Subject: Looking For Advice About Sex With My 9 YO Daughter (Mg, incest)
Author: Brent Smith <family_nature_1969@yahoo.com>
Posted: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
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My name is Brent Smith. I'm 40, divorced, and a big fan of your blog. Through
your blog I've met several like-minded families - Julie Love for starters and
from there she introduced me to MissouriMom, Julie McCain, Cindy Smith and
others. They are all connected through... a bi-moms group on Yahoo, I think.
I live in DC. My ex and two girls are in No. Virginia. I'm from Seattle
originally. My girls are Kate 9 and Marie 3. Kate will be 10 in November.
During the summer I get Kate every other week. during the school year two
weekends a months. I don't see Marie all that much. We don't have much of a
relationship. The relationship with Kate took a strange turn three weeks before
school and now I'm all inside out. I'm really trying to find a woman with
similar interests. (naturism and open relationships). Oh and we're nudists.
Kate was really coming on to me over the summer. Over the course of the summer
she proceeded to capture all of me around her little finger. We had the "talk"
after I caught her looking at sites online. She seduced me; I guess that's the
best way to put it. I know you have a really special relationship with your
dad. I don't want to mess my relationship with her up. Make sense? I want to
have a normal life, but I don't think that's gonna happen now.
Over the course of several visits she kept asking about what happens between
guys and girls, and guys and guys (I'm openly bi, but not into sleeping around.)
We ended up kissing and making out. It was beautiful and horrible at the same
time. Beautiful in that she was ... oh I don't know. She was just beautiful.
Horrible in that I was the person she chose to learn from. I know she will be
jaded from all the punks her age, now.
In the previous years I had always worn a little bit of clothing at home (mostly
when she would come for visit). It led to petting, then more. She was fascinated
by my getting hard. more curiosity at first.
As I talked to others that have had relationships with their kids, and they ...
is coached the right word? No. they explained that I could be a loving father, I
could show her things (so long as not to pressure or hurt her) and that things
would turn out just fine. By the end of summer we had made love and she was
acting as if she were my wife and lover more than my child. In a lot of ways it
was wonderful. In a lot of ways it was a real mind-job. Here was my daughter, in
a child’s body, acting 15 years older. She even expressed the desire to move in
with me.
She took the lead. She and I had already shared mutual masturbation and then
oral sex. She simply stated that she wanted to be a woman somewhere in the
middle of our making out the next to last visit of the summer. After having had
sucked on me for a bit (which I expected her to do as last time and finish me
off), she crawled into my lap and started kissing and rubbing on me. Then she
straddled me.
I admit I'm not very big down below: average length but well... I was called a
pencil dick for as long as I can remember. (middle school?) and told me she
wanted to be like the women in the videos she saw on the internet.
Honestly I think it hurt me more than it did her. Her pussy was so tight and
there was all the emotion surrounding it. I'll never forget her face as she came
on me. I think that was when I lost myself, came and started sobbing like a
school boy. I had cum in my daughter’s pussy! She wasn't really even moving at
that point, just sitting there with me inside her. It was just too much but oh
god it was so good... and so wrong.
She wanted to do more buy I made her stop as she was really red looking. We fell
asleep together as we had all summer, only this time as lovers. I woke up
sometime in the night and just watched her sleep. She was pretty sore the next
day and night.
The next week I took off work and it was like our honeymoon. So now I'm hoping
to figure what I should do. Her mother has asked me about why she was talking
about coming to live with me. We haven't really talked about it other than in
passing. She asked me if Kate had talked to me about her moving in with me. I
said that she had shown some interest but I didn't want to push the issue
because of how complicated that would be to switch custody, etc. She just let
it drop there.
I’ve talked to Kate about how important it was to keep it a secret. We never
spend time together anywhere else except the mall or something like that.
nothing in the car or anywhere like that. We've kissed a little more than the
usual innocent kiss in the car when saying hello or goodbye. but we've always
done that.
She didn’t like it when I came in her mouth. She... she freaked, and coughed. So
now I always warn her and she takes it like a trooper on her little titties.
More like nipples with small bumps on her chest.
I know she has friends but I've never really met them.
I am looking for was some advice about it, for now. Like how to handle being her
dad and balancing that with what has happened or what she might want me to be.
Most were encouraging. One was, of course, a complete perv (a father that I
think is probably completely abusing his kid). I'll have to figure out how to
find it.
I'm having problems seeing how this can be necessarily bad so long as I don't
abuse her, or force anything. To me this is just an expression of my love but
then there's that "evil father" programming in the back of my head.
In reading you Incest Guide, up until this summer I would have vehemently agreed
with "First, ANY girl under the age of twelve is NOT ready for sex – period, end
of story!!" Now I'm... well, I've been proven wrong. Actually, I still agree
with the principle of waiting until a girl is at least 12y/o. I guess Kate is
just special. Up until this summer I would have agreed about the age of
fourteen, maybe even 16. I'm learning to be more open minded about it, but still
hold to those ideas.
One thing that keeps coming back to me is some of the psych classes I took in
college about child development and at what ages boys and girls understand
sexual concepts. I feel like Kate wanted me to cram 4-6 years of growing up into
one summer. She seems happy. She'll be back next weekend and I'm going to query
her more about that just to make sure.
I feel like a whole different life is now before me and I'm not sure where this
will go. I just know that I must remain positive and caring. Some of the
emotions I went through reminded me of when I realized that I like guys as well
as girls.
Meanwhile, we also masturbate together. I caught her masturbating when she was
really frustrated because apparently one of her friends must really get-off and
she didn't really feel anything. That was one of the discussions that led to our
sharing each other. I had asked her about whether she has had an orgasm. (The
answer was "no".) So we talked through it and I helped her experience one for
the first time. She was so scared and excited. On one hand here was this
maturing young lady in the throws of passion. On the other hand, she was still a
cute giddy girl.
I placed my hand on top of hers and showed her different ways to touch herself,
like running her finger over various parts of maidenhood until we found the
right spot for her and let her go until she climaxed. Kelly, it was so beautiful
watching her shake and go stiff as wave after wave of passion swept over her.
Well, that’s all for now. I hope to be able to discuss this with you sometime
soon.
Brent Smith - Looking For Advice About Sex With My 9 YO Daughter