Subject: If My Daddy Had Been My First (Mf, oral, incest)
Author:  Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>

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Summary:

Who hasn't dreamed of going back in time so you could something differently?  
The one thing that I regret the most in my past was not giving my virginity to 
my father.  It wasn't a deliberate decision on my part as I had no idea at that 
age that my father was even remotely interested in such a thing so the thought 
never crossed my mind.  Even so, I don't think I'll ever fully purge the guilt I 
feel whenever I think about it.

But what if I HAD given my virginity to my dad?  What if I had written a diary 
entry afterwards?  Maybe it might have gone like this…

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I was only a couple of months past my fourteenth birthday and unlike most of my 
friends, I couldn't wait for summer vacation to end.  No more grade school for 
me.  Nope, now I would be going a high school freshman, flirting every day.  My 
friends joked that freshman girls were "fresh meat girls" to the upperclassmen 
but rather than be concerned about it, the thought excited me.  So far I'd 
petted and kissed a bit but the closest I'd come to actual sex was rubbing a 
boy's hard dick through his pants.  Lately when I masturbated my thoughts seemed 
to center more and more around losing my virginity.  The question was, who would 
take it?

It's not like I was worried about finding a guy willing to do the job.  Although 
I was not nearly as curvy and busty as many of the girls my age, I doubted there 
was one who was hornier than me!  It seemed all I did in my spare time these 
days was masturbate and when I was at the pool my eyes always drifted to the 
same place – some boy's wet crotch.  It wasn't like I'd never seen a man's dick 
before.  In our family nudity wasn't something we flaunted but at the same time, 
we didn't exactly worry about it either.  Don't get me wrong, neither my parents 
or I would just hang around nude or claim to be nudists.  It was just that when 
it was appropriate to be naked, say in the hot tub, asleep in bed, or just 
walking between the bathroom and our bedrooms, we didn't go out of our way to 
hide anything.  Personally, I think the only reason people get all worked up 
over seeing someone nude is because it is supposedly "taboo".  Take away the 
taboo and it's not such a big deal anymore.

Like nudity, masturbation was also something I am quite comfortable with.  I 
started touching myself (at least for sexual purposes) when I was almost twelve 
and once I got started there was no going back.  It wasn't long before my mom 
was lecturing me about touching myself in public as I always seemed to have that 
"itch" between my legs and at that age I didn't understand why I could take care 
of it at home but not at church or school.  My parents also masturbated openly, 
especially my dad.  My parents raised me to believe that masturbation is a 
normal body function, no different than scratching an itch.  Thus if my dad was 
doing it when I was around, my reaction was to recognize that he was just horny 
and taking care of himself, not that he was having any sexual fantasies about 
me.  After all, I was his daughter, wasn't I?  So why would he ever think THAT?

By this time there were a number of boys I had my eye on as having potential for 
being my "first".  All of them were older than me as it seemed the boys my age 
were too immature.  If the guy wasn't a virgin, that was fine with me and if 
anything, a plus as I wanted someone who knew what they were doing.   Several of 
my friends had already done it and none of them seemed to enjoy their first 
time, mostly because it seemed the boy they were with didn't know what to do 
either. That's not to say they didn't enjoy it later, of course.

The middle of summer was the perfect time to "troll" for boys.  Whether it was 
at the community pool wearing my favorite bikini, or just running around the 
neighborhood on my bike in nothing but a pair of ripped cutoffs and a tube top, 
I had learned early how easy it was to get a guy's attention.  Not that I was 
exactly the hottest girl so far as my appearance, but what I lacked in my bust I 
think I more than made up for with my attitude.  If any guy didn't think I was 
looking for it, he would've had to been blind!  It wasn't just the boys either.  
More than a few dad's working in the yard turned their heads when I went by!

One evening I was laying in the hot tub with my parents.  We were all nude, but 
that was normal.  In fact, other than when other people were with us, I couldn't 
remember wearing a swim suit in our hot tub ever in my life!  One thing I 
noticed the past couple of years though, and that was how incredible the jets 
felt when they were directed in just the right places.  Yep, they beat the poor 
shower massager hands down!  My parents were talking about something to do with 
my dad's work which left me bored to tears so I turned to my side and leaned 
back.  My favorite spot in the tub was on the side I was laying.  It was molded 
like a couch such that you could lay back with your head against a rubber 
cushion and the jets would hit me from three sides.  There was one particular 
jet in the corner that I had positioned such that it directed the water straight 
at me and if I spread my legs apart it would hit my pussy dead-on.  It was that 
jet I focused on at this moment and I closed my eyes and felt myself be almost 
weightless in the hot water as the water pulsed against my horny pussy.

It didn't take long before everything else around me faded away as I fantasized 
that the water against my pussy was actually the tongue of one of my friend's 
brother.  He was a couple of years older than me and had a great looking body – 
not to mention a nice looking bulge in his tight swimsuit, a bulge that seemed 
to get bigger the longer we were around him.  Soon my fingers reached down to 
provide an assist to the jet and I gasped when my fingertip touched my sensitive 
clit.

Time seemed to stand still.  Even the roar of the hot tub couldn't distract me 
as my mind retreated to wherever it went while I was fantasizing about being 
fucked.  Every thought, every feeling was focused on my pussy as I rubbed myself 
faster and faster.  God I wanted to be fucked SO bad!  I wanted to suck a guy's 
dick and feel it growing in my mouth.  I wanted to taste a hard cock and run my 
tongue up and down its stiff shaft.  My than anything I wanted to cry out for 
him to fuck me and then be rewarded by the push of his dick as it violated my 
tight virgin pussy for the first time.  I wanted to feel his wonderful dick 
inside of me, feel it stroke in and out of my wet pussy, going faster and faster 
as he neared his climax.  Then I wanted him to cum inside of me, to shoot his 
sperm in me and leave it deep up inside my pussy.  In simple words, I wanted to 
be fucked!

As I neared my own orgasm, the feelings between my legs intensified.  It was as 
if his imaginary hand was actually touching me, as if I was really being fondled 
and groped by my lover.  Then it was like his finger pushed its way inside of me 
and it was then I came.  I gasped and moaned as my orgasm swept through me, my 
pussy feeling hotter than the heated tub water.  I cried out softly with 
pleasure as his finger stroked in and out of me like a small dick, keeping me 
going, making me cum harder and harder.

"Oh god that feels so good," I moaned, forgetting that my parents were next to 
me.  Well, not forgetting but at least not caring.  It wasn't the first time 
they seen me do this and I was sure it wouldn't be the last.

"Glad I could help baby," a deep voice responded, except it was real and not 
part of my dream anymore.  As I opened my eyes I suddenly realized that not only 
was the voice real, but so was the finger up my pussy!  There just above me the 
smiling face of my dad!

"I take it that you're feeling good?" he asked with a grin on his face.

As much as my initial reaction was to cry out how good it felt and beg him not 
to stop, it was all too surreal for me at that moment to do such a thing.

"Daddy!" I gasped, "What are you doing? … Stop it!"

"Awwwww, do you really want me to stop?" he responded softly, a sexy gentleness 
to his voice I'd never heard before.

Well duh! Of course I didn't want him to stop.  What he was doing made me feel 
incredible!  On the other hand, he was my DAD for goodness sakes!  Why was he 
touching ME?  I looked for my mom but saw that she had apparently gone back into 
the house. Leaving the two of us alone.  Had she left so that my dad could do 
this, or was he doing it because she had left?  Did it matter?

"Oh daddy, I love you," was all I could think to say right then.  

OK, so it was lame and a stall at best.  What I really wanted to say was I 
wanted him to fuck me.  I was so horny and my pussy was screaming for something 
to fill it up.  It didn't matter at that moment that he was my dad.  In fact, it 
really didn't matter right then WHO he was. What mattered was that his dick was 
hard – I could feel it against my side, and I knew where I wanted it – in my 
pussy.  Easy to dream about but how do you tell your own father that you want 
him to fuck you?  Even if I did, how could he ever want me in that way?  What 
would he think of me if he knew what I desired the most right then?  Yeah, he 
was fingering me alright, but that was a LONG ways from fucking me, just ask any 
boy trying to get a piece when he's out with his date.

"I love you too baby," he said softly.  Then he did something he'd never done 
before, not even in jest.  He bent down and kissed me.  I don't mean some peck 
on the cheek like the typical father-daughter thing you might see at church or 
school.  No, this was more like what I see him do with my mom – a full mouth 
kiss with his tongue pressing against my lips, trying to ease its way into my 
mouth.  I was so surprised I just let my natural instincts take over and I 
opened my mouth and let his tongue explore inside.  My arms reached up and 
wrapped around his neck, holding onto him as we shared our first "real" kiss.

"There… that wasn't so hard, was it?" he murmured as out lips finally parted.  
My eyes must have been widened like a deer in the headlights as I was still too 
shocked to respond.  Meanwhile, I noticed that his finger had never left my 
pussy.

It was like I was in some dream state, everything was happening but it was like 
I was out of my body and watching it rather than experiencing it for myself.  I 
laid limp in his arms as he withdrew his finger and reached under me to pick me 
up and carry me out of the tub.  Someone, my mother most likely, had laid out 
the chair cushions on the deck and covered them with a couple of beach towels, 
making it into sort of a bed on our deck.  Thank goodness the deck was high atop 
our garage and built on a hill such that none of the neighbors had a view of 
what was happening – or what I thought was about to happen.

My dad gently laid me down on my back and then he laid to my right side, draping 
his bare leg over me such that his crotch was tight up against me and I could 
feel his erect dick pressing against my wet thigh.  Holding himself up on his 
left elbow, he reached across and palmed my left boob with his hand, cupping it 
and gently massaging it as he leaned down and started to kiss me once more.  I 
could feel his wet nude body against mine, feeling a man's nakedness fully 
against me for the first time in my life.  Sure I had felt him before when I 
would sometimes sleep with my parents, but this was different…a LOT different.

Wondering what was going to happen next, I just laid there on the soft cushions 
as my father kissed me and let his hand wander over my torso and down between my 
legs once again.  As I felt his hand approach my crotch, I spread my legs apart 
for him so he could reach my pussy more easily.

"Mmmmmm, that's my girl," he murmured as our mouths parted barely enough for him 
to speak, "You want it, don't you."

"Yes daddy," I whispered back huskily, barely able to get the words out as it 
was.  I wasn't quite sure I knew what "it" was, but whatever it was, I knew I 
wouldn't say no.

Once again I felt his hand move between my legs, his finger exploring me and 
parting my wet pussy lips to find my pussy hole.  He toyed with me, barely 
pushing his fingertip into me and then pulling it back out until he finally made 
his way back up to my hiding clit.  My back arched involuntarily and I couldn't 
help but gasp as his finger found my sweet spot.

As my dad fingered me I felt him move about until he positioned his dick over my 
hand which was laying to my side.  It was obvious what he wanted and I closed my 
grip around him, feeling his warm throbbing shaft against my palm.  God, it was 
the first dick I'd ever touched and it felt wonderful.  I just held him in my 
hand, gripping it and not knowing exactly what I should be doing with it right 
about now.  It was one thing to watch a porn movie where everything went like 
clockwork and quite another to be doing it all by yourself.

"Mmmmmm, I like it when you hold me," my dad said softly to me with a smile.  
"Have you touched a man there before?"

Of course he knew full well I hadn't.  I told my parents everything, and I mean 
everything, at least when it came to my sexual and social life.  My first kiss, 
first grope, etc.  – they knew whatever I did when I was out on a date.  He knew 
I'd touched a guy's cock a couple of times through their jeans but never the 
actual bare dick itself.  Who would have ever guessed the first one would be my 
dad's?

As I laid on my back it was more like a dream than reality.  I kept my eyes 
closed as I  tried to concentrate on my dad's hand as he roamed all over my 
body.  First he lightly touched my legs, running up and down them, sometimes on 
the outside but mostly along the inside where it tickled a little but at the 
same time made my pussy tremble.   Then he worked his way up my stomach, using 
just one finger to trace little circles around my belly button and then his 
whole hand laid flat on me and rubbed me all over.  Finally he moved to my chest 
where my small boobs tingled from his touch.  Again, he wasn't rough, but so 
incredibly gentle and light in his touch.  My boobs may have barely qualified as 
an A cup, but they were quite sensitive and my nipples responded to the soft 
touch of his fingers as he grabbed them and lightly pulled on them and then let 
them snap back.

The entire time he explored my body he was kissing me on the mouth and then 
around my face and neck, even my ears and ear lobes.  I felt his tongue run up 
the side of my neck just as he gently squeezed one of my boobs and I sighed 
softly from the wonderful sensations it created all through me.

"Oh daddy, I love you to touch me like this," I whispered to him.

This went on for what seemed like hours but was probably only twenty or thirty 
minutes.   Actually, I didn't WANT him to stop.  Nobody had ever touched me this 
way before in my life.  The boys who tried to grope me at school or in their 
cars were always in such a rush, grabbing at me and trying to take my clothes 
off.  It was always about what THEY wanted, about what they wanted me to do to 
them.  My daddy was just the opposite.  He was treating me like the little 
princess he liked to call me when I was younger.  He was treating me just the 
way a father SHOULD treat his daughter.

Deep down I knew it couldn't go on forever.  Where was my mom anyway?  She must 
know what we were doing since I assumed she had to have been the one to arrange 
the deck in preparation for us.  It was wonderful what my dad was doing to me 
but he was still my DAD and other than touch me like this, what more could he 
really do?

I was about to find out.

"I love you Kelly," he whispered for maybe the hundredth time by now.

"I love you too daddy," I replied, again for the hundredth time but who was 
counting?

"Show me how much you love me," he said suddenly, changing the conversation 
completely.

Hearing this, I opened my eyes and stared at him.  He was breathing hard and his 
eyes had a look in them I'd never seen before.  I felt him thrust his hips into 
me, driving his erect cock harder into my smooth leg, rubbing it along me as he 
rubbed himself against me.  Suddenly I knew what he wanted.  My god, my dad 
wanted to have sex with me!

My mind raced and it was like a million thoughts suddenly flashed back and 
forth.  Was I reading him right or was it just wishful thinking.  Well, how 
could it be wishful thinking when I had never even fantasized about sex with my 
dad, let alone wish for it?  Images came to my mind, thoughts and memories that 
suddenly began to make sense when I put them all together.  Memories of him 
masturbating after I would start doing myself while we were watching a movie 
that turned me on.  I remembered how he would always need something in the 
bathroom when I was in there naked, doing my makeup or hair.  He would have to 
squeeze by me and I remember the light touch of his dick on my ass as he slipped 
by to get to the closet for something that just couldn't wait.  So many of these 
memories came to mind that I was startled more at my own inability to have seen 
the obvious than anything else.

"Show me how much you love me."  What did he want me to do?  I didn't know HOW 
to show him.  How does a daughter please her own father, at least sexually?  
This wasn't like any of the incest porn movies he liked to watch; this was 
something entirely different and unique.

"Help me daddy," I finally pleaded softly, "Tell me what to do to make you 
happy."

My dad smiled at me.  It wasn't just that warm smile he would get when I did 
something good at school or gave him a gift for Father's Day.  There was more to 
it this time, something I couldn't quite put my finger on but it was definitely 
there.  He quickly got up on his knees and took my hand, placing it on his erect 
cock.

"Suck it," he said, softly but firmly, leaving no doubt that he expected me to 
do exactly what he wanted.

I'd seen plenty of girls give a BJ on his porn movies and magazines but just 
watching someone play tennis on TV doesn't make you a tennis pro and in the same 
manner, watching a BJ doesn't qualify you to give one.  I felt incredibly 
nervous as I got on my hands and knees in front of him, positioning myself so 
his dick was just a couple of inches away from my face.

"That's it, suck my dick," he said again, taking my head in his hands and gently 
pulling me into his crotch. 

I felt the head of his cock press against my lips and instinctively I opened 
them slightly and the tip of his cock pressed between them.  My tongue reached 
out and I touched it to the tip of his dick, feeling the slit in the top of it 
and then around the smooth cock head and finally along the underside of the 
ridge that surrounded his dick head.  Suddenly it hit me that I was licking my 
first dick and it wasn't just any ol' dick, it was my DAD'S!

"That's it, lick it all over and suck on it," he instructed me.

He crotch still smelled of the chemicals in the hot tub and his cock had a 
slightly funny taste from it as well, but still I marveled at the firmness and 
smooth texture of his dick.  I had no real idea of how a dick SHOULD taste or 
feel like but somehow I'd expected something different I guess, although I doubt 
I could have explained myself.  I took the entire cock head in my mouth and 
sucked on it.  As I did, I could feel him pull my head in tighter to his crotch 
and I relaxed my neck to allow him to push my head farther down on his dick.  He 
kept pushing it in until I fit it hit the back of my throat.  I tried to stop 
but he pushed my head onto his dick even harder and I felt it try to go down my 
throat.  Instantly I gagged and fortunately he let me pull my head off his dick.  
I coughed and choked and felt totally embarrassed.

"I'm sorry baby, you did great for your first time," he said, trying to make me 
feel better.  It was at that point I vowed someday I would take ALL of his dick 
in my mouth, even if it had to go down my throat.  It wouldn't be tonight but 
someday I would do it!

"Do it more," he encouraged me, "Suck my dick Kelly."

Actually, he needn't have bothered since I was determined to get back on that 
horse (or should I say, dick) again.  If my daddy wanted me to suck his dick, 
then I was going to do it the best I could for him.  He didn't try pushing his 
cock so deep into my mouth and I found that going down about half way on it to 
be the best for me. I really had no idea what to do.  I must have seen a zillion 
BJs with my dad but I totally blanked out every one of them and couldn't 
remember what any of those girls had done to their guy while they sucked them.  
It didn't seem to bother my dad, though.

"Oh god Kelly, that feels so good, "he moaned, "You have no idea how long I've 
been waiting for you to do this."

Actually, I knew EXACTLY how long he had been waiting.  It was like the light 
bulb went off over my head and suddenly everything started to make sense.  Eight 
years earlier, in almost this exact same spot, I had played with my dad's dick 
using only my hands until he came.  At the time I had no idea what I was doing 
and absolutely NO sexual awareness.  My mom just wanted me to understand why he 
masturbated since earlier in the day I had seen him jerking off for the first 
time.  While I was stroking his dick, he had started to ask me to do something 
else but my mom stopped him.  For the first time in the eight years since, I 
KNEW what he wanted me to do.  FINALLY I was fulfilling his wishes.

My dad's dick felt so good in my mouth!  No wonder so many girls liked doing 
this!  But then suddenly he pushed my head back off his dick and I looked up at 
him and our eyes met.  That same strange look was there, only more intense if 
anything.  It was like he was looking at me in a while new way, seeing me as he 
had never seen me before.  Then he put his hands on his shoulders and pushed me 
back onto my back.

"What do you want me to do daddy?" I started to ask him.  I felt confused and 
uncertain.  Didn't he like the blowjob I was giving him?  Was there something I 
hadn't done right?  It certainly wasn't like I had any experience to fall back 
on.

"It's OK baby, don't worry," he assured me, "Here… turn more on your side."

I let him position me the way he wanted as he laid down behind me and pushed 
himself in tight against me.  I could feel his erect dick poking me like a stick 
against my bare butt, rubbing up and down my ass as he wrapped his strong arms 
around me and cupped my tiny breasts.  Then he reached down and lifted my leg up 
and back as he pushed his own leg in between mine.  Without a word between us, I 
felt his dick suddenly pressing against my crotch.  I looked down and my heart 
skipped a beat when I saw the head of my dad's dick rubbing up and down the 
outside of my pussy.

"God, your body feels so soft and smooth," he whispered in my ear, kissing my 
neck and licking me with his tongue, "You are such a beautiful, sexy little 
girl."

When you're just fourteen and your body is making that transition from being a 
little girl to a young teenager, your self-confidence is always an issue.  I 
look in my bedroom mirror and see a skinny girl with hardly any boobs and just a 
light covering of fuzz over her pussy while inside I feel these incredible needs 
and desires.  When I look at myself I wonder who could possibly see me this way 
and want to give me what I wanted so desperately to have?  I felt trapped, like 
I was this ultra-horny sexy woman locked inside the body of a flat-chested girl 
that gave no hint to the emotions and feelings within her.

The reason I say all that is to try and help people understand why I felt so 
special and wonderful at this moment.  If there was one man I respected and 
loved more than anyone in the world, it was my dad.  I don't mean like I wanted 
him as a boyfriend or anything weird like that.  I just feel like he is the most 
wonderful man in the entire world and I would do anything to please him and make 
him happy. For this man to tell me I was sexy, to lust for me and want me to 
suck his cock, well that was about the biggest moment in my life!

"Oh daddy, I love you," was all I managed to say.  What I REALLY wanted to tell 
him was how good he was making me feel at this moment.  How secure I felt in his 
arms.  How sexy I felt laying there with the taste of his dick fresh in my 
mouth.  How sensual it was to feel his stiff dick pressing against my hungry 
pussy, as if he wanted to actually fuck me.  I could have stayed like this 
forever!

As my dad rubbed his dick up and down my pussy I could feel it tingle inside.  I 
wanted to reach down and rub myself but his hand went there first.  OMG, to feel 
him touching my clit while his cock pressed up against my pussy hole!  What more 
could I ask for?

My dad was grinding his crotch into my little butt as he worked his dick around 
my pussy.  Then he poked his finger into my pussy hole, using my wetness to make 
my entire pussy slippery and easier for him to rub it.  Even his dick was 
getting covered with my pussy juices, letting it start to slip between my pussy 
lips more rather than just over the outside.  His fingers spread me apart, 
making it easier for his dick to slide up and down my slit until he started to 
press his dick up against my wet pussy hole and I felt the pressure increase as 
he pushed a little harder.

"Daddy?" I questioned him.  What was he trying to do?  It was like he was trying 
to push his dick INSIDE of me. OMG, did my dad really want to FUCK me?  I knew 
he liked touching me and playing with me, but FUCK me?  My own father?

"It's OK baby, just let me do everything," he murmured gently to me, "I've 
wanted to do this for a long time now."

"Daddy?  Are you trying to fuck me?" I asked incredulously.  Sure they did this 
in his porn movies but those were just actors.  I'd never heard of a REAL father 
fucking his daughter before.  OK, maybe in the papers and news but those were 
always bad.  Could a father REALLY fuck his own daughter this way?

"Yes baby, daddy want to fuck his little girl…. I want to do it SO god damn 
bad," he said a little more forcefully this time/

To be sure, it wasn't that I didn't want him to fuck me.  Quite the contrary.  I 
was just shocked and overwhelmed that HE actually wanted to do me.  I had been 
wanting so badly to do it and here along my own father had been wanting to do me 
and I never knew it!  Talk about ironic.

"Oh daddy," I moaned as his cock pressed even harder against my tight pussy 
hole, "I want it too…I want you to fuck me daddy."

Little did I know at the time but I had spoken those magic words that every man 
wants to hear, "I want you to fuck me." It was like it set something off in him 
and no sooner did the words leave my mouth than he thrust even harder and this 
time I felt my pussy open up and his cock head forced its way inside of me.  
God, it like I was being split apart!

"It hurts daddy," I said in more of a whimper than a moan.

"It will be OK, Kelly," he assured me in his deep voice, "It will hurt a little 
at first but don't worry, I promise it will feel better soon."

My dad's dick wasn't exactly the biggest in the world, about average I would say 
based on the movies and magazines he kept around.  Even so, it was like this 
monstrous pole was being shoved up my crotch, stretching my pussy apart 
relentlessly as he kept pushing his dick into me further.  His arms squeezed me 
tight into his chest and one arm held my leg up even higher to make it easier 
for him to enter me.

"OK, baby, just a little more," he warned me as suddenly he thrust himself into 
me with such force he drove his dick entirely into me until the base of it hit 
my crotch.  I cried out in pain as he took my virginity, like a knife had 
suddenly stabbed me inside with the sharpest pain I had ever felt.  God it hurt!

"That's my girl, you're mine now," he said soothingly to me, leaving his cock 
still inside of me.

I looked down and saw the strangest sight I had ever seen – my dad's cock was 
nowhere to be seen..  All I could see was the base of his dick pressed up 
against me with his thick pubic hair squeezed in between us.  The pain was going 
away quickly as inside of me I could feel his throbbing dick as it filled my 
little pussy.   OMG, I wasn't a virgin anymore – and my own father was the one 
to take it from me.

As the pain dissipated, my body relaxed and my dad must have felt it as he 
started to move his dick inside of me.  It wasn't like he was stroking it so 
much as rotating his hips such that his dick moved around like it was stirring 
my pussy.  At first the pain started to intensify again but then as he kept 
moving slowly inside of me I started to feel a sense of pleasure that I had 
never experienced before.  It wasn't the intense shots of pleasure that I got 
when I played with my clit.  This was different, more intimate, more fulfilling.  
My father was literally mating with me, joined together with me as much as any 
two people can ever be.  My god, a part of him was actually INSIDE of me right 
now.

"Feeling better?" he asked gently as his movements changed to where he started 
to pull his dick out of me slightly and then pushed it back all the way in 
again.

"Oh daddy; it feel so much better now.," I moaned, "I love what you're doing 
now."

Indeed I did.  It was like with each stroke the pleasure replaced the pain a 
little more.  Each time he would pull out just a little bit further before 
thrusting himself back into me again.  He was doing it so slowly, so 
deliberately, like he was trying to make it last as long as possible for both if 
us.  Finally it got to where his cock head was all that stayed in me when he 
pulled out and then I felt the entire length of his dick push into me inch by 
inch until once again I had my dad's dick buried in my pussy.

"Fuck me daddy," I begged him, "Keep fucking me."

"Yes baby, I want to fuck you too."

"It feels so good now….. so much better."

"God you're so tight… I can't believe how tight your pussy is."

Then he dropped my leg and pulled himself out of me.  The feeling when his cock 
left my pussy was indescribable.  It was like something was missing, like a part 
of me had been taken away.  His cock belonged in my pussy, I WANTED it back in 
my pussy.

"Daddy, why did you stop?" I whined.

I soon found out as he rolled me on my back and spread my thin legs apart before 
moving in between them and over me.  He was so much bigger than me it was like I 
was about to be suffocated but he held himself up and off of me.  I felt his 
hand reach down and guide his dick back to my pussy. Without a word he pressed 
himself into me.  I was still so tight he had to press really hard but this time 
when his cock finally moved into me, the pain wasn't nearly as intense as it had 
been the first time.  All that mattered to me was that he was back inside of me 
again.

"Oh daddy, I love you back in me."

I lifted my legs up and tried to wrap them around him as best I could.  He 
started to fuck me harder and faster, thrusting himself in and out of me like a 
piston.

"Oh god Kelly, I'm gonna cum!"

When he first said it I assumed he meant to warn me that he would be pulling out 
of me soon,  after all, I wasn't on the pill or anything and he wasn't wearing a 
condom. As much as I loved my father and I LOVED him fucking me, I wasn't 
interested in bearing his child.   Whether or not he felt the same way, at this 
moment I don't think it mattered.  My dad was fucking me and nothing was going 
to stop him at this point from doing whatever he wanted, certainly not me.

"Oh fuck, here it cums baby," my dad moaned as he drove his dick into me as deep 
as he could.

I felt my father's hips jerk as he pushed himself just a little bit deeper and 
then I felt it.  I always wondered what it would feel like to have a man cum 
inside my pussy.  Would I feel it at all for that matter?  Now I finally knew.  
It wasn't anything spectacular, just this feeling of warmth deep in my gut that 
soon disappeared, only to be followed by another and then another.  My mind was 
overwhelmed at the thought of what each of those feelings represented.  Wow, my 
father was filling his own daughter's pussy with his sperm!  What single act 
could possibly ever demonstrate his love for me than what he was doing at this 
instant?  How much more could a father do for his daughter than to give her his 
seed?

When he had finished, my dad just held himself inside of me, his cock still 
buried all the way inside of me as he reached down and kissed me.  Our tongues 
met and for a few moments I had two parts of my dad inside of me – his dick in 
my pussy and his tongue in my mouth.  I have to say, I loved the feeling of his 
dick in me the most.  As our lips parted I felt him start to pull out of me but 
I tried to pull him back with my legs.

"Stay in me longer daddy," I begged him, :I don't want you to leave me yet/"

"If that's what you want baby," he said with a smile as he pressed himself back 
in all the way once again.  His dick was softening and didn't fill me nearly as 
much as it did before he had com but there something reassuring about having it 
in me.

"You know, you can have it any time you want," he assured me.

"I love you daddy."

"And I love you too Kelly."

"What will mom say about this?  Are you going to tell her?"

My dad grinned and I saw his look up to the second floor above us.  I followed 
his eyes and there in my bedroom window I could make out my mom looking down at 
us, smiling.

"I think she already knows baby."


  

If Daddy Had Been My First