Subject: Losing My Virginity (mf, f-solo, oral)
Diary Date: August 2, 1999
Author: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
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!!!WARNING!!!!
This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may
include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as
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them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from
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Although I wrote this to stand on its own as much as possible, it might help to
understand things better if you read my previous diary entries at
https://www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/Kelly85/. The "About Me" directory also has a
lot more information about me as well if you're interested.
Summary:
EVERY girl remembers losing her virginity. I can still remember that day like
it just happened yesterday. After all, not only was it my first time, it was my
ONLY time. I was fourteen and horny, what more do I need to say? In the past
month I�d gone from my first real kiss to sucking my boyfriend�s cock. Having
rounded third base, I was heading for home!
Table of Contents:
Chapter 1 � My Boyfriend Steve
Chapter 2 � The Great Debate
Chapter 3 � Steve Gets Impatient
Chapter 4 � Steve Feels Me Up
Chapter 5 � Sucking Steve�s Cock
Chapter 6 � Masturbating For Steve
Chapter 7 � Steve Finally takes My Virginity
Chapter 8 � Telling My Parents
Chapter 1 � My Boyfriend Steve
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It all started when I spent a weekend camping with Sharon and few girlfriends
along with her mom and older brother Steve. He would be a high school junior
and I was just entering high school as a freshman. At sixteen, he seemed so
much older and mature than the boys our age, not to mention he was quite a hunk
as well. All of us flirted shamelessly with him, even Sharon. He pretended to
protest, saying we were too young and immature for him, but that only caused us
to be even more daring.
I couldn�t help but feel a little jealous when Steve�s eyes would lock onto one
of my friend�s cute bubble asses or growing boobs. It was embarrassing that I
seemed to be the one getting the least attention from him thanks to the cruelty
of Mother Nature. Steve seemed especially interested in my best friend Beth,
who was already ready for a C cup and had a figure I would�ve killed for.
Looking down at my tiny boobs, barely qualifying for a training bra, I would
wonder why my couldn�t look like more like hers. It just wasn�t fair!
Considering Steve hadn�t given me so much as the time of day over the weekend, I
was almost speechless when he called about a week later and asked me if I�d like
to go out with him. Thank god we were on the phone so he couldn�t see my face
all flushed with excitement. Of course I accepted his invitation without
hesitation. I�d been out with groups of friends and gone to parties with some
guys in my class but nothing that really constituted a �date�, especially with a
boy as old and smoking hot as Steve.
Steve took me to a Fourth of July carnival where we had all sorts of fun on the
rides and playing games. Later that night, as we laid huddled under a blanket
watching the fireworks, I felt his hands on my chest. My heart was racing as he
reached into my halter top and played with my boobs � the first person ever to
do that to me. It was even more exciting considering we were doing it in the
middle of a crowded field, packed with families and others there to watch the
firework. Well, they had no idea of the fireworks going off inside of me!
Steve asked me out a few times after that. I�d like to think it was because of
my bubbly personality but I knew in my heart it was because I let him play with
my boobs. Still, while I let him touch my breasts that was as far as I would
let him go. Of course I knew he wanted in my pants and I could tell he was
getting frustrated more and more each time when I would push his hand away from
my jeans or shorts. From the look on his face and the tone of his voice, I
began to worry that maybe he wouldn�t call me again if I didn't start putting
out more.
Although I was keeping him at bay, to be honest I wanted to go further around
the bases just as much, if not more, as he did. After all, I was fourteen and
my hormones were raging. I�d started masturbating a few years ago and my mother
often commented about how often I was doing it, but it was nothing like what I
was doing after I started dating Steve. God, I was fingering myself every
night and usually a couple of times during the day as I dreamed about his hands
exploring me, touching me all over.
My attention was especially drawn to a large bulge in his pants that magically
appeared whenever we were making out. There were times when it took every ounce
of willpower for me not to reach over and unzip his jeans, freeing what I was
sure was the most marvelous cock in the world. The problem was simple. I was
hot and horny but at the same time a bit scared. Like every girl in school,
including his sister, I knew Steve was no virgin. In fact, he had quite the
reputation for putting the moves on every girl he dated. It was well known that
if a girl didn�t put out, he didn�t date her for long.
In contrast, I�d never even so much as touched a boy down there (well, actually
I had once a long time before but that was a totally different thing) and I was
deathly afraid I would embarrass myself by not being as good as the older girls
he had been having sex with. Of course, in my dreams as I masturbated I was
giving Steve head and riding his cock as good as those whores in the porn movies
my dad loved to watch.
I would lay in bed at night and finger myself while squeezing what boobs I had,
dreaming of how Steve�s swollen dick would feel in my mouth. What would it be
like to feel him in my pussy? I would push my finger deep inside of me, then
two and even three, wondering if a cock would feel the same way. My eyes would
close and my hips would raise up off the bed as I came, dreaming that it was
Steve�s dick inside of me, filing me with his hot sperm until my pussy
overflowed and it drained down my ass and wet my sheets under me.
What was sort of funny was that I think my mom got more of a kick out of my
�problem� than anything. She seemed quite amused by the fact that since I�d
started dating Steve my masturbation time had gone off the chart. Sometimes she
would come in my room after I was done and we would talk about Steve. We had
some long talks about what my first time would be like and what I could do to be
better prepared. While she never openly encouraged me to have sex with him, I
got the feeling sometimes she wondered what was holding me back. She certainly
never discouraged me!
Finally after laying in bed completely exhausted after yet another entire
morning spent in bed masturbating, I decided that I�d held out long enough.
Next time I was determined to learn more about what was creating that bulge
under those pants � a LOT more! Somehow I didn't think Steve would mind.
On our next date Steve took me to a movie theater and to make a long story
short, by the time it was over I�d not only touched my first cock, I�d sucked
it and swallowed my first load of cum as well. The swallowing part was more by
accident than design. I had him in my mouth when he came without warning and so
I ended up with a mouthful whether I really wanted it or not. Well, I think I
loved it even more than he did! Some of my girlfriends had already blown their
boyfriends and some of them had told me how disgusting the cum tasted. Well,
maybe it was just Steve�s particular flavor but all I knew was I was addicted to
cum from day one. My only regret was I had waited so long before finding out
how great it was.
After that I took advantage of every opportunity to suck Steve�s magical cock.
We often did it in my bedroom, sometimes even with my parents home. It wasn�t
liked they cared, but Steve didn�t realize that they knew what we were doing �
because I would tell them about it afterwards. He seemed to really get off
knowing that my parents were right below us while he was stroking his dick in
and out of my mouth.
The more I sucked Steve�s dick, the more I found myself dreaming about what it
would be like to have him fuck me with it. One thing I knew for sure - there
wouldn't be any problems getting Steve to do it. He had made it clear many
times that he wanted to fuck me sooner than later. Again, I was starting to get
that sick feeling in my gut that I was going to lose him if I didn�t put out
more � and soon.
Chapter 2 � The Great Debate
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Under the circumstances, I knew it was just a matter of time before we did IT.
Still, it WAS a big step for me to take and so I didn�t want to rush into it
until I was sure. I mean, when you come down to it, sucking cock is no big
thing really. Heck, if anything I was probably one of the last in my circle of
friends to do it. Unlike a blowjob, though, letting Steve fuck me would mean I
was having SEX, something that most of my friends were NOT doing.
Another thing I had to take into consideration was that while most people didn't
take blowjobs seriously; once a girl my age gets a reputation for REALLY putting
out she�s immediately tagged with the title �slut�, or worse. Based on his past
relationships, I had to assume that if I let Steve fuck me that he would
promptly go out and tell all his friends about it. It wasn't really the fact
that he would tell people that bothered me, it was WHAT he told them that had me
worried. I think I would have died of humiliation if word got around that I
didn't know what I was doing and somehow messed things up.
In addition, I knew how the girls at school talked about other girls who were
�easy� and I wasn�t so sure I wanted them talking about ME that way. Then
again, I had to admit that it sort of turned me on to think that they would
talking about me, probably jealous that it wasn�t them getting laid by a hunk
like Steve.
Actually, getting a �reputation� wasn�t really a big concern for me. Judging
from what people wrote in my mom�s high school yearbook, she obviously wasn�t
the class virgin and she certainly turned out great. No, what bothered me the
most was that I knew Steve was just looking for another notch on his belt.
Would he dump me once he bagged my fourteen year-old virgin pussy?
Once I started dating her brother, Sharon had filled me in with all the details
about the older girls he�d dated, some of them even college girls, so I wasn�t
waiting for him to proclaim his undying love for me or anything silly like that
before we had sex. Simply put, I didn't want to be used, at least not my first
time. Like any girl, I wanted my first time to be special, hopefully even a
little romantic, not just some back seat fuck in the dark.
Although I had several friends with whom I felt comfortable discussing most
things, my best friend Beth being my favorite and most confidential, my ultimate
confidante was my mom. I never kept ANY secrets from her and whenever I had a
problem or question that I couldn't tell anyone else, I knew my mom was always
there for me. Like I said, she and I were already discussing sex in general
with several coy references to Steve, so after I�d been sucking Steve�s dick for
some time I decided to ask my mom directly what she thought I should do so far
as letting him fuck me.
The next morning, after my dad had left for work, I slipped under the covers
with my mom in bed. We were both nude, as that was how we always slept, but
with the covers over us we couldn�t see other anyway. Even without them, it
wasn't like we would�ve been flaunting ourselves or being kinky. My mom never
hid anything from me anyway so there was nothing for me to be ashamed of or shy
about. She even helped me learn to masturbate better! Now don�t get any
perverted ideas - she demonstrated everything on herself, not me (which would
have been a bit weird to say the least).
�Hey baby, what�s the problem?� she asked, trying to rub the sleep from her
eyes. My mom worked shifts at the hospital but she�d gotten a good night�s
sleep and was just being lazy so I didn't mind waking her up.
�Mom, I don�t know what to do,� I started out. No sense beating around the bush
so I just asked her straight out saying, �Steve wants to fuck me and I don�t
know if I should let him.�
My mom just chuckled and then she asked, �Well Kelly, EVERY boy wants to fuck
his girlfriend so what makes this so special?�
She had me there. My mom had a knack for drilling straight to the core of an
issue and in this case she asked the exact question that was nagging me.
�Nothing really� I said lamely, �I guess want it too.�
My mom leaned up on her elbow at that and smiled at me knowingly. �Ahhhhhh, I
see what�s going on here. It�s not really about Steve, is it? I think
someone�s just horny, eh.�
My eyes involuntarily glanced downward, betraying me and she knew she had me
cornered so she continued, �You know, there are two ways to give up your
virginity � to someone who loves you and respects you or you can give it away
just for the sex. Somehow I think you just want to get laid � am I right?�
�Well��,� I stammered. I hadn�t planned on putting it quite THAT way but
essentially she was right. How do mother�s read minds anyway? Still, it wasn�t
quite that bad. I DID want to be respected after all.
�Oh don�t deny it,� she said, putting he hand on my arm, �Its only natural after
all. Every girl gets to this stage at some time in her life, some just need it
sooner than others. Let me guess... since you�ve been blowing him the desire
has gotten worse, right?�
I nodded, biting my power lip nervously, and she continued, �Well, what did you
expect Kelly? Actually, I�d be a lot more concerned if you came in here and
said you did NOT want to have sex. It�s perfectly natural to want it, especially
with the changes you�re going through now. The only question I DO have is, do
you really want Steve to be your first?�
I looked at her quizzically, wondering where she was going with this.
�What I�m trying to say Kelly, is do you want to give away your virginity to
some high school boy who just wants to add to his list of scores? Have you ever
considered that maybe there might be someone else out there who wants your
virginity? Someone who might be more concerned about YOU than just getting
laid, maybe even someone who loves you?�
I shook my head in confusion. Sometimes my mom could be a little too
philosophical for me and this was one of those times when I had absolutely no
idea what she was talking about. Like, who did I know that loved me who would
want to fuck me? I may have been fourteen and horny, but I wasn�t so na�ve as
to think for one minute that Steve loved me. I mean, we enjoyed each other and
had some good times, but I was pretty sure that if I stopped putting out for him
that he would drop me like a hot potato.
I looked at my mom with a questioning face but she just dropped that line of
discussion. I guess she realized I hadn�t a clue what she was talking about.
Steve was the only boy I had ever dated so who else did she think loved me that
would want my virginity? Sure, I know lots of boys would screw any girl they
could get their hands on, but there wasn�t anyone that I was as close to as I
was with Steve.
***************
As a side note, it wasn�t until a couple of years later that I recalled this
conversation and the light bulb went off over my head. To this day I wish she
had explained it to me but at the same time I understand that she felt she was
protecting me at the time by not revealing anything.
Now I know that she was talking about my own father! She knew he loved me and
wanted to be my first but they had a pact that if anything like that ever
happened, it would only be because I initiated on my own, without any
encouragement from either of them. Had she told me, it would have been a shock
for sure, as I had no clue he felt that way about me. At the same time, I loved
my dad and adored him as my father so I would have gladly given myself to him if
that�s what he wanted.
As it was, for better or worse it would be two more years before I learned the
truth about my dad�s desires. Well, I guess better late than never.
***************
In the meantime, my mind was focused on Steve so her cryptic suggestions went in
one ear and out the other. (I�m a brunette so no blonde jokes about it being a
direct path from one to the other!)
�Well, if your all set on it being Steve, then all I can say then is that I hope
you have enough sense to use protection. I�ll be happy to take you to my doctor
next week if you�re really serious about this,� my mom said, shaking her head
slightly, �I guess I should�ve seen this coming and had you in there with her
already.
Pardon me if I explain the obvious.... she meant that I should go on the pill
BEFORE I started having sex. My heart sank at that as even if I got started
immediately, it would be at least a couple of months before it was effective.
She probably thought that since I�d waited over fourteen years for this, what
was another two months? Well, SIXTY days, that�s what and I didn't want to wait
sixty days. At the same time, I knew better than to argue with her. Well,
there were some things we just didn't agree on and I guess this was going to be
one of them.
We hugged after that and I felt secure in her embrace. The warm touch of my
mom�s nude body against mine always made me feel close to her in a way nothing
else did. At times like this I really appreciated that we could be so open with
one another. I remembered how as little girl I would crawl in bed with my mom,
seeking her love and attention like a little puppy. She would stroke the backs
of her fingertips over me and run her fingers though my hair, soothing and
relaxing me while at the same time goose bumps all over. There was just
something about being with her that way that felt so natural, like it was meant
to be.
�Well, then I don�t know what else to tell you baby,� my mom said, rolling over
on her back, stretching her arms out as she tried to stifle a yawn. �We�ve
talked about this a lot before so you know what to do unless, of course, you
have any more questions.�
As horny as I was right then thinking about being with Steve, I didn't really
want to get into a generic discussion on technique at the moment so I shook my
head. My mom had already told me a lot about what it would be like my first
time. She even used a dildo on herself once to help me understand what would
happen and how to best do it the first time. I figured most of it was
instinctive anyway but some motherly advice never hurt.
Well, laying in bed naked against my mom, thinking about Steve fucking me, had
me so horny I had to touch myself. God I was so wet! My mom looked over at
me, realizing what I was doing, and just rolled her eyes and sighed.
�Sheesh Kelly, why don't you go to your room if you�re going to do that? Last
night was a rough shift and I really need some extra sleep.�
Back in my room, I laid on my own bed and toyed with my pussy, imagining it was
Steve, imagining his fingers on me, maybe even his mouth. God, what would it
feel like to have his tongue on me? I couldn't even imagine how it would feel
to have Steve suck on my clit the same way he did on my nipples � but I gave it
a good try!
Chapter 3 � Steve Gets Impatient
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Steve and I dated a few more times after my discussion with my mom. I could
tell he was getting more and more impatient with me. Sure, he didn't complain
about the blowjobs I gave him, but each time I pushed his hand away from my
crotch I could see the frustration growing in his face. The longer it went on,
the greater the frustration seemed to be.
One night we were up in my bedroom fooling around as usual. As I was sucking
his cock he tried to pull my pants down � yet again for what had to be the third
or fourth time that night. I firmly took his hand in mine and pulled it away
but this time it must have been the straw that broke the camel�s back and Steve
finally broke down and expressed his anger with me.
�God dammit Kelly, what�s your fuckin� problem anyway?� he said with a loud
huff, �That�s it... are you gonna let me fuck you or not? I�m tired of playing
these silly games. You need to grow up!�
Well I was shocked to say the least. Games? Silly games at that. Was he
implying I was some little immature girl? I knew he�d wanted to screw me since
our first date but as my mom observed, what boy doesn�t? I was only fourteen so
it wasn't like I was holding out for marriage or anything. For crying out loud,
I wanted it just as much as he did!
What Steve didn't seem to understand was that for me, it was my first time, my
virginity, and it meant something to me so I didn't want him to just take it and
run, leaving me behind like a stupid girl he�d used and abused. Unfortunately,
rather than telling him all this, my courage failed me and I shrank back from
him, tears starting to form in my eyes.
�I�m so sorry Steve... I want to, I�m just .... afraid,� I said in a low voice
that he probably could barely hear. Steve looked at me and it finally must
have dawned on what was going on, the internal struggle that was tearing me
apart.
�Oh Kelly, Kelly,� he said, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me in close
to him.
I was just wearing some tight jeans � my top had long since been removed. Steve
was wearing just a short sleeved shirt, his pants and underwear also long since
history so I could suck his dick more easily. My bare boobs rubbed against the
soft fabric of his shirt. Even with all that was being said, I was still
holding onto his stiff cock - I wasn't letting go of that if I could help it!
�Don�t worry Kelly... I know what I�m doing�.you�ve got nothing to be afraid
of,� he assured me, �Just trust me.�
What I wanted to say was, �YOU IDIOT!� but I knew better. He didn't have a clue
about how I was feeling and I guess it wasn't his fault that he was a guy.
Instead, I just nestled up to him and said softly, �That�s not what I meant��I�m
afraid you won�t want me afterwards.�
Steve let out a long breath and a sigh. I knew what he was probably thinking,
that I was some silly emotional little girl and the things he had to put up with
to get a piece of pussy! But I had to give him credit, he at least TRIED to be
a gentleman.
�Oh Kelly, how could you think that? You know I care a lot about you. I don�t
date you just for the sex.�
Yeah right! Give me a break. I wasn't THAT stupid! If I hadn't been putting
out as much as I had he would have dropped me ages ago. Yet there WAS something
in his voice that sounded sincere. Maybe he DID care about me just a little
bit. In the past few weeks I found myself growing fond of him as well and it
wasn't just my infatuation with what was between his legs. Steve was actually a
pretty good guy once you got to know him. Maybe he WAS taking me out for more
than just sex. After all, it wasn't like all he was always the one pushing me
to suck his cock � usually it was me that was unzipping him before we got out of
the driveway!
�Would you still take me out if I didn't suck your cock every time?� I asked him
in a low voice.
�Of course!� Steve replied, �Now don�t get the impression that I don�t LIKE you
blowing me but that�s not the only reason we go out you know.�
Well, it may have been 90% bullshit but even if it was only 10% true it was
music to my ears. I looked at him with big red eyes and stroked his cock slowly
as I whispered to him, �Just give me some more time�..please?�
Steve smiled at me and then joked (or at least I think he was joking). �OK, but
I expect one hell of a blowjob tonight then instead!�
How could I resist? He got what he wanted since it was the same thing I�d been
wanting so we were both happy that night. He came in my mouth and I greedily
swallowed it, hungry for his cum. After he left I washed up and brushed my
teeth before heading down to the basement where I told my mom what had happened.
Even though she thought I was being a bit generous in my feelings about what he
meant, I was willing to rationalize if need be. After all, Steve wasn't the
only one getting frustrated over not having sex!
Chapter 4 � Steve Feels Me Up
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As luck would have it, an opportunity arose sooner than expected when my parents
decided to go away for the next weekend on some sort of �date� of their own.
Just as they were about to walk out the door my mom turned back and whispered to
me, �Promise me you�ll be careful if you decide to fool around this weekend, you
hear me?�
Mothers! I just rolled my eyes and as soon as they were out of sight I was on
the phone with Steve saying, "Hey guy! My parents just left for the weekend.
Wanna come over?"
It was a silly question - he agreed instantly. As I eagerly waited for him to
drive over I checked myself in the mirror and couldn't help but put my hand
between my legs, thinking of whose hand I knew would be there before too much
longer. I was so excited! For the past month I�d been playing with myself every
chance I had, imagining Steve running his hands all over me, thinking what it
would be like for him to take me in his strong arms. I imagined feeling his
tanned nude body tight against mine, then the feel of him entering me for the
very first time.
Sharon and I both talked about it almost every day. One day she confided in me
that she wished that Steve would fuck her. I couldn�t believe it, she wanted her
own brother to fuck her! But then, I guess if I had a brother like Steve, I
might think the same way. Still, to do someone in your own family was way out
there for me. Steve evidently ignored all of the hints she had given him so she
was stuck living vicariously through me, insisting that I tell her every detail
after a date with Steve. Well, if things went as planned she was REALLY going
to be horny when I told her about what we did today.
A naughty idea suddenly came to me then and so I picked up my cell phone while I
watched for Steve to arrive. I dialed a familiar number and Sharon answered.
�Hey girlfriend, do you know where Steve is?� I asked her in a teasing tone.
�Noooooo,� she replied, �Ummmm.... something I should know about?�
I giggled like a little schoolgirl and teased her again. �Well, your brother�s
on his way over to my house right now and guess what I�m gonna let him do to
me?�
There was a gasp on the other end of the line. �No! You�re not gonna let him
fuck you... are you?�
All I could do was giggle some more and Sharon got the message loud and clear.
�Damn you Kelly, that�s not fair!�
Just then Steve drove up and so I said, �Sorry Sharon, he�s here. I�ll call you
after he leaves � AFTER he fucks me!�
Before she could answer I hung up the phone, feeling positively naughty inside
after teasing his sister so badly. I could imagine her masturbating now at home
as she thought about what me and her brother would be doing soon. She must be
so jealous! Sorry but I loved it!
Steve walked up to the door just then, looking sexier than ever in his denim
cutoffs and tight ribbed tank top. He was sporting a great tan and was muscular
from working on a farm during the summer � oh my god I would always get so wet
and horny every time I saw him!
I had nothing on but a T-shirt, and not a very long one at that. It showed off
my tanned legs as well as all of my ass, not to mention an unobstructed view of
my fuzzy pussy from the front! If he had any doubt what was on my mind it was
erased the instant he stepped in and I greeted him.
�Hi Steve,� I said, trying to act the part of the shy schoolgirl even though I
dressed like the slut I was hoping to become. �I�ve been waiting for you.�
Steve looked me up and down and smiled a lecherous grin. �Wow Kelly, that is one
hot outfit!� He reached out and palmed my bare butt. �Mmmmm, god I love your
tight little ass!�
I grinned at the compliment and turned to walk away, making sure I wiggled that
ass he admired so much. Then I turned back and took him by the hand, leading
him to the family room couch. We kissed for a long time, each of us anxious do
more but both of us too nervous to make the next move. It was like for all his
bravado, now that he knew he could have me it was a different story. Was he
actually a little intimidated by me? Sharon told me once that I was the
youngest girl he�d ever dated. Did that have anything to do with it?
His lips pressed against mine, our tongues meeting and toying with the other�s.
His arms around me were so strong, reaching completely around me and pulling me
tightly into his chest. His hands ran through my hair, just the way he knew I
loved it. It was warm in the house yet I was shivering with excitement. As
tightly as he was holding me, surely he must feel the beating of my heart as it
raced with anticipation. God I wanted him so bad!
At that moment I felt a hunger for him, almost an animal-like lust, like I was a
wanton female in heat begging to have my urges met in the only way they could be
truly satisfied. Even in my wildest masturbation fantasies I�d never felt so
horny. It was like if he didn�t fuck me, and fuck me soon, I was going to
explode!
Steve seemed just as anxious and restless as me. I could see his crotch bulging
with the surging of his dick as it hardened with his lust for me. Neither of us
uttered a word, instead letting our hands and lips do the talking. Steve put his
arms around me and began to rub my back, working his way under my T-shirt onto
my bare back as our kissing became even more passionate and unrestrained. Then
he gradually worked his hand around until finally he was holding me just under
my boobs. My desire overwhelmed me and I couldn�t take his slow pace anymore so
I held his hand and moved it up onto my right breast.
"Touch me Steve," I whispered fervently, �I want you to touch me all over my
body. You can touch me anywhere..... anywhere Steve.�
Steve didn't answer verbally but instead began to massage my boob slowly as my
heart raced even faster. Finally, he grew frustrated with the T-shirt so he
raised my arms and then pulled it up and over my head, tossing it to the floor
in a heap, leaving me now totally naked in the process. We�d been nude with
each other before so it wasn't like it was the first time he�d seen my naked
body, yet there was something different this time, something more sensual...
more erotic. Maybe because we each knew that this time there no bounds, no
limits, no saying �no�.
Steve sat there, smiling widely as he took a good long look at my little breasts
with their rock hard nipples poking out at attention. Despite myself, as always
I was shy at first and started to pull away, worried as always that he would
think my breasts were too small. Steve had been through this with me before,
though, and knew what was wrong.
"Don't worry Kelly, they�re beautiful,� he assured me, �Besides, look at how
they fit perfectly in my hand. Now stop worrying about them! They�re
perfect.... perfect."
"Oh Steve, it feels so good when you touch them like that!" I sighed, head
leaning back as I closed my eyes and concentrated on nothing but his hands on my
sensitive boobs.
I loved to play with my boobs when I was alone, sometimes even when I�m not, but
somehow whenever Steve touched them it just felt so much better, like a
completely different experience. Steve leaned over and gently laid me back on
the couch, kissing my neck and then working his way down until he reached the
rising of my breasts, and then even lower until he was sucking on my nipples.
It made me tingle from head to toe as I closed my eyes again and thought of
nothing but how good he was making me feel.
"That's it Steve, suck them��bite them���that�s it�..pull on my nipples with
your teeth." It felt so good that my back arched involuntarily and a moan
escaped from my lips. "Now do the same to my other breast... give it some
attention too."
His tongue swirled around my nipples as he sucked on my breasts. He grabbed
the nipples between his teeth and pulled out on them, stretching them out and
then releasing them to snap back, making me groan out load each time. His hands
squeezed them together, pushing them out and making them look bigger than they
really were as his mouth went back and forth between them.
�Oh god Steve! Don�t stop!..... PLEASE don't stop!�
I could feel his dick pushing into me through his jeans, driving into my thigh
as he leaned over me and used his wonderful mouth on my boobs. It was like a
hard piece of wood, pressing into me and driving into my flesh. God he was so
hard! He wanted me. Yes, Steve wanted to fuck me, I knew it more certainly
than I could possible know anything else.
And I wanted him to fuck me - badly.
�Fuck me Steve,� I said breathlessly, �Please fuck me....... Oh god Steve, I
want you to fuck me so bad!�
There, I�d said it! The words spilled from my mouth like I was channeling for
some spiritual prostitute. Even though I heard them, I couldn�t believe I�d
actually said them. It was like a dam had been broken inside of me, releasing
the pent up lust in flood of emotions stirred by hours of masturbation and
fantasy that had been building up inside of me as I had waited for this moment
to arrive. Suddenly I didn�t care anymore what I said, it was like I�d been
replaced by some whore in heat.
�I want your dick in my pussy.... fuck me Steve, fuck me with your hard dick...
fuck me... fuck me... oh dammit fuck me Steve!�
Steve�s face lit up. I could only imagine what must have been going through his
mind as this little fourteen year-old suddenly developed the filthy mouth of a
street prostitute. I was a virgin begging to be deflowered, a young girl
completely lost, drowning in the floodwaters of erotic emotions that were
overwhelming her, begging for him to rescue her.
Needless to say he didn't wait for me to tell him again. He undoubtedly had
known from the start when I greeted him at the door in nothing but a tight short
t-shirt that I was extra horny today but I don�t think he realized until that
moment just HOW horny I was!
Steve reacted with the same abandon as a male dog when it senses a bitch in
heat. I felt him fumbling to loosen his jeans but it was hard with the limited
room on the couch. Somewhere in the back recesses of my mind, a voice called
out to me. No, this wasn�t the way it was suppose to be. This wasn�t how I had
envisaged my first time, squeezed together like sardines as we tried to get into
position. Suddenly I panicked. I wasn't about to get laid for the first time
like this.
�I want you to do me on my bed,� I whispered hoarsely, almost unable to speak at
this point.
As much as I knew he wanted to take me then and there, Steve reacted
wonderfully. He reached under my warm nude body, picking me up in his arms and
carried me to my bed like a bride on her wedding day. I could feel his strong
hands under my bare ass and I wrapped my arm around his neck, snuggling up close
to him as he took me to my room.
Chapter 5 � Sucking Steve�s Cock
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When we got to my bedroom he set me down gently on my bed and as I laid back I
watched as he stripped off his clothes. At first he had to catch his breathe
after carrying me up all those stairs, his strong chest heaving slightly. What
held more interest for me was the sight of his beautifully erect cock as it
poked out from his crotch like a thick sausage emerging from a forest of dark,
dense, black pubic hair. His handsome chest was glistening and as he stood
there over me with his hands on his thin waist I couldn�t help but sigh as I
unabashedly stared at him - he looked so handsome and wonderful. In a strange
way, he looked so striking and manly that it was hard for me to believe what he
intended to do to me � and that I wanted him to do it!
"Remember that night at the fireworks, when I told you someday you would know
every inch of me,� I whispered to him softly. I slowly spread my legs apart,
baring my pussy to him for the first time like a slut, �Well, today you can do
anything you want to me��.anything.�
Steve had the look of a little boy entering a candy store for the first time.
It was like he didn't know where to begin! I would have loved to have been able
to read the thoughts that were rushing through his mind at that moment. What
was he thinking as he looked down on me? This was no 18 year-old senior, no
college girl all grown up and mature. No, before him now laid a small fourteen
year-old virgin who had just literally handed him the keys to her naked body,
offering herself to him as she only could do once in her life.
At the time that is certainly how I imagined he was thinking, all wonderful and
romantic thoughts. Looking back with more jaded eyes after having sex with a
lot more boys his age or close to it, odds were that as a sixteen year-old horny
boy, the only thoughts in his head were about how his dick was going to feel in
my pussy when he broke through my intact hymen. Still, you cant blame me at the
time for feeling romantic.
Steve kneeled on the bed next to me and started to run his hands all over me.
It was like he was exploring me, wanting to see and feel every square inch of
me. His hands moved over my breasts, over my stomach, my waist, pussy and then
my thighs and legs and then back up again. He ran his fingers through my hair,
making me tingle and shiver. Maybe it was being in my bed that made it all the
more erotic but all I knew was that I never wanted him to stop!
I looked down and saw his stiff cock standing out from his hairy crotch. When
he leaned over me it would push forward and I could feel the head of it pushing
against my bare skin. This wasn�t the first time I�d been totally nude for him,
but it was far more erotic and sensual than ever before. Before I�d let him see
me nude but n9ot touch me and I certainly hadn�t spread my legs open for him.
Actually, Steve was only the second man to ever see me nude, my father being the
other but that didn't really count � he was my dad after all, not my boyfriend.
Steve looked at me, seeing me no longer as his cute little girlfriend but now as
a mere sexual object, a girl who was turning him on and making him horny, a
pussy waiting to bring him to orgasm. God, his cock was so stiff! I�d seen my
dad�s when he was masturbating but Steve�s seemed to be even harder and bigger
than my dad�s. My mouth watered as I realized that unlike my dad, who was
probably getting off to thoughts of Amanda Tapping on StarGate, Steve was hard
because of ME.
All I could think about was what I wanted to do with his cock, how badly I
wanted to suck it and then let him push it in me for the first time. I could
feel his stiff dick pressing against me again as he looked me in the eyes, only
this time it was flesh against flesh, no jeans separating him from me. He moved
up until he was kneeling next to my head with his cock pressing against my
cheek.
"Suck it Kelly," he whispered, "I want to watch you suck my dick."
He moved back a bit to make room for my hand as it reached out and grasped his
huge cock. With all the practice I�d had sucking him lately, I knew just what to
do to make him feel good. I moved my fingers around him and caressed his cock up
and down the shaft. I lifted my head up and pulled the pillow under it to
support me as I started by licking it softly with my tongue. He was rock hard
and the slightest touch caused his cock to jump. Then I took just the tip into
my mouth, barely covering it with my lips. Slowly I started to go down on him,
taking it in a bit and then pulling back, each time going a bit farther. He
tasted so good! Finally I had his whole cock in my mouth and was stroking him
as fast as I could move my head.
"Oh god Kelly!� he groaned, �Damn that feels so good!�
It wasn't surprising that my technique suited him perfectly. After all, my only
cocksucking experience was with his cock. I�d never asked Steve how I compared
to other girls that had sucked his cock before but he seemed to enjoy what I
did. Every time I sucked his cock, when I was finished I felt like I learned a
little something to make it better the next time. How to interpret his
reactions, where to touch him with my tongue, when to suck and when to stroke,
it was all part of the learning process. I knew I had a LOT to learn yet but my
goal was that someday I would have a reputation for being the BEST cocksucker
around.
I loved running my fingers through his dark curly pubic hair and gently
massaging his balls. His crotch wasn't nearly as bushy as my dad�s was but then
I only got to SEE my dad�s cock whereas I was SUCKING Steve�s so there really
was nothing to compare. Not only that, but I had never felt someone else�s
pubic hair before. My own pussy was covered with little more than fuzz rather
than the long and coarser hair my mom had. Even so, I suspected that before
next summer I would be trimming or shaving, especially when it was bikini time
again.
I enjoyed the feel of his pubic hair against my face; the coarseness of it
tickled my cheeks. Then there was the smell. Steve�s crotch odor was much
stronger than mine but it wasn't bad like underarm odor or bad hygiene. The
hornier he was the stronger it got so in a way, it was like an indicator of how
turned-on I was making him. With his cock all the way in my mouth my nose would
be buried right in the thickest part of it and I loved to take in long deep
breathes as I sucked him, enjoying the rich scent of his sexuality.
One thing I DID learn with experience was how to better tell when Steve was
about to cum. There were a few times when he would still surprise me but in
general I was developing like a sixth sense for it. It was similar to watching
my dad masturbate. After all these year�s I could almost predict exactly when
my dad was going to cum � something that became a sort of running joke between
and my mom to see who could predict it the best.
I could tell now as I sucked him that Steve was about to cum. It wasn't like a
siren went off or lights flashed, but more a combination of subtle hints. The
way he would thrust himself, the pulsing of his dick, the straining of his cock
head, even his breathing were all part of the preparation process for him to
cum. Of course, it never hurt for him to announce it either as he liked to do
sometimes! Realizing he was about to cum, I almost stopped out of fear that if
he did he might not be able to fuck me right away afterwards. Then I remembered
talking to his sister Sharon about just this very thing a few days earlier.
Sharon couldn't help but laugh when I asked her what I should do if this were to
happen.
�Enjoy it Kelly!� she had said, shaking her head at me, �Sometimes I really have
to wonder about you. Trust me, I�ve seen him stay hard after masturbating three
times in a row and he has a hell of a reputation with his older girlfriends for
his ability to keep on going forever. Don�t worry, my horny brother is a
fucking machine. You�re SOOOO lucky! God I wish I knew how to convince him to
fuck me!�
With this tidbit of knowledge on my side, I held his balls gently in my hand as
I sucked his cock and felt him swelling even larger in my mouth. Steve started
to groan this low and guttural sound � a sure sign of an impending explosion.
�Oh yeah, I�m cumming!� he grunted, voicing his impending orgasm, �Make me cum
Kelly!�
Steve used both hands to hold my head firmly on his cock as his hips suddenly
bucked forward, driving his cock as deeply into my mouth as he could. The first
load of cum emerged from his cannon of a cock, splashing against the back of my
throat. This was the moment I loved best when I sucked him, feeling him release
himself into my mouth, discharging his manhood down my throat.
I kept sucking and sucking him as he released the last of it, drawing every drop
from him that I could not to mention ensuring he maintained his erection. I
wasn't through with this beautiful cock today, not by a long shot! I let his
cock slip from my mouth and ran my tongue around my lips and gums, savoring the
flavor of his salty cum.
Chapter 6 � Masturbating For Steve
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Steve moved from my head down to my waist where he reached between my tanned
smooth thighs, pressing them wide apart. My brown fuzzy pussy hair was barely
long enough for him to pass his fingers through and I lifted my head to watch
him play with me. This was the first time anyone else but me had played with my
pussy this way. I had let Steve press against my cunt with my shorts or jeans
on but never directly on me like he was doing now. I giggled as he tickled me.
"Sit back... I want you to watch me do it,� I said as I closed my eyes, spread
my legs even further apart and began to rub my pussy slowly for him.
I couldn�t believe what I was about to, masturbate in front of him like some sex
show. It wasn�t that I had never been seen masturbating before. My parents
must have seen me do myself hundreds times over the years but this was totally
different. This time I wasn�t just doing with Steve in the same room. No...
this time I was doing it FOR Steve!
I felt like a stripper on stage displaying myself shamelessly for a horny
customer. On the one hand I felt like a slut but on the other, there was
something about the way he was staring at me that made feel better about myself
than I ever had before. I wasn�t worried about my little boobs, my thin ass, or
pony legs. Steve was literally staring at my pussy, as if it was the most
fascinating sight he�d ever seen.
I watched him as I rubbed my clit for him. My fingers began to circle around my
clit, softly massaging it as my movements grew faster. My breathing quickened
and my hips began to buck and then arch into the air. I slid a single finger
into my warm wet pussy, slowly stroking it in and out like a tiny cock. Steve
was watching my every move. He gasped slightly when I pushing my finger inside
of me. From the way his cock was sticking out like a tree trunk from his
crotch, he was thoroughly enjoying the show I was putting on for him.
The idea of masturbating FOR Steve continued to dominate my thoughts. As I just
mentioned, I�d masturbated with my parents around for years so it wasn't the
first time anyone had SEEN me masturbate. However, it WAS the first time anyone
had WATCHED me masturbate, an important distinction.
It was like me seeing my dad masturbating. I knew he was doing it but I never
had really WATCHED him doing it and he was never interested in me that way
either when I did it with him around. After all, why would he be interested in
watching his own daughter playing with herself? I was raised that masturbation
was a normal release and nothing to be ashamed of. Why should anyone have to
skulk to their bedroom or bathroom just to do it?
For me, it was incredibly erotic to have Steve actually staring at my pussy as
my fingers touched my clit and pushed into my pussy for him to see. I don�t
know what was turning me on more, the touch of my hands or the feeling of his
eyes boring holes into my pussy. Actually, this was one of my mom�s suggestion
for me when I was about to have sex for the first time. She had told me that
the wetter and hornier I was before he fucked me, the easier it would be when he
first penetrated me. Well, I was soaking wet and as horny as I�d ever felt so I
guess that meant one thing � I was primed and ready to be fucked for the first
time!
I looked at Steve and gave him a seductive smile. I gently rubbed my pussy and
said, "Did you know Steve that when I do this alone at night in bed that I�m
thinking of you? I love to dream of you touching me like this.�
I continued to touch myself slowly and deliberately. Steve�s eyes were fixed on
my pussy and I don�t think he was even blinking at this point. He was stroking
his cock with one hand and I knew he was as ready as I was. As much as I wanted
him in me though, I couldn�t bear the thought of taking my hand off me... not
just yet at least. I was soooooo close!
�Ohhhhhhh Steve!� I moaned, closing my eyes as I felt my pussy begin to surge
under my fingers, �I�m cumming....�
It was like a bomb had been set off inside my pussy, exploding inside of me and
releasing a flood of pleasure unlike anything else in the world as it quickly
spread thought out my entire body. I squeezed my eyes shut, flashes of light
lit up in the dark as my orgasm wracked my body from head to toe.
�I�m cumming Steve... Oh god it feels so good!�
My leg pulled up to my chest as I rocked back and placed my palm over my
throbbing pussy, pulling myself back as my palm pressed on my lightning hot
pussy. My chest felt like it was on fire, reddening like a beach sunburn as I
felt my face and upper chest flush. I put one hand over the other, gripping on
my crotch like I was protecting it from invasion, pulling back on it and driving
me into an ever deeper orgasm.
Slowly I returned to earth from whatever plane of existence I went to when I
experienced a really good orgasm. Opening my eyes, I saw that Steve was staring
at me with his mouth hanging open, practically drooling at the sight on front of
him. My pussy was practically screaming as I eyed his hard dick, almost
pointing directly at my pussy like some heat-seeking missile waiting to be
launched. I pulled my hand from my pussy curled my finger to indicate I wanted
him to come closer to me.
�Mmmmm, that�s enough of dreaming about your dick.... now I want you for real.�
Then I said those words again. The words I knew he wanted so badly to hear....
�Fuck me Steve... I want you to fuck me.�
Chapter 7 �Steve Finally takes My Virginity
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Steve didn't hesitate another second. He�d already been with enough girls so
there wasn't any worry on his part over what he needed to do. I didn't know if
he�d ever fucked a virgin before but I didn't think it really mattered one way
or the other. He reached out between my spread legs, sliding one of his fingers
deep into my soaking wet pussy and immediately began to move it in and out like
he was fucking me with his finger. I instinctively moaned at the touch of his
hand on me. Suddenly I knew what I wanted... something that had never been done
to me before.
"Lick me Steve. I want you to eat my pussy."
It was probably moot for me to say that as Steve was already moving between my
widespread legs. I used both hands to pull his face down into my fuzzy brown
bush. As he reached out with his tongue he easily found my swollen clit and
then he stuck his tongue as deep into my pussy as he could reach. When he again
took my clit in his mouth he gently bit on it making my entire body suddenly go
went rigid with pleasure and I gasped loudly.
�OH my god Steve... that feels SO good!�
Nobody had ever licked my pussy before and the sensation was incredible! My
juices were all over his face as he moved up and down me with his mouth and
tongue. He forced his hands under me, each holding an ass cheek as he lifted my
hips up to force my pussy firmly into his face like he was eating a naughty
watermelon. As he ate me, I used my hands to massage my boobs, tugging on my
hardened nipples, tracing my fingers in circles around them.
After what seemed a lifetime of this unbelievable pleasure I pulled him up to me
and I kissed him with my pussy juices still on his mouth and cheeks. I loved the
taste and smell of myself on his mouth as we kissed. He slowly worked his way
down back to my crotch, stopping to pay respect to my boobs, kissing my flat
stomach and tickling me, and then finally he was back to my starving pussy.
I could feel my second orgasm beginning to build, first the tingling sensation
in my pussy, then the goose bumps as my body shivered with pleasure, and then
suddenly the explosion of pleasure once again from my pussy that quickly spread
throughout my entire body like an earthquake. Surges of incredible pleasure
pulsed from my pussy, coursing through my body like waves smashing on the beach.
I could feel my cum gushing out of me, covering his face with my juices as he
eagerly licked up as much as he could.
Simply put, I was in heaven. I was now so horny that any inhibitions that may
still have been within me totally disappeared. My pussy was as wet and ready as
it would ever be. Out poured the words again that I knew he loved to hear. I
looked Steve square in the eyes and in a firm voice I said to him, "Fuck me
Steve... fuck me NOW!�
Sure I had said that to him before downstairs on the couch and then again after
I masturbated but this time it was different. No more games. No more teasing
or flirting. No more masturbating. No more oral sex. I wanted him to fuck me
and I wanted him to know that in no uncertain terms.
Steve looked up at me from between my thighs. Wow! I�ll never forget how he
appeared to me at that moment, an image that is forever seared into my mind. He
looked so damn sexy as he laid there with my bare my legs on either side of him,
his face all wet with my pussy juices. My pussy was just under his chin as he
looked upwards at me.
"Are you sure Kelly? Is that what you really want?"
Good grief, what the hell did he think I wanted? A massage? Here I was lying
on my back in my own bed, stark naked after having just sucked his cock and
swallowed his cum. I�d masturbated until I came right in front of him and now,
after eating my pussy and having yet another orgasm, I was asking him to fuck
me. After all that, NOW he wanted to know if I really meant what I said? All I
knew was that if he didn�t do it soon I was going to explode from the unbridled
lust that was building up in me more every second, like a ticking time bomb
about to explode.
Whatever he might be thinking, as far as I was concerned there was absolutely no
turning back now. I may have been only fourteen but I was old enough to knew at
that moment I wanted nothing more in the world than to be fucked! I wanted to
scream as I couldn't hold back anymore, I HAD to have him in me. Just as my
mother had told me, it was that moment in my life when I NEEDED to be fucked and
it felt totally right.
"Will you quit with the stupid questions and fuck me!" I finally blurted out,
�Dammit fuck me Steve� PLEASE oh PLEASE fuck me now!�
Well, I guess he got the message as Steve moved up until his hard naked body was
hovering over mine. I felt so small under his large body, like he would crush
me if he should slip and fall on me. Reaching down with my hand to grab his fat
cock, I used my other hand to spread my wet swollen pussy lips apart, just like
my mom had shown me to do on herself using her own hands and a dildo.
I could feel the head of his dick pressing against the wet opening of my pussy,
just one hard push was all that kept it from entering me. I instinctively
lifted my hips upwards to try to push him into me and he responded by pressing
back against me. Suddenly I felt myself spreading apart for his cock, not the
little push I feel when I insert a tampon or drive a finger up into myself. No,
this was like the difference between taking a small candy cane into your mouth
and trying to push a large cucumber in whole, except in this case it was Steve�s
cock pressing into my pussy, forcing it to open up wider than it ever stretched
before.
It was like my legs were being split apart as my pussy widened to accept him.
The best part was that while it hurt, somehow or another it also felt so damn
good! I was so glad that I�d gotten myself extremely wet beforehand like my mom
had told me to as it made it so much easier for him to violate me.
Just his thick head was in me now as I looked down and marveled at the sight of
the first cock to ever enter the most private part of my body. He wiggled it in
and out, never going in any further but driving me crazy as his head stimulated
the nerve endings that seemed to abound just inside my pussy hole. I gasped as
he started to press inward again. I loved watching it, seeing him slowly
disappear into me as I felt it filling me at the same time.
�Ready?� Steve whispered. I nodded, afraid to trust my voice and he continued,
�OK, let me know if it hurts too much.�
Academically, I knew what was coming, but you may as well say you know how it
feels to jump out of a plane by reading a book on skydiving. His cock pressed
inward until I could feel it pressing up against my hymen, my virginity�s last
stand against this invader who threatened it as never before.
In the end, it was all bluff and bluster as It wasn't even a close call. His
cock ripped through my cherry like a German panzer division! I bit my lip hard,
fighting back the tears as I felt a sudden sharp pang of pain. There was a
little blood on his cock as he began to stroke in and out of me. I wanted it to
feel good but I couldn�t ignore the searing pain as his cock rubbed against what
was essentially an open wound inside of me.
As painful as it was to give up my virginity, at the same time there was a
sensation of pleasure that served to counter the pain. I had to admit, at the
beginning pain was winning out by a wide margin. Then as he continued to thrust
inside of me, stimulating me as only a real cock in you pussy can. Pleasure
began to gain on Pain and finally took the lead. Even so, it wasn�t like the
pain actually disappeared, it was just masked by the incredible sensations his
dick was producing inside of me. Finally, it was like I just had to stop and let
my mind catch up to my body.
�Just hold it still in me Steve. Let me just feel your cock in me,� I
whispered.
�Are you OK Kelly?� Steve asked with a look of concern on his face.
He was so worked up it was impossible for him to be completely still as he lay
on top of me, holding most of his weight off of me as he leaned on his elbows,
grinding his hips slowly into me. I nodded, my lips pressed together as I
squeezed down on his dick with my pussy to hold him tight. I tried to
concentrate on nothing but him fucking me, trying to sear an image of this
moment in my mind so I would always remember this moment as clearly as I could.
OH MY GOD! For the first time in my life I was joined together with a man -
literally. Steve was linked to me in the most intimate manner a man and woman
can be. As he gently rocked inside of me, the pain began to slowly subside. It
never went completely away but at least died down until it turned into a dull
throbbing sensation. His cock was literally throbbing in me, pulsing with the
blood that was engorging it.
For a moment I was able to gather my senses and started to contemplate about how
we were actually physically coupled together, joined at the waist with a part of
him imbedded deeply inside of me! In a way it was surreal, almost unbelievable.
I tried to imagine how we would have looked to anyone coming in my room right
now, seeing my legs spread apart with him in between, his hairy crotch pressed
against my little pussy with his cock nowhere to be seen. I wished my parents
could see their little girl now. I would have loved for them to watch as their
only daughter officially became a woman. Then I thought of Sharon and how
turned on she would be to see her older brother fucking me like this. I knew
she would be so jealous of me as she would be wishing it were her in my place.
It�s amazing how many thoughts can run through your mind in just a short few
seconds!
"OK, it�s better now," I whispered softly to him, �I�m ready.�
Steve lifted himself up and started to stroke himself again in and out of me. I
raised my head again so I could look down and watch myself being fucked. It was
fascinating to witness his cock appearing and then disappearing as he thrust
himself into me harder and harder, faster and faster. It amazed me to realize
that as his dick disappeared from sight, I could feel myself filling with him at
the same time. God, he really WAS inside of me! I could feel him growing even
bigger in me, then he swelled even more. I knew from blowing him what that
meant and in a way I was happy he was cumming so soon. My poor pussy simply
wasn't going to be able to take much more abuse today!
"Almost there!" he gasped.
My eyes widened as suddenly I remembered that despite my mom�s warnings and
lectures, I wasn�t using any birth control yet and he wasn't wearing a condom.
Oh my god, he was about to cum in me! I had to stop him! At the same time, I
didn�t want him to stop. I didn�t want his dick to leave me. I wanted him to
stay in me and NEVER pull out. It felt so natural, so RIGHT, to have his dick
in me. It was as if I was finally completed, something that had been missing
all my life was now inside of me.
My mind was so crazy that I didn't care about anything a that moment but having
him fuck me. Thoughts of condoms and birth control disappeared as I felt yet
another orgasm surging in me. The hell if he was going to pull out of me now,
not with a massive orgasm about to take me to the moon this time! I was so
close and I knew what was needed to drive me over the edge again.
"Cum in me Steve,� I moaned to him, �I want you to stay in me.... cum inside of
my pussy!"
A less experienced boy would probably have done just that, allowing our sexual
lust to substitute for prudence and responsibility. I�m sure had it been his
first time, Steve would have done just as I begged him to an unleash his load
deep inside of me, resulting in god only knows what results. Fortunately for
both of us, this wasn't his first rodeo and he knew how to ride. Even so,
whether it was the thrill of banging a girl so young or the feeling of my super-
tight virginal (almost) pussy surrounding his dick, Steve still wasn�t 100%
successful.
�Oh fuck... I�m cumming!�
Suddenly I felt a sort of warmth inside me and my own orgasm took off as I
realized what he was doing to me. Steve pulled out of me after the first load
and sprayed the rest of his remaining warm cum like water from a firehouse all
across my stomach and breasts - a bit even reached my face. I was amazed that
he could produce so much so soon after the huge load he had dumped in my mouth
earlier but then that was one of the things I loved about his cock. Steve�s
dick was like the Energizer Bunny of cocks � he just kept cumming and cumming.
I took my finger and wiped some into my mouth. I scooped up the rest from my
body and slurped it down as well.
Steve lay down next to me, completely drained. I rolled over and put my head on
his heaving chest, draping my arm and one leg over him as I tried to be as close
to him as I could. My pussy was pressed against his leg as I felt a mixture of
pleasure and still quite a bit of stinging inside. Even with the pain I was
already looking forward to the next time. If it felt this good the first time,
even with the sharp pain of my virginity being ripped, I could only imagine how
it was going to feel later! I craned my neck to look up at him.
"Well, you know what this means now don't you?" I said seductively.
"Ummm, what is that Kelly?" he responded, as if he had no idea what I was about
to say.
I smiled at him and said, "Well, since you�re the one responsible for getting me
started, you�re going to have to fuck me whenever and anywhere I ask."
Steve just laughed and then grinned. Needless to say he wasn't arguing! Before
we finished there was one thing left I wanted to do. Steve was resting so I
moved myself down his body until my head was on his stomach and his cock was
only a few inches from my mouth. I licked my lips in anticipation as I gazed at
it. I tired to imagine it inside of me, penetrating me and violating my pussy.
Steve�s dick was still glistening from my pussy wetness so I bent down to taste
it. I usually tasted my fingers whenever I masturbated since I love the taste
of my pussy. This was different though, a mixture of feminine pussy and male
cum served on a warm smooth cock. It really tasted pretty good and I sucked him
gently for several minutes. He may have been tired but his cock had a mind of
its own as it quickly returned to its erected state. Finally I let him out of my
mouth and just held his cock in my hand with my head still on his stomach,
tracing my fingers lightly up and down his body.
We must have stayed that way for almost an hour, kissing and rubbing up against
each other. Eventually we got up and he got dressed. I gave him a passionate
goodbye kiss and he left to return home. Looking in the mirror, I looked a
total wreck! My hair was a disaster and my face was still so flushed it looked
like I had a fever. After I took a shower, I threw my bedding into the wash
machine as some blood and semen had stained it.
I didn't bother to make my bed and just laid on top of the mattress cover on my
back, staring at the ceiling. Well, it was official, I was no longer a virgin
and nothing could ever give it back to me again. I absently wondered how long
it would take for Steve to tell his friends which reminded me of someone else.
�Hey Sharon, guess what your brother left me?� I greeted her on the phone.
�He didn't? Did he?� I heard her gasp.
�Yep,� I couldn�t help but gloat, �In fact, some of his cum is still draining
out of me right now.�
�Damn you Kelly, you don't have to rub it in,� she protested. I knew how she
felt about her brother which only prompted me all the more.
�Actually, I�m letting it drain out, not rubbing it in,� I replied.
�You know what I meant!� she said sharply. Well, I guess I had pushed her far
enough. I told her I would tell her all about it the next day and hung up the
phone. I wondered what Steve would say of he knew how jealous his sister was
right now!
Chapter 8 � Telling My Parents
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That night, lying in bed unable to sleep, I relived the experience over and over
in my mind. My pussy was feeling much better now and so I masturbated thinking
of Steve�s wonderful cock and the things he�d done to me with it. I finally
fell asleep, lying on my side with my hand planted firmly on my pussy, dreaming
of Steve�s dick inside of me, wishing it was in me again.
My parents returned early the next day while I was still in bed in virtually the
same position I�d fallen asleep. My dad slapped my bare bottom and when I
rolled over to see who it was he said, �Wake up Kelly, you lazy bones. Time to
get up!�
My father leaned over me and I gave him a big hug. I couldn't wait to tell them
what had happened the day before. I sat up in bed and crossed by legs Indian
style under me. I had been sleeping nude since I was twelve and my family never
wore anything in the hot tub so neither of us was embarrassed or turned-on by
the fact that I wasn�t wearing anything.
�Hey dad, glad you�re home. You�ll never guess what I did yesterday!�
�Well, it has to be good to get you this excited. So what�s the big story?�
I straightened up my posture, brushed my hair back, and with a big smile said,
�Well, your daughter�s now officially a woman!� I giggled and waited for his
reaction.
I was surprised a little by his initial reaction. He seemed upset for just a
moment, maybe disappointed perhaps, but then he quickly smiled and gave me
another big hug. He looked at me and said just one word, �Steve?�
I nodded and he smiled. �Well, sounds like you had a good time. I�m really
happy for you baby! Maybe later you can tell me about it but I have a feeling
you really want to tell mom first, don�t you?�
I nodded vigorously and he held up one finger to tell me to just hang on for a
second. He went downstairs to fetch my mom. She soon came up to my room and I
was practically giddy with excitement.
�Your dad said to hurry up here and you�re not even dressed!� my mom laughed,
�Goodness sakes Kelly, what�s gotten into you? What happened to your bed?�
I burst into laughing when she said that. It was the perfect question to
respond to!
�Steve,� I answered simply, �Steve got into me.�
�What do you mean?� my mom replied. Then it was like the light bulb went off
and she reached forward to hug me.
�Oh Kelly! That�s wonderful! So our little girl is all grown up now.� She sat
down next to me and put her arm around me.
�Mmmmmm, so tell me everything that happened! ... and as always, I want details
girl.�
I told her the whole story and she listened without interrupting me, not even
once. After her reaction to my telling her about my first blow job, it didn't
surprise me when she started getting turned-on as I described what happened.
Her face flushed and she subconsciously started to rub her breasts, especially
when I got to the part when he first entered me.
She didn�t say anything though and after I finished we discussed birth control.
She wasn�t exactly thrilled that Steve had cum in me, even if it was just one
burst. My mom promised to get me to the doctor the next day for birth control
pills. Then she gave me another hug and started to leave the room with a smile
on her face. I hadn�t seen my mother this happy in quite a while.
When she reached the door she turned to me and said, �Oh Kelly, I can�t tell you
how proud I am of you. Your dad and I were just talking about you last night,
wondering when you would do it. After all, you can�t rely on masturbation
forever!�
With that she blew me a kiss and went to her room. I had a funny feeling I knew
what I�d be hearing before long!
THE END