anyone so I don't mind chatting with anyone,
even if sometimes I suspect they are a fake. In fact, I find it sort of fun to
try and figure out who is real and who is not. There are several "girls" I
have been chatting with that I am pretty certain are guys but they are
interesting so I play along with them.
I don't mean to repeat myself but my security is my #1 concern and I will
not compromise it in the slightest no matter what. I realize that people ask
me to cam so they can know for sure that I am for real. I figure if they
don't trust me then we just won't chat - no harm/no foul for either party and
we go our separate ways. Please don't take this as being stuck up or
anything but I get a dozen people trying to chat with me within a minute of
posting myself as being "available". If you need to see me to chat with me
then find someone else.
Do you have a boyfriend?
========================
I really haven't had a full time "boyfriend" since I started college. The one
I had didn't want a long-distance relationship so he dumped me after I left
Pittsburgh to go to school so ever since I have shied away from putting
myself in that situation again. For now I just want to enjoy life and not
worry about being tied down with anyone. For a while during my
sophomore year a guy from church was been taking me out. He was a 24
year old engineer that works at a company in town. He had no clue about
my past and I had been the good little church girl for him. It was fun for a
while as for the first time in my life I went out on a single date and the guy
wasn't trying to have some sort of sex with me. It got boring and we
stopped dating. Maybe someday I will be ready to settle down with one
guy but that time has not arrived yet.
Are you bi?
===========
Technically - yes. Ever since I started dating it seems that every guy has
wanted only one thing - to get in my panties as soon as possible and
satisfy themselves. That's not to say I don't enjoy it! Since a dildo can
never replace a real cock the boys will always have an advantage over
girls. Although boys satisfy my physical needs the best, girls are far more
satisfying emotionally. What I mean is that with guys it is all about the
physical side of me and the other is more about my feelings and emotions.
When did you first have sex?
============================
I was 14. It was during the summer before my freshman year of high
school with the 16 year old brother of my best friend. It wasn't his first time
and I was fortunate to have a wonderful experience. My stories gives all
the details.
How many men have you had sex with?
===================================
I have had one-one sex with 31 guys at the time I write this. (This means
penetration, not just oral sex or playing around). I have been to several
parties where I had a number of guys. I have also entertained at bachelor
parties so if you want to be technical over 100 men have penetrated me
but I would tell you 31 if you simply asked how many guys I have been
with. Now you know why I need a diary to keep track of things!
What type of man are you looking for?
=====================================
There are a few things I look for in any guy – honesty above all else, open
minded, polite, self confident but not egotistical, self-supporting (doesn't
have to be rich but hey, I won't complain!),
All ages of men have some redeeming properties. Younger ones of
course have the staying power while older guys tend to be more
considerate of my needs.
I love sex with married men, especially older ones who have not had
another girl since they have been married. Nothing turns me on more
than to know I turn a guy on so much that he is willing for the first time to
break the most sacred vow he has ever taken just to be with me. Please, I
have NO desire to break up or harm a marriage. I just want to have sex
with him, not marry him. I get the most incredible orgasms when I know
he is risking everything, betraying his wife and family, doing something he
may regret for the rest of his life, just for those few minutes of pleasure he
gets from fucking me.
Do you practice safe sex?
=========================
My mother put me on the pill as soon as I started having sex so far as
birth control goes that is what I depend on. I hate condoms except when I
feel they are necessary to protect against disease. My father had a
vasectomy shortly after I was born as my mother had a difficult childbirth
and was warned never to have another child. I am glad he did since
feeling him cum inside of me is such an erotic part of having sex with him.
When I was in high school I did not make guys use a condom as I figured
the risks were small since I was on the pill. Don't preach to me about
STDs, I am selective of my partners and I made a conscious decision. At
the same time I don't take stupid chances. At the parties I went to this past
summer condoms were certainly mandatory given the number of partners
involved who I did not even know their names let alone their backgrounds.
Do you like anal sex?
=====================
NO! I don't mind being licked and touched but otherwise my ass is strictly
one-way to anyone except me. I have experimented with a finger in the
shower and hot tub and have actually come to enjoy it when I masturbate.
Giving anal sex turns me totally off so don't even ask.
What is your favorite position?
===============================
I really don't have a single one and it depends a lot on he situation and
who I am with. As a general statement though I like to start out on top,
cowgirl style, riding a guy. It gives me control over his penetration into me
as well as the speed. Towards the end, I like good old missionary style,
especially when he cums inside of me. It's just more intimate and I have
to admit I enjoy the feeling of submission to him as he literally mates with
me. In between, well that's as much up to him as anything. I like doggie,
spooning, and just about anything that doesn't hurt me or involve anal
penetration.
Do you masturbate? If so, how often?
====================================
Yes. I was raised to view masturbation as a perfectly normal and healthy
outlet for sexual energy. My parents did it frequently and while they did
not do it deliberately in front of me, they did not hide it from me either so
there were many times I would see them and watch. Doors were rarely
shut in our house so whatever was going on in a bedroom or bathroom
was no secret. As I entered puberty my parents encouraged me to do it. I
really don't understand why almost everyone does it yet for some reason
nobody likes to admit it. It seems to me it would be a lot better to eliminate
the taboos and let people openly enjoy it than having to sneak around
feeling guilty about a perfectly normal human need.
As for how often that depends on a lot of things. If I am getting the real
thing regularly then naturally not as much so maybe just once every
couple of days or so. Even then it depends on how satisfying it was as I
have gone to bed after a full evening of sex and still felt the need to
masturbate before I went to sleep. When there's nobody around to help,
then maybe several times a day if I am really horny. Mornings are
probably my favorite time as when I wake up I am almost always horny
and a good rub before I shower is a great way to start the day. Read my
story on masturbation for more details.
What is your favorite fantasy?
==============================
First, let me make it clear that I don't consider as things I dream of in
anticipation of when actually doing it – that's dreaming, not fantasy.
Fantasy is just that and not something I would ever actually do. Some
people have a problem separating reality from fantasy which is why we
have so many perverts and abusers running around. So remember, my
fantasies are just that, fantasy. I understand my responsibilities as an
adult and a woman and would never do anything to harm or abuse
anyone.
That said, my biggest fantasy would be to baby-sit a 13 year old boy and
his younger sister and introduce them both to their first sexual encounter.
I would do each of them separately first and then bring them together and
help them have sex with one another. I wrote up a fantasy story and
published it on my web site if you're interested in the details!
Why do you like to have sex with married men?
=============================================
Marriage is a special relationship and one where love and respect by both
partners is vital. Personally, I do not condone cheating. I have had many
men write me and ask my opinion on how to cheat on their wives and in
every case I have responded encouraging them NOT to. Most complain
their wife is not interested in sex to which I say "it takes two". Once I am
married I will not have sex with anyone outside my family. My expectations
are that I find the right husband and then we work on making our marriage
stronger. I look to my parents as role models. They have never cheated
and are as much in love today as the day they were married - even more
they would say.
That all said, should a man choose to cheat on his wife then it is his
decision and his responsibility. I do not feel any responsibility for the
consequences he may face since the only way his wife would know is if he
told her. I have no desire to hurt anyone or to cause marital problems.
The fact he is cheating shows the problems are already there and if
anything, maybe getting it out of his system with me will help – who
knows?
I have found that having sex with a married man is incredibly erotic. When
a husband is fucking me in me I know his wife is sitting at home totally
unaware that her husband wants me so bad that he is willing to violate his
most sacred vows to her. It makes me feel incredibly sexy and desirable.
One of my most memorable moments was having sex with a husband
while he was on the phone with his wife. When he started pumping his
sperm in me he told her that he loved her over and over. God I came so
hard!
I realize this is all a bit contradictory but hopefully you understand the
bottom line. I encourage you to remain faithful to your wife. If you should
choose not to I wouldn't turn you down but I would never want your wife to
know about it. Understand?
Do you really have sex with your family?
========================================
Yes I really do. Before you make any assumptions or judgments about me
or my family please read "My Thoughts About Incest". I think you will find
that my thoughts and opinions are not exactly what you might expect and
it may even help you gain a different perspective.
I strongly oppose child abuse and I believe that everyone in the family
must willingly participate or nobody does. In addition there is more
involved than just sex, there is the issue of the entire attitude toward
sexuality and love that must be present. Therefore I do NOT believe
incest can work in most situations but when the right circumstances are
right it can be a wonderful and loving relationship. I am fortunate enough
to be in that type of relationship but I am not so naïve as to believe that
what I have would work with many other families. I would advise anyone to
NOT get involved with incest unless they were absolutely sure it would
work as the consequences if it doesn't can be terrible. It is far better to err
on the safe side than ruin people's lives.
Do your parents swing?
======================
No. I find it intriguing to consider the underlying stereotyping that is taking
place when people ask me this question. The assumption seems to be
that just because they enjoy incest that they must be immoral or otherwise
be sexual predators. At the very least the expectation always seems to be
there that they must want sex with people outside the family.
Well, nothing could be further from the truth! My parents are the most
moral and decent people I know with the highest principles and ethics.
They would never have sex with anyone outside their immediate family as
that would be an act of infidelity in their eyes. There has only been one
exception to this rule and it was truly an exception and both agreed to it
beforehand.
Most people who are not involved in a healthy incestual relationship have
a hard time understanding the distinction between sex in the family and
sex outside of it. Again, read my article about my views on incest for more
details.
Do you prefer having sex with your mother or father the most?
=============================================================
Tough questions because there is no single answer. After having sex with
my parents for several years now, I can honestly say that I love them both
even more today than ever. Each of them fulfills me in their own way.
Sexually speaking, I spend the most time with my dad, probably 95% or
more in fact. My Mom enjoys watching at times because she knows what
it means to my dad and me to be together this way but only rarely does
she get involved. That is important because people need to understand
that in a healthy incestual relationship it is not about lust but instead it is
an act of love and respect. People who expect us to have 3-somes are
influenced by pornography and various web sites that cater to male
fantasies and don't understand the true emotions involved.
My father has always been wonderful to me and has provided me with
everything I could ever have asked for. I owe him so much for all that I
have and can never repay him. He loves me unconditionally and I know
he doesn't expect anything from me in return but at least I can give him
the most precious gift I have – my sexuality. I crave my father's love and
the security it gives me. No matter what the time or place I have never
turned down my dad when he has wanted to fuck me which means that
hardly a day goes by we don't have sex in one form or another - but
what's wrong with that?
When it comes to sex with my dad, I think it is vitally important for people
to understand that we love each other as a father and daughter should.
There has never been anything kinky between us such as pretending that
we are "lovers" or anything even remotely like that. He is my dad and I am
his daughter - period. I wish people would realize that I don't fuck my dad
just to have sex. Of course I enjoy it so there is an element of personal
pleasure. My dad does not force me to do anything and in no way has
ever abused me. I was the one to initiate our first time and I know that if I
ever told him to stop he would not even question me and he would love
me just the same. Simply put, I offer myself to my dad for his pleasure out
of my love and respect for him.
The sexual relationship I have with my mom is totally different from the
one I have with my dad which is why we rarely have sex as a family. My
dad fucks me because he loves me as his daughter. Our sex is physical
in that mutual pleasure is our goal. With my mom there is a much deeper
emotional fulfillment – for both of us. You may have noticed that while I
have a lot of stories her me and my dad, there are only a few of me and
my mom. Having sex with my mom is an incredibly personal and intimate
relationship; one I believe it is something unique that can only happen
between a mother and her daughter. Although I expect that my future
relationship with my husband will be similar, it will be different because he
is a man. When my mom and I have sex we become lovers in every
sense of the word. It is incredibly passionate to the point where it becomes
almost overwhelming. I love the feel of her warm naked body pressed
against mine. Licking her pussy, the same pussy where I was conceived
and born is so erotic for me. When she runs her tongue on my wet musky
pussy hole I think about how it is the same place her husband and my
father loves to fuck me and it turns me on so much! These and more
experiences fill my soul and complete me as a woman in a way I don't see
even my future husband being able to do. I truly cannot describe how I
feel and would rather not discuss the details of our lovemaking but
hopefully this helps you to understand a little bit better.
So who do I like better – it's a no-decision. Both of my parents are
wonderful and I enjoy being with them both, each in their own way.
Have you told anyone outside your family about your incestual
relationships?
=============================================================
No. The only people who really know are my family. The only time I have
ever discussed this outside of my family is on-line with people who do not
know who I am.
Over time the discipline to avoid discussing it outside my family has
become well ingrained in me. You may have noticed that in my stories I do
not usually refer to my family when I talk about sexual experiences that
occur outside of my family. For instance, in the story where when I talk
about my first time with my roomie Brenda, I describe her as my "first"
lesbian experience. This is not 100% accurate as I was having sex with
my mother and aunt for years prior to Brenda. Since Brenda was the first
girl outside of my family that I had sex with I consider her my "first".
Will you have sex with anyone besides your husband after you get
married?
================================================================
I was brought up to respect the sacrament of marriage as a union blessed
by God in accordance with the Bible. My parents have been married for
over 20 years and have lived by their vows faithfully throughout. Of
course, that is based on the understanding that the responsibilities of
marriage are encompassed by everyone in the family, not just the
husband and wife. Based on that definition I would have sex with my
family and husband but for anyone else my answer would be a definite
"NO" . Also understand that I define "sex" as the physical mating of a male
and female so that leaves a lot open!
Now before anyone writes me, once again remember that I do not
consider incest to be "cheating". After all, I am the product of my parents'
marriage and thus will always be a part of it. As I see it, for my dad to
have sex with me is OK in the eyes of God because my dad is staying
faithful to the mother who conceived me. The same rationale applies to
my mom's sister and daughter in that they are part of her family and thus
he can have sex with them. I know this sounds complicated but I believe it
is part of God's plan for some families.
Just to make it clear, I expect to continue having sex with my family
(including my aunt and cousin) in much the same manner as I am now.
Whoever I marry will need to understand and agree with my family
relationships as well as be willing to take part. I know my mom expects to
fuck my future husband and my aunt has told me numerous times she
can't wait for me to get married and share him with me. Of course Kristi
will fuck anything on two legs so she is no problem!
One other key point is that I will make love to my husband. This is a key
differentiator for me in that I say everyone else fucks me. No matter how
much I give myself to my parents or anyone else, my husband will get that
little bit extra that nobody else does.
Note that I also learned from my Aunt Linda's the consequences of
marrying someone who does not share my views on incest. She was
forced to seek a divorce when her husband decided that he no longer
wanted either of them to have an incestual relationship. My sister chose
her extended family over her husband which should indicate how
important the family unit is to us.
Now all that aside, I realize that I may change my mind entirely when I
meet "Mr. Right". I know that my family will back me no matter what I
decide as we have discussed this already. If this was the case, would I
even tell my husband about my family past? Well, I don't see how I could
not. Someday he would find out one way or another and I can't picture a
marriage where something that significant in the past is not shared.
Hopefully he will understand, even if nothing ever happens that way again.
Were your parents involved in incest with their families?
=========================================================
My father's family comes from a traditional mid-west farming family. Sex
was not even discussed let alone openly practiced and incest would have
been considered a sinful perversion in accordance with the laws of their
strict protestant upbringing. Even so, all this didn't stop my father and his
brothers from being typical horny teenage boys. According to my dad, all
three of them had their share of "conquests" during their school years and
he considers it a miracle to this day that none of them got a girl pregnant.
As for my dad, he started having sex with the girl who would someday be
my mom when she was 15 and soon afterwards with Linda, her younger
sister. In both cases they had already been with other boys although they
never revealed who they were while the dated my dad. It wasn't until my
dad proposed that my mom revealed that it was her father who had been
her first when she was 14 and that the next year he was also Linda's first
when she was 13. He learned that that she and her sister had been
fucking their father regularly ever since, including the entire time that they
had been dating my dad. My mom accepted his marriage proposal but
only on the condition that he allow her to maintain her intimate relationship
with her father and sister. Well, as open-minded as my dad considered
himself to be, he was naturally a bit shocked at the news since incest was
not something he was raised to even think about other than maybe during
a few porn movie fantasies. He once told me that what helped him to
accept it was that she told him that even though they got married, he could
continue fucking her sister since she was part of her family. They got
married and things obviously worked out because after over 20 years they
are still totally in love with one another. My grandfather died unexpectedly
from a heart attack a few years back so the only guy my mom has had
since then has been my dad but he still fucks my aunt regularly.
Linda eventually married under the same conditions with her fiancé that
my mother insisted on except for her things didn't work out so well. Her
husband grew possessive and soon after my cousin was born he
demanded that she stop fucking her brother-in-law and have sex only with
him like a "normal" wife They finally ended up divorcing over the issue
although the reason for the divorce was kept confidential.
Prior to her generation my mom does not know of any other incestual
relationships. Even though she had sex with her dad, she and he did not
have the same day-to-day relationship I enjoy with my father where we
talk about everything and anything so if grandpa knew of anything, he
never told her. Mom has told me that she let her dad fuck her primarily
because he was her father and she wanted to please him but wished she
had the same emotional bond with him that I had with my dad.
My grandmother knew all along what her husband was doing with her
daughters. She never participated in any way though as she did not enjoy
girl-girl sex and frankly wasn't into seeing her husband fucking anyone
else. My mom once told me that she wondered what it would have been
like if they had a brother! My mom and I have discussed her relationship
with Grandma and I can tell she regrets that she never was as close to her
the way I am to her. Interesting though is that my grandmother and I have
never discussed sex in any way. It's funny that she and my mom argue
over me a lot, especially the way I dress. I guess being fucked by your
dad is OK with her but just don't go out in public looking like a slut!
Do you like 3-somes?
====================
Outside of my family I have only had sex with multiple partners twice and
both times were with the same people. (my roomie Brenda and her
brother). Of course that ignores the parties I have been to where I had
sex with quite a few guys but those were experimental affairs. I prefer
having all the attention so I really have no desire to be alone with more
than one guy but I fantasize a LOT about being with another couple,
especially a married one.
Why do you describe making love as "fucking"?
=============================================
Some people get turned off by the word "fuck" but I only use it to mean
having sex with someone other than a lover. I love my dad but he is NOT
my "lover". Thus we fuck instead of making love. The only person I will
ever make love to will be my husband. I do not use this as a swear word
but instead as a method of describing sex. I apologize to anyone who has
been offended.
Why did you choose to go to school out of state?
================================================
Actually I was accepted at 3 schools in 3 different states. One wanted
everyone to get married - not enough incentive even though they have
maid service and give you a free laptop. Another was farther away than I
wanted to be plus they are a bit on the strict side - dancing was just
allowed there a few years ago! The one I chose has an excellent teaching
curriculum and is only a few hours from Pittsburgh.
You attend a Christian college yet have an active sex life. How do
you reconcile that?
===================================================================
I have a very strong Christian faith and I am very active in my church. I
teach Bible studies and help to lead a junior-high youth group. I encourage
abstinence and if that doesn't work, safe sex. Above all I believe the Bible
teaches responsibility which means sex should never result in unwanted
babies, broken marriages, etc.
OK, we could have a long debate on Leviticus. Anyone quoting it to me
though had better be ready to explain to me why they choose just the
passages that apply to their argument and not the entire book. Leviticus
was a set of rules for the Jewish nation that had no constitution or civil
laws. They lived their lives by these laws instead. We can debate how
the New Testament and Old Testament relate but frankly I leave that for
my professors. If you don't agree with me already then there is no point in
even discussing it here.
These are my principles which guide my behaviors. I am not trying to
judge or condemn anyone for cheating on their wives - indeed some of my
favorite guys to chat with are doing exactly that! I recognize that many
marriages do not work and that spouses seek other outlets but that is
another discussion entirely. Some of my hottest fantasies and
experiences have involved married men. I love the feeling I get knowing
that I am sexy and desirable enough that a man wants me so bad that he
will forsake his vows to his wife and risk his career and marriage just to
have me for a few hours.
In the end, sex should be a fulfilling experience; one which glorifies the
body and soul given to you by God. I love sex and so long as I am single I
intend to experiment and pursue as many opportunities as I can.
Personal Data
=============
Well, you can stop asking now - here it all is!
age/birthday 20, born March 1, 1985
height 5'4"
weight you must be joking!
measurements 34-22-34
bra cup size C
hair color brunette (I've played with it darker and highlighted so who
knows for real!)
eye color brown
piercings none (had a belly button ring for a while but it's gone now)
tattoos none
ethnic German/Italian
religion Protestant (raised Presbyterian, generic today)
home city Pittsburgh, OH
hobbies shopping, movies, camping, water skiing, reading,
sunbathing, being with friends
extracurricular
activities church youth group leader, 12-14 age group
favorite color sky blue
favorite author Stephen King
favorite TV show Joan of Arcadia, Judging Amy, Desperate Housewives, Survivor
favorite movies Titanic
Shrek
Same Time Next Year (see it on cable, great acting/plot)
favorite books The Bible
Tale of Two Cities
favorite poem Invictus, William Earnest Henley
Road Not Taken, Robert Frost
Paradox, Clarence R. Wylie, Jr.
Oh the Places You'll Go!, Dr. Seuss
favorite singer Josh Groban
favorite actress Anne Hathaway (Princess Diaries)
favorite actor Toby McGuire (Spiderman)
music tastes Christian Rock (Point of Grace)
place I most want
to visit Hong Kong
favorite outfit cutoffs and a short t-shirt
traits I look for
in guys honesty, open-minded, intellectual, articulate, sexy,
self-confident but humble
traits I hate in
guys greed, lazy, boastful, conceited, disrespectful
age when I first
had sex 14 (blowjob and fucking)
favorite positions #1 cowgirl (me riding him), #2 doggie
off-limits anal sex (exit only), anything painful, humiliating,
bondage, etc.
swallow? YES (better than having it all over your face)
birth control pill
# of guys fucked 28 (over 100 if you count every cock that has been in me)
# of blowjobs lost count long ago
# of girls 10 (counting my family - mom, aunt & cousins)
oldest partner 50
youngest partner 13 (I was 20)
people I admire my parents
Condoleezza Rice (Secretary of State)
Carolyn Kepcher (The Apprentice)
0010 The Kelly FAQ