Subject: He Said - She Said (MF)
Written by: Oney Wells <breakitdown83@yahoo.com>
Posted by: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com>
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Summary:
I chatted with him about his fiancé. We debated about whether or not to post
the story he sent me in which they each told their side of how they met and got
together. First, a little about Amanda:
Female
19 years old
Madison, Wisconsin
United States
http://www.myspace.com/havyk_heart
http://www.vampirefreaks.com/havyk_heart
http://rem-severem.deviantart.com
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MySpace Intro
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My name is Amanda. I'm pretty normal I guess. I'm a vegetarian. I have the most
wonderful fiance in the world. I can be really weird, especially when I'm hyper.
I like people very easily. I'm pretty friendly. I love music. I used to play the
violin and drums. I have 8 peircings, 5 on my ears, 2 on my lip, and my tongue.
I'm a hopeless romantic. I am insecure. I dont think I'm pretty. I dont really
know what else to say so just ask if you want to know more.
"The opposite of love is not hate; its indifference."
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Vampire Freaks Intro
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I dont expect anyone to completely read my profile. I know there's quite abit to
read. Most people will look at the pics and read the first few things. How about
taking an extra minute out of your life and reading it? It wont hurt you. Maybe
you'll learn something new. Who knows? Give it a try.
I make layouts. I did some layouts for some friends, my layout, and layouts for
some cults. If you want a layout, let me know.
My name's Amanda. I live in Madison, Wisconsin. I'm 19 years old. Working a
boring job and living with a friend. I'm pansexual but not single. I'm madly in
love and happily engaged with my best friend of three years. I've gotten pretty
tired of people's shit lately. If you piss me off, I wont hesitate to rip you a
new one. I can be really weird, especially when I'm hyper, or when I have alot
of sugar. Sometimes I'm just weird out of no where. My sister laughs at me alot.
Other then that, I'm pretty normal, I guess. I like people very easily. I'm
pretty friendly. I love music. I used to play the violin and still own one. I
used to play drums in school too, but sucked. I now have 8 peircings, 5 on my
ears, 2 on my lip, and my tongue. I'm a hopeless romantic. I am insecure. I dont
think I'm pretty. I know that others think so, so I wont argue and say I'm ugly.
I know I'm not ugly. (not to sound stuck up). I , personally, just dont think
I'm that attractive. I dont really know what else to say so just ask if you want
to know more.
This man has alway been there for me, through every thing. He has never lied to
me once in the three years we've known eachother. I honestly dont know what I
would have done if he wasn't in my life. I love him so much. He's so weird and
goofy. He makes me laugh all the time. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life
with him.
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----- Our chat on Thu, 6/26/08 4:49 PM -----
Oney (3:51 PM): hello there
Kelly (3:52 PM): hi
Oney (3:52 PM): I‘m sorry I haven’t gotten to talk to you in a while
Oney (3:53 PM): I hope you' re doing well
Kelly (3:54 PM): I’m ok
Oney (3:56 PM): I wanted to apologize to you actually. I am sorry about not
getting back to you earlier about my fiancée and I, and how we met. She was
looking forward to the whole thing until she wrote her side of it. Then she
became a little nervous and changed her mind.
Kelly (3:56 PM): why is that?
Oney (3:56 PM): I am sorry I didn't get back to you, but I wanted to wait to
talk with you rather than leave an offline message, just in case you didn’t get
it
Oney (3:57 PM): she is actually quite a shy person, so doing something so bold
was probably a bit of a reach for her
Kelly (3:57 PM): what did she do with what she wrote?
Oney (3:58 PM): she sent it to me, as well as I sent her what I wrote
Kelly (3:58 PM): and then what did YOU do with it?
Oney (3:59 PM): I saved it on here in case she changed her mind
Oney (3:59 PM): in which case, I'll send it back to her and let her send it to
you
Kelly (4:00 PM): why can't I see it?
Oney (4:01 PM): I want her to be comfortable with it first
Kelly (4:01 PM): she won't know
Oney (4:02 PM): she would because I would tell her about it
Oney (4:02 PM): also, I wouldn't want you to think she and I are the same
person, as I know the internet can be an easy place to hide
Kelly (4:03 PM): I just was hoping to read it, she can always send it to me
later
Oney (4:04 PM): I have my part if you wish to read that, though I am not
exactly a writer of your caliber, so I expect you may not find it very
interesting
Oney (4:04 PM): though I hope you would
Kelly (4:04 PM): sure
Kelly (4:04 PM): love to
Oney (4:05 PM): I do ask that you don't put these on your site though
Kelly (4:07 PM): ok
Kelly (4:07 PM): I'll wait until you say it is ok
Kelly (4:08 PM): in that case, why not let me read hers to and I can comment
to you about it
Oney (4:09 PM): I suppose I can do that
Kelly (4:11 PM): cool
Oney (4:12 PM): hers is relatively simple, just a quick thing, while mine is
more of a back-story as well
Oney (4:13 PM): let me do some quick spelling checks
Oney (4:14 PM): if you can't tell, I often succumb to the pitfalls of online
speaking ( u, r, things of that nature)
Kelly (4:14 PM): lol, that's ok, don’t worry
Oney (4:22 PM): lol I tried attaching them, but I have dialup so its going too
slow, so I just copied and pasted them, I hope that's ok
Oney (4:22 PM): I just sent them
Oney (4:22 PM): wow I can't spell sometimes
Kelly (4:23 PM): ok
Oney (4:23 PM): please let me know what you think of both
Kelly (4:23 PM): I will
Kelly (4:24 PM): haven’t seen them yet
Kelly (4:24 PM): ok, just arrived
Oney (4:24 PM): ok
Kelly (4:25 PM): I will read it and respond later, ok?
Oney (4:25 PM): that's quite alright
Kelly (4:26 PM): looks cool
Kelly (4:26 PM): I just want to have time to read it
Kelly (4:26 PM): ty
Oney (4:26 PM): oh that's fine, take your time
Kelly (4:26 PM): let me know when it's alright to post it as I am sure people
will enjoy reading it
Oney (4:27 PM): I‘m not too sure how comfortable she would be with that, but
we will see
Oney (4:27 PM): more than anything, it was so you could maybe help write
something a bit more in depth than what we did
Kelly (4:27 PM): how would she even know?
Oney (4:28 PM): she has looked at your page a couple of times
Oney (4:28 PM): I‘m sure she would see
Kelly (4:28 PM): I find a lot of people aren't sure but when they see it
posted it turns them on that so many people are reading about them
Oney (4:29 PM): like I said, we'll see
Oney (4:30 PM): I took out any mention of names in them, because I have a bit
of an original name, and if anyone were to read it, they may know instantly who
it was
Kelly (4:30 PM): ok
Oney (4:31 PM): though I should have done the same with the ages in hers. We
didn't do anything we shouldn't have when she was underage. But still, the
social taboo of talking to someone so much younger is a bit disconcerting
Kelly (4:31 PM): not like anyone is going to go searching for yoiu
Oney (4:32 PM): I know, I just feel a little weird about it
Kelly (4:32 PM): why?
Oney (4:33 PM): as I said, it has to do with the social taboo of talking to
someone under the age of 18 , everyone instantly thinks you are some kind of
deviant
Kelly (4:33 PM): I don’t think so
Oney (4:34 PM): I would just hate for people to think that way about me.
Despite she and I being nothing but friends before she was 18
Kelly (4:34 PM): nobody is going to know who it is anyway
Oney (4:35 PM): also, I have a hard time understanding the differences in
state laws regarding " legal age"
Kelly (4:35 PM): yeah, they all vary
Oney (4:36 PM): well that and what makes it okay to be sexually active at the
age of 18 , yet when she was 17 and 364 days, it was illegal
Kelly (4:36 PM): it's silly
Oney (4:37 PM): again, I understand under a legal standpoint, that by setting
a specific number, a precedent can be established for circumstances
Kelly (4:37 PM): is this a legal course?
Oney (4:37 PM): but there are people at a much younger age who can have a
better understanding, and a better grip on life than someone who is older
Oney (4:38 PM): not at all, simply giving an example
Kelly (4:38 PM): ok
Oney (4:38 PM): . . . sometimes I sound smarter than I really am
Kelly (4:38 PM): why do you say that?
Oney (4:39 PM): I looked at what I had typed and it sounded too technical
Oney (4:41 PM): so I've been talking about myself for a while now, I am
beginning to feel a bit rude
Oney (4:41 PM): please, tell me what you' ve been doing lately
Kelly (4:49 PM): sorry, I have to go
Kelly (4:49 PM): I will get back to you soon
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My Side of the Story
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I used to do a lot of chatting online. I was a bit of a geek, so computers took
up a lot of my time. While in a chat room, I saw a girl with a really neat name
and decided to talk to her. She was incredibly shy, but really sweet. I learned
a lot about her, and she did about me. We never talked about anything we
shouldn't, and it was pretty much like a geek convention between the two of us.
We grew more comfortable over time and sent pictures of one another, eventually
we got on webcam, and even called each other from time to time. I even managed
to talk to her mom on the phone once or twice when she would hand the phone over
to her. Talk about awkward. But her mom approved of me, so I was happy.
As time passed we grew to like each other a bit, but nothing could come of it
because of her relationship at the time. I know some people are okay with it
since it was online, but we didn't want to have any trouble. I did tell her she
was beautiful, which of course she was, and still is. But that was about it. She
would get boyfriends who were...less than right for her. I would try to help her
when they would fight, and try to be a friend to her when needed.
After she moved out of her mothers I worried, because I knew how the guy she was
with at the time was. Sure enough that relationship ended badly, and I was there
to pick up the pieces. Another came by, and I knew instantly he wasn't a good
guy just by the situation they were in. He had a girlfriend and kept telling my
friend he was going to leave his current gf to be with her...but he never went
through with it and eventually that relationship too fell apart. The last straw
for her was when a man basically used her for a one night stand. Of course I was
there to help her.
Now before you think I was just trying to get her to go with me, I'll tell you
that I too had my own fair share of failed relationships, and in truth was not
looking to have my heart broken again. I saw in her a lot of what I saw in
myself, and I didn't want her to be alone like I was.
After everything had happened, we both realized that the only person who really
was there all the time, for better or worse, was each other. But because we
lived states away, we weren't sure it would work out. Still, I wanted to meet
her, even if it didn't work, we were still friends and could have a great time
together.
Around the time of her birthday, I asked her how she felt about it, and she was
excited. So I took a few odd jobs and saved as much money as I could to take a
trip to see her. She even offered to help pay for it, but I wasn't about to take
her money. She was already letting me stay with her, eat her food, and
everything else, that I thought it would have been too much if she did anymore.
Finally I had gotten the ticket to come see her and everything was going
smoothly...except for the undeniable nervousness and slight fear of meeting
someone for the first time. What if I don't look good for her? What if I don't
make a good impression when I see her? What if I don't make a good impression on
her family? All the "what ifs" were running through my head except one. What if
we don't like each other? I already knew the answer.
Before leaving, I had packed as much goofy stuff for us to do as possible. Video
games, movies, magazines, even a sketch pad in case one of us got bored. Then I
remembered "oh crap, I forgot clothes". So after about the third time packing I
was about ready to see her, but I needed something special to give her.
The last boyfriend that had ever given her anything was over a year ago, and I
thought that needed to change. I found this really cute dark blue bear at a
store, and had a little voice box inserted that says "I love you" when it's
squeezed. A little corny, but I figured if I can't be there to say the words,
the bear can. I also found a dark red wooden rose and some rose scented oil to
spray on it. Okay, so now I was ready....I hope.
During the road trip she told me to call her at every stop, no matter what time
it was. Which I did, even though I got a couple "this better be good" and "who
the hell is it" answers somewhere in the early morning hours. But the last major
call was made about three hours away from the bus station...now the nervousness
was really setting in. I was wearing the same set of clothes as the day
before...but that was okay because I was on a bus for 25 hours, right? The rose
didn't smell like a rose much anymore, would she be upset? I know I left
something at home I should have brought, was it something important? No time
left to worry, I was already there.
I called and told her I just got in, but I didn't see her. I walked around the
building, still nothing. Was this some elaborate prank? Nervousness setting in
again. Here it turned out there were two bus terminals and we were at different
ones. So after about a half hour or so of trying to figure out where I was, she
finally found the right spot. This was it.
I hear someone say my name and I turn around to see two girls walking toward me.
I recognized them instantly. Her sister had come along to help her find the bus
station (a lot of help that did). I just stood there dumbfounded as I looked at
this woman standing in front of me. I just held out the bear, to which I had
used the wire stem to wrap around his paw so it looked like he was handing her a
rose.
By this point nearly two minutes had passed, but it felt like an hour. I tried
to say something intelligent, but all that came out was..."Wow you're tall". She
was exactly the same height as me, and I'm not short, she's just really tall.
She laughed and asked if that was all I could say. To which I responded "You are
HOOOOOT"
Now before I go too far, I must say one thing, her being hot had no change in
how I felt about something else rather important at this moment. I was FREEZING!
I made the trip to Wisconsin in the middle of winter. Dumbest decision EVER!
Still I was bundled up in jeans, long sleeved shirt, heavy coat, and a hat, and
STILL freezing. And she just had on a hoodie with my favorite cartoon character
on it, a t-shirt with I heart optimus prime (another favorite of mine) these
really cute rainbow socks that went up near her knees, and a really pretty lacy
skirt.
So after the initial shock wore off, we made our way back to her car. Of course
I could see she was as nervous as, if not more than, myself. So I did my best to
keep talking and making jokes to try and lighten up the mood. It worked
thankfully, because as soon as she smiled I knew everything would be alright.
We went almost immediately to her mom's place to meet her and her boyfriend. I
felt weird about it, but only because I knew I'd be meeting a lot of people in a
short period of time. Still it went pretty smoothly and I felt really accepted
and welcomed into her family. I was lucky too, since she told me her family was
pretty judgmental about the guys she dated. But then again, I wasn't like the
last guys she dated.
When we got back to her place we took all my luggage and brought it inside.
Finally, long term warmth. I had brought her several other things other than
just the bear and rose, so I began rooting through all my stuff to find it. Just
goofy things I had gotten her for Christmas or a random nice card. We had our
own little holiday combination that day. But the best part was later that night.
We finally got to lay down and relax and watch a movie together. But something
we wanted to do was just be able to cuddle next to one another. When I asked
her, she seemed only too happy to do so. I wrapped my arms around her stomach
and waist, and held her a little. She sighed softly. I asked her if she was
alright (I knew she was, but whenever one of us sighs, we always ask for some
reason). She said "Yeah, I'm fine, I just can't believe you're here". I laughed
and said "Me neither"
After a while, I realized that this was right. We had waited all this time to be
together, and here we were. I wasn't nervous anymore. I propped myself up on my
elbow and just watched as she rolled over and looked at me. Wow, she's more
beautiful than I could have ever dreamed. I decided it was now or never. I
looked deep into her eyes and whispered "I love you".
She smiled at me...that was it. Just a smile. Okay so now the nerves are coming
back to check up on me. Not what I need right now. She's still smiling at this
point. So I need to do something, anything. I kissed her deeply, running my
fingers through her hair slowly.
NOT THAT! I screwed up, I went too fast, I should have shut up and just went
back to watching the movie.
"I love you too"
What the...
"Did you just say I love you too?" I had to be sure i wasn't hearing things.
"Yeah" She said back, still smiling.
I gave her a great big hug and started laughing. She scared the hell out of me.
I thought I was finished. She later told me she was waiting to say it to when
she knew it was the right thing to say. And the kiss was what did it. We kissed
a lot more that night...just to be sure.
After a couple hours we were talking about things like our turn-ons and stuff
like that. Something we both agreed on was showering together, though neither of
us had done it before. So when we agreed to it I was a little surprised. But
when I asked her if she was ready to join me, she changed her mind. She was
scared because she was nervous about how I would feel after seeing her body. I
had been holding her for hours and I honestly had no problem with it at all,
believe me. Still we came to a compromise, she would join me if we kept the
lights off and just used candles. I just wanted it to be safe, I mean low light
and a slippery surface. Still once she stepped in the shower and I watched the
water cascade off her skin, I wasn't scared anymore.
As the shower continued I pressed my body against hers and gently kissed her
neck. I heard her moan and I knew she was as aroused as I was. She turned to
kiss me as I pushed her body against the wall, the water now flowing down both
our bodies. As she raised her leg, she lowered a hand and slipped me inside of
her. Yeah, we weren't concerned with the shower any longer. After a while we
decided to continue this in the bedroom.
The night continued from there, making love off and on. I say making love
because we both knew that's what it was. Even when she wanted me to fuck her,
and I did, it was still making love to us. I remember going down on her for the
first time, the way her body moved as she came. I'm still proud of myself for
that. In the few moments we weren’t in bed, we tried to actually eat a little
bit. Of course, somehow while she was in the kitchen, she found herself grabbing
onto the countertop or drawers to steady herself as we went at it once again.
When we finally went to bed, it was a weird experience because I had never
fallen asleep beside someone. Though to be fair, we didn't sleep much that
night. Every time one of us woke up, we had sex again. A different position
nearly every time. Though I could tell her favorite was doggy-style. Our last
time for the day came around 10 AM just before breakfast. Once again we made
love in the kitchen, though afterwards we couldn’t stop laughing because we
realized that was about the ninth time within less than about fourteen hours. We
probably only slept about an hour and a half all night.
Still, that was only the beginning. And I can honestly say that after four years
of being best friends, I cant wait to also call her my wife.
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Her Side of the Story
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I've known him for almost four years now. I met him when I was 16 and he was 21.
I'm now 19, almost 20 and he's 24, almost 25. After getting used once and my
heart broken twice by three different guys last year, something in me just kind
of snapped.
He had always been there for me. No matter who I was dating. He would always
comfort me and tell me how beautiful I was, inside and out. Of course I never
believed him, but it always made me feel better. He was always so sincere with
everything he said and has never lied about anything. He always put me before
himself, no matter how hurt he got and for some reason, it never occurred to me
that he had everything I was looking for. So we started dating.
Around December, we decided we should meet in person. So two days before we met,
he got on a bus and was on his way. I tried to clean my apartment but was too
nervous. I kept thinking, "what if he's different? What if he's not as nice as
he seems? What if I don’t like him?" I never told him about my doubts. I figured
if things did work out, then there's no need to tell him.
One day before meeting, my sister came over for the night. She was then 16, now
17. I'm pretty sure I annoyed her. I kept saying how I hope it works out and how
I love him, but at the same time, have all these doubts. I had never met someone
from online that lived so far away. I barely got any sleep that night.
He called me when he was 3 hours away from the bus station. I rushed around the
apartment to clean what I could. It took me an hour just to get ready. I was so
nervous. I didn’t know what to wear. Should I wear my normal t-shirt and baggy
pants? Or should I dress nicer? I went with a skirt, transformer's t-shirt, gir
hoodie and rainbow knee high socks.
I was as ready as I'd ever be. My sister had the directions in her hand as I
drove. My heart was pounding and I had butterflies in my stomach the whole way.
I showed up at the bus station early. I called him to see what his bus looked
like. I waited and he called saying he had just showed up, but no bus had pulled
up. I waited for fifteen minutes and still nothing. I called him back and he
said he was standing outside, but I couldn’t see him anywhere. I was at the
wrong bus station. I had no idea where the other one was. He told me the street
and surrounding buildings. I still didn’t know where it was. I started driving
around and luckily found it.
I sat in the car for five minutes, just trying to catch my breath. I almost
didn’t want to see him. My nervousness was getting the best of me. My sister
made me get out of the car. My hands were shaking. You couldn’t tell from
looking at me, that I was so nervous. I smile and giggle a lot when I am. I
started for the door to the station when he opened the door. I could tell
immediately it was him. He was smiling. My first thought was, "he's shorter then
I thought." I hugged him. We were dating weren't we? Its the least I could do.
He handed me a blue teddy bear with a pretty wooden rose in its paw. Blue is my
favorite color and I love stuffed animals. The rose was a surprise. It was so
sweet of him. He wouldn’t stop grinning. He half laughed and said, "Wow you're
tall. You are hoot!" I blushed and smiled. I didn’t know what to say. I felt so
awkward. I took one of his bags and he talked while we walked to my car. He
seemed so relaxed. I couldn’t understand why he wasn't nervous. He later said he
was, but he hid it to help me get over being nervous.
After putting his bags in my car, we drove to my mom's to drop off my sister. He
met my mom and her boyfriend, Aaron. We all talked about his ride up here and
about where he's from. He talked, joked, and laughed with such ease. It really
impressed my mom and her boyfriend with how comfortable he was. They were glad
they got to know him so much with the first meeting. It really put me at ease. I
wasn’t so nervous anymore about talking to him.
We left and started on the way back to my apartment. We talked a lot. I ended up
getting lost somehow but it gave us an opportunity to joke around and talk more.
Once we finally got home, he went through his bags. He was excited to finally
meet me in person. He seemed hyper with how he was showing me almost everything
he packed.
We sat down and watched a few movies. After a few hours, he asked if we could
cuddle. We've been wanting to cuddle for years and now we finally could. I was
still a bit shy but I said yes. I laid on my side and he laid down behind me,
wrapping his arms around my stomach. I had slight butterflies in my stomach. I
thought about him as we laid there. I knew I loved him over the phone, but I
wasn’t sure about in person. I knew the feeling of being in his arms at the
moment was different then others but I just wasn't sure.
He propped himself up on his elbow and looked at me. I rolled over on my back
and looked at him. I remember thinking how beautiful his eyes are. Then out of
nowhere he said "I love you" I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t want to say it
back if I didn’t mean it. If I ended up not loving him, I didn’t want to say it
now and break is heart later. Before I could say anything, he bent down and
kissed me. The butterflies in my stomach seemed to go through my whole body. At
that moment I knew how I felt. I rolled back over on my side and whispered, "I
love you too" I think the delay scared him a little. He was relieved.
We cuddled for a little longer then he asked if he could take a shower. I gave
him a towel. He asked if I would take one with him. I told him no but he
wouldn’t be swayed. He agreed to lights off with two candles lit for minimum
light. I didn’t want him seeing my body. I hate my body. I was afraid he'd be
disgusted.
I turned on the water and we got in. I stepped under the water and got wet then
moved over so he could do the same. It felt nice to have his body brush against
mine. He wrapped his arms around me. I smiled then he kissed me. This was
strange and new to me, but nice. I was startled slightly to feel him press
against me. I could tell he was aroused.
He was a virgin and I didn’t know if I was the one he wanted to lose it to, but
I was. We ended up not showering. We made love once in the shower, six times on
the bed in different positions, and twice from him randomly bending me over in
the kitchen. He was the best I had ever had. I wasn’t sure how since he was a
virgin. He just somehow knew exactly what to do.
It helped that he's the perfect size. Overly big cocks scare me. Anything over 8
inches I avoid. The few men I've had sex with in the past, were all pretty
small. Four inches, four and a half, five and a half, never more then that. He's
a perfect seven inches. He's also not a one hit wonder. Which is something else
I had never experienced. He doesn’t just get off once and he's done. He can get
off three, four, five times and still want to keep going. We went to bed pretty
tired that night. I loved waking up in his arms. That first kiss and "I love
you" in the morning made me so happy. I knew he meant it. We ended up making
love a few more times that morning.
We've been dating for a year now and have been engaged for about five months.
I'm moving in with him soon and we're getting married next year. I know he's the
one for me. It sounds pretty cheesy but he's my soul mate. I cant imagine
leaving him and being with someone else. But I guess that’s what I get for
falling in love with the man that's been my best friend for four years.
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----- Our chat on Fri, 6/27/08 2:06 AM -----
Oney (1:37 AM): good evening
Kelly (1:37 AM): hey
Oney (1:37 AM): how was your day?
Kelly (1:38 AM): been busy
Kelly (1:38 AM): I read most of what you sent, I liked it
Oney (1:38 AM): I‘m glad
Kelly (1:39 AM): so what is the story with the two of you now?
Oney (1:40 AM): we are back home in our separate states and are currently both
trying to get work so that she can move here
Kelly (1:40 AM): when was the last time you fucked her?
Oney (1:41 AM): the day before I left there, sometime in mid February
Kelly (1:41 AM): anyone else since then?
Oney (1:41 AM): no, just her
Kelly (1:42 AM): so now what?
Oney (1:42 AM): so now I try to get her to move out here so I can marry her
and she and I continue to fuck like crazy
Kelly (1:43 AM): I mean with me
Oney (1:44 AM): lol oh, well, like you said before, when you were done
reading, if you care to give advice that would be fine
Oney (1:44 AM): aside from that, I would love to continue to talk to you about
whatever you like
Kelly (1:45 AM): ok, so can I post that now?
Oney (1:46 AM): not yet, I am waiting for her to say its ok first
Kelly (1:47 AM): have you asked?
Oney (1:47 AM): yeah, I talked to her on the phone about it earlier, she said
she would think about it
Oney (1:48 AM): like how would you do it though? I mean you wouldn't put up my
email address or anything would you?
Kelly (1:50 AM): no
Kelly (1:50 AM): only if you wanted people to respond to you about them
Oney (1:51 AM): it wasn't exactly for everyone to respond to, more just to
enjoy
Kelly (1:52 AM): then I wouldn't, some people like feedback
Oney (1:53 AM): if anything I was hoping you could use it to make something a
bit more in-depth and erotic, rather than a couple of nervous people waiting to
meet for the first time
Kelly (1:54 AM): like what?
Oney (1:55 AM): just something more detailed and more professional I guess
Oney (1:56 AM): neither of us are exactly great writers, though she is by far
better than I am
Kelly (1:56 AM): well, I would need more to work with
Kelly (1:56 AM): more about the two of you
Kelly (1:56 AM): do you have a pic of the two of you?
Oney (1:57 AM): haven't I sent one before?
Kelly (1:57 AM): not sure
Kelly (1:57 AM): been a while if so
Oney (1:57 AM): let me check
Kelly (1:57 AM): what was your name again for this e-mail?
Oney (1:58 AM): breakitdown83
Kelly (1:58 AM): I know that
Kelly (1:58 AM): the name
Oney (1:58 AM): lol sorry, I believe I have it as Oney
Kelly (1:58 AM): if you sent me an e-mail, who is it from?
Oney (1:59 AM): I changed it somewhere around that time, so if it isn’t from
Oney, its from JustSomeguy
Kelly (1:59 AM): guess I don’t have anything
Kelly (2:00 AM): do either of you have MySpace?
Oney (2:01 AM): she has a vampirefreaks page
Oney (2:01 AM): it’s like a goth MySpace
Kelly (2:01 AM): cool
Oney (2:02 AM): I‘m on the phone with her now
Kelly (2:02 AM): ok
Kelly (2:03 AM): I'd love an e- mail from her saying it was ok with her and
why she would like me to post it
Oney (2:03 AM): I'll tell her now
Kelly (2:03 AM): does she chat?
Oney (2:04 AM): yes, you chatted with her before
Kelly (2:04 AM): sorry, it is really late for me, tell her to e-mail me and
tell me about herself
Oney (2:04 AM): briefly, she says
Oney (2:05 AM): she will sometime tomorrow or the day after, she is staying at
her father's and they don’t get internet signal
Kelly (2:06 AM): ok, gnite
Oney (2:06 AM): sleep well
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----- Our chat on Fri, 7/4/08 12:17 AM -----
Oney (11:57 PM): hi
Kelly (11:58 PM): hi
Oney (11:58 PM): I see you added our stories on your page
Kelly (11:59 PM): did you like seeing them there?
Oney (11:59 PM): yeah, but I thought I had asked you not to use my real name
Oney (12:00 AM): and not to put my email address up
Kelly (12:00 AM): ohh
Kelly (12:00 AM): sorry
Oney (12:00 AM): its ok, I just sent my fiancée the link so she can take a
look at it
Kelly (12:01 AM): it' s hard for me to know who does and who doesn't, most
people want it there
Oney (12:01 AM): I don’t, just in case someone like my dad or sister should
happen to see it
Kelly (12:02 AM): what did your fiancé think?
Oney (12:03 AM): she was actually surprised cuz u took the stuff off her other
pages and put up links to her stuff
Kelly (12:03 AM): well, it' s public
Oney (12:03 AM): she says its fine as long as she doesn’t get messages from
any perverts
Oney (12:03 AM): oh I understand that
Oney (12:03 AM): I think its just that we wanna keep our sex life separate
from our regular lives
Kelly (12:04 AM): so what do you want me to do?
Kelly (12:04 AM): I think it' s fine the way it is, don’t you?
Oney (12:05 AM): aside from the name and the email address yeah, I don’t know
how she feels about her stuff
Oney (12:05 AM): she doesn’t seem to have a problem with it I guess
Kelly (12:05 AM): if she doesn’t, why do you?
Kelly (12:06 AM): I only say this because it' s a pain to censor things
Oney (12:06 AM): I had just thought the agreement was to use a pseudo name,
thats all
Kelly (12:07 AM): like I said, it' s a pain so I prefer not to or else just
take it off
Oney (12:07 AM): let me see what she wants to do with it
Kelly (12:07 AM): what did she think about our chats?
Oney (12:08 AM): she hasn’t said anything about those
Oney (12:08 AM): she mostly wants to know why u put so much stuff up about her
Kelly (12:08 AM): did she say anything about my site?
Oney (12:08 AM): no, she’s barely talking to me at the moment cuz she’s doing
something else
Kelly (12:08 AM): I find her interesting and i think it helps people who read
it to get a more complete picture of her when they read the rest of it
Kelly (12:09 AM): I don’t have that much about you
Kelly (12:09 AM): it also adds an element of " realism" for those folks who
are always accusing me of making up my entire site
Oney (12:10 AM): lol believe me, I understand that
Kelly (12:10 AM): did it turn you on at all to see all that posted about her
for the world to see on my site?
Oney (12:11 AM): yes and no
Oney (12:11 AM): the stuff I wrote, and the stuff she wrote, yes
Oney (12:12 AM): but all the information, the names, the pages of hers, I
don’t know, just like I said, I like keeping the sex life separate from the
every day life
Kelly (12:12 AM): but it I S a part of your life
Oney (12:14 AM): I think what I ' m trying to say is that I wanted to be able
too look at it and not have an attachment to it. Like I wanted to see it up and
know that if anyone else close to me were to see it, they would think it could
be anyone
Kelly (12:14 AM): well, don' t worry any more about it
Oney (12:15 AM): I'm terribly sorry
Oney (12:15 AM): I do appreciate it, I really do
Kelly (12:15 AM): I just don’t have time to play games
Oney (12:16 AM): no, I'm not trying to play games, I really do apologize. I
appreciate it. I guess I wasn’t as ready to see that as I thought I was
Kelly (12:16 AM): whatever
Oney (12:17 AM): you are going to take it down then?
Kelly (12:17 AM): it's already down
Oney (12:17 AM): ok
Oney (12:17 AM): I'm very sorry
Oney (12:17 AM): thank you though
Kelly (12:17 AM): me too, bye
Oney (12:17 AM): it was very kind of you
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