Subject: A Pedophile's Confession (Mf)
Written by: Randy <angelsload@comcast.net>
Posted by: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 8:45:06 PM
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!!!WARNING!!!!
This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may
include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as
incest and adultery. It is not intended to implicate any person or action by
them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from
reality, get professional help - FAST!
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Summary:
Randy is married to Stephanie and serves in the Air Force. Stephanie, his
overweight wife, enjoys sex but doesn't approve of his "special" sexual
interests which include cross-dressing - but she tolerates it. What she doesn’t
know about is his deep hunger for young girls such as Hailey, her sister Diane's
8 year-old daughter. She also has no idea what he did with his younger sister
DeeDee when they were younger. Imagine if Stephanie knew her husband's TRUE
feeling about her or what he was telling people on-line about their marriage,
including posting nude pics of her!
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From: Randy <angelsload@comcast.net>
To: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2008 8:45:06 PM
Subject: Young Girls
My Dearest Angel Kelly,
For as long as I can remember, I have been attracted to teen and pre-teen girls.
I have always loved seeing these young girls as they walk down the street or
around the mall. I love seeing these thin, not skinny, girls wearing their
incredibly short shorts and nearly criminally short skirts showing me their
tight long or short, as the case may be, legs. I love seeing their still
developing perky breasts going from flat to not so flat to fully developed.
Generally speaking, I prefer girls that are between the ages of about 11 and 16.
At this age, they are just developing physically and are not fully aware of how
their hot little bodies turn men/ME on. Although, I have on rare occasions found
a few girls that were younger than 11 that I found myself attracted to.
I remember one time that I was at a water park with Stephanie and we were going
up the stairs to a water slide. Right behind us were a couple of young teens in
their bikinis. As we were standing in one place waiting for the line to move
again, I turned around mainly just to look at the scenery. As I looked around, I
noticed this hot little brunette that was standing right behind me. She was
wearing a sexy salmon colored bikini and I noticed that the top was just a
little bit bigger than she was developmentally. As I looked down at her, I
noticed that there was about a half-inch gap between her breast and the fabric
of her bikini. This meant that I had a very good view of sexy growing breast and
her hard little nipple. And yes, I did notice that her nipple was indeed hard.
Thankfully, she never noticed that I was looking at her and neither did
Stephanie.
There have been several times that I tried to touch a girl without her knowing
it. I will try to tell you a few of the times, hopefully I can remember all of
the details for you. I remember one time back in high school, I stayed the night
with a friend of mine. He had four other younger brothers and one younger
sisters. His younger sister was about 11 I think and very cute. Thin with long
brown hair, and I think she was already a 32A by this point. Well, on this
night, I kind of got into a tickly fight with her. I can’t even tell you how
many times I was able to get a handful of her perky breasts as I was tickling
her sides and stomach as well as the occasionally sneaky feel of her little
pussy through her thin cotton pajamas as I was tickling the insides of her
thighs. I also remember getting into a couple of tickle fights with my Hailey
and although she doesn’t have any breast development yet, I was able to get a
couple of sneaky feels of her young little pussy through her tights or shorts.
When I masturbate about them, I think about how virginal and innocent they are.
I think about hugging then to me and gently kissing their soft sweet lips. About
feeling their perky growing breasts pushing against my stomach and/or chest
(depending on how tall they are). I think about taking their shirts off
revealing the small sexy bras that they are wearing. I think about kneeling in
front of them and undoing the button and zipper of her incredibly short tight
little shorts. I then slowly pull them down and work them over the growing hump
that will one day be a very perfect womanly ass and then I slide them down her
thin, tight legs and help her to step out of them. At this point I would quickly
strip down to my own underwear so that we are both standing there in just our
underwear. I then hug her to me again, feeling her satiny bra against my chest
and satiny matching panties as they press against my underwear covered dick. As
I am hugging her to me, I reach behind her back and undo the clasp of her bra.
She feels this and steps away from me slightly and allows me to slip the straps
off of her shoulders uncovering the perfect perky breasts that she has been
hiding from me. Her soft skin feels so sensual against me and I can finally feel
her hard little nipples pressing into my chest.
Next, we continue kissing and I carefully lay her down in her canopy bed with
pink and purple fabrics. Her long brown hair cascading out around her head like
a crown. I kneel on the ground between her spread legs and begin teasing her
panty covered pussy. I can feel the warmth that is emanating from her through
the satiny red panties. Even though the fabric feels good against my hand, I
know that she will feel even better without them. I wrap my fingers inside the
waistband of her panties and slowly begin to peel them off of her. Slowly I
unveil the sliver of heaven that awaits me. I continue to remove her tiny little
panties and throw them onto the floor with her bra, shirt and shorts. She is now
naked before me and I can smell the scent of ambrosia that is emanating from
within her. I then lean in and begin a slow methodical feasting on the juices
that are slowly dripping from her virgin pussy.
After several minutes, I feel her body start to tense up and shiver and I
realize that she is starting to have her first orgasm that she didn’t give
herself. All of a sudden she pussy erupts and the lava flow of her heavenly
pussy juices shoot into my waiting mouth. I drink her down as quickly as I can
and the rest floods over my face and shoulders and chest and onto the bed. Once
she has recovered, I stand up and have her remove my underwear and she takes me
into her mouth and begins sucking on my dick like she was a seasoned pro. As
erotic as this situation has been so far, I know that I will not last very long.
After several minutes of her sucking on me, I pull out of mouth and we both lay
down on the bed. I lay on my back and I pull her up on top of me. She is now
straddling my legs holding my hard dick in her small hands trying to decide what
else she is supposed to do with it. I reach up and begin fondling her small
breasts, teasing her nipples between my fingers. She then moves up and carefully
positions the head of my dick at the entrance to her virgin pussy.
Next she slowly starts to sit down on my dick, slowly pushing more and more of
me into her. Eventually, I reach her hymen and she knows it. She seems to want
this more than I do, if that is even possible, and raises up a little and then
quickly drops all of her weight down on top of me, shattering her virginity and
driving me into the depths of her newly deflowered pussy. As I rip through her
cherry, she screams in pain but that is quickly replaced by pleasure as she then
begins to raise and lower her pussy on my dick. After a few minutes, her tight
little pussy squeezes down on my dick as she is having another orgasm. Not
wanting to get left behind, I start to feel my own orgasm starting to build in
my balls. I tell her that that I am about to cum but she seems not to hear me as
she starts to move even faster up and down the length of my dick. I can’t hold
back any long and my dick literally explodes within her. Jet after jet of warm
cum shoots out of me into her waiting quivering pussy which sends her into yet
another orgasm.
That scenario is just one of the hundreds of things that I think about when I am
masturbating about teen and pre-teen girls. If I could only fuck one age group
for the rest of my life, it would definitely be the hot girls that are within
the 11 – 16 age bracket. I can’t even tell you how many times I have been
sitting somewhere like the mall food court or at a playground with my kids and
some teen or pre-teen sits down or plays around us wearing on a short skirt and
not caring that I could see everything that she has to offer. On a few
occasions, there were even a few who weren’t even wearing panties under their
skirts. Needless to say, as soon as I got back home, I went to the bathroom and
masturbated to what I had just seen.
After thinking about all of this, I would love to see pictures of both you and
Kristi from when you were in the 11 – 16 age range and wearing your sexy if not
slutty outfits. From what I have read, I know that you, on several occasions,
would wear sexy outfits just to tease the boys and men who you walked past.
PLEASE!!!!!!!
All My Love,
Your Ever Devoted Lover,
Randy
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From: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com>
To: Randy <angelsload@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, August 11, 2008 3:53 AM
Subject: Re: Young Girls
Randy,
It's too bad you can’t discuss your feelings about young girls with Stephanie.
Imagine walking through the mall and looking at the young girls there and being
able to tell your wife how you felt about them and what you would like to do
with them? At least you can tell me about your feelings - and feel free to tell
me even more about what you do when you are around such girls. I love to hear
about the things you actually do. It's so cool to know you do these things
without your wife knowing about it.
I am sorry that Stephanie can't support your cross-dressing. As your wife she
should learn to deal with it and accept it. As for the lack of sex drive, again
it sounds like her issue and she is taking it out on you. It's not fair. Do
you think you will start looking for another woman to satisfy your needs since
Stephanie won't?
Kelly
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From: Randy <angelsload@comcast.net>
To: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, August 11, 2008 10:14:04 PM
Subject: RE: Young Girls
Kelly,
It really is a shame that I can’t discuss my feeling about teen and pre-teen
girls with Stephanie. It would be very nice if I was able to walk through the
mall and look at the young girls there and be able to tell her how I feel about
them and would I would love to do with them. I am very glad that I have you to
tell all of my secret desires and fantasy to.
When I am at the mall or out by myself, when I see a hot sexy young girl walking
around, I often times will follow her around for a while, trying not to give
away the fact that I am following her. One thing I forgot to tell you about me
was that one of the last jobs I had before I joined the Air Force, was being a
Model Scout for an agency that has since gone bankrupt. I can’t even tell you
how many times I would follow girls and more specifically hot teen and pre-teen
girls around and into clothing stores and lingerie stores all under the guise of
scouting them for modeling. It always made me so hot getting to talk to them and
flirt with them and tell them how beautiful they were. I had a partner that I
went out scouting with. Her name was Christine and she was the epitome of the
blonde bombshell. She was incredibly gorgeous and I always got so hot thinking
about her. Unfortunately, nothing ever happened between me and Christine but God
knows that I really wish that it had.
I really wish that Stephanie would support my cross-dressing. I would love to be
able to dress up with her and go out to a club or restaurant or something down
in San Francisco (1 hr away from here). I agree that she really should learn to
deal with it and accept it because she married me and the cross-dressing is a
part of me. Her lack of a sex drive sounds more like an excuse than anything
else. The fact is that she has never been very interested in sex, let alone
with me, and now she is blaming me for her lack of sexual desire.
You asked if I was going to start looking for another woman to satisfy my needs
since Stephanie won’t. Simple answer is yes. Just today, I signed up for a site
called AshleyMadison.com. The whole site is dedicated to helping married people
have an affair. I have already found the profile of several hot women within
about 50 miles of me that just want to have an affair, whether it be through
email or actually in person. I hope to hear from some of them and maybe even
arrange a hook-up.
Love,
Randy
A Pedophile's Confession